#but not just bc of How It Is. there were other factors
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i engage with halo in the same way i engage with any story/universe that has expanded beyond what's good for it - gather all the details and then decide piecemeal what i want to keep and what i want to Make Better
#this is apropos of nothing#but it's very much how i approach a lot of my fandoms#it's how i had to start dealing with borderlands after the lore got fucky#it's how i had to deal with supernatural after like. season 5#and i did eventually give up on spn#but not just bc of How It Is. there were other factors#anyway#this is to say: i initially get mad about things i don't like#but then after a while it mellows#and i can look at the whole picture and see all the stains#and know how they fit into the big picture (or how they don't)#and can then work around them/fix them better#and sometimes it's schrodinger's canon#sometimes the Bad Things can be useful in context of something else i want to explore#ash rambles
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I think the duality of vanessa and Gregory killing people is so interesting bc vanessa killed a bunch of kids as vanny she didnt know and had no connection to or knowledge about, probably only their names if that, but Gregory was supposed to be good friends with tony, and because he has amnesia and would have to remember him he wouldnt remember the full extent and would only know "he was my friend"
#like vanessa grapples with NOT knowing the kids she killed bc of course shed have been horrified anyway#but being close with gregory makes her realize how every other child she killed was just as complex a person as gregory#with their own families and personalities and futures#but gregory is torn up over killing someone he was supposed to be close with#same with his family because ggy probabky killed them too#like vanessa is torn up over destroying others lives gregory is torn up over ggy destroying HIS life by targetting people he knew#but its like a common factor between them that they never knew more about the people they killed but they wisb they could#vanessa wishes they could still be alive so they can have their futures and gregory wishes they were alive#so he could still have them and actually know them#pandas.txt
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Repeated issue at social functions of ppl asking me what my hand tattoos say and me being profoundly unwilling to share with the class. Not that i feel i made a bad choice, but i did not expect Most Ppl to interrogate past me saying they’re encrypted Sleep Token lyrics. And now i find myself frequently in the position of being asked specifically what they say and being unable to articulate the depth i associate with each phrase in the time frame i have available. I need to get better at lying.
#my stuff#today i tapped out by just saying ‘i don’t know you well enough to get into that’#and then she responded with ‘ok i hope someday you will’#which. is difficult to parse bc it’s coming from my friend’s wife who was openly unicorn hunting at a couple points#like i do genuinely get along with her and stuff but enough factors were in play that im a lil uncomfortable#like how close do you expect us to get i see you like once every 6+ months#-and i prefer not to say out loud what my tattoos mean to anyone who isn’t familiar with ST or some other sort of Confirmed Biting Enthusist#bc in a public forum it Sounds Weird
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i will cashapp $10 to the first person who can name 3 real life harmful things bob bryar did without accusing him of thought crime
#wordvomit#this isnt to say the things he said or thought are good or justifiable- just to point out that he never ACTED on them in any capacity#meanwhile he is being socially prosecuted to the extent as if he has. during such an awful time for his loved ones who are the only ones#who will be exposed to all this hate. possibly including the members of mcr#i understand thinking the things he said are sick and disliking him and being uncomfortable at the discussion but.#i dont understand how you can honestly morally justify half of the stuff people have been saying- like 'he deserved it' and whatnot#without contradicting the 'thoughtcrime isnt real' sentiment i see get thrown around so often ?#isnt the Overarching issue with conservatism as a whole not the idea of . moral purity and puritanism and#'everyone. everything and every idea ontologically different from mine and my communities-#they are objectively worse and i deserve power over them as retribution for what they've done'#ie colonialism. racism. yadda yadda#these are false comparatives bc discrimination based on unchangeable factors vs backlash to opinion is vry different but i still think#the core idea of 'no one who has not enacted harm deserves harm wished on them' kinda shines through it all#and there is a semantic debate to be had about the definition of harm but in this case i am using it to mean anything more Tangible#something that has a wider influence than 'the people who read/heard it were upset and uncomfortable' yea ?#im been waffling about this a lot and why it hasnt been sitting right with me as someone who is incredibly uncomfortable with a lot of his#final statements#it just reminds me so much of my dad and what ive watched him go through#as well as other people in my community during the pandemic#i cant disconnect myself from the humanity of that. especially while condemning him for lacking humanity
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what i think was fun abt designing my jax is that i wanted to make him more bunny-like but i was trying to avoid making him bunnylike in a way that made him seem more approachable
