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Someone kills a butterfly in another time line and Noah and Cody are the best friend/reality pros duo racing in Ridonculous
#someone slightly moves a rock in another timeline and Noah and Cody were the unlikely best friends promoted and developed on world tour#this is NOT me complaining about Noah and Owen I want to make that clear#this is me thinking ‘what if Noah and Cody ended up on the same team in world tour’#and the answer is we’d live in a completely different timeline#being honest a slightly worse one concidering what happened to Noah on rr#if we lived in this made up timeline and I had to watch Noah be a jerk to Cody AND fall in love with a girl it would of sent my 14 year old#heart into cardiac arrest#I would of never recovered from that#so of course the Noah Owen bff and Alejandro Noah gay tension timeline is the good timeline#but my mind wanders and wonders#total drama#Starry speaks
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#song lan#a-qing#xiao xingchen#xue yang#The scene where Song lan sees Xue Yang is supposed to be dark and dramatic but there's something about the whiplash of emotions-#-that makes me lose my mind!! That's *HIS* bestie!!! Back off bitch!!#Poor guy wandering around for years looking for his amiguito only to find him with the guy that split you apart in the first place#XY wasn't even trying to flaunt it on purpose. He was just vibing with XXC at the wrong time.#I also love A-qing for being quick on the uptake that these two are so similar its practically like a mirror image.#This also mirrors song lan's first/last appearance with the bff sundae. XY finally gets his revenge (having a domestic life with a bff).#((XXC has no idea what the t-shirt says. He just needed a spare. I like to think XY sewed and embroidered it personally))#I will get into my xue yang thoughts more later but...man I will always wonder how things would have gone if song lan never showed up#xxc never should have run away (out of shame for causing SL harm). It was always going to cause more harm...#Dont worry SL. XXC still misses you. Some bonds cannot be broken even if time and distance pull you apart.
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at some point i'll post my non lcb art on here. not today though
#limbus company#heathcliff limbus company#ishmael limbus company#platonic#limbus fanart#uncle draws#i've always been fond of the idea of heath and ish Prior to their cantos getting drinks and spilling their absolute guts about their past#but with recent developments i've been wondering if maybe they'd do it after as some sort of celebration? of sorts#let off steam type shit#but yeah that's majorly what inspired these#as a side note my mind wanders to ish being a lot more ok with her situation being comparable to heath as opposed to vice versa#their parallels addle my brain. they've been addling my brain. for a whole year#anyway they are the worst best friends ever uour honor#that is all.
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Me (trawling through Wiki, listening to history podcasts, searching for crumbs of official info) still trying to make sense of bishop!Aziraphale
#good omens#good omens 2#aziraphale#my thoughts#please brain please I'm just here for entertainment#if you wonder why my projects take so long this is one reason#my mind wanders off in the weirdest directions pestering me with unwanted curiosity
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The weight of the world is a heavy burden
Especially for a child
(Or, in slightly less dramatic terms – I imagine that the first of her past lives that Avatar Suiren [who is the Avatar after Aang instead of Korra in my AU, and also Ghazan and Ming-Hua’s daughter] gets to talk to is Yangchen, because she is too plagued by memories not her own [including Jetsun’s death, fun fact]. And Yangchen wouldn’t want another child to go through what she did on their own)
(Or maybe someone just needed an excuse to draw @katkastrofa’s latest obsession in a context that interests them as well, just in time to maybe cheer her up a little? You can’t prove anything)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#Avatar Suiren AU#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#yangchen#original character#sotrl suiren#if you’re wondering what the context is. Suiren is around 8 or 9 here. already having revealed herself as the Avatar to her parents#and it has been Hard. because as much as they try to maintain a sense of normalcy for her. it’s clear that things have changed#they never accounted for their daughter turning out to be the Avatar. they hoped Aang dying on the night she was born to be a coincidence#all of their plans now have to be rethought and put on hold because her safety is more important than anything else#she is never blamed for anything. she is still just as loved. yet there’s now a heaviness in their gazes whenever they look at her#the Avatar as a concept should not exist. it is too much power and responsibility for one being who is ultimately human#that’s what Suiren was taught. so what do those teachings mean if she’s the Avatar?