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#vanitas no carte#vanoƩ#doomed yaoi save me...save me doomed yaoi#play on the opening song + visual sequence + the fact that vanitas could only ever be happy in an alternate universe also#+ the other fun little fact we learn about him from episode one#i have complex feelings about this anime#its pretty damn fucking good#but im a leeeeetle iffy about the way it developed the female characters.....they had potential and i was actually excited to#to see some good solid female characters even the respective romances with their l/i's felt good at the start#not jeanne obv. they fucked up a perfectly good woman and her whole dynamic with v could have gone sooo well without the reall#really forced flirting behaviour.... i liked the more serious relationship they had it made me actually not hate what they had at the start#but yknow. whatever. sorry about going off about another ship on this but im just....i love jeanne a lot. i wish they didnt do her so dirty#my girl deserves better than this asshole#you want white/black dynamics??? let her get married to domi and then we can talk#i enjoy this show and i enjoy vanoe a lot#very yuriyaoi if you ask me#my art
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The Helena diaz of it all has me fascinated. Iāve said for a long while that Eddieās real issues are his mommy issues and this episode just cemented for me that weāre gonna explore that and deal with it.
Because itās Helena who forced Eddie to grow up to fast - because her husband wasnāt around much - so she pushed Eddie into de facto parent and husband role ls - selfishly filling her needs and ignoring the damage it was doing to her son (it is a form of abuse in my book).
Eddie then had the audacity to fall in love with and marry Shannon and get her pregnant. Itās why Helena was always so off with Shannon - she was punishing her. She is also punishing Eddie for all of this and his refusal to return to El Paso only cemented further her bitterness and resentment.
Now she does have Ramon back she doesnāt need Eddie any longer to fill that role so she is still punishing him and part of that is tied into her glee over now getting to parent Christopher - something she has always been intent on doing the doppelgƤnger just gave her the opportunity- as well as allowing her to further punish her son and his love of Shannon.
Her barbed comments about building a pool were all about showing what she can provide Christopher - how she is parenting him better than Eddie - itās part of her mind games - making Eddie feel like more of a failure as a parent to his son.
The reality of course is that the reverse is true - Helenaās parenting is all superficial, flash and showy - it isnāt the hard day to day parenting when things get tough and you have to be the bad guy. While Eddie has made mistakes, there is nothing superficial, flash, or showy about his parenting. Itās why bucks comments about Eddie being a great dad are so important.
Eddie feel like a failure right now and that he is entirely to blame for everything. But in reality, while he does bear a bit of the responsibility, the truth of the matter is that he needs to learn and deal with the fact that all of it actually stems from Helena and her abuse of her young son - Shannon never stood a chance just like Eddie never has.
#genuinely donāt see how she can get any sort of redemption arc#but this is 911 so maybe theyāll find a way š¤·š»āāļø#Helenaās treatment of Eddie is a form of child abuse - it has done so much damage to him psychologically#I do really hope we finally get to meet Sophia and adriana as part of this arc beciase I think it might be very revealing#I am also wondering if Ramon had a stache in the past - and that is what Eddie is subconsciously trying to mimic#and that is about him trying to regain his mothers affection - trying to fill that husband role she forced him into#and that shaving it off is a part of his dealing with that and choosing to free himself from her clutches#and in doing that - standing up for himself etc - it will be the trigger that v ring schristopher back#the catholic guilt and Eddieās queerness is also all tied up in this - the church reinforces and condones Helena and her actions#the Catholic Church has a long history of abuse of children in all itās horrendous forms#so Eddie seeking solace in that direction think it will help him find away back to Helenaās good books only for it to open a few doors he#has bolted shut#as for the queer aspect - forcing Eddie to grow up too fast and fill this role of husband to his mother and parent to his siblings means#Eddie never got the chance to learn who he actually is - to explore his sexuality and all that goes with that - at the age one normally#would - as a teenager and into your 20ās. it explains so much around his relationship with Shannon and dealing with the helana of it all#and the queerness of his identity - āwill also allow him to actually let Shannon go#Eddieās arc is going to be incredible - heartbreaking and gut wrenching - but incredible#Helena diaz itās on sight - she is evil and cannot be redeemed in my eyes!#911 spoilers#Thinky thoughts#eddie diaz#911 abc
