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things im Big Mad about: why can't there just be a universal currency. money conversion is bullshit and i Hate it why isn't everything just the same goddamn amount literally Everything would be so much easier
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a bitch [two] // leigh shaw
summary: when you finally decide to confront leigh about the incident, things don't go to plan.
warning/s: cheating, arguing, confrontation
author's note: hereâs part two! hope you like it :)
part one | masterlist | wattpad
I refused to paint Leigh in the worst light, even if I'd seen her that way. She ended up staying the night at mine to pass out without being around her sister with her hangover, and I tried not to mind. I was patient for the rest of the evening and the following morning, trying not to assume the worst. But it was hard to do that when she continued to act like nothing was out of the ordinary.
My paranoia get the better of me, as whenever she got a text or slipped out for a phone call, all I could see was her and Abby making out at the party. Why hadn't she told me what happened if it wasn't what it seemed? The only explanation could be that she didn't want me to know, which meant she was hiding it, which meant she was cheating on me. Just like Alex.
It was later that following day after the party when I was sat on the dining table doing some work on my laptop and she was sat on the couch. Her phone vibrated, followed by a tone, signalling she got a text, and I tried not to writhe with discomfort in my seat. She scoffed before tossing her phone to the other end of the couch.
"What is it?" I asked, trying not to seem too interested, even though my heart was bruising.
"Nothing," she mumbled, eyes fixated on the telly.
I gave her all of my attention now, curious. "Go on, what is it? It's clearly not nothing."
She tilted her head to look at me. Sighing, she said like it was no big deal, "Drew wants me to work on a piece, but with somebody else. And you know I'm not a fan of collaborative writing."
Forcing a smile, I hummed in acknowledgement. "Who is it? The person he wants you to work with?"
Looking back to the TV casually, she shrugged. "Abby."
Just the mere mention of that girl's name in Leigh's mouth left a bitter taste in mine. And the longer I watched Leigh staring at the TV without a care in the world, oblivious to the fact that my heart was breaking because of her, the more I wanted to burst. And I eventually did.
"I know you're cheating on me," I blurted, making her look to me with a baffled expression.
"What?"
Deciding to roll with it, I closed my laptop and met her confused stare. "Don't try to hide it, Leigh, I know. I saw you last night. At the party." She continued to play dumb, so I added with distaste, "You were kissing Abby."
Leigh opened her mouth, half-gasping and half entertained as if I was suggesting the most ridiculous thing. "You're kidding, right? That'sâ that's what you think of me?"
I stood up quickly, glaring at her through glassy eyes. "Don't act coy. I tried to give you the benefit of the doubt. I tried to wait for you to explain yourself just in case I misinterpreted, but you continued to hide it. No doubt hiding every other moment you spend with her, too, right?"
Leigh's confusion was quickly replaced with anger, as she stood up from her place on the couch and walked towards me, pointing a finger my way.
"How dare you jump to conclusions like that!"
"It's not jumping!" I shouted, unable to stop my emotions getting the better of me. "It's facts!" Smiling bitterly, I shook my head, vision blurry with unshed tears. "I always had my suspicions that she liked you, but I never thought it could be the other way, too..."
Leigh's glare was fiery. She clenched her fists by her side as she studied my expression, attempting to find an explanation for this accusation. And the fact that she was still playing dumb pissed me off.
"God, everybody told me that you could be like this," I muttered between gritted teeth. "You flip-flop between emotions. The constant mood swings, an explosion that everyone gets caught up in."
She crossed her arms, shrugging sarcastically. "Don't hold back or anything. Say what you really mean."
I clenched my jaw and stared at her, tears finally flowing. How could this be the same person I was in love with?
"I shouldn't have expected any different when it came to your partners," I finished with a hurt voice.
Her eyes narrowed as my words settled in. "Fuck you."
"Well, you won't be, will you? You're too busy fucking Abby!"
"You're not even giving me chance to explain!" she shouted with irritation.
"Explain what?! How you kept this from me? How you had all day to explain and you just didn't?" I scoffed, shaking my head. "You know, sometimes you can be such a..." I searched for the right word before my frustration landed on only one. "Such a bitch."
She pressed her trembling lips together as she glowered at me through teary eyes. It stung, knowing I was the reason she was upset. But she cheated on me. I had every right to be.
"Fuck off," she said harshly, before turning to grab her phone and jacket.
Slipping on her shoes, she stuck a middle finger in the air before leaving my house. I glared at the space where she was stood, heart pounding in my ears and chest tightening with discomfort. She deserved it. She did exactly what Alex did.
But this hurt so much more.
â
I woke up late the next morning since I didn't have work and I was too devastated to do anything but stay in bed. Last night was difficult, just like the night before, and when I finally found myself falling asleep, all I dreamt of was Leigh.
Even though I didn't want to, I felt a guilt thrumming in my chest when my words came back to mind. I shouldn't have reacted so badly... and I definitely shouldn't have called her a bitch. My anger just took over, pushing away my love for her, and attacked her without question. But God, it still hurt. Just thinking about her with someone else reminded me of Alex and the voice message andâ
Staying in bed sounded like the best option. But of course, the world had other plans.
My phone dinged, signalling I had a text, and I reluctantly reached over to my bedside table to pull it off charge. Through sleep-filled eyes, I tried to make out the name on the screen.
      Leigh âĽď¸
Suddenly awake, I swiped to open the message and felt my heart drop as I read it.
     Leigh âĽď¸: Fuck you.
Attached was a video, and as much as I wanted to get pissed at her text, I was curious to know what she'd sent. Playing it, I soon realised it was CCTV footage from her workplace, outside the toilets. At first, I squeezed my phone, thinking she'd sent it to rub it in my face. But then as I continued to watch, I saw the moments I missed last night.
Leigh walked out the toilet and Abby pulled her to the side, attempting to talk to her about something. There was no sound to the clip, but it was clear that Leigh was trying to back away and go elsewhere. They talked, Leigh using that smile she used when she was trying to be polite, before Abby suddenly pushed herself on her, kissing her. I pulled a face at the sight, reliving it all over again, but then Leigh shoved her away with anger.
Again, there was no sound, but I recognised that familiar Leigh wrath she subjected people to when they pissed her off. Hands were waving around as she seemed to be shouting in Abby's face, her face set into a permanent scowl as she did. Then she turned and stormed away, and the video ended.
Lowering my phone, I stared at the ceiling with a lump in my throat. She hadn't cheated, I'd just walked in on the wrong moment. Every horrible thing I'd said to her... completely uncalled for. No wonder she was angry and upset when I'd accused her â she hadn't done anything wrong.
"Fuck!" I shouted to nothing, before throwing my phone to the end of the bed with annoyance.
How the hell was I to make this right?
â
I spent the remainder of the morning trying to think of what I could do. Leigh wouldn't want to speak to me, understandably, but I had to try. It would be a terrible apology, but I couldn't just leave it. I loved her and I could only hope she'd still love me, even after every nasty thing I spat her way.
Knowing she'd be at work, I gave her boss and best friend, Drew, a call. Hopefully she hadn't told him everything I'd done otherwise he was definitely going to ignore me.
After a few rings, he finally answered and I couldn't stop my fingers from drumming against my thigh nervously.
"Y/N, thank God you rang! I was just about to call you," he said before I could build up the courage to speak.
I furrowed my brows. "You were?"
"You should come pick up your girlfriend," he said, and I figured he didn't know. "I don't know what her problem is and, don't get me wrong, I love Leigh, but I can't condone violence at the workplace."
My eyes widened so much I was surprised they didn't fall out my head. "What?!"
With a mixture of amazement and disappointment, he answered, "She punched a colleague of hers, Abby, in the face. It was so out of the blue â a solid punch to the jaw. Broke her knuckles, I think."
Jaw dropping, I forgot how to speak.
"She's at the hospital," he continued. "Thankfully, Abby isn't pressing charges â no idea why not, not that I want Leigh to get arrested obviously â but damn, there's a lot of paperwork to do andâ"
"Drew!" I cut him off, worrying myself with thoughts of Leigh at the hospital by herself. "Text me the address. I'm on my way."
The drive to the hospital was agonisingly long, but I reached it quite quickly. I did attempt to call Leigh, unable to stop myself from checking if she was okay, but she didn't answer. This did nothing to ease my concern.
After making my way through the hospital, I finally arrived at Leigh's room. I let myself in, seeing her sat on a hospital bed with an ice pack covering her hand, balanced on a table. At the sight of me, she rolled her eyes.
"What the hell are you doing here?" she muttered lowly, refusing to meet my gaze.
I stepped inside hesitantly, my guilt returning as I remembered everything I accused her off. "Drew told me what happened."
She clenched her jaw. "Well, I'm not a baby. I'm fine on my own."
Ignoring her rightful annoyance, I sighed quietly. "Really, Leigh? You punched her?"
As if realising how silly it sounded when I said it aloud, she looked the other way and stayed quiet. Her jaw was still clenched as she contained her anger.
"What's the damage?" I asked, hoping my concern wouldn't piss her off. As always, I was wrong.
"None of your damn business," she snapped, still not looking my way.
I frowned, approaching her bedside, but she still refused to look my way. "Leigh, I want to apologise, I do, but I need to make sure you're okay first."
She rolled her eyes before finally looking to me and glaring powerfully. If I hadn't experienced being in a fight with Leigh before, I would have definitely tucked tail and ran. But I'd known her long enough to know that the mask of anger she wore right now was only a cover for the hurt she felt. The hurt I'd caused her.Â
"You don't need to do anything," she retorted, before nodding to the door. "You can go."
My heart pounded with guilt. "Leigh, please.â
"Sorry, I don't mean to be a bitch or anything," she cut me off bitterly, before looking away and frowning to herself.
The words I'd said to her in a moment of fury returned to mind and I'd never hated myself more than in that moment.
"You know, since Matt died, almost everyone I know called me a bitch," she revealed quietly, voice filled with pain rather than hostility. "Even my family. Especially my family. But you... you never called it me, Y/N. Not once. Not even when I deserved it."
The silence that followed her words was deafening. Why the hell did I have to call her that? Why?
Before I could even think of how to respond, the door to her room opened and in walked a doctor, holding what looked like print-outs of x-ray scans.
"Oh," he said with mild confusion as he spotted me by Leigh's bedside. "I'm sorry, I don't think we've met. I'm Leigh's doctor. Doctor Syed. And you are?"
"Her girlfriend," I replied, just as she also replied, "My ex."
I gave her a stern look, accepting if she wanted to break up, but definitely not leaving her here alone.
"I'd like to stay if that's okay," I told Doctor Syed, sensing his confusion as he looked between Leigh and I, attempting to make out whatever was happening.
To my surprise, Leigh didn't argue, even when the doctor looked her way to see if she had a problem. She simply rolled her eyes, scoffed quietly, and said nothing.
Taking this as a response, Doctor Syed proceeded to explain about Leigh's injury, particularly the broken bones in her knuckle. Apparently she'd punched Abby with so much force that she'd literally broken the bone with a crack. The x-ray proved just that and gave the doctor a perfect sight of where he could fix it, thankfully, without surgery.
I waited with an unusually quiet Leigh as he put a splint and cast on her hand there and then. He then spoke about recovery times and how she was to look after herself. After writing up a prescription for pain meds and handing it to her, he quirked a brow questioningly.
"Is that all okay, Miss Shaw?" he asked.
Leigh was too busy brooding to listen, so I smiled at the doctor instead.
"I'll make sure she does that," I answered for her. "Thank you, doctor."
He nodded and returned the smile before wishing us luck and leaving. I looked to Leigh, who was quick to get up and grab her jacket, being careful with her hand. The two of us said nothing as we left the room and hospital, making our way out onto the street. Before I could ask how she was getting home, she began to walk away from me.
I groaned inwardly before following after her, stopping her from going any further. She glared across from me.
"What?" she said through gritted teeth.
"I can give you a ride home," I offered. "I parked down the street."
She rolled her eyes. "I'm fine walking."
I gave her a knowing look. "Leigh, you just broke your hand."
Realising my point, she sighed. "Fine. I'll call literally anyone but you for a ride."
Okay, I deserved that, but it still stung.
"Fine," I said, before waiting with her as she made the call.
She took a seat on the bench to the side of the road, waiting for a taxi, and I joined her, making her scoff.
"Just to make sure you get home safe," I said, when she gave me an incredulous look.
"Whatever," she mumbled, before watching the road for her taxi.
When it finally arrived, she didn't even spare me a glance before getting in and leaving. I sighed with regret, glad she was okay but realising I still hadn't had the chance to apologise to her. I was still yet to make this right.
â
It was the next day when I'd deemed it enough time to have given her space whilst also deciding I had to tell her how sorry I was before it was too late.
Building the courage to approach her front door was one thing, but knocking was another. I'm pretty sure I stared at the wood for ages before actually lifting my hand to knock. And even then, my heart was still pounding nervously in my chest.
After a moment, the door opened and revealed Leigh. But as soon as she recognised me, she made a move to close it.
"Leigh, please, wait��!" I tried, and put my foot in the doorway so she couldn't close it.
"I have nothing to say to you!" she exclaimed with irritation, glaring at me when she noticed my foot in the way. "Move it, Y/N."
"You don't have to say anything," I said with a frown and apologetic eyes. "Just hear me out. Please."
She pressed her lips together firmly, disguising her hurt with frustration. But when her eyes met mine, the pain was there and I felt guilty all over again, knowing I'd made her out to be the worst.
"I never should have said what I did," I started quickly, not wanting to lose my chance. "And I definitely shouldn't have called you aâ" I winced, hating the word more than ever. "A bitch. I know you get angry when you're upset and that should've been my first indicator to knowing something wasn't right. I should've heard you out."
"But you didn't," she cut me off with a terrifyingly calm voice. "You jumped to conclusions instead. When I've never given you any reason to doubt me."
I licked my lips and looked down shamefully. She was right. "I know."
"Do you?" she asked rhetorically, a hint of resentment in her voice. "Because you jumped on me so fast that I didn't even see it coming."
Risking looking up, I saw the defensive stance she took, arms crossed judgementally and jaw tensed with annoyance.
"For the record," she added, expression softening a little, "I didn't tell you about the kiss because it meant nothing and I didn't want to upset you for no reason."
I swallowed the rising lump in my throat, the guilt thickening and squeezing the life out of me.
"I can't believe you'd think I would do something like that to you," she admitted with a heartbreaking voice, uncrossing her arms. "I love you, Y/N. I'd never hurt you like that. Never."
Squeezing my eyes shut, I pinched the bridge of my nose, memories of Alex flooding to the surface. "I know, Leigh, I know. I do."
She sighed before me. "Then why?"
Releasing my nose, I opened my eyes and was surprised at the blurriness, tears having formed. I was losing the woman I love because of my stupidity and I couldn't. I couldn't lose her. She deserved to know the truth, no matter how much it hurt.
"Do you remember my last girlfriend?" I asked reluctantly, before clearing my throat. "Alex?"
Her brows creased together with confusion. "Yes. What about her?"
Letting out an embarrassed sigh, I avoided Leigh's gaze. "We broke up because she cheated on me. With... with someone from work."
When Leigh didn't say anything, I looked up and saw her shocked expression.
"What?" she asked with disbelief. "You said it was a mutual breakup."
I pinched the skin inside my palm to feel something other than hurt and awkwardness. "Iâ it was easier to say that than admit the truth because the truth wasâ is embarrassing." Unable to hold her gaze for much longer, I focused on the door next to her. "You were going through a lot at the time, Leigh. The last thing you needed was to deal with my bullshit, too."
She frowned, trying to meet my eyes, but I was too ashamed to look her way. "You should've told me, Y/N."
I shook my head slowly. "I shouldn't have. Just like I shouldn't have assumed you'd be like her. I justâ I got horribly insecure and I know that you're not her. You're nothing like her. And I shouldn't have treated you like the villain."
"No...," she began, still adjusting to my words. "No, that makes so much sense." Her good hand rested on my cheek as she forced me to look her way. "I'm so sorry that happened."
I pulled back, her hand dropping to her side, and wiped away a stray tear. I'd never meant to earn her pity â I'd done something wrong. This wasn't me earning sympathy, I just wanted her to know the truth.
"I don't want you to apologise," I told her. "I just want you to understand that I'm sorry. So sorry, Leigh. I hate that Iâ I ruined something good, something amazing. I never meant for this to happen," I motioned to her hand, "and I don't want you to think of me likeâ likeâ like this. Likeâ"
She moved forward and wrapped her arms around my shoulders, pulling me close. "I don't. I really don't."
I closed my eyes and stuffed my head into her neck, holding her tightly. She stroked the back of my hair soothingly and pressed a kiss to the side of my head.
"I forgive you," she murmured, and just like that, relief spread through me. "I'm so sorry about what happened to you. I promise I'd never to that to you. Never in a million years."
I pulled apart, wiping my tears away sheepishly whilst nodding. "I know you wouldn't, Leigh. I'm sorry for even thinking that you would."
She cupped my cheek, using her thumb to swipe away a tear. Green eyes met mine, sparkling with unshed tears that made me feel guilty because I'd never wanted to make her cry.
"I know you are," she said gently, before offering me a small smile. "Come inside, yeah? You can make it up to me by watching movies with me."
I let out a small laugh and she smiled, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to my lips before holding out her hand. I rested mine in hers and let her lead me inside, hand tingling where her skin touched mine.
Leigh Shaw was anything but a bitch. She was the most caring, considerate person I'd ever met, and when she flashed me a reassuring smile as we headed to the couch, I knew one thing.
I was lucky to have her.
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Pairing: Taeyong x reader | mentions of Seulgi x Irene | mentions of Johnny x almost everybody
Themes: smut | fluff | dance!auÂ
Word count: 14.8k
Summary: Taeyong and Seulgi participate in a nationwide dance competition. However, due to unfortunate scheduling, she has to drop out of it, suggesting you, out of all people, fill in. Taeyong isn't pleased with how things manage to fall out of place, but he is in no position to be whiny about it. For him, it's either learn to work with you or lose yet another time to his arch-enemy.
Warnings:Â a moderate amount of fluff | Johnny flirting with everybody in plain sight | Johnny stalks people out on social media | cursing | Doyoung being a huge dick | Doyoung flexing his hips | reader has inappropriate thoughts about Taeil | Taeyong being very demanding dance teacher | stressfull situations | drinking | reader is kind of bratty and Taeyong finds it really frustrating | frustrated/angry making out | as per smut | oral!female receiving | unprotected sex (never try it at home or else Imma tell your parents) | they kinda fuck in the open and kinda check our their refection in the mirror |
A/N it's my entry for song association event, I hope you like it, and also don't forget to check out other entries ^^ they must be all out by now lol
âAre you ready?â Johnny inquired as he set his fourth coffee of the day on his desk and plopped onto the swivel chair in a cubicle next to mine. It was a really long day at work, and we both had trouble sitting through the end of it. Heaving a deep sigh, I looked at the pile of documents that required my attention, groaning before I sprawled across my workspace.
âI thought itâs canceled tonight,â I spoke as I looked at my wristwatch, wincing when I realized there was still one more hour until Johnny and I could finally clock out.
A few months ago, our lovely firm, instead of giving us a well-deserved raise, had decided to provide us with a variety of extra activities. Though Iâd rather get some monetary benefits, together with Johnny, we chose dance classes. Our company was paying for it, so we might��ve as well attended.
Ever since then, every Thursday, we would go to a dance class to sweat out all of the pent-up frustration. I didnât have plenty of expectations, still bitter after the companyâs decision, but the dance class turned out amazing. Seulgi was our teacher, and although she was a bit demanding, she was patient enough to teach us some sick moves. If that didnât scream talentâ˘, I had no idea what did.
âWell⌠last week, she said she might be absent today, but I got a text from school that someone will fill in,â Johnny spoke matter-of-factly. I sighed, checking my phone, reading the same text message from the studio. I really didnât have energy for dance classes, but there was no way Johnny would let me skip.
âDo you want to grab a drink after? I think I need one, or a few,â I proposed as I sat back in my chair, trying to let my eyes rest from the computerâs screen.
âDoes a bear shit in the woods?â Johnny asked rhetorically, smiling at me as if I just read his mind. It was almost Friday at this point, and we deserved a little treat.
Though it felt like an eternity, the clock finally struck 5 p.m., letting us leave our claustrophobic cubicles. Tomorrow we would come back for another dose of torture, but right now, we were free. Only for a few hours, though.
Quickly, I returned home to get my gym bag. Thankfully, I lived within walking distance from both â my office and the dance studio, so it wasnât as troublesome to commute as it was for Johnny, who got stuck in traffic almost every day.
A few minutes before the dance class, I was already changed into my gym attire, waiting for Johnny. Though no one was texting me, I stared at my phone, furiously typing away. Moon Taeil, also known as my secret crush, was leaning against the wall on the other side of the corridor, and I tried every single trick my mind could come up with not to look desperate.
âAt this point, he must think you hate him,â Johnny commented as he conjured in front of me out of nowhere. âYou should hit on him instead of trying to bolt every time he approaches you,â he added, and I rolled my eyes at his yet another one shitty advice.
âCan you remind me why I donât take dating advice from you?â
âWhy are you attacking me? I just wanted to help. Thereâs no need to get so aggressive,â Johnny defended his case, not really answering my question. Johnny was a self-proclaimed love expert, but to me, he was more of a pathological playboy. Either way, he seemed to understand the secrets of flirtation to pick up girls whenever he set his mind to it.
âI am just trying not to be obvious,â I commented, stealing a glance at Taeil. It was a silly crush, and though Johnny encouraged me to go for it, I never decided to act on my feelings. Taeil probably didnât feel this way about me, so remaining idle actually saved me embarrassment after an inevitable rejection.
âSpeaking of which, I figured out why Seulgi is so resistant to my charms,â Johnny announced proudly, and I raised my eyebrow, waiting for the big reveal. Everybody in our group knew that Johnny was attracted to Seulgi, but every time he tried to approach her, she would brush him off.
âBy figured out, you mean you stalked her, right?â I commented when Johnny handed me his phone, showing me Seulgiâs profile. According to what Johnny dug out in social media, Seulgi was getting married to Irene â her girlfriend of five years. âHuh,â I mused as I gave him back his phone, trying not to laugh at him. Seulgi was already madly in love with someone else, no wonder she could resist his charm.
âCall it whatever you want,â Johnny started, putting his phone away. âJust donât hold me down when FBI finally recruits me for my impeccable detective skills,â he argued, and I laughed as I imagined him leaving our lovely company. That would be a shame; I couldnât imagine anyone else sitting in the cubicle next to mine.
âThe room should be open,â someone hollered, mentioning for us to open the doors and get inside. I had seen him a few times around the school, so I deduced he mustâve been our substitute teacher today.
Once everybody took their spot on the dance floor, the man cleared his throat. âHello everybody, my name is Taeyong. Together with Seulgi, we run this school, and I hope we will have a lot of fun today with new choreography,â he announced politely with a practiced professionalism. Perhaps Taeyong didnât seem as cool as Seulgi, but we had to give him a chance to prove us wrong.
