#but please i am so small and tired
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"t-theyre right behind me arnt they ?" ass look
alt black and white version + no light or whatever
#tnmn#thats not my neighbor#that's not my neighbor#thats not my neighbour fanart#tnmn fanart#that's not my neighbour fanart#art#angus ciprianni#steven rudboys#robertsky peachman#peach peach thats not my neighbour#hoon man#francis mosses#selenne sverchzt#roman stilnsky#anastacha mikaelys#henry that’s not my neighbor#im so tired i took way too long on this shit#im literally vibrating please help#i just noticed i made hoon man kinda small i hate my life i am NOT fixing that shit
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Fox Day! Fox Day! Fox Day! Fox Day!
#my art#commander fox#fox day#totally not late#small power outage not withstanding#it's 10:48 my time so not late!!!#I think the Corries should get detective/pt jackets#keep em warm#please enjoy this tired man#i am going to bed now goodnight
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If anyone has fiction podcast recs that are not about the main cast being mean to each other I am all ears
#this does not exclude horror for the record though I am very tired of apocalypse plots#but like Jesus Christ the last seven things I tried the main cast were just awful to each other before the horror even turned up#like I just finished the first episode of how I died#great show checks like all of my boxes#monster of the week small town weirdness set in a very limited set high production values the works#except! the main leads can’t even manage professional civility!#like dude I know you just met and it’s been a shit day for everyone but like please be civil and not hateful right off the bat!#so I will probably not continue despite being hooked#why is everyone being horrible to each other can we not#I’m even okay with like ‘normally we’re a team but we’re at the end of our collective ropes and it’s falling apart’#but I! am! here! for! the team aspect!#I do not need them to win I need them to be polite to each other#but yeah if you have recs I have three more petticoat tiers and nothing to listen to
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never seen THIS bug before?? but the HUGE pile of skeletons is soo funny. how is so much stuff breaking this patch
#small indie company please forgive#warcraft#glitches#in game#vy#mine#woah i am so tired. i thought i hit post on this. anyway
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glenna gw2 x gale bg3 for @vampiredaytrader i'm sorry and/or ur welcome
#galenna#i did this at like 3 am and was so tired#yes his arm is entirely too small please cry about it at your own leisure#gw2#bg3#gale of waterdeep#glenna gw2#mad at gale because he said he wanted to show me magic tricks at our cool camp party and i was like fuck yeah i want to see cool magic tric#they were not
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I don't really have a flower that represents me
I'm more like the grass from All About Lily Chou Chou
#2000s#2000s nostalgia#all about lily chou chou#lily chou chou#Blog#girlblog#writers on tumblr#artists on tumblr#weird#weird girl#frutiger aero#frutiger eco#this is me btw#Skibidi#im silly#sillyposting#silly goofy mood#silly goober#please help me#Art#Artist#small artist#Flowers#Grass#i am so tired
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#i'm so tired of being so emotionally fragile that stupid things make me cry#i have so many actual real things to cry about and i can distance myself from all of them enough to get by#and then something small and stupid comes along and i'm sobbing into the sofa#over some goddamn socks. i didn't even think i'd attached that much meaning to them but apparently i did#i just wanted to be the hot goth girl i dream about being. and i let my principles slide enough to make mildly unethical purchases.#and now i am having a breakdown because it was all a waste anyway and now i have contributed to fast fashion and air pollution#and i didn't even get something nice out of it. i just get more guilt and more proof that fundamentally the problem is me#please ignore#mine
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so tired of being a shitty bandaid for my parents' loneliness. like have u ever considered you passed your curse to me and some days i feel so lonely it's like i can't breathe around the emptiness in my chest????
#my dad is like#you can't just be in your room all the time then what's the point of you living here if ill be sitting here all alone then#and im like bhai what#mom also says this to me she always wanted to sit and rant and she used to say you never talk to me#both of these people don't even fucking get it that they're not even interested in me listening to me#mom just wants a sounding board for her venting and dad just wants someone to pretend everything is okay and happy all the time and#the only important things in life is the immediate present and food and making money and stuff#i swear this is why i feel so ????? about myself my identity like no i can't describe myself#because there is no myself there is just a white sheet of paper where people can write whatever they want#im so tired man#why can't they just go and live with each other and leave us kids out of it 😭🙏#like i genuinely am getting teary eyed about such a small thing but god. i want to have my own life so bad. im sick of feeling all these#complicated emotions guilt and anger and pity and obligation and duty like just god pls fuck off#people my age are so fucking mature and put together than me so confident so clear about their path#have friends partners breakups parties just so many new memories#and im just stuck.#and im fine with it now because i get it studying is really important and this is quite basic requirement to be perfect at#atleast my syllabus to survive in this industry#but then. let me do that only. please don't make me pretend to like you like spending time with you and everything#ive hated you for like. idk 14 whole years. since the first time you hit mom in front of me#i remember it so well like my childhood broke that day you slammed her into a wall for some stupid fight and her hair was all messy and#untied and you shouted so loud i thought surely everyone can hear. and then you left to roam around the city at night with your friends#i remember this because my mom and my sister sent me to check up on you with the excuse of a painting of a parrot that i had made#i didn't understand anything back then#but yeah fuck you fuck you fuck you for being so fucking delusional thinking i love you or something#ive prayed to god that you die and i still do#it would directly mean 4 people being happy#anyway#dni#this was meant to be fun and short lol fuck
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Man I was so hype I was like, wow it’s 12:30 and I’m already done bathing dogs - at the busiest salon too, wow!!!