#basically.. a whole lot of cognitive dissonance and she hasn’t even been alive for a decade yet#and all her life her head was filled by strange memories and dreams. fragments of lives not her own. sometimes nightmares#and usually her mama would comfort her through it but tonight… she just wants to be alone#so she wanders off. not too far. but enough that she wouldn’t be heard. and just softly cries#because it’s too much. because she doesn’t want to be the Avatar. why her? why not anyone else?#and as she whispers that she wishes she wasn’t the Avatar. her mind is assaulted by memories of previous Avatars saying the same thing#it really is a never ending cycle of too much burden being placed on a single person. but that realisation is anything but comforting#she begs for it to stop because that grief of life over life spent pushing a boulder uphill is just Too Much#and before she knows it. it ceases. only to be replaced by a blue glow visible even through closed eyelids#and a feather light touch of hands on her face. it doesn’t feel exactly like human hands by virtue of belonging to a spirit#that helps her relax a little. reminding her of mama’s touch. she looks at the person who appeared before her. her mind supplies the name#‘Avatar Yangchen?’. she whispers. but the woman is nowhere near as stoic and peaceful as she’s shown to be in every depiction of her#she looks.. sad. concerned. as burdened by grief as Suiren herself is. she’s not just a legendary figure from a time long gone#not yet another past life Suiren would never measure up to. she’s… human. capable of human emotion. just like Suiren is#I’m not sure how their conversation goes and have no inspiration to come up with anything. but I just wanted to draw them interacting
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hhhhhhh i need someone in my fandom be into burps bc i neeeeeed burping headcannons for the guys i like😭😭😭😭 i cant make them myself and i know i’ll never get them:’)
Anon, I see you and feel this so much. It's hard being into something a bit more out there kink-wise or fandom-wise, but the intersection of both is even tougher. Believe me, I know how much it sucks for there to not be anything out there!
BUT while it might not be optimal, not all hope is lost. It never hurts to ask around in kink spaces if anyone else is into [x media]. Or alternately, simply try daydreaming. It might sound silly, but a good dose of fantasizing and seeing where your mind takes you can be a great way to come up with hcs. You don't have to do anything more with them or share them (though you always could)- sometimes there can be something enjoyable about finding kinky joy in daydreams all for yourself.
#i mean take me for an example#there is nothing else i've found out there about burping and my fave beyond the single fic i wrote#yes i keep saying i'll write a post about my hcs for him but honestly?#i have not had the time or the right opportunity to get in the right headspace for it lately#so i'm letting these ideas come to me one by one so i can do something more with them eventually#but until then- and even if i weren't going to post about them- what i have are still ideas i enjoy thinking about#tune into your desires and let your mind wander#it may end up in some strange but fun new places#imagination is a wonderful thing#but if that's something you struggle with (as in you have a hard time even coming up with ideas)#there's 0 shame in looking at things people have written about burps irt their faves or in general#it is human to see another's creativity and spin it off in your own way#anyway i clearly wish you luck!#ask#answered#anon
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You know that time in the comics when the Doctor is so depressed, he shuts off the lights, turns on an interrogation spotlight, locks himself in the console room, and argues with a bunch of judgmental shadow-figures resembling his past incarnations?
And all the TARDIS' lights go out and her interior becomes a maze to keep his companions out of the console room, all from her psychic connection with the Doctor (“moodbleed”)?
And his companions are left wandering in circles for two days as the air goes “stale,” not knowing where he is but thinking the worst, while he hallucinates in a dark room?
...because I'm thinking again about the times this definitely happened when he was with the Ponds.
