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gar-a-ash · 1 year ago

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Finally made the jump and contacted one of my IGP trainer acquaintances for breeder recs

#nothing is happening this year #heart is sore and wallet is tight #but maybe next spring or summer #the breeder she recommended though does have me a bit eager

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lifeinkinder · 2 years ago

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But why am I spending my time thinking about getting a master's in early childhood?

Because of IL's fucked up licensure system, even though I'm licensed K-9, if I leave my current position, I can't teach kinder ever again without getting a master's in ec anyway.

And like I want to be able to take a break from teaching and/or kindergarten and still have the option to go back to a grade that I love. I also want to be able to transfer within my district and be able to transfer into a kindergarten position (which currently I can't do because you're only grandfathered in if you stay in your position at your building, not if you stay in your district).

Also, because I host placements from the university, I have vouchers that, if I played it right, could let me get most of a master's degree and only pay bare minimum.

Also the ability to change lanes and make significantly more than I'm making now would be so nice. Also, I'm only 8 years from being frozen on the salary schedule. So I should probably start doing something about that.

#still don't know if i want to teach forever but i definitely want to keep teaching for now #even though i do spend more time than i want to admit thinking about a career outside of education #edtech is still the dream though but like edtech in a school district #not edtech at an edtech company #i want to do tech integration stuff specifically at the elementary level #because elementary could do cool stuff they just don't because no on really teaches the older teachers how #because the focus is always middle and high school #also no one really provides elementary the resources to do cool stuff even when they're available #also obviously not thinking about right now because that's crazy #but maybe next spring or summer #once the babies aren't quite sooooo young?

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tapeworrmart · 11 months ago

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Some of my favourite 'not fan art' pieces I did this year! Hope to draw even more original work in the coming one

#It's been really freeing to draw my own silly little ideas or OCs this year #I do love fan art and drawing characters I love but it's nice to have a choice #Maybe next year I'll draw even more original stuff. Even if it's vent art or maybe a zine idk #I really miss the spring/summer I was in a cowboy mood tbh. Can't wait for warmer weather to come back #art #sketch #character art #horror #gore #original character #original art

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s-ccaam-era-crepe · 2 months ago

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im so happy for my sibling

#camera talks #irls can ignore probably just cuz but also idk I don’t care #anyways they just got the better job at their farm (now they are the barn manager)#their apartment that came with the job is way bigger #they enjoy what they’re doing #and her gf is moving out here next spring or summer #and she’s awesome #and all this After my parents basically said she’d go nowhere from dropping out of college #I’m so glad she is where she is #it’s amazing like. genuinely brings tears to my eyes cuz yeah that’s my sibling #and I miss living in the same house as them a Lot still #but also her life is going really well rn #and maybe I have something to look forward to as well that’s all I’m saying #anyways I’m so so happy for them (there is more I’m happy for but that’s a hashtag secret :))#and also so happy to go to the faire with them tomorrow #and so happy they accepted me #and augh they’re just really cool okay

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theflyingfeeling · 1 year ago

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...💇‍♀️

#so i went to the hairdresser's in september to get a trim after over a year of having NOTHING done to my hair #it was in suuuuuuuuch a poor condition but i loved how long it had gotten so i suffered through the summer #i just wasn't ready to say goodbye to my mermaid hair 🥺#(i should've got it done in the spring but didn't because. well. life i guess lol i wasn't feeling very well maybe)#and so when i finally went to get it done i asked the hairdresser to cut only what was necessary #fair enough i went home only to notice absolutely NOTHING had happened 🙃#i thought i could live with it until maybe later in the winter but i was getting so frustrated with how lifeless and tangled my hair was 😭#so i booked a new appointment at a different hairdresser (a new one has just opened near me)#and aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh my hair looks and feels SO much more healthier now!! 😭 nearly teared up at the hairdresser's feeling my new hair 😂#but at the same time i'm a bit 🥲 because it's quite a bit shorter now 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲#it's not short per se but aaaahhhh I'm having a minor identity crisis lol (no i'm not i'm just being dramatic 💅)#but it's definitely better this way. i love my hair and i'm never ever letting it get in such a terrible condition ever again 🤧#also i'm not going back to that other place again because it wasn't the first time the same person had done barely anything to my hair 🤨#i mean. i guess they just did what i had asked but...#with all the other hairdressers there's never been any problem when i told them to ''only take what's needed''#i guess she was just too cautious to take TOO much of the length of my hair but gurl what's the point if you only take like 1 cm 😐#with ''what's needed'' i obviously mean ''enough so i won't have to come back here next month'' :\#anyway! i'm happy and keep sniffing my hair (and giving myself a headache in the process) because the products they used smell so nice 💖#pointless ramblings hi yess i'm bored by theflyingfeeling

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butchyena · 1 year ago

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also, we got home from the convention yesterday and jasper, my bearded dragon, had passed away. we adopted her as an adult but our best guess for her age was 9-11 years. rest warmly you mean ass bitch.

