#but my cat would be sad so no?
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It would kill me if I tried and failed so I'm just not gonna try.
#I can't deal with failure#overachiever#burnt out#text#txt post#I have an exam in a few hours I haven't touched a book for because well#I dont know crap and its too late and I'm def gonna fail miserably#I'm so disappointed in myself and i know a younger version of me would be too cause passing this exam would mean a lot to her but like#Ive been depressed for what seems like forever and I feel like shit all the time and I have asked and asked and begged for help but have#since given up so im really just surviving so fuck her#give me a break#you should be glad im not dead#yet#but also i feel like a failure#rightfully so#i really am#so yeah#rant#are you satisfied?#mirrorball#rory gilmore#nothing new#burn out#academic validation#will be the death of me#and has been#i wish i were dead#but my cat would be sad so no?
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the way that one line from the new epilogue in an astarion romance is going to HAUNT me
just. what a profoundly intense thing to confess to someone.
like, just these six months of newfound happiness with you exerts a force on his heart equal and in direct opposition to two centuries of endless torment, the gnawing hunger and exploitation. this flashbulb-bright fraction of his long life holds the same gravity to him as years upon years of darkness and suffering.
in all likelihood, he hasn’t even known his lover for as long as his worst memory lasted, that year sealed away to go mad from starvation and sensory deprivation, yet he still tells them this brief time has been so fundamentally and powerfully important that the weight of even that unimaginable hell is vanishingly small compared to this present he has now and the future ahead of them both.
how am i supposed to act normal about this.
#i need to lay down#just drop this in there right at the beginning why not!#that’s INTENSE. and completely sincere considering his demeanor at the party. god#he’s so… nice. in the romanced epilogue. i expected him to be a little smug and jokey#if tav told him the others weren’t doing so hot without the two of them around#but he takes it so genuinely and with visible disappointment?? literally shocked me#i thought he would say oh of course their lives have taken a turn without our impressive leadership lol!#and then redirect into something a little less flippant#but man. he just gets sad. astarion six months into a loving relationship is like a stray cat that instantly gets cuddly when you adopt it#dude went cotton candy marshmallow saccharine sweet in a HEARTBEAT#bless the others with your presence he says. i’ll always be here he says. we have forever after all he says.#head in my hands. how could they do this to me#astarion ancunin#astarion bg3#astarion#bg3 epilogue spoilers#bg3 spoilers#baldur’s gate 3 spoilers#bg3
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.🖤🔄🤍.
#the cat witchs guild#the misc adventures of mochi and lime#tcwg#tmaomal#limochi#art#mochi#lime#ocs#original#PALETTE SWAP PALETTE SWAP PALETTE SWAP !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ive been wanting to do this for so long....the m-34th purposely makes their uniforms white to be the anti-witch black color#and they both look DAMN FINE#limes def thinking abt how she looks like a bride#it took me a while to decide if i should also swap the gold#but the gold looks too good with the uniform...#i cant stop looking at this#ignore my sad excuse for crossed legs at this angle i gave up#hehe it reminds of an idea i have in beta about the m-34th letting witches off the hook post-ending#and changing their uniforms to black#idk if thats actually what happens but it would be wholesome for lime to come home in a black uniform#and mochi gets all emotional he looks so handsome#i just realized i messed up some of his uniform details#this is what i get for not looking at references for my own characters#also what i get for rushing a piece in 2 hours instead of taking my time#cat bow hat really fucks man#edit: i fixed the things that were bothering me hehe
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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
