#but seriously ily steph

[hoeforhao]

Rusted Away 🍂|| Kwon Soonyoung ||

🍁pairing : ex!soonyoung × fem!reader

🍁genre : exes to lovers, bakery shop au sort of, mostly angst, fluff towards the end, mild smut, mutual pining, slow build up.

🍁warnings : none for this part. will be added in the later ones!

🍁summary : you and soonyoung broke up almost two years ago because according to him sharing a common interest point with each other, to talk about at the end of the day was a necessity. How will things turn out for the spiriting away lovers now that their friend group has assigned them both the common job of baking muffins for the fall party!

🍁part : 1/3 [for fall-ing for u collab ]

🍁word count : 0.8k

🍁author's note : this is my first ever collab and am so excited!!! also i'm posting a full blown fic after a long break for writer's block and i don't know how this has turned out. please let me know your views ♡ last but not the least thanks to @playmetheclassics for beta-reading this for me! ily <3

"Y'all can't be serious right now" you sounded quite disgruntled with your two minions on other side of the conference call, plotting against your sanity, for universe knows how long!

"Well I mean you two quite literally run the two most loved bakeries of our neighborhood. It shouldn't come as a surprise that we will team you up." Steph's plain and unbothered voice echoes right into your ears, specially the 'team up part'.

"Yeah it shouldn't have been surprising or disappointing if it was someone else Steph. But it's with him. With Soonyoung. The Kwon Soonyoung. Out of all the people out there, you two would at least know best about what he did" your voice started shaking with each word it got closer to mentioning his name ; again ; after 2 whole years.

You still were in disbelief that your two most close ones did this to you. After being with you all those nights you cried till you couldn't breathe anymore, holding your trembling body whenever you had the worst breakdowns to seeing you slowly heal from the scabs and stabs left by him, Steph and Niall were with you the whole time. Them now setting you up with him again, for a silly little fall party felt nothing but seriously insensitive to you.

Pressing down on the side button of the phone, you were now sitting on the bed, all covered up in your comfort blankie with a blacked out screen laying on your lap ; the glass of which reflected the browns and caramels of the backdrop outside the misty windows, onto your own ones.

Fall was finally around the corner, which meant that the roads will now be iced all rusty, drizzled with honey leaves and sprinkled on by dark wine twigs. Fall also meant one more thing...the one very thing that was like the warm covering on your wounds, that meant the most to you above anyone and everyone. Your sycamore tree!

Pushing away the fluffy blanket on your legs, you quickly pulled down your pyajams to get dressed into something more appropriate for the weather outside, something more comfy and something that made you feel like you're back home once again a.k.a soonyoung's brown hoodie. While havocing through your entire wardrobe to take out all his belongings and leave back not a single essence of him around you and on you, the idiot missed out on that one brown hoodie he owned...rather the one he loved the most and the one he gave to you on your first date - under the sycamore tree.

You knew that the only thing, the only friend that could soothe the burns on you right now was that tree, the one true buddy that has stood by your side through the pains even your best friends couldn't heal, the big brother that shadowed you whenever the world's bright rays tried to scorch on your skin. So without wasting any more seconds, you hurriedly ran down the stairs leading to the hall. Upon reaching the main door of your small apartment you twist on the knob to pull open the door, and quite instantly a gust of cinnamon flavored wind engulfs all your senses.

Fall was truly your soul season. No matter how much turmoil your life was going through, or how much clogged your brain was to come up with new ideas, a walk down the leaf stained path of your favorite garden while the season's cool breeze flowed through your hair, definitely helped the caged Robin in you fly free finally.

Since the day Soonyoung broke your heart and left you all alone amidst the rusted haze, you've been visiting this sycamore tree every fall, to reminisce all the warm happy moment spent under its shade. To feel the same happiness as the day you planted the tree with your best friend, when you both were only 8 year olds, with the person who held you like the softest cotton bud dispersing away in the breeze all these years only to tear you off the stem at one go now.

You were consumed in your thoughts about how crazy love was, about how the twigs that have seen two people be in love for so long, hang around it for years, the branches that have been painted with countless giggles and soft kisses, now had its leaves shedding themselves from the agony of seeing its spiriting away child standing beneath it to shelter herself from the bleeding marks left by its other child.

Just as you were about to sit down on the dewy grass covering the entire ground below, your phone notification sound blew up suddenly. Drawing the device out from your tote, your eyes fell onto the lit up screen to see the name you've been running away from all this time.

[eiightysixbaby]

omg steph ily and right back at you 🥹💗 i could tag all of my moots for this seriously

tag your favorite fanfic writers whose works make you think ❝ this fandom is so lucky to have them in it. my ship / my blorbo is so lucky to be written about by these talented authors who share the same hyperfixation with me ❞

[kylermalloy]

Me ranting to @letsgobethegoodguys about music theory and my irrational hatred for the key of C:

Steph, with no idea what I’m saying, but with her everlasting patience and love:

[mister-dxctxr]

well this managed to make me a little tired so I'm going to try and sleep now.i might be on and off a lot tomorrow I have an exam to prepare for so..you know how to reach me.until then goodnight  <3

 Oh and a quick shout out to Steph ( @multimuse-online ) for being the most precious bean ever !!  Please follow her she is absolutely amazing   <333

[gojosattoru]

When you get this, you must publicly post something nice about at least 5 different people you follow, then copy and paste this in each of their ask boxes :^)

AAHHH! STEPHANIEEE!!! My sweet babe thanks for sending this message too :D like I said the more I receive the more I can talk about you my sweet darlings!! heheh *hugs you tight*