#when they find him- Rory (one good nurse™) asks neutral questions to check on his emotional state while respecting his space#Amy knows when he's locked himself alone long enough to call River (fortunately Amy talks to her daughter often)#River can calm the tardis and go directly to the Doctor. she sits with him and nods when he rants. she tells him hes loved.#eleventh doctor#11th doctor#doctor who#words by seaweed#(eleventh) doctor is neurodivergent tag#honestly same. I don't want anyone looking at me when im in that way because eyes are very uncomfortable lasers slicing my thoughts#so river doesn't look at him. she looks away and lets him look at her so he knows she's not looking at him. she also does active listening#the shadow-figures in this comic are beyond psychosis coded#emphasis: it isnt presented like some conference of past selves here (which the doctor can't just do anyway- see Power of the Doctor).#and the shadow figures dont have personalities anyway. the way theyre drawn is VERY psychosis coded (as is 11 this whole Si Spurrier run)#this is from Eleventh Doctor Year 2 Issue 3 (set between A Christmas Carol and The Impossible Astronaut) if anyone's wondering#note that he put on his comfort fez I love him#alice obiefune#poor Alice got drove up the wall from wandering in the dark for two days… I think Amy and Rory get to get used to it if they're together#eventually they work out a plan to calm the tardis enough to show them the comfy spot in the bunkbeds to wait and give him space#he joins them in their bunkbed for platonic snuggles. all in the same bunk. Rory doesnt mind. they make sure the doctor knows hes loved <3#I think- having been percieved as psychotic growing up- Amy would be conscious about making sure the doctor knows she still adores him#I really want this fic to exist
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My apologies for spamming your notifs lately but I randomly thought of this after messing up an egg recipe :’3
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Whenever the Segments get mad at Cupcakettore, they try to sabotage his desserts. Once, a Segment snuck into his kitchen after the egg whites and yolks were separated. He then proceeded to pour all of the yolks into the bowl of egg whites, thereby wasting Cupcakettore’s earlier efforts. He even went as far as to poke the yolks to thoroughly mix them.
The next day, all of the Segments were served (poisoned) scrambled eggs for breakfast.
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Also, ten-page ramblings, you say?? I shall make more room in my brain for Cupcakettore xD
Please, never apologize for giving me notifications!! It's a joy to see asks/messages from you :DD jkafnjkfn can you imagine my joy when I got this scenario for cupcakettore from you? While it's not quite ten pages, I definitely rambled for a while,,, so beware when you read this XD (note: I went really off topic but I added a doodle to compensate ^^;; forgive me XDD)
Before I'll drop the HCs, let me adore this scenario because <3 YES!!! (I have this lemon merengue cake recipe and I ALWAYS!! :(( mess up the eggs. I feel your (and cupcakettore's) frustration...)
Cupcakettore (quite literally) doesn't fit in the way he was designed to do, and while he is part of the hivemind, the others tend to make his life miserable whenever they can (granted, that is only possible by ruining his recipes lmao, hence situations like these).
Never before did the other segments (nor Zandik himself) understand his passion for baking (likely they never will). And while cupcakettore compares the kitchen to the other's lab and baking to experiments,,, the others just don't get it.
[Okay, I'll drop some HC's before I (hopefully) cycle back again to the scenario because cupcakettore (dubbed "DOTT" for simplicity,) has lots of lore in my head jsnldg]
• He was the first segment to be considered 'successful'. However, Dott remains far from resembling Zandik, as he is closer to becoming an 'individual' instead of a segment from the past. (let me explain;)
• While Kunikuzushi was created from wood, I imagine the current segments to be made from a combination of techniques from Ei's prototype puppet + Kharnri'ahn technology/Ruin guard parts. DOTT, instead, is a result of biotechnology --- a combination of innovative technology on human evolution + Ei's techniques for creating Scaramouche.