Taeyong was intimidating. I wouldnât want to be left alone with him. When he showed us a few moves, he was immensely focused on delivering one hundred percent. It was impressive and admirable, but at the same, Taeyong gave off a scary fierce aura. Though he was a great dancer and teacher, Seulgi was just better.
âI think I have a heart attack,â I panted, gasping for air. The new choreography required lots of jumping, and I didnât expect so much cardio today. I wasnât out of shape; however, after dancing to Taeyongâs choreography, I had some doubts.
âWe shouldâve skipped,â Johnny commented, bending over with his palms on his knees, supporting his huge body. Taeyongâs dance routine was too much for us, and we werenât the only people struggling to breathe. Thankfully, next week Seulgi would be back.
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âYouâre not gonna believe this,â Johnny announced, craning his neck to look inside my cubicle. Heaving a sigh, I put my pen down, giving him my full attention.
This better be good.
âWhat is it? Who are you stalking this time?â I inquired, giving him the attitude. Johnny was spending too much time on his phone during working hours, but I couldnât really frown upon it because I often caught myself doing the same thing.
âFirst of all, I thought we agreed to call it researching, not stalking,â Johnny clarified, and I rolled my eyes. âAnd second of all, itâs Seulgi. She and the other guy from the dance studio qualified for some dance competition. Check this out,â Johnny explained, handing me his phone.
Seulgi and Taeyong rocked the stage. Though I had nothing to compare their performance to, they just oozed charisma, uniqueness, nerve, and talent. Without any shred of doubt, they would make it to the grand finale.
âWow,â I mused, not sure how to appropriately respond. I was happy for their success; after all, their performance was broadcasted during prime time on national television. At this point, Seulgi and Taeyong were celebrities.
âI canât wait for todayâs class,â Johnny added in excitement, hiding his phone away inside the pocket of his jacket. âI have to congratulate her.â
âThem. You have to congratulate them,â I corrected Johnny as he seemed to forget about Seulgiâs dance partner. It wasnât a solo competition, so both Seulgi and Taeyong deserved praise. âAnd as if youâve forgotten, Seulgi is not and will never be interested in you. You gotta let this one go, man,â I added, hoping Johnny would stop his relentless flirting with Seulgi. Though it was funny at the beginning, it was evident Seulgi would appreciate it if he stopped.
âI am all over her. Trust me,â Johnny reassured me, and I let out a shallow sigh, wanting to believe him. âDo you know Wendy from the HR department? I think Iâm gonna ask her out. I am all over Seulgi,â he added, and it actually convinced me. Although Johnny didnât seek anything serious at this point in his life, and when something didnât go according to his plan, he would shake it off and forget all about it.
âOk, I believe you,â I said, giving him a genuine smile. âOh, and I was thinking⌠how about some beer and chicken after dance classes today? Iâve been craving them the whole day,â I offered, and Johnny enthusiastically nodded. It did sound like a solid plan.
Thankfully, this week Seulgi was back, and everybody appreciated it. Taeyong was a great teacher, but we were a group of beginners, and it was difficult for us to follow his routine. We just werenât ready for such complex choreography.
Everybody had so much fun today. At first, we practiced some old routines, working on synchronization. Later on, Seulgi taught us a few new moves, which I recognized from her television performance. Admittedly, they werenât as difficult as they looked. Maybe it was a little bold of me, but I was thinking I was doing a pretty good job today.
At the very end of the class, Johnny delivered a dramatic congratulatory speech, making people laugh out of utter cringe. It was a nice gesture, and Seulgiâs embarrassment was adorable. She would cover her blushed cheeks and turn around, hoping the ground could swallow her up. In all honesty, it seemed to be the only way to shut up Johnny.
Just when we were about to be dismissed, I heard someone calling my name. Surprisingly, it was Seulgi. She mustâve wanted to discuss something with me. Damn it, was she going to scold me for not improving? Or was it because I sat half of the song out? I just needed a short break; I had no idea it would get me in trouble.
âI am sorry,â I apologized even though I wasnât sure what for yet. Seulgi would enlighten me in a second, so I cleared my throat to apologize to her once again. However, when she giggled instead of yelling at me, I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.
âIâll wait for you outside,â Johnny hollered before he strolled out of the practice room.
âAm I in trouble?â I asked, and Seulgi smiled, shaking her head.
Great, it was a relief.
âActually, I may sound crazy to you,â she started, fidgeting a little. It was strange, Seulgi was a strong and confident woman, but right now, she seemed rather bashful. âWould you like to participate in a dance competition?â
Her question took me aback.
âWhat?â I asked, trying to wrap my head around the topic.
âLet me explain,â she offered, and I reluctantly nodded.
By the look on her face, I could tell it wasnât going to be a quick chit-chat. Seulgi had a lot of things to explain, so we decided to sit on the floor before she began her speech.
Patiently, I listened to everything she wanted to tell me.
Seulgi and Taeyong wanted to participate in a dance competition ever since they had decided to open up a dance school together. Last week they really thought they were going to achieve their dream. Unfortunately, as soon as they qualified and received the schedule, complications started to follow.
Maybe it was a little bit overconfident of them to think theyâd make it to the finals, but it still made them anxious. Regardless of their talent, they wouldnât be able to perform in the grand finale. Apparently, on the very same day, Seulgi was getting married.
At first, I wanted to interject that they could reschedule, but Seulgi beat me to it.
âIt would be the third time we reschedule it, and I just canât let that happen. I donât want Irene to think I prioritize dancing over her. She means the world to me, and Iâd quit a thousand times to get married to her,â Seulgi confessed, and I tried my best to contain my feels. There was something raw and pure about Seulgiâs love, and it moved me.
Seulgiâs proposition was genius in its simplicity. Together with Taeyong, she would perform, climbing up the rankings. And if by any chance, they would make it to the final round; she wanted me to fill in. Given I had been dancing at their studio for about four months I couldnât comprehend why she chose me.
I was a rookie, for crying out loud!
Finding a substitute dancer made a lot of sense, actually. Instead of dropping out, they could find a replacement. This way, Taeyong could still make his dream come true. And next year, together with Seulgi, they could try to defend the title.
However, once again, Seulgi read my mind and answered my question before I voiced my doubts. She mustâve really thought this through before approaching me. It seemed she had rehearsed all possible inquires and came up with perfect answers.
âAll of our dancer friends either compete against us or failed during qualifications,â she declared, and I hummed in response. âUnfortunately, people who already attempted joining canât fill in for other dancers.â
âThat sucks,â I commented, and Seulgi dryly chuckled.
âI think you would be a perfect fit,â she started, and I held my breath, wanting to hear what made her think Iâd be able to rise to the challenge. âEverybody can memorize moves, but you have a natural passion for dancing. I can see it in class. Maybe you canât see it yet because dancing is a hobby to you more than anything else, but I can tell you have the it⢠factor.â
I was speechless. Seulgi, the dance prodigy, was praising my dancing skills. I couldnât believe my ears. What kind of self-indulgent dream was it? Why couldnât I dream like a normal person? I had tendency to toot my own horn sometimes, but it was just too much.
âI bet with proper training, you and Taeyong could win.â
âLet me think about it, okay?â
âSure, of course! No pressure!â Seulgi replied enthusiastically, giving me enough space to clear my mind and think about it.
âSee you next week.â I waved at her, exiting the dance room. Absentmindedly, I changed out of the gym clothes and walked out of the building, almost walking past Johnny.
âHey, what did Seulgi want?â Johnny asked, grabbing my wrist, pulling me out of trance.
âShe wants me to dance in her place if she and Taeyong ever make it to the finals.â
âWhat?!â
 ***
At first, I was hesitant about this whole thing. I wasnât a professional dancer, and I really didnât want to contribute to them losing the competition. However, Seulgi really made a point that they would have to drop out anyway, so in some twisted way, my participation gave them a slimmer of hope for victory.
Once I explained everything to Johnny, he really insisted I should help them out, spitting nonsense about fame and recognition and how I couldnât doubt myself and just go with the flow. Opportunities like this rarely occurred, and I ought to welcome them with excitement.
So I did.
Every Saturday and Sunday, I dropped by the dance studio for practice. Taeyong still intimidated me, but I could deal with it. Seulgi was always around me to nag him whenever he demanded too much from me. They balanced each other very well, and it was fun working with them. Even though each practice left me with sore muscled, I was still excited. It was tangible proof I was improving.
Seulgi and Taeyong smoothly went through the contest, winning each battle with ease, slowly climbing in the ranking. There was still plenty of work until the grand finale, but everything looked they were to make it to the very top.
Unfortunately, the closer to the D-day, the less time Seulgi had to help us during practice. With her wedding coming up, she had a lot of preparations to deal with. As a result, Taeyong and I had to practice the dance routine on our own.
âNo, youâre doing it all wrong,â Taeyong yelled in irritation when for the nth time, I turned to my right instead of my left. âDo it again; five, six, seven, eight,â he added, playing the song from the very beginning.
To say I was frustrated was an understatement of the century. I was aware that Taeyong really wanted to win the competition, but he didnât have to be a dick about it. With no Seulgi to supervise him, he was unbearable.
âI think I need a break,â I declared once I turned to the wrong side again before Taeyong managed to scold me for it. Even though he shouted something again, I ignored it. With a deep sigh, I walked over to my gym bag to get my water bottle.
âWhat do you think youâre doing?â Taeyong asked, staring down at me with his arms folded across his chest, his demeanor dominant. His eyes were drilling holes in my head, his jaw was tightened â it was evident I was driving him up the wall. It was just a matter of seconds before Taeyong would snap, lashing out at me.
âI am taking a break,â I answered quickly, ignoring his angry stare. I was at my limit. If Taeyong didnât back off, it would be the end of the practice for today. One more mean word and Iâd storm out of the studio. I was here voluntarily. I was doing him a favor, and I didnât deserve this type of treatment.
âIs it a joke to you?â Taeyong carried on, and I rolled my eyes. Of course, it wasnât a joke to me. But at the same time, I was sick and tired of his shenanigans. I wanted him to win, but not when my mental health was on the line. He was pissing me off, and I wouldnât let him walk all over me. âI thought you decided to help us out, but youâre not trying at all.â
He did not just say that.
âWhat?â I rhetorically asked, standing up, poking his chest with my forefinger. âI am trying my best here. Youâre the one who makes it impossible to have fun dancing. Youâre making it a chore, sucking all the fun out it.â
âThen tell me what I should do for you to finally make some progress? Weâve been stuck at this part for two weeks, and you still havenât learned how to turn right!â
âThen go ahead and find someone else who can put up with your shit. Iâm out,â I spoke, bending down to pick up my stuff, ready to leave the studio. Unfortunately, before I managed to exit the practice room, the doors opened, and Seulgi walked in with a confused expression on her face.
âHey, whatâs going on here?â She asked in worry, trying to put two and two together. It wouldnât be the first time Taeyong and I argued, but it seemed to be the most intense one so far. It didnât sit right with her. âPlease donât tell me you fought again.â
Briefly, I summarized what happened, and Seulgi looked down at Taeyong disapprovingly. I was glad Seulgi took my side; after all, she knew Taeyong could be too demanding.
âI am a dancer, but why does it feel I am a couple counselor? You two really have to learn how to work together when Iâm not around,â she scolded us, making her point. If this whole arrangement was to work out, we both needed to establish some ground rules and learn how to put our differences aside. âI have an idea.â
Oh, no.
There was something mischievous in her tone, and I didnât particularly like it.
âLetâs finish for today,â she proposed, and I smiled, thinking it was a great idea. Taeyong and I needed some time to chill, and calling it a day seemed like an appropriate way to do it. âLetâs go out clubbing instead!â Seulgi added cheerfully, clapping her hands in excitement.
âWhat?â Taeyong and I asked in unison, a bit surprised by Seulgiâs statement.
âThatâs my prescription for the two of you,â she started, and I rolled my eyes. Taeyong and I didnât get along as well as she wished for us to, but it wasnât that bad. We didnât need to bond over a few drinks in a crowded club. We would do just fine if Taeyong learned to go easy on me. âI believe we all can benefit from clubbing.â
âHow come?â
âFirst of all, it will remind Taeyong that dancing is about fun, not overworking oneself,â Seulgi spoke, and I hummed, agreeing with her. âSecond of all, itâll give you a chance to loosen up. Your moves are still a bit stiff during intimate parts of the choreography,â she added, and Taeyong nodded in agreement. âAnd I really need something to drink because wedding planning is stressful as fuck.â
Not even thirty minutes later, we were inside the club.
âItâs a very sensual song. And you two really have to work hard to convey emotions through your dance,â Seulgi started as she sipped her tropical cocktail. âYou must feel comfortable around each other and just ooze longing and sexual attraction,â she added, and I almost choked on my drink.
Performing with Taeyong was going to be more difficult than I had anticipated. When Seulgi and Taeyong showed me the choreography, I was amazed. Absolutely blown away. The way their bodies moved in synchronization left me speechless, but at the same time, I was a little bit nervous because I didnât see myself living up to their level.
I wouldnât consider myself particularly sexy. It made me feel awkward when I thought how seductive the dance routine actually was. I wasnât sure I could pull this off, but Taeyong still had a lot of time to teach me.
âTake her to the dance floor,â Seulgi elbowed Taeyong, almost spilling his drink. Unenthusiastically, Taeyong looked at me before standing up and extending his arm.
Drunken people were jumping around us to the rhythm, and I awkwardly swayed from side to side, staring at Taeyong. With godlike precision, he moved, getting lost in the music. One could tell straight away Taeyong was a professional dancer.
Upon noticing how stiff I was, Taeyong shook his head, yanking me against his lean body. âHow about you take a five-minute break to get that stick out of your ass? You look like you have no joints,â he yelled into my ear, his breath tickling my sensitive skin.
âIâve had too little alcohol,â I replied, but Taeyong wasnât having it.
âWhen we perform on the stage, will you need alcohol to let loose too?â Taeyong challenged with a playful smirk, and I rolled my eyes, too prideful to admit he was right. I couldnât participate in that competition drunk. We wouldnât win if I wasnât able to come out of my shell and show everybody I had a sensual bone in my body.
âNo,â I yelled into Taeyongâs ear. âHow do I let loose?â I asked, hoping to hear some words of wisdom from him.
âMirror what Iâm doing,â Taeyong guided, and I nodded, focused on my new task. I could do that. I had been mirroring Seulgiâs movements during our classes, and I was pretty good at doing it. I could copy Taeyongâs moves.
At first, Taeyong danced a few classic moves we usually did during our warm-up routine. It was easy, and I think I nailed it. Later, he wiggled his upper body, feeling the rhythm. With envy, I observed how his body executed every single move, owning it. I wish I was half as good as Taeyong. Next to him, I probably looked like a crippled kid.
Upon noticing my struggle, Taeyong began jumping around, throwing his hands in the air. He looked ridiculous, but I remained focused on my task, dancing as if I was his shadow. Our bizarre moves earned some attention from other people, but our eyes were trained on each other, slowly getting lost in our own bubble.
I was sober, and I was on my way to owning the dance floor. I couldnât believe it was happening. Maybe Taeyongâs charisma overshadowed my poor attempts of showcasing mine; however, I was sure I made a big step in the right direction. Slowly, I was improving.
âHow about we spice it up a little bit?â Taeyong shouted into my ear, and I cocked up my eyebrow, thinking what he meant by that. âDonât be shy,â he added, yanking me against his body. Taeyong was so close I could feel his legs rub against mine. âCome on, sweetheart. Touch me, tease me, feel me up,â Taeyong snickered, getting on my nerves. Not only Taeyong was smug for no reason, but he also quoted the song, which I was slowly growing to hate.
Taeyong mustâve assumed Iâd back out. Surely, he didnât expect me to follow his instructions and actually run my hands across his chest, shoulders, and back while simultaneously swaying my hips, earning approving stares from impressed men on the dance floor. At first, he was surprised he talked me into it, but a second later, he smirked, resting his palms on my sides, slowly exploring the valley of my butt.
I had no idea I had it in me, but Taeyong helped me discover it. We were basically grinding against each other, and it somehow didnât feel awkward at all. We were just two people having fun.
âIâm sorry I was so harsh on you,â Taeyong apologized, shouting in my ear. âIâm just stressful all the time, and I think I may sometimes take it out on you,â he added, and I looked at his face, which was dangerously close to mine.
âItâs understandable,â I replied as I wrapped my arms around Taeyongâs neck, finding it much more comfortable. Now with our bodies pressed together, it was easier to have a conversation. âI know how much you want to win this competition. Iâll try harder,â I promised, and Taeyong released a relieved chuckle.
Who wouldâve thought an adult conversation would work better than shouting at each other?
âThank you,â Taeyong spoke genuinely, and I pulled away, staring at his face. His eyes were trained on mine. No matter how many hours we had spent at the dance studio, his gaze still intimidated me sometimes.
âEkhm, I need a break,â I said in a desperate need to break eye contact with him. The dance floor was crowded, and it was making me dizzy. I was getting dangerously hot, and it seemed like heaven to get back to our booth and finish our drinks.
âOf course, you need a break,â Taeyong teased, sending me a lopsided smirk. âItâs okay, though. We still have plenty of time to work on your stamina,â he added as he grabbed my hand, leading me out of the crowd. Carefully, we zigzagged around drunken people, trying to make it safely to Seulgi.
Unfortunately, by the bar counter, someone walked into Taeyong, almost knocking him down.
âIâm very sorry,â a man shouted, but I could sense the words werenât genuine.
âDoyoung,â Taeyong spoke, gritting his teeth, staring at the other man. Taeyongâs grip tightened around my hand. I figured he didnât particularly like Doyoung.
âTaeyong,â Doyoung sighed, checking Taeyong out from head to toe before his gaze shifted to me. There was something spiteful about his lingering eyes, but I couldnât pinpoint it. For sure, there was some bad blood between two men, and I suddenly felt an urge to know more. Inquisitiveness got the best of me.
Taeyong and Doyoung kept glaring at each other almost as if it was a competition. The tension was so intense one could cut it with a knife. I cleared my throat in a poor attempt to break their stare contest, but they didnât even acknowledge my presence.
âI saw your last performance,â Doyoung finally spoke, scoffing. âYouâre getting out of it, and here I expected to kick your ass in the finale. I wouldnât be surprised if you and your partner got eliminated next week.â
I thought I had seen Taeyong furious, but right now, I was proven wrong. The way he looked at me whenever I was a handful during our practice was nothing compared to the way he glared at Doyoung. Taeyong was scary, and I decided to not get on his wrong side ever again.
âIâd gladly kick your ass here, but Iâd rather wait for the finale. You know what people say about prolonged gratification,â Taeyong talked back, and I gasped, trying to comprehend what I just heard. Taeyong was getting cocky, and it made me nervous. I was already stressed about the possibility of performing, and he just added more pressure on my shoulders.
âWeâll see about that,â Doyoung replied, focusing his scrutinizing gaze on me. âBut I have to say I kinda look forward to seeing you cry again. The way I beat you the last time was spectacular.â
âLetâs go, Taeyong. Donât waste your breath on him. Heâs not worth it,â I exclaimed, pulling Taeyongâs hand, reminding him I was there the whole time. I couldnât listen to Doyoung talk trash about Taeyong. If Taeyong wasnât going to walk away by himself, I had to intervene and pull him aside. Doyoung was provoking him.
âAnd who is that?â Doyoung asked in a mocking tone, displeased by the way I looked at him. Though I didnât know the back story, I took Taeyongâs side. At least, Taeyong didnât try to humiliate his rival, while Doyoung had already tried a few tricks to tick Taeyong off.
âYouâre right,â Taeyong said, looking at me. It was evident he was holding himself back, trying his best not to take the bait. âLetâs go,â he added, pulling me away from Doyoung.
âWho was that?â I asked as we approached our booth. Unfortunately, I didnât get my response. Upon arrival, we noticed that Seulgi was sprawled on the table, giggling to herself.
âIs she always like this?â I inquired, concerned about how drunk Seulgi got in such a short amount of time. We were gone for thirty minutes tops, and she was barely conscious after drinking her and our drinks.
âAww⌠there you are⌠my dear friends,â she cooed cutely, trying to attack Taeyong with cuddles. She was adorable, but it was kind of irresponsible to drink by herself when we were on the dance floor. Thankfully, nothing happened. We returned just in time to collect her and escort her home.
âI canât believe my plan worked,â Seulgi grinned, pointing her finger at Taeyong. âYou no longer have a stick up your ass,â she exclaimed at Taeyong, too drunk to realize she should be talking to me. âAnd look at you! You were having fun!â Seulgi yelled, extending her arms to hug me. âI am so proud of you!â
âI should take her home,â Taeyong reasoned, considering it the safest option. He could call an Uber for Seulgi or just phone her fiancĂŠe to pick her up but bringing her home himself seemed to be the most rational solution. âWill you be alright by yourself?â He inquired, and I nodded right away. It was sweet of him to look after me too. Thankfully, I barely touched my cocktail; I could get home safely on my own.
âDonât worry about me,â I replied casually, sending him a reassuring smile. âJust make sure Seulgi makes it home safe,â I added, warming up at the way Taeyong hauled up Seulgi, carefully leading her out of the club. It made me wonder if Johnny did the same to me. Probably. He wouldnât be that gentle, though. If anything, heâd throw me over his shoulder like a bag of potatoes. Or just drag me out like a corpse.
âGive me a call once you get back home,â Taeyong demanded before we parted ways.
 ***
âYou went clubbing without me?â Johnny dramatically asked after I told him everything that happened on the weekend. Despite my detailed narration, it seemed as if that was the only thing he caught on to. âHow could you?â
âRelax, dude,â I rolled my eyes, shuffling around my desk, getting ready for work. It was Monday morning â it was about time we start our gossip routine.
âAnd I was wondering⌠would you mind helping me researching this shady dude? Thereâs some conflict between him and Taeyong. And I need to know what happened,â I started, wondering if Johnny would cooperate with me and put his stalking abilities to good use.
I was too embarrassed to ask Taeyong about Doyoung. Besides, I had a hunch he would either brush me off or scold me.
âDo you know anything about this dude besides his name?â Johnny pulled out his phone, no questions asked. âPlease, donât tell me thatâs the only thing you know.â
âI mean⌠heâs probably a dancer,â I added with a sheepish smile, making Johnny heave a deep sigh. âHe must be a big deal, though. Apparently, Taeyong lost a competition to him.â
âIâll try to find some dirt, but it may be difficult given how little info you gave me,â Johnny declared as he began his thorough research.
It took Johnny five minutes to find the correct Doyoung. It was remarkable. If it wasnât enough for the FBI to hire him, Iâd gladly present them a recommendation letter. Quickly, I opened Doyoungâs profile on my phone, scrolling through his feed.
At first glance, Doyoung seemed to be a regular bratty internet star with an overgrown ego. His follower count was impressive. Studying his profile, I learned a lot about him. Unfortunately, it had no value. There was nothing specific about his conflict with Taeyong.
