#but now I’m the same age?? as them????
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I think the weirdest thing about watching Doctor Who nowadays for me is not that it’s now working with Disney, it’s not that both David Tennant AND Catherine Tate returned, and it’s not that the Doctor went through a bi-generation (smth previously unheard of in canon), no, the weirdest thing about watching Doctor Who nowadays for me
is that I’m the same age as the current companion.
I’m 19. I was born in March of 2005. I am the same age as Ruby Sunday.
I am also the same age as ROSE TYLER was when she started her run helpppp
#I started watching this show when I was TWELVE#THAT WAS SEVEN YEARS AGO#DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE MINDFUCK#I BINGED FROM THE BEGINNING OF ECCLESTON TO THE END OF CAPALDI IN UNDER A YEAR AND I WAS TWELVE#do you understand#the absolute slap in the face I got when Ruby said she was nineteen like#EXCUSE ME????#no hun no you have to be older than that or I’m going to have a crisis#like c’mon#I viewed all of them as adults saying adult things and I hoped one day I’d grow up and be able to go on adventures too#but now I’m the same age?? as them????#that doesn’t sound right#dw#doctor who#the doctor#🎶song sings🎶
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Hugs bc these boys deserve one
#zukka#zuko x sokka#atla#zukka fanart#we literally got one (1) canon hug from them in the comics and that is a sin and a crime so#I give you: food#but tbh even if it wasn’t about shipping they should’ve hugged more#like Sokka was Zuko’s first male friend his age who had the same interests (or even similar past) as him#like#do u see this opportunity?? cuz I do#anyways I’m just salty that they didn’t interact more I’ll shut up now bye x
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Yeah this is sort of what I mean when I say that the Cookies of Darkness treat her like a child. Like I’ve heard some of these back when I was a kid, and it feels like behavior and words used for a child, at least to me
#maybe I’m reading into it wrong#I don’t think she is one#but either they treat her like that because neurodivergent or because her body and mental age aren’t the same#but yeah it’s interesting#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#I have these cutscenes now instead of ripping them from Royal Mike#I tend to prefer talking about them when I actually have them#matcha cookie#cookies of darkness
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I am once again going down the rabbit hole of trying to figure out the ages of the Gallifrey characters
#idk why my brain gets so caught up on this but it does#I’m also talking like start of gallifrey because I’m not getting into all that for them now#what bothers me the most is that we’ve got basically nothing on Narvin#I can’t remember for sure but I don’t even think we know what regeneration he’s on#I don’t think it would be hard to assume his first but also it could not be#like for brax we know he’s older than the doctor so that puts him at at least 1000#and romana is around 600 years younger than the doctor so she’d be around 400#and then I’m going with 50 ish for leela because we don’t know her actual age so I’m using Louise jamesons age plus the time she spent#married to andred#also with romana that’s assuming that her and the doctor experienced the same amount of time in between them traveling together and the#start of gallifrey#I guess that could also count for brax too but whatever#for narvin what we’ve got is that he was above the rank of a junior agent under vansell during the time of the fourth doctor#(at least probably)#so we can make the assumption that he wasn’t fresh out of the academy/cia training#which makes me inclined to say that he’s older than romana#but that’s really all I’ve got on him#doctor who#gallifrey#romana#irving braxiatel#narvin#leela#clearly this is a subject I am normal about#if anyone else makes it this far in my rant and has any insights I’d love to hear them
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mom was right nobody ever helps in this fucking house
