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publicly thanking lisa cuddy for telling me i can nurture traditional female qualities and be a doctor and doing this won't make me lesser of either role
#jo in the tardis*#i think she is the main reason why i let myself look the way i've always wanted to look today#i used to be obsessed with make-up and dresses and skirts as a little girl and then#i made a conscious decision to hate these things and i exaggerated my inherent more boyish? qualities in order to make it#but now there is a perfect balance...#because none of these qualities are gendered independently it's how they're perceived universally that sucks#that quote that's like i am not stuck in my body i am stuck in other people's perception of it#i really LOVE being a girl. and i don't feel bad about it anymore#i just feel like meeeeee... i can look like bob dylan AND lisa cuddy and it's cool.
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A belief in Nominative Determinsim
#mira & isa sitting at the other side of the room: oh that cannot be a healthy rationalisation. someone should deconstruct that QUICKLY...#change's strongest soldiers VERSUS one guy echo chambering themselves about a susperstition-based retributive model of the world. GO!!!#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#sloops#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#hey look now. this is softer than usual isnt it? ignore the. ignore the subtle damnation of blame unto the self. its fine. theyre fine#this is in fact a slight adaptation of that headcanon of mine i linked! yep! turns out the way to comic-ise it was to. make it like#90% speech bubble and get kinda weird with the formatting. it's clunky and experimental but hey. im experimenting.#the next ones gonna have even more fucking speech bubbles if it goes how im planning. christ#then its gonna get followed up with something wordless so. all things in perfect balance.#DISCLAIMER: i like to write loop and siffrin displaying the maybe not so great logic-holes their seeming fear of 'retribution for not#sticking to (the script) what the universe intends for them' entails. i do not agree with their weird philosophising.#i in fact think this is . bad for them. and am exploring how fucking unhealthy their mindset seems to be even when 'mundane'#OCD siffrin real as hell whats with the doing arbitrary actions in specific ways lest Something Nebulously Bad Happen little dude?#anyway if you caught the extremely blunt symbolism of kissing a hand with a knife in it you win a prize! it's called self-satisfaction 🎉����#hmm. do people realise i kept calling this type of back and forth between siffrin and loop a socratic dialogue bc socrates was also just#arguing with himself? like he was just making up the other guys. complete thought experiment. i also call them that because theyre WORDY!!!
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happy valentine’s day! 💖
today marks a year since i posted my first public buddie fan art!? so i decided at 10pm the night before to draw a little “sequel” to my first piece, dedicated to all of the cool awesome people i’ve met in this fandom so far ☺️ you’re all my valentines, too bad 😘
#911 on abc#buddie#buddie fanart#eddie diaz#evan buckley#tumblr decided to delete my agenda tags TWICE so here goes:#i have a body hair agenda and i’m making it everyone else’s problem#i also have a confident bottom eddie agenda (to balance out the rest into perfect harmony)#buff art#oh no i’m gonna make a 9 1 1 tag now aren’t i#buddie supremacy#(in reality they are BOTH vers AND switches)
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he's like a parent or smth, driving the kids back home on his flying bus?van?car? thingy 😭
I guess next chapter we will know the fate of the scala... I'm not ready to lose Mephisto 😔 I will miss him so much, but I'm also excited to see everyone from back home! Sullivan and Opera and Kalego and Balam and the abnormal class, all of them 🥹
#mairuma#mairimashita! iruma kun#m!ik mephisto#m!ik#m!ik mephistopheles#m!ik manga#m!ik spoilers#manga spoilers#welcome to demon school iruma kun#wtdsik spoilers#wtdsik#suzuki iruma#sullivan iruma#asmodeus alice#valac clara#azu azu looks like a worried parent#the love trio would be such great parents someday#the perfect balance of good loving fun and still disciplined#but that's not for a loooong time#for now they're great kids who will be great adults
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paris can emote sometimes.
