#but not percieved

[yourmamaslastaffair]

It's a rant post. You don't have to read it, but feel free to

Life shouldn't be hard. LIFE SHOULD NOT

I, for the life of me, CANNOT comprehend what the FUCK is wrong with me! Am I neurodivergent? Am I mentally ill? THERE IS NO WAY THIS IS NORMAL. NO. FUCKING. WAY.

You are telling me that I am supposed to wake up, brush my teeth, eat breakfast, go to school, spend 5 OR MORE NON STOP hours studying, go home, shower, do homework, eat again and go to sleep????????????? ALL WHILE KEEPING A HEALTHY LIFESTYLE?????? WHILE EATTING A HEALTHY DIET???? WHILE EXERCISING??? AND ALSO HAVING A SOCIAL LIFE???????????

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You are not joking? You are seriuosly saying that there are geniounly poeple who can do it all? WHO?!?!?!?!?

You are telling ME that I have to do all that? Are you hearing yourself right now? You are not kidding me, when you tell me that there are people who can do that? W H O

SHOWRING ONCE A WEEK IS AN ACOMPLISHMENT FOR ME AND YOU ARE TELLING ME THAT I HAVE TO DO THAT SHIT 3 TO 4 TIMES A WEEK? OR EVERYDAY???? YOURE TELLING ME THAT I HAVE TO WASH MY TEETH TWICE A DAY??? EVERY-FUCKING-DAY OF MY LIFE??????? YOURE TELLING ME THAT I HAVE TO HAVE A BALANCED DIET, WHICH HAS A LOT OF NUTRIENTS AND SHIT WHILE LITERALLLLLYYY EATTING IS AN ACOMPLISHMENT???????????

There is no way this shit is normal. THERE IS NO WAY THAT IT IS!!

Everytime I look for help online I only see "tips for blah blah blah for ADHD'ers" , " easier way to do bleh bleh bleh for autistic people" or " how to bluh bluh bluh *insert mental disorder* ". Every FUCKIGN time. I never see neurotypical people struggling with basic tasks like brushing your teeth or clening your room. It's always someone with a condition or a diagnosis. Never. anyone. else. NEVER.

I KNOW that I don't have that! I AM NOT AUTISTIC. I DONT HAVE ADHD. I DONT HAVE A CONDITION OR A DISORDER. I DONT. IF I HAD ONE IT WOULD BE DIAGNOSED. OF I HAD ONE THERE WOULD BE SINGS. IF I HAD ONE MY LIFE WOULD BE FUCKING EARIER!!!

If I did, in fact, have a condition of sorts then I would be able to ask for accomodations. I would be able TO ASK. FOR. H E L P

Yet I know I don't. Nothing in my life is severe enough to be considered ANYTHING close to ANY OF THAT. IF I HAD SYMPTOMS PEOPLE WOULD NOTICE! But they don't. Cuz I don't have any.

I envy people who have a diagnosis. I feel hopeless. I cannot live a life like this. There is just no way that this is how it's supposed to be. There is no way that there ISN'T something wrong with me. (not saying there is anything wrong with poeple who have anything mentioned above) There is just something wrong with me. I am not "neurodivergent" or "mentally unwell" or "undiagnosed", I'm just a pathetic excuse of a human being. I feel horrible. I'm crying as I am writting this because this shit is making so emotional. I feel that there is something O F F about me. I just don't know what.

I am neurotypical. I am mentally-almost-stable. I have a family that cares for me and friends too. I'm not dumb, I know how life works.

I am just bad at being a human. I don't know how to be one. I don't. And that's it. I know that, because I don' t have any symptoms close enough in severity to those of people who are mentally ill or neurodivergent. I'm not. I'm just enviuos. At least they get to know why there are this way. I don't. I hate it here

[myimaginationplain]

white queers are always so damned certain that "true" queerness is for them & them alone. expressions of queerness from Black people (most notably, Black women & those percieved as women) that don't center whiteness & aren't tailored for white audiences are always, always pegged as being unbelievable. all this plus a heaping dose of thay classic "all bi women are dirty attention seeking liars" brand of biphobia. fuck off man

[mayhasopinions]

i am going to throw myself out of a window

[paticmak]

take two.

