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Ok ok so, I've had this thought for a while on the tv tropes page for Magus and how it said that he got away w his shit way too easily. And while yea one can partially agree (if you're from 600 ad Guardia lmao), most ppl don't realize how his time as the prophet must've been the Torment Nexus.
After decades of plotting his revenge (and having it conveniently sabotaged) he gets thrown back into the exact period where his life went to shit. He's still extremely focused on his goal and so he decides to fight lavos as he appears in this time period, but that means letting the ocean palace be built and put Zeal at risk, instead of using his skill and knowledge to stop the Queen's madness.
And not only that, he ends up making things worse for the few ppl that were kind to him in his past life (and himself, lol) by imprisoning the Gurus, and placing extra pressure on the already exhausted Schala (as in, now that the gurus are gone she's the only one that can run the mammon machine, etc)
But none of this matters since he's gonna kill the damm tick (and as a bonus, Zeal and his sister will be alright) right?
Except he fails. Not only gets KO'd by Lavos and has to see history repeat itself, but it drains him of his magic, the power he's despised and embraced ( long story methinks he has a very complicated relationship w his own magic), and then he has to see Schala, his dear sister who's he's been a jerk with, save him at her own expense. He had his single "second chance" to make things right and he lost it forever.
All im saying is that there is a reason Magus tries to pick a fight with the chrono gang while he's weakened, when he knows they can defeat him at full strength :)
(And this is also why the route of sparing him w Glenn makes me chew on wires. Tfw u see your enemy you've sworn to kill at his absolute lowest bc of his own revenge spiral and decide to spare him bc what's the point :) )
*And i could go on about the dream devourer ending and chrono cross (including the new extra ending). Ah yes fates worse than death and self inflicted amnesia haha
#me answers#chrono trigger#i do will go on abt the dream devourer ending later if anyone's interested#and maybe too abt Magus n his magic (?#idk some of this stuff has probably been analyzed before by people more knowledgable and eloquent than lil ol' me#but oh well š#long post#suicide mention#<-more bc of the implications? but just to be safe#my guy is messed up
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol āļø but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people š#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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work continues...š¼ i gotta open new slots for these soon tm
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#commissions#tabletop#ive been going thru it in a major way#but am trying to pick up admin/responding to messages on here again#as well as do my comms - im almost done w all my standing ones#oh and usually the slots for these are taken up by patrons on the discord server who sign up for a random draw š
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you guys like will wood
Oil pastel portrait for my drawing and painting classā¦ think it looks nice
#Oil pastels#will wood#will wood and the tapeworms#will wood fanart#art#my art#artists on tumblr#traditional art#This looks a bit better in person#oh well im still proud š
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isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him?
#happy late pride :-) i love being a faggot š#fobcreators#fobedit#fall out boy#fob edit#i dont really like this but i do think the futct keyhole / xy magazine part is cool and wanted to use it somehow oh well#edit: added an ID i apologise for not doing it right away!#mine
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just sleep talking
#couldnt decide which colour i liked better so youre getting both š#art#my art#wincest#samdean#i still hate my shading/colouring but i feel like just lines looks so boring. lawl oh well
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Wouldn't you like to know feather boy ššš
#the fourth wall breaks are rare but they are so well done istg#uh oh local oul is gaining awareness#oul#ouwl#oool#hoot hoot š#helluva boss#blitzo#stolas#stolitz#helluva boss meme
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[on the cheating rumours regarding his involvement with the seperation between sally carrera and teammate montgomery "monty" mcqueen after their two years of engagement]
#pixar cars#cars#francesco bernoulli#f1 au#YEAH... context is that him and monty are teammates at ferrari for my f1 au šš#do i need to say more. all three of them fuck! whatever whatever#oh to be a pro athlete in the late 2000s having an intimate homoerotic rivalry with your teammate#who you are into and who has a crazy gorgeous girlfriend. who youre into just as well and theyre both into you too#and the media goes crazzzyyyy#noone cares but im building this au brick by brick šš one part of my brain focusing on jackson pursuing middle aged man yaoi#the other part is for whatever these three have#btw sorry for so insistantly calling lightning monty... at his grown age ill be referring to him by his government name#my art
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right where you left me by taylor swift x the wedding dress by frederick elwell
#i suck at editing sjsjsn#it's already 3am and here I am posting my new edit lmao#anyways goodnight besties#tswiftedit#evermore#right where you left me#rwylm#taylor swift#taylor swift edit#taylor swift evermore#tswiftgraphic#tswiftlyrics#ts art#tsedit#ts#the quality is shitty but oh well š#tsuserjen#tswiftcreatorsnet#tswiftdaily#tseditors#tscreators#userafterweglow#userleah#tsuserbella#hauntedbythelook#tuserhaz#userindira#tsuserlizzie#tsusermeggie#*mine
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broke: plurality is a form of possession
woke: plurality and possession are two entirely different concepts
bespoke: possession is a form of plurality
#i know comparing plurality to demonic possession is normally really ableist but what if i do it in the reverse :D#in all seriousness though i was so fond of the idea of characters being possessed but they just live peacefully with it#and even post-syscovery i still love the concept#oh you're possessed by a demon? well guess what! they help you do the housework and keep you company and everything is nice and happy :) :)#theres just something about it i love so much#demonic or otherwise supernatural possession will always be a form of plurality to me#roadtrip.system#plural stuff#plural memes#heres hoping the anti endos dont find this post and take it in the worst way possible š
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quick little thing before i go die for a week, toodles!
