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they should have giftstarter where people pledge certain amounts of money towards the things someone wants and what they get is based on how much gets raised/which tiers people want to support. because big ticket items are impossible but a lot of people don't need more socks from 50 different people
#pitches#kickstarter but for big ticket presents#all i want for the holidays is a shed with electricity#so i can sew#and not be in anybodys way#fundraising#idk when i was a kid people got together and got me stuff “from all of us” and that would be great as a grown up#but nobody wants to coordinate that
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job market misery
#job interview happened. it. went so unbelievably well and then Hours later i get an email that they already offered to someone else#my life is a joke im getting so desperate. my property taxes just DOUBLED nobody in my house has stable income and im stressed#its been months of nothing in animation so i work a desk job but im getting less than half the hours i was promised#like i want to pivot my career i want to do something else im not even picky on what. i thrive in logistics and coordination type roles#but ive applied to 150+ jobs with Nothing. hospital i have an in with? Nothing. gov jobs? Nothing#im willing to move at this point. i dont care. i want to work i want to be stable and boring and happy again.#if someone has advice pls im listening. if someone knows places thatd hire a girl with an animation degree and proj admin experience.#im so miserable too bc it was the ideal role. it was a creative coordinating role i wouldve been PERFECT. they even SAID i was AUGHHH#seriously like i know it seems desperate but im serious if ppl have advice or ideas or leads lmk. my savings areeeeee taking hits
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Strong PE hater not because I just don’t like the class but because I have no redeeming skills in it and have had people argue with the teacher over being put in my team.
#Let’s see…#Bad hand-eye coordination#Some struggles with fine motor skills#Cannot throw shit well and has rubbish aim#Perfect child to subject to several years of being embarrassed so fucking bad they will never ever ever look at a gym without crying again#The amount of times I’ve been bullied is not funny actually#I’m just the “weird smart kid” to them#You guys know. I have a personality right???#Like I’m not just a fucking AI :/#Reminds me of the time#That we were doing cricket when I was like 11#And this BITCH bowled the ball so fucking hard#And it hit me (I wasn’t even fucking playing)#And everyone laughed at me#Even my friends did#and I wanted to cry and I did cry actually#The teacher made me want to die#He didn’t even do shit about it#He just told everyone to keep playing#Oh my god hit hurts thinking about it#Also people try to purposefully knock my glasses off for some reason????#The amount of times I’ve been hit in the face in a rather painful manner#And nobody would give two fucks#What if I did that to them?#I would get fucking removed from class probably :/#This is actually a RAMBLE in these tags chat#sonni yaps
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I knew I should've called people instead of taking a nap, lol
#trying to keep the repair train going#have to coordinate with upstairs neighbor#now it's the end of the day and of course nobody wants to think about work tomorrow#can't blame 'em but ugh#this is kind of how this cycle keeps happening#and why it's taken a year to fix#rambling about my life
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it’s weird how many compliments I get now for just. existing. and wearing pretty clothes. it’s nuts how differently people treat me based on what I wear. smth smth commentary on humanity whatever I’m just glad other ppl also like my skirts.
#blue chatter#genuinely I think part of it is just that I dress like a magical girl anime protagonist#hair bow poofy skirt color coordinated and themed with matching KN95 sparkly makeup sometimes#and also that people tend to compliment parts of your appearance that you have control over#like hair and clothes and makeup#bc it’s a way to compliment without being forward or objectifying someone#so now that I regularly wear clothing that is bright and colorful and outside the norm it’s noticeable#and o do genuinely put more effort into my appearance now#but it is interesting how much easier it is to make casual acquaintances with people#<- this is important in context. bc I am constantly off putting. I don’t mask much at school anymore.#so this is people complimenting someone who is constantly flinching at sudden noises and randomly twitches/stims#it’s intriguing to me#people approach?? me?? and compliment my outfit and then we chat abt where I got it#and then they say hi to me in class the next day#and suddenly I have someone I can email if I need to miss class and want that day’s notes#it’s so wild#this happens more the weirder I dress btw. if I’m wearing sparkles and a petticoat and a bunch of pins and hairclips I get more#positive attention. which is real intriguing to me.#but I also genuinely like dressing like this? it’s nice to be complimented and it makes me feel good#but I also do it when nobody sees me just bc I enjoy it#I feel more confident in myself and how I perceive myself and I think the confidence also helps#a few of my friends have commented that I hold myself very differently now#one jokingly calls it my ‘queer glowup’ bc this coincided w me being more open and accepting abt my queer identities#which I think is fun
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emotional. happy, pissed off, all that.