#feeling murderous today <333#literally why am i the idiot fuck who always ends up deep cleaning the house#bc if not my roomies are happy to let it turn into a dumpster hello???#at least today i discovered that if i loudly announce ‘i WANT TO CLEAN THE HOUSE’ from three days in advance#one of them might feel spiritually moved to put away the dishes. baby steps. leading by example etc etc#(sadly obviously it’s the girl the boy will Not do shit ever i fear)#‘can i use the bathroom one sec?’ my faggot in christ do you Not See i’m elbow deep in the toilet you want to shit in???????????????? die#retroactively apologizing to my mom she’s never been wrong once in her life she suffered more than christ#and now i’m following the same path cleaning after ppl my age 🫡🫡#send post
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alright so now that we’ve gotten some actual crumbs, it feels like it’s a good time to lay out my prediction for what da4 is going to look like. writing this in a letter and mailing it to myself
we are part of an underground organization formed from the ruins of the inquisition to stop solas from ending the world
meanwhile the wardens have been researching the blight/the location of the archdemons and discover some secret about the location of the black city/what is actually contained in it
we’re supposed to be shocked at the reveal that the evanuris are trapped in the black city and the maker doesn’t exist
the ancient elves were in control of some crazy mutating technology (like in hormak) and that was the original source of the darkspawn. the whole thing about them being from the deep roads and a dwarf concern was actually just a red herring, they’re just underground because they’re powered by lyrium and this has ALSO been an elf thing the whole time :)
anyway, now we need to Double Make Sure the veil stays up because the evanuris have something even worse cooking up in the black city and we need to prevent them from unleashing a super blight and destroying all life, and our job is to convince solas to give up, not because we disagree with his plan but because his actions will have unintended consequences. even if he doesn’t care about everyone else and wants to rebuild the world, he won’t even be able to do THAT because the super blight will kill elves too. so although we WERE enemies we will have to band together to defeat the greater threat etc. it will be optional to recruit him as an ally/advisor, or you can just fight him directly and take control of his forces
we will have to cross into the fade AGAIN and storm the black city directly to put a stop to whatever’s going on in there
#i feel fairly confident about this but i hope i’m wrong honestly.#i’m a little disappointed that it’s probably going to turn out to be ‘elves are the most important people and also the cause of everything#and their lore is the Correct one’#i hope to god that they give you the option to fight him and don’t just force you to make nice for no reason lol#ESPECIALLY if this is a new protagonist with no history with him#it’s pretty much the same formula as inquisition and origins. two-step problem where the thing we initially set out to fix turns out to be#the least of our problems and we’ll need to put aside our differences for the greater good#it will probably also come out that the tevinter gods are also an elf thing. like how flemythal can turn into a dragon#and then the archdemons were the original hormak style experiment. or something#and we won’t have an explanation for the maker bc that’s just humans being silly. but see everything has a neat scientific explanation :)#or maybe the maker is like. elgarnan in disguise lmal#i am perhaps being a little ungenerous but also. i feeel in my gut that this is what they’re planning#mine#dragon age#da4#ghilannain feels like a possible candidate bc of the lore abt how she created halla. but there was that trailer with a mans voice#so it will probably be elgarnan because he’s the head of the pantheon especially now that mythal is gone#GOD i hope that comes up#they’re pulling so much from trespasser. a dlc that wasn’t even the main game and lots of people may not have played#they’d better reference the stinger ending of the actual game and give some resolution to that#maybe it’s going to be like. solas’s plan to take care of the evanuris when the veil comes down is to just absorb them#but we need to convince him that they’ve had time to set other contingencies up so even that won’t stop whatever they’ve started
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That's how? It sounds pretty sad. But is it still allowed to do this? I mean, I just came across this blog a long time ago, but I still didn't dare to check in here. (I also apologize for the double messages. Sometimes my sending system is late).