• ALSO!!! "Water holds memories", every segment carries a vial with blue fluid which connects them to the hivemind, and in extension, Zandik. These vials hold the memories that shape them, giving them personalities, and setting their traits fixed to a segment of "Dottore's"/"Zandik's" life (a.e. one of the 'younger' segments holds Zandik's memories of the Akademiya,, another of his first years in the Fatui,,, etc!! They all know what happened in the entire timeline [from Zandik's oldest memories to his recent ones], but if they're not in the vial, they haven't 'experienced' those memories; thus it doesn't shape their personality)
• But... Dott was only a prototype,, and thus hadn't been created with the 'vial' in mind. He was shaped to be a clone of Zandik; he got the same beliefs and ideas implanted in his mind ever since he first woke up; but without being a fixed part of the hivemind, he was able to drift into an individual (and while he's still very much a version of Dottore, he did gain some personal quirks that don't belong before he got added to the hivemind. Zandik suspects his unchained love for experiments (main_trait_1) and curiosity (main_trait_2) ended up being DOTT's downfall into a baker.)
• No one knows why this segment hasn't been deactivated (Pantalone sure questions it every time he gets a bill that consists of baker ingredients). --- Perhaps the first working prototype is a reminder of how far Zandik has come in his research, and perhaps he is there as cannon fodder, but at the end of the day, Dott does introduce a new perspective (even if most can't see that perspective).
• Everyone underestimates this segment until they remember that this segment is created in the image of the 2nd Harbinger.
• My guy created one of the most potent poisons on 'accident' (which he is currently banned from making again because of its effects). Dott also 'accidentally' created a truth serum that's now used for information gathering (although this ended up attracting a lot of rip-off serums on the market that didn't originate from DOTT. Pierro ended up having to ban this invention as well, since no one could differ a working truth serum from the cheap less-effective version of it (information intel became unreliable))
• He loves LOVES robots!!! Loves dissecting them, putting them back together, repeating, replacing parts, changing parts, and creating something new. He doesn't make many useful inventions in the field of machinery, but he remains incredibly intelligent and has a knack for remembering everything step by step, making ruin guard dissection and repairs his to go to job. (Though, if forced to choose between baking and robots... you know what he'll choose LMAO)
• One time he killed Zandik's favorite assistant on accident, but it's the assistent's fault, really!! After all, Dott did put a warning sign next to his fresh batch of cupcakes... Although, in hindsight he should've written the 'beware: poison' on a bigger piece of paper and not on a sticky note.
• He puts the most questionable things into his cupcakes. If it's not a new poison or serum, it'll likely be something worse (don't ask him)
• Once, a Fatuus was overheard laughing about the segment who baked in his free time. --- He ended up in the oven that same day, only for Dott to laugh in revenge.
• He shares his cupcakes, and while it's rude to decline them (he will turn you into his new red velvet batch), you can't be cautious enough with eating them.
• He ended up going into retirement once Zandik created enough segments. He was allowed to remain activated for as long as he delivered test subjects. So, he opened a bakery. The unsavory patrons that enter his shop end up getting delivered to his fellow kinship in the capital labs.
• His bakery is successful (to everyone's surprise)
• If you're polite (bonus points if you're a regular), you'll be safe. Contrary to normal belief, he does have a heart in the shape of curiosity and validation, so if you're a sweetheart breaking into his routine, you'll end up getting his special made cupcakes (he baked them just for you!) and the news of your annoying co-worker suddenly missing! (Tell Dott about it, he'll laugh. Just don't ask why he does)
OKAY SO!! I can 100% see (pre-bakery times) a new segment stealing one of his cupcakes (god forbid mess with his recipe and he's like;
Imagining a new(-ish) segment messing with his eggs after Dott spent HOURS on separating them (curse that Fontainian macaroon recipe,,,) --- DOTT will get revenge.
Fortunately, the segments are durable, else they would've died from that new poison he added.