#hzrn#im cool with being annoying hypothetically but the real kicker is that no form of communication exists that i can really use comfortably#every single form of communication out there. i can't use it. i can't fuckin talk bc the sounds are too hard.#i can't fuckin type bc the buttons are too hard.#i can't fucking body and hands bc motions are too hard.#i can't fucking art because art involves all those things.#damn fucking WORDS are too hard. i put so much work into them and i get nothing. nothing!#who made the world this way?! why is it that all communication and socialization is so. fucking. hard!!!!#i tried! i really really fuckin tried man! all last year i tried so so hard.#i fell FLAT on my face. NO ONE liked me. they called me a retard! they said i was scary‚ awkward‚ hard to be around!#they did coordinated social attacks on me! then when i come back to school this year and i even *think* about trying again‚ they say#'nobody wants him here. and he should stop caring'#well right about then‚ is where she gives up! she has closed her eyes‚ she has given up hope!#i gave up trying to exist socially at school. the two paths are being myself and getting bullied‚ or not being myself and getting nothing#today was a good day for me all in all but idk.#the only reason i dont hold grudges like crazy is because of my object impermanence shit#although this might as well count as a grudge. i think it's somewhat justified though‚ because in my case it's more like#if you hurt me seriously then i'll think about it pervasively until you do something to redeem yourself in my mind.#probably that's part of the reason im so scared of being myself and shit#this is probably the reason why im so scared of being myself. bc everytime i tried i got bullied‚ mocked‚ demeaned. and that shit piles up.#i just spend mosta my time not thinking about it! just like i spend mosta my time not thinking about who i am‚ my future‚ my past and on!#siiiigh. sigh sigh siiiiiiiiigh#it's ok to like this post by the way#in fact it's encouraged. im directly and clearly asking you to.#im not making this post for nothing. im making it in the hopes that someone will read what i said.#although really no one will. why the hell would anyone fucking read this. get fuckin real.#i know for certain i'll wake up tmrw with this at at maximum like. 1 like. 2 if im really the luckiest girl in the world.#and i know how i sound caring about likes and shit. but really all it tells me is someone read this. and i really fuckin need someone to re
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Some guy in my dining hall said "bring on the Weezer" and I had to let you know that that reminded me of your Weezer Fan Drew headcanon
HELP OH MY GOD guys.,,,,,, question. So, I have the drew cosplay now. It's just a thing I own now, for better or worse. And I used to be in a weezer cover band (high school, dw about it <3)... I have the opportunity to do the funniest thing once I'm at granny's with my amp and stratocaster...
Here's the weezer cover band proof if yall don't believe me LMAO
fun fact. we had two sax players in this song. We also covered not-weezer songs, such as The Sound Of Silence (disturbed cover), iirc Run by Foo Fighters?, and For Whom The Bell Tolls by Metallica.
I was doing normal things in tenth grade.
#ok to rb if you want this on your blog for whatever reason /lh#pokemon drew#i. guess#taylor's tag#ask#asks#friends and mutuals tag#coordinator drew#do you know how much it pains me to put these in the main tags.#like i know nobody uses them anymore and i'm doing it for my blog archiving purposes#but like. guys. this hurts to put out into the world like that#but i think i have to#like a curse you can only get rid of by passing it on
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When I was a kid, I loved Spyro and would play it so often I knew the games inside and out...almost. Almost, because I absolutely hated the flying levels. I would always hand the controller over to someone else so they could struggle with it.
I would have the entire game complete except for those levels and even today I still can't. BEAT. THEM.
Instead of just completing the game, I would just wipe my saves and just play the whole thing over again if all I had left to do were the flying levels.
#spyro#i'm just not coordinated enough and i'm too prone to panicking#i have that problem right now and I have nobody to hand the controller off to#i want to wipe my reignited save rather than taste sweet victory because I am a coward and a thief#a thief because I have stole my own time on playing a game i spent my life playing and still can't beat#lmao
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Ive said it a million times omegaverse power dynamics are worthless uninspired and boring— HOLY CRAP hes standing on a branch like a real bird ...
