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hilson are the toxic yaoi version of chiron and chariclo
#yes i will elaborate#but not rn im abt to pass out im so tired#i just had to get this out there first as a reminder to write it up#hilson#house md#chiron#chariclo#greek mythology
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#before anything else i must warn this is going to be. unorganized thoughts mostly#in the last year or so ive tried to regain confidence that i am in fact plural and am not just faking it#or mistaking other symptoms for DID. shake off the denial y'know. as is so signature for this damn disorder#a diagnosis probably wouldnt even make me feel more sure lol. and also getting diagnosed for this specifically is like#the final boss of psychiatry to put it lightly lol#but when it quiets down in headspace ur always gonna feel like. maybe its over. whatever that was#it was just me and brandy for a while#but guess who had a godawful night and then a godawful morning and split a new alter ‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥🔥#he hates it here! he might hate me for creating him! im not sure !#hell im not even rly sure if im juno or brandy rn lol. my mind is just so messy today#i woke up.. when did i wake up. like 9:30 i think and its 1pm now and i haven't gotten out of bed#i don't even remember all that time passing . i couldve sworn its only been like an hour. two at most#on the one hand this has all been kinda terrible and mentally exhausting but at the same time. hey cant say im faking now LMAO#the other hand is brandy. the other hand is absolutely brandy. i am tired lol#im only posting this here so i can just like. process it i guess#ive had a weird time finding an outlet to just spew random thoughts into since leaving twitter so. sorry#idk if anyone's expecting this of me but i always kinda feel like i need some level of professionalism on this account#keyword some. i know this is tumblr#but idk if these very open posts are. annoying? weird? uncomfortable? entertaining somehow?#i know I know theres no point in worrying abt how others percieve you . knowing that hasnt stopped me from doing it lol#i dont remember where i was going w this. maybe i didnt have a goal in the first place#idk if you read this far i dont rly need u to act like u didnt see it cuz like. wouldnt have posted it otherwise#but idk why i am posting. idk what i want out of anyone who has read all this#maybe just. interact w this post in some way idk. it's actually kinda grounding for me if you can believe it#bleghh im thinkin of cheating on my weed break just to treat myself after all this. weed + a long walk would fix me
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My friends are so nice to me??? I love them???
#another fulfilling day where im tired overworked overwhelmed but also full of love for my friends#i love my friends#one of my friends swung by to visit me while ive been recovering hehe#it was so so nice#and one of my friends is giving me more song and media recs hehe which is like. yes. yes. yes.#i am going to fall in love with you /hyp#a little overwhelmed and smitten rn#having a pea brain moment but today has been crazy and i have been catching up with a lot of stuff and meeting deadline#life has been a bit hard in regards to that but im sure life will be fine life will turn out ok#when i get a little better i need to bake so much for my friends#but also trying to not overstep and stretch myself out too thin which i might have today#I don't care though i feel so. tired but happy rn.#im obsessed w my friends it's not even an overstatement at this point hehe but oh well#this semester or next maybe I'll try something new but for now i just want to go with the flow and have fun for now#im having fun im happy i don't want to worry about stuff and i don't want to be scared which is why! im not gonna catch feelings for anyone#im gonna love my friends a lot and love myself a lot and it will be enough to carry me through!#it gets really hard sometimes when a lot of your friends are dating and a lot of ppl around you are dating but im not gonna get fomoed#went out and saw my friend and her partner walking hand in hand and ykw im happy for her#i do get a little envious abt. having like. a safety person. and stuff like that. but. hng. i have multiple ppl i can rely on#it's just currently they're all not around that's all#and sometimes i just really crave a hug but those times will pass!!!#anyway i miss my friends i love them but im doing much better than last year now#i had a moment of wondering why i tolerated. some stuff from past partners and i realized it was probably bc of the friends i had around#sometimes when your friends treat u well it. idk. shines some light on your perspective#im really grateful for my friends bc of that#they make sure i dont become worse lol#kk rambles
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#its sort of funny. i think my medication is working pretty well. i feel stable in a way i never really have before#is it the dopamine stablizer or is it my ion channels? whos to say. it doesn't matter. but it also doesnt change some things#the ways i think and react negativly to change. but it makes it easier to deal with. i still experience this strange dispaire on the#weekends or anytime im not working. i think the oddest thing is thst i dont think ive ever been this consistenly sad#not in a depressed sort of way. just a passing thoughts make me tear up sort of way. it doesnt feel out of control. it just feels like a#prelude to grief i guess. bc my mum is still in the hospital and its so hard to kno what that means from halfway across the country#my sisters are both home right now. they both live within 3hrs of where we grew up. one sister lives in the city my mom goes to for#treatment. so they have the opportunity to see her more than me. i dunno if they do tho. we dont really talk. i dont kno if they're as sad#as i am. if im overreacting bc i cant physically see what's happening. what the feeling is in the room. not that she would probably complain#shes the suffer in silence type. my dad keeps texting us pics of our shitty lil sunroom that hes redoing#to make my mum a lil sanctuary. he must be sad too. its his wife. hes staying with her in the hospital rn. i dunno its so weird#when i talk to my counselor she assumes i find out info thru calls or talk to my sisters abt it and i gotta b like nah we dont really talk#i get my info thru text. i havent talked to my parents on the phone in like a month. i dunno we just dont talk. so i dont kno how to reach#out and be like yo so whats up? shoulf i plan on coming home this summer for a bit?? like???#this is the disadvantage of leaving thr place where you grew up. probably when i finish my phd i should move closer to home#somewhere in the Appalachian mountains maybe. somewere in the eastern deciduous forrest. somewhere with thunderstorms.#but thats years from now. who knows what ill b doing. for now im just sad and tired and i dont quite kno what to do in the short or long#term bc im feeling the weight of my mental limitations rather intensely. but maybe im just being self limiting#whatever. i dont have a dead mum yet. shes not even on hospice care. things are just uncertain and dont look so hot#i just dont see how it can get better from here when chemo gave her secondary blood cancer and shes still full of tumors#i dont think im being that dramatic. it just objectively seems not great for survival#unrelated
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ayo!!! tell me abt ur timeline/rewrite!!