And then a groomer asked me to bathe one. more. dog 🫠
#nsfwitchytalks#she’s small so it won’t take long and it won’t be too bad#I’m just so so so tired lol#my back hurts and my caffeine is wearing off#like I am ready! to go! home! please!#I agreed to this shift for the extra money so I feel silly wanting to leave early#but this salon is so busy. and I am. so tired.#and it’s my version of Friday#I want my weekend to start so I can sleep 😭
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Pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease i'm so tired of this experience happening to me
#jay talkin#GRAAAAAAAGH MENS CLOTHES SO ANNOYING WHY DONT YOU FIT RIGHT#anyway got mad that my leather gloves i've owned for ages dont fit cuz i have v small hands and mens sizes dont fit me#very annoying source of dysphoria is trying to fit my body into mens clothes that just do not come on sizes#that will fit on me. ITS DEEPLY ANNOYING its also hard 2 find mens rings in my size which is annoying me too#i'm gay and engaged let me have my big masculine ring PLEASE#anyway yeah need 2 MAKE my body fit sometime soon. pump t into my viens till i become a man who DOES fit#or at the least alleviate the dysphoria thats making me insecure about my smallness lol#i really wish there were more very masculine options for people who are slight built#i am tired of buying womens or kids options i wanna fit in mens clothes better PLEASE
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everyone pray for me that i did not just give myself food poisoning (;・∀・)
#i may have made a bad decision with the meat i cooked shdjdkl BUT I THINK IT'LL BE FINE#it was past the date on the packaging but it didnt smell or look or feel off at all so . i decided to risk it#and now im panicking bc i think perhaps that was actually rly stupid fhdkdl#but it was. so much money. i had no idea the date was so soon on the package when i got it from mum#I would've frozen it if I'd known dhdksl i should've looked#alas !!! i think it'll be fine tbh bc it genuinely did not seem spoiled at all so ... now we just pray#i had a fairly small serving of it and I'll see how i feel to figure out if the rest of it is safe to eat or not#im just fhdjdkl crying a little rn bc the past two days have been so awful and im so tired#i rly dont want to get sick on top of everything else going on#i would like one thing to go well fjdkdl just like. one thing. this feels like divine punishment for having the old lady group go so well#im just kind of losing my mind rn i think actually fhfkdl i have a therapy/counseling appt on monday though so we'll see if that helps#i do not have high hopes fjfkdl#MANNNN. can the universe give me a break PLEASE. I've been trying so hard the past three weeks to do well 😭😭#im putting in so much work and effort fhdksl can i PLEASE have this one thing go okay djdksl i do not want to get sick !!!#if i do get sick then im just. hhhhh. idk djdkdl it's just one more thing to add to my pile of Bad ig djdkdl what can ya do djdkdl#i am going to pull myself together and stop crying and go play stardew maybe idk fjdkdl i feel like im starting to crack a little bit#augh. augh. i would love to catch a break djdkdl#dandy.cmd#vent //
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If you describe reader in any way in your fanfic, it's not a reader insert.
If you mention hair length, height, body frame, weight, eye shape, eye colour, build, shoe size, clothing size: it's. not. a. reader. insert.
If it wasn't specifically requested or if there is no significant context (like historical setting) but you choose to describe the reader as petite, small, cute, "her hair covered x or y": it's. not. a. reader. insert.
"Ah but the reader had long hair and tattoos and..."
It's. not. a. reader. insert.
Calling your OC "y/n" doesn't make it a reader insert.
#Please#PLEASE#I am so tired of reading something and then stumbling upon descriptions#I'm not small and petite with long hair and smooth skin#reader insert#x reader#x you#cod x you#cod x y/n#cod x reader#“Covering your small body” gtfoh
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Auburn hair and black pools of marble
Your beauty is something I can not yet marvel
While gazing upon your dim lit face
I find myself free from all haste
Your laugh so bright, your jokes so charming
Who knew this love could be so disarming
You make me weak and fatigued yet warm
As the arrows of Cupid fly in like a swarm
If I were Eros, and you my Psyche
I would Pierce my heart 100 times lightly
So I could fall in love all over again
And let my past failures be condemned
To hell with the world, let it burn
For without you, I have nothing to earn
So for one more moment, allow me to marvel
Your Auburn hair and black pools of Marble
(I wrote this poem for me and my partner’s half year anniversary, I’m not that good of a poet and I’m better a writer/artist. But I usually use poetry to help with my emotions. Hope it’s not too cringe worthy)
#artists on tumblr#poetry#original poem#poems and poetry#poems on tumblr#love poem#short poem#lovers#gay love#poem love#writers on tumblr#writers and poets#writing#art struggles#writing struggles#this is fine#i love them#small artist#trans artist#digital artist#artistic#poets on tumblr#poetsandwriters#poetblr#i’m so tired#please dont laugh#i am very gay#romantic
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Please look upon these hilarious mockup photos I made for the tshirt/sweater designs I'm selling over on Etsy.
