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adrienneleclerc · 7 months ago

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First Concert

Pairing: Keyboardist!Charles Leclerc x Reader, Singer!Lewis Hamilton x Reader, Bassist!Carlos Sainz x Reader, Drummer!Max Verstappen x Reader, Lead Guitarist!Lando Norris x Reader

Summary: Y/N goes to her first “Just An Inchident” concert and surprisingly gains the attention of the band, every girl’s dream come true

Warning: spelling and grammatical errors

A/N: let me know if you want Y/N to date ALL OF THEM or date one band member and be friends with the rest of the band.

Y/N was on Ticketmaster and so was her friend, Penelope, on her computer.

“Any luck?” Y/N asked.

“Nada.” Penelope replied.

“Come on, we’re literally number 741 on the queue, they’re going to be sold out by the time we get through.” Y/N said.

“Okay, I’m 384.” Penelope said and Y/N shuts her laptop, moving closer to Penelope. “Get me my credit card.”

“On it.” Y/N goes to look in her purse. “What number are we now?”

“193.” Penelope said.

“We are so close.” Y/N said, bringing Penelope the card she wanted.

“I’m in!!! What seat do you want?” Penelope asked.

“Whats the closest and most affordable?” Y/N asked.

“You think we can afford floor seats?” Penelope asked. “There’s a few available.”

“Yes! Get it, get it, get it! I’ll pay you back, work extra shifts!” Y/N exclaimed.

“Alright, chill, I put them in my cart. Ticket insurance?” Penelope asked and Y/N nodded. “I got it! It’s done! We are going to see Just An Inchident this October!”

“Ah, Im so excited!!” Y/N said. “You are the best bestie ever.” She hugs Penelope

“I know. Should we recreate an outfit from their music videos?” Penelope asked.

“Which music video? It could be from ‘daydream’, that’s a great song.”

“You just like it because Charles sings it.”

“I mean yes but it’s a really good song, you had it on repeat when it first came out.” Y/N said.

“I know, I know. But I wonder what made them decide to finally do a North American tour.” Penelope said.

“Well they’ve been together for 5 years, they’ve been doing European tours all the time, maybe they finally realized they had American fans.” Y/N suggested.

It is October, the band is doing a sound check

“You think we’ll be playing more American venues?” Lando asked.

“If this tour goes well, I freaking hope so.” Max said.

“We’re playing Madison Square Garden, I still can’t believe it.” Lewis said.

“Actually we sold out Madison Square Garden if you wanted to get technical.” Max explained.

“Mate, you really need to stop maxplaining.” Carlos said.

“When do the doors open again?” Charles asked.

“At 7, we still have time for everything. With what song do you want to open with?” Lewis asked.

“I think a good opener needs to be a crowd favorite but a little nostalgic, you know?” Lando said.

“How about ‘Preacher Man’ (the driver era), it is one of our songs that was number one of the billboard 100 for a few weeks, that’s a definite American crowd favorite.” Charles commented,

“Lando sings that song though.” Lewis said.

“Well we can’t open up with ‘Meddle About’ (Chase Atlantic) now Can we?” Charles asked.

“You’re right.” Lewis said.

“Great, now that that’s settled, let’s go over the rest of the setlist.” Max says.

Y/N and Penelope are waiting outside of Madison Square Garden with outfits inspired by their favorite’s red carpet look

“Ah, It’s almost time!” Penelope said excitedly

“I know!! I wonder what they’ll sing first.” Y/N said. “Do we have enough money to buy merch when we get in?”

“Yeah of course.” Penelope responded. The security guard opened the door to Madison square garden and everyone started walking in, opening their bags for security, they went to the merch table to see what’s available and bought matching t-shirts. They went to their seats.

“Oh my gosh, we are so close to the stage.” Y/N said.

“Ugh, I know, it’s insane.” Penelope said. Half an hour later, the lights went out and everyone started screaming once they heard Max on the drums.

“It’s happening!” Y/N screamed.

Spotlight hit Max who was on the drums, hen another spotlight landed on Lando as he plays guitar, another on Carlos as he plays bass, then Charles on his keyboard, altogether playing the music of ‘Preacher Man’, lastly Lewis is lifted on a platform (think of the Hannah Montana movie), the music stops.

“Whats up, New York City!” Lewis said and the crowd goes wild. “We are ‘Just an Inchident’, thank you for coming! It’s always been my dream to perform in Madison Square Garden and now I’m living it.”

“We are very grateful for our American fans, it means so much to us that you like our music.” Lando said.

“We hope we’ll keep coming back here and performing for you guys.” Charles said.

“We hope you enjoy the show!” Max says.

“I guarantee you it’s worth the money.” Carlos said, Lewis picked up another rhythmic guitar while Lando stepped closer to the mic stand so he could sing.

“Hey, Mr. Preacher Man, I've been playing with a heart like a violin, I've been stumbling through the door after 6:00 a.m., fix my soul so I don't lose a love again” Lando sang into the mic. The crowd was loving it, 45 minutes in, there’s a little intermission where the band talks to the crowd

“You guys enjoying yourselves?” Lewis asked, the crowd cheered. “Okay, where them girls at?” The women cheered loudly. “Alright, who came here with their boyfriend?” Women cheered less. “Who’s single?” Women cheered loudly again. “Now one of you lucky single ladies, if you came with your boyfriend, I am so sorry, are going to be selected to pick our next song.” The camera connected to the screens chose Y/N. The boys looked at the screen behind them, she was beautiful. “Alright darling, come closer to the stage.

“Oh my god, go.” Penelope pushed Y/N lightly because she stood frozen. Y/N walked slowly to the stage, Lewis kneeled down so he could get closer to Y/N, he admired her beauty up close.

“Whats your name, sweetheart?” Lewis asked, handing her the microphone.

“Y/N.” She replied

“That’s a beautiful name, what song would you like us to perform?” Lewis asked.

“Well my favorite song is Daydream but Friends would be great.” Y/N replied.

“Well I’ll tell you what, Y/N, we’ll perform both.” Lewis winked at her before getting back up. “How does that sound?” The crowd cheered, Y/N walked back to her seat. “Thanks for participating darling.” The concert continued, as promised, Charles sung Daydreams, Lewis sung Friends, an hour and a half later, the concert finished, Penelope and Y/N were going to leave but they were stopped by security.

“Ladies, you need to come with me.” The guard said and Penelope immediately put her hands up

“I swear I did not do anything.” Penelope said and Y/N elbowed her.

“We’re not getting arrested, right?” Y/N asked, looking at the guard.

“Of course you’re not, just follow me.” The guard said and the girls were escorted backstage and met the band, a fan’s dream come true.

"Oh my gosh, this is insane." Penelope said.

"Hey girls, what did you think of the concert?" Charles asked.

"It was absolutely amazing, the light changes to macth the aesthetic of the song, the way you sung Daydreams is also amazing, i never knew how great that song sounds live." Y/N said and Charles smiled at her.

"How about you, darling? What was your favorite part of the concert?" Lando asked Penelope.

"You singing When You Need A Man, my all time favorite song." Penelope answered.

"Before you girls leave, we should take photos." Carlos spoke up.

"Great! Heres my phone." Y/N unlocked her phone and went to the camera, asking the secuirty guard if he could take the photo, which he did, then they took individual selfies, and the girls left, saying goodbye.

"She seems nice." Max said.

"Yeah, she's beautiful too, my favorite venue we played by far." Lewis said.

"When do we leave New York?" Carlos asked.

"We're staying a few days to go on 'Good Morning America', but i am beat, I just want a pizza." Lando said.

"Yeah, we'll get a pizza and head over to my apartment." Lewis said.

"Great, lets go." Charles said.

Y/N and Penelope got to their apartment and both girls posted their concert photos, the meet and greet, and clips of them performing their favorite songs, tagging the band and the individual members on Instagram. The next day, Y/N woke up with notifications that Lewis Hamilton, Charles Leclerc, Lando Norris, Carlos Sainz, and Max Verstappen have followed her on Instagram. Y/N was smiling and Penelope was making breakfast for them.

"What's got you all smiley?" Penelope asked.

"No, nothing, what are we having?" Y/N asked

The End

Hope y’all liked it, I am so very sorry if the buildup was better than the actual fic, tell me if you want Y/N to date all of the band members or just one member

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Setlist: the bands are chosen for each person based on vibe

Preacher Era -The Driver Era (Lando) Wires - The Neighborhood (Max) Valentine - Maneskin (Charles) Meddle About - Chase Atlantic (Lewis) Arabella - The Artic Monkeys (Lewis) Swim - Chase Atlantic (Lewis) Did You Have Your Fun - R5 (Lando) Sweater Weather - The Neighborhood (Max) Smooth Operator - Sade (Carlos) Supermodel - Maneskin (Charles) Okay - Chase Atlantic (Lewis) Perfect Sense - Artic Monkeys (Lewis) Daydreams - We Three (Charles) Prey - The Neighborhood (Max) Friends - Chase Atlantic (Lewis) Snap Out Of It - The Artic Monkeys (Lewis) Heaven Angel - The Driver Era (Lando) Daddy Issues - The Neighborhood (Max) Fear of Nobody - Maneskin (Charles) i Wanna Be Yours - Artic Monkeys (Lewis) HER - Chase Atlantic (Lewis) Subeme La Radio - Enrique Iglesias (Carlos) {PARA MI GENTE LATINA} When You Need a Man - The Driver Era (Lando) Right Here - Chase Atlantic (Lewis) One for the Road - Artic Monkeys (Lewis) Feel You Now - The Driver Era (Lando) Baby Said - Maneskin (Charles) Void - The Neighborhood (Max) Knee Socks - Artic Monkeys (Lewis) OHMAMI - Chase Atlantic (Lewis) Timezone - Maneskin (Charles) Compass - The Neighbourhood (Max) Welcome to the End of Your Life - The Driver Era (Lando) R U Mine? - Artic Monkeys (Leiws) The Walls - Chase Atlantic (Lewis) Own My Mind - Maneskin (Charles) Reflections - The Neighborhood (Max) A Kiss - The Driver Era (Lando)

#hispanic reader #latina #hispanic #f1 x reader #f1 imagine #charles leclerc x reader #f1 fanfic #charles leclerc #charles leclerc fanfic #charles leclerc fluff #lewis hamilton x reader #max verstappen x reader #lando norris x reader #carlos sainz x reader

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supercalime · 9 months ago

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Im terrible at predicting storylines but im doing it anyway cause hyperfixations gotta hyperfixate.

We are all going through tommy withdrawals and it’s very clear he won’t physically show up until the finale (he may show up in the penultimate episode or be mentioned here and there but I’m not really counting on it or expecting as Buck won’t have the spotlight for this latter half of the season).

That being said, I’m actually cooking in my head that we could get one tommy mention when we eventually have a scene where buck calls eddie out for his dead wife clone situation. I expect them to have a fight and maybe say things they didn’t mean. I imagine eddie could go the route of “I always supported you, why can’t you support me?” or even throw a low blow, which would include a tommy mention, like “you lied to me about being on a date with tommy, so why are you mad at me?” (Which obviously isn’t the same thing cause buck not being secure enough in being bi and eddie cheating on his gf aren’t comparable, but eddie isn’t thinking clearly and he knows what to say if he wants to hurt someone), which could be a good damn reason for buck to cut him out, at least for now since we know eddie will be cast aside and isolated from his friends. I can imagine buck saying that the two situations aren’t the same, or even something like “Tommy isn’t an affair”.

I doubt this fight will drag on to next season though. There could be a chance for the season to end with some lose treads or even a big cliffhanger because the series is already renewed, so I can’t be 100% sure, but let’s see. What do yall think?

#listen #I have to pass the time in some way until I have my otp back #911 #911 abc #bucktommy #tevan #firefly #firepilot #eddie diaz #evan buckley #tommy kinard #lety rambles #kinkley #kinley

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year2000electronics · 1 year ago

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Actually, I have a lot of questions about your Supernu-trollau.

1 does Bruce still have a family with Brandy?

2 does Branch get close to his brothers just because he wants to get to know them or also because of guilt for what his parents put them through?

3 When Clay decided to leave and find Branch was there any problem with that? I mean, he's one of the executives in hol'n fun and in charge of "boring stuff" like taxes or security. He certainly couldn't leave without some sort of instructions or promise that he'd be back.

4 will John ever have a will of his own? Or will he just do as he's told?

5 How much will the presence of Branch's older brothers change his zing? Will their antics and unusual behavior bother him?

6 How do the brothers feel about each other? Do any of them have a strong problem with John for doing their parents' bidding? Or maybe with Branch? Because he was the only one their parents really loved.

he does! vacay islanders LOOOVE him because he is an absolute PARTY ANIMAL, he loves pulling pranks and summoning drinks for them and stuff, brandy still falls for him because she knows despite his mischievous nature hes still a big softie on the inside!

his kids still exist, its just now theyre part-troll-part-vacay islander-part-imp :]

2. at first hes just trying to keep them out of trouble and protect pop village, but i feel like he actually ends up really happy that he had secret brothers cos he lost the rest of his family!

3. CLAY WOULD NEVER LEAVE VIVA ALONE LIKE THAT!! he found out about branch and like, it was almost like the scene in tbt where clay tells viva "i dont wanna lose my brother either" cos at this time viva probably still thinks poppy is dead... she'd understand that if there was even a CHANCE clay might be able to find this new baby brother and try to introduce himself, hed take it, just like she would go search for her sister (i dont have viva solidified just yet but im thinking either she comes along with clay, OR clay promises to bring poppy to her if he finds her, i definitely want viva to show up at some point, maybe all the bros can visit the putt putt trolls haha)

4. thats what his whole arc is gonna be about i think!! he obviously cares about his brothers a lot besides trying to get the BOY BAND back together, its like jd's canon arc of accepting that he doesnt need to be perfect except like. cranked up to 100. where he doesnt have to make other people happy he can make himself happy and do things for his own sake!!

5. HES GONNA BE REAL SCARED AT FIRST cos in this au its not like everyone in every kingdom is SUDDENLY supernatural, its only a few trolls! some trolls dont even think the supernatural is real but branch was probably raised as the superstitious type so hes always on the look out for what if monsters were real... imagine his surprise when he finds out that monsters ARE real and those monsters are his BROTHERS

6. i think the brothers like each other but not enough that they ran off together or anything! cos they were all in the same situation with their parents but they were each also the only monsters of their kind they knew, so i imagine all of them wanted to find a place for themselves

floyd and bruce probably get along REALLY well

i feel like the brothers kinda pity jd a little bit, jd really thought his parents were sweet people who loved all their kids- he wholeheartedly believes in them in a way the others don't, so all they can do is shake their heads and go "poor guy"

bruce might have wanted to get back at branch if it was a different situation, but now that hes a dad, he knows how important it is to look out for your family, so he goes to find branch because he wants to make friends with him... but cos hes an older brother as well as an imp that manifests in the form of teasing and playing tricks on him haha

i think floyd would be a little jealous of branch

#mothra answers #trolls #superna-troll au

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lesless · 2 years ago

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Some thoughts on marriage

Growing up I never really understood the idea of marriage. My mom had me at 16 or somewhere near that, & was only married briefly as a result of being pregnant with me & having a less than ideal home life, which she wanted to get out of. My dad has been married or engaged 5 or more times, though now he’s old enough not to lure in underaged girls or young women & is now happily married to a woman who I really like. My great grandparents, who I grew up with, were married over 50 years, & though they bickered I understood that they had committed to each other & my great grandpa took care of my great grandmother through her senility, hiding it until it was noticeable to all.