#examples: lack of tail. lack of pawpads#(rabbits dont have pawpads but i thhink that matters very little since he is purple)#but i felt like theyd make him too cute#not that asshole characters cant look cute but when it comes to cartoon characters n particularly nonhuman characters#i feel like the details you add are important to conveying the personality of that charaacter#so i tried to mainly lean into details that would emphasize his like#casual-ness and stuff#like the long neck i think (i hope) adds to this#bc it makes him look more flow-y but can also do weird cartoon shit with it#and the legs were mostly for fun but i like the like. imagery of a rabbit for him and wanted to lean into that#and i think rabbit legs add to that wo adding much of a cute factor#i wanted to retain his lack of approachability if that makes sense#(that said i like it when other ppl give him those traits i think its fun#it was more a design choice i wanted to make for how i depicted him in my art#other artists have diff goals than i do in their art and theyre just as correct and REALLY fun)#i do think the issue i had w my old design for him was def because jax NEEDS to be like. very round#his character heavily relies on smooth visuals and i think taking that out made him feel too stiff#for the type of person he is and the type of shit he gets up to#i wanted to make him kinda like. story-book animal-y without taking away his designs charm#and my old design was just too awkward of a middle ground
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Thinking about how Wonder Woman in the Pérez run/early 87 series really needed a secret identity. (Stick with me here!) Now, this isn't something that as a reader i would want (I've never had much interest in "Diana Prince") or that would be helpful for Diana's mission, and I actively think a true secret id would be something Diana would dislike immensely and hate to use and maintain. But I honestly think having one, at least at a limited level, would have saved Diana and her loved ones SO much pain down the road. Because while they loved Diana, her presence in their live brought so many villains back to their home which in turn hurt the people she cared about
Like I just think about all the horrible things that the Kapetelises (especially Vanessa, she was used as such a punching bag) went through just by virtue of loving Diana... Its truly awful the unintended consequences that came with loving her and taking her into their home, just because everyone knew she was Wonder Woman. Like this was very public knowledge, they were on the news all the time and newspaper and magazine covers and everything together
Which while cool still was damaging! I mean Nessie was in MIDDLE SCHOOL of all places and everyone knew she was hosting Diana. It was shown that whether or not most people at school wanted to be around her directly and saw her as interesting or desirable depended directly on Diana and if she was in town with them! And that's really just the tip of the iceberg there with Vanessa but she was put under so much pressure and given such awful conceptions of herself through her peers knowing she was close with Diana.
It's just such a mess. And like I don't think a secret identity would be something that she would ever think of having realistically at this point, especially because she's so new, and there isn't a strong and visible need for one, (and her public identity as ww was already attached to her loved ones) but I do think that many things may have turned out better for the Kapetelises later if they were publically joined by Diana Deneiros, Julia's niece from Greece, as opposed to Wonder Woman
#diana of themyscira#julia kapatelis#vanessa kapatelis#blah#just more thoughts on this#the vanessa stuff especially messes me up because like it gets so bad with her and everything#like yes there were very clearly other external factors at play there and we hate them#but it fucks me up how in a pretty great part vanessas life got so fucked up later because of the way this world treats young women#and how that got escalated towards and around her because of her association with diana#and its something that has very much almost always been present in her arc long long before they decided to do the whole silver swan thing#but at the same time its such a big character thing that i know just leads to that and so much pain#im losing coherency here so ill stop this post but yeah. vanessa#hopefully this makes sense bc i slept almost 6 hours in the middle of writing this and just woke up#wonder woman
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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually
#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN#she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today#(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed#bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with#she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC#basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets#one is called NAVIGATING DOC#im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings#NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM#and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT#but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK#WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER#she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete#mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING#but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert#abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS#idk man#i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor#it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro#yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site#n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it#so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by#but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM#bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification#if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now#instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON#ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE
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today i had to go hunting in the depths of the language options available in our translation setup, and i came across this:

i really, REALLY want to click the klingon and see what happens. if i click video will i be greeted by
if i click audio only will i be treated to hailing frequency beeps
i HAVE to know. i need a gullible tiny human for plausible deniability. 'oh nooo so soorrrry random chiiiild found our ipaaaaad...'
i also wanna know because if i do get video of an actual human speaking klingon then it's even more upsetting that the danes and the swedes get both audio and video translation but the norwegians don't. although that does kind of make sense. 'oh you want me to make a phone call? well okay. ...i need to make a video call? nnnn....i'm not so sure on that. can we text...no? well okay.'