walks up. so scared. okay so. things are STILL changing ofc. ill try to simplify stuff..m and make it make sense (alot.of it is STUCK in my head. havent writtenijt down yet] and im COMPLETELY rewriting it. AGAIN.
basically the (New) timeline goes like this game wise
fredbears / fnaf 4 (83)
fnaf 2 (charlies death)
sister location (lizzies death)
pre-witherd animatronics (5 kids)
fnaf 2 (87, and another murder)
fnaf 1 (wills death)
sister location (mikes death)
fnaf 3
nightmare springtrap (PERSONAL IDEA)
pizza sim (death 2 all)
fnaf VR (glitchtrap & vanny)
Fnaf SB
RUIN
^ once i get everything written out i will discuss this more but i love talking abt it. so much.
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this is the OLD one. most things here will stay the same but. im. im like [shaking] im so hyper rn u dont knoe whay younjust did to my brain.
im like half awake rn so i just... copy and based what i have barebones. sorry. im. aaa. ah. ah.
William Afton (1944)
Michelle Afton (1945)
Parents 25&24y/o 1st born ; Michael Afton (born 1969)
6-7 years later
Parents 31&30y/o 2nd born ; Elizabeth Afton (born 1975)
Parents 32&31y/o 3rd born ; Eddie Afton (born 1976)
Henry Emily (1945)
Mrs. Emily (1944)
parents are 26&25y/o Charlie Emily (born 1970)
parents are 36&35y/o Sammy Emily (born 1970)
Charlie and sammy are twins
Susie Campbell
Gabriel palmer
Fritz dover
Jeremy J. Jones
Cassidy Fitzgerald
Jeremy Fitzgerald
Michael looks a lot like his mother, Michelle. While Elizabeth looks a lot like her father, William.
Eddie looks like them both.
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FREDBEARS FAMILY DINNER 19??-1983
William Afton
Melissa Afton
Michael Afton
Elizabeth Afton
Eddie Afton
Henry Emily
Mrs. Emily
Charlie Emily
Sammy Emily
Eddie(7) died 1st in 1983 due to Michael putting his head into the mouth of Gerald Fazbear (Golden freddy),
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1984 - early 1986 (FNAF2 PRT1)
William Afton
Charlie emily
Henry emily
puppet
golden bonnie
golden freddy
ennard
but a year after Eddies death(in 1994), Charlie Emily(14) was found dead in a back alley with the puppet animatronic.
Ms. Emily (now divorced) took Sammy with her after Charlies death, Henry isnt able to contact sammy
ennard is moved to Circus world
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1985 FNAFCW (during FNAF1)
William Afton
Michael Afton
Elizabeth Afton
Melissa Afton
Elizabeth(10) died a couple years after in 1985 thanks to Circus baby, which the 'circus' animatronics got scrapped and turned into the Toy animatronics
Mrs. Afton left state to pursue her dreams, staying in Utah broke her down, Michael pushed his mother to leave with the promise of finding her when he grew older. (She died in 1987, but she starred in a soap opera called the immortal and the restless which ran from 1985-1986)
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late 1983- early 1986 FNAF1
William Afton
Henry Emily
Phoneguy
Chica Chicken
Gerald "Golden" Fazbear
Bonnie Bunnie
Freddy Fazbear
Foxy "The Pirate" Foxx
During the same years 1983-1986, the fazbear killings (missing children) happened [mid 1984, Charlie, early 1984 susie, late 1984 Cassidy & Jeremy late 1985 Gabriel & Fritz] and the bodies were never found.
in early 1986, William afton sought-after each animatronic, tearing them apart which in turn released the trapped souls of the missing children
Susie > Chica Chicken
Cassidy > Gerald "Golden" Fazbear
Jeremy > Bonnie jr. Bunnie
Gabriel > Freddy Fazbear
Fritz > Foxy "The Pirate" Foxx
Which chased him around the establishment until he crawled inside a golden bonnie suit, and set off the springlocks due to the moisture in the air and hasty movements, "Killing" him instantly.