So, I have mixed views on the topic. On one hand, it seems insane to me to enter into a legal contract for a relationship especially considering I’m not religious in the traditional sense. On the other, I find it incredibly romantic & a statement of devotion.

I my early 20’s the only person I remember breaking up with me (who really just beat me to it, bc I was unhappy & didn’t want to be with him really) told me that the reason he didn’t want to be with me is that he “couldn’t imagine marrying” me, which to me felt stupid & I was fine with at the time (& still am, he was a mess). When I met someone I was infatuated with, he talked about how he was “going to marry that girl” in reference to the last girl he dated, during the first 6 months we were together, which really bothered me. They were together for a year or less as far as I can gather. He later admitted it was because her family had a lot of connections in the film industry, which made me feel a little disgusted by his intentions of marriage if I’m being honest.

Personally, I’ve driven hard lines in the ground with people I’ve dated. Either I’m with you or not, & with you means I’m in 100%. I’m not going to leave unless there’s some seriously extenuating circumstances, such as, my last partner had a serious alcohol problem & got really scary & mean before I decided it was safer for me to leave than stay with them.

Nowadays, I’m with someone I adore & I feel adores me back. We have been together 5 years in a few weeks, which will mark the longest relationship I’ve ever been in. Simultaneously, our family is mentioning marriage (& have been for years).

& im at this crossroads. I think both of us have some doubt about the whole concept of marriage, our families respectively having a long history of divorce & the mess that entails. But also, is that something I actually want? I’m not sure.

By now I did imagine myself with kids of my own, though I love my freedom & ability to do what I want. Marriage feels like the end of that freedom to a certain extent, but also feels like the agreement on a future, & security. We haven’t talked about it, truly. Sometimes I think my partner is working towards a more secure future for us before that, & every time he talks about the future he says US, which is also reassuring.

If he asked I would say yes, but as time rolls on & my experiences & friends get hitched after only a year or two, I do wonder if I’m just not the kind of person someone would want to marry, as that long buried ex said. Or, are people just stupid & rushing into things? Are people just agreeing to things based on their circumstances & ideology? The people I know who have gotten married, largely, also became very institutionally religious. Which, good for them, but that’s not where I am.

I suppose I’m curious what readers think of marriage. What are the criteria? What is the deciding factor? Do you just know?

I’ve also known people happily not married with children in 10+ year relationships. I suppose theres no universal right answer to any of this. Just something I’m pondering after some deeply itchy nightmares.

#me

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14sunnydaze · 10 months ago

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Yeah I'd like to speak on this too. My mom had an upper middle class job, was getting pretty good social security $ every month cuz my sisters dad died, AND she was getting $100's from my dad every month too in child support. Not to mention she was the heiress to millions but that's besides the point and doesn't really affect our story .

Now back to it. growing up with her was weird because whenever we went to Nana and Papaw's, (her parents) there was obvious wealth there. Not insane wealth, not crazy money, but definitely money for sure. Nice cars, vacations every year, (that I could never go on because even as a literal child i was expected to pay my own way) big celebrations for every holiday and birthday kinda money. I spent two weeks of the summer with them every year so I saw it even though I never had the $$ to keep up. Country club life, safari hunting, houses in multiple states/countries, the whole nine yards. Again, not insane wealth, no one had a billion dollars, but pretty fucking wealthy for a kid who went to public school in rags.

Yeah, my sister and I lived off of whatever instant food or leftovers we could scrape together, were clothed in goodwill finds, and when my sister had the initiative to get w job our mother starts charging her rent. She was 15. My mother didn't need that $$! She was just selfish. Selfish, alcoholic, verbally & physically abusive, and because my sis was older she got the brunt of it.

Also, my mom worked in the medical industry, following in her surgeon fathers footsteps, and she focused in psych, and when I came out to her as gay then later as trans she would blackmail me by threatening to out me to my dad. When that stopped working she threatened to 5150 me.

Im afflicted with several chronic health conditions, at least three of which just were never addressed until I grew up and got out. She had no issue overmedicating me my entire childhood with ADD/ADHD drugs so I was a zombie child but when it came to actual medical needs she was the epitome of neglect. I actually went to a hospital she had previously worked at in 2017 for a collapsed lung and was sent home too early ! I had to go back and spent another like 2 weeks in a hospital bed, was on bedrest for 6 months.

She also promised all through my childhood and high school that that she would have $ to help me go to college but guess what-when the time for checks came she was nowhere to be found.

Luckily I had won enough scholarships that I never needed to go into debt for my education. I was homeless for a little while and she tried to get me to agree to pay her rent & (because if i lived with her I'd have an hour n half commute to university) she tried to get me to agree to split the cost of a new car with her on the condition that i eventually pay her back the full amount of the car. While going to school fulltime (21 hours).

When my grandfather finally passed away she transformed into a money-spending machine. She tried to get her hooks in me at that time but I escaped.

I know firsthand that just cuz the parents are rich does not necessarily mean the kids are. I was broke as hell and hungry, wearing rags in the same house where my mother ate caviar and wore Gucci.

As a kid, when your parents are poor, you're poor. If they don't have money, that means none of you have money. But if someone's parents are rich, that doesn't necessarily mean the kid is. Sometimes rich peoples' kids aren't rich kids, they're just some rich freak's exotic pets that can talk but aren't allowed to.

#class war #class differences #rich #rich parents #poor children

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honeybee-taskforce · 1 year ago

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1x03 Rewatch Thoughts and Feelings

same disclaimer as before but now im medicated and sleepy so we/ll see what happens

-corn silos are terrifying and judd is totally in the right this entire situation sorry tk buddy EVEN THO he obviously could’ve approached it way better

-im sure this wont be the last time i say this along the rewatch but this is the first time we see judd in “captain mode” and i can only hope that at some point Owen retires and Judd ends up permanent captain of the 126. Whether it be season or series finale i don’t mind but that’s what i’d love to see for him even if it is predictable. He has such a big heart and is so good at getting people to listen to him (this one time being a non factor)

-his life is in danger if he falls in too but all TK can think about instead of protecting himself is possibly helping save his new friend he’s such a good soul.

-filming the sliding out of the silo with all of the corn HAD to be a blast there is no way it wasn’t

-will we ever find out more about any other members of the 126 like B shift or the ones in the other trucks that arrive with our 126 i wonder cause there are definitely more trucks there than are needed for just 6-7 people

-tk going in for a fight will always hurt to watch but it’s also just so smooth cause they play exactly into his hand

-THE tarlos season one scene i love that this is what they used for the chemistry read because yes its 100% the most important scene between them this entire season

-“you’re free to go” and he keeps talking. They both do. Ahhhhhh.

-tk could just walk away. But this is the first person whose really cared for him and acknowledged his pain in some way. So he eants to make it right. And he DOES. -tk got his apology in so he doesn’t expect anything more so i wonder what his first thought is when carlos actually continues. We know his second once he processes what Carlos has said already lmfao but ugh just thinking about tk walking away without anything else being said and probably thinking that they’re still on bad terms… or i guess neutral at least. But carlos adding his little jab and smirk shows that everything is going to be fine. -i COMPLETELY forgot about this MNT bit with the food eating contest lmfao good to know that the paramedics have always gotten their own funky calls throughout the show I remembered that as something that only happened with TNT.

-carlos already showing his sarcasm and sass in this scene with michelle when he grills her for never asking about his life lmfaooooo i love him sm

-carlos cant get him out of his head because he knows thats his soulmate

-owen and wayne’s scene is so important because it obviously sparks owen telling everyone around him, but it’s also a stepping stone into owen finally coming back to his own reality. -“my people have enough to worry about on their calls. This is my fight.” GEE I WONDER WHERE TK GETS HIS PRICKLY SKIN WHEN HE NEEDS TO DEAL WITH A PROBLEM IN HIS LIFE COMES FROM

-i feel so bad for marjan in this scene and i wish we got some follow up on whether or not she did find a new mosque… iirc unless she mentions it later this season we just never hear about that again right?? Paul tells her to keep her hijab up and walk in proud of herself and from what i remember that’s it?

-both carlos and owen cringing at the yoga girl’s video because they’re meant to be familyyyy hehehehehe

-TELL YOUR SON DAMMIT

-dart scene dart scene dart scene yayayayay

-see carlos is secure in himself BUT how much of it is a front when it comes to tk at this point because i know this anxious man is overthinking every little detail when it comes to their interactions now

-then again he makes the packing a piece comment immediately after i typed all that SOOOOO

-ahhh yes owen’s first instant of violence issues

-judd owning up to his feelings and being honest about why he came at tk ugh this big bear of a mean is such a good person i love him so much

-and tk being honest back and appreciating his words AHHHHHH brothers brothers brothers

-“why didnt you tell me? >:|

from the day she went missing you accused me of murdering her!!”

aw damn he’s got you there michelle… this plot is so goofy especially since we know it never comes back up after this season sdfgrgh

-this lady driving right into a tornado reminds me of my 4th grade teacher for literally no reason other than just her vibes and her outfit idk

the boys are in their flirty stage now and definitely hooking up here snd there still yeah yeah yeah

#honeybeewatchforce #911 lone star rewatch 2024 #911 lone star

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phoenixmosheh · 2 years ago

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5/4/23

Elias Let's Play Don't Let Them Hang Me!

What is my real name?

Be careful you don't want to end up like Nancy

(YouTube jezebel playlist).

The Last Letter is silent.

Ask God to help you remember.

If you get close enough my face should pop up on an app but only for a limited time because stalkers.

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5/16/23 update

Update for Elias to ease your mind and to disrupt the minds of our mo'fukin haters cause we are so damn generous at this point.

Part 1:

1. Environmental Intuitive Synchronicities

I made the above term up...be jealous... but it's basically when the things you have predicted

for someone else somehow end up aligning with your own life in real time to tell you when the things you predicted are happening (like what time it is) if you are not actually able to see what you predicted happening. i.e not being able to see Elias but meeting people in relation to what was predicted about Elias who are channeling what he's going through. Unfortunately, i have been experiencing channeling from random people that I meet who help me out along the way. signifying a prediction or rather experiencing what Elias is going through.

For instance...

Shelter sychronicities in March 2023

The Roommates I met at the shelter :

- The Woman named Brandy who asked to do a reading on me with a box of disney tarot cards. She later gave the tarot cards to me as a parting gift. (

- The Woman named Acacia (Freemasons) and she kept ending up on the bathroom floor due to a drug addiction

- The Woman Who Was a Lesbian on prescription medication to transition into a man who was wishing I was a lesbian) she also had a horrible smell when using the bathroom and would leave the room dirty to the point where I had to cuss her out and report that someone had a trash fetish to staff. Basic Betch I partly feel like God was trying to tell me you don't clean your house...she also had an HIV scare and had to get an emergency test.

- The older woman who talked to herself and had like multiple personalities and would cook me food and bring it to me. (Elias' Mom) She also was slightly racist which was odd because she was a person of color...which confused everybody in the room even the white people. One of the roommates who's name was dream told me not to take food from her because she went on a mentally unstable rant about how a man put blood in her food and now she has a blood disease.

- The pregnant prostitute who needed a plane ticket back home and was waiting for her boyfriend in jail to send her the money that never came. She asked if I knew where a specific street was where she could prostitute. I told her the staff would buy her a plane ticket but she said she was too shy and staff would take too long (betch what? Are you mute on street corners? ). When she came back from prostituting she bragged about how she made 100 dollars and though it was worth it. (I congratulated her because who am I to ruin someones happiness) . The second time she went to prostitute she told me an undercover cop almost arrested her but because she was pregnant he let her go. I handed her the email for a staff that could help her with a plane ticket. Smh. While also laughing in her face she stopped talking to me (boohoo im so sad) This roommate also told me she did spellwork on the man in jail and had a tattoo of Santa Muerte.

- The Shelter went on lockdown for a scabies outbreak the children were getting infected left and right. CPS also took one of my roommates kids away...

- I met Stacy (her name means fruitful)

- Staff kept asking me if the internet was working on my laptop because they couldn't access Google due to a security message that kept popping up

- My phone screen cracked so I got a replacement phone from staff

- The next day I accidentally grabbed my laptop in an odd way and it damaged the screen. Like the laptop could no longer be used...

- When I was minding my business at the bus station and a man asked me if I was married. And Gabriel told me before I went to start saying yes. So I said yes...and it almost felt like this man knew to leave me alone...I never seen a man leave so fast. He almost ran away. (Me: where he at though!?).

Honestly if you are lacking energy environmental sychronicities are the shit but sometimes stressful. You don't do anything but observe what you see and sense and put it in order based on the physical and intuitive data you already have. You Haters. No spells were casted at least not by me unless you believe in like "word magic" which is like me sending you a piece of my mind and thoughts of you. (Which I was nice enough to create a blog for so all parties involved would not have to guess what I was thinking...I told you fools and somehow you still guessed incorrectly smh.)

My First Time Being Introduced to Tarot

February 2023 was the first time I was ever introduced to tarot. A roommate named Brandy had a stack of disney tarot cards she gave to me after I had asked her how she uses them. Brandy was also receiving money at the time from multiple men and had an ectopic pregnancy. She was also being fought for custody of her children.

I also didn't know Elias was married or in a relationship at any time that I had known him. If anyone "basic betch" was ever trying to make me jealous during this 3 year period of menstrual blood love spell making and fake happy family photo time on social media I never saw one picture of either of you together because I had better things to research like how to survive without prostituting or how to survive without sucking HIV d*ck for food and a place to stay like Elias' copycat ex-wife. (So sorry to disappoint your ex wife Elias, I was never aware that either of you were ever a couple at any time during the 3 year period of energy stealing). Although, you can bet I was spiritually fkn him in my dreams waking up all wet and sh*t in my little homeless shelter bed not ever knowing every time he fkd his witchy wife in real life he was wishing she was really me. I'm honored.(Sometimes life is unfair huh?)

However, the month of Feburary 2023 was the month that God allowed me to understand why someone as smart as me couldn't seem to get out of f'kn poverty after years of working to provide for myself without the help of a man or any co-signers.

Tarot readings started populating on my YouTube feed as a suggestion...i never searched for tarot readings not once...not ever. Through observation God began revealing to me that tarot readings were one of the reasons I seemed to be stuck in a repetitve cycle of poverty and abusive relationships and having to rely on a failing government system and its immoral society for help. (These streets miss you hoe) As I studied tarot readers on youtube...I found out people could get information about you in the spirit and possibly steal the energy of others unbeknownst to them while keeping them in a cycle that is old or of the energy of the energy thief.

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Which caused me to think back to the only person (Elias) that I talked to about everything before my life started falling apart in 2020...all my other relationships were surface level and travel/party mates who did not know enough about me to steal my energy annnddd I never met anyone that crazy or evil before honestly. So thank you again for creating awareness and destroying what little innocence I probably had left... so that I would not give two f*cks about what you're currently going through.

Anyway I started looking back at old text from Elias before we lost contact in 2020. My experience in the first homeless shelter I stayed at where I experienced synchronicities but was not as in tune spiritually back then...it's amazing how fast your spiritual gifts advance when your in constant fight or flight:

2020 Text Messages Synchronicities to Elias:

1. The mentally unstable girl I met in the shelter who could only go an hour at a time without getting on her knees with a rosary to pray. At night...she would leave the shelter to go prostitute or strip at a nightclub. Before I left the shelter she said she wanted to remember me and took my picture with her phone without asking. We got in an argument because she didn't want to delete the picture.