âHow was your date with Wendy?â I asked Johnny as I gave up on my research. Whatever was the root of their bad blood would have to remain a mystery.
âIt was fine,â Johnny started, but I could tell he wasnât entirely honest. His disappointed tone betrayed him. âShe left before the waiter brought the dessert. Apparently, she didnât particularly like when I kept calling her Wanda.â
âOuch.â
âNo hard feelings, though,â Johnny shrugged it off, trying to focus on the positive aspect of their terrible date. âAt least, Iâve had two slices of cheesecake. Besides, Iâm kind of into Sooyoung from the creative team now. I think she is the one.â
âEvery girl youâre into is the one,â I interjected, rolling my eyes, done with his antics.
âOh, by the way, Iâve forgotten,â Johnny chimed in, staring at me in excitement. âTaeil asked me about you,â he revealed, and I almost spat out my morning coffee.
âWhat?â
âAre you still into him, though?â Johnny inquired, rubbing his temple in deep thought. âI havenât heard you gush about him these days,â he pinpointed, and I wondered if my crush on Taeil was still as intense as it was a few months ago.
Taeil was insanely hot. I kept drooling whenever I saw him operate the printer. It was inappropriate to check him out whenever he bent down to change the ink, but I couldnât help myself. Or whenever we met by the vending machine.
Good old times.
Right now, though, I rarely caught myself thinking about him. At first, I thought it was due to a hectic schedule. I was either at work or at the dance studio or getting shit-faced with Johnny on another wild adventure with him and his friends.
It was difficult to comprehend how easily my crush faded into thin air. Taeil was still sexy as fuck, but while I appreciate his looks, I wasnât daydreaming how to get into his pants. At this point, I was just admiring his attributes in the most nonsexual way imaginable.
Apparently, the lack of response on my part was everything Johnny needed to confirm his suspicion.
âSo what? Are you into Taeyong now?â Johnny asked boldly, and now, I actually choked on my coffee, thinking I heard him wrong. How did he jump to that conclusion?
âWhat?â
âDonât get me wrong, but it kinda looks like youâre into him,â Johnny commented, playing with a pen. âYou talk about him all the time with lots of passion. I think thereâs something going on between you two. Is he single?â
âI talk about him all the time because I live to complain, and recently heâs the sole reason why I gotta vent,â I defended, but Johnny didnât seem convinced. âAnd I donât know if heâs single. I donât really care,â quickly, I rejected all accusations, but in all honesty, his words got me wondering.
Was I attracted to Taeyong?
Surely, Taeyong was ridiculously attractive. He danced well, too. Unfortunately, we didnât click much. There was passion between us, but it wasnât romantically stemmed. We just kept annoying each other. I wouldnât consider it sexual. We were just getting on each otherâs nerves often, unable to properly solve our differences.
âWhatever helps you sleep at night, honey,â Johnny teased, and I fought the urge to throw the stapler at him. âI bet fifty bucks youâve imagined him naked, fucking you dumb.â
What the fuck, John???
I did not imagine Taeyong naked!
Not until now, at least.
âI seriously hate you right now,â I complained, deciding itâs about time I focus on work.
 ***
After Johnny had planted naughty thoughts in my mind, each dance practice was unbearable. My mind was running wild, coming up with different scenarios involving Taeyong and me in intimate situations. It was wrong on so many levels, but I couldnât bring myself to stop.
After months of practicing the dance routine, we decided it would be best to make some changes to the choreography. Though it was still sensual as hell, with our hands roaming each otherâs bodies, we found it crucial to accentuate Taeyongâs talents.
It was a strategic plan. While typically male dancers helped the female dancers shine, we put a little twist to it. Though our performance was still pretty balanced, Taeyong had a few crucial parts of choreography, in which he would snatch everybodyâs hearts.
Seulgi didnât object to our strategy. Well⌠she was never there, to begin with. Seulgi was a ghost, never present during our practice, always busy doing some last-minute wedding prep.
âLetâs take a five,â Taeyong hollered as he turned off the music, sending us off to a short break. It sounded weird when it came out of his mouth, but I didnât complain. Weâve been practicing nonstop for the past hour. At this point, I was panting.
Lying down onto the floor, I rested my head on my towel, reaching for my phone. Quickly, I unlocked it to see a series of notifications from Johnny. He had sent me a link to a video, telling me in all caps to watch it.
Having left the earphones in the locker room, I played the video quietly through my phoneâs speaker. It was a short film with Doyoung. It mustâve been his performance from last yearâs competition. Jamming to the music, I studied his moves.
Doyoung was really good. I mean⌠it wasnât professional expertise, but I could tell he had talent. His body control was impeccable, his hip thrusts mustâve impregnated plenty of women in the audience, but his shoulder rolls were just otherworldly. Along with the female dancer, they showcased quite the performance. From the beginning to the very end, I couldnât look away, failing to notice Taeyong approach me.
âWhat the hell are you doing?â Taeyong shouted, tearing my phone from my hand, double-checking what I was watching. âWhy are you watching this?â He angrily asked, locking the device, wishing for it to stop playing music.
It was difficult to explain.
I couldnât exactly tell Taeyong that I asked my best friend to do research on Doyoung in hopes of finding out what was the root of their conflict. Though we had never found anything substantial, Johnny would send me more footage to check out. However, regardless of how much stuff Johnny had provided me with, I was still clueless.
âWhy are you shouting at me?â I spoke, biting on my bottom lip. I was in big trouble, so it was only logical to play dumb.
Taeyong stared down at me, demanding a genuine answer. His jaw was tensed, his knuckles around my phone turned white. It was just a meaningless clip, but it got him fuming at me. Regardless of what Iâd tell him, he wouldnât like the answer. I figured this much.
âWhy were you watching that?â Taeyong yelled, raising his hand, almost smashing my phone against the floor. Thankfully, he held back and gently put it on my bag.
It was incredible how much the video affected Taeyong. The movie worked on Taeyong like a red rag to a bull. One moment he seemed fine, but once he figured out what I was watching, he snapped.
âYou really want to know?â I challenged as I rose to my feet, staring at him. It was my turn to raise my voice. If he kept shouting at me, I was going to give him the same treatment. âEver since that night at the club, I was curious. You were basically throwing daggers at each other, and I really wanted to know what happened between you two. You never bothered to explain it, and I didnât want to push you.â
âDo you have your answers now?â Taeyong exclaimed, and I rolled my eyes, agitating him even more with my fed-up behavior. He was scary right now, but I refused to let him intimidate me. âOr do you want to read my diary too?!â
I resisted the temptation of saying yes to his offering. Taeyong wasnât the type of person to write a dairy. He was exaggerating, but I didnât want to provoke him further. At any mention of Doyoungâs name, wrath took control over Taeyong, turning him into his destructive self.
âIf it makes you feel any better, I know shit about him,â I confessed, throwing my hands in the air. âI wanted to know what he did to you, but I came up with nothing. And believe it or not, the way he treated you that night made me worry. Youâre my dance partner, and I care about you a lot, and it really hurt me seeing you in distress,â I spat, not thinking about consequences. I was talking without filter, probably spilling too much information.
My verbal diarrhea confused Taeyong. His huge eyes were staring at me in astonishment. He was studying my expression, wondering if everything I said was true. Oh, no! My reckless words made him uncomfortable. He mustâve grown to hate now.
In embarrassment, I looked down at my shoes. I felt terrible, and I needed to come up with something clever to say to save my dignity and ease the tension. However, before I managed to voice my sincere apology, I felt Taeyongâs hands cup my cheeks as he surged forward and kissed my breath away. It was sudden, but I reciprocated the kiss in an instant.
Stress, anxiety, anger, sexual frustration, and probably many other factors led us to this very moment. I had been daydreaming about Taeyongâs mouth on mine for a while now. And when it finally happened, I eagerly swept my tongue across his lips, deepening the kiss. Though I had tried my best to withstand the tension between us, I wasnât oblivious to it.
Taeyong already knew almost every inch of my body, so his hands naturally began roaming across my skin. Moaning into the kiss, he held me closer, keeping me pressed against him.
âTaeyong,â I breathed out as I pulled away, only for Taeyong to smash his lips against mine again, successfully shushing me. This time around, the kiss was even more passionate, making my knees weak. In a rush, Taeyong pushed me against the wall, pushing his thigh between my legs. âWe shouldnât,â I spoke, but my tone wasnât convincing at all. I wasnât even sure who I was trying to convince that it was a bad idea.
âShut up,â Taeyong demanded as he tilted his face, sucking on my bottom lip. His hands were on my butt, kneading my flesh, trying to make me moan into his mouth. In all honesty, it worked. Maybe, I whimpered incoherent sounds, but itâs was just a poor attempt to encourage him to keep kissing me.
Regardless of how much he was to gift me, I needed more. I wasnât going to stop until Iâd take everything Taeyong was willing to give.
I craned my neck to the side, and Taeyong quickly caught on, leaving a wet trail down my neck. His lips were delicate, careful not to leave a mark, while his hips were grinding against me, letting me feel how stiff he already was.
âLegs,â Taeyong ordered, gently slapping my thigh. Obediently, I spread my legs apart, letting his hand cup my sex. It was ridiculous how horny he was making me. Once his raspy voice echoed in my ears, I fulfilled his wish, waiting for another command in excitement.
âPlease,â I begged, needing more of him. Whatever he planned on doing to me, I needed it now. Whether he was to tease me with his beautiful fingers or fuck me raw with his cock, he better do it now.
âPatience, sweetheart,â he whispered against my skin, pressing feather-like kisses along my collarbone. His touch was driving me insane. His hands were everywhere but where I wanted them the most. This type of teasing should be illegal.
It was more than I could take, so I took matters into my own hands. I could play this game, too. With a mischievous smirk upon my face, I hooked my forefinger under the band of his tracksuit bottoms. Unfortunately, Taeyong quickly swept my hand away.
âYouâre such a bad girl,â Taeyong commented before he captured my lips again, sliding his tongue into my mouth, knowing Iâd talk back to him. âYou have to do everything your way. Would it kill you if you listened to me at least once?â Taeyong muttered, staring into my eyes.
Yes, I was a brat. Taeyong wanted me to submit to him, and I would do it eventually, but not before Iâd tease him first. What was fun in that?
âDonât answer that,â he added, and I rolled my eyes. Though we barely hung out outside the dance studio, Taeyong learned a lot about me. Having an answer to everything was one of those things he had the pleasure of discovering.
âJust fuck me, please,â I said nicely, staring into his eyes, hoping it would be enough to make him cave. âI canât take it any longer,â I added, rubbing my loins against his restrained cock, making him let out a guttural moan.
My plan was working. Slowly, Taeyong was giving in, probably taking his time to think about the consequences of letting me experience instant gratification. Orgasm wouldâve been sweeter if he made me wait a bit more, but it was difficult for him to control his urges.
Without any doubt, Taeyong wanted to bury his cock inside of me as much as I wanted him to fuck me dumb. We withstood so many practices without jumping at each other â I should consider it foreplay.
âFine, but Iâm gonna eat you out first,â Taeyong spoke, and I almost lost it by just imagining his jaw going between my thighs. Swiftly, he knelt in front of me, pulling my leggings down to my ankles in one fluid motion. Having kicked off my gym shoes, I wiggled the fabric off my feet, sending it flying across the dance studio.
Taeyong ran his fingers across my panties, inspecting how soaked they already were. With a smirk upon Taeyongâs face, he pressed a chaste kiss against my skin above the waistband before he yanked the undergarment down.
âBeautiful,â he said under his breath before he surged his face, taking my clit between his gorgeous lips, making me tilt my head in pleasure. Frustration got me sensitive. Even the slightest touch got me purring in delight.
Taeyong licked and nipped at my entrance, and I run my hands through his hair, encouraging him to keep going. He flicked his tongue, and I buckled my hips, wanting more.
âI need your fingers,â I pleaded, looking down at him. Taeyong looked breathtaking, with my juices were dripping down his sharp jaw, with his lips turned into a satisfied smirk. He was proud of how he was making me feel. His glistening skin was the very evidence of his skillful moves. âTaeyong, please, I am so close.â
Though I didnât expect him to, Taeyong listened to my humble request. His middle finger slid right it, making me purr in satisfaction. I could finally feel him inside of me, and it was heavenly. His palm moved quickly, working me up.
The first orgasm was building up. Taeyong was fucking me now with two fingers while his mouth was fiddling with my clit. If it wasnât for Taeyongâs palm, holding me still, Iâd buckle right into his face for more friction.
âIâm about to come,â I declared, shutting my eyes close. As tempting as it was to peek at the mirror on the other wall and check out the view of Taeyong eating me out, it was more than I could take. My instinct to squeeze my eyes shut and welcome the orgasm was too much.
Unfortunately, it didnât happen.
Before tiny tingles of electricity could unite and explode, shooting through me like a lightning strike, Taeyong pulled away, denying me of my orgasm. It physically hurt when instead of a blissful peak, I felt nothing.
âWhat the fuck?â I barked angrily, ready to pull him by his hair against my sex and press him against me, so he could finish the job.
âWeâre coming together, or weâre not coming at all,â Taeyong sternly replied, standing up. His lips were swollen from all the work he was doing, and they looked even more kissable.
âIâve never pegged you for such a teaser,â I stated matter-of-factly, still a little bit butt-hurt over the way how smug he was about not letting me come first. Maybe I was a handful most of the time, but I didnât do anything wrong to deserve such treatment.
âIâm not,â Taeyong chimed in, biting down on his lip. âThereâs just something about you that makes me want to punish for your misbehavior,â he explained, and I got it where it came from. I wasnât the best student he could work with. âIsnât it the sweetest torture?â Taeyong challenged before he surged forward, smashing his lips against mine again, raising my thigh and giving it a gentle rub.
âPlease, Taeyong, I need you inside of me,â I begged as I ground my sex against his rock-hard cock. I couldnât comprehend how self-disciplined and patient he was; his budge was throbbing underneath his pants. It mustâve been painful for him, and he did all of that to teach me a lesson. âFuck me, already.â
âRelax, sweetheart. I got you,â he softly spoke as he hoisted me up, pressing me tightly against the wall. âTo be honest, I expected you to lose it sooner,â Taeyong added, and I hoped he was talking about my sanity. I endured more than enough; his teasing was too much.
âHow should I fuck you?â Taeyong asked, looking around the practice room, seeking a perfect spot to stuff his cock inside of me. We didnât have a lot of options, but I didnât care. He could fuck me in the middle of the room, and Iâd eagerly spread my legs for him. âScrew it,â he cursed, gently lowering me down onto the floor. âDo you mind?â Taeyong inquired, and I shook my head as I wrapped my legs around his hips, pressing him against me.
âStrip,â I ordered, and Taeyong smirked before he pulled his T-shirt over his head, revealing his lean physique. My eyes marveled at his beautiful shoulders and toned muscles. I had touched him more than I could count, but I never saw him bare, and when I finally did, I gawked.
âWhat about you, sweetheart? Come on, I am waiting,â Taeyong teased, and I took off my T-shirt. I was only in my sports bra, and Taeyong bit his lip, staring down at me, admiring my simple beauty. With no further comment, Taeyong leaned in, attacking my collarbone. It was hot how attentive he was, but right now, all I needed was his cock buried deep down my cunt.
Desperately, I reached to his sweatpants, palming his erection through the fabric. As soon as I touched him, Taeyong released a needy growl, rolling his hips into my hand, finally giving in to the pleasure. He lost his self-restraint, and now, he seriously needed to fill me up with his throbbing length.
âTake them off,â I breathed out, pulling by the hem of his pants. With a lowered head, Taeyong tsked before he yanked them down to his knees, wriggling out of them. Just as I expected, his cock urgently entailed my attention.
Though the thought of blowing him crossed my mind, I eventually decided not to entertain this idea too much. It was apparent Taeyong wanted to him inside of my pussy. Iâd suck him dry on a different occasion. Hopefully, it would happen soon.
âFuck me, Taeyong,â I moaned as I trembled when the tip of his cock brushed against my folds. I was embarrassingly sensitive after his ministrations, and he dared to tease me again. âPlease,â I begged as I gave his length a few gentle strokes, aligning it with my entrance.
âAaahhâŚâ Taeyong growled, slowly pushing his dick inside of me. Inch by inch, he filled me up, stretching my walls. A lot of different sinful noises came out of his mouth as he began steadily thrusting his hips.
Taeyongâs stamina was no joke. It was hard to believe how long he could snap his hips without messing up his rhythm. His low voice mixed with my desperate moans echoed inside the room, creating a wicked symphony along with the sound of our sweaty bodies smashing against each other.
He was fucking me hard, and I was in seventh heaven. Taeyong was filling me up so good; I could come undone on his cock anytime.
âTaeyong,â I moaned his name as I watched him fuck me. Though it was hot to look at his cock disappear in my pussy, it was even sweeter to stare in the mirror. With my head turned to the side, I studied the whole picture how Taeyong was fucking me.
âI am coming,â I screamed as I felt the bliss approach. Taeyong was panting, struggling to maintain his tempo with the way my walls tightened around his sensitive cock. Once he hit my sweet spot, I was a goner. After a few thrusts, I came, digging my nails in his back.
âFuck,â Taeyong cursed, shouting my name as he shot his load inside of me, collapsing on top of me. We were a breathless mess, our bodies sticking together, but neither of us minded. At this point, we were too spent to care. âYou were incredible,â Taeyong whispered as he pulled out, rolling to the side.
âYou werenât that bad yourself,â I panted, giggling, still recovering from the mind-blowing orgasm. Thankfully, Taeyong didnât pay much attention to my playful jab. âI meant it what I said,â I added, turning around to look at him.
âIâm sorry for yelling at you,â Taeyong started, staring into my eyes, showing me his sincerity. âI just canât help myself but get angry when I see him or hear about him,â he continued, and I nodded my head, letting him know I was willing to listen.
I didnât expect that Taeyong would agree to vent to me, but when he did, I patiently heard him out. After all, I was pretty sure we were at least friends now.
âIt all happened about a year ago. We were competing in the same contest, and he made my dance partner quit. Doyoung seduced her, toyed with her, and once the trophy was his, he dumped her. Because of him, I was disqualified, and she quit dance altogether.â
Listen to his story made me both sad and angry. Doyoung had been a dick to interfere like that â he mustâve known he hadnât stood a chance against them in a fair fight. My blood was boiling in my veins as I put all the pieces together.
Sadness took over next. The way Doyoung had manipulated Taeyongâs dance partner was upsetting. The wound had been cut so deep, she couldnât have forced herself to keep going. Doyoung had wrecked two lives, and it made my blood boil, too.
âWeâre gonna beat him. Donât worry, Iâll make sure we do,â I spoke, reassuring him. It was impossible to tend the wounds, but the least I could do is help Taeyong win. For what he had done, Doyoung deserved punishment. If I were Taeyong, Iâd not hesitate to beat him up.
âI hope so,â Taeyong muttered, reaching for my hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. âItâs still fine if we donât. Iâm pretty sure karma will get to him eventually,â he added with a sigh.
âIâll work harder,â I declared, feeling an extra wave of determination wash through me. âIâll try my best,â I said, and Taeyong smiled fondly, content to hear me say it.
âThanks. It means a lot to me.â
For a while, we were staring at each other. It felt nice and somehow more intimate than all the fucking we had done. If we were in bed, I could do it all night. Unfortunately, we were still lying on the uncomfortable floor.
âLetâs get washed up before we get too sappy,â I added, trying to ease the tension. I really enjoyed it, but it was getting a little too much.
âI hope you donât mind sharing the shower with me. You know⌠water bills are a bitch,â Taeyong spoke, and I giggled at his bullshit excuse, finding it incredibly cute, considering what we had been doing a few minutes ago.
âOf course they are,â I deadpanned, chuckling. Though his excuse was lame, I liked Taeyong enough to go with it. âCome on. Letâs go. I donât want anyone to catch me naked.â
 ***
After that one time at the dance studio, Taeyong and I made it a regular thing. However, we kept it civilized. We wouldnât jump each otherâs bones in the open like animals like we had done the first time. Usually, we would go on small kind-of-dates, which consisted of picking up food, going to my or his place, and then rolling in the sheets.
We were having lots of fun. It was a perfect way to de-stress. After all, the finale was this Saturday, and we were nervous as hell. In all honesty, I was still scared, but these orgasms were numbing my anxiety.
âI think thatâs it,â Taeyong spoke, and I smiled brightly, unable to contain my joy. It was the first time Taeyong ever approved of our performance. Most of the time, he was nitpicking, complaining about the slightest mistake, but finally, he was satisfied with it.
I was ecstatic; I never expected to live up to Taeyongâs approval. Through hard work and persistence, I managed to earn his eulogy.
âWhat should we do now? How about we order some food?â I asked, feeling in a celebratory mood. Maybe it was a little bit too early to drink to this small success, but itâs still worth a shot.
âWe should do it again. We should dance it flawlessly at least a couple of hundred consecutive times before celebrating,â Taeyong seriously replied, and I rolled my eyes. Despite his painstaking nature, a couple of hundred times, it was a bit too much. Even for him. âDonât give me that look. Letâs start again; five, six, seven, eight.â
Though usually, Iâd complain and try to force him into a five-minute break, right now, I was oddly energized. We were dancing for the past two hours, and I was panting out of exhaustion. Nevertheless, the thoughts of finally mastering the choreography kept me going.
âIâm pretty good at this,â I confidently commented while roaming my hands across Taeyongâs shoulders before he twirled me around to the rhythm. I could tell that Taeyong was just waiting for an excuse to pause the music and scold me for making a mistake. However, much to his dismay, I executed every move impeccably. âI had a pretty good teacher,â I added, stroking his ego. The D-day was approaching, and Taeyong obviously needed an extra boost of confidence.
âI must admit you were a piece of work. I have no idea what kind of sorcery is this,â Taeyong teased, staring into my eyes. We had practiced the routine plenty of times; we could probably perform it in blindfolds and not make a single mistake. âI must be a magician or something.â
âDonât push it,â I warned him in a very non-threatening tone, making him smirk. âBut itâs only partially your success. Seulgi told me I have the it⢠factor,â I proudly said, cracking Taeyong up, messing the choreography. âIs it a student-has-become-the-master kind of moment?â I asked, laughing at Taeyong. For the dance prodigy, he was getting distracted way too easily. It was suspicious.
With a broad smile upon his face, Taeyong grabbed my wrists, making me look at him.
âHow about we finish up for today? I have a surprise for you,â Taeyong said, and I cocked my eyebrows, biting my bottom lip. âNot that kind of surprise,â he added, rolling his eyes at me. âWe might get it on later, though.â
âWhat kind of surprise then?â
âWait a second,â Taeyong spoke, quickly jogging out of the practice room. In a minute, he was back with a garment bag in his hands. âHere, thatâs for you. Seulgi came in the morning to drop it off for you,â he explained, and I pulled down the zipper. It was going to be my costume for the contest, and I was curious how it looked.