#i entirely misheard the patient's family member and was trying to find it#gave up and asked the family what it was again and they were like it's that one#and i was like oh for fuck's sake marmot. they literally handed you their passport. there's basically only one country where it's primary#anyway#i brought them back and then grabbed the ipad and brought it over and told the nurse#hey i brought the ipad bc the family translation was not real effective so i have amharic there pulled up you just gotta select audio/video#and they were like where the hell is that from and i was like ethiopia#and they were like how do you just know that off the top of your head#and i was like uhhhhh and then my mouth went 'there's a REALLY good ethiopian place by (other hospital) that fed me key sega wat#and it lit my face on fire and it was so delicious we kept going back and they kept feeding us stuff sometimes on sometimes off menu#both the enjoyment of sharing culture via food#and entertainment factor of the brown dude from nicaraugua and the white girl from norway#who both visibly delighted in and were evenly matched in spice tolerance was a bonus#i didn't know there was a spicy version and a less spicy version and i forget the name of the less spicy one#but that was the one they gave us first and we were like yum!! and then weeks later we were gonna order but the busser was like no#we'll bring stuff out for you instead and like cool great this has been 10/10 fantastic so far#and they bring out the key sega wat and 7 minutes later the busser was like ...do y'all want more injera and my partner was like PLEASE#and then one of the older cooks comes out and is like 'okay you babies have graduated off the english menu spicy to the real menu spicy'#(paraphrased)#god i hope that place survived lockdown#i'm afraid to look the heartbreak of athineon is still too strong
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also idk on a meta note I really don't like it that one romance is more important than any other romances in post da:i content and basically dictates how da4 would go. we can talk about what ifs all we want when it comes to da4 but whats not going to change is that solas and solavellan are the most important things coming into da4. Like that's pretty much set in stone when they made solas romanceable (as a last minute decision mind you). Even in the alternate timeline where all the other romances are acknowledged in more than just a letter, solavellan is still going to be more important than anything else and that's a Problem, especially with how restrictive solas's romance is.
I do sometimes joke that some solavellans sound like they're playing a different game than the rest of us and maybe that's not a joke. Maybe that's actually true. Solavellan opens up a whole different narrative from da:i to veilguard. They got their special ending and a super special romance ending slide. Even the romances in veilguard don't get this kind of treatment. In fact no game has ever done this kind of treatment. You can point at astarion all you want but astarion being romanced does not change the narrative at all. Solas does and it fucking sucks.
#elaine talks#i think this would also be fixed if solas wasnt a romance option or was just not restrictive#more so the former than the latter bc he is a last minutr addition#like the essay i reblogged earlier attributed a lot of this to trick weekes but idk i think this one is a group effort#and theres just so many other factors like the fact that the team does write as if theyre not gonna get a sequel#like i get how so many ppl say things how the wished the da4 devs were able to make the game they want but idk the structural issues#will still be there#it will still be solas power hour and that could work for some people but im sure my complaints would be exactly the same
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sometimes i remember that i read all of tcf in like 3 weeks in the middle of a semester and absolutely failed a class because of it
#not to say i did well in the rest of my classes#bc i didnt#but i didnt fail those ones at least#michi tag#its kind of horrifying to be honest#how deeply i hyperfixated on that#there were other factors that led me to just completely dropping the ball on that class but a large chunk of why i felt it was worth it to j#just not do anything is bc i was reading tcf and that ranked higher in enjoyment and fulfillment than my fucjing geography gen ed class#and my other classes DEFINITELY suffered bc i just wasnt interested in putting the effort in#it was truly the worst i ever let my adhd get to me#i seriously need to find out how many words tcf is and how that compares to other things ive read
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this is the information that we had about D dog. that's the info on her page (put through a translator, but its accurate) regarding how she is with other animals, and during the interview reactivity was only mentioned as a possibility not as a known fact about this dog. only dog? no problem. no cats? even less of a problem. potential for reactivity? sure. it can happen with any dog. known aggression towards other dogs? why the hell are you waiting for people to apply and go through a fucking interview before letting them know a week later that they're not fit for this dog and that that's the reason why. all that does is give people false hopes and upset that could be avoided by clear, direct, honest communication of a dog's issues/challenges. i heard about the specific language/way of wording things shelters and rescues use but i had hoped it wouldnt be a universal thing, at least not something i'd experience myself. turns out i was wrong!