@hanae-ichihara Gonna be the first one to talk about muahahah! XDDD My Steph, my dearest delight of my life, it’s been a super duper priviledge to get to know you all these 6 years!! Can you believe it?? 6 six years we’re mutuals, how awesome is that hon??! I remember the day you followed me back, already knowing your flawless edits and gifs, I was so over the moon when I saw it!!  It was such a happy day for me heheh XD On that time I was starting to work on edits and find my style, so it was a big motivation and inspiration you always gave to me!! It was such a happy day for me heheh XD And it has been a big bonus for me to be able to be friends with you Steph! You’re so unique, awesome, sweet and fun to talk to!! I absolutely adore you and your works/blog, they are simply the best!! I’ve been a big admire of yours since de beguinning and will always be! So please never stop and keep doing such a fab job on giving the opportunity to share your skills with us, I’m always looking forward to see more of you heheh XD Ilysm Steph!! Hope we can stay together for many more years :D *hugs you suuuuuuper tight* ❤❤❤❤❤

@manganimae Mae, my sweetness!! It’s been so stupid of me to be following you for such a small amount of time, but I’ve known you through all your kind messages and support you always gave to me :’) You don’t know how much that gave me strength and energy Mae, it’s so endearing of you to go and send so much kindness and love to everyone when we need it! It’s really important and makes super difference!! :) Your blog is so awesome and works so original and cool!! Love them very much!! It’s been a few time we have spent together but I hope in the future we can know each other more and have fun hehe :D Ily!! Keep on being such a beautiful ray of sunshine for us! ❤❤❤❤❤~

@krshima Emery my love!! Another person that I’ve been following for so long and I’m so damn proud to have you in my life and to call you a friend hon!! I never saw someone so warming, so welcoming and so sweet like you Emery, you’re such a precious gem for me!! ; U ; You’re one of my important people on here, when I saw you were back I was beaming with happiness Emery, I’m always thinking of you, praying for your safety and always excited to see your gorgeous gifs *W* heheh They are absolutely beautiful, all those vibrant colors, so smooth and awesome... they are so aesthetic baby!! I wish I could do gifs like you XDDD You never fail to make me smile whenever I see you or talk to you, I enjoy it so much! It’s so pleasing and fun!! heheh *hugs you real tight* Hope you are doing well darling and I’m looking forward to see more of you and let’s enjoy more time together for many more years :D Ily Emery! You’re the best!! Never forget that! ;) ❤❤❤❤~

@blossomchi Chi my lovely babe!! We have been friends for a small amount of time but I seriously had so much fun talking with you, you’re so funny and cute I just want to squeeze you so tight and smooch you all over hehehe XD It’s so enjoyable having you around and seeing your graphics skills??? Dang they are so fabulous just like you!! You have such awesome coloring skills and I want to say that I really admire you, in every way!! And I want to confess something about you baby and I want you to let you know and apologize for it... I was gone for a while and I missed your birthday and didn’t got the chance to give you my wishes Chi my darling, it was a huge blow to me when I realized that I missed it.... I felt horrible seriously... Being such a precious person for me, it made me feel angry at myself doing something like this to you, but I want to let you know that I love you with all my heart and want our friendship to grow more! I absolutely adore being around you, always having a great time even if we haven’t been talking much lately (cause life seriously...) But I hope you are doing well and never forget that I’m always thinking about you and that you’re an absolute amazing person with beautiful skills and that I adore you!! :) Stay well and good Chi hon, btw I’m working on something for you and I hope you like it :D hehe *hugs* ❤❤❤❤

@soniatera Zeeeyyy!! My awesome Zeyyy!! It’s been a wonderful year knowing you my darling, this year has been so tough and hard for all of us but I can say clearly that I’ve made such beautiful friendships on here and I’m so happy and proud of it! You’re one of them Zey! It’s so delightful to talk with you, share opinions about our colorings and seeing your works on my dash couldn’t bring me more excitement and joy in my days :D hehe You have such a distinctive style in your graphics that I know right away that is yours :D I really adore seeing your colorings, really unique and so so cute!! You’re really cool person, always so supporting and kind!! I seriously love you so much!! Hope we can get more time to talk and have lots of fun together for these next years hehe :D It’s been so promising that it really makes me so excited hehe *smooches you* Hope you are doing well too and never forget how wonderful person you are oki? Keep doing a great job Zey! ❤❤❤❤❤~

[caws5749]

You shouldn't have given me the permission to ask these.. so feel free to ignore my curious ass.. 1, 4, 14, 19, 21, 22, 25, 26, 27, 36 (am I right if I say angst? *wink wink resting bitch face*), 40, 42 (I'll be bold and ask for an explanation?), 46, 50, 51. Thaaaaaaaank you Wonder! Ily ✨💜

Thank u for the asks vee! ilyyy

1. What was the first fandom you got involved in?

The first one I really got involved in was Once Upon a Time!

4. Do you regret getting involved in any fandoms?

No, I don’t because I wasn’t super involved in OUAT. With Marvel, I write and read fanfictions and sometimes analyze things and I’m so much more involved so i really only count this one as being super involved, and I don’t regret it at all! 

14. Go on, who are your BroTPs?

Sam and Bucky for SURE, Nat and Clint, Nat and Steve, Nat and Tony

19. Is there a ship which you wished you could get behind, but you just don’t feel them?

Stony (steve and Tony). I’d also say to a lesser degree natsharon- i can like get behind it and i think they’d be cute together, but no matter how hard i try i can’t really get into it

21. What was the first fanfic you ever wrote? 

I believe it was “are you warm enough?” which is why I was so so ecstatic that stephy made a moodboard of that fic for my 1.5k interpretation celebration

22. Is there anything you regret writing?

This one is really tough. I guess in the end though my answer is no. Each fic i write (even if it’s never posted) helps me gain understanding of nat, helps me work on perfectly writing her in-character, and each fic i write helps me improve as a writer. and at one moment in time, i desperately needed to write it, so in the end, everything means something!

25. What’s your most popular fanfic?

I was actually surprised by this but my most popular is Blindfolds and Whispers (SMUT). the first chapter of The Quarantine Series is a close second, with only a few notes less. 