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induced to me by my contemporary art exam AND a rewatch of rebels after years that. got me into sabezra unexpectedly AND i updated krita and there were many new brushes i wanted to try
refs (IF U CAN PLS HELP ME FIND THE ORIGINAL COSPLAYERS i can't find anything EDIT: found them!! they're starwars_irl on insta and @rebelartistwren / lionesscosplay on insta. thank you guys <3) and āØcolored versionāØ under the cut
i can't find themmmmm I've been looking for 2 days but all i found were uncredited reposts
anyway they look amazing
i really wanted to try greyscaling but I'm not sure it looks good. idk. + while i was making it i was listening to i love you by fontaines d.c. (GREAT SONG FROM A GREAT UNDERRATED BAND) and. the grey fit into that mood much better
also two versions without the sketch lines. where ezra looks happier even if they're uglier
#i didn't expect to like them as a ship ngl. but there are some moments that recall kanera (AND I LOVE THEM) especially if you've read#a new dawn. and IDK COOL!! probably i didn't ship them from the start because. in s1-s2 they're just kids and everytime i reach s3 i keep#brainrotting on thrawn <3 and kallus <3 and zeb <3 idk i kinda forgot about them and all the scenes they were in LMAO#ALSO. i love you is truly a wonderful song wtf?? it's not something I'd associate to sabezra BUT probably after having listened to it for a#month. and having drawn this in the meantime. i found some connections. the fact that the songs alternated between that melodic part#that talks about love to the other verses about (very generally) society. just felt like how their relationship would go. rapidly switching#between the fast paced fights for the rebellion to the calm of the preparation they require that can allow them for some tenderness. ALSO#ezra is so much āif there was sunshine it was never on me / so close the rain; so pronounced is the painā#and sabine is pretty much āyou only open the window; never open up the doorā sometimes. especially before her darksaber arc#btw i know this song is about ireland and their relationship with theid country BUT it just prompted me to their grey figures#and colorful background. also. there's something about klimt making some of the most tender representations of love ever imo BUT keep#choosing to represent rather dark iconographies whenever he's asked to do something (I'm thinking about the medicine panels for the uni)#like. there is a similar contrast in there as well. also i like that. ursa had a portrait of herself in her home that referenced klimt#like. it's ursa in her prime; in a literal golden age. i can imagine sabine associating a good moment - one of her bests - to such an#expressive decoration. and maybe stripping colors away when that moment is gone and all that remains is the memory and feeling#OKAY WHY DID I TALK SO MUCH i must've put more thought on this that i previously thought. crazy#it started as a fun experiment to try krita's oil brushes. *in david byrne's voice* how did i get here?#star wars#sw#star wars rebels#star wars fanart#star wars rebels fanart#ezra bridger#sabine wren#ezrabine#sabezra#sabine wren fanart#ezra bridger fanart#sw fanart#g posting
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TV show idea i had when I woke up
Queer Platonic Love Island
The host person would be allosexual and alloromantic. Theyre a bit confused but theyve got the spirit
#do you#do you get the idea#id say david tennant as the host but im open to other ideas#ive only seen love island on gogglebox and it looked really dumb#but id watch this#aromantic#asexual#qpr#queer platonic relationship#queer platonic attraction#queer platonic love#ace#ace spec#aro spec#aroace#aroallo#aceallo#tv#tv shows#love island#shitpost#random#own post#david tennant#why is this probably one of my most popular posts
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[ cw: violence mention / death mention / ]
Will never stop thinking about how Leo, all alone in an endless void and being beaten again and again and again by the only other living thing around, still finds comfort in that space. The situation he was in was completely hopeless, and in any other circumstances he would not have escaped, at least not fast enough to save him from permanent (or even fatal) damage, be it physical or mental.