maybe im being immature and unfair to these people, they probably dont all have the same amount of knowledge of the dogs and communicating all that inbetween volunteers/workers/and us can be difficult. but im angry and im allowed to express that ffs.
#mine#back to puppy plans and not terribly happy about it and not optimistic either#(more than)half expecting every breeder we get in touch with to assume we're in it for the looks or cool factor#or that we wont be active or involved enough and basically tell us to fuck off in polite terms#idk if im resilient enough to have to explain how invested and enamored i am with those breeds over and over only to be rejected -#- because i wasnt born doing 50 diffferent sports with a dog#maybe im wrong and it'll be a great and supportive experience. find that hard to imagine at this point though#which is also why im trying and mostly failing to think about other things right now. bc ik this isnt a good mindset to be in.#i just want a dog. why does it have to be so fucking complicated#it seemed like we were finally going somewhere and we werent and this whole deal was pretty much all for nothing
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Things I've thought about this morning:
-How buying one of the pieces of merch I've found from a creator I like might actually be an accurate shirt for me to wear in general (I've stretched for today, and the bones feel so Squishy, as reference to it w/out explaining more bc. I don't want to.)
-How I used to not fully understand why people w/arthritis were rather grumpy to outright mean in the morning (including patients at the clinic and also my grandparents.)
After all, my joints sucked even when I was a kid and it hurt constantly (likely undx'd juvenile arthritis, got mentioned once by my doc back then and then never tested for so who knows), but so what?
Surely all joints for everyone are like this and age doesn't affect that in any way, so there was no need to feel instantly grumpy once you're awake for the day (though I do want to say that you still shouldn't be like. Taking out that feeling on other people, the patients and my grandparents were in the wrong for that in my opinion, but I give them more grace re: that now.)
-Guys. Age affects it. It hurts so much worse. I stretched extra this morning purely bc I'd rather the bones and joints feel Squishy and slightly less Painful than just Painful and Sort of Squishy. The sounds I'm making when I get up are even louder than they used to be. I think the neighbours can hear me sometimes. I don't like that.
Idk what the point of this post was going to be aside from me whinging abt my joints, so let's call the moral of this post:
Maybe I should ask for that merch for Xmas from my family since all we're doing to celebrate this year apparently is buying gifts. Legit, Mum has no idea if they're even meeting up back in ND. Wild. But I digress; they don't know what else to get me so. Squishy Bones Shirt.
If you can safely stretch/yoga/something along those lines at some point in your day, do it. I did yoga more when I was younger and I never should have let myself lapse with it. I'm back to doing more of it but even then. The bones. The joints. Save your bones and joints and just stretch a little. That or join me in making noises such as 'OUaghh' and 'ARghhfuck' and occasionally 'woahlksjifhdsafhnj god I think I'm stuck here' whenever you need to get out of bed/up from the floor/out of a chair/sometimes while just like. Standing there doing dishes or queuing or staring blankly at a wall Blair Witch-style.
#text post#usual disclaimer that I am fine bc like I say the joints have been Angry since I was young but#even after stretching I'm making the Sounds today and that almost bothers me more than my knees feeling like they're gonna combust#and I needed to 'old man yells at cloud' about it#also some folks were in my inbox v kindly worried abt me going sort of quiet w/personal posts lately#so this is me showing I'm alive! I'm okay! Just dealing w/some mental and personal life shit#that involves several out of my control factors that I'm waiting to hear how they'll shake out#so the spoons have been low to do more than like. survey sites a chore a day some viddy game as a treat and trying to find a way to sit/lay#that my body won't instantly hate despite hating every other way I'm attempting to sit/lay#ayyyy I brought the tags back to my joints! mini circular tag essay thing; that's fun#unlike joint pain so fr. if u can safely stretch go do one now. for me. wherever you are. now. in traffic class wherever. NOW.