26. How do you come up with your fanfic titles? 

I used to just take a little piece from the work and quote it, but now I try and come up with a few words that really comprise how I feel the work is. honestly, there’s not much of a system oajfoewifj

27. What do you hate more: coming up with titles or writing summaries?

i usually don’t ever write summaries, because i hate writing them aoefijaowfj

36. What’s your favorite genre to write?

vee i’m wheezing at what you said aoiefjaewoij! my fav genre is most definitely fluff, as i’m sure anyone who’s followed my blog for even two seconds can put together aowefjaofej

40. what do you struggle the most with in your writing?

this one is really tough because i think i struggle with pleasing myself the most. So i really struggle in terms of if i think it’s good enough for my own standards. Specifically with like writing problems, i struggle with writing action scenes a lot

42. List and link to 5 fanfic authors who are amazing: 

1. @secondsineternity . I absolutely love the Stolen series. The way Nat is written by this author is absolutely incredible, and so so so so so in character. Obsessed. 

2. @empyreanwritings . *clears throat and pulls out megaphone* NAT AND BRAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i seriously love steph’s writing so much, for not only how well she writes, but how incredible and unique her ideas are. 

3. @forever-more-never-again . this author has such a beautiful way with words, and they also write fics that i can never quite find something else that’s like them. Truly truly truly incredible with ideas and how they write them. 

4. ElisaCollette on Ao3. This author is another who writes so in character for Nat that i honestly can’t stop reading and re-reading them. It’s also so evident that they take time and care in creating their stories, and every little detail is so well thought out. It’s honestly an experience when reading their work (Stand by Without Flinching is my favorite story in the whole wide world, and this author wrote it :))

5. @wokeupinawalnut . This author has the MOST AMAZING drabbles ever. I love love love love love reading them, and they always have my heart singing with how incredibly well written they are! 

46. If someone was to read one of your fanfics, which fic would you recommend to them and why?

This question is so incredibly hard to answer. I think I have a few I’d recommend because they’re all so different that’s it’s hard to pick. It would depend on what they’re looking for/into, but here’s what I’d say for different things:

-If the person is looking for something comforting, and they want more of Nat as a mentor, or if they’re looking to read something that really just means a lot to me: Your Red-Headed Mentor. This is my baby and it always will be.

-If the person wants a rollercoaster of emotions, and wants a little flavor of everything: Dazed and Confused, The Quarantine Series. Not only is this one of my most popular writings, but it has so many things happening in it. 

-If they want something unique: my 1k celebration. 

-If they just want to read a oneshot of mine, something that I need to show to them to prove I can write, and take it seriously: Tsunami. 

50. How did you get into reading and/or writing fanfiction? 

If it’s okay i’ll skip this one because I’ve talked about it at some point before!

51. Rant or gush about one thing you love or hate in the world of fanfiction!

I absolutely love that fanfiction is free, and that there’s a community in the world of fanfiction, and it can be so incredibly uplifitng. It blows my mind tbh

[pocmuzings]

hewwo this is known villain satanxwrites. i don't have a proper writing blog anymore but people have been putting some of your posts on my dash and tbh i must say i am so happy that there are still ppl like you in the rpc that try to do the right thing! i honestly dont know how you and others that have been speaking out these past few weeks do it because at least in my case, so much got to me i had to peace out and rest. fighting the good fight isnt easy so seriously, thank you to you and 1/?

( cont’d ) and all the amazing peeps that have been using their time and effort to not only educate people for free but to try to ensure the rpc can become the safe space people keep talking about yet i have never see. there is no doubt that this is a place filled with abusers and racists and so many of us have had our fair share of experiences with them. with everything that is going on, i hoped i could send this to you in order to tell people to take care of themselves and those around you. call things out when you see something is up, help others you are struggling, tell the bigots to go fucking perish and etc etc. also, be wary of people being performative with their actions. i sadly had to experience my own share of racism and double standards not too long ago inside a group i thought was safe only for me and a friend of color to be made feel uncomfortable and forced to leave. if ur a white person, use ur privilege to protect and uplift bipoc! if someone tells you something you are doing or did is racist, LISTEN AND LEARN. don't offer them crumbs and expect to be absolved of your sins. as poc, we fucking know what racism is, we know what lip service is, and we know when someone we confronted is just saying shit so we can leave them alone!! if you want to be a good ally, you MUST NOT stand for this! dont be complicit!! pay attention to how your friends of color are treated! if you see something is up, work to solve it and help them and us nonblack poc got a job too!!! we cannot deny that our communities and culture are riddled with antiblackness so it is our fucking job to dismantle that, to uplift black voices, and return all the sweat and tears black people have produced that we have benefitted from. poc solidarity does not exist and will continue being nothing but a random phrase ppl throw in to deflect until we put the fucking work in!!! watch how your black friends are treated and defend them with your entire being but anyway to make things short bc im spamming u with my 4 cents essay, you are amazing!!!! i saw the stuff that went down with drew n ur amazing too!!! fuck the whites profiling you, i would beat their asses if i could. anyway y'all, pls be strong ily and ur helping a lot of ppl!! AND DONT LET PPL MISTREAT U!!! i might be dead and in acnh hell but im still ready to oppress some dummies ❤ /end!!!

steph i miss and love u so dearly and i hope ur keeping well  . i couldnt have said any of this better myself. lets all please keep each other accountable.  keep each other active . be honest . call stuff out when we see it . we HAVE to be better ! no more ‘ uwu it makes me uncomfortable ‘ ‘ ohhh i dont like confrontation ! ‘ , bc that just lets down poc and black people even further in the rpc ! how is that fair ! put in the fucking work !!!!! be upfront ! stop supporting your white favourites or just doing what makes YOU comfortable . listen to other people in other communities when they’re uncomfortable instead of waiting for some big 200+ notes on a post ! listen , listen , listen ! we matter !!! black people matter !!!  respect poc and black people in the rpc or literally unfollow me !!! thanks !