2. My family left me for dead in the middle of nowhere after a car accident ...the nearest rental car destination was 2 hours away and I had no money. A random stranger who saw me get in the car accident actually paid for my hotel and then took me in her car on a 2 hour journey to a car rental place the next day. (Not family a total fkn stranger and she was poor with two kids)! When I called my family even though they had the money to help me they gave me an ultimatum. They would help me if I did what they said and came back home. When I said no...I found out they secretly were hoping I would die out there...I spent 2 1/2 of those years trying to convince them I wasn't a bad person for not doing what they wanted me to do...I would blame it on spell work but I was covering them which meant the spell work would only hit me. It took me 2 years to accept my family didn't really care about me. And when i got sick a relative thought my skin burning off my body was God punishing me because i told an elder not to disresepxt me in a group chat when clearly it was disrespect. I dont know how people go to places like church and read the bible and stories like the book of Job and automatically default to God must be punishing you. Little did they know ...my not returning home was for their benefit and for their safety and also to reveal to me just how much they actually did not give a f*ck if I lived or died.

So I cut them off...because wth...you Narcissist? It took me 2 years to stop calling them because I was so indenial that they DID NOT GIVE A F*k ABOUT ME...once I stopped being a robot playing by the rules of the family it became quite clear that you can always count on family (*sarcasm ...I would reccommend families test this theory asap...)

3. Elias made a joke about a big headed son I would have after I made fun of his forehead.

(God said to jog your memory...some of the evidence still exist on my phone...now I know why)

This was God using you to subconsciously channel to me what is prophesied to happen.

So if Elias was wondering if I knew he was being played this whole time by family and friends as a sick joke..no. I was too busy figuring out that I too was being played. Anyone who says spells are not real and God will block everything your enemies do so it wont touch you...its not entirely true; if God is using it to train you ... I have to hand it to the basic betch she got me good it's been surreal I can't wait for this energy swap to fully take effect in my life.

Side note:

When the random man you're staying with until you meet your husband just gave you the keys to his house and has only known you for 3 days. I don't know whether to say thank you or run.

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Part 2:

So when I left the shelter ...

I sat at a bus station for several hours like a dumb little decoy. And sure enough a man named Jose...Hi Jose. Waited like a weirdo from 10 ft away smiling awkwardly at me while I talked to an old lady who said I should model. When the old lady left Jose came over and asked me what I do for work and invited me to his hotel. As much as I wanted to go to that hotel...I declined mainly because I'm not a prostitute and ultimately because the tattoo on his hand gave him away. Idiot.

God prepares me ahead of time to know what to look for and when to leave...so I usually am already looking for signs when I meet people.

God can use something as simple as scenes from movies to help prepare or notify you ...

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I found a hospital and spent the whole day sitting in the hosptial lobby charging my electronics not knowing a man was watching me until he came and gave me a snickers and told me he had been watching me. I do give out my many phone numbers sometimes just in case I need help from locals. But found out this man was a stalker .

Fast Forward a few days after losing the stalker ... I am currently sleeping on a man's couch who just got out of a polygamous relationship in March of 2023. Although he asked to cuddle after day 7 of meeting him, I declined, and we just watched a movie instead I learned that he cheated on his gf and has panic attacked over the guilt...This man is also into IT and gave me a lesson on IP addresses and VPNs allows me to use his work computer. If you're wondering how I met him, it wasn't in a strip club or off the street. I got kicked out of a hospital emergency room after staying there for 2 days after I left the last shelter. The lobby and cafeteria is open in the daytime but the emergency room is obviously opened all night. My enemies would be happy to know the head nurse at the hotel threatened to call security and kicked me out on that full moon. So i ended up sitting on a bench in the cold outside the hospital from 8pm-3am. A security car drove up to where I was sitting, and I thought I was going to be escorted off the premises lol. However, a man and woman security guard couple who were like... poor philanthropist booked me into a hotel after I told them a sob story about how I haven't slept in 3 days...they took me out to eat and dropped me off at a library where i read a book about "Preparing for Multiples smh". I signed up for a gym membership so i could shower. The security guard couple texted me and told me they booked me into a hotel for 3 days. During my 3 day stay, the woman security guard texted me about a friend interested in housing a refugee for a while. This friend was the recovering ex-polygamous narcissist i mentioned previously. Who just so happened to know self-defense and taught me how to break free from a choke hold. Crazy right? Although he drives me around to grocery stores and I cook and clean like a housewife as a thank you. I've already been through this repetitive cycle several times and know that him kissing my hand in the car spontaneously and blowing up on me when an outing did not turn into a date is a red flag that I am going to have to leave soon or die trying. This man also found out I'm not kissing his a$$ for a place to stay. Did I mention one of the security guards are waiting on a lawsuit and the victims a settlement. One of them may be going to jail.

The security guard donated all her painting supplies to me (I used to paint for fun before this) So I paint on the patio or in this man's garage for now. I think I am going to try and sell it.

I shared this to give some examples of environmental intuitive synchronicities...just because you have favor with people doesn't mean your life is always easy. Many people would stop believing in God if they went through one day of this kind of favor. I hope this made sense because I am sleepy and not going to read what I wrote.

You're Welcome

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5/20/23

Soooooo...basic betch are you still watching? Lmao. I would stop if I were you. So I know we are not friends but I heard you wish we were...if you still have brain function which I hope you do because I mean I want you to have the experience that you wanted me to have and it in no way includes dying...you would really have to enjoy suffering in order to relate to the kind of experience I am referencing. Quick Question? Have you been having experiences that remind you of your life before you started stealing things like OH... I don't know my business ideas, wardrobe, hairstyles, pictures, mannerisms, the idea of giving birth to a baby with my husband?

I have! Which means if it's not already happening to you, I'm excited to share with you that it's coming. (*Pops champagne)

For example, on the new moon the man that is housing me took me out to an open mic night I found that was free entry (free because he expressed he was broke and because I still know how to have fun doing free things without making someone else's financial hardship worse or taking advantage of the fact that they could possibly go broke trying to impress me; due to my consideration he was able to afford the wine I wanted on the menu " The Sun Goddess." If I were you I would hurry and try to copy my drink of choice before you have to revert back to your sad unthinking ways to get what you want in life... sexual favors. (Anyone else into plum wines?) He also pointed out some expensive brand name outlets while driving... no shade to anyone who likes expensive brand names... I like long-lasting clothing and what not...but the only brand name I like is called "cute" meaning I don't care if it's from the thrift store, a boutique or a big brand...if it's cute on me then I wear it...if its comfortable i wear it...I make the clothes...the clothes don't make me...so when i take them off I'm still "cute" because I'm still me (my own personal trend) its not cliche you're about to find out hoe. You're welcome for these free tips betch. (He did tell me I have expensive tastebuds in the grocery store though I like things like medjool dates, almonds, yogurt pretzels, teas, goat cheese, uhmmmmm and a variety of food seasonings so my food doesn't taste like yours obviously.

Anyway... I call my style of dress "sophisticated sexy" (i can't tell if she's a prostitute or a teacher so I'm going to go with until I ask). This started a conversation where the man I am staying with who channels (reminds me of) Elias' old energy. This man has also been in a polygamous relationship with past sex workers and has apparently been a stripper before. What are the odds? It feels like I am practicing for the real thing (Elias). So I said something along the lines of "Do I look like a prostitute?" And he was like "if you do ...it's okay, I used to work in the sex industry and it's really just something people choose to do to get money.... they are not bad people, I don't think we should judge sex workers." And it triggered me because it kind of reminded me of how rumors get spread by basic betches like you. So I talked to him about the false rumor you spread about me being a prostitute. His response "well it could have been a compliment." And I responded it could be a compliment, if that is what that person has invested their time and life into becoming. But a lie is a lie...and when we call out lies it does not mean we are judging an industry or hating on it. I had to break this down to him in layman's terms he works in IT as backend developer.

What if a rumor was spread about you in the IT industry? The lie is you are a web designer (front-end developer aka prostitute). So now you are attracting clients who think you are a web designer (prostitute) when you know damn well you invested time into programming languages because it's your preference nothing against web designers (prostitutes) as individuals, as long as no individual web designer (prostitute) is spreading rumors about you being something that you are not ...the relationship is kosher you really don't give a f*uck what web designers (prostitutes) do they don't pay your bills and you are not paying theirs. You just know you are a backend web developer who programs computer languages and would like people to grasp this concept because its the mo fkn truth and thinking otherwise is playing with your money... so heck yes you are going to be irritated if people try to convince people on purpose that you are a web designer (prostitute).

Whether it is a compliment or not...why would anyone claim to be something they are not especially in this circumstance? Someone telling the truth about themselves and getting pissed off when correcting someone else's false perception of them does not mean they are throwing hate at a whole industry. If I know I am not gay and correct anyone who says that I am gay with I am straight...it's no hate towards that community of people. You just don't want to lick the same genitalia as your own...why you mad though crazy?

I would also say that even if the virgin backend developer looked like they were too attractive and dressed more promiscuous than the basic betch web designers (prostitute) who have already had sex with the whole office and then some. This does not negate the fact that the backend developer is still a virgin, who's a badass at programming languages and is choosing to never be a web designer (prostitute) and so would prefer to renounce the web designer (prostitute) title as to not be mistaken for a web designer (prostitute).

Anyway...So earlier today this man took me to the movies we saw John Wick. Spoiler alert at the end it reveals his wife's name which is Helen, we also met a Helen before the movie. The name Helen means light. I told the guy who is very much on the side of scientific only beliefs to look up the word Helen. Metaphorically...John Wick dies but finally after missing his wife for the past 3 movies (3 years) saw the light dies (ego death) ...anyone betting on this couple's resurrection??? (Raises hand)

Then we went to a Herbal Tea shop and a Botanical Garden. Then he surprised me with tickets to go kayaking, zip lining was closed. Basic betch please tell me you are having a better experience at this point? I mean I am going to be completely honest there are times I feel pretty vulnerable staying with random strangers who could at any moment decide to take advantage of my disadvantaged state (no home, no family, no friends, no money etc.) and rape, choke me out for running my smart mouth or treat me like a god damn slave...a risk I unfortunately have to take etc. But I think we both know when this energy switch fully takes effect...the positive favor & resources I get from doing so will not be the same for you. Why?

1. You are about to reap what you sow for others. (I do hope playing in my energy was worth it and somewhere in your delusional soul you decided to sow something nice regarding someone besides yourself for once) IT doesn't even have to be me honestly.

2. I told you to apologize to my man hoe smh.

3. You're not me...Haha.

Thank you basic betch for heightening my self-esteem. If not for you I would not have known I had haters because of my appearance. Apparently, I am attractive and a threat but didn't notice. You've helped train me well smh. Word of Advice: if you ever have the chance again maybe just ask for my beauty care routine instead of trying to kill me for looks. I have literally invested in beauty products from overseas for my friends struggling with specific skin issues before paying my own bills! Why? because I want them to feel beautiful too...

7 Original Kingdoms 7 original Tribes 7 original blood-types

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By the way basic betch I keep hearing you say things like "betch I'll never bow to you" and then you start calling out to Santa Muerte. I don't think you understand what is happening. Santa Muerte is my betch. Which makes you my betch now. Spiritual Rules 101: if a sacrifice is not sacrificed the spirit (Santa Muerte) must hand over the soul (basic betch) to the opposing spirit (yours truly). Which means you are being sacrificed now...not to Santa Muerte but to ME. Honestly, I am not here for bowing or bending of the knee like the tv shows you watch. I can give a sh*t about posers or what your knee sockets do. I'm here for pleasure. Do you know what pleases me? You suffering. Mucho Gracias Santa Muerte!

Your Soul is Bound to Me:

https://youtu.be/N59qMZfbeAM

(by the way when Samjaza fell (fleed) from Heaven the so called Angels that (fell) fled with him were Samjazas offspring. The spirit you have been serving is an offspring of Samjaza, it is not Samjaza. You should look up the word "flee" to help you figure out who is more like this "devil character "created by the human imagination. You all give Samjaza way too much credit). Smh.

All my Enemies be like:

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https://youtu.be/aJNxq0SlJEc - Dark Horse Katy Perry

Elias play with me again I'll let these sad dumb betches have you (including your fake a$$ wife mama). I swear to God. But also...proud of you for being brave.

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https://youtu.be/iDYF_f-noAg

5/27/23

Update for Elias: Wolves are Symbolic

Teen Wolf - Alpha Scott

Not every dream you have about me dying is going to come true. Your Guardian Angel Raphael told me you need to hear from me (Don't worry, everything is going as planned) Also you should study "wolf packs" and think about if Melchizedek can reproduce all blood-types how they avoid incest.

The Melchizedek are The Wolves in Sheeps clothing...

(Wolves = Melchizedek disguised as Human aka Shapeshifters (meaning their features change don't think of what a chameleon is think of what a chameleon does).

The Originals: Haley

Also channeling a pregnancy...but it's really just prolonged ovulation. I don't release one egg per month, I release multiple eggs per month like 7-12 as I get older it will increase. As my eggs mature I produce more Hcg, which means I experience some of the symptoms of a woman experiencing a multiple pregnancy. God told me we will never have just one baby, it will always be Multiples (he keeps using the word "litter" ( God are you calling me a betch)? Keep that magic d*ck away from me Elias. Also our babies are smaller in size for example: I can carry 8 babies and look like I am carrying twins but they would still be healthy babies. Regular Human babies used to be small enough where it wasn't as painful and sewing needles were not needed to...sew your birthing parts back together. A miscarriage is possible by way of natural causes like poison in your food, a hit or knife to your stomach will do it... being separate for too long ...the babies would need both of us together in order to survive etc. common sense pregnant stuff. The babies also have an innate sense of who you are and respond to you as their father (Alpha) You would also turn them in my womb, if you sensed something were wrong with them (i.e an umbilical cord wrapped around ones neck) and you would be able to hear their heartbeats; however it would show as a phantom pregnancy on a sonogram. The pregnancy is also longer than 9 months...

This is a example of a past prediction coming to fruition basic betch God said he sent your tarot readings a$$ this message 2 years ago but you were too dumb and racist to listen...it's still the same message betch the truth is the truth no matter who it comes from...

https://youtu.be/YgtfKvCXG_s - The Empress is Pregnant

The virgin Mary and Joseph

The Melchizedek would like to debunk a myth. The so called Virgin Mary (female human w/holy spirit) did have sex with a so called holy spirit due to this so called spirit being housed inside the human body of the so called (male human) Joseph. This means Joseph had to stick his human d*ck inside Mary's human wet p*ssy and shoot up the club in order for her to conceive and give birth to a human baby. This baby would also be born with the Holy Spirit because it was born from the spiritual bloodline of the Holy Spirit (known as the Melchizedek) created from the God of Spirits.

Therefore, the Melchizedek woman is not currently pregnant because she has not yet been penetrated by any d*ck. Maturing eggs means her body is aligning with her spirit which understands divine timing; it is time for her body to prepare to conceive and carry what her spirit already knows how to do...which is carry the Melchizedeks man's demi-God children. It's like going through puberty (growing bust, wider hips, is that a butt?) and pregnancy symptoms she will experience with multiples all at once. This is so she doesn't die from those symptoms when she is actually pregnant.

This is also a time where God gives Elias knowledge and instruction explaining which child comes first, second or millionth and what to name him/or her and how to prepare for each child.

The reason God knew the children the basic betch tried to pin on Elias were not his, was because the Melchizedek man and Melchizedek woman were already married (under contract) and had these same children (spirit babies) in Heaven before being sent to Earth (what you call a past life).

This means God already knew these spirits turned human before he formed them in the womb...which means an alarm went off in heaven when God did not recognize this basic betches abomination offspring.

God was like "who and what the hell is that?" The same alarm would go off if the Melchizedek woman became impregnated by someone who is not Elias. Don't get excited...it's not happening you horny freaks.

