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ugh my winter/christmas depression has hit so hard i like call of duty now wtf
#used to play a bunch with a friend a bunch of years ago#but never owned the games myself#never thought id see the day i actually started to like them#but here i am#enjoying military propaganda#ive started with the original modern warfare trilogy#then gonna move onto the reboot#though i wont be giving any money to activision#ugh those bastards can go and suck a...#also from what i understand the multiplayer is full of rats and they're basically selling you a guaranteed chance to get hacked#no thank you#ill just yo-ho my way to the singleplayer campaign#its basically all thanks to one simon riley#it seems i have a thing for masked men#but honestly i should have known#what with artorias and ornstein and such#tho i genuinely like all of taskforce 141 more than id thought#private#last obsession of the year will shock you#thoughts#cod#cod mw#call of duty#modern warfare#games#ghost#simon ghost riley#task force 141#maybe sometimes we deserve some trash taste#and by we i mean me
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kevin day caught using slurs forced coming out trope
#havnt aftgfanarted if my own will in months remission never lasts#kevin is indigenous take that as you will#holding myself back from drawing him long hair#digital art#all for the game#aftg fanart#aftg#digital painting#kevin day#the foxhole court#neil josten#redraw
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i'm not reblogging the whole post again but @zorilleerrant you are so real for this
#there are a great many skills and crafts that do take time effort and whatnot to do decently well#i can verify that. i do SEVERAL myself#costume jewellery is not and will never be one of them#which is great because honestly more people should make things with their hands (if they have hands and those hands are functional)#it's good for the soul#the reverse of 'you're paying me far too much for this tbh'#is that it's probably the ONE thing that you can start doing for yourself for VERY little investment#have nice stuff almost immediately#and feel like a god for beating claire's at the own game
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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way
#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION#listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc#time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our#own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that#and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt#wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal#whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it#i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in#the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time#but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every#day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more#of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts#i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head#than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well#being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own#like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it#and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo#and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience#the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes#no offense krobus#yapping#stardew#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#this game has me by the ankles man
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aside from dragon ball, i also have another fixation…
#both ladies are the same person just five years apart. her name is audrey#she’ll be getting her own post eventually bc i love her lots#and ofc ive thought about her role as an npc in the game#pressure#eyefestation#roblox pressure#sebastian solace#i literally have never touched roblox before my bf helped me find pressure and its. very fun#all traditional art bc i burnt myself out of digital a lil bit so its been sketchbook stuff#which has been nice bc its helped me loosen up#fervent scribbles
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Archangel Michael in Good Omens (2.02)
#good omens#archangel michael#good omens michael#doon mackichan#good omens edit#goodomensedit#good omens gifs#goodomensgifs#good omens gifset#go edit#good omens fandom#good omens season 2#tv edits#tvedit#tv gifs#tvgifs#my edit#my gifs#my gifset#favorite characters#character crushes#female characters#she knew what was going on you can't convince me otherwise#she knew crowley was a demon and that he and az were playing their own game#she knew the children were the same children#gabriel just got on her nerves and disrespected her one too many times so she let thrm make a fool of him#she knows she was always meant to be supreme archangel from beginning to always#darling i wish they didn't hate you they could never make me hate you#i just hate myself for being so slow with my fics there everything is as it's supposed to be with her in charge of heaven#i already have a similar gifset but that was from clips in worse quality this is...better
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like I get the feeling the need to defend veilguard as an initial response. There’s a decent crowd of ‘critics’ who are up in arms because of Gay People In Their Videogame (which kills any other valid complaints they might have had imo)
But also I think a lot of us are just. Really disappointed that the thing we Waited 10 years for isn’t even coming close to living up to what we were told to expect? Even I knew that this game probably wouldn’t be great—tbh I didn’t go in with any expectations really—but I didn’t expect to feel so deflated by what we got either. The fact that there’s so much untouched potential mixed with what we know to be irl production problems makes it a harder pill to swallow. I think I was hoping this would be another DA2 situation, where you could see there were obvious cut corners but the story that we got was compelling enough to have lasting power & we were still able to dig our fingers into the lore. Hell, people are still talking about that game to this day in some circles. What does that tell you?