[pentaxed-a]

i was gonna use a graphic but fuck me, my laptop says no photoshop rights 

@hbiejbies​ && @trnedbitch​ ;; im putting yall together but you guys will always be a pair to me- i strive to have a relationship likes yours one day GOD. but y’all are already my very best fucking friends on this hellsite. there’s over a million words in the english language && not a single combination of them can properly describe how much i love and appreciate you two. i hope you guys stay in my whole 2020- i cant wait to write both separate otp rps && maybe even a full fleshed ot3 rp ?? 

@manipulations​ ;; ughhhh ur fine ig :// nknJNKJEFNKJR no but seriously, u were my first ever mutual && first ever actual friend on this blog, so u’ll forever be apart of my whole ass heart. ily alex GOSH rkfnkrejnfjn

@argntna​ // @ladiesahoy​ // @goonshe​ ;; elizabeth jesus christ u have so many fucking blogs smfhhhh :// ur fucking boo boo the fool but ily &&  i would always be willing to die for u <3 keep on clowning, u fuckin clown bitch eiferjknkrejn

@spidcrbaby​ ;; kj... bb.... i hope this doesn’t make u cry because tbh this is gonna be very poorly written BUT- we properly met in the discord server that spark && outlaw made, && that truthfully wasn’t that long ago but god damn would i die for u- i made icons for u, && that means i would sacrifice my sanity just so i could made u happy enjjnjj ily <3

@boydied​ ;; oh my god church, im about to lowkey expose the both of us && im sorry but... u knew me from our bnha weeb days with our villain deku && villain aizawa blogs. not once did i ever fuckin think i’d be able to see u again, nor did i remember i had u on discord... but then u came to me because u saw me in the server && knew i was familiar. lo && behold, both of us were EXPOSED. im really glad we found each other again && im rlly glad with the amngry soft ship we have with our boys. ily && im not gonna be letting u go again anytime soon

@ashlisnaps​ ;;  we never talk much tbfh but we’ve been sending snaps today && whenever we do talk, ur a cool cat. but dont doubt for a second that i mf lov u too bitch. i’ll put my whole ass existence on the line for u so :// i already lov ur ashley jesus christ imma chef kiss that shit 

@lovsself​ ;; god ur saying we met only a couple weeks ago ?? feels like forever. we’re already acting like idiots, shipping cher w both of my children. ily && im sorry im v shitty at expression how i feel with some of these, but i would fr drop anything to make u happy <3 

@hwknscitizens​ ;;  d e e e e e  who fucking knew that when we met, we’d be shipping keith && jonathan ?? i sure as hell didn’t but im glad we met && im glad we’re rping. ily && ur whole ass circus of muses erkjnkejrnrjn

@ommetaphobc​ && @bansheeintuition​ ;; a special shout out to you two, because you guys knew me back before i made this blog. i met denise through my anime blog && i met steph through my stiles blog. it’s a sad thing that i’ll never come back to them, but i’m so glad you guys suddenly found me again without meaning to. i’ll try to stick around this time <3 ily guys

[emerald-imperial]

your blog is so nice dude and you seem like a nice person to, thank you??

!!!!! Thank you!! Thank you so much!! It makes me so happy to see that my blog makes other people happy as well!

You seem like a nice person too, Anon! Thank you so much for leaving this kind message- it made my day :)

[batfall-a]

ur cute and ily that is all

*  hush that is you , seriously steph you're so kind and i adore everything you do ESPECIALLY carol ( yes i'm biased ) <3 adore you to the moon and back.

[dong-hyucks]

Everyong as Wanna one members! And pls do everyone 😊

ho boy– there are legit 28 of everyong,,, 29 including hana sO i kept this short huhu basically just their @ and why they remind me of that member lol this lowkey turned into my opinion on everyong

Everyong as Wanna One Members

Wanna One as Shit Everyong Says

Yoon Jisung

@deepdickdaniel ariane !! one of the moms of everyong,,, a whole sweetheart !! and fr they’re both absolute visuals // @chimchimaliensuga stephanie !! smth about stephanie just reminds me of jisung like,,, i can’t even explain // @perkwoojin jAS IM SO SORRY I FORGOT YOU FHAKFHA IM SO FAKE OML okAy bUT you remind me of jisung bc you’re vv sweet and sometimes vv random (ily im sORRY--)

Ha Sungwoon

@alliwannado-w1 iris !! they’re both,,, eXtra yes and idk i can imagine iris pulling out a toaster from a backpack– // @whatabrightplace tina !! yOU MAKE ME SOFT HHLAF but at the same time you hype me up // @hwinkinghwi xuan !! aiGhT i feel like sungwoon would reminisce a lot and we just reminisced abt the – fairy and geronimo stilton –

Hwang Minhyun

@pwjins alliSON !! y’all are extra in like??? an elegant way i cannot describe it as anything else– // @wannasseu cyn !! both visuals first of all– seCOND cyn appears to me as an ‘elegant’ (lack of a better word) person w a crazy side // @wannamoon juju !! we’ve talked like,,, twice bUT you seem like a vv nice person! pLuS when we did talk you were like,,,, aesthetically pleasing idk

Ong Seongwoo

@mongniel aurora,,, i swear this isn’t bc of aurong hahah but !! you both seem quiet (to me lol) at first bUt then there’s like this whole other side to you – // @ennergetics rae !! e x t r a – rae, in general, is a super exciting person to me laflhlhf// @w1talks angela !! whenever we talk, angela’s funny and i just immediately associate humour w seongwoo lol

Kim Jaehwan

@pinksausageduo dAIN– oml,, one of the oldests (i think ???) who watch as chaos unfolds (legit aurong lmao) :)) // @wannabl hana !! we haven’t talked in like,,, a month bUt you both have A+ humour aNd you’re both generally fun ppl hlflhfa