(Note for Elias: You have a territorial gift that works through thought transference. It has the power to influence others based on what you are thinking or speaking. For example I noticed the guy I am staying with is starting to avoid me not in a bad way but not looking me in the eyes when I talk to him, very brief convos, he has a home office (he never leaves ) and he sent me a picture of himself outside working at a coffee shop 30 miles away. Last night i was laying on my sofa bed and he seemed to be pacing like he wanted to say something ... but when i looked up he dashed off to his room. Today he knocked on the door of a room I was in to see what I wanted from the grocery store and when I came out...maybe I was too close but he backed up turned around and started walking away before I could finish greek yogurt. I had to text him. I thought I did something wrong like insult him in some way, until Gabriel told me "it's you doing it because you are overprotective and jealous." I am flattered but do not think too hard about killing him ..he is a little weird but so was Sinbad remember him...(not a real threat). And I still made sure you knew I preferred you over him. And you're the only man i would let touch my tummy and not fight back ❤️

6/2/23

I've been in the house all by myself all day. When the guy finally came home he had vegetables in hand and started cooking. Then he offered me some and said ....it has no meat. I haven't seen him cook once since I've stayed here. And then...wait for it...he washed... the dishes. Smh. ELIAS.

If they cheat on you they are cheating on me

God has always told me if they play you they play me.. if they cheat on you they are cheating on me...

Did you cheat on my man hoe?

https://youtu.be/2OWKBxN0pp8

If you were going to be with him you should have just been with him. But when you cheated on him you were cheating on me and that's why I am beating the sh*t out of your soul and the doctors can't scientifically put their finger on why the f*ck you're going through what you're going through so fast. Cheat on me again!

And my man is not a punk he can turn into a beast when he finds out his love is being taken for granted.

https://youtu.be/se4dXWjanlE - How Was My Wife - The Last Boy Scout

And you're going to jail for not only sex trafficking other people's children but sex trafficking your own. Smh. (Get Her Out Of My Sight)

The Wolverine

https://youtu.be/-sqio1tiPGk -Wolverine Adamantium

https://youtu.be/0EHmElTUFqk - Samjaza mad he doesn't have the same DNA (Adamantium) as Adam . Anyone read the God Gene (yawn).

(What movies mimicking Bible characters? What a cover up...can this be proven by science alone??? Find out on the next episode of "humanity is blind)!" F*ckin actors.

https://youtu.be/booKP974B0k - She Wolf Shakira

Awakening Your Subconscious

Also pay attention to what or who God introduces you to, for example the security gaurd that introduced me to the man I am currently staying with keeps introducing me to friends she has that want to give me free self- defense classes. I.e Tai Kwon do, ju jitsu, knife throwing and some others.

God introduces you to things as a way to wake up your subconscious overtime and your body will gradually follow. So don't worry if you feel useless right now... whatever you need to know in order to do what you need to do is coming. (me rolling my eyes at God waiting on a paycheck... tired of working for free).

The Omniprescent Trait (according to Samjaza a trait he has not seen since Eviraah (Eve)..this trait cannot be passed down to your bloodline and you are right it's not fully developed but its developed enough to see through bulls*it thus far.

Anddddd as for the bounty hunter I keep intuitively picking up that is both in awe and in fear due to how smart I am for my age. Tell Samjaza, The God of Spirits would like to let him know... "he is behind schedule...pick up the pace" or i'll die of boredom. Both Melchizedek are now awake and aware.

Whats wrong? Do I not remind you of Marie (The Virgin Mary)? Am I too mouthy? We can talk about this and The Last Supper over a New Supper if you want. No hard feelings that you cut Marie up into tiny pieces, drained her blood into shot glasses when your energy harvest didn't work. (Sharpens knife...no hard feelings) And then hung Jesus on a cross after killing his wife... wife = weakness (thank you jezebel and samson)

By the way Muslims the prophet Muhammad had a successor his name was Bilal (another one bites the dust). You're welcome. (Don't worry this has nothing to do with skin color...we have white ancestors too were not racist...i mean come on Jews you really think Hitler attacked white people with dark hair and olive skin...(gee thought I saw a Melchizedek in the Jewish community... false alarm ...nevermind nevermind I have said too much).

Ginger Jasmine Lemonade Tea Anyone? I'm afraid if I spike them people will begin to fall asleep again... anyone else share that fear or are we turning blind eyes?)

When you serve it to the man you're staying with and he ask you how you got it to turn pink...

Me: Menstrual blood because that's normal right basic betch?

It's puree'd with mangos and strawberries (not menstrual blood for anyone lacking creativity...red acrylic paint would have been less poisonous).

When the man I'm staying with ask who I'm texting

Me: My Arch Nemisis playfully sings* if I ruled the world I'd free all my sons...

Him: Lol (you're so cute walks out the room)

Me:

Anyway...I'm going to go lie down and play. Ps3.

5/28/23

So I was going to add a photo of this black cat this man owns that likes to follow me around and likes to nudge me out of my sleep only to stare at me like I woke him up... Apparently it knows when I'm about to have a fainting spell or my heartrate is off (not from you basic betch its my hormones you hater dont want to give you any false hope). I used to be allergic to cats and salmon but not anymore.

But yeah if the basic betch had cats... I don't know how you can have a dirty house and have cats, you queef...don't even get me started on the litter box smell when you don't clean it and then on top of that you smelling like cat food (spoiled fish).

If anything upsets me about this situation. It's that Elias' family and friends thought this hoe would be a great candidate to replace me. I object!

No wonder you people failed you have horrible judgement and bad taste. Nobody thought hmmm...intelligence should be thrown into this kitchen magic.

God keeps trying to tell me it was heavy spell work you were under Elias, but I argue the fact that I think you would have had to fall prey and choose her as an option before any spell work was able to take effect.

I can't wait to hear your side of the story Elias. (Honestly, I rather hear it from you than tarot readings). You can be honest...I'm also not one of those women who need you to degrade another woman in order to feel attractive or good about myself. If the betch was pretty and socially acceptable looking by societies standards... before all of this and that is what caused you to choose her before that spell work hit ...it won't hurt my feelings.

I'm more worried about having to deal with the trauma she caused you...the first boyfriend I had in college had an ex cheat on him with his best friend and once he started a relationship with me he would always accuse me of cheating, would get really violent, stalk me, abuse was clearly in our futures because neither of us were going to be talking to each other crazy without getting in some sort of physical altercation (these hands betch). Once he even tried to make me feel bad for him because he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and different personalities. (I was like all 5 of those personalities are grown & have a job where they know how to not get fired by way of saying the right things to stranger, so whichever one would like to come out today can get these hands or vulgar voice box for talking or coming at me crazy). It took me 6 months on and off for 3 years (longest relationship ever) for me to realize this little boy was giving me breadcrumbs (treating me how he should have treated his concubine (ex hoe) when I deserved the mo'fkn bread shop. Which neither his concubine or I would ever see...thanks to his experience with that concubine erasing the idea and vision of that bread shop ever being a possibility. I was single for many years after letting him go and I had never planned to go back to anything like it. (Looks around at where I'm at... goddamnit)!

I say that to say, I have respect for you trying to do right by the basic betch and those children you thought were yours. But don't let the basic betch who did you wrong keep you from continuing to do right for the real one. Whether that be a lady pushing a shopping cart who ran over your toe and didn't even say thank you for holding the door...still hold the door for the next lady.

Honestly it's probably going to be your real wife chasing that lady down with a baby in hand like "doors don't hold themselves betch, you forgot to tell my man thank you!" ...and you owe him a toe apology!

The energy to hold that door was not free! wanker!

Before I met you and after the last ex I had before meeting you. I asked God to send me someone who doesn't just treat me with kindness, but treats others with kindness (even other women respectfully ofcourse). This was one for my favorite things I noticed about you at work...when women would come up to you swooning (rolling my eyes) and you were always kind to them even if I was sitting across from you. Even if you knew you were good-looking; your presence (spirit) had more value and that is why they kept coming back after you nonchalantly rejected the obvious crush.

I believe I met the real you...no matter how many people you have pretended to be in order to make others comfortable or fit it. You're my best friend and meeting you really healed me when I was in a dark place. So I wanted to return the favor.

(and now I'm crying faking hormones)

Elias I gotta go I left two yogurt covered pretzels in a small cup in this guys fridge and covered in in plastic wrap.

Guy: Why would you save two mini yogurt pretzels?

Me: I was full .

Guy: full?

Me: yes. Like not hungry anymore. So I'm saving it for later.

Guy: TWO MINI Yogurt Pretzels (shakes cup in the air)

Me: Well whats wrong? ...Don't be jealous..if you want one just say so! (blink blink)

Guy: 😒

5/31/23

Update For Elias:

(If you are not Elias and think this is psychobabble...nobody cares what you think... maybe you should mind your fkn business because your name is not Elias... you dumb losing life crumbling before your eyes betches)

Anyway...that basic betch is about to enter into a halfway house. Good for you...you coked up cauliflower pu**y concubine princess. (She now has genital warts dont worry, this was contracted after you left Elias. Unfortunately, she had to suck d*ck in exchange for spellwork and tarot readings; Damn, you all couldn't give her a few coins to go pay for spellwork? I did say don't help her but sheesh....I see how you treat your workers. I hope you're having fun being me guys....tough sh*t.

Poor concubine princess that is what Gabriel calls you; especially after your Mason family and Elias' wannabe wife mom decided to call on my Angel (Gabriel) in hopes that he would serve them. What did you all get instead? How are you guys feeling... I'm going to be honest I don't feel that great these days but I still tune in every now and then for a good laugh...you haven't failed to supply and appease my need for laughter yet. The argument you had the other day between family members the masons (polish Spaniards) VS. (African islanders) Hoodoo family it was a little racist but entertaining. You people should really upgrade your comebacks though. I felt like I was watching an Uncle Ruckus biopic from that show The Boondocks.

Meanwhile...I have begun the process of menstruating.

So apparently, I was not thinking when I was going to post a picture of the cat that likes to watch me sleep. I bet my enemies were dying to see that cat and use that picture. Poor cat probably would have started attacking me in my sleep... (I still have dumb moments too especially when I don't feel good) These maturing eggs are killing me...I usually clean this guy's litter box for him but the other day I couldn't it triggered nausea and then hyperemesis...finally he put the litter box in another room that wasn't mine and it stopped. (when you never really researched or cared about the topic of pregnancy and find out that pregnancy = anti-litter box)

Then today when I finally had energy to comprehend anything. I found out the guy spent his whole paycheck and I kind of cooked everything and he ate it so now we have to wait until his next paycheck to buy groceries. I wish he would have told me and I would have told him to save his money. And he started saying how he's not going to the gym to workout because lack of calories and so he's going to limit how much he eats but I can eat whatever I want... (people really don't know how to use their resources...he has the biggest bag of rice that I have ever seen in his possession and a cupboard full of herbs; Do you know how many rice flavors you can make?

Anyway so I started experimenting while he was working from home. And surprised him with Yellow rice, basil rice and made tortilla shells and pita bread out of flour mix and black beans. I also made lentils and potatoes into vegan patties. And used the flour to make a flat bread pizza. I like to meal prep. (I've come along way from catching the first apartment I had on fire...with cooking oil on the stove...not supernaturally a$$holes.) But then I started getting stomach cramps after over 8 hours of living in the kitchen and Gabriel told me I need to lay down. The guy asked me if he could rub my tummy and I was like I fortunately have hands to do that for myself...

Some of things this guy channels seems to be similar to the experience you may have had (Elias) with that basic betch. Only I am guessing she probably called you all kinds of worthless names when you started running out of money instead of using the remaining brain cells she has to try and make his life a little easier... You f*cked up betch. Smh. Now who's worthless...you played out succubus melanoma surprise concubine!

So the guy recently told me he wants to start a cookbook and wanted me to write down some recipes that he liked. I told him I would send some to him from my online cookbook (which is really a wedding gift to you but full of surprises like sexual ones) and he could write some of the food recipes I send down himself...(what do I look like your wife maid...I probably do lol)

Also the guy asked me what I thought about prenuptial agreements. If he were to ask me to sign one...?

After careful thought, I think it is wise for any marriage to sign a document that would make sure neither party is"homeless" or without any "assets" if a marriage were to end, like the basic betch. I think many times people within society follow trends without doing their own research adopting a false belief that prenups mean "your spouse doesn't trust you, if you "both agree" to sign a prenuptial agreement." In my opinion, a prenuptial agreement is expressing the exact opposite and means " if the marriage dies we both care enough about each other as human beings to make sure neither of us is broke as a joke and homeless, if one of us is secretly an undercover witch trying to kill the other for their land, money and energy." Right Basic Betch? It's like a death will for marriage. I mean if you plan on staying married wtf does it matter. What are you scared of? Why does it make you sad? What are your thoughts?

When you keep applying for jobs and God keeps denying your applications. God: Keep applying.. if you want to betch I said no. (you and me both basic betch)

I ask God all the time if I can get a job because I am tired of not having money of my own. I even applied to some jobs while I've been here waiting and God keeps telling me to stop playing games with him. But yesterday he told me to ask you Elias "what are your thoughts on me getting a job incognito?" This feels sexist by the way.

Not Everything Has to be Expensive...

You should also look up freecycle.com. I've received a lot of free stuff in good condition and have helped this man redecorate his home. Once, I asked for a tent and this freecycle gave me a 6-person tent never opened. Also gardening tools, herb vitamins unopened and unexpired, hardware tools...furniture etc. You just ask and people in your neighborhood give it to you for free if it's just sitting around collecting dust. I actually don't mind refurbishing furniture...not everything always has to be brand new...when I had my own apartment I painted my own drawers....

I like stuff like this: https://youtu.be/BtlbPqkgwGs - Acrylic Pour Painting Tables

that's probably why it's the rarest blood type...

So I just woke up to this guy telling me he's about to go give blood. And when I asked why? he said because I'm AB+ and I have one of the rarest blood types (but i know he's doing it for money). As a teaser I said "happy bloodletting and could tell I pissed him off...he's very sensitive, so I also told him it was very nice of him. (I heard God say: gullible)

Sometimes, I find it hard to have conversations with people about stuff like this as I have factored in that people do need blood these days for certain diseases and possible gunshot wounds and wars. But does anyone really know where most of that blood goes...especially if they keep running out (bioweapon trials?..no wonder you're the rarest blood type betch). Well, at least they stock the hospitals every now and then bet that donor list is moving slow though.

I was going to ask him if they give donors receipts or postcards some kind of evidence letting them know what type of bioweapon trial that blood was a part of or hopefully a meet in greet with the patient in need... which I guess is why many people like to tell people they gave it (how honorable of you). Good thing when those trains derailed contaminating water, they told people within the United States that they were about to get some of that contaminated water. Nobody ever lies. As long as people have been to some sort of college or have an astounding title ... it must be true.

I would also like to meet the patient in need because I don't just like word-of-mouth science...i like evidence. I want to see where that blood transfusion incision is on that sick human being and a copy of those rising blood levels notarized by a notary of my choice. But until I have a solution ... I'm just going to shut up. Happy Bloodletting.

Elias you're in charge now...

I have this book where I write down timetables of events and when they are supposed to happen for us. And God keeps showing me 3:33...numbers do not mean the same for everyone, but I finally looked in that book because I barely use it. And it says under 3:33 "Elias is the Head of Household." Congratulations. Just like you I am still waiting on legal documentation so don't worry you got this... be patient and follow your intuition.

You also have an Omniprescent Trait...