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mid 86- late 87 FNAF2
Jeremy Fitzgerald - 19, born in 1967
Michael Afton - 17
Toy Theodore fazbear
Toy Chelly Chicken
Toy Foxie Foxx
Toy Benjamin Bunnie
Puppet
After FNAF1 closed in 86, the 'orginals' where used to fix up the toys, since the left over circus animatronics (only being baby, and a scrapped endo skeleton wired mesh [ennard]) have been relocated to a new, refurbished Sister Location. Which renamed them as the Funtime animatronics.
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2000 FNAFSL
Michael afton - 31
Ennard
Clementine Circus "Baby"
Funtime Frederick Fazbear
Funtime Bonbon & Bonnet
Funtime Foximir Foxx
Circus Foxy (Lolbit)
Funtime Ballora Ballerina
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2023 FNAF3
Michael Afton - '54' died at 31 in 2000s
William Afton / Springtrap - '79' died at 45 in 86'
Henry Emily - 78
Phone dude - 26 (born in 1997)
2023 , fazbear frights opens up, using SPRINGTRAP as the main attraction, along with the puppet. (the puppet still being possessed by Charlie Emily
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2029(?) FNAFPS
Henry Emily - 84
Michael Afton - '60'
Rockstar Leon "Lefty" / Puppet / Charlie
Elizabeth / scrapbaby
Molten
Scraptrap
Rockstar Richard Fazbear
Rockstar Chica-dee
Rockstar Foxworth foxx
Rockstar Bon Bunnie
Im sorry to interrupt you, Elizabeth,[airhorn sfx] if you still even remember that name [vine boom sfx]
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2035 FNAFVR
Jeremy Fitzgerald
Vanessa A.
other playtesters
glitchtrap virus
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2038 FNAFSB
Phone dude
Vanessa A.
Vanny
Gregory
Burnttrap / Glitchtrap / mimic whatever tf
Molten / blob
Freddie Fazbear
Montgomery Gator
Roxanne Wolf
Chicalynn Chicken
Foxxer " the Pirate" Foxx
Sun
Moon
8 more kids killed
GREGORY freed himself from the tomb of the game by himself, but leaving with no recollection with what he had done when he was controlled by glitchtrap. used to lure kids with games and laughter and something cool to show them! SIKE! twas a lady in a bunny costume
Ruin DLC ... maybe 2039 ...? [W.I.P UNTIL IT COMES OUT]
cassie
Gregory
Sun & moon & eclipse
Freddie
Chicalynn
Monty
Roxy
Bonathan Bunnie
MXES
tangle / blob
mimic..???? WHATEVER THE FUCK
#malchat#asks#IM SO SORRY ANON IM LIKE SO HYPER RN AND SO TIRED. its my moms bday weekend and so. we are partying.#i will so talk abt this mkre tomorrow this ask just got me so fucking hyper and excited but i am fr abt 2 pass out into SLEEP MODR.
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Sadly been and will be slightly inactive here lately due to the move and way more socializing and adulting than I'd prefer.