#Listen to my problems#theyre always like oouggh widdle omeger needs penis and all these suave and in-control alphas will take care of his penis problem#like have you ever considered that alphers in heat lose 100% of their brain function because they need hole#and they will straight up turn into monsters for no reason. like i WILL be taking you away even if my apartment is shitty and if i had the#hand eye coordination i will tie you to my bed but ill just have to settle for fucking you until you cant walk#anyone who looks at you will be killed by me. i cannot stop starting fights because im convinced they want you (and they do ! because youre#irresistable) and i will go out and buy you the biggest food bundles ever because i cant cook right now and when i go out im a public menace#because i can only think and talk about you and all my friends hate me for this but they also hate me because i wont let them fuck you#if we go out im going to be clutching you to me and growling at everybody in a ten meter radius because i need to hide you away NOW lets#have a date in this dark cave where nobody can find you and also lets have sex please please please please please im so in love with you i#need you to bear my pups PLEASE give birth right now i dont care that youre not pregnant we have to start a family NOW im gonna be the best#dad ever you wont even have to get out of bed speaking of beds lets have sex#alphas CANNOT share they cannot cooperate. no matter how charming and leaderlike they are outside a rut they lose all ability when its matin#season. gotta become the stupidest motherfucker alive and get fired from my job because when my mate kicks me out the house im not going to#work im buying bedsheets and pillows and chocolates and fast food#you get it.
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I don’t get home until like 8pm tonight then I get to go straight into catching up on work reviewing 25+ assets like … I spent time with my mother but I didn’t get to relax a single moment how I wanted to this entire last week 🤪
#and now you’re telling me I have to go back to work#personal txt#i am SO SICK of hosting fucking asset reviews it’s such a remedial task and my manger and supervisor KNOW it#and they feel bad I’m still stuck with it#like me and the other coordinator are Full up at capacity#but there’s literally NOBODY else to take over them rn#we’re looking for a third coordinator rn to take on easier stuff so that me and my other sr coord#can actually do the work we WANT and need to be doing#I’ve been hosting ssset reviews for SEVERAL months literally EVERYDAY#i can’t talk about what goes into it but it’s such a tedious task bc we have to take screenshots and annotate and also Type feedback#and when there’s like 15-20 assets it literally can take four hours of MY work day that I don’t have#and then I end up having to push my ACTUAL tasks I like back and back and back#and I can’t just take a day off from reviews bc they’re CONSTANT AND CONSISTENT#like#us taking one day from reviews pushes os back then everything gets thrown off in terms of estimates and man days#I JUST FONT WANT TO GO BACK TO WORK#also I’ve been stuck sleeping on shitty hotel couches and my own couch this entire week to#too. so my mom could have all the beds#and also I hate sharing a bed with my mother I’m almost 30 it’s weird to me
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So neat the way different ocd symptoms will team up to create even more effective horrors beyond your control or comprehension
#my brain running distractions on itself so my eyes and hands can pull off a coordinated attack on my skin#I know I’ve said it before but truly the fact that NOBODY clued me in to rumination as a life ruining symptom as much as like#checking the oven too many times I would’ve been diagnosed when I first wanted to#mine
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What if Danny Fenton and Billy Batson become fast friends. Danny is annoyed at cultists trying to send "brides" to the Ghost King. Billy is weirded out when adults try to flirt with Captain Marvel. Danny hits upon the idea that they should be each other's beards. If the Ghost King and the Champion of Magic are very publicly dating, that should keep unwanted suitors off their backs, right?
Of course they are both absolute Chaos Gremlins about it.
Cultist: We offer you this sacrifice, oh great king!
Danny: One moment please *whips out fenton phone* Hey honey, guess what? Some idiots are trying to tempt me away from you again. You got my coordinates?
Billy: *Kool Aid man entrance* Who dares?!
Cultists: Run awaaaaay!
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Captain Marvel takes a hit while fighting a villain. Phantom out of nowhere with a steel chair!
Danny: Nobody hurts my schnookums!
Everyone: ???
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Captain Marvel brings Phantom to the next JL potluck as his plus one, with Danny in full creepy ghost mode.
Billy: Oh yes, we've been on again, off again for the last thousand years or so. We have our differences, but nobody gets me quite like he does! *exaggarated dreamy sigh*
Hal: That's nice...
Meanwhile Danny is shoving an entire burger in his mouth, displaying multiple rows of sharp teeth.
Danny: Man, I love the 21st century! Food sure has changed a lot since I died. And the technology!
Ollie: Oh? When did you die?
Danny: *glares* It's incredibly rude to ask a ghost about their death
Nearby Leaguers are edging away, nervous about being on the menu next.
Flash: Hotdogs! Who wants hotdogs?!
Danny: Oh, me! As long as they don't fight back
Everyone: wtf is going on here
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feelin' stressed 🙃
#mine#been trying to coordinate plans all day but nobody's responding to my messages#and i've got an hour left to get this sorted out#and now the anxiety's hitting and i'm just fucking exhausted and kind of freaking out even though it isn't *that* big a deal#but my brain's telling me it is and now i almost don't want to go but this is like the only time i'll be able to see some of my friends#till god knows when and i've got people relying on me to find them a ride and aaaaaaaaargh just answer my fucking texts!!