#ffxivsnaps#gposers#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv oc#hyur#mygposes.#*shaking them like a fish in a bag*#it's not as visible with the durag but i changed their eyebrows (tenative) and got rid of the top part of their eyelashes#trying to find the perfect balance in their eyebrows. they're not arched and tweezed like their mother's#their eyebrows take more from their father by being bushy/thicker#i may have to go into blender and make the eyebrow mesh bigger or just change the shape in anam (at the risk of losing the RBF look)#also changed the color of their lips so it's less orange. i really enjoy how blended they look in these#i FINALLY figured out how to nerf the lip shine too. i'm still tweaking things to look more matte but it's not as prominent now#and elvashade continues to be my favorite reshade suite forever. 'into free' may just be my go-to shaders now
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house md’s s1 Christmas episode and it ends with house and Wilson getting takeout together for Christmas (with wilson asking iirc) then is IMMEDIATELY followed by an episode with house noticing that Wilson has a crush he’s trying to impress 💀💀
#like this isn’t even that much of a stretch cause it’s the perfect setup 😭#bro I GET IT bc the vibes are so 🤨#and knowing that house ends up with cuddly or smth im like NOOO#although from what I’ve seeen the show only gets gayer between them so ig it’ll balance out 💀#house md#hilson#ig I’m ship-posting now (:#finally getting the queerbait experience
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m!bbh / q!bbh's new room in lilith's house on mythcraft...
lilith: AND he's got a couch. and a carpet?? bison fur carpet... what the heck. he does not deserve that...
#this is the perfect sitcom The Demon I Contracted Lives In My House?!#badboyhalo#lilithluvsya#mythcraft#goopert talks streamers#darn you bbh how do i tag q!bbh in other smps accordingly without being entirely out of left field to everyone else on multiple tags#for now i'll just make my own tag i'll call it...#q!bbh multiverse#also guys do they abbreviate character names as m! or myth! on mythcraft im doing m! this time to balance it out#vodblogging
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Pristine Cut is so fucking good y’all!
I’ve played through The Cage, the new post-Adversary Fury, and just got through Happily Ever After. I’m actually crying right now, Happily was so good, I don’t even have words. I hope nobody ever gets it as their first playthrough first route, because so much of the dread rides on knowing something is very, very wrong when the formula breaks, and every single character goes to such interesting places, and…
The worst part? Hearing the Narrator’s development and knowing it’s not my last chapter for this run. I’m so sorry, buddy. I’m so, so sorry. I’m going to reset you, and you don’t get a say. I hate that I’m taking this away from you.
I mean, honestly, everything about this chapter was “the worst part” in the best way, but that’s the point where I couldn’t hold back the tears anymore.
Thank you for the dance, Happy. I’m glad you saw the stars.
#slay the princess#slay the princess spoilers#pristine cut#the pristine cut#stp pristine cut#pristine cut spoilers#Games#my life#mine#stp happily ever after#stp damsel#//#This whole chapter is so fucking uncomfortable. Such a perfect balance of comedy & dread. Such an excellent exploration of Damsel.#Everyone who said she was most like Broken? You’re right. You’re so so right. It goes so much further than#‘’I’m going to die now. I think that’s what you want.’’#Smitten fucking terrified me in this route and I’m going to be thinking about it all night.#I was aiming for Deconstructed as my next Princess for story arc purposes but… I’m gonna need to think about where I want to go next.#Happy has completely changed my perspective on this playthrough.#I love this chapter#and#I hate it#both#simultaneously#so much#(Seriously there are not words for how *VISCERALLY* uncomfortable it made me.)
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“If you lost somebody important to you, what wouldn’t do you to get them back?”
#they are such perfect foils of each other im so sick#i’ve had this idea since like november i just only drew it now#lucas miller#magnus burnsides#not necessarily ship but it can be if you want it to be#ill tag it anyway#magcas#the adventure zone#taz balance#my art
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I was gonna wait until i finished the last 12 Centibyte colors before reposting these, but people are reblogging the really old version of this post from 2018 and there's so many more finished colors now!!! reblog this post instead :)
they're also all viewable as individual images on their webpage!