[that-satireguy]

Vaguely remember skimming this post that was meant to 'explain' the lack of trans men in history and it was like 'they all went off and lived happily in rural villages without anyone finding out they were trans.'

And it just read like a parent telling you that your pet didn't die they went to a beautiful farm with lots of other soft cuddly kittens.

Like no, the reason why there was a lack of trans men is because they got put in 'crazy woman' facilities, got married off young to abusive husbands, got lobotomies, never had a chance to exist in public life as anything but an extension of their husbands, were drugged into submission, usually unable to legally leave even if they somehow got the money while being unable to work or have a bank account.

Thats the reason there was a lack of trans men.

[lxnarphase]

perv!roomie!satoru who can hear you and your shitty boyfriend having sex through the thin walls, and he loves loves lovessss that he can hear your cute little whimpers and moans, wishing it was his name you were saying, but he notices that he has never ever heard your moans do that familiar raise in pitch...and he notices once you both get quiet after a gross sounding groan from the man you call your partner, the guy leaves...

and one day satoru finally comes in to speak to you, but he sees you in the bed wearing his fucking shirt with your fingers between your legs and lil tears in your eyes. he wants to speak but he cant help but realize you fucked your boyfriend wearing his fucking shirt and he's excusing himself, not wanting you to see the way he starts to get hard in his sweats

[bean-spring]

As somebody who has struggled with mental health all of their life and still does, Jinx's romance with Ekko means the world to me.

I'm sick and tired of people considering mentally ill people just "not interested in love" or, on the other side, "not healthy enough to be loved". Which is utterly stupid. Ekko falling for Powder but clearly showing signs of wanting to learn more about Jinx and on his way to love her too, realizing that her damaged past and issues do change her but she's still his girl. It's brilliant writing.

He can't be a savior to her, because there's nothing to save. There's nothing to fix. The whole message Jayce gives with "there's beauty in imperfections" goes hand in hand with Powder's "sometimes taking a leap forward means leaving a few things behind". Ekko goes from wanting to save her to wanting to see more of her and leaving Powder behind to know about Jinx. With Ekko loving Jinx nevertheless it shows that mentally ill people can be loved. And with Powder reciprocating and Jinx making amends with Ekko (with the romantic context behind already seen) it's breaking the whole stereotype of her being this "insane maniac with no remorse and unable to show love".

So I guess what I want to say is that their relationship would've worked in another universe, but I want to believe it could've worked in this one (with time), too.

[gnomeantics]

i love knowing basic css

[v-a-t-i-o]

it's the yay pirating website until it's library resources for the global south

[athlast]

there's something about butches reclaiming protectiveness and chivalry from an imposed "caring, nurturing" character associated and often forced upon women. something about how while straight men often try to present as careless as possible, masculinity and care are not only not conflicting in the butch identity, but inherent to it. there's something there.

[vriskan8or]

let her go

[tiresomespaceplant]

perfectly normal work place comedy (nothing of note happens)

[fluentisonus]

one thing in particular I hate more than your ordinary run of the mill historically inaccurate costuming in movies (and find far more unsympathetic tbh) is when the leads are dressed to appeal to modern fashions and beauty standards but the the comedic or villainous characters are styled in period accurate clothing to make them look bad or silly by the contrast. like oh okay so we Could have done period clothing. the understanding was there. And Yet.

[von-leg]

Based off a funny screenshot I saw on twitter lmfaooo.. it’s so them

[whimsicalgoose]

thinking about spock being too human for vulcan, and too vulcan for most humans... and then there's kirk who looks at him with huge homosexual eyes and trusts spock with his life time and time again. and compliments his mind. and compliments the glimpses of his emotions. THEY MAKE ME ILL!!!!

[coffee-scrub]

kdj definitely matchmade yjh and lsh together because he shipped them *really* hard while reading twsa