But I'll just be idlin
#been trynna draw on my down time but) :#my friend stayed the night yesterday#and we drank to shaun of the dead#and ended up getting high and watching black books#ended up passing out last night and woke up to the whole series restarting#im just dozing with it on rn hfhdjdjd#gotta pack later but first off day in abt a week#tired#need my vacay#once im on it#im writing so much fan fiction#and napping the rest of the time#my brain wants a spaced x black books crossover fic but idk how to implement#we'll see#*adds it to pile of writing ideas*#beau/lyn speaks
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didnt think it was actually physically possible to experience worse period cramps than I was already getting every month but being back on the pill again has proven me wrong 🫠🫠🫠🫠
#bad enough i now have a new step on my pain scale i dont think ive experienced a 9 until now all i could do was sob and thrash around#its gone down to.maybe a 7.5 now but holy fucking shit. what the fuck is wrong with my fucking body. i can feel each cramp pass through#every individual muscle fibre thryre so strong im shaking. girl fucking chill out ur not in fucking labour!!!!!!!#nothing is fucking helping i took twice my usual dose of naproxen half an hour ago and it hasnt had an effect yet i wish i had#codeine that wasnt combined with ibuprofen bc i cant take another nsaid unless i want a stomach perforation fucks sake i usually have#cocodamol but im out rn maybe ill just take a bunch of paracetamol too and hope for the best#tens machine had absolutely zero effect the thing is i can feel the tissue doing the same involuntary spasming without it#the heat is the only thing bringing it down from that 9 i can already tell im getting burns but oh well#was very close to calling emergency services once i regained enough coherent thought to be able to open my phone#but i dont think theres any point now like itd be so low priority itd take hours and hours for anyone to show up by then itll have eased#man i would do fucking anything for smth stronger tho please. i can be trusted with morphine.#ik i have a friend with access to some maybe i should call him. its fucking 2am tho and he lives the next city over and idk him that well#and he was talking abt disposing of it anyway so maybe he doesnt have it anymore. ugrhfhjh. man#not finishing this course ik theres only 2 days left but fuck it. no more hormones unless they agree to prescribe me stronger painkillers#if i cant find a way of dealing with this shit im going to have to kill myself im not doing this every month for the rest of my life#its getting progressively worse anyway so maybe itll actually kill me before i can do it like maybe ill get a crazy rupture and bleed out#but man im in pain all the fucking time even if its mostly mild and then once a month i have to experience this and im supposed to carry#on living my life around that and waitlists for tests are years let alone treatment and i cant fucking afford to go private#and i dont know what to do any more about it im so so so fucking tired and it hurts so much and i wish someone else was here with me rn#and i havr to be up for work in 4 hours. although i wont physically be able to go in if this doesnt subside bc i cant fucking walk#but if i have to take a sick day and be alone with this pain without distraction. ahahahahahahaha. im in danger#okay okay okay i think meds are kicking in a little the edge is softening. im going to refill this again and try to sleep if i can#fucking drama man. my jaw hurts from clenching it so much#.vent
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post-ph rn feels like that image of a horse drawing thats half impeccable and half scribble with how im whittling down the first bit with the possession recovery and the basic group dynamic and most of the early/foundational stuff and anything beyond that is a big uuuhhhhhh
#also i cant stop thinking abt the shift from ph to post-ph w/ linebeck + possession aftereffects#i like the idea that due to him making an effort to drop his mask and also being fucking Tired bc of trauma processing#he doesnt look much different (maybe. worse. bc of. yknow. possession) but he goes from yknow seeming a fair bit older than he is#to actually kinda passing as 19 and it is half him actually kinda acting his age cutting the shit with the pompous waste of breath talk#am i open abt that. are people aware that in my little personal ph linebeck is 19. anyways hes 19 start of post ph#salty talks#post-ph#like i have a pair of calendars i mean to use to plan out everything with when everything happens in the decided timeframe#but i know now im prob gonna have to edit whats already there (except main gang bdays) with this current possession sickness stuff#possession sickness. thats probably a good term for it. is my fucking sibling making grilled cheese rn#a post-ph goal i really need to act on is Writing Shit Down like at least major arc ideas for this early phase#but the final planning is through the calendars bc i gave myself a limited timeframe to limit how much stuff i could put in#and so i could keep track of the passage of time in a manageable and realistic way#do i know where those calendars are? let me look. found em#apparently i put damien’s birthday as sept 23 but i dont like that any more mainly bc he’s meant to be a few months older than linebeck#and sept 23 is a fucking week off from linebeck’s so yeah we’re not sticking with that
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I woke up sometimes this week petting a cat, and I went to sleep with a cat purring in my face while lying on my chest too.
I was having a bad episode and I must have started passing out from the stress and panic but as I did I had a cat with me. I don’t own a cat.
Not my psychosis being like “Hol up. Ik I’m like terrorizing u but now I feel bad, here have a cat that you’ve been wanting for years.”
#tabby talks#The best thing about my psychotic episodes is when i pass out and no longer have to be in an extreme state of stress and terror#i mean I go into passing out sure that I’m abt to die but at least when I wake up its fine#every night I never know if ill be sleeping or if ill be having a panick attack for the next 3-5hrs#usually if im able to stay concious during an episode i wait until 5am to sleep when my dad wakes up so i know its safe for me to#im tired of having episodes its so exhausting to be panicking for so many hours#I wish i had a cat for real because I had any sort of pet at all i would know im fine bc it would react#i got nothin rn#All i can do is curl up under my blanket and wait for it to either stop. my dad wake up. or i pass out#Even worst sometimes i’ll go immediately into sleep paralysis after an episode#so sometimes im having a psychotic episode only to go into paralysis where i deal w more hallucinations#i dont see stuff i just feel things and thats anything#has a panick attack going to sleep only to wake up having a panick attack its great
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Hm.