#catfeine and dogpressed created by eggritos!#15 more days...8 or 9 more exams.......uueueu#ill be back school's just gonna kick my ass first i can vibe during summer#anyways do these two have a ship name#i have yet to see one#coffee showers? coffee cloud? ecliptic storm? rainbean idk i shouldn't be the one doing this#regardless free yuri š#smiling critters#smiling critters fanart#smiling critters au#catfeine#dogpressed#poppy playtime chapter 3#poppy playtime fanart#poppy playtime#i forgot what other tags i put in these oh well morning zaacoy's problem#bye bye chatš
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antoine + Ć©toiles insane moments, p.2. aka the ass saga. p1 here
transcript + context for some of the clips below
[Video Transcript:
[First clip plays.]
Rivenzi: You want to see Etoilesā ass, of courseā¦
Antoine: Yeah, Iām gonna stare at your ass, Etoilesā¦
Etoiles: Fuck, what dread, during Popcorn [a talkshow Etoiles had been invited on the previous week], when I went up to the map and you said that, and I thought āwhoaāā
Antoine: Sorry
[Second clip plays: the moment during Popcorn]
PA/Domingo: Antoine Daniel has posted a tweet for us: āI wanted to look at this map of Africa, but Etoilesā ass in the shape of a standing bell is driving me crazy. Smiley face with eyes in the shape of hearts.ā
[Third clip plays: a continuation of the first clip.]
Antoine: Sorry, broā¦
Ponce: Oh but that tweet, besides
Rivenzi: A standing bellā¦
Antoine: Whatās more is that I never tweet and when I do itās to tweet this sort of shit
Ponce: Thatās exactly what I told myself. When PA read the tweet, I thought to myself, ābut he never tweets!ā And he tweets to talk about Etoilesā ass
Antoine: There needs to be a good reason, you see
[Fourth clip plays: a clip from the Team du Lundiās minecraft server.]
JDG: Someone (in chat) said, āI canāt tell whether the atmosphere is good tonight orāā
Antoine: It sucks, it sucks
Florence: You donāt need to ask every time, it always sucks
Baghera: Always sucks. Especially when Etoiles talks about ass [which had been a previous topic of discussion for him that night]
Antoine: Stooop, I enjoy it
Mynthos: You enjoy it?
JDG: Itās true tonight that itās more weird than bad
Antoine: I like it when Etoiles talks about assā¦.
[Fifth clip plays: a second and different clip from Popcorn.]
Etoiles: āyouāre not allowed to tell me that [Xari claimed to not know much about cinema]. I know you, I studied, because youāre my rival [in pop culture]. I really enjoy what you do in life, Xari, and youāre really knowledgeable about cinema
Antoine: What do you mean heās your rival? And Iām just shit?
Etoiles: You, youāre my lover
Antoine: Oh yeah, sorry, my bad
PA/Domingo: One of the three is gonna die soon. Thereās a whole situation, thereās a whole lore
[Sixth clip plays: a clip from the QSMP.]
Antoine: Donāt you want to get married, dude?
Etoiles: Well, I donāt have the time to fuck
Antoine: What the fuck?!
Etoiles: I donāt have time to fuck, dude. I just need to kill everyone
Antoine: No but just a marriage, you see. Youāve watched Game of Thronesā you havenāt watched Game of Thrones, you canāt know how marriages work in that series
Etoiles: Iāve watched it, but Iām married to the street, dude. I canāt give out my heart that quickly
Antoine: Yeah but you can give out your ass quickly, no?
Etoiles: No, frankly, my assā
Antoine: What the fuck?!