And yet, despite the bleakness of his situation, despite the agony and helplessness, all he needs is one glance at a crumbled photograph, one glance to remember his family, and thatās enough of a reason for him to smile.
Maybe thatās why his powers center around manipulating space - because no matter how much space is between them, no matter how dire his own situation may be, just the thought of his family, alive and okay, is enough to give Leo hope.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#the prison dimension is horrifying on its own#add in a monstrous being that towers over you and has vowed to ensure your suffering?#god I canāt imagine how scary that is#Mikey opening the portal was a miracle because if he hadnāt managed it there#itās really up in the air what could have become of Leo#personally I subscribe by the theory that you straight up canāt die in the prison dimension#so itās a prison in all ways#but the thought of a Leo who manages anyway who adapts and continues to have hope despite it allā¦#Leo saying heās nothing without his family is a double edged sword really#because the thought of his family alone is all he needs to live. to hope.#to smile#nothing without themā¦but theyāre EVERYTHING to him#and maybe he doesnāt realize it butā¦the feeling is mutual#one thing too is that hope that comforts Leo so much is not just that#should he think his family needs help - that hope can turn into determination#Iām unwell about this family#actually on my point of their powers - I truly do think the abilities tie in not only to their personalities#but to their relationship to family and love in general#kinda like love languages in a way#Mikey with his chains and time abilities values being around his family the most - he wants them to experience living in the moment togethe#Donnie is someone who is 100% a gift giver to show his love - his constructs are exactly that arenāt they? gifts of his mind#Raph is someone who willingly bears the weight of the shield - he protects his family like the best big brother possible#and Leo - he goes off on his own a lot but his mind is constantly on his family anyway#like a sailor at sea no matter how far he travels the compass always point in one direction - and for him that compass points home#even if he canāt make it back - itās still there#and thatās enough
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Broke (2016): BBC Sherlock is a phenomenal piece of media and anything that seems like a flaw just hasn't been fully explored yet
Woke (2020): BBC Sherlock is an incredibly flawed series run by an egotistical writer, it never deserved the hype and is actively bad on so many fronts (especially representation)
Bespoke (2024): BBC Sherlock is flawed and bogged down by increasingly poor writing, which many fans refused to see while it was airing, leading to hugely misplaced expectations (particularly for the final series), AND it has the seeds of some compelling characterizations and portrayals, some genuinely solid performances, and touches--albeit imperfectly--on complexities that are still being discussed today (particularly as it relates to the relationship between Sherlock and John). The huge cultural impact of the show has created a massive pendulum effect in its public perception, leading to most people today remembering a caricature of the show (whether positive or negative) rather than appreciating its nuanced merits and failings...that being said Season 4 sucked
#these just sum up my personal takes at the years in question and also what i'm seeing on tumblr/other social media#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#and i actually have a lot more thoughts to share on this series#specifically relating to the cultural impact#there is SO much about the show that goes unappreciated in hindsight because of how public perception of it has soured#and i totally fell into this as well--i still regularly rewatch hbomberguy's video absolutely dismantling the series and he isn't wrong!!#but what i'm saying is that i think it's easy for us to look at a piece of media (especially one so massively popular) like sherlock...#with very black-and-white lenses. it wouldn't have become so popular if there wasn't something inherent in it that resonated with people#and that's being buried (and i totally forgot it) because 'sherlock is cringe and problematic. can't believe i liked that'#which again it IS full of issues and those are well-documented as they should be. future portrayals should not repeat those mistakes#BUT being able to impact so many people is a merit in itself. and that's only possible because of other genuinely good things about the show#yes the way they handled the relationship between john and sherlock was riddled with problems YES it was often queerbaiting#AND the way they portrayed that relationship had a deep effect on me. i saw a lot of myself in sherlock and the complex way he loved john#the nuanced feelings he had about john's marriage to mary. the part (in s4!) where john calls him inhuman for not feeling romantic love#there was genuine intention and care put into some parts of this show and it comes through in scenes like those. they impact people.#and because of this realization i'm going to (eventually) do a rewatch of the show. i'm much older and i want to see how i'll view it now#but i want to go into it--and i want everyone who engages with it still--to have an open mind and evaluate it for what it is#not what we expected it to be (secret episode anyone?) or what the cultural drift has turned it into (the tiktok of sherlock's mind palace)#but the messy problematic somewhat-heartfelt massively significant and ultimately meaningful piece of media it actually was#anyway that's my thoughts would love to hear y'all's perspectives#funny how after all this time making a sherlock post still feels like i'm poking a bees' nest lol please be kind!#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#kay has a party in the tags