#i think her body began to wind down for brimation but at her age she couldnt handle it and lost too much weight #i was feeding her extra butrient boost stuff and kept deteriorating #im going to bury her in our flowerbox and plant some flowers over her in the spring #maybe this time next year i can dig her out #anyway im going to feel like shit and blame myself forever #alyssa and i adopted her the summer she moved here #anyway.

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binders-and-beanies · 7 months ago

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Doin bad again folx

#might delete later I’m just wide awake and miserable #summer bill came out today and it’s $7100 not including housing which will be $2400 #literally dunno how im gonna pay for that and my dad is. adding to the emotional turmoil of it all #not able to get a loan at least not before the bill is due #able to get aid luckily but again who knows when or how much #my bday is tomorrow and for months I’ve been like please just let my bday be a good day i need one #i need some hope. not that I haven’t had good experiences lately bc I have. but nothing that lasts #nothing i get to feel good about for more than a day before a new problem drops #I need to enjoy my birthday without feeling this deep dark dread and fear and fucking guilt and hopelessness #I have fun plans for today And tomorrow and I’m grateful but honestly stressed about that too #bc it’s gonna be a lot + bc of all I need to do outside of that #+ I don’t get to spend my bday w friends the way I want like I have one friend Maybe coming w me #my bday is supposed to feel celebratory and instead it feels like absolutely forcing some illusion of choice or joy in my life #on top of it all. the most peaceful I usually ever feel is in bed w my partner and now my body won’t even let me hold or be held by them #currently laying next to them not touching them so I at least don’t keep them up w how physically miserable I am rn #I’m literally always physically miserable at this point and it feels like spring is never gonna come and provide any relief #but it’s like can I at least be cozy w them. nope instead I’m wide awake facing various horrors #despite being permanently exhausted and falling asleep in class after 40 ounces of coffee #Im just. so fucking unhappy in life rn dude I don’t want life to be like this forever with the constant threat of it getting much worse #fucking shred of joy in this godforsaken world: the sleep noises they r making rn #mine #txt #vent post #suicidal ideation tw #<- cry for help

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ambersky0319 · 6 months ago

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My grandma keeps getting exasperated that I refuse to ask my grandpa to drive me anywhere but like...

This is the man who told an 11 year old with depression, anxiety, and abandonment issues "I don't want you" in the middle of a lobby at a therapy place and saw nothing wrong. This is the man who has told me to "go to hell" because I couldn't help with his internet issues. This is the man who point blank admitted his behavior is problematic, but used the excuse that he was too old, as a reason for why he wouldn't change his behavior.

I don't want a relationship with him anymore. I made that clear. And while I'm still in this house, I will be civil with him. I will not remark on his comments. I will give simple answers to questions asked. I will help if the situation is dire. However, that does not mean I will engage with him for longer than I have to. And it means that I refuse to be stuck in an enclosed space like a car with him.

I don't think either of my grandparents have realized that, when I said the outcome of that conversation a few weeks ago would determine if we would have a relationship going forward, I meant it.

I've ignored my grandpa while living in the same house as him for 6 months - only interacting with him if it was absolutely necessary since i relied on him. And at the time, I still felt like I would have some relationship with him. But now? Now I feel nothing for him. That relationship is dead. I have no plans on making it better. I will simply be treating him how I treat anyone else I dislike but must tolerate.

I just wonder how long it will be for them to realize this.

#i dont know if sib fully gets how i feel about him either #they understand a bit better to my knowledge but idk #but just...#i dont know #ive never had a problem with cutting people out of my life. and with my history my grandparents should know that INCLUDES family #especially if i compared them to my parents (which i did). that should have made it clear as day #but i guess it didnt #my plan was to try to move out this summer but i highly doubt thats gonna happen #so im gonna aim for at the latest next summer but strive for earlier - maybe over winter or during the fall/spring semester #the shitty thing is that means leaving my sib alone here and like. i feel awful for that #but. i also know it is REALLY bad for my own mental health to stay in this house for much longer #i can tolerate it. i can be civil and keep to myself. but it wont really be healthy #and eventually that tensions just gonna bubble up again and it would suck for it to hurt my academics again #anyway #impromptu rant away time lol #amber's shit you can ignore

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cowboycunt · 8 months ago

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everything is a lot but i saw my first bumblebee of spring today so maybe it’ll all be okay

