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People, please if anybody wants to talk about Skeleton Crew with me, please go for it. I don't bite and I really wanna talk about that show.
It's my newest fixation, and I love it.
#skeleton crew#jod na nawood#jude law#star wars#yes i did get into that show BECAUSE of jude law#but now i'm hooked on it help
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I'm still thinking about how ashamed I was (and am) with being open about my pain because I am so young. It's so hard to feel worthy of having your pain taken seriously when the people around you insist that young bodies are always in pristine, untouched condition and that you must earn your pain through aging. Never is it considered that young people aren't lying or being a hypochondriac for expressing their pain.
Young people can be in life-altering pain. Young people can have debilitating pain. It doesn't matter what age it happens because pain doesn't discriminate. Complaining about pain and doing things to prevent needless pain aren't something you have to "earn" through aging.
If you want young people to be in less or lesser pain, then encourage them to do whatever they can to minimize it. Don't downplay what they're experiencing. Not everything is a lie, not every experience that is different than yours is exaggeration or deceit.
#disability#ableism#ableism tw#this is one of the big reasons i was ashamed of admitting when i am in pain#and it's one of the reasons i was ashamed to address the pain i have#and i'm angry about that actually! nobody should fear being labeled as essentially having munchausen syndrome because...#...'young people NEVER have pain or disabilities and you're a liar!'#i really do want to start addressing my pain because i know it's not normal but holy shit batman it can suck sometimes#i honestly like talking to my dad about this because he also has a lot of pain (moreso than i do now) but he actually TRIES to listen...#putting this in the disability tag but i still don't feel right about labeling my own pain as such...#...but i know so many people with disabling pain who would relate...#...maybe it's internalized ableism on my part or maybe i just want to be respectful of people with worse pain#this is me really just reflecting on m the fact that i haven't ever had an amazing body in a lot of ways (though i am lucky still)#i'm still thinking about having an emergency cane to help me get up when my pain is bad but idk if it's worth the investment#so if anybody reading this has suggestions (esp. for those with back pain)... please hook me up i will platonically love you forever
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if only bad apple wasn't such a banger of a song, i wouldn't be feeling the temptation to make multiple versions of that one animation meme at the same time-
help me the bad apple meme is consuming my brain-
#please help me#i genuinely don't find that animation meme to be all that impressive anymore#especially after it's been oversaturated to hell and back#but why the fuck is it still worming its way into my brain???#and why is this one specific cover so fucking good????#the cover i'm talking about btw is the rock cover by RichaadEB btw#a friend played it on his spotify and now i'm fucking hooked on that one song again-#heiress' rambles#not really a negative post so i won't tag it as such
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"Oh hey, Bug, can you come help me load these boxes in the van?"
"Yeah sure."
[He (our dad) doesn't help us help him he just goes inside and it gets windy and starts fUCKING RAINING.]
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO TELL US NOT TO MAKE SMART ASS REMARKS IF YOU'RE DOING THIS TO US THAT (ALONG WITH MAKING US HELP YOU WITHOUT YOU ACTUALLY PULLING YOUR WEIGHT) IS OUR BIGGEST FUCKING PET PEEVE.
#🥽.txt#tribetwelve fictive#cw vent#Anyway now we're sitting in the bathroom crying ✌️🥲#I'm gonna tell him to fuck off if he asks us to help him with the trash bags there's fucking fishing hooks in them#<Which is a lie because he'll get pissy#I can hear them shit talking us and it's just making the crying worse#Not angrily shit talking but it's obvious shit talk#I do what I fucking can around here even if I do “have an attitude”#At least I get the shit done#At least I'm fucking reliable#I can't help the “Well that's why I don't have Tetris on my phone” remarks#We only shit talk people (OUR DAD) if they (OUR DAD) deserve it#To say this day is already in the shitter is an understatement#What's worse is Mama Morgue only knows one side of the story and we can't explain shit or we'll start crying more
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Love making fun of the boyf for some of the shows he watches and then turning right around and playing something even worse lmao
#not snz#he doesn't even watch anything cringe by any means i was just being a bitch lmao#gotta love that both of us watch varying medical shows that make the other go 😩 sometimes ahdjkaks#we do watch some of the same ones but there's a few we differ on#crazy the amount of them that are out there lmaooo#anyway i made him watch a musical with me and he's pissed off now bc he liked it LMAO#and he's now officially hooked on trash tv 😌 which he's also mad about 😌#no but I'm pissed off too bc there was one show he showed me that i really liked and it only had one fucking season#bc it got canceled#like why tf would you do that to me 😭#and he goes 'it's okay tho bc this actor is in a different show'#like sir that does NOT help#anyway we had fun lmao#before we watched all the shows we went to the coast and hiked and got lunch so it was a chill day#also have i told y'all that he can cook and has his own pet sourdough#bc he can and he does and I'm just 🥰#partner posting
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-looking into the 39 Clues series via tvtropes and general browser searching-
it's beginning to look like LOST MEDIAAAAAAAA
#chris rambles#the 39 clues#i don't know if there's a fandom for it out here on this hellsite#apparently according to tvtropes you had a whole ARCHIVE of fics awarded with Madrigals if they were bangers#i still have my first series books. i still have the cards (i THINK and i HOPE because i can't believe i remembered their existence)#(and how some of their visual design could actually help out with my UNIVERSITY HONOURS DEGREE.)#(i remember getting hooked onto the series by my childhood bestie when i was 6 years old. i'm 23 right now. anyhow)#if anybody has like somehow. a whole image archive of Every Card Of These Books. I'd be grateful thank you
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What were your first impressions w utena when u first watched, if u dont mind me asking?