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Nerdanel, the wise
#tolkien#silmarillion#jrr tolkien#nerdanel#i love her okay#shes strong shes big shes wise shes the man in the relationship#shes everything#i think she did a good job with her sons it was just the sudden situation they fell into that went wrong#and no that was not necessarily feanor fault#i think he was a good enough dad although towards the end he did some weird stuff#where some of it can be excused for all the things that just happen on top of each others#i think i found the braids for royalty that can match my noldor braiding system#its the ones on top that will be the one symbolizing royalty and then its just worn differently at times but same concept of a crown like s#im not sure if thatll be something that princse and princsesses wear too or only the eldest if that makes sense#silm art#tolkien art#digital art#my art#shes going to be a part of the dtiys which ill soon open
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mom avoids dead anime mom curse because he transitions. heās always had a complicated relationship with pregnancy because of how woefully little people are told about potential complications and aftercare, and also because of how gendered it is, so after the birth of his second child heās finally had it and decides to transition
he joins a local community group for mothers and at first itās played for laughs how often they fall to the dead mom curse, but soon we find out more about how society has failed mothers and people who give birth, from information being withheld, procedures being carried out without consent, lack of accommodations and maternal and paternal leave, racismā¦
it also turns out that becoming a man doesnāt help with this, not really, because being a pregnant trans man brings its own problems. follow along as he learns more about being a parent and a mother, and maybe evenā¦ finding love???
coming to you never because I canāt write!
#if the japanese is bad. MY BAD LMAO#this was also a joke for me at first but then i was like well hang on.....#my initial romance thought was his husband leaves him after the transition and eventually a new single father ends up joining the group#cos he like. idk misread the flyer as being a new parents group but the group accepts him with open arms#and hes drawn to the only other guy there and well u know wink wonk.#then i thought well come on thats not. very nice rip what if his husband sticks with him.#but thats why u have more than one trans guy LMAO so it doesnt become bad tokenism!!!!#the older kid also has a complicated relationship with his mom transitioning tbh#art#wow original art from me... ummm.#he also wears glasses but not all the time#GRAPHIC DESIGN IS (NOT) MY PASSION!!!!!#I WANT YOU TO KNOW IF THIS WOULD EVER BE WRITTEN IT WOULD BE GROUNDBREAKING INCREDIBLE.#but it wont because one that would imply that i finish writing anything ever.#two it would require so so much reading. which you should be doing you should be researching.#but the point is there would be a lot because i would think 'oh it had to be perfect' and then would never do it. on top of already#never finishing anything..................#ocs
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aibou
#i loved this scene#lupin wasn't ready to open up yet#and jigen understood that#and just made him understand that he was there for him#without pushing him or even having to talk#i fucking love them so much#their relationship is so special because it's unique to them. it's not something lupin has with fujiko or with goemon (or zeni for that mat#-er)#it's just them#jigen's the only one who can be here for him in this way#(he's the most stable thing in his life)#now excuse me while i go curl up in a corner and sob#lupin iii#daisuke jigen#teal jacket
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getting queerbaited by an action webnovel is so embarrassing. but goddamn this dog is just too fucking good at chess
#this could apply to orv as well but i am talking about sctir#normally i hate when books that are very much not bls get called bls because of queerbaiting. but with this one.......#the relationship between sung hyunjae and han yoojin is just too good#han yoojin's type being people way taller than him. sung hyunjae always making sure to give han yoojin sweets cause he knows he likes them#the 'if you could give me what i want i'd lick your shoes and whatever else you'd like' 'its a shame we're on the phone right now' convo#not too mention the way sung hyunjae is the only one han yoojin relies on#and how han yoojin is the only person whos changed sung hyunjae#the possesive 'toy i like x person thats useful' to 'my partner' dynamic#the edge to all their conversations where sung hyunjae is juusssssssssstttt resisting breaking han yoojin because he's more fun in one piec#and how that changes when sung hyunjae starts to genuinely value han yoojin and want him safe#but part of him still wants to carve han yoojin open to see whats inside#like FUCK. why is this dog SO GODDAMN GOOD AT CHESS
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I donāt think ppl give enough credit to rui for his dedication to fucking with people (outside of tsukasa of course) like. Knowing & acknowledging that nene wants nothing to do with him and Tsukasa on her first day of second year and deliberately following tsukasa to loudly ask if sheās getting along with people (just to be a jackass)? Implying his gift to akito will explode even though it wonāt bc he wants to bug akito? Like I think rui at his core is full of love and a desire to make ppl smile but I also think heās 200% committed to the bit first and foremost. If something will be funny heās going to do it regardless of the consequences. Guy filled with zero social anxiety & a never ending desire to embarrass his friends.