#I. Almost passed out at work#got lightheaded as fuck and deadass almost dropped#im on break atm but. uhh.#tbh last week i barely ate due to nauseousness#and so far this week i havent really eaten bc ive been tired and too busy....#that also includes walking a long walk to work#Im burning way more calories than im eating#ugh . i dont feel good tbh. My coworkers are forcing me to eat rn tho so ill be fine#but lord i just wanna curl up and sleep#......which i havent gotten much of these past few weeks either. Most ive gotten was abt 5 hours at night....oog#lisi stupid as shit hours
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Wolvie is the biggest girl dad ever. sigh… dreaming of having a kid with this man rithrj now.
𝜗❀᧓ he is the definition of girl dad.
𝜗❀᧓ when he first hears he’s getting an actual kid, an actual daughter, he’s highkey terrified. he has some experience with Laura and Rogue 😭 nd kitty if we’re talking abt comics.
𝜗❀᧓ now he’s obviously imperfect, he doesn’t know how to really go about raising this kid. so at first, he is kind of distant, but still there for you at the same time.
𝜗❀᧓ he’s a bit better once she actually arrives. You motion for him to hold her, he hesitates, but you basically shove her in his arms. His breath stops when he looks down, here she is, a fucking carbon copy of the both of you. she has your eyes, but she did come out with a good chunk of hair on her head, like him.
𝜗❀᧓ he also worries about him passing his x-genes onto her, he’s really terrified abt it actually. but you have to reassure him that everything will be fine, even if she does have it.
𝜗❀᧓ you’ve probably caught on by now, extremely overprotective and worried. of you and the baby.
𝜗❀᧓ he doesn’t let you get up to do a thing for her while he’s there. Shes crying? He’ll take care of it. Shes tired? He’ll put her in her crib by your bed
𝜗❀᧓ anyways it’s kind of humorous to see this giant, gruff, someone who usually doesn’t show a softer side of him, swaddle this baby in a blanket all while with a giant resting bitch face.
𝜗❀᧓ I need to make him a dad rn.
A/n: ik I haven’t written in some time, still sick with covid and I really had get to mass in time so I was on a flight 😭 (I wore a mask and shit yeah, didn’t touch anything LEAVE ME ALONE) im still working on multiple fics rn that I’ll get to as soon as I can <3
#wolverine x you#logan howlett x you#logan howlett xmen#logan howlett x reader#logan howlett#wolverine#wolverine x reader#thoughts 💭#deadpool and wolverine
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loved you three summers !!!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which she's living her dream and he's just her biggest supporter.
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for when you know it'll be them, forever and always. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
social media au // pierre gasly x fem!reader
warnings - language
author's note - hope u like it!! thank you so much for reading, i love you <3 requests are still open!!
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the tiny exception - express crew
summary; there's only one exception to the few rules that the express crew have...
genre/extra tags; fluff, family dynamics, pompom is the softest rabbit thing in the universe i love them, papa welt (real), auntie himeko iykyk, the rest of the gang are the siblings, caelus learns abt the world with you :'), your honor they're just trash raccoons, selective mute! caelus
[platonic] [child (7-9)! reader]
[warnings; reader implied to have a tough life before getting taken in, trash digging mentioned/j]
word count; 608
a/n; whoops i made another hsr fic and it's another family fic :) im watching blue lock rn and it's definitely passed some expectations and i like it so far so that's good, there's some silly little guys i like (it's the crazies unsurprisingly) maybe i'll write something to test the waters for blue lock. this show wildin tho
i use caelus for hsr so im writing caelus, sorry stelle enjoyers
[rule 1; no touching pompom]
caelus learned that one after attempting to comfort the conductor. and yet,
"you're so squishy, pompom!" a pure as snow giggle rings in the train as the trailblazer watches you cuddle pompom. "so fluffy!"
"oi! don't hug me too hard!" they squirm, trying to loosen your grip.
"sorry!" you smile innocently as you look up to see the silver-haired trailblazer, watching you. "hey caelie!" you let go of pompom, running straight to him.
he's quick to pick you up as you stretch your own arms out towards him. he looks at you with curious eyes and then glances at pompom who is cleaning their uniform.
"i wanted to hug pompom! and i did!" you cheered. it earns you a silent chuckle from caelus. much to pompom's relief, he takes you away and to the passenger rooms.
[rule 2; don't drink mr. welt's coffee]
that rule was interesting. it was set because of you really. you tried the coffee once and almost cried. turns out you can't handle the bitter taste unsurprisingly.
"i know you're gonna do it, y/n." you freeze in his lap as welt continues to answer caelus's questions on the phone.
"but what if it tastes different?"
"it's still coffee, dear." you rest your cheek on welt's shoulder, face squished as you stare at the cup of dark liquid. welt doesn't say anything after that, a gentle sigh leaving his lips.
"did auntie himeko make it?"
"no, she didn't."