i have the worst memory in the world so i unfortunately don't recall much of it. i remember feeling like my life had been changed when i finished it and i immediately went for a rewatch less than a week later. i also remember utena was always my favorite character (with nanami and anthy close behind) and that hasn't ever changed. i don't remember if i was immediately invested from the first episode, but i think i was. i had been interested since it was first recommended to me when i was like 16, and despite only getting around to it about 4 years later, i had seen so many people praise it (along with comparisons to other media i loved, mainly the mabel podcast) that i was excited for it long before i started watching it.
#i always feel awkward liveblogging stuff i'm watching for the first time but i kind of wish i had done it with rgu on my old blog#would have probably made the experience more memorable even if it all would have been gone now#i also binged the entire show in probably less than 2 weeks because i was so hooked which didn't help#and i've rewatched the show so many times that i can't distinguish what was my original reactions/thoughts from what came later anymore#asks#m
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i hope everyone had a beautiful paddys day btw
#i got very drunk and cried in a bathroom but it was still lovely#i spent a lot of the night talking to the singer of the band that was playing bc he's irish too#and then when they were finished playing i carried their equipment to his car#and i was like well. goodbye! and he was like ??? i thought we were going to hook up ???#and i said no i was just being helpful now i'm going back to my friends#looking back i understand his confusion but at the time i was like. this is a job i'm clocked in i'm professional i'm a roadie
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brb sobbing over a book written nearly two hundred years ago
#i have like 30 pages of adam bede left and WHAT a ride#was reading it until 4am bc i couldn't sleep and i think reading it in the middle of the night when everything was silent#really helped to hook me#and now my heart is singing bc something i predicted hopefully in the margin of an early chapter is happeninggggg#and it's actually too cute#i would like to formally apologise to george eliot for any slights i may have made against her and any misjudgements#I LOVE HER#she has a way with describing sunlight in the seasons that is simply DIVINE#and adam i would die for you#dinah i would die for you#URGH#and here was me worrying i'd have nothing to say in my seminar next week#my copy is littered with sticky tabs that are colour coded for observations#i just#yeah#i'm so glad to be back at uni#i've missed it so much#personal#lit talks#george eliot#adam bede
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desperately trying to remember if there are any books i read this year that i cannot find on my library borrowing history or simply cannot remember. i am so bad about remembering books. LITERALLY REMEMBERED ONE AS I'M WRITING THIS POST. anyway i am attempting to compile a list of books that i've read this year so that i can reference it without having to forget everything. wish me luck. i have fifteen titles on there right now but i can't shake the feeling there's something i'm forgetting
#checking my shelf of books i got for school??? idk#none of this is helped by the way that i have seven thousand books waiting to be read right now and all of them are on my mind#and several of them i am partway through. but i cannot put bell hooks all about love on my list yet i just can't#opened this is how you lose the time war today. not liking it super much but it's not even 200 pages so we'll pound through it#and then my three books from merc (princess bride and two books from the fight club guy)#and all about love. and interview with the vampire#WITCHER NOVELS!!! I READ WITCHER NOVELS AGAIN!!!! adding two more books to my list#god i'm not even through blood of elves yet. awful. this is why i can't keep anything up i forget my ebooks exist as options#then i should read that book about eleanor roosevelt that my grandma got me. as a token to her dskfjghs#wanna reread the hours! have a physical copy just for that so i can annotate#gotta finish the once and future king.#all that to say that there are many books that will be on this list once i actually sit down and read some of them#have to remind myself that i Am actually doing good i'm at over a book a month rate. this is fine#two books a month rate! actually!#shout out to library due dates for being a fantastic motivator#seventeen books on the 'read' list this year. this is fine bracken. you're doing good#realistically this is SO much better than previous years 😭 good stuff. just gotta keep reading#valentine notes#list that would have been so useful to have when we were doing that book recommendation thing
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If you have a hard time stopping and need a physical barrier of some sort (those 'focus mode' apps and settings never help me because you can just turn them off whenever), timed lock boxes are a thing. You key in how long you want them to stay locked and they'll be shut until the timer's up, if it's a decent one you'd basically have to destroy it to get to what's inside before then. Some are only big enough to fit a smartphone but you can get them big enough to hold tablets, portable game consoles, home console controllers, and at least smaller laptops.