We knew this game would be flawed and have some misses (they always do) but I don’t think any of us could have anticipated how gutted the actual end product would have been. People are upset because we’re not dumb. We know budget cuts & layoffs happened. Just say the resources weren’t there and you had to prioritize. Just say certain things were left behind to meet a deadline. As frustrating as that is, it’s an infinitely more preferable explanation than acting like we’re all too stupid to pick up on any of this happening.
You’re not a bad person if you had fun or enjoyed elements of the game. I did & so did a lot of other people who are being vocally critical. I probably Will end up finding aspects I feel like giving watsonian explanations for in my own canon like I have in the past. But I also cant just ignore the problems & im not alone. It’s not ‘fake da fans’ who are mad from what I’ve seen. It’s the opposite! It sucks to see something you love decline. There’s a recurring theme of grief I keep picking up on in so many of these critical posts. Of course no one actually assumed our personal headcanons would become canon, but there was a certain standard of continuity that I think was silently expected to be present & it wasn’t there.
I’m not even sure what the point of this post is tbh. So many of us wanted to like this game so, so badly. We wanted the next part of a franchise that’s been important to us to be able to stand up with its predecessors. And for a lot of us it didn’t manage to hit that mark, no matter how much we genuinely wanted it to.
Idk. As much as I can come off as pretty flippant and irate about this whole thing, in truth it’s just something that leaves me feeling sad in a really quiet, deep sort of way.
#I wish so badly that I wasn’t as upset about the state of the game as I am.#about the choices that were made and the things that were said about them afterwards#bc there are parts I like for sure. moments where I can See what was being aimed at#in past instalments there were enough of those to carry the projects#enough depth to make me feel like I wasn’t a fool for being invested#which im not getting here#and honestly? if this was my introduction to the series I Don’t think I would be getting attached to it#I liked the aspects I did bc I was a pre existing fan and that gave me something I could use to piece together for my own worldstate#I don’t know if I would even feel that way if I’d never picked up da before#like man idk dai kept me from offing myself at some point and im not joking#and that wasn’t even most people’s favourite game by a Mile#veilguard critical
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At this point, gender nonconformity is about what the person says their experience is.
If a woman with a beard or a man with lipstick and a mustache says they're gender nonconforming, then they are! If a woman with short hair or a man with long hair says they aren't, they aren't! And that's not even getting into the awesome nonbinary, abinary, genderqueer, intersex, and general genderfuckery that may both be and not be conforming.
So much of what is even considered gender conforming or gender nonconforming is based on a world of exclusion. When we start defining one's conformity with whether they fit into white cishetero perisex standards or not, we play into the idea that there's only a very narrow window of what is considered worthy of time and thought.
#gender nonconformity#gnc#queer#like. for instance a native man who keeps long hair might be considered GNC by white standards but for him it's absolutely not nonconformit#there's an aspect of white supremacy that silences everything else while saying that other culture's silence is indicative of whiteness...#...being 'correct' or 'moral' or 'neutral'#and as somebody who's trans and last i checked white i have my own thoughts from my own experiences#like how i don't consider myself to really be a GNC man. i'm just. man+#i'm a weird concoction of weird soup that tastes like a man but if it were Wrong#and i just don't see that as not conforming to manhood like it is seperate. i see it as irrevocably linked TO manhood#it is others who have excluded and exiled me from manhood because of *their* understanding of me and how i 'fit in' in cissexism#while i will never ever say i know what it's like to not be white i will say these conversations that PoC have started have been INVALUABLE#i am forever grateful to have been extended the patience and faith to listen in on the experiences of people...#...who are racialized in terms of gender and how they do/don't 'fit in' with often white supremacist views on gender/dynamics#may have made a post like this years back but. eh. arrest me officer i will not back down#i've been more and more 'gnc' as i go into my transition and i don't see it as nonconformity but as an outlet for my masculinity#which is why i'm not insecure about my crafts and creations. because it is coming from a male whether or not it's considered 'manly'#i have little to *no place* in cissexist society so why should i put any stakes into if they ~accept~ me#made this post while jamming out to skyrim's tavern OST (paused my game to write this)#why the HELL does the skyrim tavern music have to go SO HARD. i NEED to slam down BARRELS of mead while listening to this istg#i don't even LIKE honey so i haven't tried mead but. for skyrim i would.