"then it will taste different." you reason but it doesn't sway the tired father figure. you reach to take a sip. you look up at welt as if expecting the male to stop you but he doesn't.
he knows. he knows what's going to happen and he's not going to stop it. (he does have a different drink on hand, ready for you.)
you take a sip.
and you cry. "papa!" he sets your favorite drink down, moving the coffee towards him. "why do you drink that?!" he guides your favorite drink towards you and you immediately drink it.
"i drink it because i like it."
"you have bad tastes, papa." you stick your tongue out at him.
"and yet you keep drinking it every time."
[rule 3; sleep on time!]
another rule in place for you. did you ever follow it? sometimes.
but you were only a kid.
"but i don't wanna sleep!" you tugged onto dan heng's clothes as if he would help.
he does not.
"you need to sleep. you're going to be all sleepy in the morning."
"but i want to stay with you guys!" dan heng picks you up into his slightly awkward hold. "please?" you drag out your pleas in hopes of convincing your older brother figure to let you stay up with the trio.
"sorry, y/n. but i don't think welt would allow that."
"but i'm not ti.. tired!" you yawn between your last word, your hands reaching to rub your eyes.
"you totally are, y/n." march cooed, taking you from dan heng's arms. "let's get you to himeko or welt, hm?" the trio is gentle to bid you a goodnight and a pat on the head (and kiss on the cheek from march) while you're taken to rest with himeko.
"there's the sweetie. awh, you must be exhausted." you're laying in himeko's arms, feeling sleepy with her warmth wrapped around you. "thank you march, have a good time with the others." march waves her goodbye before leaving with the trailblazer and dan heng.
"but i wanna go..." you frown, twisting and turning in the redhead's arms.
"how about you spend sometime with me, welt, and pompom before bed?" himeko suggests.
"are we gonna read some stories?"
"we'll let you pick."
"okay."
you fell asleep about 3 minutes later before you could even hear a story.
#honkai star rail#honkai star rail x reader#honkai x reader#hsr welt#welt yang x reader#welt yang#caelus x reader#hsr caelus#dan heng x reader#himeko x reader#march 7th x reader
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Wondrous Time- Johnny "Soap" Mactavish
Based on a request:
im gonna claim an emoji RN and it'll be 😻 so anyway drabble on when readers like super duper upset because she went on a terrible date and she goes and just rants and it leads to a gossip session with soap and at the end it turns out they've both been pinning for each other but they, or at least the reader, JUST found out abt their own feelings?
F!Reader, friends to lovers, fluff
Long ago, you met a man Johnny 'Soap' Mactavish, he and you had become very close, always calling or texting each other to rant or vent, as well as the many jokes and lowkey arguments you two had. This time, it was to talk about a recent date you had gone on.
Soap sat legs crossed, some snack in hand and a beer in the other. You were making your coffee in the kitchen because it would be a long talk. Once you sat down, you exhaled loudly.
"So it's that bad?" he asks, beer passing through his throat. You nod, wide-eyed. "The fucking worst!" you said, setting the coffee down. Every weeknight when he had days off, he'd spent Sundays with you. He told you of his failed dates or talking stages with other people, how cringy he'd have to act so they could get the idea he liked them.
"Okay....fucking tell me!" he was eager, not because he liked seeing you hurt, but because this man had motives to celebrate those failed dates. You crossed-legged on the sofa, looking at him, bitting inner lip
"So, you know how you told me that if a man valued me he'd come to the door for me?"
He nods, "Yeah..."
"This fucker honked! fucker didn't even text me, and I was like fuck it, okay.." you take a sip from your coffee, "and then, I get in the car, not even a 'you look pretty' or 'How are you?" NOTHING!" you exclaimed. God did he love it when you would overreact and recreate certain stuff that happened to you. He just nods, taking this information in.
"...We get to the place right...and as we ordered he goes, 'you'll pay'....like he didn't tell me the week before it was his treat!" Soap shakes his head. "So I do because a bitch was hungry and I was not going to get hangry...we eat and whatnot," another pause, "and fucker only talks about himself, not once could I get in a word. 'like this one time I-' and 'wait this reminds me of when i-' ugh!" you roll your eyes, meantime Soap admires this from his place. He chuckles as you try to impersonate such a man's accent.
After about two hours of talking about the date, he and you make jokes about the guy. Looking at his social media and adding more jokes that make you both cry tears of laughter. He pats or in a friendly way hits your thigh when he comes up with a better joke.
When you two had gotten tired from the tummy aches, you sit there and sigh. "At this rate, we will end up alone in retirement homes."
He nods, agreeing with such a statement. Days later, he was back on leave. Sent you a picture of him and some guy in a mask, the photo was blurry as the man in the mask tried to reach for the phone. You chuckle at the face Soap had when the photo was taken.