#I know he has a tendency to go deranged on his red lives but idk something about him beginning to lose it after Jimmy died and killing Grian#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans fanart#trafficblr#Again its his red life shenanigans but... If only Jimmy had known how affected someone was by his death. I'm choosing to believe this#and him then going out like a sad pathetic wet cat even with Grian's sacrifice... He really deserves a win one of these days lmao please#Also I cant stop thinking about how Jimmy wouldn't have left him. Grian was sensible to and most players probs would have#Joel really does become a lost cause so its fair and Grian did still care (and went to say goodbye as well as sacrifice his time for him)#But Jimmy would have stuck by even if Joel were in this state (and they'd both get themselves killed pathetically but)#And Joel having shown such genuine care for Jimmy and concern over his limited time... man anything w Jimmy makes me so emotional lol#I love them so#oh Ig about the art itself. I dont like it but hey thats how it tends to go when you try smth new. And no shame in trying#but if one person likes this then yayy I will still feel accomplished and happy#Im looking at this again and hey its not that bad actually yay I love to approve of my own art. self love hell yea#tubby art
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finished replaying ghost trick yesterday
#ghost trick#sissel#sissel ghost trick#ghost trick spoilers in the tags#gggrgrgrhrgrgrhfrthrhrgugrgrgrhrhdhrghrhrhrgrgrhrhrgrgrhrhrgrgrgrgrrhrhrgrgrgrhehrgergrgegehrhrhrhrhrgrgrhrhrhrrgrgrhrhfyrgrgrhrhhrhrgrhrh->#dhdhdhdbfydhdhfhffufdhfhfdhdhchffhfhfhdhdgegehdhdhdhdhdhdhdhfhehddbdhdhdhdhdhdhdhdhdh->#yomiel#yomiel ghost trick#they make me so sad#when they were making ghost trick did they think about how much the bond between a man and a stray cat who both had nothing and no one but#each other would destroy me. because it did. im dying. everything hurts#WHEN THE PERSON LOVES THEIR PET AND THE PET LOVES THEIR PERSON#idk how tumblr tags work i hope the keysmashes were enough to hide the name😭#i wanna draw more gricks i will try and draw more. its fun#my art#fanart
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A considerable amount of makeup was used to cover Deeva's freckles and face marks, and Cater also had to use magic to make her clothes his size. They did this as a joke, but they sure were committed to it! 💪
Original style swap challenge by @ashipiko ! (see her post here!!) If anyone wants to give it a try, go ahead, it's really fun!!! <3
#I could finally finish this!!!#thought it would be super cursed but why does CayCayfied Deeva actually look good??#well and Cater uhh... I can't look at him for long without laughing he looks like a sad wet cat 😭😭#Cater is lucky Deeva has long hair. He can fidget with it all he wants in class while being subtle about it#Also are those really his freckles or just makeup?? Hmm hmm I'll leave it to everyone's opinion~#personally I've always been VERY fond of the headcanon that he actually has freckles <33#And no I didn't forget to draw her wings. Cater's jacket doesn't have slits on the back so they're just a tiny lump under the fabric HDFHDH#Oh but please do imagine Cater having a paper with poorly drawn wings taped on his back. It's a very funny thought#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland oc#twst oc#twst cater#deeva twst#cateeva#my art
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#art#fanart#drawing#sketch#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl narinder#cotl shamura#cotl heket#my hand is starting to die out#anyway i totally think shamura is its favorite sibling and it would constantly give them longing looks behind their back#i hc that theres only a 1-3 year difference between heket and narinder so there's constant fighting when they're around each other#i didnt want to add a thousand dots so just imagine she's signing#i actually dont have shamura yet im a bit sad about that#very shoddy sketch i couldnt go over it again cause my hand started killing me midway through#a crown for shamura too because both the death cat and war spider have lost their minds in some form of way 😁👍
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So i remember an ask mentioning your mortal enemy, Felis Atra and their cats, and i thought it'd be fun to draw what Felis Atra's version of your italian dogs would be.
I think they would be called Butter Knife and Flamengo! Butter Knife is not his real name, it's an nickname given by his peers because of how harmless he is. I choose Flamengo because that's the name of Vasco's rival football team here in Brazil, so i thought that was the perfect name :)
Cat Machete was slightly inspired by the Oriental Shorthair cat because of their long noses and thin head shape.
Cat Vasco was inspired by the Scottish Fold cat, because FLOPPY EARS. I gave Flamengo longer ears and orange fur to make him more like his look-alike.
The last doodle is a reference to this ask (https://canisalbus.tumblr.com/post/728923918314946560/me-i-am-machete-ear-fan-number-1-those-ears) and contains the tumblr ask stand-in dog, whose cat version was inspired by the American Curl cat! They have round ears that are slightly floppy outwards.