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I think we need to blow up the mouthwashing tag on every social media site
Solid fucking agree 🚬🐴
#asks#anon#can people treat I dunno. really heavy topics with the weight they deserve instead of fandomizing them like everything else. I know the#answer but still. and the way people have done it too is insaneeee like come the fuck on you people are literally ignoring shit for your own#comfort and thus creating some evilass metatextual instances ie using anya as a vessel for your own shit (denying her agency) and ignoring#jimmy on all levels because he makes you so uncomfortable but still wanting to have just one person to blame so villainizing the shit out of#curly when he did very much so fuck up big time but was still a person who did try even if it wasn't enough and also an abuse victim but#nobody likes to acknowledge that because nobody likes the idea that an abuse victim can fuck up big time and still be an abuse victim and#there's also the matter of how people idolize swansea and go oh he would've never let this happen when bro did know what happen halfway into#the months after the crash and didn't formally do anything until daisuke died. and people just act like daisuke can't and never would do#anything wrong when he literally stood there while jimmy rufied swansea. also the whole infantalization by the fandom really takes on a#whole nother tinge when you remember he's the only asian person on the Tulpar. like. guysssss. tears my fucking hair out and kills myself.#there's a reason that the only tag for a media I've found deeply personal I've refused to follow is mouthwashing because from the shit#that's slipped through the cracks alone good fucking god‼️‼️‼️ this is the uncomfortable game about accountability capitalism and sa do NOT#fucking remove the nuance from it. jesus fucking christ😀#anyway. yea.
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on my weekly silent constructu brainrotting fucking look at him
#ohhhg downpour will never capture the magic of the original game Ok well have you considered that I see my own creation; I see my agonizing#decay. I see my hollow structure become a sanctuary in the storm. I see a new world unfold without me; as me. I see myself become something#-else.#FUCK!#text#long post#rain world
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️🌈 Havin' a ball with a couple of creative clay companions! 🌈
(ID: Kirby series fanart for the 10th anniversary of Kirby and the Rainbow Curse, featuring Kirby (in ball form) floating in a tie-dye void with his friends, Bandee, Elline, and Claycia. The puffball holds his little arms up in laughter and excitement, while his friends all look towards him with smiles on their faces. END ID.)
Started 01/15/25, finished 01/16/25.
#veins art#veins fanart#kirby series#kirby#bandana waddle dee#elline#claycia#friendship#kirby and the rainbow curse#happy anniversary KatRC!#happy birthday elline!#happy birthday claycia!#a shame I never got to play this game myself (never owned a Wii U)#I adore the aesthetic and the soundtrack is incredible#a very slept-on little gem#veinsfullofstars
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There should be little rewards for when I do certain milestones of this project. Like after I finish this next one it'll be just 365 left (one year worth of days) so I'm going to get me a cake!
#text#i just wish i didn't have to do it myself you know#like it should be automatic like in video games with achievements. do the thing. get the ding notification. achieved.#possible side quest for me is coming up with a list of milestones to reward myself for this project#im still trying to wrap my head around 'each pokemon is a finished project in its own right' because that's true but also#each pokemon represents only one tenth of a percent of the total. one tenth of one percent. not even a full percent#so it's especially hard for me to feel anything has been accomplished#somehow i'm crocheting 20 pokemon and looking at them all on my desk and going 'this sucks it's only 1.9 percent done'#isnt it funny how my tags could be their own text post. i never mean it that way i just have thoughts on top of thoughts linked to more
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thanks for the tags @dwarvenagenda & @pricegouge !! 💓
it was fun to check my stats for this year :3
funny to compare how i started my year vs how its ending (fandoms im writing for, fic length range, themes and tropes i’m preferring, etc).
i’ve found that although ive maybe written less and had less interaction in general from readers this year i’ve truly found some amazing people that i consider good friends on here now :’) and i wouldn’t swap that for anything!!