#i’m starting to think i don’t actually enjoy class a drugs that much and well last night was good but weird #and i think i want to see my friends next weekend in a non party context because everything is just so much and im tired #but spring is here and i’ll see more bees and i’ll go swimming and camping this summer #so it’s all okay #maybe #fish.txt

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pegglefan69 · 8 months ago

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I don't see natural dyeing becoming a huge hobby of mine (or at least not in the next 5 years LMAO) BUT I think one or two projects a year would be great! I REALLY want a SQ of avocado pit dyed yarn now lmao....from the research I've done it makes such a WONDERFUL pink

#maybe i'll do it this summer! or maybe it'll be my next 'for me' sweater project when i've used up all the yarn i have in the house #we'll see!!#i'm so excited to see what kind of colors i'll get from this upcoming spring/summer's produce omg....#dial p for post #dyestuff

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anewbrainjughead · 1 year ago

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i simply can't be experiencing 15 year old emotions again, like pick a struggle

#23 is rhe new 15 ig #maybe its a good thing maybe next late spring/early summer i will have a really peaceful good time #like that brief spell of contentedness i had that time of year when i was 15 #god hates me fr #anewbrainjughead

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bother-blame · 1 year ago

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girl help i am falling behind in my beginning spanish class :(

#it's a summer class so every week is two weeks of content -- we're moving so fast it feels like i dont have time to actually learn anything #and i HAVE to pass this class or I won't be able to transfer out of community college to a four year next fall. it's stressing me out a lot #maybe i shouldn't have taken four summer classes. it's a lot to fit in to a 6 week period. i should've moved one of them to fall or spring

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bludraws094 · 2 years ago

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im still cleaning my room and im realizing just how many dresses i own

which wouldnt be surprising if it werent for the fact that i usually present vaguely masculine/androgynous

#im pretty sure theyre from the month after i went to my first (and so far only) ren faire #bcus i wanted to get dresses and turn them into outfits for the next ren faire i went to (i havent been to another one yet)#so we went and got a bunch of second hand dresses and i never ended up finishing them bcus i didnt have all the stuff i needed #…i kinda want to do that tho #ill have to ask my mom if i can go to another one soon #a deadline would probably help me with the motivation to make the outfit #and i have this nice (maybe fake) leather bag i got from my grandma that i could use instead of my mothman purse #and i can get some soft fabric some tulle (is that how its spelled?) and some elastic and make skirts to make the dresses poofier #and i can get some fabric for a cloak #ooo i could get fake fur to line the cloak #…nevermind if its in spring or summer i would sweat to death #but if i go to one in fall i could make a cloak with fake fur lining #the last one i went to was in either early fall or really late summer and it was kinda cold so i used a spirit halloween cloak #the spirit halloween cloak was very thin so i was very cold #(it was from goodwill i have never actually bought anything from spirit halloween :/ )

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saintofanything · 2 years ago

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it is so hard to undo the toxic thinking of “you must have a 9-5 career for 50yrs of your life”

i have a very high and fast burnout rate on jobs and the fact more adhd/autism/spectrum folks are saying that seasonal work is how they’re able to maintain a living...like, i dont HAVE to follow the norm. none of us do. it’s okay to be the black sheep, it’s okay to do whatever it takes to not just survive but to live.

#personal #i missed the boat on plants but next year im planning on starting my milkweed business up for spring so im not crazy in winter #and then doing my shop stuff in spring and maybe working retail in winter for the cash and some summer gigs idk

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spideyhexx · 2 months ago

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his ass is BUSY!

Zhdhdjdjdjs I wonder if they’ll film early next year like how they did the second half of season 2

#asks #cause #if I had to guess #his other films won’t be coming out till like next spring/summer/fall or maybe one in 2026 idk #but we still don’t know anything about afta stuff

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m0llymauk-tealeaf · 5 months ago

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capitalism is gonna kill me

#ive been trying to get a job since april. ive probably sent out 50 or more applications to like. retail stores mostly but a couple other #places. nothing. one place scheduled an interview for me then canceled it the day before #i missed the window to apply for student loans for the spring and summer semesters so ive been living off savings. i have enough money to #MAYBE last until next month. idk what to do. ive looked for like rent assistance programs but the government website i found said that they #arent giving out subsidies if you have a private landlord? which by their criteria im pretty sure i do #so! yeah. this is fine. its totally cool #im about to be dramatic and mentally ill here next but like. genuinely if i cant afford to keep going to uni i think i might just off myself #i am completely miserable when im not in uni. i am miserable when working any job ive ever had. im in pain all the time. i dont qualify for #any assistance program ive been able to find. like. whats the point. i dont wanna be alive and miserable and homeless and also in debt #i dont have any help. idk what to do. like what do i even do in this situation. besides die or become homeless

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