I was speechless. At first, I thought it was a joke. I wouldnât be able to perform in that. However, the more I looked at it, the more sense it made. It was a simple white suit shirt, but when mixed with a leather body harness, high-waisted shorts, and boots, it fitted the concept beautifully.
âDo you like it? I thought it was too revealing, but Seulgi insisted you would look amazing in it. I mean⌠it fits the mood, but if youâre not comfortable with it, we still have some time to find something else,â Taeyong blabbered, and my heart swelled. It was very sweet of him to consider my comfort above anything else.
âItâs skimpy, but itâs fine. I like it,â I replied, having no idea where my confidence was coming from. A few months ago, Iâd be anxious to even try it on in the confines of my bedroom. However, now I was planning on showing a lot of skin on national television during prime hours on the weekend. I mustâve gone insane.
âDo you want to try it on?â Taeyong challenged, pulling the hangers out of the bag.
âYou mean⌠here?!â
âCome on, it wouldnât be the first time you took off your clothes in the middle of the practice room,â Taeyong concluded, smiling at me mischievously.
âPass,â I firmly rejected his dare, even though it felt tempting. âItâs not fun when Iâm doing it alone,â I added, and Taeyong grabbed the hem of his T-shirt, more than ready to discard his clothes in a blink of an eye. âDonât fool around,â I warned him, placing my hand over his before he managed to take his T-shirt off.
âYouâre right. Letâs go to my place first,â Taeyong agreed, zipping the bag before he grabbed my hand, leading me out of the practice room.
 ***
 On the day of the performance, I woke up with a terrible stomach ache. No matter how much fantastic sex Taeyong and I had, I was not mentally prepared to perform in front of the whole nation. I felt sick, almost as if my body was telling me to quit before Iâd embarrass myself on national television. Stress was eating me from the inside.
âWhat are you doing up so early? Letâs go back to bed,â Taeyong purred in his raspy morning voice as he sneaked his arm around my waist, pulling me against him. âYou need to be rested before the performance. Trust me, you donât want a camera to catch you yawning,â he added, nuzzling his nose in the crook of my neck, breathing hot air against my skin.
âThanks for giving me one more thing to stress about,â I deadpanned, heaving a deep sigh, staring at the ceiling. It was a mistake. I should have never agreed to Seulgiâs proposition in the first place. What the hell was I thinking? âI think itâs a bad idea. We should quit.â
Taeyong wasnât in the mood for my nagging so early in the morning; he was having none of it. âYouâre being ridiculous. Weâve practiced so much. Weâre gonna win it with ease,â he declared, pressing a featherlike kiss against my jaw. âBut for real,â he added, climbing on top of me, trapping me between his thighs, âweâre going to win. And even if we donât, itâs fine. Really, if somehow we lose to Doyoung and his partner, Iâll just punch him backstage.â
âHow can you say that?â I said with a sigh, running my hands across his thighs, finding it rather calming. âI know you said we should rest, but how aboutâŚâ I trailed, and Taeyong smiled before eagerly capturing my lips, reading me like an open book.
âSay no more,â Taeyong whispered before his hands traveled under my shirt.
Unfortunately, Taeyongâs phone started buzzing on the nightstand before he managed to pull my panties down. With a groan, he extended his arm, staring at the screen.
âItâs Seulgi.â
âWhat are you waiting for? Itâs her wedding day. Pick it up,â I yelled at him as I fell on the pillow, admiring his handsome face when he was talking to Seulgi.
âPlease, not you, too,â he barked, rubbing his face in annoyance. Though I barely could make out what she was saying, I figured this much Seulgi and I were suffering from the same stress-fuelled illness. It was her wedding day, after all. Even if it was obvious she loved Irene with a burning passion, she wasnât immune to pre-wedding anxiety.
Seulgi was talking her stress away, and Taeyong just hummed and nodded his head, registering her words. For some reason, the pressure didnât seem to bother Taeyong at all. It was weird, but at least he was the voice of reason, which could help me and Seulgi cope.
âBreath in, breath out,â Taeyong spoke when Seulgi made a pause long enough for him to interject. âI know itâs a big deal, but thereâs nothing to worry about. Youâre getting married to Irene. You love her so much,â Taeyong reminded her, winking at me, expecting Seulgi to end the call soon. âEverybodyâs a little nervous; itâs completely normal.â
It was beautiful how close Taeyong and Seulgi were. They had each otherâs backs in all types of situations.
About ten minutes later, Seulgi finally calmed down. Taeyongâs reassuring words swept the anxiety away, and she was more than ready to get married to the love of her life.
Once Seulgi hung up, Taeyong threw his phone on the bed and secured my legs around his hips before he leaned forward, giving me a quick kiss. âSeulgi says hi, by the way,â he added, sneaking his hand under the hem of my panties.
âWhat?â
âWhat do you mean what?â Taeyong looked down at me, creasing his eyebrows in confusion.
âShe knows?â I yelled, unable to comprehend how, on Earth, Seulgi figured out I was in Taeyongâs bed. She couldnât know. She wasnât even there when our romance bloomed. âHow?â
âYeah, is it a bad thing, though? You didnât want to fuck me in secret, did you?â Taeyong challenged, not really answering my inquiry. Did Seulgi figure it out on her own? Or did Taeyong told her about us? And, the biggest question mark was: what were we to begin with? âSeulgi must have some sort of sixth sense. She was bothering me about the sexual tension between us since day one of your training.â
âI wouldnât call it sexual tension per se, but there was something going on,â I replied, reminiscing how rocky our beginning was. âBut I think we were interruptedâŚâ I reminded him, and Taeyong with a playful smirk on his face dived right between my thighs.
 ***
 The streaming should begin at 8 p.m., but we had to arrive before 5 p.m., so the make-up artists and stylists could prepare us for the performance. Sitting in that chair and waiting for all pampering to be over with was stressful as fuck. I tried to preoccupy myself with an idea of Taeyong, but whenever someone threw a question in my direction, I was being pulled out of my train of happy thoughts.
I wanted to get on the stage and be done with it. Unfortunately, whoever funded that contest didnât think of the mental health of its participants when making todayâs schedule.
Punctually, the show began its transmission at 8 oâclock. However, at the very beginning, the MC had to introduce all sponsors. Going through them took him about twenty minutes. Then, they interviewed some of the eliminated dancers, asking them questions either about their experience in the competition or simply who they thought would win.
Later, they decided to rewind the contestantsâ moments in the show. At first, they showed Doyoung and his partner, and a few experts analyzed their performance, wondering what the odds of them winning were.
When the host announced the rewind of Taeyongâs and Seulgiâs stages, the jury only talked about the sudden switch up, confirming it was the first time it ever happened in the grand finale. It startled a lot of people why would Seulgi drop out, but Taeyong explained it in a brief interview.
âIt was a crazy coincidence, but Seulgi couldnât participate today because she is getting married today,â Taeyong revealed, and the audience cooed loudly, obviously supporting her choice. âI was stressed at first, but Seulgi found an amazing dancer to take her spot. She really chose well,â he added, and I looked at him, trying not to cry in front of everyone.
It was almost impossible to fish out a compliment from Taeyong during practice, but right now, he did it on his own accord, melting my heart with his words.
âEverybody is dying to know more about your partner,â the MC started, shifting his attention to me. I didnât particularly like to be put in the spotlight, but before I managed to spit some nonsense, Taeyong butt in, rescuing the day.
âAlthough she doesnât have much experience in dance competitions, I think sheâs a great dancer. To think of it, she is my secret weapon,â Taeyong added, and I almost ran into his arms, feeling too overwhelmed by his speech.
âAlright then, letâs see what you got after a short commercial break,â the MC cheerfully announced before I bolted out of the stage as I felt the stress crept into my head.
âCalm down,â Taeyong softly spoke as he approached me, holding my hand, drawing circles with his thumb. âYouâve got this. Just focus on me,â he added, flashing me a reassuring smile before kissing my knuckles.
âAwww⌠isnât it adorable?â Someone snickered, and I didnât need to turn my head around to know it was Doyoung. He was like a venomous snake, trying to sneak into our subconscious and make us even more anxious. It couldnât be fair play.
âBuzz off,â I barked as I didnât want to let him tick Taeyong off. Taeyong was my safety pin, and I didnât want him to go full rage on Doyoung. Their backstage battle would make it to the news, but Iâd rather prevent it from happening.
âWith Seulgi on your arm, I was giving you a five percent chance of winning,â Doyoung started, ignoring my warning. âNow, when sheâs gone, I wonât even have fun beating you on the stage,â he added, and I almost surged forward to punch him. If it wasnât for Taeyong, who held me in my place, Iâd definitely rearranged Doyoungâs face.
âDonât let him get into your head,â Taeyong whispered into my ear, and I nodded my head, sighing. Then, it struck me. Doyoungâs motive wasnât to mess with Taeyong but with me. He knew I was the weakest link, and he wanted to guarantee his victory by making me doubt myself. His words rung in my head, but one look at Taeyong helped me relax. We had practiced it a thousand times; there was not a chance I would make a mistake.
âCome on. Letâs go. Theyâre calling us out,â Taeyong mused, pulling me towards the stage.
The silence filled the auditorium when we got on the stage, taking our respective places. I stole a glance at Taeyong â he was mouthing words of encouragement seconds before the MC announced our performance.
I can hear it callin'
Loving the way you wanna talk
Touch me, tease me, feelâ
meâ
up
Callin', something inâ
the way you wanna talk
On two sides of the stage, we moved to the rhythm, telling the story of two strangers lusting over each other from afar. With hunger in our eyes, we tried to seduce each other with sharp movements, showcasing our attributes.
You gotâ
me sayin', you got me sayin'
How you doing? Tell me what's your name (Ey, tell me what's your name?)
What's your sign? Feeling like you are into me
Taeyong ran up to me like a man enchanted by the sirenâs voice, rolling his body against mine. It was his moment to shine; everybodyâs eyes were on him as he owned the stage with his overflowing charisma.
Baby, we're two distant strangers
I know you don't speak my language
But I love the way she's talking to me (Talking to me)
I can hear it callin' from where you are
Loving the way you wanna talk
Touch me, tease me, feel me up
Touch me, tease me, feel me up
It was a classic game of cat and mouse. Though our bodies were so close to each other, we moved in perfect synchronization, careful not to brush against each other. The chemistry between us was undeniable, and the feeling of yearning was visible from the very last row.
Max, max, max, we can have it all (To the max)
If you back, back, back, back, back it up (Back it, back it)I'll take you where you wanna, got the gas in the tank (Wow)
If you really wanna make it last (Git, git, git)
Finally, as the song slowly progressed to the end, we were showing intense frustration. We were portraying two individuals, yearning for intimate contact, who were hastily losing their minds over uncontrollable passion.
I can hear it callin' from where you are (Callin', woo)
Loving the way you wanna talk (Love the way you talk)
Touch me, tease me, feel me up (Yeah, yeah)
Touch me, tease me, feel me up
The song was to end soon. The last chorus rolled in â it was our cue. After all teasing, we finally made the connection, ready to combust out of raw craze. After three minutes of painful longing, we were to reach completion.
I can hear it callin' from where you are (Callin', woo)
Loving the way you wanna talk (Love the way you talk)
Touch me, tease me, feel me up (Yeah, yeah)
Touch me, tease me, feel me up
It was all or nothing. We were finally together, touching each other with fervor. Â The audience was eating our performance up â particularly when Taeyong showcased his flexibility and body control.
Tell me how you like it babe (How you)
I don't even know your name (How you, ey)
I love the way you're talking to me
It was finally time to finish our performance with a bang; we needed to show something spectacular, something Doyoung wouldnât ever think about. As the singer began the last verse, it was my cue to run into Taeyongâs embrace. The second the last syllable rolled of the singerâs tongue, Taeyong caught me in his arms, and the lights went out to add a dramatic twist to our performance.
For a while, the audience was silent. However, a few seconds later, they roared in excitement, clapping loudly, showing how much they enjoyed our stage.
The MC was congratulating us, but I was too thrilled to register his words. I still couldnât believe I performed on national television and didnât trip and smash my face.
I had no idea how I found myself backstage, but there was a high chance Taeyong led me off the stage. I was too overwhelmed to do it on my own.
I even forgot that Johnny, together with Yeri â the love of his week, had backstage passes. I only remembered that when he wrapped his arms around me in a bear hug, congratulating me.
âYou gotta quit that office job and start dancing professionally,â Johnny ordered, and I smiled, glad that he enjoyed my performance. âWe both gotta quit. Youâll be dancing, and Iâll be a badass FBI agent.â
âYou two were great,â Yeri politely said when Johnny let me go. âThank you so much for letting me backstage.â
âNo problem,â Taeyong replied as he grabbed my shaking hands. âAre you okay?â He asked, cupping my face, making me look at him. âYou rocked the stage,â he added before he leaned forward to peck my lips.
Ignoring Johnnyâs perplexed expression, I wrapped my arms around Taeyong in a comfortable hug. I hadnât suitably introduced Johnny to the concept of me dating Taeyong, but hopefully, our interaction got the message across.
Emotions were slowly fading away, but I still needed Taeyongâs support. I was a rookie, and I had no experience with this type of stress. Something was calming about Taeyongâs aura; I couldnât pinpoint what exactly, but I wasnât going to question it.
âAnticipation is killing me,â I muttered against his skin. âCan he already go on that fucking stage?â I yelled, wondering why Doyoungâs performance didnât start yet. I knew the MC was building up tension, but it was too much for me to handle.
âWe could always skip,â Taeyong casually spoke, and I pulled away to look at him. What the hell was he talking about? I hadnât agreed to help him out, so we didnât wait until the end. âIf we lose, we lose. If we win, your friend can accept the prize, canât he?â
âAre you insane?â
âMaybe a little bit,â he answered with a bright smile, brushing stray hair off my forehead. âI just want to know the result already so we can go to Seulgiâs wedding and congratulate them,â he added, and I nodded my head. Though we couldnât participate during the ceremony, the least we could do was to show up ridiculously late to the reception.
âCan they hurry the fuck up now?â I craned my neck, trying to find Doyoung and his partner. They were arguing about something right behind the curtain. Everything seemed they werenât in the right headspace.
âI donât think I want to see their performance,â Taeyong whispered, tightening his grasp on my waist. âHow about a quickie in the dressing room? What do you say?â He proposed, and I smacked him, telling him to behave. It was tempting, but we really shouldnât. I wouldnât walk up that stage with messed-up post-sex hair.
âGet a grip,â I added, gently elbowing him. âLetâs just hit the snack table. I am hungry,â I spoke, pulling him away when the MC invited Doyoung and his dance partner onto the stage.
While munching on snacks, we stared at each other fondly. In some weird way, we were helping each other cope with anticipation and stress. Though it was tempting to check out their performance, we decided it was for the better if we didnât.
They performed to âHips Donât Lie,â and it was almost impossible to turn my head around to check out Doyoungâs sick moves. Having considered all the videos I had seen of him, I was sure he looked gorgeous.
âWhat about a little peek?â Taeyong questioned, unable to control his urge to see his rivalâs performance. âI thought I could endure it, but I canât,â he added, and I nodded, giving in. Instantly, we ran to the nearest screen to watch their stage.
It was everything I imagined. Their moves were executed with precision and grace, but entertainment-wise, I was bored. They had the skills, but something about the general concept didnât fulfill my expectations.
No matter how great of a dancer Doyoung was, he just could not pull this song off as the original artist did. Regardless of how hard he swayed his hips, it just didnât live up to its potential. Though I wasnât educated enough to give an honest review, it felt meh.
The audience in the studio whistled and shouted once they finished their performance, giving them a round of applause. With genuine smiles, Doyoung and his partner bowed before they ran off the stage.
Now, only thirty minutes of aggressive advertising, and we would know the winner.
âIs it too late to agree to that quickie?â
âYou shouldâve said so earlier,â Taeyong answered with an innocent smile as he reached to hold my hand. âThe best I can do is cuddles,â he added, leading me to the couch, letting me rest my head on his shoulder. âIt feels nice.â
âIt does, but it doesnât take my mind off things like a quickie would.â
âDonât even try. I am not going on that stage with a boner in my pants,â Taeyong warned, peeling my hand off his thigh, pressing a delicate kiss against my knuckles.
Though it wasnât as preoccupying as sex, it was still nice. And most importantly, it took our minds off the unbearable anticipation. A staff member actually needed to gently shake Taeyongâs shoulder to remind us that the MC was calling us to the stage.
Taeyongâs hand didnât leave mine once we were waiting for the big reveal. It was fine if we lost. Next year, Seulgi and Taeyong would definitely make it to the top.
When the MC announced the winner, a few confetti bombs exploded. The audience roared in excitement, but I had no clue what was going on. Uncertainty was over â one of us won.
Stress, anticipation, and anxiety slowed down my reactions. However, I figured it would be weird if Taeyong picked me up and spun me around in his arms if we lost. It could only mean one thing â we did it.
We won.
Taeyongâs acceptance speech was short and simple. He thanked everyone who succored him discover his passion for dancing, who supported him throughout his dream, who directly helped him get this far, and me.
When I was handed the microphone for the first time that evening, I basically rephrased Taeyong words. Maybe it wasnât my dream, but it felt damn good to assist Taeyong in achieving his. It was a bumpy road, but overall, it was all worth it.
The MC handed me a statue after shaking my hand, congratulating me once more. Taeyong, on the other hand, was gifted a huge check for 20 thousand dollars.
âLetâs go,â Taeyong whispered to me, running off the stage with me.
 ***
It was shortly before midnight when the Uber parked in front of the hotel where Seulgiâs and Ireneâs reception took place. It was beautifully decorated with lights and flowers, making it look like a magical castle.
Though the security didnât want to grant entrance, one of Seulgiâs aunts recognized Taeyong and told the man to let us in. She was nice enough to help us out, but she still found some time to glance disapprovingly at my stage costume. I wouldnât be surprised if she gossiped to her entire family I was a prostitute.
As soon as we walked into the ballroom, Seulgi noticed us. She was sitting by the table, eating the wedding cake with Irene. In an instant, she rose from her chair and ran up to us, throwing herself on Taeyongâs neck.
âYou won! I knew it!â She shouted as she gave Taeyong a bone-crushing hug. âIrene and I sneaked out for a while to watch your performance. You smashed them,â Seulgi added before she turned to me, congratulating me too.
âYou were amazing,â Irene approached us, sending a polite smile. Unlike Seulgi, Irene was much calmer and collected.
âYou are finally married,â Taeyong spoke, beaming. âYou better have everything recorded. I gotta know every embarrassing thing that I missed,â he added in a teasing manner, earning a playful jab from Seulgi. âI bet you cried during your vows.â
âCongratulations,â I chimed in, breaking their friendly banter before it properly started. It was Seulgiâs wedding day, after all.
After we caught up, Seulgi and Irene walked off to the dance floor, leaving us by the table alone. For a while, we admired them. They looked absolutely stunning in their white suits, dancing, basking in happiness.
âDo you know where the gifts are held?â I inquired suddenly, looking around.
âWhy? Did you have time to get them anything?â Taeyong asked before he stuffed his mouth with a chocolate glazed strawberry. âOr are you thinking of stealing some?â
âI just want to give them my part of the prize,â I started, making Taeyong choke on the fruit. âSeulgiâs the rightful winner, and I think itâs only right.â
âAre you sure? Itâs a lot of money.â
âYeah, I know, but I really want to do that,â I replied, fiddling with my fingers. âI donât need this money, so I want to give it to her.â
âYouâre so hot right now,â Taeyong said, making me turn my head in embarrassment. âIf thatâs what you really want to do, do it. But remember, you earned it.â
âI am sure.â
âThen let me spoil you with my prize,â Taeyong offered, staring into my eyes. At first, I thought he was joking, but when his gaze didnât even falter, I understood how serious he was. âWell⌠look at that. What are the odds?â Taeyong spoke as a familiar melody echoed within the walls of the grand ballroom. âItâs our song. Shall we dance?â
Having glanced at Seulgi, who whispered something to the DJ, I smiled at Taeyong. Though I was sick and tired of Love Talk already, it was kind of our song. We had been listening to this song too much, and regardless of how good it was, the prospect of it being our anthem terrified me.
âOne last time,â I gave in, accepting Taeyongâs invitation, letting him lead me to the dance floor. Despite having mastered the choreography to it, I just wrapped my arms around his neck, slowly waltzing to it.
âThatâs nothing like we practiced,â Taeyong pinpointed, and I chuckled, shaking my head. âI donât mind, though. Itâs comfy,â he added as his hands found purchase on my hips.
âSeulgi doesnât look pleased. She didnât expect us to perform, did she?â I whispered into Taeyongâs ear, hugging him closer. âAlso, it canât be our song. We have to change it; the sooner, the better,â I complained, but Taeyong just chuckled into my ear, humming softly.
Instead of giving me an actual answer, Taeyong decided to sing it.
âI love the way you're talking to me.â
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Friends with Benefits
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Pairing: Scott x OC, Derek x OC, Isaac x OC (brief)
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Smut
Characters: Scott, Stiles, Derek, Isaac (briefly), Erica (briefly), Allison (mentioned), Kate (mentioned), Braeden (mentioned), Liam (mentioned), Kira (mentioned), Max (OC)
Words: 2,742
A/N: Max (OC) is Stiles' twin sister.
Description: After being unlucky in love with Derek and Isaac, Max falls into the arms of Scott.
Being Stilesâ twin sister was hard work. Max had to live with his incessant need to be annoying all day, every day, and to be honest he was beginning to drive her up the wall. Stiles always felt the need to be nitpick at everything that she did, which he knew annoyed her to no end. Sometimes, your dad, the Sherriff, had to pull you off Stiles because of how much he had angered her.
âSeriously Stiles, can you not go one day without annoying me?! Youâre like one of those tiny bugs that you canât see but is buzzing around everybody.â
Stiles pressed his hand to his chest mockingly. âMax, you cut so deep. How could you say that to me? Iâm your brother!â A smile played on his lips when their father stopped Max from pouncing on him.
Although, if it wasnât for Stiles, Max would never have met Scott. The three of them have been inseparable ever since they met. Scott had been there through everything Max and Stiles went through, especially the passing of their mother. After that, a solid friendship was cemented between the three of them. Thatâs why Scott trusted Max wholly with the fact that he was a werewolf. At first, she was a little hesitant but after some coaxing from both Scott and Stiles, Max grew more comfortable with it which made her trust in Scott grow stronger.
However, when Max met the mysterious new friend of Scottâs, her whole world changed.
âErr, Scott. Whoâs that?â Scott and Stiles both turned in the direction you were looking. âThatâs Derek. Derek Hale. Heâs a werewolf, like me.â
Max couldnât take her eyes off Derek ,who was leaning against his Camaro. There was something about him that drew her towards him. Before she knew what was happening, Maxâs feet began to carry her towards Derek, a fire in her chest.