(Remember our first hug at work after 2 years of working with eachother we only hugged once...the night you left to go work from home)

My gift works in real time (past, present and future) yours is more of a preventive and works through taking action whether that be in real time or in your dream state. Exhibit A: My f*cking freedom. Some of your dreams are predictions and if you feel anxiety due to seeing death for example... there is some kind of way you can prevent it.

Dreams are often used for training your spiritual senses and creating an environment where you no longer feel anxiety or fear. This means not everything you see is going to happen but you have to learn the difference based on what God has told you or showed you. I used to have this dream where I was drowning and when I tried to call out for help....I would continously call out to a mother figure in this dream because she was the closest person in real time (waking life) that I believed could protect me

I kept having the dream repeatedly because I kept failing the test and even though I went to church I did not really believe in "Jesus Christ." I had to swap out the mother figure with Jesus Christ...I stopped having the dream thereadter because I passed the test. A few weeks later started studying more about the bloodline of Jesus Christ. This is called wrestling with God.

Your senses are going to heighten

Ears..

if they haven't already... I would reccommend you get some sleep aids to block out loud noises. It's really hard to sleep without them possibly because I was in shelters with other people and snoring...but it's also happened in single room hotels where I can't sleep because I feel like everything is louder than it should be...I can also hear frequency that other people can't hear and have looked kind of crazy asking past roommates if they can hear it...anyway this will eventually balance out.

Mood Ring Eyes

Your eyes will change colors but it's subtle and once it starts happening you can't control it. Different colors mean different things...the older you get the brighter. Scientifically you lose the melanin in your eyes and experience symptoms of iritis.Females later experience blindness for a short time and are more easily identifiable due to striking colors. I would reccommend getting some dry eye drops use your intuition and pick one.

Before my eyes started changing God would tell me over and over again intuitively. And I thought it was just my imagination. Then one day I was having a conversation with a woman at a shelter and she was like "do you wear contacts?" Three days later I left that shelter. But like I said it's very subtle most people don't notice.

I get really painful headaches do you...

Have you ever heard that theory... there are certain percentage of the brain not in use. This is God waking up parts of the brain you are not using. Usually I Identify these headaches when modern day medicine doesn't work...these headaches don't give a f*ck. So, try and sleep it off. I notice my eyes seem a lot lighter after these headaches as well once they started changing. Also, a lot of times I get energy surges which is just your "spirit" confirming something it can kind of feel like a prickly vibrating feeling going on in your head. Sometimes if I'm not paying attention in public, I will feel it and know to pay attention to my surroundings. Or if touch something or read a book and something resonates, I feel my spirit. It can be either confirmation or warning you of something...you would know based on anxiety. Once you start to become more fearless...you recognize anxiety as "don't do that" or "something in your environment is wrong." When you feel no fear even when you know you probably should because most people would be afraid "nothing is wrong" and you know nothing is wrong because God has allowed you to feel what anxiety and panic attacks feel like. Get it? God doesn't enjoy seeing you in pain or anxiety but if you don't master the feeling, you will fail a test in real life that will save your life. God loves you so much... welcome back to the team.

And don't be intimidated by me...think of me how you thought of me at work. I still walk really fast down hallways like someone is chasing me. And for the most part I am goofy asf naturally...no one would ever suspect I am surprisingly intelligent...sometimes I wish how smart I sound in my head would come out that way. Lately, I feel like it's hard to get out words and sometimes I stutter...yesterday i meant to say the word patties (as in I'm making patties) and it came out panties (soft h). And when I tried to say patties again it still came out panties. And the guy was laughing at me. Melchizedek do speak a whole different language than that on Earth. Moses wasn't stuttering, he was starting to speak his native tongue...which has some sort of accent. (I don't think patties to panties is the end of it. The more our subconscious awakens the more our body remembers.

Lastly Praying

Talk to God like he's your father. (not the deadbeat kind...although if you feel he's been a deadbeat tell him that he's not going to be offended.) Be honest. And unashamed because he doesn't care about what you've done as long as you don't repeat a cycle. He already knew you before you were born and adopted by your sorry a$$ adoptive mom only to use her as an obstacle course in order to crown you king one day. God already knew you were a baby gangster player which is why he chose you for this time period whether you believe it or not. So stop praying on your knees like a modern day slave peasant (no offense people)and turn on whatever music Playlist you want even it's vulgar and ask God what he thinks...praying is just talking. Its a back and forth conversation between you and God. Eventually you build a bond...where God has been paying attention to you not talking and knows you've been trying to keep all the murderous rage-filled thoughts and feelings to yourself to appear angelic and sinless. Eventually, if he hasn't already God is going to call you over...tell you to turn on a Playlist he feels like listening to and speak what you're thinking into existence with no filter. And then he's going to tell you to go to sleep while your angels and words wreak havoc on whomever pissed you off. (Ofcourse your level of anger/rage is also tested...so you won't wreak havoc on just anybody (innocent people matter) when you get the much more destructive gifts).

I hope this helps you.

6/1/23

Elias next time you hear from me it will not be on this blog. This blog has served its purpose. My mission is complete. Gods got you ❤ Use your intuition.

End Credit Songs:

https://youtu.be/9u14-QBPzSE - Pacify her - Melanie Martinez

https://youtu.be/QZp2biJul1c - Vegas- Doja Cat

https://youtu.be/FI0Rq9uDEZs - Halsey, G,-Eazy Tyler Grey Mary Jane Remix

https://youtu.be/2hq3jAO2Rbk - You Should See Me In A Crown ft Nicki Minaj

https://youtu.be/M42EoG1QPnU - Crossfire - Stephen

https://youtu.be/DDA5zMhIQ6A - Jealous - DJ Khalid & Chris Brown

https://youtu.be/amY-JAQch0E - Desperado - Rihanna

https://youtu.be/7xb0-anwAQs - Nasty - Russ

https://youtu.be/yUxM29bo2Dc - I Don't Get Tired - Kevin Gates

https://youtu.be/9xvSNAozKbw - That's All She Wrote - T.I ft Eminem

https://youtu.be/c3eY6FQOaqM - Coming Home - Skylar Grey P Diddy

https://youtu.be/UTK8torOylM - Lord of War

#Youtube

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abstractfondness · 4 years ago

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In one of those situations where it's not about me in the slightest but I'm really proud of my reactions because of the growth they show

#sure babe take as much time as you need #check in with me tomorrow ill probably be doing better then #message at 12:01 bc its technically tomorrow #my partner called when i was on my way over to ask me not to come #because they're in a bad mood for various reasons and would rather be alone #also so as not to inflict any bad mood on me (not that they would)#and me of the past would have immediately assumed i did something wrong and that they hate me now #followed by trying to figure out if this is some kind of test #and if im supposed to show up anyway despite them saying please dont #it sounds crazy but thats been a thing that happened to me before #but now and with them im secure enough to go and mean it 100%#knowing that i can actually take them at their word on stuff like this is great for our communication in general and my mental health #old me would also have seen as #luckily for us both im less obnoxious and insecure now #idk i just love them and hope theyre up for a little outside adventure tomorrow even if its not the one we'd originally planned #dont mind me #literally rewiritng tonights journal entry in the tags lol

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i need loid and yor to fall in love already and kiss bc this slow burn is killing me (but i love it tho). we're already at 60+ chapters and we've only had crumbs, except maybe for that almost (fake) kiss. but i guess it's already been established that they've got a loooong way to go. especially since loid keeps holding himself back bc, as frankie said, with their job, they're not supposed to form (genuine) relationships. however, i hope there'll be some shift in loid soon, bc im dying for some romantic development

sigh aren’t we all waiting for them to kiss and fall in love anonie? you know, despite there only being 60+ chapters so far i am absolutely loving the slow burn between loid and yor. there are moments here and there but they really are meaningful and hold weight to them.

since we’re here can we just talk about a few loid moments ? because i think we can all agree that yor is somewhat there but let’s go on about loid being all “it’s for the mission” yeah sir my ass that line between fake and true is blurring.

the communication between the two is everything. the way loids was having some doubt in his ability to be a parent but yor reminds him that anya gave him a perfect 100 points— and then yor starts panicking saying it’s not her place to tell him what to do but loid interrupts yor and tells her this is exactly her place. he relies on her to be everything that he is not. the communication between them is so freaking good. tears.

the whole playing the perfect mother/wife role. loid doesn’t want yor to have to live up to that role as the way society expects someone like to her to be, how those ideas constrict you and you lose yourself — he just wants yor to be exactly who she is, who she’s always been. (he understands this well)

and after that frankie’s comment ‘don’t tell me you feel guilty for doubting her?’ comes to his mind, perhaps he did feel guilty for doubting her and her intentions.

loid’s always reassuring yor that she’s doing enough, there’s nothing more than he can ask of her and it’s all true. hell even fiona could see that he was being genuine. WISE? their greatest agent? twilight? telling truths and smiling genuinely while doing so? who would’ve thought.

and then we have the whole meal, chapter 35. god i love this chapter, there was a vulnerability here that loid displayed to yor when he was talking about his past, his mother specifically. how he spoke so fondly of his mum and how he always felt a sense of security being held by her. now he sees it in the same way yor cares for anya, it reminds him how he felt and knows anya feels the same way but with yor.

loid twilight whoever he is never speaks about his past, so for him to share this with yor— tears.

small moments too. they’ve been together for a while now that both he and anya do feel a little lonesome without her. they are family your honour. do not separate.

loid noticing when somethings wrong with yor: when yor came home with bandages on her hands, going straight to bed and not eating with them

when her injuries were visible from missions of course. he sure is v attentive when it comes to his girls.

i’m just gushing at this point and could probably go on forever but these were some of the moments that came to mind when writing.

but the development between the two is slow, steady, it’s gentle, it’s subtle. it’s just so them. i have to say it: their love languages are— words of affirmation, quality time and acts of service. and i’m certain in the future we’ll see the two of them finally come to terms with how they feel. as of now it’s obvious that they are care for one another, i understand loid (twilight) forming genuine relationships while being a spy is dangerous. you’ll end up either hurting yourself or those around you.

but little does he know that this “fake family” bond is already looking real. loid needs them as much as they need him.

(plus you know what slow burn means? angst, angst is gonna be there before any of these grown dorks get it together, we love pain. once thorn princess gets assigned to twilight it’s over for us)

#fake marriage or not this bond is real your honour and the day these two fall in love it’s over for all of us.#i just can’t get over the way they communicate sometimes #🥺🥺#spy x family #loid forger #yor forger #anon #replies #nitatalks #twiyor

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follow up to [post] exploring the crack au if lwj was a girl

〒▽〒 ps im not trying to erase canon lwj representation, not at all, wangxian is mm in all my other fics, this is just stupid fun

in a ceteris paribus situation aka all other things staying equal:

1) Lan Wangji 100% still has a resting bitch face, which probably would get her a couple of “Lan-er-guniang 美若天仙 (beautiful as an immortal/goddess) but would benefit from smiling more” comments but nobody is that desperate to die yet so, she’s spared. But damn... imagine the sheer number of thirsty boys who’d try to secure a marriage with LWJ. None of them is good enough for Wangji as far as Lan Xichen is concerned. Okay - maybe in Lan Xichen’s opinion, Nie Mingjue is good enough, but he couldn’t be less interested. I see her as I see Huaisang, Xichen please.

2) Everything interaction between Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian in Wei Wuxian’s first life is now 500% more scandalous.

Exhibit A) Their first meeting at the gates; Jiang Cheng immediately felt his spidey senses tingling. —“You’d sooner have immortals flying out of your ass than get with someone like her. The second jade of Gusu? The pearl in old man Lan’s eyes? C’mon.” —“Shut up, A-Cheng.” —“Uh-huh.” —“Also, she’s not that pretty. Her brother Zewu-jun is much better. There’s a reason he’s ranked first.” WWX is still a disaster bi. — “LMAO, you? Zewu-jun? Please.”

Exhibit B) Just because LWJ is a girl does not mean WWX grew more brain cells.

WWX, straight up to Lan Qiren’s face, “Lan-meimei and I - we’re zhiji.” (he means it like we’re kindred spirits, peas of a pod, etc) LWJ: *does not deny* Lan Xichen: ⚆_⚆ Lan Qiren: ಠ╭╮ಠ

Exhibit C) Lan Wangji getting drunk the first time. Wei Wuxian knew he crossed a line the minute he invited Lan-er-guniang for a drink. Really, WWX, even for you, this is inappropriate. When Lan Wangji fell face first onto the table, Wei Wuxian knew, he fucked up. “Hey....hey...Lan....Lan...-er-guniang,” He poked her. “Don’t...don’t sleep here! You can’t sleep here! If your Uncle finds out or if Jiang-shushu finds out...they’ll skin me alive and then...and then they’ll make me marry you! I don’t want to marry you; you don’t talk and I’m too young!”

WWX, being a dipshit, “Hey Lan Zhan, call me Wei-gege.” LWJ, drunk as fuck, “Wei..gege.” WWX *((( heart )))* ???

Exhibit D) The Cold Pond. Okay, so I don’t think Zewu-jun would sabotage his sister’s virtue by sending a stupid teenage boy her way while she’s bathing, but doesn’t mean Su She is above all that. Wei “I didn’t see anything I swear!” Wuxian. Lan “I will gouge out your eyes.” Wangji. Somehow they still end up in the cave. Maybe WWX got in the water after LWJ got out and got sucked into the vortex and LWJ heard the commotion, turned around, saw WWX had disappeared. “Wei Ying?!” A panicked LWJ jumps back into the pond, “Stop fooling around, come out!”

Jiang Cheng and Wen Qing 👀👀 when LWJ and WWX fall out of the cave together. Also the fact that Lan-er-guniang and Wei-gongzi went missing, together, for two days. Who knows what could’ve happened. I mean anything really. I mean... that’s gotta stir the pot a little were it not for the Yin Iron stealing everyone’s attention away from this bit of juicy scandal.

Oh the whole story... so much to work with, so little time.

3) Because Lan Wangji is a girl, now suddenly there’s a high ranking member of the Lan Clan who can host the girls at Cloud Recesses. I mean, Mianmian, Jiang Yanli, Wen Qing, Lan Wangji - SISTERLY FRIENDSHIP. Other than Mianmian, none of the girls are really talkers which suits Lan Wangji perfectly. Even Mianmian’s chatter is endearing.

4) Lan Wangji is absolutely still a powerhouse during the Sunshot Campaign. The inherent aesthetics of fem!lwj telling the Wen goons to “kneel” - no one will deprive me of this. Also she will still cut off your arm if you cross her - Xue Yang and Jin Guangyao ya better watch out still.

I am TORN between two options: Lan Wangji tol and kickass or Lan Wangji smol and kickass. On one hand, the aesthetics of willowy elf-like LWJ, on the other hand, 5′2′’ of whoop ass who can and will throw an unconscious wwx over her shoulder firewoman-style and toll him to safety.

And amongst other things:

A) Lan Wangji still becomes Chief Cultivator, because excuse me who else is left to clean up this mess? Jiang “Short-fuse” Wanyin? Nie “I won’t do what I’m not intended to do” Huaisang? Jin “13 year-old” Ling? Or Sect Leader Yao? Technically, being a woman means that she was never Lan Xichen’s heir, but at the end of it, it’s not like Gusu Lan is left with a lot of choices. Just the poetic justice of Gusu Lan pleading for Lan Wangji to come back when she fully intends to 隐居山野 (retreat into the mountains) with the resurrected WWX.