#🧁˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ The Bakery#🧁˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ Received by: DOTT#🧁˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ Received by: Shiro#Cupcakettore#He is my baby#But he is proper batshit crazy too#Imagine wandering upon his recipe book#it's just full of torture methods pushed into pastries and sweets XDD#okayokay I go so off topic the whole time but thank you for that scenario <3#I was originally going to draw for it but ??#My mind was wondering so much DX#segment oc#il dottore
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If Misha ends up being the Watchmaker ill scream
#im on the aventurine boss rn and yo its a fun fight!!#oh my opinion of aventurine has changed after wandering around a theme park high on harmony and speaking to his past and future selves#i like him now and the actor did a good job delivering his lines#the life and times of that guy was...... a ride lolol#but anyway someone who hasnt come up yet in any significant capacity so far is misha#and im sure it was him screaming mikhail's name in the dreamscape#and gallagher said mikhail was the watchmaker before his death#i wonder if theres a connection#but the thing thats stopping me from being sure is Misha is a 4 star character. would such a significant character be a 4 star?#but like he can see Clockie and he was the fiest person to greet us in reality and in the dream the first time#he could of used his status as a bellhop as a cover up#also his pupils are keyholes. is it because he holds secrets?#i can be completely off base too lolol dont mind me if thats the case#i just had these thoughts and i wanted them somewhere before I found out for sure#prince's gaming tag
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Back from the Asia Market and I only bought snacks and kimchi 😂
Didn't go overboard this time though (it was hard not to 😅). They didn't have the Oishi honey lemon, so I went for some good old ramune instead. Otherwise got some of my faves and some new stuff to try as well :)
#tried hard not to smile like an idiot in front of the lay's chips cause my mind kept wandering over to winteam lol#wonder if the employees can tell if you're a kdrama or bl fan by the things you buy 🤔#midnight thoughts
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have i told anyone about my bizarre headcanon that the nightmare realm is alive, is represented by a giant serpent-esque thing, and ‘recycles’ fords when it deems it needs to?
#this is connected to the ‘stan is connected to the axolotl and ford is connected to the nightmare realm’ thing#you might be wondering. why does our snake friend destroy fords when it deems it needs to?#the nightmare realm is significantly more unstable compared to the axolotl#(which is really just a representative of the entire multiverse in this extended headcanon thing)#the axolotl can create new material anytime it wants#the nightmare realm cannot do this#so it goes ‘alright. that one got lost between the folds of space-time#i’ll just break it apart and use the fragments to make a new one’#the problem is the motivation. it claims it wants to get rid of bill and alright that makes sense#but then bill is gone and it’s still doing it so really why?#because the serpent is made of those shattered pieces and needs to recycle fords to sustain itself#it sends one out and they live for a while#and then it consumes them and makes a new one#if it ever stops doing this the nightmare realm will collapse and it will die#the fords though? the fords will live on without it just fine#and all because the serpent and its sibling thought it would be fun to make some twins#it did not think about the consequences in the long run#anyway. this is where my mind goes when left to wander#i gave the fucking nightmare realm a character and motivations#also they’re sort of like. adopted siblings? cosmically found family?#they’re in a symbiotic relationship- the multiverse and the nightmare realm i mean#bill is what we call a parasite#jesus fucking christ there’s something wrong with me
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I. Its fun going back to fix things. Trivial issues, with easy solutions. Im in my environment. They say the log is too complex, but to me its home. These worlds of cubes are where i grew up, and amongst this system, i am safe. If i wanted to, i could find the very first time i played. I am but a child of milk and love, but i am loved, as i am made of love. Words are a wonderful interface, much less terrifying than staring at the reality behind the screen. The player dreams.