When Derek seen Max making her way towards him, he stood up straight and kept his eyes on her, as if he was entranced. âHey, Iâm Max. Stilesâ twin sister.â He took your outstretched hand and gave Max a sympathetic look. âIâm sorry about that.â âHEY! Iâm right here!âBoth of them erupted into giggles at Stilesâ reaction and stared at each other for a while before Derek broke the silence. âSo, do you know about everything that happens in Beacon Hills?â
Max nodded. âIâve known for a while. Iâm not gonna lie, it scares the shit out of me, but there is no way Iâm going to let my town come under attack.â Derek nodded appreciatively before opening the passenger door of his Camaro. âWant to go somewhere else and get to know each other?â
Max turned back and looked at the two boys who were flirting, very badly, with girls two years older than them. A wide smile crossed her face before nodding. âHell yeah!â Derek laughed at her enthusiasm before closing her door and making his way around to the drivers side.
Maxâs feelings for Derek blossomed over the next few months but she wanted to keep them secret, so their friendship wouldnât be ruined. However, during a fight with Derek, this secret was let slip.
âYou need to stop fighting with Scott, Derek. Please. All heâs trying to do is keep this town safe!â Derek slammed his fists down on the table and turned to Max, his red eyes shining bright. âAnd what the hell do you think iâm trying to do, eh?â Anger was beginning to bubble in the pit of Maxâs stomach.
âYou really think that killing people is helping this town? Because itâs not! By doing this, you are pushing everybody away, including me. I donât know about you, but I donât want to lose you!â
Derekâs eyes shone brighter as he walked over to Max and grabbed her shoulders. âIâm only killing the bad people, Max! Why canât you understand that?! Iâm doing this town a favour!âÂ
A tear was threatening to slip down Maxâs cheek as his words sunk in. âHow can you think that killing people is the right thing to do? I thought you were better than that, Derek! I need you to be better, I need you to change!âÂ
âWhy? Why do you need me to change?! Iâm perfectly fine the way I am!â The anger was beginning to bubble more; to the point that Max blurted out the one thing that she wanted to keep secret.
âBecause I love you!â Max slammed her hands over her mouth as the last word was said. Loud cackling came from behind and Max turned around to see Erica walking towards them. She turned back around to Derek, who was staring at her in shock, before running out of the Hale House and into the forest.Â
For the next week, Max avoided anything to do with Derek. That was, until he decided to break into her house one night.Â
Maxâs eyes shot open when she heard the sound of her bedroom window being opened. Carefully, she grabbed her lamp off her bedside table and hid at the side of the window, ready to attack the intruder. As soon as she seen two feet on the floor, Max swung the lamp towards the person.
âOw! What the hell was that for!â Max walked closer and seen that the intruder was indeed, Derek Hale. âDerek?! What the hell are you doing sneaking into my room at 1oâclock in the morning?!â
âWell, I was hoping to talk to you about something, if you wouldnât mind.â Derek nursed the back of his head whilst he took a seat at the bottom of Maxâs bed. âWhat makes it so important that it couldnât wait until morning?â Max took a seat next to Derek and examined the back of his head.Â
âI wanted to tell you before I lost my nerve.â Max quirked an eyebrow at him, clearly interested in what has made Derek so nervous. He took a deep breath and turned to Max.Â
âI know I should have told you this straight away, and Iâm sorry that I didnât. I just wanted to make sure that what I am feeling for you is genuine because.... I care about you too much to hurt you. I guess, what Iâm trying to say is that I love you to. But we have to wait until youâve graduated. It wonât look very good if a grown man is dating a high school student.â
Max stared at Derek with watery eyes and a large, beaming smile. She placed both of her hands on his cheeks and leaned in to plant a passionate kiss on his lips. âYou have no idea how long Iâve wanted to do that.âÂ
A playful glint was evident in the corners of Derekâs eyes. âYes, yes I do.â
Around a month after confessing her feelings to Derek, Max started to date Isaac. It was going so well at first. Max was beginning to develop feelings for Isaac as well as Derek. She loved being in Isaacs presence and he made her feel safe. However, all of that fell apart when Max found out that Isaac had cheated on her with Allison on their 6 month anniversary. After, Max had a fling with Aiden. This relationship wasnât serious and it quickly ended when Aiden was killed by the Oni.
Max has been single ever since and she only had a year and a half left until she could graduate high school and finally be with the one man that she has always wanted. However, she didnât know that the plans that she and Derek made all those nights ago was going to come crashing down around her.
Max had heard through the grapevine that Derek was dating Braeden, which she was absolutely fine with, until he left with Braeden after the pack had saved Scott from Kate and the Berserkers.Â
She was left heartbroken and through herself into her school work and the pack to keep her mind off Derek. Max became more focused on helping Liam hone his new werewolf abilities as well as helping him study for school. Stiles was, well Stiles. Scott was determined more than ever to keep the rest of the pack in Beacon Hills which is why he was broken when Kira left to gain control of her kitsune powers.
One night, Max and Scott were âstudyingâ for a huge maths final that was coming up. Laughing and giddiness filled the room as the two of them messed around on Scottâs bed. âThis is the most fun Iâve had in a while. Thanks, Scott, I really needed this.âÂ
Scott turned to Max with a beaming smile. âAnything for my best friend.â Max cocked an eyebrow at him. âI thought my brother was your best friend.â Scott placed a a finger to his lips. âShh, it can be our little secret.â
They both lay down on the pillows and stared at the ceiling, content with each others company. âIâve missed being with somebody like this, just having fun.â Scott turned to Max, his head resting on his arm and a warm smile on his face.
âI forgot to ask, how have you been since Derek left with Braeden? I know how much you cared for him.â At this question, Maxâs whole demeanour changed and she stiffened up, still bitter about everything that had happened to her.Â
Scott sensed this change and immediately sat upright, concern written all over his features. âIâm sorry, Max. If you donât want to talk about it, itâs Ok.â Max shook her head and sat up. âItâll do me some good talking about it. Iâve kept it bottled up for so long, Iâve grown to resent what me and Derek had.â
Scott scooted closer and wrapped a comforting arm around Maxâs shoulders as she began to talk about how the events had affected her. âI just feel as though Iâm not good enough for anybody. First, Isaac cheats on me and then Derek leaves me when he promised that weâd be together when I graduated, which isnât to long away now.âÂ
Her head hung low at the thought of graduation. What once was a happy thing to look forward to was now something that she resented as it would remind her of something that was never going to happen. âIâm never going to be good enough for anybody. Iâm better off away from everybody, where nobody can get bored of me. Iâm just something that people can have before they find something better.âÂ
A low growl left Scottâs mouth as the last few words came out of Maxâs mouth. Out of the blue, Scott grabbed Maxâs face with both of his hands and kissed her. Max immediately melted into the kiss, running her fingers through his chestnut brown locks. Tongues began fighting for dominance as the kiss became more heated. Scott placed his hands on Maxâs waist and heaved her onto his lap so she was straddling him. Maxâs hands left Scottâs hair and travelled down the back of his neck and around to his chest.Â
She began to tug at the bottom of his shirt, indicating that it needed to come off. Taking the hint, Scott broke away and took his shirt off, throwing it onto the floor. One by one, more clothes came off as the kiss developed further. A pile of them were at the foot of Scottâs bed, and both him and Max were naked in front of each other.
Max lay down on the bed as Scott manoeuvred himself on top of her, his eyes travelling the whole of her body. âSo beautiful.â He leaned down and placed a loving kiss on her lips. One of his hands began to massage one of Maxâs breasts, which made her groan into the kiss. Scott chuckled at her response and began to kiss down her body, leaving small hickeys in places that nobody could see, all while his fingers were flicking her ever growing nipple. Â
He stopped kissing just before her pussy which caused Max to whine. âPlease, Scott. Donât stop now.â He flashed her a devilish smile before disappearing inside her, his tongue lapping circles on her clit. Max felt the familiar sensation brewing in the pit of her stomach and she was desperate to get her release. âScott...more....please.â
As if her knew, Scott ceased his actions and wagged his finger at Max. âDid you really think it was going to be that easy?â Max gulped as his eyes flashed a deep red. He chuckled at her silence and he slid two fingers into her, her juices acting as lube. Maxâs face was in bliss as Scottâs fingers moved faster and faster inside her. He slid in a third and a fourth finger and a smile crossed his face as he felt her walls beginning to pulsate around his fingers.Â
Scott slid his fingers out and crawled onto her once again, sliding his long length inside of her. Maxâs walls stretched to the maximum as she adjusted to his size. He was the biggest that she had ever taken and she was looking forward to the fun they were going to have.Â
Max gave Scott a nod before he began moving inside her. His movements were slow at first, careful not to hurt you, but soon after his alpha side took over. Scott fucked her into the bed, screams of delight and pleasure leaving his lips. His hands wrapped around her hips so tight that he was sure it was going to leave bruises.Â
Max could feel herself coming close to her release, so she grabbed Scottâs shoulders and squeezed as her walls clenched around Scottâs length. He released after a few more pumps and came, loud profanities leaving his lips.Â
Scott pulled out and lay down next to Max, pulling her into him. A thick sheen of sweat covered both of their bodies as they both lay there, heavily breathing. A loud vibration sounded from the nightstand and Max reached over to answer it. She talked for a while before hanging up and gathering her stuff to leave. Stiles was on his way home and he had offered to pick her up from Scottâs as she had left her car at home.Â
âIâll see you later, Scott. Stiles is coming to pick me up.â Max left the room without looking at Scott and walked down the stairs, out of the front door. Stiles was already waiting for her by the time she had got out. Max opened the passenger door to the jeep and threw her stuff in the back before hopping inside.
âHow did it go?â Max shrugged. âYou know, same old boring school work. Nothing new.â Stiles nodded in agreement before starting up the jeep and driving the journey home.
The next day, Max was stood at her locker at school when Scott approached her. She kept focused on the stuff in her locker and kept packing her bag, completely ignoring him. Scott let out a small sigh. âPlease talk to me.âÂ
Max took a deep breath and closed her locker before turning to him. She tried her best to keep a straight face but the puppy dog look Scott was currently wearing was too much to handle and Max smiled at how adorable he looked. This made Scott smile, small dimples revealing themselves in his cheeks. However, that smile soon faded and concern grew on Maxâs face.
âWhatâs wrong?â Her head cocked to the side as Scott shuffled his feet. âDo- do you regret what happened between us?â Max blushed at the question and shook her head. âNope, do you?â He also shook his head. âOf course not, but I am a little scared that Stiles will hit me with his bat when he finds out.â
Max laughed. âDo you really think that Iâm going to tell my overprotective twin brother that I had sex with out best friend?â Scott then laughed and shook his head. âI guess not.âÂ
Scott and Max carried on their conversation and came to a realisation that, since they are such good friends and they donât want to ruin that relationship, they should be friends with benefits.Â
Both of them were extremely happy with this arrangement. They kept it a secret from the pack and Stiles, of course, but when Max was alone she had lots of fun with the Alpha.
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caught between goodbye and I love you
DickKory | Pining | Eventual smut | Two shots | Post season 3 AU
Chapter 1: My heart is a sad affair
Nobody could say he didn't have been trying. Well, they could but it wouldn't be true.
Even though Bruce had made sure Dick knew how to attract the female attention, nobody told him what to do when it didnât work as planned. Or how to stanch the wound.
Hell, Bruce made sure he could seduce anyone that could be seduced. "It is a very useful skill to have in your utility belt, Chum" he said then. But it didn't mean Dick didnât pray for the sweet release of death back then when he was being forced to have seduction lessons under Alfred's or worse, Selina's tutelage.
He should have payed more attention to when they broke up, not that heâd have learnt something useful. They always got back together. He and Kory on other handâŚ
Well, been taught how to seduce someone for ulterior motives didnât mean he knew what to do when his goal was not mission oriented. Usually in a mission, after the seduction part was over, even if he had to date the person for more than one night, he had a script and a clear goal. But what if there was no mission? What if he had hopes instead of goals? What to do without no script to follow? No set of rules to guide him?
And he was especially bad when he genuinely cared, never being able to judge if he was trying too hard or too little, usually finding himself overcome with anxiety which resulted into pushing the object of his affections away in the long run. That happened to Dawn, to Babs, hell, despite being a completely different kind of relationship it almost happened with Rachel and Gar too. Thank goodness his children were way more forgiving.
Since Dawn was gone for good and he and Babs had broke up again after deluding themselves for a whole five minutes that their childhood trauma bonded romance could have a last hurrah. He was back to reality. The depressing reality that he, to his absolute despair, cared for Kory, so much, too much, more than he had thought that he ever could for anyone.
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Despite all his overthinking tendencies, all his overplanning, all his precautions, he really didnât see that coming. Of course, he was aware he was attracted to her from day one, it was nothing alarming back then, at least in the beginning. It hurt when she told him she needed to find out who she was before it got too serious, but he understood, and it was fine. They had time. And time they had, after their reunion, raising a household together, his physical attraction to her remained, and new set of feelings started breeding from their partnership. Something way more aggravating than the constant desire to fuck her brains off every time she entered the room, something deeper.
It took a while, because he was known for being stubborn as fuck, but he knew that a good detective canât cherry pick evidences, and eventually, he admitted to himself that he wanted to be with her forever. Which not only was a scary thought by itself, considering how much time he spent running from everything serious and true, but it made his insides twist in fear.
Because nothing that good could last. When the love of you life quite literally fell from heaven, heaven can take her back whenever. And the thought of losing her at any moment pushed his anxieties to the roof. Her behaviour havenât been exactly helping. Despite of not having anything substantial of proof, Dick could feel something was wrong with her, something that she wouldn't talk about no matter how many times he tried to approach her.
Maybe it was his fault, maybe he put himself in a position in which she felt responsible for his wellbeing but not trustworthy to be relied upon after the mess he had made with Slade and with Jason.
Besides, what claim did he have to demand any clarification from her? They weren't together.
But it still hurt. That feeling of uselessness, of having nothing to offer when she gave so much just being by his side.
They lived in the same house and were currently raising super powered teenagers together, everybody outside their tight circle assumed they were a couple, married even, hell, her sister thought they were together. And Kory hardly flinched when they dined out and the waiter called her âMrs Graysonâ, she joked about it, that also hurt, because it wasnât true. Yes they used to have sex, and yes he was trying to make his grimaces of pain to look like smiles on regular basis to hide how much he wanted her, but they are not together.
But it wasn't by Dick's choice.
It was Kory's.
And the rejection hurt, especially when he didnât expect it.
From all his many faults, Dick wasn't that kind of guy, it wasnât as if he didnât think that her rejection was impossible or insulting due to some high opinion of himself. But it just didnât make sense. He wasn't deluding himself, although he sometimes had no choice but doubt, wanting to believe and respect her choice, but when it had such dissonance with her actionsâŚ
Because, as much as he sometimes wanted to take the easy way out that his internal self-hatred provided â that he was crazy, pathetic and there was no way in heaven or hell such woman would have feelings for him â Dick had also been trained in reading body language and micro expressions.
Everything about how Kory interacted with him felt like an invitation. Unless he had been suffering from a very serious case of psychosis (again), he couldnât have been imagining the longing in her gaze. Sometimes, even when he thought she wasnât in the room, he could feel her eyes in him. And it wasnât just the hot looks he was used to get from people that only thought he was attractive â even though Kory would give him plenty of those too, his skin had been reaping the benefits of all his ice cold showers. But, sometimes, especially when he was giving attention to their children, or just doing something mundane like reading or meditating, he could feel her watching. A gentle smile on her face, eyes like pools of warmth and endearment. Nobody ever looked at him like that, with such unadulterated fondness.
Or the way she found excuses to touch him. He always loved the feeling of falling, doing unnecessary stunts so he could only feel that special kind of rush. With Kory around to catch him whenever he needed, he had been doing that even more often so he could feel her strong arms around him, and she never denied him.
When they fought enemies, or trained, she always found a way to make skin contact, throwing him at their mark to give him an extra boost, instead of shouting for him to clear away from danger, sheâd physically pull him away in very unnecessary and unfortunately fast hugs.
Sheâd lean on his shoulder for no reason at all, even after her powers returned and she told everyone she was not feeling tired all the time anymore. In the mornings, while they washed the dishes together â since Gar banned them both from cooking â sheâd bump him with her hip to make him move out of her way, and her hands always lingered when handing him an utensil.
Kory was always pressing away invisible wrinkles on his clothing, and picking things from his hair, so much he could hear muffled giggles from the children every time she did that.
And how could he have been imagining the way her face lit every time he entered the room, or when someone mentioned his name? He couldn't have made anything like that up. Didn't have the self-esteem necessary, or the self-hatred necessary to imagine such torture.
Dick did wonder, though, if living with a woman that looked like what poets sang about, that had the personality correspondent of the most golden of summerâs day, and flirted with him mercilessly, but yet dismissed every attempt he made to turn their relationship into something romantic was just karma. In the past, he had abused his own good looks and knowledge. Hearts had been broken because of his folly, and now the universe was punishing him or something.
Yeah, right, as if the universe cared that much.
But then, when his bitterness and confusion were not settled at all, and he was getting ready for another night of delicious horrible dreams about the woman that did not want him, something weird happened.
Kory Anders, knocking on his door, with a bottle of tequila, just a few days after he finally asked her out and she destroyed his heart and made a mess of his head by saying no. Not only no, she said she didnât like him like that. That she loved him as a friend, and didnât want to make things more complicated.
What a bunch of garbage.
For a fraction of second he wondered what she'd do if he closed the door on her face. But he'd never be able to do that, so, wordlessly, he gave away the space she needed to enter his room.
âCan I help you?â he said when she just stood there, looking everywhere but him, as if his room were a great novelty.
Kory bit her lip and he wanted to die. He didnât want to believe she did those things out of malice, but sometimes one cannot help but being angry over such carelessness.
âKory?â he asked in that bitchy impatient way of his.
âI lied,â she finally said in a puff of breath.
âWhat you mean?â His heart was racing, it couldnât be. Was he asleep? Most of his dreams began with some sort of flashback of their first night. Terrible, terrible dreams that always ended too soon.
She looked away, searching for something, his heart shrank when swayed her body aside, thinking she was about to leave, but Kory placed the bottle and the cups on his dresser and turned back to him, the look she gave him making his throat feel raw. In two powerful strides she was all over him, firm elegant palms cradling his head as she tilted his face to the angle she wanted for their kiss. It was like if time went back.
He pulled her closer carefully, afraid sheâd disappear in the smoke of his lust filled memory if he went too hard or too fast, but even when she remained solid, warm under his touch, her teeth pulling his bottom lip mercilessly, then spreading licks and soothing kisses, her perfume making him dizzy, he let her lead. It was easier, which considering his tendency for always taking the most tortuous path, added a layer of pleasure in a luxury hardly ever taken.
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Notes:
I started writing this before season 3, because I wanted to write a fic in which Dick was pining, and also I wanted it to be steamy and smutty. But since the smut part is taking forever to finish and the pining part became bigger than what I planned, you get a two shot.
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âPlease donât this. I donât want to pretend. Iâm so tired of lying to you and Iâll have to pretend to the rest of my life. This might be the last night I will ever have to be myself, to be with you. I need this to be real.â
Kory took one of the hands off his hair, bending her arm backwards so she could rub him trough his trousers. Dick let out a moan and she used the opportunity to make a wet path of kisses across his cheekbones, until she reached his ear. She whispered something in her native language and licked his earlobe.
What else could he do? She wanted real. Heâd give her real.
Dick pulled her up as his lips claimed hers again, her powerful legs crossed around his hips. He held her up like that for a while, just enjoying the feel of her body pressed flush against his. His hands giving her support by moulding her round butt with his palms.
Dick he walked backwards until his chins hit the bed and he fell sitting with Kory on his lap. She stopped her ministrations to pull her hair from her face and look down at him.
âHey,â she said, her eyelashes were still wet, but her tears had stopped falling, she looked so⌠No wonder she belonged to the heavens, no being in the planet could be so perfect.
#dickkory#dickkori#starfire#nightwing#robstar#koriand'r#dick grayson#kory anders#kori anders#teen titans#titans#my fic#caught between goodbye and I love you#this is a ridiculously long title#complain to Miss Karen Carpenter#well to her shitty brother Richard#Richards *shake a fist*#a bunch of their sad songs are DickKory anthems to me#Where Do I Go from Here and Love Me For What I Am#(I'm Caught Between) Goodbye and I Love You#that gave this fic a name and I Can Dream Can't I? that gave this chapter a name always make me cry#they make me think about Kory in the end of NTT and the infinite crisis#I hate you DC#but this is set in Titans universe#and Anna's Kory shall not suffer the same destiny as CB Kory#or I swear to god I'll commit a crime
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Argo ch. 2
Friday the 13th - Friendship/Romance - Jason Voorhees/OC M/M ship
2084 words, 3rd person POV
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Meeting Lijah face to face threw off Jason's rhythm for the rest of the day, and for the entire day after. He had no idea what to do with himself. He could go home, but his mother would want progress by now and he did not want to try to explain how he let Lijah go when even he didn't know exactly why he did it. He could start planning the killings of the other counselors, but he couldn't focus long enough to think about that. His mind was stuck on Lijah, and he determined the only way to get unstuck was to see him again. He had to know why he wasn't afraid and treated him so kindly. There had to be some sort of motive.
Darkness fell over the camp that Friday night, and Jason patrolled the outskirts until every last fire went out and all noise had subsided. His blood was on fire, and he could not rest until his curiosity was sated. He quietly crept to the counselor cabins, searching for number five. Would Lijah be alone? Was this a good idea to come here at all? Jason berated himself internally for his interest in this person. This was stupid. Why was he here? He could easily just kill them all and return to his mother as usual. What was different this time?
There, a little distance from the other cabins, Jason saw a large number 5 painted on the side of the building. The lights were off, save for one room where the soft yellow glow spilled out into the woods where Jason stood. He steeled himself, prepared to fight if an ambush awaited him. Not quite ready, but ready enough, he approached the window and peered inside.
Lijah's bedroom was relatively tidy, minus the small heap of dirty clothes in one corner, and some posters with ragged edges and some tears that were taped to the walls. A dresser stood on the right side of the room next to the door, a small radio and some books resting atop it. Above the dresser hung a simple mirror, and it reflected Lijah's slim legs as he lay on the bed on the opposite end of the room. Jason turned his gaze to the left, seeing Lijah in a thin t-shirt and boxer briefs, reading a book on his bed. Was there ever a time he did not look so at peace?
Jason contemplated simply letting himself in, but he felt compelled to avoid scaring Lijah as long as he could. He sighed heavily and knocked on the window, hoping this wasn't the worst decision he could possibly make. Lijah gave a small start at the sound and turned to see who had made it. To Jason's surprise, Lijah's eyes lit up and he smiled as he set the book down and hopped off of the mattress. He lifted the window open and stepped aside for Jason to climb through.
"Hey!" Lijah greeted cheerfully, "I was hoping I'd get to see you again!"
Jason awkwardly clambered into the room, his size proving troublesome for the space provided by the window. He grunted as he heaved himself through, but he managed without Lijah's offered assistance. He closed the window behind him and turned back to Lijah, the closeness of the walls and ceiling emphasizing just how much of a height and width difference there was between them.