Final notes: I know cardinal clothes don't come in vibrant blue, but i was ADAMANT on switching Machete's and Vasco's clothing color patterns. I would draw the rest of Butter Knife's and Flamengo's clothes, but i suck at designing cool outfits.
Speaking of outfits, for Machete's iconic void outfit, i figured it would be fun to make it more baggy for Butter Knife, in contrast to Machete's, that looks very tight-fitted. I think it's cute, it kinda looks like a sweater. Also i can't imagine a Machete doppelganger without high heels boots, so those HAD to stay.
Oh, and just to be clear, i'm not like, claiming ownership of these guys or anything. I just thought it would be a fun exercise. Hope you like them!! I love your art and your characters.
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#imagine if Vaschete but CATS and REVERSED -> Butter knife ;_; and Flamengo <3#this ask is from last year and I'm sorry I've allowed it sit in my inbox for so long ´m`#but I've been thinking about it intermittedly#the context was that someone said that somewhere out there existed my mortal enemy (felis atra = black/dark cat)#and they had frenzied cat ocs instead of melancholic dogs#first of all they both look so darling I'm getting radiation poisoning just from looking at them aaaaaa#and the fact you put so much thought and effort into this concept is making me go absolutely rabid#extremely strange seeing Machete with big pupils and Vasco with tiny pinpoints#Butter knife purring like a fluffy jackhammer is instant serotonin I love him#and yes if you turned Machete to a cat he'd probably be something resembling an oriental shorthair#especially one of those really exaggerated ones with giant bat ears and roman nose#and I keep visualizing Vasco as a scottish fold as well but it's kind of giving me sad bad feels personally#I can't look past their painful and debilitating health issues#the same mutation that causes the floppy ears also destroys the cartilage in their joints#it's such a shame because they're a terribly cute and charming breed#and in this case they really do have those similar rounded friendly shapes that Vasco does#if I ever draw them as cats myself I'll probably have to think of some other breed for him even though it would be such a perfect fit#also I think it's funny how you can swap everything else but Machete's heels have to stay :'> don't separate the crinkle and his boots#thank you so much! this was such a cool ask to receive I love how you designed their cat forms#gift art#dingergum#Machete#Vasco#own characters#Vaschete scenarios
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in the club crying sobbing wailing screaming
#art#my art#mspaint#rowens liddol guys#god im still so fucking angry and sad and EOUSYSGHHAEIIAGWOPIEGS#i habe everbodey#maybe i should make a tag for vent posts at some point#but tbh idk what the utility of that would be#because im very careful to try and keep my blog pretty lighthearted#so my vents r really just like#picture of sad cat and then short tag ramble abt how im sad#but idk#mayb
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it is a truth universally acknowledged, that a bernard down in possession of an empty lap, must be in want of a tim drake to sit in it
#that is tim's spot exclusively#that is his lap to sit in to be cradled in#that is his lap to feel safe in#they get a cat one day and tim hatessss that little calico bitch#who the fuck does lovelace think she is curling up in his area#bear doesnt even try to argue anymore#they're at like a family movie night and steph has a spot open next to her#except tim sees bear's open lap and tunnel visions so hard that he never makes to steph#he just flops onto bear's lap and snuggles into the crook of his neck#and bear just has to sit there ears bright red as the rest of family looks on#also tim's not the only one who gets jealous btw#tims got this teddy bear that he dresses up in 🐻 clothes and bear hates the thing#loathes it despises it#if he could throw it away without making tim sad he would#bernard dowd#tim drake#timbern#tim talking to lovelace: listen to me you little homewrecker. bear's lap is *my* spot okay? that's my big strong man!! not yours!! got it?#🐻 the very next night talking to tim's teddy: listen to me you homewrecker. that is *my* baby!!! my bf to hold!!!#they're like certifiably insane about each other
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RIP Akira Toriyama
My cousin, younger brother, and I grew up watching dbz, and I'm sure my relationship with my art wouldn't be the same without having experienced his work back then
#ally cat doodles#my art#traditional art#fan art#dbz#dragon ball#dragon ball z#future trunks#i think i might want to do a full piece later maybe im just so sad right now#we had vhs tapes of a couple episodes my brother and i would watch religiously
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love that for 8’s audio dramas they went “hey you know how we fucked with his head in the movie?? let’s do that again, put him through the brain trauma blender” and i EAT IT UP every time
#i adore him#so so so much#he is my sad wet amnesiac cat#i would die for him#doctor who#dr who#dw#the doctor#8th doctor#eighth doctor#doctor who 1996#doctor who audios#big finish
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peak sadness
#hlm#hotline miami#osyan post#sad fucking cat#if jacket hlm (the guy) did not have a jacket (the clothing) in the game would he still be called jacket#english is not my main language so jacket as a name sounds normal to me and honestly pretty cool#its like jack but. jacket#LIKE THEFUCKING MEME WHERE THE FULL NAME FOR JIM IS JIMOTHY#😭😭😭
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Can I request Shadowsight for the designs? Or maybe Frecklewish if you'd rather?