blank copy below and npt: @pricetagged @ohlawdthebirds @sentientcave @syoddeye @gloard @wraithdance @buttdumplin @luvrodite @mikichko @lewistoferrari @disgustingtwitches
#very ironic that my top fic is inspired by the same tv show that my top spotify song came from too#like it truly took over my year apparently…#i’m trying not to push myself to suddenly go on a writing rampage bc i really wanted to hit 200k by the end of the year BUT#it’s meant to be fun not about hitting goals so this is teaching me restraint lmao#i know i’ll have written a lil bit more that’s just not posted on ao3 but not enough to make a difference#plus i had suuuuper bad writers block and a major confidence crisis mid year and i haven’t had that in a while before#i think having a community helps and is lovely in a way i’ve never experienced but it also made me feel like i had to compete (totally my#own feelings and anxiety at play. not at all anyone else putting on that pressure)#but it’s been a learning curve for me to try and just enjoy it and not focus on stats and churning out content - previously i’ve only ever#interacted with people through comments so i had quite a skewed view of ‘if i want to talk to people about this then i have to create to#get their attention.’ which isn’t true or healthy! but i know that now and im going my best not to fall back into bad habits#tag games#tag game
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I honestly don’t get it. I do things.
I run. I cook. I am in community theatre. I have multiple creative outlets. I have great friends who I love and love me. I have a wonderful pet who is happy and healthy. I have hobbies. My life is full.
So why the fuck do I feel so worthless and empty because I don’t have a partner? And yeah, society pushes that on us as the ultimate goal, I get that. But I still want that for what feels like self-motivated reasoning. And yeah, it’s perfectly fine to be single, I get that too I’m not saying it isn’t. But I sure feel like shit about it.
Is it even about any of that? It feels like either I am at place, or the world is at a place where what I want is no longer available to me. I’ve hurt people. Recently. My therapist would probably tell me I haven’t hurt them as much as I think. But it still feels awful to know that I’m just one more shitty fucking guy in the world.
I always want to be better. And to recognise things in myself that can improve. It just feels like the goal posts are constantly moving and I’m two steps behind all the time.
#personal#therapy time#getting into specifics I watched a video recently about modern dating and they mentioned the love bombing that men do#and I was like oh fuck I think I do that#I think I’ve done that recently and I hate myself for it#how do I stop that? it’s never been an intentional thing#I get super into someone and then suddenly I’m not#and I’m think what I was super into was the validation and being liked#not the person themselves#so what do I do to stop that?#feels like probably just take myself out of the game so I don’t do that to anyone again#but I suppose the answer is something more reasonable like being mindful about how I’m treating someone#and maybe don’t go insane on them so fast#it feels like the older I get and the longer I’m at this#the more desperate I get#and I hate that I don’t want to be that way#but I’m doing everything else in my life to fill my own cup#and it STILL just isn’t enough
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OK so I've never played Astro Bot in my life but I think the character is cute and I recently got a fat PS3 since I never had one as a kid and wanted to check it out, so I've been in a Sony mood in general... the entire Game Awards livestream I was just hyping up Astro Bot for every nomination and my friends on my call were absolutely confused like "bro you've never even played the game", and one of them was like "erm its just made up of a bunch of games Sony cancelled" (?)
So imagine the absolute pandemonium when Astro Bot won game of the year. Bro we were literally yelling and I'm like YEAH WOOOOO I KNEW IT, ASTRO BOT SWEEP!!! Just absolutely ATROCIOUS meat riding.
Anyways I bought a hopefully not bootleg but very cool regardless Astro Bot shirt off of Amazon (I needed more shirts anyways so this was actually good timing) and I signed up for a 99 cent Prime trial just to get it shipped faster, I'm hoping it'll arrive by the time we meet up on the 19th. Gonna wear a jacket over it and do some "hold on guys I gotta take this off" type reveal. I can imagine the utter shock and disbelief on their faces once they realize that their friend is an Astro Chad without even playing the game LOL
#tga#tga 2024#the game awards#sony#game awards#video games#astro bot#friends#funny#trolling#more like trolling myself by buying merch for a game ive never played on a console i dont own#anyways#I AM ASTRO BOT
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I'm watching jacksepticeyes security breach playthrough for the first time and why is his game the only working copy of security breach in the world
#like im seeing voice lines and shit ive never seen before#ive never seen this stuff????#i literally played through the superstar cade myself in my own copy and have never heard the Gregory voice lines about the locked doors???#or the roxy cutscene when you reach the fire exit???#pandas.txt#like ive watched so much stuff for this game since it dropped how have i never seen these things
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