#āheās insecureā is very fanon. like I think he has hang ups over that obviously as one does when one is excluded from their peers for being#odd. but heās never had that issue w the general public. w friends? a little. but heās kinda moved past that#gestures towards the Halloween wxs story and (heavy sigh) rmd.#project sekai#in general I will die on the hill of rui and Tsukasa having so much more self assurance and confidence than ppl give them credit for#if u want a fail girl nene is right there. open ur eyes.#consequences of ppl only viewing him thru a shipping lenseā¦#*nene* is socially anxious#rui canonically trespassed on ppls property to put on solo shows for several years.#i could go on a rant abt tsukasa & the portrayal of him w social anxiety despite the ample evidence against it but I donāt feel like doing#it in the tags bc it is entirely unrelated. rui and Tsukasa (handshake emoji) horrifically misrepresented by fanon.#2 end on a more positive note: everyone think abt the comic where rui is perfectly capable of understanding emu#and he has the āall perfectā text after comprehending her fascinating vocabulary. beautiful. perfect wxs relationship moment.#read curtain call again. & the other rui focuses. main story in general. etc.
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Gareth Thomas returns - still running a car hire service, now inexplicably called Tom Lewis - in Public Eye: The Bankrupt (6.1, Thames, 1972)
#fave spotting#gareth thomas#roj blake#blakes 7#blake's 7#public eye#the bankrupt#classic tv#1972#thames#gratified to find that I'm not losing my mind and GT does return playing (surely) the same character even if it took longer to get there#than I'd recalled. i mean i suppose there could be two car hire services in Etonā run by identical twins with different surnames.. but i#think it's safe to assume this is intended to be the same character Gareth played back in 5.9ā with the production team presumably having#forgotten what they named the character (or that they named him at allā i don't think the name is used onscreen)#his relationship with Marker is much friendlier here than it seemed in 5.9 but i think that could be easily explained simply by the two#having got to know each other a little better; Frank was already established as a recurring customer in the previous appearance so#a certain amount of familiarity between them after another year is only natural (and it has presumably been a year; i always get the#feeling with PE that it's intended to have unfolded in 'real time'ā ie. the series don't pick up immediately after one another but with a#gap roughly the same as the amount of time the show was off air between series)#this is a solid series openerā a fairly small story of financial skullduggery that Frank has to untangleā naturally without any reward for#himself. even his work on behalf of GT is pro bonoā fairly unusual and suggesting that perhaps there is some genuine friendship between the#two and not just the surface level cordiality of two men whose work often throws them together. stillā Frank's on spiky form#particularly once the case starts to frustrate him; this is a spiky seriesā actuallyā and the character has arguably begun a shift into#something approaching short tempered grouchiness... he's still Frank thoā bless him
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i find it infinitely funny that people who accuse ofts of pushing monogamy refuse to accept that boston got a happy ending because... he's not in a relationship at the end of the series. that's not just ironic, that's fucking hilarious.