I'm curious what either would look like in your style! (Which I adore btw it's SO good)
i know Shadowsight is described as small in the books, but I prefer to interpret him with the Tigerstar(tm) tallness with Dovewing's build, and that he tends to shrink down/lower his voice while talking to appear as meek/non-threatening as possible because his peers get nervous around him
#anonymous#my art#cheez design#shadowpaw#shadowsight#ashfur#shadowclan#starclan#the dark forest#// thanks for the kind words anon!#// i just want more big/imposing medicine cats tbh sdklglkds#// saw a post talking about how much more crushing Shadowsight's alienation would be if-#rather than being small/endearing- he was big and framed like a ''freak'' for his quiet/awkward manner#// that post never left my mind op if you're reading this you cooked so good#// this guy makes me so sad. just the thought of his scale/bulk being irrelevant#while he's shrinking away from a smaller Ashfur who is more psychologically domineering
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‘Bet they never spared a prayer for my soul’
- Cassandra , Taylor Swift
Cassandra from fantasy high. Her relationship with Kristen makes me oughhhahhhhggbhh
#using a song called Cassandra for Cassandra? revolutionary#cassandra fantasy high#fantasy high#fhjy#d20#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#I actually don’t think there’s any spoilers#?#esmeamesart#my art#kristen applebees#fantasy high fanart#d20 fhjy#d20 fanart#brennan lee mulligan#I wanted to make her look young because she’s literally a freshly reborn goddess#and I put her in like an 80s bedroom#one because it’s fun#but two#because she’s from a different era#she makes me so sad#ok look spoilers now#like I’m so glad ally is trying to have consequences for Kristen#but like this whole season we haven’t heard from Cassandra ever since she went emo mode again#like we’ve been knowing Kristen is a bad cleric but I loved that when we all hated the god#but now that I know Cassandra is just a goddess who literally had to get a cat because they were so lonely#like stfuuu why would u say that I’m gonnna kms#!!!#ally beardsley
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I'm having so much trouble wording it, but one of the biggest problems with the new makeup is the lack of variety. With a couple of exceptions, the previous designs were super easy to tell apart, and were also nice and colourful. Now they're using black, white, and 40 shades of brown, and I know multiple people who thought Carbucketty, Bill Bailey, Tugger, and Mungo were the same character. The designs are fine for close-ups, but if you're sitting at back of house there's no way you can see all the little nuances of their makeup. Also, stage makeup is supposed to be exaggerated! Cats is a spectacle! The makeup designs can and should be bold!
On a similar note, the fact that the wigs and unitards are also losing their bright colours is interesting, and by interesting I mean boring and sad. Bomba is literally Red, why is she brown now
#sasha speaks#cats the musical#don't come at me with something like 'these designs aren't new they're actually from 2022' I'm fully aware of that#and I talked about it then too and was called spiteful for saying it was sad that they weren't using fun colours#cats is bright cats is fun cats is colourful#have you seen my rumple? she is so bright!! and that's what I wanted!#I'm not saying you're wrong for thinking nothing's wrong about the new designs#if you like them that's your prerogative#but understand that some people would disagree with you#I've already realised that myself
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