It’s not actually that bad
Thanks for worrying about us honey… so sweet ♡
We’re always happy to answer your asks though… so if you have something to say !! Go ahead…
-707☆
#out of character note:#while I still. looove mysme I always will ♡ it isn’t. my Biggest interest I guess at the moment#so don’t worry about Me being disappointed that this blog isn’t very active anymore#but at the SAME time I’m still pleased to answer asks when I Do get them ♡#my only Concerns are. first of all I don’t always get notifications for asks 🙄 so if I don’t answer quickly that’s probably what happened…#sorries ♡ etc#and alsoooo I’m not sure how good at in character typing I am now hehe… since I’m not like Actively playing the game or anything now#OH and about double messages… don’t worry about em ♡ I get those ALL the time hehe#mod momo#best big brother ☆ seven zero seven#in character#ask#anon#ask blog#mystic messenger ask blog#age regression ask blog
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So are any of you bumfucks on this godforsaken app gonna talk about how Brazil (Declan McKenna) was written By and For Ronan Lynch or am I gonna have to do it myself let’s do this bitches
Fair warning I’m sorta really bad at analysis according to every English teacher I’ve ever had so this is a lot of me freaking out but I think it turned out ok (this took half a year)
Starting off strong with Cars and Animals (Ronan’s favourite) !! Anyway the vibe I’m getting from this is like. The barns and then the He’s got eyes talks like an angel looks like me part is about the like. Greywaren vs Ronan Lynch dream vs human stuff we see in Greywaren (not super spoilery but it kinda doesn’t make sense unless u read the book lmao)
I could write a whole second post as long as this one just about this line but let me unpack this because ohhh my god. First up the use of religion is so perfect for mister Lynch over here and then. IM THE FACE OF GOD IM MY FATHERS SON IS INSANE FOR HIM IM GOING SO FERAL OVER THIS HE LITERALLY IS GOD AND HES HIS FATHERS SON (“and Ronan was everything that was left: molten eyes and a smile made for war” and also The Scene in TRK where Adam goes into Ronan’s room and thinks Niall is sitting on the bed) THIS IS CANON
He’s Not what u think u see he looks so mean but he just wants his little farm and for his husband to get into heaven when he dies (he’s worried about his agnostic tendencies) jk but this is 100% ab stereotypes and how Ronan doesn’t rly fit into what anyone thinks he is (the whole thing about Adam wanting to be unknowable and realizing Ronan Is Unknowable [poetry chefs kiss])
Can’t eat leather is so self explanatory. The bracelets are RIGHT THERE you can’t fool me Mr mckenna
I’m done. I’m done. I don’t even need to keep explaining this it’s RIGHT THERE AGH
And onto the ecoterrorism
I’m kidding (not really) bc this part always makes me think of literally the Entire Plot of TDT when Ronan is going around destroying capitalism to save dreamers. This IS the servers scene and the underwater pipeline and the Mirrors lady and also the way all of TDT is about self discovery and learning who you are and how to deal with that in a society made to destroy you and how isolating and sad that is (it gets him down 😞) and I can KEEP GOING
And just the way the song is so melancholy and also happy at once hits me so hard cause it feels like what the Barns does when you read the book like it SOUNDS like something Aurora would sing to kid Ronan it’s so homey and sweet but also sad and perfect
And obviously I don’t go through the whole song here but I feel that I’ve made my case sufficiently enough thanks for reading this far I love u mwah
#this has been in my drafts for over 6 months#it’s finally here#I don’t even really listen to this song anymore but it hit just the same when I was listening to it to finish this post#also just fyi you can’t disagree with me. I am right and I will die knowing that#I’m going to reread the series now I miss my Boy#also insert joke about Declan Mckenna and Declan Lynch ok I’m done#this is a little late for his birthday but it’s close enough#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE AND ONLY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#Carried my life from ages 12-15 and will do so forever#this is so niche I genuinely have lost it#I miss them#ronan lynch#ronan trc#adam parrish#adam and ronan#richard gansey#gansey#richard campbell gansey iii#blue sargent#declan lynch#matthew lynch#the lynch brothers#the raven cycle#the dreamer trilogy#the raven boys#the dream thieves#blue lily lily blue#the raven king#declan mckenna#Brazil Declan mckenna
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Grieving over someone who isn’t gone is such a complicated feeling. Especially when they are your best friend. Especially when they want to leave you.
I still can interact with them today. I can see them with my own eyes, hear their voice with my ears, understand their deepest dreams because we just know each other.
But soon, I won’t be able to see them in person, the only way I can hear their voice will be through a phone, and now someone else will learn to understand them better than me. I will slowly be forgotten as someone else becomes their remembered.
And it hurts. But it happens. And I knew it was coming but I didn’t want it to happen so fast. It’s like when you know something is going to bite you but it hasn’t happened yet. You anticipate the pain so it’s like the pain is already there.
They’re still here but they’re already gone. They’re not gone forever just gone for now. You’re still a kid. They’re all grown up and they’re leaving you. It hurts.