Etoiles: Giving out your ass takes time, dude
Antoine: What the fuckā¦
Etoiles: Then again, I need to think about it. Iāll give you my answer. I need to discuss, and everything
Antoine: Iām tired of getting betrayed. You get married with someone elseā
Etoiles: Never in a million years!
Antoine: āitās like yesterday. Apparently Maximus got the mic from his ass removed while I wasnāt there. I was supposed to be the one to do it
Etoiles: Oh okay, so Iām your second choice?
[Overlapping]
Antoine: No! It was just to help himā
Etoiles: No, but, okay
Antoine: He gotā listenā
Etoiles: Thereās no problem!
Antoine: Fuck, nevermind
Etoiles: Thereās no issue! Oh, so youāre opening my chest and stealing?
Antoine: I was just looking! Out of curiosity
Etoiles: Yeah, thatās it
Antoine: I donāt even understand whatās in it
Etoiles: Yeah, out of curiosity. Dude, your opinion on my cave?
Antoine: Well frankly itās big
end Video Transcript.]
#antoine daniel#etoiles#Ć©toiles#jay clips#qsmp#<- this is an appropriate tag wait till the end . it makes up half the video too#4/08/2024#le fameux bol tibĆ©tain dāĆ©toilesā¦. traduit pour les inters#and i call it a saga here because the clips here span from early 2021 to mid 2023#you know the first clips are old because antoine is still using twt at that point#not included here; a zlan 2024 clip where Ć©toiles yells āfuck me in the assā (french) at antoine š#also not included ; a serveur du lundi clip where Ć©toiles jokes about antoine having a leash at home#antoine denying this and Ć©toiles saying āwell i spent a weekend at your placeā#????????? yeah sure why not#ALSO re the qsmp clip antoine brought up the marriage possibility after hearing about the upcoming spiderbit wedding <3#bro sounds so fucking needy in the clip itās sending me . how can i make this into qantoine loreā¦ā¦. this WAS the period where things were#slowly changing within the french dynamic (aka . they were meeting and talking to new people) and qantoine was growing increasingly paranoi#about trusting people thenā¦ā¦. him trying to hold onto someone he loves dearly because heās not sure if he can keep up with himā¦..#anw some other translation type notes read if ur interested in that:#wasnāt quite sure on the best way to translate ālāangoisseā here . i went with ādreadā#literally it translates to āanxiety/anguish/dread/etcā but itās used in a very flippant way in slang#so anguish felt a bit strong here . when someone says āoh lāangoisseā about something itās usually to mean an uncomfortable or unusual#scenario . but the intensity of that very much varies#OH ALSO : if anyone wants the sources to each of these clips lmk#i may just add them here later when im less tired#insuline & nicotine
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aac user juleka because i am here to spread my propaganda (i also gave her my ramen addiction) (i have had ramen every day this week) (it is wednesday)
#i drew this when i was going thru a low-speech episode it was very healing#i wish i could use my aac safely :( oh well#juleka couffaine#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#ml#actually autistic#miraculous fanart#luka is here too ig#luka#juleka#You guys will be glad to hear that the brush i used to line this is called 'autism' š#she has my samefood because this is MY art and i do what i want#indigarts
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it's been so long since i drew these guys that i have to figure out how to do it all over again... sora's hair is so difficult š
#kingdom hearts#kh kairi#kh riku#kh sora#accidentally made kairi's eyes way bigger than the boys' are :/ oh well#her face turned out really cute though š
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If you choose to look at Sleep as an allegory for depression/mental illness, the romantic and co-dependent nature of Vessel's lyrics hurt that much more.
"I hate you and you're bad for me" "I don't know who I am without you" "Please set me free" "Please don't leave me" "You're an intrinsic part of me" "I must become someone new".
Ya feel me?
#getting introspective again#sometimes it's hard to tell what parts of me are *actually me* and what is simply a result or symptom of depression#and once you get through certain phases you no longer recognise yourself#but you can't go back. no matter how hard it is right now you absolutely cannot go back to that version of you#comfort and complacency will be your death#nothing to worry about btw! i'm just musing here#sorry i know everyone is pretty bleak with... everything *gestures vaguely* so maybe not the best time to post#but then again. maybe it's important to be reminded#OH WELL#i'm making tomato pasta with fresh mozzarella š literally just standing on the kitchen while the pasta is cooking#(don't mind the hours i'm having a very late lunch)#sleep token#sleep token lore#<- for archival purposes#darya is unhinged
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OH MY GOD
wa wa
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