Lan Wangji being Chief Cultivator would echo Lan Yi’s tenure and rectify the fact that Gusu Lan’s only female head of family “failed”. Lan Yi had to face a mountain of prejudice because she was woman; someone has to say “up yours” to that. A woman as not only the sect master of Gusu Lan but the Chief Cultivator? Love that for Gusu Lans. (⌐■_■) ☞ ☞

B) Because of ~ sexism ~ I wonder if Lan Wangji would get titled “Hanguang” at all even after the Sunshot Campaign. Even Lan Yi, the SL Lan of her time didn’t have a title. Chances are LWJ won’t either. (Note: Violet Spider is not a title, it’s a moniker). So — say after the way Lan Wangji is still just “Lan-er-guniang”, and she does not obtain the title “Han Guang” until after she leaves Cloud Recesses and become rogue. (srsly how did they come up with these titles in canon, did gusu lan just look at 21 year old lwj and be like yah he’s lord light bearer *cue trevor noah stand up joke* why do you call yourself “great” britain? isn’t that a bit presumptuous? shouldn’t you go around doing good things and then let other people come to the conclusion: oh britain look how great you are? same logic with lwj.)

Lan Wangji, a Jade of Gusu or a nameless rogue, still goes where trouble is, helping those who need it. After laying low for a year or two to heal, Lan Wangji began night hunting. Donned neck to ankle in white silk and tulle, and a weimao (wide brimmed veil hat) obscuring her face, she became known to the people as Hanguang Sanren, the lightbearing wanderer. Gusu’s highest power probably has some idea who she is - or at least they can guess - but the vast majority of people don’t.

C) Lan Sizhui raised by rogue Lan Wangji as his mum would be different. Still cultured, respectful, but definitely with an air of keeping others at arm’s length.

For instance, grown-up Sizhui running interference and saving a cohort of gentry disciples on joint hunts.

Jingyi: 这人谁呀？Who is this guy? Zizhen: 多谢兄台搭救之恩，小可看您眼生，敢问兄台尊姓大名，何门何派，改日当登门拜访. Many thanks for saving us. I don’t believe we’ve met, pray tell what is your name and sect, so we may visit at a later time to thank you for tonight. Sizhui: 在下无门无姓，单名思追。举手之劳不足挂齿，怎敢劳烦各位名门子弟答谢。My name is Sizhui, belonging to no family and to no sect. As for tonight - I only did what anyone would; it bears no mentioning and requires no thanks. Jin Ling: 你这人，看你工力不凡，想和你交个朋友，可你怎么遮遮掩掩的。Hey you, we see you’re a talented cultivator and want to make your acquaintance. Why are you so dodge-y? Zizhen：金陵 — Jing Ling - Sizhui: 若是有缘，还会相见。告辞。If it’s fated, we will meet again. Farewell.

Later: Jingyi: 思。追。思追谁？Si. Zhui. To recollect and long for whom? Sizhui: 母亲的一位故人. Someone from Mother’s past. Jingyi: 你父亲？...Your father? Sizhui: 我不知。I don’t know.

I thought about how cute it would be if sizhui and jin ling knew each other but guys...Jiang Cheng literally thinks he killed Sizhui’s biological father. Like he literally thinks he orphaned Sizhui before Sizhui is even born. And Lan Wangji would never accept anything from Jiang Wanyin, not that it would stop Jiang Wanyin from trying.

A package of books here, a new robe for Sizhui there. Lan Wangji doesn’t know how Jiang Cheng keeps finding her. She and Sizhui are nomadic.

D) The inevitable conversation after wwx is revived.

You know what would be funnier than Jiang Cheng thinking Sizhui is a wangxian baby is if Lan Qiren thinks Sizhui is a wangxian baby.

#cql #the untamed #wangxian #lan wangji #wei wuxian #lmao what is this #cql ficlet #corie fics #lwj fic #f!lwj

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yesimwriting · 4 years ago

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Hi! I have been having an off day I’m kinda exhausted and anxious slightly snappy haha. I was wondering how would the darkling react to an anxious reader that he cares about. 😊

a/n ive been a little MIA but im working i promise!! i felt really apathetic about writing for awhile bc of some personal stuff but ive been trying to get back into it bc im genuinely happier when i write :)

- ok so i think how he reacts to an anxious person that he cares about depends on where you're at in the relationship,, which might be kinda a 'duh' but it needs to be said for how im setting this up lol

- bc if he's kinda just starting to figure out his feelings, i think he'd be so surprised by how much he cares that he has to hold back his immediate reactions, bc he may have his faults but he's def protective once he realizes something is affecting/hurting the person he sees as the sun

- that protectiveness stems from wanting to be what makes you happy, he wants to feel like he's your shelter so that he feels like he's good enough for you. He wants you to be happy so he can feel your warmth but he also really wants the redemptive feeling that comes from knowing that he's your protector in a way.

- he wants to protect and make you happy so bad, sometimes you need to be like 'umm...i really appreciate that you want to torture the person that bumped into me a little too hard on a bad day,, but maybe let's not??' especially if you are still in that phase where he kinda scares/intimidates you bc you know him more as the General

- not only are his more over the top reactions a little scary bc you don't want to offend him by not wanting to talk about it to avoid blowing the situation up,, they're also confusing

- bc you had no idea he cared if you lived or died let alone cared if you were nervous or not?? but sometimes it makes you feel really comforted, bc if someone as hardened as the darkling can care that much about how youre feeling than you can't be as awful as you're feeling

- and it's also comforting bc he's clearly strong and powerful and when he puts a hand on your shoulder and stares at you like you're the only tangible thing in the world and telling you that he's not going to let anything happen to you,, the rational part of your anxiety is appeased to say the least.

- alright but that's at like the first stage of the relationship for him, bc i feel like he def has like twenty stages he goes through before finally being in a committed relationship bc even though he wants an attachment and love so badly bc he hates his eternal loneliness, he has a lot of layers to work through before he feels secure enough in you as a person to risk vulnerability

- so if he's at the point where he's accepted what he feels for you,, but has yet to really act on it, this is where he starts to give himself away a little

- like you'll mention being stressed about training in the Little Palace, or not getting along with someone and he immediately jumps to encouraging you. It's kinda funny bc at first he seems like he's just trying to be a supportive pal bc at this point ur sorta friendly (at least more friendly than anyone else is with the darkling) but then he kinda losses himself in talking about how amazing you are.

- and if youre feeling anxiety/bad bc of someone in particular, you better not mention their name unless you're 100 percent sure you're furious at them.

- sometimes it causes some strain bc you don't necessarily want him to get involved, and he's not above lowkey guilting you into telling him the full story, but it's not really intentional. He just starts talking about how much trust he puts in you and you just let the little things go after making him promise to leave things alone.

- if your anxiety is general,, or just bc of a. bunch of little things and he's at a point in which he's accepted how much he cares about you but has not told you yet,, he'll try to hide how soft he feels, but sometimes he slips up.

- honestly, i wouldn't be surprised if a really big relationship milestone came from that.

- like you crying one night and the darkling finding you, and then him taking you back to your room and promising to stay so that you don't have to feel alone and then the next morning you wake up and he's holding you

- at first ur like ?? but he acts so normal you're like maybe that can be platonic? but then it starts happening more and more and neither of you mention it and then when you two finally do get together youre like 'ohh? im stupid'

- and if your anxiety comes from your worry about him?? wow--he'll have to stop himself from kissing you

- this is a man who is so used to being hated/feared that the concept of someone worrying about him so much they physically don't feel well?? that would hit him STRAIGHT in the chest, and he'd be so quick to pull you to him, and then you'd be like--are you ok??

- wouldn't be surprised if that's how you found out he had feelings for you,, like he'd say something like "i didnt know the brightest star in the sky could want to protect the darkness instead of banish it. You're the brightest light I've ever known, it was more than enough for me that you weren't repulsed by my darkness...and now..."

- anyways,, if you were already established together and you were anxious, he would have no need to hold back

- if he notices your hesitant to let him 'help' he might do a thing or two to reduce sources of your stress without telling you...which sometimes leads to you getting a little mad, but depending on how extreme his actions were, he normally smoothes it over quickly

- i mean,, it's just how he shows that he cares, he's never had someone that could snap their fingers and get rid of his adversaries or reschedule a thing or two to make his life easier

- he sees no harm in it,, and even though sometimes other people may give you a bit of a hard time bc of his evident favoritism,, you know it just means he cares

- if he goes really far, you're more willing to be mad at him, but honestly when youre upset all you want is to be near him bc there's nothing more comforting,, so you agree to hold off on arguing lol

- i mean there are always lines that get crossed, so there are times he cant charm himself out of your anger, but the longer youre together the more he tries to hold off on doing things that make you really angry,, unless he feels like the person really hurt you, then nothing can stop his anger

- if youre actually together he's much more quick to comfort you physically if youre feeling really anxious,, he'll kiss you everywhere until he's all you can think about, which works for when your anxious over small things

- if your problem is larger, he cant exactly kiss it away though i cant say that doesnt help but it's still comforting and relaxing bc duh,, so i feel like he's really touchy if youre upset

- kissing sometimes leads to other stuff,, but that should be its own fic/headcanon bc i have a secret head cannon that feeling needed or like the only one his partner has is a turn on for him bc it returns some of the power he feels like he gives up by letting his partner care about him

- might have to write that fic now that im thinking about it....

- if youre so anxious you dont want to be touched, it'll be a little harder for him, but if he reaches for you and you back away he'll try to talk you down and remind you that he's not going to let anything happen and as long as he's breathing he'll make sure you're okay

- if youre officially together and youre anxious about something small, he's actually surprisingly nice to talk to,, before you were close you felt like you were bothering him with small, insignificant things,, but once you know that he cares about you he's a patient listener bc he likes being really present with you when he can bc he's busy so often

- sometimes if youre worried or upset he jumps to anger towards the object of your distress before comfort, but once youre at the dating part, you know that that's just how he is, and anger is how he shows love in a way?? lol, so you just have to clearly tell him that you'd rather him stay with you then rush out and like smite someone, he'll stop and comfort you

- sometimes how much he cares makes him angry at himself bc he begins to question if he'd pick you/your happiness over his goal, if he can't convince himself that you'd never get in the way of that, he gets a little cold until he feels assured in his loyalties or at least assured in the fact that your happiness would never conflict with his goals

- that can happen at any point in your relationship,, i feel like it'd happen more when he's unsure about his feelings bc seeing how much he cares about someone that's nothing to him makes him want to banish his nerves

- overall though,, once he cares about you, whether he's fully accepted it or not, he'd burn the world down to make you feel okay again,, or stay in bed with you for awhile, or both--whatever you want, really

#grishaverse x reader #grishaverse x you #grishaverse imagine #grishaverse #genereal kirigan imagine #general kirigan x reader smut #general kirigan x you #the darkling x you #the darkling x reader #the darkling #general kirigan #shadow and bone #shadow and bone x you #netflix shadow and bone #shadow and bone x reader #ben barnes #ben barnes x reader #aleksander morovoza x reader #aleksander morozova imagine

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darkfinch · 3 years ago

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in honor of me having a chronic pain flare up so bad i cried during math, i want to talk abt the ot3 and how they hold/cope with their pain.

hardison is the heart of the whole thing, so ofc he tries to make things for his people when he's hurting, to sorta assure himself that he can still be useful/be worth their attention. as much as i rant abt parker and eliot, hardison 100% has inferiority issues that manifest in Making Things. so he makes stuff to subtly convince people to stay.

parker is more of the person to run from their pain. or in their case, literally hide away where no one can find them. at the very least parker will pull away from their boys and almost burrow?? like yk how foxes make tiny dens to hide in?? they do it Like That. when they're ready they'll come back out but i feel like parker needs the security of knowing they can leave.

eliot doesn't acknowledge his pain. he def ignores it until he absolutely has to or until it interferes with a mission/job. it was trained into him to ignore it and now he just does it out of habit. it's canon to me that sophie sat eliot down and made him verbally catalogue everywhere that hurt after seeing him wince just so that he could be Aware of what was going on in his body. eliot is protection-based but he never learned how to protect himself. if that makes sense???

as a spoonie i have a Lot of thoughts abt the ot3 and how they'd handle their pain plus this gives me a distraction

dorian!!!!! i'm so sorry ur having to deal with that my dude, flare-ups when you're stuck somewhere are the absolute worst.

these are SUCH good thoughts...in my heart hardison has adhd so i really like the idea of him being like..."okay well i feel like garbage so lets make somethin cool for my people :) as a distraction :) to cheer me up & not feel like im wasting time etc" except he. the. the executive function button broke and the flare up is getting worse and he cannot stop typing, uh oh, uh oh, and parker has to drag him over to the couch because it's Lie Down Time

parker dropping off the face of the earth to curl up in a comfy tiny space when they're hurting is a Lot and i am Feeling things. it makes them feel safe but also!!! this tracks and im upset about it.

also !!!!!!! yes!!!!!!!! eliot does enough first aid for maintenance (gotta keep the body Functional At All Costs) but long-term stuff gets ignored because like. whats he gonna do. take an advil? what's that gonna do? he'd need enough otc painkillers to shred his stomach lining and the problem'll still be there tomorrow so like. might as well just suck it up

there's a very good fic called Make it look like you don't mean it by andalucite where eliot's in the habit of tuning out injuries, and parker pokes him directly in his busted ribs to Draw His Attention To It and make him take care of himself.... which u may perhaps enjoy :)

as i fellow spoonie i too have the Thoughts and they are a Lot To Think About thank u for sharing <3

#U & ME ARE HANDSHAKE EMOJI-ING ABT THIS that chronic woes life. oof. oof #some people project their hyperspecific lived experiences onto fictional characters.....2 COPE AND BC ITS FUN AND VALIDATING—#finchtalks #i go to the parker school of dealing with the woes and i think that's valid :) blanket burrito solves all problems

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helisol · 4 years ago

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dude im not sure you will get it after reading this either, but you Can read it now

okay so first of all do not expect me to adhere to rules of grammar or Proper capitalisation, I am writing from the heart

so it’s been said before by other people but if Quark and Odo didnt look like the aliens that they are but instead like two regular prettybois the fandom would do cartwheels over their dynamic and Not call them a crack ship. because really, their dynamic fucking SLAPS and I’m here to tell you Why.

their surface-level dynamic is “Respected and Talented Security Chief and Cunning Immoral Businessman who are in Love but pretend not to be” and that's just an off-brand version of enemies to lovers! which is excellent and for some people that’s all you really need to get invested in a ship.

but some people look at it and go “Hm, no, that’s not enough. I mean, they work as friends but it doesn’t really have to be romantic.” and to that I say you are Absolutely Valid, not everything has to be romantic.

it just so happens that these two fuckers have one of the most compelling romance stories ever, and it’d be a shame not to explore it.

so before I dive into the internalised homophobia and repression, I’d like to take a moment to talk about Quark as a character.

because if you have brainworms like me you can kind of see that its an honest to god greek tragedy.

this guy comes from a race of people where being kind, ethical and fair is considered Abnormal and Horrifying. and I’m not gonna call Quark out of all people kind, ethical or fair but,,,

you ever notice how he’s A Much Better Person Than Pretty Much All Other Ferengi?

dont get me wrong, Quark is still a bastard, but every once in a while his True Character shines through. and I say True Character because guys,,, the way he behaves around other people is an Act. he’s pretending to be something he’s not.

he has to try so hard to be a good ferengi it’s honestly painful to watch at times. because he is a SHIT ferengi!

he loves his friends- because that's what the ds9 crew are. they’re his friends! and it makes him miserable because that's not! normal! for a ferengi!

let’s compare Quark and Rom for a second.

Quark reeks of self loathing because a lot of the time he just Doesn’t act like a ferengi is supposed to, and this drives a lot of conflict in the show. he knows how a ferengi should act, it’s just that he can’t!! fucking!! do it!! but he still tries and tries to fit into that mold, which straight up ruins his life on multiple occasions.