Kang Daniel

@onlyjihoons ZELIA HALGH okAy zelia a t t a c k s everyong w fancams every now and then, it’s just as rude as daniel– // @kanggdaniell steph !! we also do not talk often bUt– you’re q nice and soft wth 

Park Jihoon

@fromwannaone annie !! annie’s like,,, an aesthetically pretty dork (in a nice way lmao) which is how i’d describe jihoon tbh // @xiupch shuri !! shuri is new !! but omg she’s like??? so sweet alrfeady wthka // @starrywinters sheena !! sheena is so well well-rounded and nice like omg gkahfkhaf

Park Woojin

@wanna-17 cathy !! cathy is actually so nice i– aight so cathy,,, the talent is endless i s w e a r // @woojiniee diamond !! other than being absolutely whipped for woojin,,, smth about your humour just reminds me of woojin honestly i can’t even be specific–

Bae Jinyoung

@ycungmin li !! li is so nice and guess who else is,,, baejin,, ye li seems v chill and fun at the same time like baejin // @danieverie elli !! we have talked once bUT elli is legit so nice and talented like a certain person baejin // @jsioos meike !! it’s been a while since we’ve talked but like??? meike seems like a vv chill person wih an exciting personality??? does that make sense

Lee Daehwi

@hiyawoojin rissa !! i might sound v biased here but daehwi is adorable and gUeSs wHat so is rissa!! vv soft ppl // @euigones eunice !! yO it’s been a while bUT eunice is v funny and daehwi never fails to make me laugh lmao

Lai Guanlin

@daehwifi tbh both mae and tiffy remind me of guanlin – aight so mAe is a v cool and nice person i’m seriously just ‘w o w’ 25/8 // tiffy !! oml both tiffy and guanlin are such endearing ppl honestly @daehwifi i’m highkey weak for them

i’m doing this at 1am pls save me from my MiNd–

anywhoodle gUYS anyone reading this all of these blogs are sosososo good i recommend each of them !!!

[ellie-bee242]

My Heart Bleeds For You-Part 8

WHO’S READY TO GET WRECKED?!

This chapter is..... Wow.

First and foremost a serious trigger warning okay?

THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SCENES WITH ATTEMPTED MURDER BY WAY OF ASSAULT AND BLOOD

IF THESE TRIGGER YOU DO NOT READ THIS CHAPTER. MESSAGE ME AND I WILL TELL YOU WHAT PLOT-POINTS YOU MISSED WITHOUT THE GRAPHIC DETAILS.

Take your health seriously y’all, please.

Quick props to @were-cheetah-stiles for helping word some things and decide some stuff, thanks Cat, ily boo!

Tagged: @iknowisoundcrazy, @confidentrose (if you would like to be tagged for future chapters so you don’t miss out on them, feel free to send in an ask or message me about it!)

Chapter 7 - Chapter 8 - Chapter 9

Chapter 8: Arsonist’s Lullabye

Song rec: Dangerous Woman by Ariana Grande, Arsonist’s Lullabye by Hozier

Word count: 3,336

Warnings: Swearing, mentions of sex/sex acts, graphic descriptions violence (one sided fighting, stabbing), blood.

The two weeks leading up to the party went far too fast for (Y/N)’s taste but she had to admit that she was also glad this whole ordeal with her father was almost over as she looked in the mirror to pin on the drop chain ruby earrings that had come with her dress and shoes. She remembered wearing this pair for her seventeenth birthday, along with the small heart shaped ruby necklace that belonged to her late mother that her father had also included in the package.

After putting on her jewelry she leaned in close to the mirror and made sure her make up was still flawless. The deep matte red she’d painted onto her lips was a stain so it, at least, wouldn’t come off easy. Her cream eyeliner on the other hand may have smudged a little. She turned her face this way and that but luckily the sharp winged tips were still crisp and clean. And so was the edge of her smokey eye-shadow. She touched up her blush a little before leaving the bathroom and walking over to the giant box on the foot of her bed.

She reached into the massive gift box and pulled out a shoe box. She lifted the lid and snorted at the ridiculous heels. They looked like Dorthy’s ruby slippers. If Dorthy had been a stripper. The height alone--if they didn’t topple her--would put her eye to eye with Mitch, maybe even a little taller with their platform bottoms. And they were absolutely covered in red glitter and sparkles, with a cut out for her toes. 

Her father had also included nail polish for her to apply. Luckily she’d done her toes that morning too since she thought the color was so pretty.

The heels’ only saving grace: they didn’t have a strap which meant that (Y/N) could wear the silver station and sliding bead anklet that Mitch had bought her for their one month anniversary.

They hadn’t even discussed exchanging gifts, even though she’d bought him a personalized jersey of his favorite baseball team, it was just that they were on the same wavelength it seemed.

When he’d given her the anklet she’d put it on and then proceeded to thank him with a round of passionate sex. Now whenever she wore it he’d tell her how he’d remember just how much she liked it and he’d be turned on for at least an hour.

She wrapped the small chain around her ankle and secured the clasp before going over to the dress that hung on the back of her bathroom door. It fit with her theme of ruby red, and she slipped off the bath robe she’d been wearing in order to put it on.

She’d just gotten the small zipper at her side done up when her front door opened and closed. She’d given Mitch a key to her apartment the day after they’d had dinner with her father, and he’d given her a key to his place.

“(Y/N), you almost ready? We should be heading over soon.” Mitch called from her living room.

“Don’t worry, I’m done.” She promised as she opened her bedroom door. She was greeted by the sight of Mitch in a perfectly fitted tux when he turned around to look at her. She’d seen him in it a few days earlier when he’d tried it on to make sure it fit well, but she still hadn’t gotten used to how handsome he looked. It was intensified by the fact that his hair was pushed back off of his face and he’d trimmed up the scruff on his chin.

She felt herself flush when she looked at his amber eyes and found them slowly making their way up her body.