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Yeah whatever but you're still my goat 🐐 either way Gregor 😌
#article headline is about kraft's wins for the non germans#anyway so yeah i guess they brought that up and it seems the goat debate has started again#i find it mostly really unnecessary and stupid also how it's discussed some people just can’t accept someone's achievements ...#because they don't like them#but yeah for me the goat is Gregor i mean obv he's my fave but like i think the number of victories is most important#like it shows how many times you were the best in a competition and that's the best metric in sports#like podiums are nice and i respect that kraft has more podiums but winning is what a sport is all about in the end#for me wins will always count way more#but olympic and championship medals is what many say#while they are great ofc especially in a sport like ski jumping with outside influences like wind luck is a big factor#and being there that specific day who is in form#in fact there are quite a few surprise winners who never won anything else afterwards in ski jumping like when Diethard won 4ht#so it really doesn't mean that much compared#you can't get lucky winning 53 competitions however :))#and that gregor only has 2 cristal balls is just incredibly unlucky with the number of wins he has#but anyway for me the goat is the one with the most wins and that is gregor#if kraft gets more one day i will acknowledge that but i still doubt it#altough it has become a possibility#i just really hope not i would hate it sorry 😅 ofc because gregor is my fave and i want him to be the best forever#but also bc i don't rly like kraft (partly for silly reasons some better than others anyways) so that suck even more 😅#but in my heart gregor will always be the goat forever my goat 🥹👑❤️#i do respect kraft's accomplishments tho it's quite impressive#(pls don't hate me haha i know saying not liking kraft is not well taken here lol)
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Happy Monday I'm being radicalized by not having a phone for 8 hours
#ya girl#posting this from my work desktop like it's 2014#my phone just totally ate shit for no reason and my alarms didn't go off and I went to the phone store for an hour just to be told#to go to best buy or file a claim and when I tried to file a claim they were like oh we need the account owner#who has no means of communication OTHER than a phone call#also bc of 2 factor authentication I cannot access my email and ofc#my t appt is today so god only knows how that will go#thankfully i'm a serial picture backer upper so all I'll lose is some memes#and maybe some texts or contacts but honestly I think those are backed up too#anyway i'm not dead. if you were concerned.
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"is anyone actually vers?" Idk maybe you can't be but I'm built different
#i was talking with some people at choir and discussing how its funny that caribener code and hanky code#have tops and bottoms on the same side and i joked like. come on dykes. cant we be a little contrarian#and then we talked about caribeners and i lamented that i couldnt wear one bc im always sitting#and dont really wear clothes with belt loops anyway#“well thats your problem. you dress too femme”#and then i laughed and was like yeah how will anyone know im gay without the rainbow lanyard my keys hang on#and then at one point i was like. where would a vers wear keys anyway and there was a laugh like. vers? ok bottom#and LOOK. i may have been a pillow princess for years but that was only bc my ex was stone#never beating the bottom allegations#cries in vers#like who wouldnt enjoy a little bit of pillow princess time. its a good time!#although if im not in a relationship i almost exclusively top#like unless she's reaaaally hot#its also fun to be with a top and then be like. oh thats sweet. you thought you were going to be leading this dance?#look the only reason im vers is bc i have a bad back#like its a non insignificant contributing factor#also ppl that are like lesbians cant have tops and bottoms besides things are more egalitarian anyway. and its like#yeah we're mutually invested in each others pleasure but also what a way to announce that youve never had gay sex#theres *definitely* tops and bottoms#“rah rah theres only tops and bottoms if you use a strap” once again. what a way to say that youve never had gay sex#even the way a girl kisses you. you can tell. its literally just as simple as who takes the lead.#but ppl looooove to police how lesbians talk about their sexuality#i have had a friend whos a gay man ask before like. “how would you top? dont you both take turns?” and like. yeah.#but theres a bit more to topping than just giving vs receiving. i like to think of it as leading vs getting swept away#and its also like. you have a preference for what you like to do. both are fun but ones a bit more fun. who goes first. etc.#and penetration literally doesnt matter in terms of designation. some like it some dont. it doesn't suddenly make you a bottom if you do#and he was just perplexed like bro what is not clicking
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Okay! Hear me out! Dante's s/o has angel lineage (bc if there's demons, there must be persons of purity right?) But is a fallen one unknowingly because they're in love and actively dating Dante, who's Sparda's son!
