#but screaming into the void yk
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I want to die
#i’ve been sick for three fucking weeks#four if you count the weird abdominal pain I’ve had for a week before that#my ribs are so strained they hurt when I breathe#which at least distracts me from my fever which according to the thermometer has risen yay#also the urge to cough got stronger after something twitched in my ribs and the pain every time I cough is unbearable now#also it’s one am and I can’t sleep#technically only one nostril is ever blocked and I can breathe but I cannot ignore the feeling of the blocked nose#it’s awful I want to stop existing#complaining here bc nobody irl is awake to respond#not that I expect a response here#but screaming into the void yk#illness tw#I guess?
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Okay but the way a funny lil haha "okay but what if-" au has become my genuine theory on how CC, from purely the info given in Act I & the Lil Lucifer AU, would've played out is genuinely kinda crazy /pos
#screaming incoherently into the void of tumblr#cuphead#cuphead au#casino cups au#casino cups#casino cups theory#ofc its still an *AU* bc yk#i dont QUITE think act i-cc!mugman woulda ever gotten to the point of being so desperate for immortality that they abandon all their -#- friends and family and then end sad alone wanting desperately to die and regretting all their life choices.#BUT HEY THATS WHY ITS CALLED AN AU BITCHES#x’s writing
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#that was it#just felt like screaming into the void#because I just did this whole thing alone#which yk has its pros and cons#pros is I think I’m doing it right have complete control#cons is idk for sure if I’m doing it right and this could end up a disaster#and this is only half of the assignment#still have to do the write up#✌🏻🥲#limbo thoughts
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Made (another) Ishmael cbc and she has overtaken my brain and impaired my ability to work productively how are we feeling?
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i honestly don't know why my wings of fire obsession is making such a strong comeback rn
#the characters... the concepts... they're giving me brainworms ngl#i know i'm mostly screaming into a void bc i have maybe one (1) follower who knows anything abt wof but still...#it's my warrior cats yk#noah's stuff
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rewatched stranger things season 3 and sobbed violently at billys death to the point where i was shaking
#ik its js a character but like u cant be talking when hes literally prime in my comfort characters#maybe js like the good side of him yk#but still#davi screams into the void
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If Mummies Alive were more popular, I feel that Rath would be a tumblr sexy man.
#screaming from the void#mummies alive#that show grabbed me by the throat again recently and I’m lookin through the tag and am surprised by the amount of rath content#idk I just feel like this pathetic green twink has the Vibes yk?
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basically by the end of the night we were soo tired that we were starting to drift off and all, but luckily the friends dropping us off were also done so we decide to leave. now listen. 3 people in the backseat. boy in middle. he has space to vibe by himself no touching whatever But. he sits Not fully middle, and is fully pressing up against me (arms and legs and etc) AND the road home is so curvy that we just keep leaning into each other (while i'm falling asleep and my head keeps nearly falling onto his shoulder) amd it's the most comforting thing in the world. i hate physical touch but with him it's so grounding and safe and holy shit i need that Back rn. was so so wonderful and was so sad when it wad over
#i text a friend about this when i get home right#and she knows about the ex playlists amd she was telling me yk. we should wait#take it slow see what happens#but This time she said “i think he likes you”#like full on#i do not wamt false hope but.#god i hope so#i really really hope so#blue screams into the void
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Harper/Amerie : Mine [speak now] — // You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water // And every time I look at you, it's like the first time // I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter // She is the best thing that's ever been mine” //
(taylor hbh moodboards 1/?)
#amerie x harper#I feel like this doesn’t need any explanation#I just want to scream into the void abt them yk?#my moodboards#harper heartbreak high#amerie heartbreak high#heartbreak high moodboard#heartbreak high
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what if momoka saw you using your neechan themed notion-
well i can just tell her im a big diadust fan /j
#❅ — chatting#yk that's the funniest thing#cuz if like in source if i were to have a mmk themed notion#ppl probably wouldnt be weirded out#it'd be like if i had a celebrity themed notion /j JHFDSKJS#tbf it depends on the images i use#if it's like the image of her screaming abt the snake maybe ppl will be a little bit concerned as to how i have that image#otherwise#tbh mmk would probably laugh and be chill abt it#or scold me if im using weird images of her KJDFSHKDS#f/o: your song that filled my void
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I was so intense when I was 17. Like, my religious rants? My suicidal tendencies? I was so full of rage and sorrow and regrets looking back at it it's insane.