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i can’t afford rent because i haven’t worked since being assaulted LMAO fuck me i love this shit
#shut up em#my birthday is in 19 days and i want to be dead long before that.#what am i going to do? make a go fund me so my employers can see i was raped? no thanks.#charges are not active since evidence is still in processing so the compensation council is out of the question#i mean seriously. i’m calling every single day trying to get answers and nobody has any.#i’m in fucking limbo.#my mom keeps saying there’s no way my brother can help with rent but there were 7/12 months i couldn’t cover his portion but still had to#find a way to do so. now that he’s finally paying he can’t cover me this one time.#my credit is so low from the amount of rent i’ve had to pay this last year i can’t get approved for a loan#and it’s still been less than three weeks since someone i trusted coordinated with a stranger to do this to me. and somehow im still#having to be responsible for everything when all i want to be is dead.#how is that fair?#how is any of this fair?#i did not ask for this to happen to me i didnt ask for him to do this. and now that it has i literally. literally cannot afford my rent.#i just can’t.#i have to call the bank and the victims compensation fund people and the advocacy team again tomorrow. and today i just have to be in#purgatory wondering how this is going to be okay in the long run.#i have some ideas but none of them are favorable. most of them end in me wanting to be even more dead somehow.#anyways. this fucking blows.
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god i see what you've done for joe lombardi and i wish the same for greg roman
#i feel happy for the herbert girlies they deserve this#cuz if it wasn't for that empty plastic bottle of an offensive coordinator herbs would be way further than he is now#dude's already hella good with a mediocre team and a pack of dunces as his coaching staff. imagine what he'll be with a good organization#but yeah. cmon ravens do it like them#nobody's stopping you everybody wants you to do it#nfl#la chargers
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Since MXTX said HuaLian live until the modern times, have some random headcanons:
Hua Cheng keeps being an interior decorating king so of course his and Xie Lian's home is tastefully decorated for every season and holiday. However, that doesn't stop Xie Lian from occasionally adding the fugliest item ever because he got emotionally attached to it in the store. "It was all by itself, San Lang, nobody wanted it... i know what that feels like better than anyone..." and now they're both sniffling holding an ugly styrofoam pumpkin in the middle of the fall decor isle of Ikea.
The stray animals food budget is off the charts but it's nobody's fault all strays are immediately drawn to Xie Lian and he has to feed them cause he "knows what it's like to be hungry". This does not just include cats and dogs but also rats, raccoons, several bird species and at least one coyote.
Speaking of budgets, the financial control authorities are lowkey on Hua Cheng's case because he is still stinking rich but nobody knows where the cash is coming from. They think Ghost City is the name of some shady mafia establishment and are trying to find dirt on Hua Cheng but there is literally nothing there and it eats the government alive.
Xie Lian occasionally dumpster dives in places where he knows they throw perfectly salvageable things. Hua Cheng cries every time it happens but he stands watch so the police doesn't arrest his husband for it.
In the same vein, Xie Lian insists on recycling literally everything. They have those different colored trash bins and everything, and every time Hua Cheng places an item in the wrong bin, Xie Lian gives him a disapproving look that has the ghost king crumble.
They have so many house plants. It's like a little jungle in their living room but the air is so crisp.
They keep several scrapbooks of paintings, pictures, letters etc from all the people they met to remember them even hundreds or thousands of years after those people have passed away. Even if they now have access to phones and other media for storage, they keep up the tradition of using scrapbooks and notebooks anyway.
Xie Lian is actually up to date with memes and internet slang but has embraced being a cringe Facebook grandpa and is now committed to the persona. Hua Cheng finds this hilarious (he runs a very well maintained beauty channel and a side channel on swords where Xie Lian features in every video and geeks out about their sword collection. They have a golden button and a very large following).
Hua Cheng has a 25 step skincare routine and only uses the fanciest brands of products for literally everything. Xie Lian still swears by 8 in 1 shampoo and somehow has clearer skin. Hua Cheng is both enamored and scandalized about it.
Hua Cheng is a very big fan of acryllics and lets Xie Lian pick the base color every time. Xie Lian takes this task very, very seriously and tries to coordinate it with any activities/events they have planned so Hua Cheng stays being stylish.
Hua Cheng has a portable Dyson Airwrap with him at all times because one time a kid said his hair looks like a wet dog.
Xie Lian is not allowed to get a job because every time he tried to along the decades he became a cautionary tale somehow.
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