Rom is also not a Model Ferengi, but he lives without hating himself. and it’s mostly because he doesn’t care about how a ferengi Should act, he’s loved and cared for even when everybody knows that he’s a shit ferengi! because his non-ferengi-ness works to his benefit. it encourages and highlights his abilities as an engineer. the success and love he finds make it easy for him to be content with his true self. Unlike Quark, who doesn’t get unconditional love from anyone.

its so!! tragic!! because you can see what Quark is really like!! his true self!! he’s a nice guy who cares for people!

its right there all the time and it's so blatantly obvious. especially in episodes like “Body Parts”, “Bar Association”, “The Way Of The Warrior” and “Ferengi Love Songs”

his own wiki page literally calls him “a compassionate and generous man by ferengi standards” which pretty much translates to “not really a good ferengi”.

anyway so Quark is a tragic figure or whatever but we’re actually here for the REPRESSED! HOMOSEXUAL! TENDENCIES! that he and Odo both exhibit.

with characters like garak you don’t really need to have brainrot to pick up on those tendencies, because that was something andrew robinson chose to do, on purpose.

and to be fair, Quark wasn’t intended to be Any kind of representation, not even by the actor. I’m just pointing out that he Does look and act and talk like a little gayman.

I will admit that he is Painfully Straight in the text of the show, but on a meta level he’s just. a dude who has a serious case of repressing his real personality. and taking it a step further- he also represses his feelings towards another man.

and that man is Odo.

a few things on him:

Odo is literally desperate to be a person. unlike Quark, who at least has the comfort of belonging to a society of people with a set of rules and expectations, Odo has never met anyone or anything like him in all his years of life.

like, we all know Odo basically grew up in a lab, right?

with people who didn’t know anything about him. who he was so unalike that they literally called him “Nothing”

but he still learned to look and talk and act like them (because if he didn’t he’d feel *pain* which is very fucked up by the way?)

so we know for a fact that Odo wants to be recognised as a person- which is why he tries really hard to conform to the ideals of the society that raised him. instead of exploring his nature as a shape shifter he maintains a humanoid form, picks up a job and creates an entire personality around what he wants to be seen as. but not what he really is.

and that's the thing that causes all the conflict between Quark and Odo. the type of person odo wants to be seen as is the polar opposite of whatever the fuck quark wants to be seen as.

In the same way that Quark acts like a Normal Ferengi, Odo acts like a Normal Security Officer. and in a cruel twist of fate, the Ferengi happens to be the antithesis of the Security Officer.

If you only look at them as the things they act like, and not the things they are, you might say they’re way too different to like each other, right?

but,,, if you think about the fact that they’re both putting on this act,,, this performance of idealised versions of themselves,,, you can see that they are The Same. They Are Both Gay Repressed Loser Aliens Who Try To Act Like Things That They Aren’t!

Imagine you’re Odo.

Imagine that you’re Nothing, because you’re not like anything anyone has ever seen- and because you are Nothing you don’t fall in love with anyone for years and years. since who could love something that isn’t like them at all?

But then one day this Thing shows up in your path and you just hate it. Because it’s not like anything *you* have ever seen. It’s disorderly and looks grotesque and it’s criminal to boot.

It’s all the things you learned would make a “Bad Person” It’s everything you aspire not to be, because if you were any of those things you would BE PUNISHED.

But the trouble is, eventually he’s not an “it” anymore, he’s “Quark” and you see him every day of your miserable little life because you live on the same damn station in space and it’s hard to avoid each other.

He also happens to be one of the only things in your life that are constant. He will never leave because he is stubborn and greedy and you just *hate him so much* that you’re convinced he must be doing all of it to spite you. And yet you also can’t seem to leave him alone.

So Odo Must Hate Quark. everything else is a non sequitur for him. he can’t not hate Quark.

because Quark is, and i’m sincerely sorry to apply christian fucking imagery to this, The Forbidden Fruit.

If he liked quark he’d admit some kind of moral failing. it would be the end of his act. but on the other hand...it might be a good thing, because at least he could have quark.

but Odo can never go through with biting into this apple because the consequences are horrifying to him. he could never have quark because, according to his performance, he would Never like quark to begin with.

and here’s a take for you: Odo's Brand Of Internalised Homophobia Doesn't Stem From Heteronormativity. It Stems From The Fact That He Was Kind Of Assigned Asexual At Birth.

and the show sort of alludes to this, for real! not just subtext! canon! except the writers used the wrong person.

because instead of Odo having these Forbidden Feelings for Quark he has them for,,, Kira.

but since this is My Quodo Manifesto you’ll understand that i am 100% willing to just toss that part of canon out the airlock.

so Odo does canonically have that mindset of “no one could ever love me” for decades he repressed any and all feelings of love to avoid getting hurt. in the show he breaks this cycle of repression when he takes a chance and enters a relationship with Kira. yay?

but we all know that aint it chief. and part of the reason why That Ship Ain’t It is the fact that Quark is Right There. and he is simply the more interesting choice for odo.

he and Odo literally share the same problem and have weird intertwined character arcs! they are both dreadfully afraid of not conforming to the ideal versions of themselves, so they reject everything that could challenge their Performance!

on some fucked up level they hate each other *and* themselves individually. and this hatred makes them reject parts of their real identities for the sake of protecting their image. which. yknow. in gay people. is internalised homophobia!

so you can see that they’re both repressing A Lot even if you view them as Friends, but the most important thing in this kind of romantic dynamic is usually,,, when the characters *stop* repressing.

and the thing is. the thing that Kills Me with these two. They Never Get That Moment. Thats Why You Need The Brainrot To See Them As Romantic.

The Ascent gives us an example of what happens when they both take their act too far. I mean, who could forget “Fascist!” and “Fraud!” That is what odo thinks of quark’s performance and vice versa, but we don’t really hear them adress the fact that they *are* playing these roles to a ridiculous extent.

We also never get an example of what would happen if they dropped their act instead of over-performing it. or rather we don’t get to see both of them drop it.

And the reason why we never get that moment is because there’s this one key difference between Quark and Odo.

Quark knows that he’s constantly repressing his true nature and his feelings for odo. We pretty much hear him say so in the iconic root beer scene in Way Of The Warrior. he knows that he’s not a good ferengi but he keeps up his act.

So quark is aware enough to feel that sweet sweet self loathing. But Odo isnt self loathing as much as he is just self sabotaging.

and this subtle difference between them is why, at the very end of the show, we get “That man loves me, can’t you see? It was written all over his back!”

this moment is quark dropping his act and asking odo to do the same. he wants to hear a genuine Goodbye from him because they have known each other for Decades and they are Friends. but odo is so unable to express the feelings he’s been repressing all these years. that he self sabotages again and just walks away.

even though this is like. very anticlimactic. considering I just spent 2000 words talking about how Odo and Quark are Most Certainly Gay For Each Other.

The fact that their ending is so Weird is the reason why quodo is so engaging and appealing to me? especially post-canon quodo.

like, the amount of “what if’s” this ship has are Astounding.

What if either of them had dropped their act a little sooner? What if they both did, for just a moment, and it was the straw that breaks the camels back?

What if Odo comes back after a few years? What if Quark comes to get him?

What if, in that moment in the finale where Quark drops his act, Odo had returned the gesture? What if Gag-Reel Quodo Kiss.gif Real?

with the depth that I read into their relationship, those what ifs are really fun to think about.

anyway its 1 am and i’m not an english major so literary analysis is not like, my strong suit. plus most of this was written in a late night screaming session with a friend who has the exact same opinions as me. i just think aliens hot and in love. thats all.

#the SOUND of my HEAD hitting my DESK with TERMINAL VELOCITY #quodo #star trek

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jjungkookislife · 4 years ago

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IM TAKING MY CHANCE FOR A DRABBLE ON MR AND MRS JEON THE HOTTEST POWER DUO GIMME THAT MARRIED LIFE GLIMPSE 🌚

Mr. and Mrs. Jeon (M)

warnings: pregnancy, mention of morning sickness, nausea, fatigue, anxiety, jk is worried something may happen to you or his child during pregnancy/birth, light smut,

“You’re being ridiculous,” you sigh as your hand rests on your stomach. Jungkook’s eyes trail over your body, stopping on the slight curvature of your body.

“Look, I just want both my babies safe.” Jungkook sighs as he plants his hand on your stomach. You roll your eyes at him, “I’m not fragile now that your baby is growing inside me.”

Jungkook licks his lips, looking at your stomach that’s growing with his child, “I’m not saying you need to stay home... just tone it down.”

“Jungkook...” you start, licking your lips. “I have to work.”

“I know, but I worry the stress will be bad for the baby. I want both of you healthy,” Jungkook pouts. He didn’t want to stop you from working, but he also didn’t want you stressing over your workload.

“I’m okay, Kook. Trust me, if I wasn’t confident in working while pregnant, I’d tell you. Now, come help me get these reports done. I’m tired of pushing them off because I have morning sickness (ha! it lasts all day!) and this fatigue. I can’t let the company spiral down the drain because I’m pregnant. I won’t allow it.”

“Sure, baby. Let me look at the reports,” Jungkook states as he takes the papers off your hands. You sit back, letting him read through them as your hand absentmindedly rubs your stomach, day dreaming of your future with your husband.

“What do you want to name our baby?” you ask as you rub your stomach. Jungkook pauses, brows raised as he stares at you, “What?”

“What would you name our baby?” you repeat as you look down at your stomach.

“I don’t know,” Jungkook answers honestly.

“Hmm,” you hum, nodding before you turn back to your paperwork.

“Baby....?”

“What?” you answer, harsher than you meant to.

“Hey, I’m not against you at all. I just worry you’re putting too much on your plate when you’re carrying our child.” Jungkook admits, bashfully as he looks away.

“You know I’d never do anything to put us in danger...” you sigh, hands running through your hair as Jungkook paces back and forth in your office.

“I know... I just worry. What if something goes wrong? What if I can’t save you both...?”

“Jungkook...” you wrap him up in your arms. “We’re okay. You don’t need to worry about us at all. We’re okay,” you assure as you hug him close. Jungkook nods, kissing the top of your head.

Jungkook pushes his worries aside as your pregnancy continues and you move him up from driver to personal assistant. If he had more experience, you’d move him up higher, but there’s little to be done about that.

“Can you stop staring at me?” you ask as you take a seat in your chair, your stomach protruding farther than you ever thought.

“No,” Jungkook answers as he walks closer to you. You roll your eyes, “I know we’re married, but we need some boundaries at work.”

“We have boundaries.” Jungkook rolls his eyes as he stares at the curvature of your stomach. He licks his lips, “isn’t it enough that I’m not buried balls deep inside you right this moment?”

“Mr. Jeon!”

“Mrs. Jeon!” Jungkook calls back, rolling his eyes. “That’s not gonna get you anywhere. I don’t care if we’re at work, I’ll bend you over the desk and fuck you.”

“Jungkook,” you gasp, hand over your chest. Jungkook chuckles. “Please, we both know that’s an act. It’s not going to work on me... not this time.”

You pout, rolling your eyes as you excuse yourself for the rest of the day. Jungkook blinks, following you, stepping into the elevator with you at his side. Your new driver lingers at the opposite corner of the elevator as you step into your awaiting car, followed by Jungkook.

“Look,” Jungkook sighs, carding a hand through his locks. “I just want you safe. You and the baby... I worry.”

You turn to face him, your hand cupping his face. His eyes meet yours, his worry clear in them as you press your lips against his.

Jungkook presses his forehead against yours once the kiss ends, his hands on your hips. Your hand moves to his chest, gripping his tie.

The elevator door opens as you lace your fingers with your husband’s stepping out of the elevator. Jungkook squeezes your hand, bringing it to his lips to plant a kiss on it as the car pulls up.

Jungkook opens the door for you, waving away the driver as he gets in after you. He buckles you in, double checking that you are settled in securely before he buckles his own seatbelt.

You smile at him warmly, his palm resting on your stomach. Jungkook is rattled with nerves about becoming a father, beginning from when your tests came back positive shortly after your honeymoon. He was over the moon and then the anxiety hit.

You notice the frown on Jungkook’s face, your hand resting atop his, “we’re okay, baby. The doctor has not mentioned any worries. Let’s go home and I’ll rest. I won’t look at any reports tonight.”

Jungkook nodded, kissing your temple.

“I love you,” you whisper, meeting his gaze.

“I love you too.”

When you arrive home, you keep your promise and rest on the couch with your feet elevated. Jungkook sits on the floor, reports in his hands as you try to peek at them from over his shoulder.

“Baby, I can feel your breath on my neck.” Jungkook turns to see your face a centimeter from his. You smile, pecking his lips as you lie back.

“I can’t help it. I’m going to be out for a bit when I give birth and the thought of not working... I don’t like it.” Jungkook sets his work down on the coffee table before kneeling at your side.

“I understand,” Jungkook kisses your hand. You bite your lower lip, “I’ve worked so hard to get the company to where it is and I’m elated to be pregnant, to be having a family with you, but I also love my work. What if it comes crumbling down while I’m gone?”

Jungkook listens to your worries, he understands though. He truly does.

“The company will be in excellent hands while you’re home with our baby. I’ll be home too, but I can go check in or we can have meetings over video chat. Whatever it is you need, I will guarantee that it is done, my love. You can count on me with this, with our baby, with everything, baby. I love you so much, more than anything in the world. Everything will be okay.” Jungkook kisses your cheek, his hand on your stomach.

You can feel tears well up in your eyes. You blink them away, but you sniffle and Jungkook offers you a warm smile.

“But I will continue to work at 100% until I deem that I can no longer,” you state, and Jungkook nods in agreement.

“I wouldn’t have it any other way... but for tonight, you are mine and I am yours.” Jungkook presses his lips against yours, his hand cupping your face as he deepens the kiss. When a moan of his name escapes your lips, he pulls you closer.

Before long, you’re writhing beneath him on the couch. Your nails dragging down his back, his dulcet moans muffled in your neck as his thrusts rock your frame.

You spend the day in Jungkook’s arms, sleep overtaking you shortly after. Jungkook unravels himself from you, assuring you’re asleep before he begins to look over the reports once again. He wants to prove that he is capable of helping, of being what you need him to be to help ease your worries.

Days later, in a meeting room, Jungkook stands to side as everyone awaits your arrival. He grins rather proudly when you walk in wearing a white suit and heels that compliment your legs nicely. The curve of your stomach is prominent, and it makes Jungkook’s heart flutter in his chest.

The way you command a room upon your entrance enthralls him. He loves watching you from afar, loves the way you lead the room with no hesitation and full of confidence.

Your eyes meet your husband’s, his reassuring smile getting you through the meeting, and it is soon over and you’re in his arms once again.

“You were wonderful,” Jungkook says as he takes your files from your hands and walks with you to your office.

“You think so? These meetings are always a headache.” You sigh as you take a seat in your chair and kick your heels off before putting your feet up on your desk.

“You alway do so well, love. How are you feeling?” Jungkook asks as he sits on the edge of your desk, his hands rubbing your feet.

You sigh in content, moaning softly at his touch.

“I’m tired, more so than usual. I want to keep up normalcy as long as possible. Baby Jeon is a joy but I’m tired more often than not and between fatigue and nausea, it’s a lot.”

Jungkook continues to rub your feet, nodding as he squeezes your sole. You thank him for rubbing your feet before slipping them back in your shoes.

You sigh heavily, “time to get back to it.”

“You can do it, Mrs. Jeon. I’ll have lunch waiting for my babies when you get back,” Jungkook smiles as he helps you to your feet, grabbing the files in one hand and lacing your fingers together with his other hand.