#minecraft#minecraft end poem#I love letting my mind wander#I get the most wonderful things#everydaygremlin
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#i want to write this here… i am not a religious person… but after i had just moved and when i was depressed…which I was often then#less so these days…#i drove myself to get ice cream and i prayed along the way that i had made the right decision#to move out and start a new life and find this job#and i cried for a long while which i also seemed to do a lot then#and while i was driving back home i prayed… and i think i pray just in case someone is listening … just so they can’t say i never tried#at least someone might be listening to me#i asked god if they could show me a deer… which is a really stupid sign to ask for because i had never seen a deer close up#and i knew in my mind that i didn’t mean some vague outline of a deer on the horizon or some painting of a deer#and i don’t know why i asked for a deer at all#but i did and i had just gotten my license two months prior for this job… and i was driving on a street that was without anyone else…#which was really unusual for this tourist town in the summer but i was crying and driving and praying and it was dusk#and a deer wandered into the road…. just feet within me… and i wasn’t scared… i slowed down and I’m not sure how much time passed#but i cried and looked and wondered if i was so mentally ill i was hallucinating before the deer hobbled off to the field#and even if it’s stupid and highly conincidental… it made me feel better… and i think god is more of a whisper of hope that things will#change… and as the winter grows long… i am hungry for another sign that i am okay#i miss how simple life could be and I miss you
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#good morning my fellow catalyzing chrysalids#my friendly-if-shy machineghosts#my priests and priestesses#good morning my fellow red-ringing-bell-under-wonderers#my prophetic uber-mind-digital-wanderers#good morning poet-sirrahs and old Lazars#good morning my wintermutes and digitalsoup-souls#my self-proclaimed-ratfiends my undiagnosed and/or unmedicated joyful-life-believers#good morning cousin-friends#"Do not let your fire go out#spark by irreplaceable spark#in the hopeless swamps of the not-quite#the not-yet#and the not-at-all.”
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Thinks about the fact that the world’s natural economy has been so damaged and decayed that topsoil is not as rich as it naturally could be and that trees of great heights and weights are dwindling or nearly completely gone. Realizes that the closest connection i’ll have to seeing the a glimpse of the natural word’s grandness may soon just be in pictures and videos.
#i am thinking about those posts that showed how big felled trees look like#literally the size of a two level home by THEMSELVES#inshallah...if i ever reach paradise- that's all i want#just a vast forest of trees you see and touch#i mean they are there and given in abundance too#a single tree- descripition in islam of a tree in paradise- casts a shadow that's so vast#that even if one skilled in horse riding tried to cross it- they would even be able to get out it's shadow even in 100 years#i forget if that's even or the shadow alone or the TREE alone#but i kinda put that one in the same#BUT JUST HINK#How is that not a dream in itself /of course living eternity with no sorrow/grief/or agony is a bonus#But my mind wanders to all the smaller details things of it#another detail that tells of the wonder of paradise is even if you had only the space of an encircled whip's space of paradise#that would literally be more wonderfull and fuffilling than anything else in this world a million times over#like-it encourages me in a way that i cannot articulate#it draws out a hunger in me thats so carnal for just the natural wonder ive been denied in this life#personal post#im just feelings things im fine
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#Laundrycore 2022 going well, even if nothing else is. Just handwashed something that’s not underwear for the first time (wool skirt) and next I’m going to learn to iron (I mean I’ve seen my dad do it when we were younger so I know how an iron works but it’s a bit different doing it yourself for the first time and the iron is falling out of favour so fast that it hasn’t come up until I want to actually wear a nice shirt).
I know this probably seems ridiculous but it’s a big step up from chucking everything in the machine on the quick wash cycle and doing nothing else, and it means I can wear nicer clothes.
#Channelling my inner bean nighe#personal#...and that's been ten minutes time to go see the results#Praying to the god of laundry that I haven't ruined the skirt#Mind you I took the dubious decision to wander around H&M the other day and the state of the things they were selling#really does make you wonder if anyone would notice if we just all stopped ironing#Maybe it's easier in a culture where you can throw away clothes when they start losing their shape slightly or lose a button#Somewhere though I definitely turned into a shocked 1930s grandmother like 'Don't these girls own an IRON'#I am a hypocrite but also like I have never worn a shirt THAT rumpled (mostly because my shirts are polychiffon but I'm working on that)#And by these girls I don't mean the shop assistants they're overworked enough as it is#I mean the concept that you can even sell clothes in such a state because nobody really cares any more and it's Fashion I guess?#I mean most of the time who cares if you iron right#We all have busy lives and many people have various other obstacles (depression; ADHD; just didn't want to; whatever)#But crisp white shirts? Why buy them if they aren't crisp and will never be crisp? They're already see-through as if it wasn't bad enough
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