“That dress is......” He puffed out a breath, unable to put into words how truly phenomenal she looked. The straps of the gown were twisted loosely and spread out as they went down to cover her chest, giving her a neckline that plunged to just before her navel where the fabric came back together via a thick band of material that cut across her stomach, sectioning the top off from the skirt of the dress. The skirt was made with lots of loose fabric that draped flawlessly down her legs, giving her an ethereal, billowing, effect when she walked.

“You haven’t even seen the back yet.” She teased.

“Show it to me then.” He challenged, She grinned, gathered her skirts in her hand so she wouldn’t trip, and spun until she faced away from him, showing off the fact that the top tied around her neck and left her back completely bare down to her waist. Not even her hair was obstructing the view, as it was twisted up into a complex looking bun, with only small wispy curls spiraling down to frame her face. “Fuck me.” She heard him mutter.

“Maybe later, if I did it now we’d end up running late and my make up and hair would be ruined.” She teased, turning back around and grabbing her glittering red clutch purse from the couch as she passed. “Come on.” She called when he still hadn’t moved.

“Maybe we could say that you got sick.” He only half-joked. She smiled.

“There will be plenty of time to maul each other later. I’d like to get this over with so my father doesn’t bother us again.” She requested.

“Party pooper.” He muttered, making her laugh.

“If you suffer with me through tonight I’ll give you a blowjob in the car on the way home.” She promised. His eyes dropped to her lips before looking back up at her.

“What the fuck are we waiting for, let’s get going.” He said quickly as he grabbed the door for her. She laughed and stepped through, heading down the hall to the elevator. She paused when she didn’t hear any foot falls behind her and half turned to find Mitch just standing there staring after her.

“C’mon. The sooner we get there the sooner we can leave.” She smiled.

“Right.” He muttered, striding up to her quickly. “I’m gonna die, that dress is going to kill me all night.” He accused.

“If you die then you can’t fuck me.” She pointed out as she pressed the elevator call button.

“True. Fine, I’ll fight valiantly to stay alive.” He joked.

“My hero.” She laughed and stepped inside the empty lift. Mitch followed closely behind and pressed the button for the parking garage beneath the building. The doors closed and (Y/N) felt him staring at her as she leaned against the back railing. She was just about to ask what he wanted when he spoke up.

“Is your lipstick going to smudge?” He asked.

“It’s lip stain.” She corrected.

“Meaning?”

“Meaning, no it won’t smu-” He cut her off with a hard kiss as he pressed her up against the back wall of the small space. She moaned softly against his lips and wrapped her arms around his neck as his hands pressed into her back to keep her up against him.

DING

“Not our floor?” He guessed, going by the irritated frown on her face. She shook her head and pouted when he pulled back to stand beside her respectably.

A man appeared in the doorway of the elevator and froze when he took in (Y/N) standing before him.

“Are you getting on or not?” Mitch asked, irritated that he kept staring at his girlfriend. The guy stumbled onto the elevator and blindly pressed the button for the garage floor, making (Y/N) groan internally. Now she’d have to deal with being gawked at until they got into their car.

“That’s a beautiful necklace.” The guy complimented. She barely refrained from rolling her eyes, knowing his compliment had nothing to do with her jewelry and everything to do with it being conveniently placed at the start of her cleavage. She wished the chain had been shorter than twenty inches.

The elevator stopped again and an older couple got on, hitting the button for the ground floor. (Y/N) smiled politely at them before Mitch pulled her to him and kissed her tamely enough for the presence of others.

“Fancy date tonight?” The woman asked, breaking them apart.

“Something like that.” (Y/N) said after clearing her throat delicately. “My father is hosting a gala and asked me to attend. My boyfriend graciously agreed to be tortured along with me.” She smiled at him.

“Oh how cute. How long have you two been dating?” She asked.

“A little over a month.” Mitch answered.

“I would have thought longer.” She mused.

“Steph, leave those poor people alone.” The woman’s husband chuckled.

“Shut up, Ed, they don’t mind. Do you?” She asked.

“Not at all.” (Y/N) assured with a smile. “But this is your floor.” She said apologetically. She watched as they got off and then rode the last floor down. She noticed that ever since Mitch had kissed her, the guy from before had stopped staring.

“Have a nice night.” He muttered blandly after the doors opened and (Y/N) pulled Mitch out into the parking garage.

“How soon can we leave again?” Mitch whispered in her ear half way through the dinner after someone asked him what he did for the tenth time. They had arrived at Anthony’s giant house and had been ushered around back where tables were set up around a giant dance floor and stage that hosted a DJ, ready to play music once everyone finished their dinner.

(Y/N) smiled and squeezed his arm reassuringly.

“We have to make it through dinner and at least three dances. Sorry, we’re gonna be here a bit yet.” She whispered back. “Just remember, it’ll be worth it.” She teased.

“Why do you think I’m in such a hurry?” He shot back. She grinned at him before her attention was pulled back to the elderly woman across the table from her who kept rambling on about her cat.

Mitch watched (Y/N) navigate the conversation with ease, her hand reaching out and picking up her wine glass to bring to her lips for a delicate sip. She looked like she belonged in this kind of scene with the grace she displayed. Even the way she ate spoke of class and sophistication. And he wanted to laugh because this was nothing like her.

She wasn’t a prim and proper lady-like type. She was a girl who was fiercely competitive about bowling of all things, who could drop a man twice her size to his knees with two hits, and she ate a burger like it was the first and last thing she’d ever consume.

To see her cut off a small piece of chicken, lift it to her mouth and delicately pull the tongs along her lips as her teeth pulled the morsel off of them, it was like someone else had inhabited her body.

“Mitch, stop staring at me and eat.” She murmured, side eyeing him with amusement.

“I’m just not used to seeing you so...”

“Refined?”

“I was going to compare you to a pod-person but sure.” She covered her mouth with her napkin to hide her sudden laughter.