#when I say ‘they want to leave you’ I don’t mean it in a negative way#I am not on bad terms with this person I keep talking about#we are very close and that’s never going to change#I mean it more in the sense of that they’re letting go because they’re ready to let go#it’s hard to explain#like they are ready to let me go because someone else is ready to take care of them now#which is hard because I’ve been their shoulder to lean on ever since I can remember#and now we won’t even be living in the same area anymore#I have a deep set fear of being forgotten and I also have abandonment issues#I’m just feeling like I’m being replaced but I feel guilty because what’s happening is making this person I love happier#they’re pursuing what’s best for them and it’s great!#but in adjusting to this strange sense of grief that my one constant in my life is changing#I don’t like change#I didn’t expect us to stay together forever but I didn’t think they would leave me so soon and be so ok with it#everyone I know is comfortable growing up and changing but I’m so uncomfortable with the idea that it’s hard for me to handle#everyone else is excited to turn into a butterfly and I’m scared if not being a caterpillar anymore#idk if any of that makes sense but writing my feelings really helps me process and feel better#sfw interaction only#sfw agere#sfw age regression#age regressor#age regression#agere blog#quizzyrambles#Quizzyvents
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sooo this Thursday DAZN is going to release a very personal interview of Marc where he’ll supposedly talk about everything…Do you think they asked him about Vale too or it’s not considered an “hot topic”anymore?
oh i hadn’t heard about that ! ummm it’ll depend how much control marc’s team is given over the question list i think…
#like all the commentators have been mentioning vale’s own move to ducati when he was the same age marc is now. and comparing them.#so i think he might get mentioned in that context if they do mention him#but marc’s said his main piece about sepang he has a whole episode about it lol#so i can’t see him like. wanting to talk about it a lot.#but we’ll see! i’m just guessin#callie speaks#motogp#asks
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Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).
I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.
So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.
#text post#incoherent rambling#project update#game project#I’m still also debating whether or not I can actually even make a proper horror game too#It’s the rule of like just being a horror fan doesn’t make you good at horror being afraid of something does? ya know?#I am trying to go with things that scare me personally but it’s been difficult#either things aren’t concrete of concepts enough or are wayyyy too oddly specific to make anything about#which is quitter talk I know but how does one translate the childhood heebee jeebees of watching top ten gaming videos past bedtime 💀💀💀#or like the way too broad general fear of lack of control without making it too on the nose or too vague#truly a balancing act writing is#kinda ironically I am also a little bit less afraid of hospitals after having been to one for myself rather than family members#which makes things both more and less difficult???#on one hand I have better references for them now but on the other hand I’m desensitized to it 😔#I think I get used to things a little too easily for a lot of things to stay scary#the thing was a scary movie the first time I saw it and now it’s a comfort film#funger was a very scary game until I first died and reloaded a save with little consequence and now it’s just a spooky but fun rpg#but then at the same time thinking about a movie studio logo before a movie that scared me as a kid cause there was a monster in it#still gives weird left over shivers but actually seeing it doesn’t anymore for some reason#I feel like that’s how it’s worked with most things I’ve ever been afraid of in my life besides concepts like death control or idk drowning#ugh writing is HARD#but actually making a functional and fun to play game is harder oh my god do I not know how to make puzzles#I have made swivel chairs that can be knocked and walked over but that’s about it and idk what to do with that knowledge lmaooooo#and I don’t want the entire gameplay loop to be read text search room get key repeat cause that’s boring#I have also desperately tried making a stamina system but there’s not much help with that online especially not in the rpg maker forums#the no necroposting rule sucks all the threads for questions I have never get answered and never will cause no one is allowed to due to age#anyway idk what to tag this probably won’t get seen since it’s not my usual anyway but eh whatever I’ll think about this#hopefully I remember the passwords to two blogs 💀💀💀
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hello has anyone here seen the most fanstatic, beautiful, incredible play What The Constitution Means To Me and do we think it is appropriate to read with seventh and eighth grade classes
pros:
i am teaching history, theater, and english - this text crosses all three subjects
i can return to it throughout the year as i discuss role of audience, constitutional amendments
it directly speaks to my essential question of the year in history class which is: what is the role of the US government in both perpetuating and addressing social inequalities
good use of theatrical elements like props, costume, pauses, lights, asides, 4th wall
ending message is about how strong, brave, smart, powerful young people are today and how vital it is to be involved in the health and future of our democracy whether that involvement is radical (abolish and rewrite constitution) or faithful (faith in the constitution and the self-corrective measures within, amendment making)
cons (as in cons of why may not work in classroom not cons of the play itself which has no cons bc it’s amazing)
discussion and stories on domestic violence
discussion and stories of abortion
gets bleak about the state of our country which isn’t great vibes for young people ( BUT it ends very hopeful of the future)
1 slur (f*****)
if i taught high school i wouldn’t even hesitate on using it but with middle school do we think it’s pushing it ?