#12 more post-conversion colors and 9 more uc colors... very exciting#i'm skipping clay for UCs even though clay existed as a color pre-conversion; for three reasons:#1) only the kiko and jubjub came in clay; it felt like a 'garlic' kind of color instead of a 'every pet will come in this eventually' color#2) it'd require a full redraw of the base art while not even being that interesting#3) right now the UC art makes 9 perfect rows of 6. clay would throw off this perfect balance#centibytes#my art
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ENTROPY ZERO FANDOM I PROVIDE YOU KITTY CATS
#entropy zero#entropy zero 2#im not tagging hl im too scared for these to get outside the very small entropy fandom#tw gore#cw gore#<- because of clone cop. ofc#anyway finally redesigned these goobers#i've been trying to figure out cat-like combine outfits for almost a year now gahdamn#p sure i finally got it down it balances canon accuracy and the sacrifices i had to make for expression purposes pretty well i thinks#wilson has barely changed i cannot improve upon perfection#goodness these critters mean so much 2 me. been very heavily considering making an ez2 comic retelling w them but#no.... i shant#also edit i am doing the EZU cast like relatively soon [so victor bec bloody and traitor lead]
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I cannot believe that season. truly just. there was not a single episode I didn't sit down to without a genuine conviction that *this* would be the episode where they spit all over everything I loved about the show. I braced constantly throughout the episodes as they kept setting themselves up for Very Stupid story choices only to pull the rug and go "HAHA surprise, idiot!!! We've given you exactly what you wanted <3". until the final episode which was NOT what I wanted and also exponentially better storytelling and character development than any of the ideal scenarios I'd constructed.
something deeply meta about it all. truly a chaos season for the chaos god, where the most chaotic, unexpected, transformative thing they can do is to be good.
Spent the day processing my love for this season only to have your message sum my thoughts and feelings up perfectly, thank you so very much for sending it 💖
Same as you, not for a second did I go in truly expecting anything from s2. Owen and Mobius have my heart, always will, so primarily the show was a vehicle to provide whatever crumbs of his scenes and chemistry with Tom I could get and with the start of every episode I braced for the moment that would get ruined in some way, only to be continually hit with everything I've ever wanted in a show or pairing right up until the finale. Which, while not what I would've chosen, was beautifully crafted and an almost Shakespearean tragic romance that will haunt me for the rest of my days and is still infinitely better than the nightmare scenarios I'd been floating around in my mind so at least there's that and it's impossible not to be thankful for eps 1-5 for giving content anyone could dream of and more 😅
Besides the obvious ending, I'm mostly crushed our Loki and Mobius didn't get a proper goodbye but honestly believe Loki decided to seek out s1 Mobius instead knowing s2 Mobius loved him too much to ever let his sacrifice happen and it would've been too much to bear, so having made his mind up already he at least tried to visit a version most likely to validate his choice. Just wish the Mobius now waiting until the end of time had at least a similar opportunity, but I'm just thankful he didn't lose his memories and could make his own decision that his faith in Loki is what's carried him before and will continue to do so now.
The flip of their characterization from order or chaos is exactly what has me convinced Lokius will reunite because how can they not with such an open ended future?? Even in separation they revolve around each other and they're the only ones left wanting. Mobius and his life are in ruins with nothing but the passage of time and possibility of some spent with Loki ahead while Loki's surely going to find a way to meet halfway when the choice of order has not only made him potentially the most powerful being in existence but one who spends eternity looking at the only person who ever saw him back.
#cutting this short because it's already longer than expected and i'm about to cry again even though i've done so like a dozen times today 😅#but truly s2 has been the most incredible fun uplifting heartbreaking experience and i'm so thankful to have shared it with you all#have a feeling nothing's going to beat it for me as well which is kind of wild to wrap my mind around??#never gonna be another character like mobius or one who means more to me plus owen is it for me now#and if i could craft a perfect episode of anything start to finish it would be s02e01#the banter their chemistry the touching the sacrifice the perfect balance of plot and humor it's pure love and comfort#what a ride#and thank you again for the loveliest ask!! love hearing what everyone thought of the season and where things can go from here#hope you're having an amazing weekend 💖#ask#loki spoilers
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What otp? 🤨
What OTP indeed
@escapetheslaughter mod this you?