“No pickles,” you remind him as your heels click as you make your way to the elevator.

“No pickles,” Jungkook repeats, remembering the horrifying event that took place last time you’d consumed pickles.

“And no tomatoes. We don’t like them anymore apparently,” you say as you step into the elevator, your hand rubbing your stomach. Jungkook chuckles, shaking his head, “no tomatoes.”

The elevator doors shut and you begin your descent. Jungkook drops to his knees, his face at your stomach. “You’re just giving mommy a hard time, aren’t you? It’s okay, we just want you to be happy and healthy, even if that means no tomatoes or pickles. We love you so much, Baby Jeon.”

“Come on, Mr. Jeon. I’ve got a meeting and you’re gonna make me cry,” you sniffle as he gets up, kissing your cheek as the elevator doors open and he leads you out of it. He places his hand on your lower back, opening the meeting room door for you.

“You’ve got this, baby. I love you.”

“I love you,” you tell him, giving his hand a squeeze before walking into the meeting room, ready to get shit done.

Jungkook smiles proudly as he watches you from afar. That was his wife.

#mr. and mrs. jeon drabble #Anonymous #jjungkookislife drabble game

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wehatejulietsimms · 4 years ago

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A/N: i'm gonna respond to this in sections bc it's quite long so bare with me.

Howdy y’all, 🤠 again. Yes, I didn’t in fact die. I’m sorry though that I kept getting sidetracked and couldn’t submit this until now, my boss decided to keep dumping her work into my lap. So I just wanna preface this by stating that I’m going to try and say what I want to as coherent as possible, but I have pretty severe ADHD so I’m not always as easy to understand as I think I am in my head, and I often go off on tangents, over explain things and circle back to topics randomly without realizing. Im basically going to go over their relationship over the years as I said previously (I’m not gonna go into detail about every single scandal and shitty thing Juliet did over the years, because we’d be here all year. so I figure I won’t cover them here, but rather let people ask specific questions if they want to. Remember, I was present for pretty much everything so feel free to ask.😊), but I’m also going to do kind of a mini deep dive into Andy’s behavior and actions (because although the snakes will hit you with every excuse in the book, and tell you that you’re looking too far into things and that it doesn’t matter, it does. The way a person acts in general and towards people around them is very relevant when talking about someone’s health, happiness, and well-being.) To start off, let’s take it all the way back to the time before Juliet’s reign of terror, when Andy and Scout were still together. In all honesty from what I saw of them together (and I saw pretty much everything they posted, I’m only a year younger than Andy, and I was quite into him when he was on MySpace and such, and I always watched anything with him and Scout together because they were fucking adorable lol) they had a really healthy relationship. Not once did I get weird vibes from them. The way Andy acted toward and with Scout, you could tell they really loved each other and were happy together. They had nothing to prove. It just was normal. (For any of you who are younger, or didn’t come into the picture until Andy was already post-scout and would like to see some videos of them together, you could generally search on YouTube for it, but also there’s a specific channel on there called like bring the milk tea or something that has videos of old Andy blogs and also Andy and scout on stickam and such. Worth a look if you’re curious) They weren’t constantly all over each other like possessive pack dogs *ahem Juliet ahem* and whenever Andy mentioned scout he didn’t need to shower her in compliments. They both seemed very secure in both themselves and the relationship. Super cute. Initially when they broke up it seemed quite odd. I didn’t really expect it. It got even weirder when he states that he and Juliet are together. It didn’t feel like they fit together at all (and no I’m not talking about from a fame or success perspective. At least not yet lol) As I’ve said I got bad vibes from Juliet right from the get go. Andy already seemed to be acting not like himself. (Also snakeys have argued that it’s just that he’s more mature now and that’s why he acts nervous and constantly looks Ike he wants to die. 🙄 maturity doesn’t mean losing your fucking personality and being unhappy most of the time. Jesus Christ.) it seemed like they got possessive of each other and constantly needed to show people how in love they were. Pictures, videos, and fucking public love paragraphs to show they are, in fact, in a super real relationship and they love each other. It also felt like Andy’s family was in on this whole weird charade.They (Chris honestly) started to defend her degenerate behavior and attack anyone who had even a whisper of negative things to say about her or their relationship. It was like watching a group of awkward, pretty mediocre actors put on a play about them being together. (I’ve hit the text limit now, but there will be more that I will write just after I submit this one though, fear not haha. N, you can either post this now or wait until I submit the rest, it’s up to you.) 1 / ? -🤠

A/N: i was here for a lot of it as well so i do remember some of this. although i did join the fandom shortly after him and juliet got together (i joined like around the time she was on the voice) i literally remember hoping that him and scout would get back together bc juliet just rubbed me the wrong way and i didn't know why at the time. & side note i actually do recommend people go look at old videos of andy and scout they were really adorable. there is this one video of them singing (i think a carrie underwood song lol) in the car and it's really cute. but yeah just bc he's older doesn't mean his whole entire personality changes. you can be any age and act however you want. i could even use jenna marbles & julien solomita (a youtube couple) as an example, they've been together for i think like 8 or 9 years and are about the same age as A&J (julien being around andy's age & jenna around juliet's age) & although they can have mature adult conversations and all of that, they still act like idiots and joke around together. neither of them look uncomfortable or are afraid of saying certain things like andy is around juliet. so andy aging doesn't mean shit in regards to his personality doing a 180.

🤠okay, so part two here we go. (Also I apologize if I get the chronological order of anything I talk about incorrect, I’m a bit scattered sometimes and the next ask I make will be the one where I talk about the domestic abuse and I tend to get quite heated, which only makes my brain function worse lol) so the point at which Andy was trying to get fans to go vote for/ support Juliet when she was on the voice seemed really fishy. I’m all for supporting the work of the people you love, but it’s kinda strange how hard Andy was pushing this at the time. Too hard in my opinion. I’m obviously aware that it was helpful in the end and he more or less got what he was asking for. But it was like he absolutely needed people to vote for her. As if he would get in trouble if they didn’t. So around 2012 or 2013 it felt like things really went down the shitter from there and just got progressively worse. (I never knew why for the longest time, but after they revealed that Vegas wedding that happened in about that time frame, it made a lot of sense.) Andy’s behavior began to change towards his fans. There are a lot of accounts of this happening from fans themselves and a lot of people said that 1. It was worse with Juliet around, and 2. a lot of the time it would happen towards females especially. ( I think more towards the “pretty” fans but don’t count me on that, I don’t know for sure.) This was completely night and day. Especially coming from the same man who used to always defend his fans and once stated something along the lines of he would never have a crazy or awkward fan story because he loves and is grateful for all of his fans and he won’t get upset if they’re just really excited. I would understand if these fans crossed the line in some way (like the later incident of fans finding his address and harassing them, which is unacceptable no matter who the people are) but from most if not all of the fan stories I’ve heard, they didn’t. They were being respectful and didn’t do anything to warrant this happening to them besides showing up. Which brings me to my next point, a lot of these negative experiences were caused by Juliet. Either she was the one being mean to people, she was causing Andy to be mean to people on her behalf, or her presence was upsetting Andy to the point that he was angry and started being rude and irritable. What scares me the most are the accounts of Andy having a whole Jekyll and Hyde thing, depending on weather or not Juliet was present. Happy when he’s free of her and miserable when he isn’t. In videos of him where Juliet is behind the camera he always seems nervous and strange. Like he’s afraid to mess up. That’s fucking alarming to say the least. You would think that the last thing one would want to do if another person brings them this much anger, stress, and anxiety, the LAST thing they would want to do is fucking marry them. Right? He literally started barely smiling at one point and really doesn’t anymore. I mean for Christ’s sake look at his wedding photos. What’s suppose to be one of the happiest moments of your life and to quote another anon with a different ask, he looks like he’s being dragged to the gallows. (And I get really fucking Angry honestly when snakeys tries to pass it off as “oh he’s awkward he doesn’t know how to smile” or “omg he’s being dramatic for the aesthetics” in some pictures, yes. But why the fuck would you look like that in pictures with the “love of your life” who you now regularly write cringy paragraphs publicly professing your love and complete adoration for? Andy knows how to smile genuinely. Ffs he used to. He smiled genuinely when he was a kid, he smiled genuinely with scout, and he smiled genuinely when Juliet wasn’t around. He doesn’t smile when she is there, and if he does, it is pretty much always visibly fake.) So I may backtrack a little later, but right now I want to talk about the fact that Juliet IS an abuser. More specifically, the plane incident. (Word limit. TBC.) 2 / ? -🤠

A/N: yes. 100%. when it comes to the wedding photos i will never understand people (specifically snakeys) writing off his behavior as him "just being dramatic for the aesthetics". is that something he would do in photoshoots? yeah. is it something he may do on stage? sure. something he would do in an interview? maybe. but candid shots of him on one of the "happiest days of his life"? wtf no. & idk why people think that.

🤠 Just before I start, again, with the pictures, I really don’t think that Andy is enough of a self absorbed egotistical dick that he would actually sit there and put on the whole “miserable tough guy” act in every fucking photo he takes. Ah yes, the infamous plane incident. So straight up, Juliet exposed herself as an abuser, and brought out every bullshit excuse in the book (and made Andy go along with them) to try to cover it up. 1. She was drunk. Honestly this is total bullshit. I say this same thing when people defend cheating or any other degenerate behavior with the excuse of intoxication and I will say it now. Being drunk does not make you a different fucking person. It does not change the thoughts in your head. What it does do is impair your ability to make decisions and judgement skills in general. It’s the same reason why people drive drunk. It’s routine. Its what they would normally do. And because they’re drunk, they can’t see any reason why they shouldn’t do that. Juliet gets drunk, she and Andy fight, she wants to hit him, and because she’s drunk she doesn’t think that she shouldn’t fucking put her hands on him. 2. She hit him in “self defense” and he broke her ribs.(There’s several points I have debunking this) first of all let’s get this out of the way, no one on that plane (including the very real witness who just so happened to be an adult film actress (I think?) who you so love to discount because of it) saw him strike her or even touch her at any time. Two, you are in fucking airplane seats sitting right the fuck next to each other with an armrest in between. It would be pretty fucking hard to break your ribs unless they were made of actual glass, or Andy’s real name is Bruce fucking banner. Bones are surprisingly strong and I’m going to go out on a limb here and say that it’d be damn near impossible for him to do that to you, which brings me to three, if he had broken your ribs you would not be fucking standing up, thrashing around, whining like a little bitch, and oh by the way, continuing to abuse your husband for the second time on that flight. Four, you had a miscarriage. (When I was trying to conceive with my husband it was very difficult. I had two miscarriages before I finally had my son. I’m fully aware of how devastating having one is.) which is why if you are not lying (which I fully believe that Juliet would stoop that low just to get sympathy, especially with this big of a scandal. But I don’t actually have proof of this so I will say that it is just speculation on my part) I don’t fucking care. I am not unsympathetic to her if this did actually happen as I said, however, You do not get to make any excuse for putting your hands on another person out of anger. Ever. I don’t care who you are, I don’t care what kind of stress you are under, I don’t care if you are inebriated in any way and I sure as hell don’t care what the fuck you have between your legs. You do not hurt anyone. Point blank period. Five. You are a woman, you can’t hurt him. This one, actually enrages me. We all know your crusty ass pulled this one out (and threw around trump supporters a few times for good measure) because you know damn well how society and the media views and deals with abusive women. Women can abuse. Women who are shorter or weaker than their target can abuse. The fact that there are people who either don’t know that or don’t agree with that is absolutely baffling. Six. The same (I believe) porn actress. Literally saw you beating your own face with the restraints you had to be put in (which by the way flight attendants only ever use restraints as an absolute last resort when someone becomes a danger to the others on board, so she had to be acting absolutely deranged) to give yourself a bloody nose to claim Andy hit you. Then you proceed to act like a child and tell Andy to call your fucking dad. (Which kinda proves that whole Scientology thing honestly) what in the hell. I stg as long as I am breathing I will never let this go. This is actual fucking domestic abuse. (Word limit TBC.) 3 / ? -🤠

A/N: yeah her hitting him "bc she was drunk" was never a good excuse not only for the reasons you mentioned but, also bc let's be real at no point are you ever going to get served enough alcohol on a plane to make you that drunk i don't care what anyone says. also when it comes to the excuse of him "breaking her ribs" does she forget that andy actually did break his ribs a while ago? i think she even visited him when he was recovering so she should know what kind of pain he was in. & if he actually broke her ribs, there's no way she would have even been able to stand bc i know andy sure wasn't able to. he said it was one of the most painful things he's experienced. (i don't think i need to comment on the rest of this. it would just be redundant. you hit the nail on the head with that.)

🤠 I don’t care if it happened just that one time ore more likely is an everyday occurrence. Abuse is abuse and should never be tolerated. Kind of getting away from the plane thing. Andy always seems, as it’s been said on here before, afraid to mess up. Like he might mess up, and make her mad. A common behavioral pattern in abuse victims. He also at this point and for a decent amount of time before, doesn’t seem like he loves her anymore. Like he keeps up appearances and pretends, but it’s like it’s a job he’s forced to do. He’s tired and burnt out but was probably manipulated into staying and juliet is probably clinging for dear life. Also I don’t know if I’m the only one who thinks this, but I swear, the veganism and sobering up was just a cover up, most likely formed by either Juliet herself or her fucked up family, after the plane incident to hide their tracks and regain some public favor (because you know, if you advocate for animal rights then you can’t abuse your husband 🙃) Andy never gave a shit before though. Even though it was unhealthy he loved to drink and smoke and was very outspoken about that. And he used to never give a fuck about eating meat or consuming animal products like leather. I mean they’re still selling leather goods ffs. I would get having minor fuck ups because you don’t know any better, but it’s fucking leather. And now Andy is unhealthy and miserable as ever, but the culprit is malnourishment and Juliet rather than cigs, alcohol, and Juliet. My final thoughts: I do definitely believe in the Scientology theory, but if not that than I definitely believe that Andy was and is being manipulated for his fame. On several occasions it really looked like they broke up, including the time when they did, and then said it was a joke. It really doesn’t feel normal. Also, Juliet doesn’t really care about Andy that much. She never wears her wedding ring, she sells all their shit, including sentimental items, and now that she’s gained more popularity from being with him, suddenly doesn’t want to put him in her bio or write him the same creepy ass paragraphs or anything. It’s fucked up how shes so keen to say she did it all herself when really she’s been riding dick for fame since before she even met Andy. It also always kinda seemed to me that Amy was kind of uncomfortable around Juliet. We all know that Chris loves to kiss her ass night and day (most likely to do with the Scientology thing “if” it’s true), but Juliet and Amy always seemed to have a weird relationship like it was tense and forced. Also I just want to mention the time that Juliet talked about screaming at the woman over what I believe was a game night and brushed it off as being competitive and no one gave damn. Fucked up. To finish off this already way too long little series, I think Andy is a very vulnerable insecure person who got manipulated by several people (not just Juliet) some of whom he probably really trusted, and they helped to get him in Juliet’s (equally if not more insecure) hands so she could hurt him as she pleases. I truly hope that even now both he, and his parents (even though Chris really grinds my gears) can get out of this whole shit show, relatively unscathed. I know this is probably pretty unlikely, but hope springs eternal I guess. As I said feel free to ask any questions you may have and I will try to answer them best I can. Thank you for reading. 4 / 4 -🤠

A/N: yet again you hit the nail on the head with this part so i don't need to comment too much. other than the fact that i do agree that juliet and amy's relationship does seem weird.

#submission #anonymous

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