#please genuinely give me your thoughts#i used to teach 4th grade but now i’m doing 7th and 8th and i’m not sure where their boundaries are at that age#like i can finally let them watch things with curses but where do we stand with abortion stories#i did teach an abortion supreme court case to fourth grade two years ago tho and those parents were fine with it#but the third grade parents were then suspicious of me and unhappy#so i obv didn’t do the same case w that class the next year#what the constitution means to me
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I feel so, so old but also so, so young and it’s starting to freak me out
#Not to get too existential but.#32 is hitting me harder than 30 for some reason?#(the reason being work being awful and feeling like everything I fought for was. fruitless? So what now?)#and time keeps running out and I keep losing things and people#my brain keeps yelling TOO SLOW TOO LATE TOO NOTHING all the time#they took my drive away from me and broke my spirit a little bit and now I’m just. scared and sad and angry all the time#and I don’t even have the faith in myself to go apply somewhere else because I’m convinced I can’t. they really fucking broke me#and if I don’t have work.#what do I have#it was the (1) thing I thought was going well and now that isn’t so what the fuck else do I have#I can’t buy a house I’ve never had a relationship my whole body is fucked#I still didn’t write a book#I can’t keep up with my coworkers I can’t keep up with my same age/older friends I keep just. walking with blocks on my legs while everyone#else is running marathons and finishing them#not to be a stereotypical ambitious workaholic Capricorn bitch but#what the fuck else am I#you know?
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let me tell you as someone who survived pop music artists stan twitter or whatever it’s called, marvel twitter, game of thrones twitter, and bts twitter (i wasn’t really involved with stranger things twitter but i trust you guys when you say it’s terrible)— it’s a shit show over on that app. like when people say they don’t want twitter users here, they’re not saying it to be gatekeep-y or whatever. they’re saying it because they don’t want to deal with seeing or experiencing any harassment.
twitter thrives off of toxicity. i think you can definitely attempt to create a healthy space for yourself depending on what your interests are, but i imagine that’d be hard because even if you don��t interact with anyone, you’re still seeing others interact with people in a horrible way. i know that being a part of fandoms that are big always led to there being drama every single day and drove me away from even wanting to talk about my interests. people really do help curate the experience you have with whatever you’re a fan of and when the people are bullying, harassing, and being rude; you suddenly do not like that thing all that much anymore.
you really have to experience twitter to fully understand it in my opinion. there’s a certain way that it works and it becomes very cliquish/cultish and idk it sounds dramatic for sure but the ones who have been on twitter and are saying it’s a bad place understand 100%.
#byler#sorry not byler related but i saw others talk about twitter in the tag so i wanted to also lol#i saw the rise of twitter and it’s downfall that’s insane#twitter used to be justin bieber vs one direction#those were the simpler times#bc at least everybody involved were ages 12-16 and it was just nonsense at the end of the day like no one cared lmfao#everyone on twitter now can’t think for themselves and are more eager to prove that they’re a ‘good’ person than actually being good#they think being good = making a problem out of everything and that everyone must share the same opinion and like the same things as THEM#and what’s wild is that someone will get doxxed over a goddamn fictional character#putting someone’s life in danger and being proud to do that is such a scary mentality#and i could write a whole essay on how damaging that is to think like that and how lots of social media users have an ego problem#i deleted twitter 3 years ago bc i started to use it less and less as it got more and more unbareable#and i’m way happier now#tumblr is my safe space#they need to fix twitter fr i don’t want this site to get ruined#especially by ads or brands and celebrities like idk i have so many thoughts
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sometimes I think about writing and singing music not because I’m an incredible singer but because no one has my fucking voice, especially in popular music, and its disheartening to be born a girl, told you’ll only get girl roles or try to voice match other girls, or ‘sing with the girls’ and then only be able to match male voices because you’re a fuckin tenor and not anything higher. I can’t think of any girl Broadway roles I can hit all the notes on. Most songs I love I have to pitch down for myself or use falsetto for singing along to. It bothers me a lot less now because I’m an adult who’s more secure in myself but as a teen in kids musical theatre it FUCKED with me, BAD style. And I know for a fact that even now when I hear people with a voice like mine singing I get excited and immediately invested in their work because they’re like ME, finally, for once. A brother in this world of being afab and having the voice of a recently pubescent boy forever. Maybe I should be that brother too.