You watched a movie, "Love, Rosie", in which a man and a woman were close friends, one moves away, the other stays, for years that is how it was, until finally at the end they confess such love for the other. It made you realise one thing, Soap and you had a similar relationship, just not many feelings between the other, or so you thought. For years, Soap tried to make advances on you, always flirting but you were oblivious to it, one day he just settled to being your friend. He knew it was something valuable, having you there as his friend, a painful title, but what can you do.
You looked through photos of you together, the way he stared at you, friends don't look at the other like that, nor do they sit down, giving you their attention when all they want to give you is their heart. It was funny, going through so many heartbreaks when the other clung to hope of maybe being the one you loved. But he waited, he'd wait for years and years to have a chance with who he knows is the one he was meant to be with.
Maybe the clues were all there, maybe you needed help finding them, finding him. But after nearly 9 years of friendship, maybe it was time to turn your best friend into the man you know you deserve, finally.
He returned back to you, talking about how he embarrassed himself at a bar while deployed because he thought a girl was finally into him. "Maybe I was delusional, but c'mon, you just don't play with me like that" he sits down.
"hey, when you said we'd be old and alone...would you ever visit me?" he asks, voice more serious. He had been thinking about you as well, looking at how your soft hands fit with his calloused ones, like a puzzle. "Just a thought of course"
"I see us...arguing over a meal" you chuckle. "I'm being serious, think we could ever be like the couple from The Notebook?"
Your favourite film, the one you cried in his arms to, "Unfair Johnny!" His hands rubbed your back, trying to calm you down, "C'mon bonnie, life happens, they loved each other, and they died together," and you cried even more. Forehead kisses multiply, "You've seen this over 20 times, it's always the same ending." he comments.
"Maybe this time she remembers him, maybe they leave that place and watch their grandkids grow." sniffles from you, head buried on his chest, voice muffled. He couldn't help but chuckle, "Oh you poor wee thing," his hand on your head, "life isn't about maybe's, do you always say 'maybe' to everything?" he looks down at you. "Maybe" you softly speak, "my poor little bonnie," he kisses your forehead.
"We'll die?!"
"No, no no, I meant...grow old together, maybe...even create memories like theirs..." in that moment, you knew what he was getting at.
"Maybe" you softly say.
A wide smile on him. The maybe's that could end up in letters he'd address to you, the nights he can hold you, watch movies and cuddle, have you hold his hand. Life is full of maybe's, but not with him, no, no more. It was filled with yes's and no's.
A/N: think it's pretty good...anyways...hope ya liked it!
isn't it just so pretty to think, All along there was some, invisible string, Tying you to me?
#cod mw2#cod x reader#cod#task force 141#mw2 141#141 x reader#mwii#141#cod soap#john soap mactavish#johnny soap mactavish#soap mactavish#soap call of duty#soap x reader#soapcore#captain mactavish#mw2#soap x you#soap modern warfare#soap mwii#soap mw2#soap x y/n#soap x oc#soap x fem reader#f reader#cod modern warfare#soap mctavish#soap mctavish x reader#soap mctavish fanart#soap cod
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Are reqs still open? I've been meaning to request smth from you for a while but college and gym has kept me busy 😭 I had an idea that an hsr guy would serenade reader outside their balcony (harana style). My head is too empty rn bc I just got back from the gym and I'm like real tired so I can't figure out which guy this would be best for but i trust ur judgement and think you'll do fantastic with whatever ypu come up with!! ❤️🩷❤️🩷❤️ -passes out-
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Harmony in the Moonlight
Pairing : Caelus x Reader Genre : Fluff a/n : MY PARTNER HASN'T RESPOND TO ME YET UEUEUEUE (he's Filipino so I needed his knowledge abt this, he's on hiatus) So this is based on the research I did, IM SORRY IF THIS ISNT ACCURATE (◞‸◟;) But Hi Sugo! Hope you're doing well, thanks for requesting!
✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦. In the quiet town where you lived, life flows steadily like a serene river, each day passing in peaceful rhythm. But all that changed the day a certain group of travelers arrived. Among them was Caelus, a young man with an air of mystery and a heart of gold. He was accompanied by his two friends, March and Dan Heng, who each added their own unique touch to the unfolding story.
From the moment Caelus first caught a glimpse of you, he felt a spark, an inexplicable connection that tugged at his heartstrings. It wasn't long before he found himself drawn to you like a moth to a flame, unable to resist the gravitational pull. He was known for his composed and impartial demeanor, but his heart held a flame of chaotic good that yearned to be set free.
As he embarked on his mission alongside his companions, his thoughts often wandered to you. He'd pause in the midst of battles and explorations, offering remarks that ranged from serious to humorous, all while holding a far-off look in his eyes. His friends couldn't help but notice his distraction, but they chose to support him in his silent pursuit.