Mine can fit all of that but my laptop but I have a relatively big one and I don't have as much trouble keeping away from it. It's helped me read more and sleep better since I can't grab my phone when I wake up at 2am. It can take a somewhat embarrassing amount of willpower to actually use the lock box sometimes but I feel so much better once I get past the initial anxiety.
I wish it was easier to talk about mobile phone addiction without sounding like a boomer
#ngl i'm annoyed that boomers were right to an extent and we should've listened to them in the late 00s-early 2010s#which also happens to be when they were the most obnoxious and self-righteous about it so it didn't help their case or make us more amenabl#but at least a ton of them are too hooked on their own phones now to gloat over being right without sounding like huge hypocrites#some people in the notes REALLY are making this about adhd related ableism huh. classic tumblr. (i have adhd btw)#growing up is realizing that sometimes obnoxious boomers are right
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ggegrrherhrvhrrhggrrhrhrggrrraaagh.
#I am a big kid who texts my therapists bc she won't let me off the hook for these things and I need that#I'm just gonna complain first. And this is literally the smallest of deals#but I still don't wanna I don't wanna!#I've already texted her so. To the gallows I go#BUT HEAR ME OUT! What if THIS TIME it's the GOOD self loathing that actually protects me and the people around me?#Now I'm just doing a bit. It helped.#Edil vents#GOD I don't fuckin wanna#Oh speaking of shit I hate thats good for me I need to check my vaccination records
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I got screened for a cancer and found a plethora of health issues that have taken up essentially all my time outside of my current commissions.
I'm real sorry the GTA and new SR art has been delayed this long, but it is for a good cause! I am applying for surgery and more scans to assess treatment options to recover my health as soon as possible!
It has been very scary, but I wish to heal and return to art very soon so I am not giving up! But I do need a little bit more time before I set up some fun stuff.
#at first it was just my art laptop suffering BSOD when i used CSP#i fixed that and was then handling memory allocation concerns and trying to prevent further issues#then my pc died and i had to take emergency commissions to replace some parts so i can use it again#i have it hooked up to a tv right now because I replaced the graphics card first LMAO#and I can't read my tv but it allows me to do work calls and try to play dnd on the saturday#i have been working saturdays even though it is against my beliefs but god will forgive me#the genocide affected my family personally recently and there was some distress about it#i think we'll genuinely have a lot going on for a while of course#but i was working strong on my hobbies and health until I expressed some trouble breathing and we noticed a growth in my neck#that tumour is not malignant so we are going to leave it for now because my blood work revealed an insane amount of problems later#confirmed or countered at the ER depending on the test LMAO so much came up at the ER#they wanted to do surgery on me that day but because some scans conflicted they could not approve me#I'm now going to get more scans from a specialist for the most immediate issue#the other tumours they found they THINK are noncancerous as well!#but I have some dysfunctional organs they want to keep a close eye on and one not working at all#not saints row#very personal update which i am sorry about#it feels important to say in case the doc is right about how dangerous this all is#i dont want to just disappear with no words if it's the worst#but It will not be that way if i can help it
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LMAO YES
or, when bruce puts tim and steph in charge of damage control when the financial records leak
TRANSCRIPT:
TIM: no i’m just saying i know he pulls lots of babes-
STEPH: *wheeze* pulls lots of babes? *wheeze*
TIM: come on stephanie we both know this-
STEPH: *wheeze* bruce wayne is a babe magnet
TIM: i- no- *laughing*
STEPH: no go on what were you saying
TIM: i was gonna say maybe he’s looking for real conversation- i can’t say this stuff about my dad, jesus christ, you should’ve asked jay on here
STEPH: well i wanted the scoop straight from the source- or like right next to the source, in the bedroom like 2 rooms over
TIM: you could’ve asked him yourself- it’s not like he can unpay your tuition
STEPH: maybe- *wheeze* maybe, bruce wayne is my sugar- *muffled screaming*
TIM: no absolutely not don’t you dare-
TIM: *whispers in the background* so just say that-
STEPH: bruce wayne is like my weird uncle figure, yes he does give me money, but only because i will kick him in the face if he doesn’t
TIM: steph has been silently robbing us for years and no one is saying anything-
STEPH: guess the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree
STEPH: you know- cause my father is a supervillain
TIM: *groan* we know
DUKE, behind the camera: everyone knows- there’s a series on this channel called ‘my dad is a supervillain and a little bitch’
STEPH: am i wrong though?