"Have a seat!" Lijah insisted, patting the bed, "Make yourself at home. I was just reading a few chapters to make myself tired enough to sleep, but I can stay up to hang out with you."
Jason sank into the mattress, watching Lijah the entire time. Was something wrong with him that he didn't perceive a threat from Jason? Or maybe he was just leading him on and tricking him into trusting him, and then he would turn against him later. Lijah stepped over to his dresser to retrieve one of the books. Jason saw that it was a spiral bound notebook with a pencil jammed in the binding. Lijah brought the notebook to the bed and climbed up to sit next to him, folding his legs underneath himself.
"I figured since you don't talk, this might help if you want to tell me something about yourself or ask me questions," Lijah explained, "Are you comfortable with writing?"
Jason shrugged. It had been a long time since he had written anything, not counting his own name in the dirt yesterday. He was able to read, but he wasn't confident in his spelling or handwriting. He accepted the notebook anyway, having some questions for Lijah that he could not express through body language.
"cant rite good. ELijah college?" he wrote, needing to spell the full name and crossing out the 'E' to get it right.
"Do I go to college?" Lijah checked, and upon Jason's nod, he elaborated, "Yup, I'm on break right now, but I'm going back in the fall for my senior year. I'm studying psychology and sociology. I'm hoping I can get into social work or therapy or something and help a lot of people."
Jason's frustration increased at this declaration. There was no way he was this good. There had to be some dark side to him somewhere.
"What about you?" Lijah asked, "Do you live around here? And, I don't mean to be rude, but how old are you?"
Jason nodded and returned to the notebook.
"live with Mother by camp. im 23."
"Oh, nice, you're only two years older than me!" Lijah commented, "Do you get along well with your mom?"
Jason nodded and pointed to Lijah as a means to ask him the same question.
"I don't live with my parents anymore," Lijah answered, his tone changing very slightly to hint at some discomfort, "They're good people, but I couldn't live in that environment anymore once I started college. I've pretty much been living either at school or at summer camps for the past few years, but I'm looking into apartments for myself so I can have a place to live after I graduate."
There was the lead. Something must have been wrong with Lijah's family life to force him out on his own, and the implication that he didn't have friends to stay with made the mystery all the more enticing. He remembered the female counselor from the day before who had asked to go with Lijah before he and Jason had met.
"frends?" Jason wrote, "girl frend?"
Lijah laughed, and Jason felt a shiver at the sound for some reason.
"I get along with everybody, but I don't really have any close friends," he said, "I haven't dated anyone for a while now either. I've been focusing on myself and getting through school, though also the people I tend to date are...not the best for me."
From what Jason had seen of Lijah from afar, he seemed like he had lots of friends and was close with many people, but now it seemed he was just as alone as Jason himself. He stared at Lijah for a moment, trying to figure him out. It was then that he noticed some tiny details about Lijah's face that he hadn't seen in the woods yesterday.
Lijah had freckles on his nose, and his eyelashes were long. His eyes were a greenish hazel, and crinkled at the corners when he smiled. His usually fluffy brown hair was somewhat damp looking, possibly from a recent shower. Jason couldn't explain it, but Lijah was rather pleasant to look at.
"So you don't have to answer this if you don't want to, but I'm a little curious," Lijah prompted, snapping Jason back to reality, "Why do you wear a hockey mask? Is it good for keeping bugs out of your face?"
Jason tensed. He didn't want Lijah to see his face under the mask. That would surely scare him and make him hate him like everyone else. Jason shook his head and tried to think of an excuse to write down, but all he could think of was,
"i like it."
Lijah nodded upon reading this.
"That's a good, solid reason for anything," he agreed, "I should start living by that a little more, honestly."
Jason relaxed at this, relieved that Lijah accepted that answer. He wasn't sure why, but he was beginning to want Lijah to like him. It was almost like when he was a child and wanted to be friends with the other kids at camp, but this felt different somehow. Lijah didn't have friends of his own either, so they would only have each other if this worked.
Jason did not even think about possibly killing Lijah at this point. He was far too invested in who he was as a person, as well as excited at the possibility of having a real friend, to remember what his mission was. Mother wasn't expecting him back until August. It should be fine.
"Alright, Jason, I'm gonna tell you something and I don't want you to get upset," Lijah began, scratching the back of his head, "But I figure if you wanted to, you could have easily killed me a few times by now, so I think I'm safe. I honestly thought you were gonna kill me yesterday in the woods - we've all heard the stories of the Killer of Crystal Lake or whatever; they warned me of the history of this place when I was hired - but I like to give everyone the benefit of the doubt and treat everyone the way I'd want to be treated. I figured if I died, I would die putting my best foot forward, and, wouldn't you know it, I did that literally."
Jason blinked. Was that really all he'd needed to not kill people? Someone being nice to him?
"For the record, and I'm sure you know this already, but I'm not scared of you now. People don't have to look a certain way to be good or bad. And, hey, if you helped me out and came to visit me like this, you can't be all bad, can you?"
Either Lijah was too naive for his own good or he was very good in the field he was studying. Perhaps both? Jason wasn't sure. He picked up the pencil again to write,
"can i see u more?"
Lijah read this and nodded.
"I'd love that!" he enthused, "Please, come see me this time of night any night you want. I've got lots of books to read, I've got food in the fridge, you can shower here if you want to...I'm the only one who uses this cabin, so really, I don't mind you being here and making yourself comfortable."
Jason wasn't an expert at body language or understanding people in general, but it was clear to him that Lijah desperately wanted a friend. He felt a twitch at the corners of his mouth, a small smile breaking through. Whatever this was between them, they both wanted it, needed it, and Jason looked forward to exploring an actual friendship with someone his own age. Maybe he could bring Lijah back to Mother and show her that there was someone special in the outside world, someone who cared about everyone.
It was a nice thought, but nice thoughts never lasted long.
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Jason and Lijah spent several hours that night getting to know each other. Jason could not believe how easy it was to communicate with him and even more so how easy it was to let his guard down. He found himself having fun, something he couldn't remember the last time it happened. Lijah did grow quite tired after midnight, however, so Jason excused himself through the window to allow Lijah to sleep.
He returned to his temporary campsite in the woods to get some rest as well, wanting to have plenty of energy tomorrow to spend more time with Lijah. He wondered if he had tried to approach the counselors he'd killed differently, if he had a more approachable mask and cleaned up the rest of his appearance, would he have been able to befriend them too? He doubted that notion the instant it materialized in his mind; those counselors weren't like Lijah and would have been afraid of him either way. Lijah was special...Jason could feel it deep within him. Just a few hours with him made Jason reconsider killing anyone this summer.
He hoped Mother would approve.
#friday the 13th fanfiction#friday the 13th#jason voorhees#canon/oc#slasher fanfiction#slashers#argo fic
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Hiraeth Chapter 51: Folly
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Chapter Fifty-Two: Folly
Notes: I do so love these talking chapters. Thatâs where the character development happens. But this shall be one of the last ones. There is a lot of action that has to happen soon. No time for words! ACTION!
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After spending an entire morning at Morganâs graduation ceremony, they had come to the unanimous conclusion that such events were extraordinarily dull and that they should have listened to the young woman when she had initially opted not to attend. The sheer amount of pomp and custom had been enough to render even Vergilâs more formal sensibilities raw and unwilling to linger much longer. But they had been forced to stay to the very end as Morgan had apparently been one of the top students. They had to allow her the time to speak, and she had used it to politely but ruthlessly denounce the schoolâs stagnation before exiting the stage, all of the faculty aside from one teacher seemingly shocked by her words.
By the time they had exited the building, everyone had been thoroughly exhausted. They had opted to travel via public avenues as a means of cloaking themselves, and as such, had spent nearly three hours simply trying to reach their destination. It had been a no-brainer when Vergil had simply opened a portal and silently pleaded with them to just take the direct route back. It was more difficult for any unwanted observers to track, at the very least. As as soon as they had arrived back at Vâs doorstep, everyone had practically collapsed on the floor in the entryway. It was barely noon, but they were all sure that they were done with the day.
âWell, that was the most painful four hours of my life,â Nero said, slumping over on the stairs. âI used to think that going to all of those damn sermons that the order wanted us to go to was torture, but that? I think Iâd rather Vergil cut my arm off again.â
Morgan stared at Nero in silence for a moment as she looked him up and down, realizing that he either had a very realistic prosthetic, or that his arm wasnât missing. But she had heard him say the word âagainâ hadnât she? He stared back at her before a mischievous smile spread across his face and he held up his right arm. Sure enough, it seemed to momentarily disappear, leaving nothing but a deflated sleeve before reappearing. He wiggled his fingers for emphasis.Â
No. She refused to ask about this one. It was just too early in the morning for that.
âTo be fair, I never said that attending would be enjoyable. I said it would be satisfyingly petty. Was I incorrect?â V said tiredly as he entered the house behind them. He was already working his way out of his coat, ready to sit down and make a warm cup of tea. Lucia had chosen to stay behind with Flora to keep an eye on things. Perhaps he could track her down and ask her if sheâd like a cup? Yes, that was a good plan. He was too tired to be self-conscious. He was staying in this house until they had a plan.
âFair enough. Youâve got a point.â Nero sighed, sitting on the stairs to unlace his boots. They were covered with snow and slush. No one who wanted to live would be stupid enough to head past the foyer in such a condition. There was just no point.
âSo⌠whyâd ya have to sneak into your sisterâs graduation? Didnât you used to go to that school?â Dante asked casually as he tossed his coat on the hanger that V kept in the entryway. The boots came off easily enough. He would make quick work of those. No need to even sit down.
âBecause I punched one of the teachers in the face right after I walked off of the stage with my diploma and then they banned me from the school grounds and all related properties.â Bren shrugged, unperturbed. âIâd do it again in a second. I regret nothing.â
âYou punched a teacher in the face? At your own graduation ceremony?â Vergil asked, unsure as to whether or not heâd heard that statement correctly. Surely he had been mistaken. He couldnât think of a single reason why someone would want to do something like that. Mentors could be ruthless, that much was true. But what possessed him to do something so extreme? He couldnât say that it was his business, but he was admittedly intrigued.
âOh yea, I punched him. Cold cocked him, actually. And Iâd do it again.â Bren hung up his coat, offering to take the remaining coats and put them up for everyone else. âHe was a total creep. Used to sneak peeks into both locker rooms when everyone was getting ready for practice. Iâm glad thatâs all he did. From what we know. Heâs upstate now doing ten years. Got caught taking bribes for the sports team. Hope he rots in there.â
Vergil paused before nodding. He could get behind that easily enough. âFair enough.â
Dante laughed and shook his head. It seemed that there was at least one thing that they agreed on. Although to be fair, the younger of the two had the feeling that Vergil would have done more than punch the teacher in the face. It was lucky for that creep that he had not made that kind of mistake in his brotherâs vicinity. How unfortunate. He would have loved to see him get what he had coming. âI get the feeling that he got off pretty easy. Vergil would have probably impaled him.â
âNo. They would have found him lying chest down looking up at the sky if I had been one of the parents of those unfortunate students. I dare not sully Yamatoâs blade with such lowly blood.â Vergil then stopped curtly and headed into the living room, ready to sit down and not have to be around a stadium full of people again. Or anyone for several hours for that matter. His social battery had been taxed to its absolute limit recently. But there had been no way that he would have allowed both of his sons and the Linquist siblings to go that far away without an escort. He couldnât stop them, so he decided to tail them and keep an eye out for anything mysterious. Thankfully things had gone off without a hitch. Another good reason to come back the way that they had.
It took everyone present a solid few seconds to register the implications of how that would be physically possible. And once they did, each of them shuddered slightly, the mental image alone gruesome enough to cause them pause. But after a moment they resumed hanging their coats and taking off their shoes, seeing no compelling reason to dwell on it any longer. Strangely enough, none of them could say that they disagreed with his proposed methodology. As long as they didnât have to do it, then they could totally live with it.
âSorry, Iâm still getting used to the fact that you can do⌠What do you call it? And how did you do that? Whatâs a Yamato?â Morgan was clearly confused. She felt like heâd been dropped feet first into the tenth season of a complex show with lore she couldnât hope to understand. The waters were deep and she was floundering.
Vergil produced the blade from seemingly nowhere, holding it out slightly so that she could have a better look at it. But he dared not let her touch it. âThis is Yamato. A demonic blade passed down to me by my father, the Dark Knight Sparda. It has the ability to cut through anything, down to and including the fabric of reality itself, allowing me to open tears in space-time like the one we just passed through to get here. It would have made short work of that teacher.â
âCan I play with it?â She seemed impressed, barely resisting the urge to reach for it.
âAbsolutely not.â He stared at her, unable to believe that sheâd actually just asked him that.
âDamn.â In truth, sheâd known the answer long before sheâd asked. But that didnât stop her from hoping that it wouldnât be the case. âWait, your father is the Dark Knight Sparda? Like the guy everybody talks about in all those myths and legends and stuff? Heâs real?â
Dante nodded. No use in hiding things. She was going to need to be up to speed as soon as possible. They didnât benefit from hiding things like this from her. At this point, the fact that most of them were at least part demon was just cursory information. They had no reason to lie to her. âYea.âÂ
She paused, seemingly considering something. The sudden widening that her pupils underwent indicated that much to anyone looking in her general direction. âWait⌠Heâs a demon, right? So you guys are, what? At least part demon? All of you?â
Both Dante and Vergil looked at one another before nodding, followed by Nero a moment later. V simply stared at her blankly, shrugging. He didnât really need to say it at that point, did he? If his uncle, father, and brother were all at least part demon, then it went without saying that he was as well. That was simply how genetics worked.
âThatâs so metal, man.â She nodded to herself, clearly unconcerned and genuinely impressed. It seemed that she was unphased by the sudden realization that she was in a room occupied by only one other pure human seemingly not concerning her in the slightest. But considering the things that she and V had been through together, it shouldnât have been that surprising that she was unphased by their somewhat supernatural status.
Nero laughed to himself. She was pretty funny, and it seemed as though she was impervious to fear. He had the feeling that whenever she and Nico finally met that they would be the death of him. Maybe she could teach the plucky mechanic to drive like a sane person instead of a violently unstable maniac with a death wish.Â
âGuess that explains a little bit more about how everything went totally out of control in Redgrave City so fast. Iâm not going to pretend to know why everything that happened, well, happened, and I honestly donât want to even know because nothing would be a good enough answer, but at least I get how it all went down a little better now. Demons.â
Vergil stopped dead in his tracks. Had that been why sheâd been staring at him like that back at Magnoliaâs house? She knew about that?! How was that even-
âLookâŚâ She sighed, realizing that what she was about to say was going to make very little sense to anyone other than herself. âMy brother talked to me on the phone about it before he came to talk to you guys. He said that the cult heâd been in had kidnapped the son of the person who had been responsible for the attack, but that the person had decided to let him live because heâd helped them find him. I told him that he should still come talk to you because he shouldnât have been a part of something like that, even if he thought they might be doing bad things for a good reason. He was contributing to that same evil, you know? Iâm not gonna pretend I understand what either of you did or why, but Iâm choosing to just let that go because itâs all that I can do. And because you spared my brotherâs life when he was doing something almost as stupid himself. What other choice do I have?â
He stared at her quietly, everyone in the room going quiet in an effort to not interrupt. None of them could pinpoint why, but this had far more weight to it than they wanted to acknowledge. The tension in the room was incredibly heavy despite the fact that the Darkslayer had âYou could choose to hate me. You could seek revenge against me And you would be right to do so. Iâd have no right to stop you.â
âYea, you're right. I could.â She shrugged. âBut hating you is the easy choice. And I wasnât raised to take the path of least resistance. Thatâs why Iâm still here. So Iâm going to choose to do the hardest thing Iâve ever done and just let it go. They arenât coming back either way. But Iâm still here and I have to keep going even if I donât know where Iâm headed. Even if it might be worse than where I already am or just as bad. Because there is a chance that where Iâm going might be better. Your son taught me that much.â
V started before turning away to face the fireplace. He went to light it again, seeking anything that he could do to escape the gravity of this situation. He wasnât sure what he felt about any of this. It was just so very much. What he wouldnât have done to turn back the clock and do⌠something. Anything to spare them all this suffering. But he couldnât. It was like sheâd said. He had to keep moving forward. And although she claimed heâd shown her that, he wasnât sure heâd learned that himself until long after heâd met her.Â
Could you teach someone a lesson that you yourself had yet to learn?
Just as she was about to continue, there was a knock at the door. Everyone turned in the direction of the door, subconsciously readying themselves for yet another attack. For all they knew their enemy had finally found them. Hopefully, Flora knew a spell that could reverse the damage. Dante sighed and stepped towards the door, unlocking it and then opening it. And then he scoffed, chuckling under his breath.
âWell, Iâll be. Havenât seen you in a few weeks! Where did you disappear to?â
âI must say, it is a pleasure to see you again, Dante. May I come in? My sincerest apologies. I had to step away and attend to a few affairs back at the office. I hope nothing major has occurred in my absence.â To the collective surprise of everyone, it was Sirrus. He shrugged out of his coat and hung it on the rack, heading towards the living room as he greeted everyone in turn. Upon catching sight of Vergil, he stopped, a curious look crossing his face as he drew a few feet closer to the Darkslayer who was sitting down on the couch away from the rest of the group. He seemed to be reflecting. âAnd I see that Vergil has indeed returned! Glad to see it. When last Iâd spoken to Magnolia, she had informed me of your extended absence. And she seemed quite forlorn. I fear she believed that you would never return. Thank you for silencing her disbelief.â
âA whole train station blew up and itâs all over the news. Also, Vâs curse is worse and thereâs an uber-powerful summoner in town using infernal magic.â Flora said dryly as she came down the stairs and made her way into the kitchen. Why was she not surprised to see Sirrus in town again? Heâd been around quite a bit recently. The red-haired man stared at her unblinking as she left the room before allowing his hand to travel slowly up to his face as he turned in the direction of the rest of the crew. She shook his head slowly, disbelief evident.
â... Why is it that every time I turn my back on the lot of you that you stick your fingers in the light socket like unruly toddlers?â
Each of the descendants of the Dark Knight Sparda blinked blankly. They couldnât answer that particular question in any meaningful way, unfortunately.
âI wanted to thank you for your extravagant housewarming gift. In-person. And I noticed the distinct lack of a gift receipt in the event that I could not bear it upon my conscience to receive it.â V didnât have an answer to this newfound guestâs mostly sarcastic question, but he did have gratitude. He was admittedly thankful for the gift and for Sirrusâs sudden return. The change in mode and subject matter was a welcome one. The reality of what they faced hadnât changed, but any distraction from the suffering that surrounded them was appreciated. And to be fair, V actually did enjoy being around him.
Sirrus paled before turning away to hide his slight blush. In this cold weather, it was hard to discern what was flushed skin and what was simply a negative reaction to the intimate weather. âThink nothing of it. It was the least I could do given the circumstances. You saved my life, and this house is far too stately to lay empty, and you did save my life. Too many treasured memories have been formed within its walls to allow it to languish. And I felt a strong desire to ensure that you were⌠comfortable. You have enough to worry about.â
An awkward silence fell over them for a moment as Morgan looked at V and then at Sirrus before looking at both of them again. She then shook her head and headed over towards the couch. She was going to have to ask V how heâd managed to afford a house like this. Their trauma payments from that charity group after the attack hadnât been this big. A house like this had to cost a small fortune, especially in this city and especially in this neighborhood. He was probably the youngest homeowner in the entire area!
âIf youâd excuse me for a moment, I bought groceries.â He waited for V to nod in agreement before heading towards the kitchen in the back of the building. He paused in front of Morgan, nodding politely before heading towards his destination again. Everyone returned to the task of making themselves comfortable, realizing that they had all gone on alert the moment that theyâd seen Sirrus arrive. This situation with Belial had them on edge. They couldnât wait to be rid of him. Perhaps Sirrus could add something useful to their almost nonexistent plans?
Morgan scooted over so that V could sit next to her, looking the young summoner up and down as she shook her head slowly from side to side. He gave her a sympathetic look that quickly migrated to confusion as he realized that she was only doing this in jest. He was missing a joke here, wasnât he? Why did the humor of others so often fly right over his head? âAm I missing something?â
âOh, youâre missing a lot of things, bub.â V mentally chastised Griffon, silently hoping that Morgan couldnât look at him and tell that he had been momentarily annoyed but his avian companion. He had yet to mention the fact that he possessed a demonic panther and a talking bird with a severe death wish. Although he had the feeling that she wouldnât really mind. âNot right now, please.â
She pointed towards the kitchen, a smirk crossing her face. She then folded her arms, leaning over so that she could whisper in Vâs ear. âSo you havenât noticed that he⌠You know what? Nevermind. Iâll let you figure it out. It shouldnât be that hard if Iâve only been around him for like 30 seconds and I already caught onto it.â
A moment later Sirrus called from the kitchen stating that heâd brought everyone tea. Flora sighed in relief. Finally, something that made sense around here. âWonderful. Spectacular. Finally, some good damn tea.â
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I hope you liked this chapter! Now, on to the next one! Iâm excited for next week. I have something devious planned! Oh, it feels great to be back! Take care of yourselves out there and I will see you in the comment section! TGIF!
#Hiraeth#V#Nero#Dante#Vergil#My Post Devil May Cry 5 AU#My Post Devil May Cry 5 AU OC's#DMC#DMCV#DMC5#Post DMC5
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New posts resume tomorrow, so refresh on all your favorite cave-dwellersâ plotlines in the ultimate tldr catch up post!
When the last snows melted and it was safe to travel again, six couples set off in search of a perfect place to found a settlement of their own. They could not believe their luck when they stepped over a the crest of a hillock and saw before them the lush, rich river valley upon which they would soon bestow the name âMeraki.â
After passing a large meadow with wild berries and evidence of recent animal activity, when the group found six caves at the foot of the next hillock, they knew this was their place. They spent the next few weeks chopping down trees, settling into their new cave homes, and working together to create some common amenities at the Fishinâ Hole. Then, their new lives began in earnest...