#LISTEN#BLOODMOON AND ELARA’s RELATIONSHIP IS SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL#THEY ARE VULNERABLE WITH HER THEY ARE CUDDLY WITH HER THEY LOVE HER SO MUCH ABD CANT EVEN SAY IT#SHE IS THEIR PERFECT BALANCE SHE CAN MATCH THEIR VIOLENT FREAK BUT ALSO HELP THEM TONE IT DOWN#THEY HELPED HER GWT OUT OF THE CLAWS OF HER SUN AND MOON#SHES LEARNING TO BE HER OWN PERSON THANKS TO THEM#AND THEYRE SO ADORABLE TOGETHER LIKE HOW COULDNT THEY BE YOUR OTP THEYRE PERFECT THE MODS ARE GENIUSES LIKE HOLY SHIT THEY WORK SO WELL TOGE#THER AND ARE SO CUTE AND AMAZINF AND HEARTWARMING AND CUTE AND I THINK MY POINT IS GETTING ACROSS AT THIS POINT SO ILL SHUT UP NOW#cw caps in tags#asks#shipping#ship related
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sheriff jimmy solidarity is so funny to me . the idea of a sheriff being british makes me giggle n chuckle n laugh . if i told him the tumble townies were throwing a little hootenanny to celebrate his return from hermitcraft , he'd think we were gonna kill him
#buniiwords#i like to think tumble town is the the perfect balance between old timey western and a small town in the south#they say countryisms to him and he just ?????#but he does start picking them up over time#y'all but in a british accent#sorry i just woke up im just sayin whatever now#empires smp#jimmy solidarity
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Coffee shop au + FF
We’ve discussed him as a customer but what’s he like as an employee?
Fluent Freshman AU | Unusual Fic Asks - Closed
FF spent his college years at Palmetto State University tormented by baristas who must have hated him to his very core because in the 5 years of his degree they never once got his order right.
So, FF opened Secret Ingredient with the intention of getting people's orders CORRECT. FF kept any number of alternative sweeteners, dairy alternatives, and whatever else he needed so he could hand off every drink with a clear conscience.
He mastered the art of different coffees and his grandmother's recipes even if he would never have the full flavor profile since he lacked the secret ingredient of a Grandmother's love.
FF was living a good life. He was making good money and his passion for foreign languages had never died he had, with this coffee shop in mind, changed his degree to business management. If nothing else his foreign language skills made him a hit with the international students.
He just never expected his ability to cater to anyone would result in his little shop becoming the campus darling. His days started early and ran late but it was nice to have so many students come to his coffee shop.
His pastries almost never lasted beyond noon but when he spoke with one of his favorite customers, a marketing student by the name of Nicky, he waved him off the idea of making more.
"Supply and Demand. Keep them wanting more." Nicky said even as FF always kept Nicky's usual chocolate croissant order behind the counter so he could get it after his Exy practice. Nicky was older than the standard student but the two of them had become fast friends.
Such good friends that FF didn't bat an eye when he got a long text from Nicky as he was getting everything set upright at the start of the day requesting a whole slew of orders including one of the most complicated sugary drinks that he had ever seen. Nicky had sent along 20 'pls' and begging emojis afterwards and FF was powerless to do anything but say yes.
He started the drip brew for the one Red Eye and then got to the pour over for the Americano and the straight black. He made Nicky's traditional Mocha with the little bittersweet chocolate chips that he knew Nicky adored. Then he got started on a drink that would take his sizeable working knowledge to put together.
It took 5 minutes to craft the monstrosity and the baked goods that Nicky had requested were done just as he saw his friend rushing up to the closed door. He walked over and let Nicky in even if it was an hour before the official shop opening. "We got drunk in the dorm last night and I broke the coffee machine. My cousin was going to actually crazy murder me if I couldn't get them all their coffees. You are a literal life saver Smithy!" Nicky exclaims and kisses him wetly on the cheek and FF could still smell the alcohol on him.
"Glad to help." he says because he is, "celebrating that great win last night?" he asks.