TIM: no, but seriously- bruce is just doing this to make gotham a better place- the police department is just a pile of flaming shit that also takes bribes and it’s no secret that crime has been down since batman came to town-
STEPH: omg that rhymes
TIM: the martha wayne foundation and bruce himself donate hundreds of millions of dollars to projects in this city alone- and gotham has been better for it- poverty is down, employment is up- and batman has been making the city safer, so it would make sense for bruce to help batman-
STEPH: i love the theory but i’m sticking to bruce wayne is the batman’s sugar daddy
DUKE, behind the camera: ditto
TIM: fair enough
#listen i have had this in my head for hours and it's coming out now and y'all better enjoy it#bruce: oh no my financial records leaked now people will know i fund batman and maybe connect the dots tim pls help#steph: tim i have a fantastic idea and you're not allowed to say no#the sheer stupidity of the video gets bruce completely off the hook#people are like 'omg bruce wayne's son actually said this'#the son in question: so what if- bruce wayne is secretly batman and he just hasn't told anyone#steph: your dad stubbed his toe yesterday and cried for 30 minutes#tim: it's a Possibility#steph: how have you lived there for 5 years and still think this is a possibility#steph: i'm over there like once a week-#tim: you literally live with us 5 days out of the week what are you talking about#steph: like once a week and let me tell y'all bruce wayne can't even boil an egg#tim: offended. we have a butler for that#social media au#batfam social media au#tim drake#stephanie brown#bruce wayne#duke thomas#batman#red robin#batgirl#spoiler#batfam#batfamily#jason todd#red hood#addition +
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Why am I writing a Percy Jackson/Harry Potter crossover
#it's because my babysitting kid made me watch one (1) movie and now I'm hyperfixating against my will#anyway percy is Harry's cool older cousin helping him deal with the post gof trauma by giving him a sword#sally and paul are just here to provide parental guidance and cry over the fact that they have another kid they can't protect#also possibly here to hook up with sirius black idk yet#percy jackson#harry potter
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"Turn off your phone, ma. Give me all your attention," Toji murmurs, behind you. His hand dips into the messily unbuttoned portion of your shirt and paws at your chest, while he kisses up the side of your neck. Soft and slow, wet little pecks to demonstrate how much he needs you and craves your focus on him after not seeing you for hours.
"Sorry, bear. People from work are being annoying," you explain, after sending another message to the group chat you have with your colleagues.
"When are they not? Dumbasses can't get shit done without you, but that's not your problem, right now," he says, undoing more of the buttons on your shirt. "You're not there, and you won't be there until the day after tomorrow, so turn off your phone and let those idiots figure it out on their own for once. They depend on you way too much, doll."
Toji hums, disapprovingly, when you start typing out another response. "If you don't turn it off, I will," he says, resting his chin on your shoulder. "You're off work. You're home with me. Get out of that work mindset, now."
You send the last message and give your phone to Toji.
"Good girl," he praises, taking the device out of your hand and turning it off. He puts it in his bedside drawer so that you can't get it until later. "Let me take care of you, baby. Lie down and just shut your brain off, for me," he instructs.
You do as he says and slowly make your way farther onto the bed, laying your tired head down on the pillow with a heavy sigh. "I'm exhausted," you puff out, folding your arms above your head and shutting your eyes. You could easily doze off like this.
"I know," Toji says, his voice low with the validation. He goes on to undo the last couple buttons of your shirt, and pulls the halves apart, exposing your torso. He leans down to press a kiss to your tummy, his gaze pinned to your face. He loves that soft smile that forms on your lips as he keeps going.
"Barely saw you today," he murmurs, against your soft skin. "Don't you know, that it's not just you missing me when I go to work? I miss you when you're gone, too." His knuckles graze the bare skin of your tummy, causing goosebumps to spread all over the area.
"You shouldn't overdo it with the help, ma. You gotta think about yourself, too. Would they do the same shit for you if you asked them to? Or would they all of a sudden have plans, or a dentist appointment that was scheduled six months ago?"