One night, as you went about your business in your room, the gentle tinkling of a rock hitting your window shattered the tranquil ambiance. Your heart skipped a beat as you cautiously approached the window, hesitantly pulling the curtains aside. And there, on the ground below, stood a trio that would forever imprint itself upon your memory.
Caelus flashed a quick, lopsided smile, a glint of mischief sparkling in his gaze. "Evening, if I might say," he greeted in his characteristic way, his voice calm yet oddly animated. "I hope we're not interrupting anything of utmost importance."
You couldn't help but chuckle softly at his peculiar choice of words. "Not at all," you replied, curiosity piqued. "What brings you here, Caelus?"
Dan Heng, standing a bit apart from the situation, had his arms crossed and looked completely disinterested. March, on the other hand, had her camera at the ready, her eyes shining with excitement.
With a signal to his friends, Caelus took a step forward, March and Dan Heng springing into action. The gentle strumming of the guitar began to fill the air, accompanied by March's sweet, harmonious vocals.
Caelus took a deep breath, his eyes never leaving yours. "They say the stars above can never tell a lie," he sang, his voice a rich, melodious tenor that carried the weight of his emotions. "Well, my dear, they've missed one thing—they've never seen your eyes."
Your heart danced to the rhythm of his words, his voice weaving a tale of admiration and affection. His eyes, so often veiled by his enigmatic expressions, now held a vulnerability that took you by surprise.
"As the night unfolds, and the world turns dark and deep," he continued, the sincerity in his words wrapping around you like a warm embrace. "I find solace in the thought of you, my heart's secret to keep."
March's camera clicked softly in the background, capturing the essence of this intimate moment. Dan Heng, though seemingly detached, had a softness in his gaze as he listened to Caelus's serenade.
Caelus paused for a moment, a half-smile tugging at his lips. "Though I stand here with friends in tow, my words are mine alone," he confessed, his voice carrying the weight of his feelings. "For this night belongs to us, the tale of love unknown."
The final chords of the guitar echoed through the night, the silence that followed carrying the remnants of Caelus's heartfelt serenade. His companions exchanged subtle glances, a mixture of amusement and sentimentality passing between them.
As the last notes faded, Caelus's gaze remained locked onto yours, an unspoken question lingering in the air. His heart laid bare in the moonlight. March and Dan Heng exchanged knowing glances, their expressions a blend of encouragement and support.
The moment stretched, time seeming to stand still as you looked into Caelus's eyes, feeling a connection that defied explanation. And in that silence, a single thought echoed through your mind – a thought that would shape the path of your own story: sometimes, amidst the chaos of life, the most unexpected melodies can play the sweetest tunes in the chambers of the heart.
#˗ˏˋ ꒰ ♡ ꒱ ˎˊ˗ mai writes#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#caelus#trailblazer#caelus hsr#caelus x reader#caelus honkai star rail#caelus star rail#hsr caelus#trailblazer hsr#trailblazer caelus#trailblazer x reader#trailblazer honkai star rail#march 7th#dan heng
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thinking abt cliff fingering you after you had a bad day and you squirt for the first time on his hand <3
he’s actually all i want rn im so serious.
like come here pretty boy lemme give you a kiss.
cliff will always give you the princess treatment after you had a bad day. like he’s cuddling you, kissing you every two seconds, cooking you a nice dinner, and most of all he’s gonna fuck you until your mind goes blank.
to really help you let go. he knows edging you is what you need, even if you get all frustrated at first it’s the best way to get you all strung out and relaxed.
cliff would have you legs open in his lap, facing away from him w your back to his chest as he fingers you. his thumb is extended up to your clit, while his middle and ring fingers fuck you deliciously slow. every time you get too overstimulated and try to close your legs cliff will slowly push them open again and kiss your neck in encouragement<<333
“come on, baby. you can do it. you’re so good”
“gonna feel so good when you cum, baby. can you take a little more for me?”
he’d be massaging your hip with his hand and moving your hair out of the way to nuzzle into your neck<333 pulling his fingers out every once in a while to rub over your sensitive folds and get a better rhythm rubbing your clit. you’d be squirming for him. and when you beg him to go faster he ofc complies happily.
suddenly he’s fucking your pussy so hard and fast you can’t keep up. and before you can even think you’re squirting all over his fingers and you literally pass out for a few seconds because of how long he’s been keeping you wound up.
when you come to, cliff is still as he was, slowly massaging your hips, having let your legs close a little.
“how you feeling, baby? you squirted all over my fingers. got me all messy. that feel good?”
you’d nod, eyes already getting droopy again. you’re so tired, so satiated, you don’t even let cliff go to clean you up. you just turn into his arms, kiss him on the cheek and lay there on him, enjoying the feeling of his body against yours.
#asks and replies#p’s thots(^ ^*)#cliff burton#metallica#i love this man so bad#god he was always the finest member i’m standing by that.
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