Tag yourself, I'm the "no YOU hang up" vampire XD
#The cat print is actually based on my cat hank because I love him#gothic fashion#halloween fashion#mothman#support your local library#capitalism is a death cult#I'm tired of capitalism but I'm forced to participate so I might as well make cool shirts for it#indie artist#support small artists#animal artists#tshirt design#I just started the shop so there's almost no sales but I promise it's trustworthy#I've been in the process of getting this set up for months#anyway I chose the most ridiculous mockup photos I could#probably not great for attracting people on etsy but I think they're funny so oh well#I am struggling#please reblog#I hate asking for reblogs but I don't know how to get my stuff in front of the people that will like it otherwise
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Hello :D small blog update (I've been doing a lot of these lately). I created a Ko-fi account quite a long time ago but never got around to finishing it, mostly due to my class workload. At the time, I just wanted to share a brush set I made and found that I can share documents on Ko-fi without giving out my name. However, with Tumblr tips going away soon, I figured now was a good a time as ever to finish setting up that page.
I was able to get it wrapped up this evening finally, so it's available to take a peek at now! (I linked it in my bio, but idk anything about html so I hope it works). It's a little empty atm, but I'll hopefully have that brush set I mentioned before uploaded soon! It'll be free, I'm mainly just using the feature that lets me share files without attaching my real name to them.
That being said, this is really only meant to be a tip system, so while any donations would be massively appreciated, please don't feel obliged to tip just because the option exists now! All of my art is free to look at, and I have no plans to put any of my work behind a paywall in the future. This isn't for commissions just yet either; the page is only there just in case you see a drawing you like and want to help support me in making more drawings in the future :)
I'm bad at wrapping posts up so, that's all I really had to say; thank you guys for reading this and sticking around on my blog so long! Goodnight, sleep tight, and I'm bad at rhyming so drink some water💧💧
#i am really bad at this kind of stuff so i hope this came across with the right tone#please only leave a tip if you find a drawing you like; and never feel like you have to just because you like my work :)#there is also a link to a certain page I mentioned a little while ago that I am not allowed to link here so if you're interested in that#then this is the only way i can share the news about that here#it's empty right now but I'll start posting on there this weekend#(this was no small part in my decision to finish the page today; i just can't say that in the body text lol)#oh yea my name isn't actually Dawn#it's such a basic-white-girl-name (tm) that I am almost guaranteed to find it in any gift shop's merch in the US#i only go by it because I'm attached to it for some reason#i've slowly become more fond of Dawn though so maybe i'll change from one basic name to another#wouldn't that be crazy#alright night night y'all#i really gotta stop staying up until 3:00 i am so tired#blog stuff
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Actually…? No. Tell me the odds. I need the likelihood of success and got nothing else to lose might as well try even if extremely unlikely. Because I need help sustaining the hope that everything’s gonna be okay and motivation to get there that I just can’t do for myself without burning out almost completely.
#tiger’s musings#mental health bullshit#…I am just. overwhelmed#by not knowing how to make this work#and being unable to beat the ED keeping me from taking the two steps that I DO know exist#because…I need a moral support body double. and one who won’t get disgusted as my lid flips the whole time I try to do this#and…I just can’t see someone WANTING to MAKE time for me. a small pocket. for us to both relax and catch our breath and enjoy eachother#I’m tired of ‘oh we’re totally friends Tiger!’ but. are we tho?#you set time aside for friends to either just. talk. share memes. or hang out no matter how infrequently#guess my love language really IS quality time#in addition to being very touch starved for Platonic Human Intimacy#and a side of acts of service. because…my chronic illness(es) force me to rely on others#beyond ‘I’d scratch your back if asked. can you please return the favor sometime so I don’t feel used.’#…I’m just. I’m tired. I’m tired of giving out love platonically and feeling Liked but Disregarded#while things also falling apart when I’ve either decided to leave or have to leave due to neutral circumstances or because I’m hurting#I…feel like I’m being Expected to be the one to reach out…again…over Just a misunderstanding#but if I do. it has to be with ‘look I KNOW we miscommunicated but THIS is what hurt me and I NEEDED That acknowledged or clarified’#but…the circumstances that led to the method being blamed for this miscommunication still. y’know. exist#so…what’s the point
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