Tammuz: Â âHowdy, neighbor! Â How goes it today?â
Kimba: Â âOh, you know, the usual. Â Working in the garden, trying to pull forth some food from this sparse and spotty terrain. Â Weâre going to need to start thinking about storing food away for the winter if weâre all going to stay healthy and strong.â
Tammuz:  âHuh.  Yeah, I guess summer probably is ending any day nowâŚâ
Lehabim: Â âYeah, Iâve got this whole five-year plan for expansion. Â We fill out the area here around the Fishinâ Hole with some huts, get ourselves out of these caves and everything, then start spreading out towards that meadow we passed when we came in? Â There will be plenty of space for the next generation and any newcomers we can attract. Â Which we will, because Pallu and Junia are going to spread our reputation as a strong, prosperous place to settle far and wide! Â Itâs as easy as childâs play, when you think about it!â
Lehabim:Â âHey, so, youâre trying to be like, a shaman now, right? Like, tell us all this mystical shit from up in the stars and whatnot?â
Noel: âYeah, I mean, a little bit of whatâs in the stars, a little bit of whatâs in the trees, like that sacred bloodleaf tree there on the island in the middle of the Fishinâ Hole. Thereâs a lot of ideas out there about why this is all happening, where Meraki and the rest of the world came from and who moved mountains and dug rivers and why we walk and talk and do what we do all day long. I just love talking about this stuff, I could go on and on all day! ALL DAY!â
Lehabim:Â âIf you do, you know, get in touch with the spirit world, you think you could ask them if they know how to make this bread stuff? That guy Pallu has been talking about it ever since we got here, itâs like heâs absolutely obsessed with bread. I think half the reason heâs trying to become a trader is so he has an excuse to run away from home and look for this mythical village where they supposedly make it. Itâs supposed to be warm and filling and kind of soft but also solid enough to hold other food in it?â
Noel: âOh my stars, thatâs absolutely THE most ridiculous thing Iâve ever heard!!â Lehabim: âI know, right?! But. Seriously, though, if you get in touch with the spirits, ask them for me. Iâd love to beat Pallu to it⌠if, you know, it turns out itâs real.â
Nadiiâya: âGood morning, Kimba!â Kimba: âHallooo, Nadiiâya! Sleep well?â Nadiiâya: âHonestly? Iâve been better. Maybe it was something I ate? I threw up this morning. Got any ideas?â
Kimba: âOh, well, it definitely might have been something you ate, but thatâs not the only explanation. You might have⌠you might be pregnant, new friend! The best medical science available today says that it happened because you WooHooed. You did WooHoo, right?â
Nadiiâya:Â âUh, yeah, of course.â
Pallu:Â âDid Stachia tell you her idea about giving special medals for acts of val -â
Nadiiâya: âLet me stop you right there. The proper reward for someone who, say, slays a boar that has roamed into the village, is to let them keep the carcass. They risk getting gored to death to protect everyone, and then what? The village splits up the boar and hands the hero a shiny rock for their good deed? No way. The one who saves the village should be rewarded with the boar, they and their family should get to feast! Why is this so difficult to comprehend?â
Pallu: âWell, but, I mean, thatâs what the boar-slayer signed up for. Protecting everyone, not feasting on a boar. When they do the job, why should not everyone share in the feast? Isnât that how a community works?â Nadiiâya: âBut I could have hypothetically died!!!!!â
Kimba: âI can see it both ways. On the one hand, you, as the warrior, are risking certain death for the benefit of the entire community, and as such, you feel like the reward should be equal to that risk. On the other hand, Death is all around us, all the time, and we pretty much are all subject to certain death with every step we take. We made a community to ease the burden of living with this knowledge, to share our many burdens and attempt to ward off Death as best we can. Life is short, and why should we not all share its bounties as fully and fairly as we share our burdens?â
Nadiiâya: ââŚKimba, youâre not going to die from kissing a boo-boo. Some of us are sharing the burden of death a little more than others.â
Tammuz: âSo, youâre a carpenter, eh? That means you work with⌠wood?â
Gandu: âThatâs me, the wood master of Meraki! What can I do you for?â Junia: ::loud eyeroll::
Gandu: âSo, you know my partner, Junia -â Junia: âHi!â Gandu: â-sheâs going to work on finding this village that makes this amazing drink out of wheat that makes you feel like the king of the world and makes everybody friendly. Isnât she great?â
Rubati:  âThe reason we must light fires every single night is to protect us from dangerous animals, and also, from the spirits of dangerous animals, which can cause us even more harm! Thereâs a wolf-like beast with extra scary horns that likes to terrorize Sims at night and disturb their sleep, but itâs completely terrified of fire! Isnât that great?â
Pallu: Â âI cannot wait until I know how to make bread, holy ogres. Â Mushrooms are just pretentious dirt.â
Stachia: âCan I just say, Iâm so so so so glad we all found each other and became best friends? For months, the only Sim I had to talk to was Pallu, and, creator knows I love him, but he can be such a bore sometimes. Can you imagine? Endlessly traipsing through snow and forests, crossing rivers and mountains, and just âbread bread makeouts bread woohoo bread bread bread,â constantly. At least now that weâve established a home, he can leave and go look for it and I can have some peace and girl talk!â
Saphir: Â âHey, love, guess what!â
Lehabim: Â âYou want to make out with me?â
Saphir: Â âWell, yes, but also, Stachia asked me to be in the hunting party sheâs putting together. Â Weâre going to start making trips to the meadow and bring back loads of food for the whole village to share. Â Isnât that a great idea?â
Lehabim:  âSure⌠kinda wish Iâd had it, to be honest.â
Tobiah:  âHey!!! Hey everybody!! Look what I caught!!â Nadiiâya: âI curse this pole to the depths of this Fishinâ Hole for ever and all time, may it never see the light of day or feel the breath of a cool breeze or do anything but rot into nothingness in the mud and the muck amongst the fish it so thoroughly refused to catch.â
Lehabim:Â âDo you think I should make a pact with a demon to consolidate power?â Saphir:Â Â ::record scratch::
Tobiah: Â âWait a second. Â Special wheat drink. Â Beer? Â Are you talking about beer?â
Pallu:  âAre⌠âbeerâ?  Are you saying you know how to make the special wheat drink?â
Tobiah: Â âI mean, more or less. Â We had wheat fields all around our homeland, and you basically just take some wheat and seal it in a jug with some water and let it sit for a while and then you have beer. Â Itâs really not that complicated. Â Anyone can do it in their own cave. Â And the longer you forget about it, the better it ends up being! Â Itâs kind of perfect for me, lolâ
Pallu: Â âAnd this information has just been inside your head this whole time?â
Tobiah: Â âI suppose so.â
Pallu: Â âDid yâall make bread back there, too?â
Tobiah:  âNo, no no no.â Â
Tobiah:
Tobiah:Â âBut we did hear rumors of a village that did. Â We were planning a raid on it right before Nadiiâya and I left, actually.â
Pallu:  âDid⌠did you find out where it was?â
Tobiah: Â âOf course. Â I was a Raiding Party Commander back home. Â Itâs actually not too far from here, now that I think about it. Â Want me to give you directions?â
Rubati:Â Â âWooHoo is weird, right? Â Like, so strange how we get in the bed and you put your censored bits with my censored bits! Â Is it weird, or is it just me?â
Noel: âSo, like, WooHoo, amirite???â
Tobiah: Â âEverybody, look how pretty!â
Gandu:  âNot really the most interesting thing going on at the Fishinâ Hole right now, budâŚâ
Tobiah: Â âI think itâs just a little bit rude of Saphir to proposition Noel right there in front Kimba. Â I mean sheâs literally right there.â Â
Junia: Â âWhy would that be rude? Â Noel and Kimba both know that their partnership isnât based on exclusively WooHooing each other.â
Tobiah: Â âSure, Nadiiâya and I feel the same way. Â But that still doesnât mean Iâd want to SEE it happening, right in front of me! Â Saphirâs not being brave, sheâs being brazen!â
Junia: Â âHold on, how is it all Saphirâs fault? Â It takes two to woo, boo. Â If Saphirâs being âbrazen,â Noelâs being just as bad.â
Tobiah: Â âEveryone expects it of Noel, but Saphir should know better!â
Junia: Â âDo you hear yourself? Â Of course we expect it of Noel - so does Kimba, you idiot! Â She knew he was a major horndog when she decided to partner with him! Â This is just the way things are!â
Kimba: Â âI heard you were talking about me? Â Donât talk about what you donât know about, Tobiah. Â I donât need anyone else to defend me, and I DEFINITELY donât need to be protected from Noel. Â So butt out.â
Tobiah: Â âAll I did was - â
Kimba: Â âButt. Â Out.â
Tobiah: Â âEvery time I see your face, it makes me angry all over again! Â Just stay away from me!â
Kimba: Â âThen why did you even come here?!â
Tobiah:  âBecause⌠because⌠to support⌠because⌠birthday⌠Noel⌠Gaia⌠UGHHH just leave me alone!â
Noel: Â âEverybody looking??â
Tobiah: Â âStop! Standing! Next! To me!!!â
Tobiah:  âOh, Chipmunk, Dadaâs sorry about tonight.  Iâm not proud that you saw me like that.  When youâre older, maybe youâll understand.  Sometimes sims have so many emotions at the same time that they donât realize what theyâre doing or saying to other sims.  I donât want you to get the wrong idea.  Ms. Kimba is really a very good sim, but it makes me so confused and frustrated to think⌠you know what, Iâll tell you when youâre older.  Just be nice to Ms. Kimba whenever you see her, okay?â
Linus: âOkay, Dada.â
Gandu: âDid you know the Creator made me attracted to all brown-haired Sims, and thatâs like, half the village?  Turns out I want to make out with just, like, everybody.â Rubati:  ââŚInteresting⌠everybody?  I never thought about kissing⌠everybody.â
Gandu:  âSometimes it can be hard to tell another Sim you want to kiss them, especially for a Sim as shy as you.  Maybe it would help if you could feel like you werenât really being yourself. Like, youâre from the Green Eyes lands.  From what youâve told me about it so far, you were raised not to kiss a lot of different Sims.  So just pretend you are a Sim who isnât from the Green Eyes lands.â
Rubati:  âBut⌠my eyes ARE green, Gandu.â
Tammuz:Â âI was having the most interesting dream, I was on a date - with you, of course - and I was - I mean, we were - running after a deer, and it kept darting this way and that, and then it reached a stream and I couldnât make the jump across it but Ga- you could, and the deer was getting away and you were telling me to come on and jump over but I couldnât, I just couldnât make it over.â
Lehabim: âSaph, Iâm really really sorry about before, I didnât mean to make you think I want to rule this land with an iron fist - or any fist at all. I want this to be a place where Sims want to come and live their lives and I think Iâm the one with the best ideas to make that happen, and I know with you by my side weâll make it happen together, and I donât ever want to do anything to hurt you or scare you.â
Kimba: Â âHave you tried summoning the dee- spirit with music? Â Noel is always talking about how powerful the magic of music is.â
A Voice on the Wind: ⍠Spirits, Spirits, in the trees ⍠please come out and talk to meee ⍠I have needs and you have powers ⍠If you help me Iâll give you flowers ⍠Spirits, Spirits in the trees ⍠let me indebt myself to theeeeee âŤ
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Noel:  âEverybody, I have to warn you to be on the lookout for ogres, or demons, or any other evil spirits of the forest⌠I donât want to point any fingers - so I wonât tell you which person not sitting at this table tried to summon the supernatural today without help from me or Rubati⌠and so it probably wasnât successful, of course.  But.  Just in case.  Be on the lookout, and come get me immediately if you see anything out of the ordinary.â
Dan: Â âLehabim of the Golden Eyes, the sound of my true name cannot be heard nor comprehended on this mortal plane. Â Suffice it to say that I am the one who can make all your dreams come true, so long as it pleases me to do so. Â Do you want riches? Â Unfathomable riches? Â I can make you so prosperous your mind would explode. Â Power? Â Dominion over this forest and all its minor creatures, dominion over your fellow sims, even unto Death itself? Â Speak it, and we shall see whether I want to make it so.â
Lehabim: Â âI mean, that all sounds really great, and Iâd love to talk over my ideas for the village with you, but, seriously, what do I call you? Â It feels weird not having a way to address you.â
Dan: Â ::huff::Â Â âFine. Â You may call me Dan.â
Lehabim: Â âDan, can I ask you something? Â Are there really ogres in the forest? Â It would be a huge help if we knew exactly what threats to be on the lookout for.â
Dan: Â âOgres, elves, tomatoes, toh-mah-toes.â
Nadiiâya: âDo you ever wonder if youâll be able to remember all the names of the new babies?â Tobiah: âProbably. Eventually. I mean, I really only need to know our kidâs name at first, right? Iâm sure Iâll pick up the rest in time.â Nadiiâya: ââŚwhat if we have twins?â Tobiah: âUhhhhhh. Then, uh oh, I suppose.â
Pallu: Â âSo, which one is this, again?â
Stachia: Â âDarah. Â I think Darah. Â I think we decided if you always do everything for Darah, and I always do everything for Hasrah, then weâll never get them confused.â
Pallu:  âRight, right right right.  Okay.  Darah for Daddy and Hasrah for Mommy.  Makes sense.  Weâve got this, Stach.  We each do a diaper, we each do a cuddle, we each put one down for a nap⌠theyâll be toddlers in no time.â
Tammuz: Â âThanks for being here, Japhia. Â I didnât even know how much I missed you.â
Nadiiâya:  âLook at you!  How did you fit inside me?! You look like a Linus.  Your father missed the whole birth, so he doesnât get a say.  And I say, you look like a Linus.  Hello, Linus, whoâs the biggest baby to come out of the tiniest mommy?  You are!  Yes, you are!â
Noel: Â âKimba! Â Youâve done it! Â Youâve birthed the most perfect bundle of perfection Iâve ever seen! Â Can I name her? Â Please, pretty please? Â I promise youâll like what I pick!â
Kimba: Â âOk, wha-â
Noel: Â âGAIA! Â The mother of the world!â
Kimba: Â âThatâs a lot of pressure to put on one little baby, Noel. Â You sure?â
Noel: Â âGaia! Â I can feel the Creator whispering it in my ear. Â Gaia, the first goddess. Gaia, the progenitor of the entire future. Gaia, the mother of all simulated life.â
Kimba; Â âYeah, youâre right, thatâs no pressure at all, love. Â Iâm sure sheâll turn out just fine. Â Gaia it is, then.â
Saphir:  âTziviah, shhhhh shhh shhhh! Time for sleep, little doe!  Iâll be right here next to you the whole time, and when the sun comes up, weâll start your first day on this crazy plane of semi-existence!  I have so many things I didnât even know I wanted to teach you!â
Rubati:Â Â Literally WHAT have I gotten myself into??
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All I Really Want Chapter 4
Rating: M
Pairing: Kristanna (at some point lol)
Verse: 90s High School AU / frozen retelling
Chapter Summary: Hans and Anna go on a their first date.
Notes: This chapter has some extra warningsâthere are references to and conversations about underage sex. Nothing graphic, nothing explicit. None of that will be in any chapter of this fic. However, while reading this chapter specifically, it is important to note that this is a fictional account of one characterâs experience. This is definitely not meant to be a universal depiction of how adolescence is âsupposed to goâ or anything to that effect. Everybody has their own timelines for things like this, which is perfectly valid, and in fact, exactly how it should beâindividualized.
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Anna took a deep breath, sighing contentedly while smoothing out her pink silk dress. She knew Hans didnât mean to be late or keep her waiting or whatever, but she sat here, ready, for the last twenty minutes and he said he was going to arrive ten minutes ago. But Anna didnât even know whether to trust his word at this point.
She didnât even know him, really. She didnât even know what he was likeâŚ
Yeah. True. Ughâshit. Kristoff was right. She didnât know that much about him.
Well. Okayâhis last name was Westergaard. He had 13 brothers.
Um.
He had red hair and green eyes and this really pointy nose that looked really hot and cute at the same time. Like hotute or umm maybe hute. Nah. Hotute was much better.
So, yeah. He had red hair, green eyes, and a hotute nose.
What elseâŚ
He lived in Newport Beach.
And⌠she also knew thatâŚ
They had a lot of fun together! They had the most fun together sheâd ever had with anybody in her whole life.
And this fun, wellâshe moved a little quickly with him. It was her decision to take things past kissing on their second night together. And duhâkissing him brought out some kind of really nice jolt of electricity, and it felt so absolutely amazing to actually share that electricity with someone else. So, she couldnât help it. She was happy to move⌠quickly. She was more than happy to. They hadnât done everything yet, but...
Well, it meant they didnât do much⌠talking, exactly.
Of course, Anna still found the words somehow in between kisses and umâother thingsâto monologue about whatever consumed her mind.
But Hans didnât say much at all. About himself, at least. He still asked a lot of personal questions about her life.
Maybe she should ask him some for a change. Besides, they couldnât make out throughout the whole dinner, either. That felt like a big no-no in such a super ritzy establishment as Five Crowns anyway. So, they had to talk.
Her stomach suddenly sank.
It was like⌠she was nervous?
About spending the night with her⌠friend⌠with? benefits?
But that seemed so wrong? Why would she be nervous about spending a couple hours gnawing on steak and delicious soufflĂŠ and talking with the guy she loved most?
Why did the entire concept of conversation make her want to barf on the spot?
Her stomach fell to her knees.
Maybe Kristoff was right. Maybe love at first sight didnât exist and she was just lying to herself because she wanted it so badly andâŚ
No. No. Kristoff was getting in her head. It didnât mean anything. It couldnât mean anything.
She and Hans would make wonderful conversation at their friends-with-benefits-dinner-date and it would be all fine and dandy and wonderful.
Sheâd ask him some questions. Sheâd get to know him. And then sheâd show Kristoff! Sheâd show the shit out of him and that grumpy BFF of hers would be totally wrong!
Except Hans still wasnât here. So, Anna nervously fidgeted with her dress again. She tried to smooth it out. She clipped and unclipped the two hot pink sparkly snap clips that were on either side of her middle-parted red hair.
After her seventh time fiddling with the clips, she heard the intimidating chime of the doorbell.
Thank God.
She counted to twenty-five before she allowed herself to open the door, needing him to think she had better things to do than twiddle her thumbs and wait for him.
The second she saw his handsome face, her entire bundle of nerves completely disappeared. âHans!â She ran up to him and wrapped her arms around his neck to give him a passionate kiss on the lips. He stumbled back a little bit, not quite ready for this show of affection, probably, but he caught himself easily, finally relaxing into the kiss and bringing his hands to the small of her back.
âYou ready, babe?â
She kissed him again. âMmhmm,â she mumbled into his mouth.
âLetâs do it.â
And all of a sudden, the nerves were back. Now that she had to contemplate how they would make it through dinner before getting back to this whole smooching business.
But she gave him no inkling of any of these likely-Kristoff-induced-second-thoughts and smiled brightly. She followed him to his black Mercedes and bit her lip for the entirety of the car ride. His hand rested on her thigh, squeezing it ever so slightly.
Only letting up when they pulled off Pacific Coast Highway and into the Five Crowns Parking lot and Anna caught herself shaking.
Nervous, still.
Thankfully Hans took her hand, guiding her into the restaurant in a way that felt more⌠relationship-y than she was expected. This wasnât friends. It certainly didnât seem like friends.
Oh, crap. Maybe she needed to have this conversation with Hans tonight, too. Crap. Crapity crap crap crap. That was not at all what she wanted.
But the fact that there were about five hundred million butterflies eating away at absolutely everything in her stomach right before she was about to chow down on some delicious and expensive food that she actually really wanted to enjoyâŚ
She should do it. Yup. She should do it. All she had to do was wait for the perfect window of opportunity and then sheâd justâbam get it all out there out in the open and then theyâd say I love yous for days and then go back to his car for some making out and it would be glorious and perfect and probably the best date sheâd ever been on.
Wait.
Date. This was a date.
She and Hans hadnât really⌠been on a date since they met in February. Not a real date, at least. They went to the movie Vegas Vacation but classically sat in the back and made out the whole time, like, so much so that she didnât even know exactly what the plot was besides the Griswolds going to Las Vegas and oh yeahâWayne Newton was also there at some point?
She didnât count that as a date, exactly. Because of the lack of⌠talking.
And all the other times they only hung out at each otherâs houses.
Which meant⌠this was her first date. What better time to figure out if they were hopefully something more than just friends? Because friends with benefits wasnât really what she wanted out of any of this. She knew she should be thankful that she had love. They loved each other. That was great. But⌠she wanted a relationship, too.
Okay. So that was the game plan. All systems very much go.
When she looked around at the restaurant, taking in the English Tudor / nautical hybrid dĂŠcor, she began to feel a little out of her element. Her silk dress suddenly became itchy. Everybody else in the restaurant had to be at least 40 years old at a minimum and she thought she must seem like a child. Her pink dress and her pink glitter snap clips and her pink eyeshadow only further proved this point. Â
This made her even more nervous. Uncomfortable. It made her worry sheâd never find the right opportunity to have this mature and important conversation when she felt like she was eight years old and at her fatherâs birthday dinner again.
But sheâd tryâŚ
When they sat down next to each other at their corner booth, Annaâs stomach lurched. Still very worried. Still very young and out of place. Now was definitely not the right opportunity.
The right opportunity didnât arise when they ordered their French Onion Soups and Filet Mignons.
The right opportunity didnât arise when they received their French Onion Soups, when they slurped them up, when Anna realized her breath probably reeked more than she cared to admit.
But once the French Onion Soups were cleared, once Hans placed his right arm comfortably over Annaâs shoulders, so she could lean in close⌠she thought maybe now was the time.
But Hans wanted to talk, too.
âWhat classes are you in this year?â
This question jarred her. She hadnât realized they somehow hadnât covered any of this basic information in the last month. âOh. Um. Iâm taking Geometry Honors, Spanish II, World History, Conceptual Physics or whatever the freshman science is. Oh! And also, studio art because that sounded fun!â She had to take a break for a bit to catch her breath. âEnglish I, too. But Iâm not that happy about it because I really wanted Honors English but apparently that doesnât exist for freshmen? Which seems really dumb because obviously thereâs a lot of us who can handle it. Iâve already read like all of the books on our English I reading list. Like, Sense and Sensibility? Jane Eyre? Catcher in the Rye? Honestly? That feels like middle school to me but whatever.â Anna didnât usually let that many people in on her secret middle school classic literature obsession, but once she got going she couldnât stop herself. âUm. Sorry. I got all rambly again. I just really like English. Itâs my favorite subject. If you couldnât already tellâŚâ
âYeah. English is solid.â
âMmhmm! And what are you taking?â Anna asked. âLet me guess. You look like an ⌠AP US History guy. French III? Regular English. Ummm.. I donât know what math. And probably um chemistry honors?â
âClose.â
âSo, what is it?â
âIâm in Latin. And yep. APUSH, regular English, Chem Honors. Iâm in AP Stats this year. I was so over calculus. Such a bullshit class. Tried it for a day but that bitch Ms. Maloney fucking hated me for no reason.â
âOh. Okay.â Anna bit her lip. This was stagnating. And he was way too oddly aggressive about that calc class. Her stomach dropped again. She wanted to make sure they had the best conversation of their entire lives at Five Crowns on her first real date. âSo, then whatâs your favorite subject?â
âHistory.â
âWhat do you like about it?â Anna asked.
âWars are hella dope. Cool to learn about.â
âAh,â Anna said. âAny one in particular?â She tried her best.