“Just eat.” She giggled. “The sooner you finish, the sooner we can go dance, and the sooner we can leave.” She listed.

“Okay, okay.” He agreed before turning back to his meal.

(Y/N) finished her meal first and the second she put her knife and fork down on her plate a waiter was there to clear the dishes away. She thanked him and then turned her head as a hand tapped her shoulder.

“Hello Peter.” She greeted un-enthusiastically, looking up at the thin dark haired man.

“Hello, (Y/N). I was wondering if you’d be kind enough to join me for a dance?” He asked.

“I’m not sure-”

“Oh please, just one? It’s been so long since I’ve seen you.” He urged. She sighed.

“Just one.” She said firmly and he grinned, offering a hand to help her stand up. Mitch watched them walk over to the dance space. A couple other couples had gotten up to start dancing and mingling and the DJ had begun playing some ballroom music.

Peter danced with (Y/N) and it was clear that he was trying to impress her but instead he kept making both of them stumble as he either tripped or stepped wrong. She constantly glanced over Mitch’s way, clearly hoping he’d save her and he chuckled before abandoning his unfinished meal to go rescue his girlfriend.

“Mind if I cut in?” He asked, placing a hand on Peter’s shoulder.

“I guess I can’t say no to the boyfriend, can I?” The other man grumbled. Mitch grinned and took (Y/N)’s hand to pull her into his arms as the song morphed into another. He placed his hand on the small of her back while hers went to his shoulder and he followed the steps of a simple waltz as he spun with her around the floor.

“You told me you couldn’t dance.” She reminded him.

“I couldn’t dance the way you wanted me to at the club, no. But I know a simple waltz.” He replied.

“Where’d you learn?” She wondered.

“Middle school. All middle school kids have to suffer through that damned dance circuit.” He grinned.

“If you got your skill from middle school we’d be stuck dancing in a box.” She sassed.

“Okay, so my parents may or may not have expanded my knowledge. They met at a ballroom dance class.” He shrugged.

“Aww, how cute.” She smiled.

“What about you?” He asked.

“Really? With my upbringing, you’re asking how I know how to ballroom dance?” She teased.

“Point taken.” He chuckled, letting go of her waist and twirling her under his arm. Her skirts flared out around her before catching on his pant-leg as they reconnected and continued moving around the floor.

“People are starting to stare at us.” (Y/N) noticed idly, glancing around at all the people who were simply shuffling back and forth as they watched the pair work the floor.

“Then let them stare. They’re envious.” He shrugged.

“Of me?” She snorted.

“Of me, simply because I’m the lucky bastard who gets to dance with you.” He smiled when she tossed her head back and laughed. “I was serious, you know.” He murmured.

“Oh please. It’s just because I’m wearing make up and a fancy dress. Half of these people wouldn’t give me a second glance if they saw me in my gym attire.” She snorted.

“I would.” He promised.

“You did.” She pointed out with a smile.

“And you’re gorgeous no matter what. Whether you’re covered in sweat from kicking ass in the gym, or if you’re wearing this knock out dress.” He stopped them at the edge of the floor as the song ended and they heard applause from a few people for their performance, making them both laugh. (Y/N) waved quickly in thanks before turning back to Mitch.

“Another dance?” She asked as a slower song began to play.

“Anything for you.” He agreed, pulling her close and swaying them softly to the rhythm. She rested her cheek against the lapel of his coat and closed her eyes as she moved with him.

“(Y/N)?” Mitch asked softly after a moment. She hummed, not wanting to move from her spot just yet. “I’ve been thinking...”

“About?” She prompted when he didn’t continue. He hesitated and she pulled back to look at him curiously.

“Do you want to move in with me?” He asked. Her mouth dropped open into a surprised little ‘o’. “It’s just... You said my apartment felt cozy, like home to you, and we’ve been spending more time together late-”

“Yes.” She agreed quickly, shutting him up. “I’d love that.” She beamed at him and he smiled back before kissing her quickly.

“We’ll get packing supplies tomorrow morning and start sorting everything out.” He suggested and she nodded eagerly, happy tears springing to her eyes. She quickly dabbed her fingers under her eyes with an embarrassed laugh.

“I’m going to go to the bathroom and make sure nothing smears.” She giggled, kissing him again quickly before walking off the floor and heading inside the house.

She was walking back out, nearly floating on cloud nine over the fact that she was going to be moving in with her boyfriend, when a woman in a gold dress stopped her in the hall.

“I saw you and your boyfriend dancing, you two are so perfect. Ah, I miss being young. Congratulations by the way, can I see it?” She asked.

“See what?” (Y/N) asked. The woman looked at her perplexed expression and put a hand to her mouth in embarrassment.

“Oh, oops, don’t mind me dear!” She laughed, trying to play off her slip.

“No, wait, what are you talking about?” She demanded. The older woman looked around and leaned in close.

“Well I saw you head inside, and then your boyfriend and your father came in too, a minute later. I assumed.... Well I thought he was asking permission to propose to you tonight.” She said, sounding abashed.

“My father took Mitch into the house?” (Y/N) demanded. She felt dread come over her as her mind replied what her father had threatened two weeks ago.

“If you don’t stop seeing him on your own I’ll be forced to protect you, like how I protected you when you were eighteen.”

She felt herself pale slightly at the thought.

“Do you know where they went?” She asked hurriedly.

“No dear, I’m sorry. Do you not love him?” The woman asked.

“No, I do love him, that’s the problem.” She said as she grabbed the skirt of her dress and started running down the hall. She started opening doors at random, looking for her father and, more importantly, Mitch.

She had to have checked a dozen rooms, and with each empty one her sense of dread grew and weighed her stomach down, sinking it slowly to her feet as she raced upstairs and began looking there.

She got to the top of the stairs and heard the sickening thud of a foot connecting with a body. She ran towards the sound and burst into an office.

Mitch was on the floor, coughing from the blow that Anthony had delivered to his ribs, when he heard (Y/N) scream his name.