You sigh, frustrated, because one of those excuses was used on you just a few days ago. "I know..." you groan with all the exhaustion you feel in your body. "You're right, though. I'm not at work, anymore. I'm home, now, with you, and you're taking me out of the work mindset," you say, delivering his words back to him in a manner that lets him know that you believe it. That you trust that he'll bring you peace of mind after a day that lacked so much of it.
"Damn right. Just let me be good to you. You don't have to say anything else, right now. It's me and you."
He unbuttons your pants and pulls down the zipper. His fingers hook around the waistband and lower it.
"Lift your hips for me, baby," Toji requests, smoothly pulling down the waistband so that you can fully relax on the bed, again, after. The coolness of the room reaches your skin, eliciting more little pebbles on your skin, as he continues to roll down the material until your legs are entirely bared. He tosses the article aside and goes back to touching you with all the delicacy he can muster. His hands wrap around your calves, smoothly maneuvering around so that they end up on your shins, caressing the expanse in soothing motions.
You feel his lips on your knee, a couple kisses pressed to the area before he switches to the other one. His kisses trail higher up, following along the path of your thigh, then he switches off, again, giving your other thigh the same treatment. You keep your eyes shut all the while, feeling everything you receive from Toji in a heightened sense. You've entrusted him with your body. How he chooses to take care of it is entirely up to him for the moment.
His hands warm your outer thighs as he progresses towards your hips, then your lower abdomen. You can feel yourself growing more and more tired with every caress and every featherlight kiss brushed over your skin. It's all so soothing and you feel so safe. You feel like he's lifting a weight off your entire body, allowing you to release all the tension you feel, and clear your mind of what's stressing you out, even if it's only temporary.
"Sleeepy princess," Toji murmurs to himself when he peeks up and sees your chest rising and falling in a slow, steady rhythm. He places a couple more kisses on your tummy, nearing the bottom of your bra, before pulling away, with the intention of letting you rest.
"Wait... don't stop. Please," you mumble, tiredly. "You haven't kissed here..." you run your hand over the upper part of your chest. "...or here," you say, dragging it towards your neck.
"My bad, little lady," he says, with a soft chuckle. "Thought you were asleep, already." His hands land on your waist and mold around it, proceeding with calming up and down motions.
"It feels nice," you mumble. "Like I'm resting in a room full of clouds," you elaborate, with a comfortable sigh. "You're doing a really good job. I feel much more at ease. Thank you, baby."
"Don't worry about it, ma," Toji responds, quietly.
It feels good to hear those words from you. The roughness of his warm hands on your body doesn't bother you, neither does the feeling of his scar against your skin. They do the complete opposite for you. His hands reach for you and cradle you whenever they want to and you never deny or reject him. He's never felt the need to ask for permission to hold you, because you always receive him in such a warm and loving manner. It feels good to know that he is capable of making you feel better in this way.
Toji moves higher up your body, his palms planted on either side of you to maintain balance. He leans down to continue his rounds of kisses, now on your chest. Your hands go to the back of his head and gently bring him closer. It's an invitation for him to rest his body on yours, and he gladly accepts.
"You just love getting crushed by me, don't you?" He teases, as he positions himself so that both of you can be comfortable in this sudden arrangement.
"Mhm. The heated weighted blanket, human teddy bear combination can never go wrong," you respond. "Do you not like lying down on me?"
"Those words did not leave my mouth, did they?" He asks, placing a kiss on your collarbone.
"Are you thinking it?"
"No," he replies, the single word serving as a good enough response to end your doubts.
"Okay," you hum, quieting down after.
He smears some gentle kisses onto your neck, pressing the tip of his nose into the area where he smells your perfume strongly. He sighs, contentedly, at the familiarity and presses a few more kisses onto the space below it, before merely resting against you. It's as if he indulged in so much of your warmth and presence, that he managed to soothe himself while he was helping you wind down. He's in some sort of daze—like you unknowingly put a spell on him that just threw him into a state of serenity. He feels like he could just shut his eyes and get the best sleep in your embrace.
"Love you, bear," you murmur, slowly rubbing his back.
"Mm," he hums, another soft, relaxed sigh leaving his chest. "Love you, ma."
#toji#fushiguro toji#jjk toji#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen toji#jujutsu toji#toji fushiguro#toji fushiguro x reader#toji x reader#toji x y/n#fushiguro toji x reader#toji x you#toji fluff#toji fushiguro x y/n#toji fushiguro x you#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x y/n#jjk x you#jjk x reader#jjk fluff#jjk drabbles#jujutsu kaisen x you#jjk
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