#Using randomly gendered words because that’s me now but hey#Regardless of if you were born afab and are a girl 100% or if you were born afab and are someone else#It STILL sucks to always be grouped along with ‘girls’ just because of your voice and realize#You CANT hit that. You can’t hit the mark for ‘girl’. You’ll never achieve that without like. Hrt#Just say THE VOCAL CLASS. Like. Sopranos sing with this. Tenors with this. Bass with this. Etc#Then it doesn’t hurt! But nooo instead they’re looking or ‘sing with the other girls’ and you fucking can’t#And it gives you a crisis at age 14#Anyway all I know is when other people who were assigned female at birth and aren’t on something they changes ones voice#and just happen to have born with the same deep ass voice as me. It makes me proud to hear them use it#Because not enough people do. It’s like we’re all collectively embarrassed or something#I see so many sad posts from teenagers posting their dream roles and the reason they won’t get it is ‘girl’#and it’s like. I remember being that kid. Never able to get a female lead because of my voice. Never able to get a male lead because of gir#Even though my voice and appearance could easily swing male. Nope! You’re GIRL. So you’re doomed to background forever :)#I got 1 lead role and it was when I was at my most feminine and was also for a villain that was a fat hag#I LOOOOVED playing her im aunt sponge forever. BUT. Never getting one again after that… showed me. Something#More gender blind casting and more songs just written for tenors please#doing just ONE of those things would probably solve the issue#But both please because I’m greedy and I want what I couldn’t have for every kid today#(And also me in the future in adult community theatre. Haven’t had time/too intimidated so far but I WILL go back)#And before anyone questions the language on this post. I STRUGGLED with how to word it#TERFs begone. I love trans people. I am nonbinary and some form of intersex (pcos).#I just word it this way because of like. Where we all start#Whether we stay GIRL girls or realize we’re somewhere in between. It crushes us either way to have the ‘wrong’ voice to do anything#Because it did me at first. And I’m otherwise GLAD to be confusing#I’ve come to love my deep voice it baffles others and they never know what to call me it really helps the whole ‘what am I’ presentation#But. In terms of certain things. Like being in theatre in the deep south#It certainly does not help and can be disheartening#Especially back when I was younger and more self conscious#lion’s lair
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it’s my birthday tomorrow, i have no plans and instead of panicking about that i feel okay, which is suspicious and i’m waiting for that ”i feel weird and kind of bad on my birthday” feeling i usually get.
#even if the day is enjoyable#birthdays always feel weird to me#because i kind of want to make. maybe not a big deal of it but. at least a deal you know.#but i feel like no one around me really celebrates birthdays so it would feel too attention seeking#or those who like celebrating birthdays are for away from me#and everyone is always so busy that i start feeling like i’m being too selfish#if i suggest that i want to actually celebrate#i feel like it’s only acceptable when it’s a Big Age like 30 or 40 or 50 but other than that i can’t ask someone to give me attention#it’s okay when it’s someone else asking#but i’m not allowed to ask these same things and yes trying to grow out of this kind of thinking#i don’t know how to ask that for myself#so it’s just. whatever.#but this year i haven’t felt bad about that#i’m just like. oh right it’s my birthday tomorrow. okay.#like i said#suspicious#hjesfsf#anyway i think in celebration of my birthday oliver should post a thirst trap#for old times sake since he never posts them anymore#i already bought a new lipstick and a blush as a treat so now i just need some other treats too
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