COME FROM WAY ABOVE... ── DANTE
୭˚. ᵎᵎ content warnings: F!reader, daughter of a fallen angel, mention of divine and demonic creatures and Sparda, Dante being a flirt, puns and pick-up lines, light content.

⭑.ᐟ No person had ever, under any circumstances, heard, witnessed or distinguished the factual — or safe, depending on who was telling it — story of your mother; and, not wanting to admit a banal, perhaps clichéd impact, you decided to continue the credibility in telling it.
⤷ Living, throughout your childhood, with the narrative that was handed to you in an institution, carried out by nuns, by a beautiful and unknown woman was enough to dispel any questioning.
⤷ But, how much longer, being extremely risky, could the truth about the woman who gave birth to you being an angel survive? — An angel, unknown to the tales of the human world; being kept only between the so-called paradise and the underworld. — Decreed to eternal suffering, alongside man, and being unable to even say goodbye, properly, to you.
⭑.ᐟ It wasn't something new, unprecedented for you — just some factors that contributed, negatively, and fatally, to you suffering persecution, threats and unlimited demonic attacks throughout your life. — It would be worse, much worse, if it were from DARKCOM, right? right.
⤷ The recent case — or attempted attack — coming from a creature, in your eyes considered a true horrifying and dark brute, fearsome knew how to corner your presence; as always, referring to you, with an altered voice, in complete exhaustion, as “daughter of a fallen one”. — What could you do with that title? — "creation of an irresponsible angel."
⤷ Before you could try to fight back, to question, just like previous occurrences, bullets began to pierce the damned demon; despairing and cutting the creature — The shots didn't stop, and you feared that you wouldn't be hit. — And, by the goodness of gods, that could exist, you weren't.
⤷ The half-demon and half-demon hunter, Dante. — Had practically saved your miserable life, during the ironic moment when, possibly, your past would come to light. — The white-haired man, so bold, killed the demon as if it were the most entertaining and relaxed thing in the world.
“So, ‘angel’, huh?” — He put his pistol in his waistband, kicking his dirty black boots against the ground as he crossed his arms. — “Funny, how did you stay so beautiful even when you fell from the heavens?” — Oh, you didn’t know whether to laugh, thank or punch him.
⭑.ᐟ Could it be considered ironic, — very ironic — biting and sounding like a clichéd and tasteless joke about the fact that the son of a demon and the daughter of an angel had created a bond and, possibly, a relationship? — It could, but it would be met with gunpowder and unfunny puns.
⤷ After the incident, you started meeting up, by pure coincidence — or it was just Dante, trying to bump into you, while trying to reach you — and you were always greeted by jokes, puns or pick-up lines that exposed the truth about your ancestry. — and, as time went by, occasional encounters turned into official ones.
⭑.ᐟ Dante never forced you to reveal, abruptly, or want any statement, about your mother; of course he was surprised, he had never heard anything like it. — He thought that, in the world of the “perfect”, it was not possible for it to happen. — And he always talked about the confidence about his father; you could not compare each other's situations but you knew how you felt about it.
⤷ That didn't stop you from approaching, trying to move some information and showing little knowledge about the hybrid connection; a naive manipulation of light between shadows, — reflecting the dark side of the fall — learning to establish a kind of energy field, something not yet certified. — Dante, most of the time, was a witness to your crucial attempts.
⤷ And, deep down, being unable to deny it, he knew that you could be exposed, more vulnerable, by creating a connection with the son of Sparda. — Adored by some human souls, hated by others and decreed a traitor by the demons. — But, that didn't mean he would give up on you.
⭑.ᐟ Well, losing count, considered mental, of how many times your boyfriend created those damn pick-up lines and puns for you; it was no secret that you liked them, more than you should. — It was a way of relaxing you, in an admirable way and in his own way, which Dante took very seriously.
⤷ And, unable to resist expressing a conspicuous, serious expression, your lips curved into an exultant smile, turning into a hilarious laugh. — Ensuring that Dante's mission was complete.
“If angels really do miracles…” — He put his feet on the old, dusty wooden table as he enjoyed the slice of pizza he had ordered for you and him — “you can only be living proof of that, pretty girl.” — The half-demon winked boldly, which you had learned to like, in your direction.
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