“Anthony don’t!” She shouted when he pulled his fist back and brought it down against Mitch’s cheek. “Stop it!” She raced forward and grabbed at his shoulder but he shoved her off. She tripped over the hem of her dress and stumbled into the desk, sending things skittering off of it as she fell to the floor.

“It’s for your own good you stupid child!” He snarled, landing another kick to Mitch’s stomach. He grunted and rolled to his back, and (Y/N) desperately grabbed her father’s leg before he could stomp down on his chest.

“Please!” She begged. The back of his hand came down across her cheek and she fell back to the floor. “Daddy!” She screamed, but it did nothing. She searched around frantically for something to get him to stop his assault, and her fingers touched a cold bit of metal. She gripped the handle tightly in both quivering hands, adrenaline making her body shake, and scrambled to her feet.

“Leave him alone!” She shrieked, rushing forward and plunging the blade of the letter opener to the hilt in his chest. She jolted when she felt warmth seep across her fingers and saw the crimson stain of blood begin to spread out over his pristine white dress shirt.

Anthony tipped back and she released the handle of the letter opener, watching in horror as her father fell with a thud onto the plush carpeting. (Y/N) stumbled back a step, tripping over her gown and falling onto her butt, unable to take her eyes off of the unmoving form before her.

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hello hello everyone! i’m steph and if you happened to take a peep at the ooc list, you’ll know that i’m one of two admins of tinsels and that i’m playing my queen halsey. i’m always down to talk about whatever, so please never ever hesitate to shoot me a message whenever you’d like. seriously. i’m likely always going to be around and if you’d like you exchange kik usernames or anything, just let me know. okay, but on to the good stuff! so i’m playing halsey like the goofball that she is, but like a lot of people in the rp, she has a dark past that sometimes comes out to haunt her now and again. her secret weighs heavy on her heart and it’s something she doesn’t ever think she could forgive herself for, and for that, she feels guilty. overall, she’s a very friendly person to talk to and she’ll be as nice and friendly as anyone else can be, but due to her secret being so close and dear to her, she might come off as a little guarded when it comes to developing friendships/relationships, but she’s v lovable i swear!! as i mentioned before if anyone would like to message me for whatever reason, go ahead and do so. i’m always down for plotting and would love to get some things going especially now that this rp is finally open and brand new and yeah! if u read through this whole rambly post ur a champ and ily 

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you forgot me :(((( jk ily steph

Omg wait did I miss someone?!? I thought I was scrupulous! If I seriously did miss you message me and I’ll add you right away!!!

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I'm late to the party!!! But I had to tell you that I woke up to my notifications exploding because of the last chapter... I cried real tears reading it, man. What a way to start the day :') Love you bunches

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Okay, in all honesty, I have no idea why or how this many people are following me. It’s absurd. 4000 followers is a lot, and I’d like to thank each and every one of you guys for supporting me.

This blog is 7 months old. Back in June I started this blog because I wanted to write and share my love for Hamilton with the community. I would have never ever thought that I’d gain this many followers. 

But it’s not really all about the follower count, right? Y’all, I’ve met so so so so so many amazing people on here, and I wouldn’t have been able to grow as a writer, or more importantly, as a person without all of them.

@diggs4life​ - Jena, you are incredibly talented and such a great writer. Your writing has motivated me to better myself as a writer (especially with smut). When I got that message from you for the first time saying that you liked my fic, I was completely blown away that someone as talented as you could enjoy my writing. Thank you, and I can’t wait to see what you have in store for us whether it’s another fic or one of your plays in the future.

@tempfixeliza​ - Elissa, I absolutely love your writing. I remember messaging you when I first read Like I Would (great fic, go check it out) and completely freaking out over how I thought the plot would turn out (i was right btw). Anyway, you are an amazing person and you’re so kind to me, and for that I thank you.

@hamimagines​ / @petewentzdickpick​ - Rachel, you are an incredibly talented writer. Like, seriously. You’re one of the first blogs I followed on here and honestly part of what motivated me to start writing for Hamilton. Also, Kichel is one of my top OTPs honestly. 😂

@torturedbisexual​ - Kiley, we haven’t really talked that much, but we’ve been mutuals for a good bit. You’re kind and funny, and the banter that goes on your blog between you and Rachel makes me both laugh and aww at the same time. You and Rachel are one of my OTPs, like I said before, and I’m sending good vibes to you both for when you see each other in March.

@hmltntrsh51​ - Rosie, you’re funny and incredibly amiable. You made me consider the coconut ;) and consider daddy!gwash, and even though they arose countless of kinky anons, I thank you for them because they were so damn amusing and hilarious.

@imagineham​ - Steph, you are an awesome writer and we have the best conversations about Daveed, Oak, Supernatural, injuring oneself with a baguette, puppies, America vs Australia, etc. You are amazing and so kind and so easy to talk to.

@jazy2015​ - Jazy, you have such an easy-going, comical personality and you make me smile with all the memes and funnies you make. Through all the hilarious banter we create, you are so sweet and kind to me, so thank you for that.

and finally @gwash4prez​ / @adothoe​ - Ant, you never cease to make me laugh daily. You are such a caring person; you help me out and give me advice when I’m stressed or having a bad day. You tell me to go to the doctor even when I’m too stubborn to admit that I’m that sick. You’re gonna marry Jordan, and I’m gonna marry Daveed and we’re gonna go on double dates and everything. You’re a fucking amazing writer and we need to do more collabs because staying up until 4am while writing a TJeffs fic with 50% pick up lines was one of the most fun writing sessions ever. Keep doing you and never change. (Except for your sleep schedule, maybe tweak that a little ;))

ily guys. 

Each and every one of my followers are amazing and I love you allll. 

But seriously, thank you guys for all the support and I will continue to write, post gifs, shitpost, and share my banter on this blog for as long as I can.

Y’all are too good to me for me to not give back.