#yeah a series written and directed by a man who has previously written and directed a series with an open poly relationship at its center#a series which is incredibly messy and full of messy dynamics#a series where at least one of the two monogamous couples ends on incredibly shaky ground#a series which has a monogamous character who the poly character tried to conform to explicitly state#that he should be himself and live the way he truly wants to#a series where a poly character has to choose between a monogamous relationship with someone he likes and#leaving to another country to pursue his dreams and find someone who fits him to date#and has him choose the latter because he shouldn't be forced to conform#yeah the conclusion of that series is 110% that monogamy is the only thing that guarantees happiness and is acceptable /s#archer speaks#boston tag
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#if you donāt mind could you say a quick prayer that I can not make things worse with my seniors?#I do feel very much that the problem is me (hi! Iām the problem itās me)#because theyāre just suuuuuch a hard personality match for me as a group#but I can feel myself sort of closing off and not wanting to stay open and I can feel myself wanting to hate them#frankly#but thatās just because Iām imperfect and tired#I am forcing myself to go through the class and think about each kid#and actually there is only really one bad apple maybe two but really I think itās one!#but it is casting a huge shadow#also I hate to say it but many are annoying#aosiieksisie they just are. but theyāre not bad kids! and they want to have a good relationship with me and I need to let that happen#but yeah. I just want to shut myself off from them completely#but I am either not old enough to teach a class well and do that. I have not unlocked that power#there has to be a baseline of goodwill and camaraderie#or I will never be able to not have it and will always need it#but in either case. I need it here. and itās hard#the worst part is that they ! make ! me ! shy !#freaking introverts are so annoying sometimes I swear#YOU DONāt HAVE A MONOPOLY ON DISCOMFORT IN SOCIAL SITUATIONS#and you CREATE it as well as suffer it !!!!!!!!!!!!#sorry. see what I mean? I am getting irrationally angry at them for being the way that they are#but itās because *I* am suffering because of them#lol. except it isnāt lol I am serious#anyway just trying to get this out#thanks for listening#teaching tag
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just because your peers are reaching ālife milestonesā before you doesnāt mean youāre falling behind in life. Youāre not behind in life. Youāre not youāre not youāre not youāre not and maybe someday youāll believe it
#one of those nights folks!#I know when and if a person reaches so called life milestones is arbitrary!!! But why am I so behind???#itās just. more people I grew up with are getting married and having kids#I donāt even think I want kids!!#itās just that it goes along with them having the relationships and stability to do so!!#and Iām envious of that!#and itās pathetic that I still blame all the bullying I went through for my lack of relationships when I know itās really my own fault#for not bettering myself and going out and meeting people and instead waiting for a future where Iām no longer disgusted with my body#ack sorry if you opened the tags only to be slapped in the face with vent#it be like this sometimes
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I have nothing but love for Minkowski lesbian truthers but in my heart she, at the very least, fully believes sheās straight. I might be bisexual but Iām in a loving relationship with a man so Iāve never stopped long enough to think about that. Partially because Minkowski being as straight (ha) laced as possible in comparison to the rest of the team is very funny to me. And also something something minlace Minkowski bisexual awakening.
#I love her I love that sheās a married military woman whoās also a theater kid sheās just so. Normal.#and I do earnestly believe in whatever she has going on with her husband it makes me very sad#whenever she mentions him. She misses him :ā( he thinks sheās dead :ā(#But also she spends like? What? Five years in space?#I donāt think she and Lovelace actively had anything going on. Actively.#But there is an inherent vibe that I think is going to give her a realization once shes on flat ground again.#Plans when back on earth. Step one. Significant amounts of therapy. Step two. Discuss open marriage.#I should map out the nightmarish and only somewhat serious relationship chart of the wolf crew.#I just think the capacity for hooking up with your coworkers shoots up after 3 years stranded in space.#anyways.#yelling. Screaming even. :0]#renee minkowski#minlace#Wolf 359
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