Nicky nods, "That we were! I'll stop by later to chat more but I gotta get these to their owners before Andrew puts a hit out on me." he says rushing away.
FF continued to get himself ready for the day. Saturdays were actually one of her slower days since there were less people on the campus and it didn't draw people out the way Sunday did with 'I need to do my homework for Monday' energy.
He opened the shop and enjoyed his slow and easy morning with regulars and new faces.
His peaceful morning came to an end when the star goalie of Palmetto State's Exy team came in holding the plastic cup he had given to Nicky nearly three hours prior. "You made this?" he asks holding up the cup as he pushed past a regular who was trying decide if they wanted a Flat White or a Café Au Lait.
FF takes a deep breath.
"Yes that was me. Was there a problem?" he asks.
"Make it again." Nicky's cousin says.
So there was a problem with it. He opens his mouth to ask what the issue was but Nicky's cousin's face made it clear that he was not accepting any questions at this time.
So with shaking hands he remade Nicky's cousin's drink. Quadruple checking that everything was in there this time but it felt the exact same as last time.
He handed the man his drink as the other regular was now contemplating that maybe she wanted a Machiato instead, seemingly unaware of her proximity to danger.
Nicky's cousin put the cost of the drink on the counter and was gone before FF could ask about the drink. He felt his heart hammering in his chest wondering what he had messed up and hoping that Nicky's cousin didn't come back even angrier.
"I know this is a big ask but," the customer who had been contemplating which combination of coffee / espresso with steamed milk she wanted leaned in, "Any chance you have whiskey back there? I'm kind of feeling like a good Irish coffee." she says with a mischievous wink.
Oh he had alcohol back here, he lived above his coffee shop but he would be needing all of it for himself.
#Fluent Freshman AU#FF Coffee Shop AU#I know literally nothing about coffee#you don't know how much googling I had to do so if it's wrong I'm sorrrryyyyy#My caffeine intake is all cherry coke based#And sorry if I have betrayed the true spirit#of the coffee shop AU#Not really my jam but I respect the classics#But I think one person would get pissy with him and FF would just leave his body#Just catatonic for the rest of the day#So I needed to give him stakes to not just quit#So he owns the shop#Yes Andrew came back in because it was the most perfect drink he'd ever had#He plans on being a regular now#FF is the only person to actually perfectly make his drink#Everyone else tries to 'balance' it#Andrew ain't in the mood for none of that shit#AFTG AU#AFTG OC
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#im at such a weird point in my life. trying to choose between a phd and a doomed life as an academic and like just not doing that.#its crazy how not terrible i feel when im not in school. just give me tasks to do and i will do them. dont let me think.#but then im just avoiding my responsibilities. i dunno. i just feel like i would be happier with a structured job that ends when the day#is over. which is y my dad thinks i should get a government job. one of my former lab mates got a government job and he's settling into#spending the rest of his life out in Colorado. which is so weird. i dont kno how long ill be in the place im in now. will it b 4 more years?#or will it be only a few months? will i go back to school in the fall? its looking like yes bc i dont have a job lined up. but maybe ill#keep applying and dip out. let my dreams die in favor of balance and sanity. maybe some things arent meant to be.#its just so gutting. i was talking to my coworker this week. saying that im interested in so many things. i could have studied anything else#and traveled a completely different path. and a guy across the room was like: its never too late. but it feels like its too late. too late#to spend another impossible amount of money on getting a different degree. restarting on a second masters project. im almost 30.#im supposed to b saving money so that i can not work forever. but i cant do that if im just a student forever. so maybe i should just get a#job. god. but theres so much i still want to learn. and im in the perfect program for everything i thought i wanted. im in the perfect place#but everything's falling to pieces. whatever. i. just tired bc im on day 5 of work and have to go in for a day 6.#doing something i havent done before all day. but after than im going home for a week. so ill have lots to contemplate in the airport.#this is not how i thought things would turn out. but im glad im spending the summer working where i am. im learning lots on a human to human#level. and no one bleieves im 27 bc i apparently have a bby face lol. nope im 11 yrs older than u my 16yo coworker#unrelated
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