#been reading a few religious rants from 2020 and damn boy you sure are something#they weren't half assed rants either. i was passionate about it#those years are CRAZY cuz i know what stuff happened but I can't really remember them happening#call that the antidepressant induced blurriness#also the year i cut my own hair to feel more like myself (🏳️⚧️)#so much shit was going on#also did drugs at a weird sorta concert with a stranger older than me... honestly a miracle I'm still alive guys LMAO#dw guys that was a one time thing#...does this cound as venting? doesn't feel like a vent but yk to be safe#tw vent#just screaming into the void#themetalbabygirl vague lore drop? more likely than you think#my takes on religion were so HOT y'all wouldn't survive them#gerard way was right#teenagers do scare the living shit out of me#half asleep typing this gnight fans who read this whole thing✨
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chat is it reasonable to hold just a little bit of resentment toward a friend who forgot your birthday but you made it a point to make a big deal about theirs and on top of that bought them gifts with your own money or is it just me being dramatic
#funny bc actually five of my friends forgot my birthday 😭#and it’s like. gift giving is my love language yk? and i aint even asking for no gift just a little bit of acknowledgement would do 🫠🫠🫠#maybe im being dramatic about this bc i unfortunately have a long track record of being forgotten so maybe this just hit a nerve or somethin#also my birthday was more than a month ago and ive held out on making this post bc i didnt wanna seem like a bad person 😭😭😭😭#sky screams into the void#AND THE THING IS#IT’S NOT LIKE THEY DONT KNOW WHEN IT IS#THEY KNOW#AND WE’VE TALKED ABOUT IT#AND JUST#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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#very small yell bc yall are making me cry in good ways now thank you for rhe kind replies i will not fake my death#except if i need to commit insurance fraud#jokes aside bc idk how to Not use humor to cope im like#my vent posts are me screaming into the void most of the time this blog is an open diary#and. yk. yk. yk.#its nice that the void heard me screaming and hugged me#its#its a nice feeling#to remember that i dont actually exist in a void or a vacuum#and other people... wqnt me. they want me aroujd
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thinking about daiyu's relationship to her power... in her main verse, her grishaverse, she doesn't even accept the label as squaller. she doesn't accept the label grisha, either... part of this is because of the fact that she doesn't have any grisha acquaintances (and also, if she did, it would be more.... acquaintances who happen to be grisha) but also because daiyu has used her abilities as a tool to get where she is. it's not apart of who she is. it's something she employs, the same way you would a trap, plan, or weapon.
that being said, daiyu in grishaverse-related verses tends to be....... actually a little bit weaker than her other counterparts? other fantasy verses? because she's not a trained squaller at all. her ability to tear the wind from someone's throat was something that came about from survival, and she just kept doing it. she can do it in varying levels of degree and precision, but her abilities tend to stop there instead of extending to, perhaps, something like using her abilities to fly places like she can in other verses
#also i think. my brain funk is primarily on jesper. so i might just. yell to the void here mostly. yk#just . Scream#DAIYU — ABOUT.
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praying he finds my weirdness endearing
#i mean atp he should yeah#like he's put up w it long enough#i just would hate if it was a sigh like what is this mf talking about again...#instead i would like to think he always goes#omg what is he talking about (fake sigh with a smile bc he's thinking im a cutie pie)#yk#blue screams into the void
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BRAIN WORMS ASKED FOR WEIRD RAMBLES, I SHALL GIVE !
I wasn't reallt feeling that Stanley parable spirit as of late you know how it goes, BUT, I did found out how to fully restart the game so I did just that, and in my silly little runs in the original endings I went to to the scape pode one, no bucket tho, whoever I do wonder, what the fuck is this??
Honestly at first I thought it was maybe some sort of evil scheme as if to make the workers lose their sense of time given that techincally it could still be Stanleys original office, but then you go up the staris and BOOM next thing Stanley's office again, it can just BE his office again ykwim? I was just thinking WHY exactly they needed a replica of this exact office, in my guess it is definitely something that has to do with TK given they have a literal wormhole during the confusion ending which leads to hundreds if not thousands of reports on its behaviors during the experiments.
BUT, that wasn't even my main reason as to why I wanted to post this, but I decided to just post these two together bc to hell with it why not?
I think a LOT about Narrator's existence origin and how aware their are of what's actually around him, I do like to think he does haves his flaws that he cannot just, be aware of everything around the office and building, and that sign, this damn sign.
Well i guess if youve been here long enough you know what it says if not: scape pod, must have Narrator and player to work properly.
I LOVE this sign, it peaks my interest and makes me question, is this one of the things Narrator created? Why? The only way to acess is by LITERALLY locking Narrator away, and it obvioulsy doesnt work, it would never work we NEED it there with us why would he do this? or is this one of the things he is just not aware of?? I love the theory of narrator also being previously a worker (employee 003 to be especific! ive talked about this before) in the same building as Stanley,of them being and/or going trough things similar as TK, it would be a very funny coincidence, workers in that building, no longer have a body, entities within the game hidden away in corners of the office you dont see often, The Narrator, makes me think of another narrator, Curator also exists, maybe i am just saying that there might be other narrators or Im just really into the subject of the experiments the workers of that building have gone trough and how I think its interesnting that narrator just so happened to be one, this doesnt need to make exact sense and what i am stating couldn't be more far away from the facts ! But I have more fun than you could imagine while writing this
#honestly i might be just screaming into the void#but getting these thoughts out of my head 100% makes me feel much better#and excited too ! I love thinking absurd things about this game bc its absurd itself sometimes#if a bucket can be a wizard I can a silly little thoery of narrator being an employee at the office building no#also#didnt add this before but I do think that it mightve just been easier to just replicate Stanleys office#but will I not over analyze it? Youre asking too much from me !#fun fact did you know in the intro where Narrator tells Stanley has been wainting for hours Stanley nervoursly taps his lap?#hes a nervous reck kinda disastrorous guy yk#rambles :p#tsp#the stanley parable#tsp rambles
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