âI dunno. Iâve always been into The Great War.â
âThatâs World War I, right?â
âYeah.â
âSounds like thatâd be a good one.â Anna cringed. Her whole body tensed. She hoped he didnât notice. This conversation felt awkward. She needed to change the subject. âAnd you play baseball? Any other sports?â
âNah,â he said as he squeezed her shoulder. âYou had that track meet last weekend, right?â
âYeah. I did. All day Saturday,â she explained, leaning in closer to him. âI did the pole vault, triple jump, and a relay.â
âThat sounds pretty fly.â
âMmhmm. I guess. ButâŚâ Anna sighed. âI kinda wish I hadnât gone. It was, like, the whole day and I came home to a message from Elsa, so. I donât know. Maybe Iâm not meant for track.â
âWhatâd Elsa have to say?â
âNot too much, really. It was a short messageâŚâ Annaâs voice got a little lower. âBut she said sheâs pretty nervous because sheâs meant to hear from colleges soon.â
âAh,â Hans said. âWell, I wish her luck.â
âMe, too.â
Anna sighed. Sustained silence fell between them for a short while. And Anna couldnât help but realize⌠maybe this was her window of opportunity.
âUm⌠Hans?
âWazup?â
âWhat⌠are we?â
âWhat do you mean what are we?â
âOh, duh. Yeah. Well, itâs notâI donât mean likeâwhat are weâlike humans or whatever. Itâs not⌠deep like that,â Anna winced at her futile attempts to explain her nervous thoughts. âI just mean⌠what are we? You knowâin our⌠relationship or friendship or whatever it is.â
âOh.â
âYou get it? Does that make sense? I can try explaining it again if it doesnâtâŚâ
âI get it.â
âOkay,â she exhaled. Then inhaled. She bit her lip again. For probably the 50th time that night. âSo then⌠what are we?â
âWeâre us.â
âRight. And what is us?â
âWeâre having fun. Arenât we? Didnât you have hella fun watching Vegas Vacation?
Annaâs cheeks flushed red. âWe didnât watchââ
âYeah, yeah, yeah. But didnât you have a blast, anyway? Arenât you having fun right now?â
âOf course I am, I just meantââ
âThatâs all weâre doing, babe. Weâre having fun.â
âSo weâre⌠so youâre not myâweâre not boyfriend and girlfriend is what youâre saying?â
âWeâre having fun.â
Anna could feel her heartbeat quickening. Her stomach couldnât drop any lower than it already had.
Now they were confirmed just friends. Even though she wanted this date at Five Crowns to mark the start of something a bit more seriousâŚ
But maybeâŚ
Maybe they didnât need labels to be serious. Maybe they were already serious.
Thinking of this, Anna stared into his green eyes, catching some swirls of what she hoped was sincerity hidden within. âYou love me though, donât you?â
âOf course I love you, babe. Iâve loved you since the day I met you.â
She smiled now, snuggling into him further, content. It didnât matter what they were, it didnât matter what they called themselves. They had each other. They had snuggles and smooches and smiles and now a real, legit, super-fun date and they loved each other since the very second they laid eyes on each other.
Take that, Kristoff. Mr. Grumpy-Doesnât-Believe-in-Love-At-First-Sight man. You lost today, sucker.
She planted a gentle kiss on his lips, a kiss that deepened, continuing until their orders of Filet Mignon were placed gingerly in front of them.
Without the constant pressure of the impending scary and mature conversation, Anna gobbled up her food with ease, quickly, in factâbecause she was starting to look more and more forward to the after-date than the date itself.
So much so that she considered skipping out on the chocolate soufflĂŠ entirely. And chocolate was her favorite thing in the world. Period.
Once the chocolate soufflĂŠs arrived, though, she realized that wouldâve been a grave error. No way no how.
Naturally she inhaled the chocolate soufflÊ. In a way that left Hans laughing and laughing, trying as hard as he could to wipe the chocolate off of her mouth and her shoulders and her dress⌠and also the walls and some areas of the booth⌠safe to say, Anna had made quite the mess.
And with him touching her and laughing with her, Anna became giddy. When Hans paid with his Visa platinum and signed the check, taking Annaâs hand again and helping her out of the booth, Annaâs giddiness turned ecstatic.
He thought she was funny. He laughed at her jokes. He laughed at her antics. He helped clean up her mess.
And they had a good conversation about school and a really informative conversation about their relationship. And they loved each other, of course. That was important, too.
Still overjoyed, Anna sat again in Hansâs black Mercedes. Hans drove to one of the Crystal Cove beach parking lots. They parked the car.
The entire area was dark. Nobody was there. Not a car. Not a soul. Not even a seagull.
Anna knew where this was going.
Her heart beat quickly for a new and exciting reason.
Their lips touched with sparks of electricity; a fervent move that sent them shimmying into the backseat of the car.
Anna was no stranger to the black leather seats. She was no stranger to this position.
Sheâd moved quickly with him. She recognized that. But hearing a chorus of Hansâs delectable I love yous made fireworks ignite within her soul. And so, it didnât seem quick at all. It seemed just about right. Perfect. If they loved each other on the first night, then everything naturally had to follow at lightning speed to match.
Right?
âHey, babe?â Hans whispered in her ear, so close that it tickled her a bit and she giggled.
âYeah?â
âCan we do it?â
She giggled again. âI meanâsure. Yeah. When were youââ
âTonight,â he said. âNow.â
âOh.â Anna was out of her element again. Yes, she liked moving quickly. Yes, she liked everything else theyâd done, but⌠this? Tonight?
She didnât think she was ready. She didnât feel ready. Did anybody ever feel ready? Did it matter?
It was then that she realized Arendelle Academy had failed her. The school had failed them, more like. She had the period talk in the fifth grade. But since then⌠all she had to do was some dumb assignment about chlamydia in the Human Development class she took last semester.
That wasnât enough. Clearly.
And here she wasâterrified.
Because, sure, she knew what it meant to do it. But only because of a healthy mix of Sex and the City (Anna knew she was a Carrie), Friends, and Anna Karenina. As a curious middle schooler, Anna learned more than sheâd like to admit from Anna Kareninaâs spicy affair with Vronksy.
But that suddenly felt all⌠abstract.
It was like she knew nothing. Nothing at all. In the backseat of Hansâs car, she was about to flunk out of doing it class.
The only shred of information that remained in her brain was her vision. Her perfect, wonderful vision of how she both imagined and desired it to happen.
She pictured herself sixteen or seventeen⌠on her birthday. One of her favorite days of the year. After some kind of wonderful birthday surprise party all planned perfectly by her boyfriend, the two of them would dash off to a swanky hotel, and when they would get to their wonderful suite, there would be rose petals scattered around the bed. Theyâd have bottles of some fancy champagne⌠ohâand some chocolate covered strawberries, of course.
But most importantlyâboyfriend. Sheâd said boyfriend. Obviously. Because she imagined it happening with the boyfriend she loved with all of her heart.
That was just for it, though. The Big It.
For any of the other stuffâstuff theyâd already doneâshe never had the same kind of perfect vision. So, it was easy enough to just⌠full steam ahead do all of it.
But not this it. Not the Big It.
So many parts of her vision were missing. She needed it to be special. She needed it to feel like the most intimate expression of love for another person possible.
BecauseâŚwellâthatâs exactly what it was to her.
So she couldnât do it tonight. Not like this. But at the same time, she didnât want to let him down.
She didnât want to lose himâŚ
âI donât know,â was all she said.
âWell, why not? Weâve done everything else. Whatâs the difference?â
âI want it⌠to be special. And Iâm onlyâIâm, like, young. Isnât that bad?â
âNo.â
But this didnât comfort her very much. Because she was young.
Elsa would say that she was too young.
âYou donât think itâs bad? That IâmâŚâ Anna gulped. She worried saying the word fourteen out loud would make him see her as immature and naĂŻve. âYou donât think Iâm gonna be bad?â
âNo.â He kissed her, then, romantically. Anna relaxed a bit into the kiss. âYouâre gonna be great.â
âHave you ever⌠umâhave you done it before?â
âA couple times.â
Sheâd figured as much, and it made her nervous. Really, really nervous. In her vision of how this should play out, it was her first time and it was her loving, doting, wonderful boyfriendâs first time, too. There were no expectations. There were no comparisons.
Her mind flashed to Kristoff, eyes crinkled and mouth wide in that wonderful smile of his.
No. Donât do that. Donât do that, Anna.
She needed to shake herself clear of those thoughts. Of that visualâŚof that desire, maybe. If thatâs what it was.
No. No. It was about Hans tonight. HansHansHans. His hotute nose and his beautiful green eyes.
She loved Hans. She wanted Hans in this way, yes. She did.
It was justâŚ
âI think I want it to be special,â Anna said, her voice small.
âThis is special, babe. Just you and me here in my car⌠loving each other.â
âNo, no, no. I mean special special. Like⌠really romantic special. On a really big event or a really big milestone or something. I want it to mean a lot. And Iâm not saying that I donât want to do it with you because I really, really do want toâlikeâŚI want to, and my body wants to and⌠I just think I need to wait um⌠a little bit.â
âOkay,â Hans said, sighing. âWe can wait.â
Annaâs heart soared. Now she just needed a new vision of how she wanted it to go down. She figured he wouldnât want to wait that long and really neither did she. If she really wanted him to be her boyfriend and not her friend-with-benefits then she needed to double down. She couldnât keep him waiting for too long.
But if she were worried about being too young⌠and if she were worried about what Elsa would say, and she wanted it to happen on her birthday, ideally. Then⌠she should just say it.
âMy birthday.â
âWhat about it?â
âMy birthday. We can do it on my birthday, okay? Thatâs⌠three months away,â Anna explained. In three months, sheâd be fifteen. And fifteen seemed old enough.
Right?
Right. Fifteen felt right. Her birthday felt right. Elsa had to understand. And maybe Elsa would even be proud that she waited those three months instead of diving right in.
Shit did Anna want her sister to be proud of her.
She continued, âI know itâs awhile, but. Itâs an important day and we can be together, and I think⌠I think thatâs perfect. I think then itâll be really special.â
And then⌠when it happened, she just knew heâd decide he wanted to be her boyfriend for real. Â
Hans nodded. âOkay. Deal. June 21st, right?â
And her heart leapt at the sheer fact that he remembered.
They made out some more. They got close, really close, to doing what he wanted, but they didnât. He respected her wishes.
He respected her.
And when Hans dropped her off at home that night, Anna knew what she needed to do. It was late. Again. She always called Elsa so late. It was self-sabotage, really. Elsaâs world operated three hours later than AnnaâsâŚ
But she picked up the phone and dialed her sisterâs number anyway.
Nothing but ring ring ring ring times infinity and then that condescending beep. Another beep⌠another message destined to be unanswered but not unheard.
Anna still couldnât believe that stupid track meet had kept her away from Elsaâs once-in-a-blue-moon phone call.
âUmâEls. Hey. Itâs me again. Your sister. AnnaâŚâ Anna shook her head. Elsa would recognize her voice. Duh. Anna always had to make everything so awkward. No wonder Elsa hardly ever called her back. âUm, anyway. I, uhâIâm so sorry I keep calling and Iâm so sorry I keep leaving all these messages and Iâm, like, the most sorry I missed your call SaturdayâI wish Iâd been home. IâŚI canât even tell you how much I wish Iâd been homeâŚâ She balled up her hands into tight fists and squeezed, hard, trying to keep a lid on all of her emotions. âItâs justâI really, really miss you and I haveâŚâ Anna knew what she wanted to tell Elsa, but she didnât know quite how to frame it. She tried to squeeze her fists harder. âI, umâI did something. And I thinkâŚâ But she couldnât help itâher emotions had no lid. Tears spilled down her cheeks and she took a deep breath in a futile attempt to hide the trembling within her voice. âI think youâll be really proud of me.â
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Different settings modes are accessible.
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It's anything but a carefully conveyed item and must be bought through the organization's true site.
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OMG, so I just saw a post of Australia, you know the kind of show how wild nature is there, so I just thought like any member of 5sos x reader where whoever you choose is so exited to show reader Australia and his home and reader is just really nervous and afraid bc Australia is wild jajsjsjdjd But she doesn't say anything bc she loves to see how exited he is
Aussie, Aussie, Aussie - M. Clifford
So this probably didnât live up to expectations so I hope you donât completely hate it! I figured Mikey would be the type to hype himself up to a reader who had no experience with the fine country I come from.
Gotta love the crazy ass animals we have here!
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When Michael informed her of his decision to take her on a round trip of Australia, she had to feign excitement.
She knew that it was a beautiful country, filled with beautiful people and Michael had so much love for the land he called home, but there was one largely terrifying factor.
According to every nature documentary she had indulged herself in, in preparation for the trip, Australia had some of the most dangerous wildlife imaginable.
âOoh, the wildlife channel,â Michael sounded from behind her, and she turned her head from the television to see her blond boyfriend walk into her vision. He had a black hat positioned on his head. âGetting excited to battle the frightening natural elements back in âStraya?â
She giggled at the way he molded his accent, resembling the way Steve Irwin spoke in the Crocodile Hunter movie he had subjected her to.
âItâs not that crazy, is it?â She was hesitant. She had heard so much about the creepy crawlers, the large snakes that could kill people within seconds, the vicious kangaroos and whatever âdrop-bearsâ are. She was terrified.
âOh itâs much worse!â He giggles. If only he knew that his jokes were increasing her anxiety for the trip. âI remember when I was younger, a kangaroo jumped in my backyard and started chasing me. Those 2 meter yâall Mike Tysonâs are terrifying.â
Y/N felt her face visibly pale. Kangaroos are meant to be cute and cuddly. When she was younger she heard that they were the kindest Australian animal.
âDonât even get me started on the drop bears! One of them ate my puppy when I was 6!â
âWhatâs a drop bear?â She gasped, letting her mouth fall open slightly.
âItâs what we call Koalaâs that have gone rabid,â he held a devilish grin on his face.
It might have been cruel of him to torment his girlfriend in such a way, but he couldnât deny the amount of badassery he felt when she gushed about how tough he is to have survived living in such a dangerous place.
Having a girlfriend who was born and raised in a nice neighbourhood in Columbus, Ohio had some benefits to his ego.
âBad time to say that I donât wanna get eaten by a drop bear?â She laughed nervously, âKoalaâs are cute and cuddly. How do they go rabid?â
âThe rabies gets to them.â
âRabies?â
He made a noise of agreement, âYou will be fine baby,â he rubbed her shoulder softly. âJust need to remember your running shoes.â
She groaned, feeling no other way to expel her nervous energy but to smack the hand off of her shoulder.
She was going to get eaten, she knew it. One of the dangerous wild animals in Australia was going to murder her.
That, or she would be sent to prison for strangling her boyfriend.
âHow did you survive down there?â She whined, dreading the trip they will be leaving for in a few days. âEverything is so terrifying already.â
âUs Aussies are born with fire in our blood, sweet cheeks,â he quipped, flexing his arm and frowning when his bicep didnât inflate enough. âWe know how to handle the crazy wildlife.â
âI canât imagine you or Luke handling a 3 meter long Red-bellied Black snake, or a big huntsman,â she grumbled.
âAhh, see, you know the threats already! Summer time is the worst for the snakes and spiders, but we will be fine!â She sighed at his words, closing her eyes as he pressed a kiss to her forehead before pulling her close. âAt least, we might be.â
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The flight from LA to Sydney was long and arduous, but made better by the presence of her boyfriend and her friends who were either visiting family or accompanying them on their trip.
Calum, and Luke and Sierra had planned to visit family while in their home country, whereas Ashton and KayKay and Michael and Y/N would embark on a three week trip from state to state in the country.
Everybody seemed excited apart from Y/N who was filled with dread at the sight of any native animals, but she loved nothing more than to see the way michaels eyes lit up when they landed at the airport.
She was even more terrified when she found out the first place they would be staying would be at a camping site that Taronga Zoo in Sydney had, but he was beyond excited to see all of the different animals up-close.
He told her a story on the plane ride over of how he did the camp out with his parents when he was younger, and it made her heart swell.
You could physically interact with the animals that surrounded the area, and she would be at the mercy of all of the little critters that swamped the ground. Nevertheless, she was determined to do it with Michael.
Ashton, in all of his sane glory, insisted that once they arrived at the zoo, they all needed to take a walk through the reptile exhibit.
All was fine and well until they reached the entrance to the cave like structure and Y/N couldnât move her feet anymore.
She had forced herself to not mention her feelings to Micheal because of how excited he was to visit his home turf and spend time introducing everything to her, but she couldnât bring herself to physically enter the cave.
Unfortunately, the blond man she adored noticed her faltered steps and walked backwards towards her with a concerned look in her eyes.
âWhatâs wrong, babe?â He asked, a soft smile on his face that slowly stretched into a sly smirk, âscared of some snakes?â
She let out a soft laugh, lacking every ounce of humor as her wide eyes darted from Michaelâs face to the entrance to the cave.
âWould you laugh if I said yes?â
âNo, but I would laugh at the huntsman about to crawl on your ear?â
Her eyes widened further than they were, and a screech left her lips at the same time a loud laugh left Michaelâs. She lurched her body, swatting at her shoulder and rushing to Michaelâs side.
It took her a solid minute to realize there was no spider when her boyfriend was doubled over, taking in large gasps of breath as he released obnoxious laughs.
It took him a further minute to recover from what he believed to be the most hilarious joke ever, and when he looked up, he was met with the unimpressed expression that Y/N had on his face.
âIâm going to go find an animal that is cute and cuddly, and Iâm staying far away from anything that slithers, or has more than four legs, or will bite me and kill me,â she began walking in the direction of a sign displaying koalas and kangaroos, without waiting for Michael or anybody else to catch up.
Footsteps sounded behind her as Michael jogged time catch up with her annoyed footsteps.
He slung an arm around her shoulder, pressing a kiss to her forehead and sending her an apologetic look.
âIâm sorry, baby!â No reply. âYouâre not seriously mad at me, are you?â
She gave him no sense of acknowledgement, walking along with her arms crossed.
âY/N, please?â He began to put now, grabbing her by the shoulders and spinning her to face him. âOkay, baby. I know this isnât your most ideal vacation, and all of the murderous animals here are getting to you, and donât try to deny it because I can read you like a book,â he wagged a finger at her, poking her nose before continuing. âBut I also know that there is no such thing as drop bears, and there are perfectly cuddly koalaâs not far from here that I convinced some keepers to let you meet after hours.â
She seemed to perk up at this. She had read much about koalaâs as she was drawn to the fluffy, grey bears and she was most excited to see them.
She couldnât stop the smile from her face as she laced her fingers with his and pulled him along towards the koala sign.
âThatâs my girl!â He beamed back at her. âYouâre gonna love this! Theyâre so fluffy and theyâre gonna let us give them some eucalyptus leaves, and have as many koala hugs as we want-â
His words stopped short, as well as his footsteps, much like Y/N did at the entrance to the reptile cave.
She stopped along side him, raising a brow at him, âMike? Whatâs wrong?â
He gave her no reply, his eyes locked on a single figure ahead of him.
She turned her eyes to see what had him in such a state of fear, only to be met with a single kangaroo.
âHoly shit, they are bigger than I expected,â his voice trailed off, causing a laugh to fall from Y/Nâs lips.
âI thought you said you went toe-to-toe with a kangaroo when you were little?â She was now the one to smirk, crossing her arms in a sarcastic way.
âOkay,â he huffed, âI lied. And now I donât want to go near it because it looks really scary so letâs just run in this direction.â
Before she could protest, he had her sling over his shoulder and they were running in the direction of the much awaited koala exhibit.
Maybe Y/N would enjoy her time in Australia more than she thought. Especially with Michael by her side.
#michael clifford#5sos#michael clifford x reader#luke hemmings#ashton irwin#calum hood#5 seconds of summer#requested#australia#aussie#holly is so un-australian so she probably did this really badly but sorry!!!#im only good at songfics#even then im pretty bad!
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Extraordinary Producers
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the benefits of working in a music store
summary: meeting mj, who also happened to go to your high school, at the music store was the best coincidence in your life, ever
(Week 3 of my 30 weeks of writing prompts challenge: music store)
wc: 1347
read on ao3!
MJ detested many things: gender roles, smelly shoes, war, and most of all, store employees who tried to make conversation. She absolutely hated employees who were overly friendly and tried too hard to get her to buy whatever they were selling with their charm.
One time, MJ was at retail store with her mother and she picked up a bottle of perfume because it was decorated elegantly and suddenly, a store employee popped out of nowhere with a giant grin on his face and began complimenting MJâs hair before proceeding to tell her how she would smell wonderful with the lovely lavender perfume she was holding. MJ freaked out and almost chucked the bottle at him, but luckily, her mother stopped her before she could.Â
She never imagined that she would work at a retail store but she realized that all the books she wanted all were in hard-cover and extremely expensive. While MJâs mother always bought her books, MJ knew that her mother wouldnât buy her all the books on her wish list and decided to find a job. Since she wasnât legally an adult yet, most of the jobs available to her were related to retail.Â
Fortunately, there was a music store that sold vinyl records and CDâs offered jobs to people over the age of 16 so MJ got a part-time job at the store. She was taught to be friendly to the customers and smile more, which she did, only when the customers were looking. MJ didnât try to coerce customers into buying records as she knew from first-hand experience how annoying it was.Â
MJ had been doing a pretty good job of being a mediocre store attendant until you walked into the store one day. When you walked in, MJ didnât notice at first as she was reading a book about the history of advertising but she heard the sound of fingers against shrink wrap and she looked up to see you browsing vinyl records.
You were one of the prettiest people MJ had ever seen and she stared at you for a solid half-minute before returning to her senses and putting away her book. MJ watched as you flipped through the vinyl records, occasionally stopping on one here and there but not picking anything up. After a minute of browsing, you suddenly pulled out a vinyl record with a small smile on your face.
âGood choice. Not a lot of people buy vinyl records anymore, much less the first Panic! At the Disco album,â MJ remarked from her position behind the counter and you looked up from the record you were holding, noticing her for the first time. You werenât the only one who was surprised as MJ was shocked she found the courage to speak up first.
âYeah, itâs their best and most underrated album. I also just got a new record player so I need some new vinyls,â You replied as you continued to browse through the vinyls and MJ walked out from behind the counter to stand next to you. This was the second time she had left the counter voluntarily, the first time being to help a customer figure out how vinyls worked. She took out a record from the shelf next to where you stood and handed it to you.
âThis band good is pretty good too. If you like Panic! At the Discoâs first album, youâll like this album,â MJ smiled and she was internally screaming at herself. She had no idea what came over her that made her act so nicely but when you smiled back, her efforts were no longer considered wasted.Â
âThanks! I think Iâll just get two today,â You remarked as you followed MJ to the counter, where she prepared the cash register for your purchase. You planned the two vinyl records down on the counter and MJ picked them up, scanning them and tapping a couple buttons on the screen.Â
âThat will be fifty dollars and sixty two cents,â MJ read the total and you handed her the money. Another reason why vinyl records werenât used anymore was because of how expensive record players and vinyls were. Most people used digital streaming services to listen to music or just stuck to the radio.
âDo I know you from somewhere? I feel like you look familiar,â You frowned as MJ counted your bills and calculated the change. MJ carefully counted the coins and bills as she handed you your change and handed you your receipt as well.
âMaybe. Do you go to Midtown High?âÂ
âYes! Wait, I think youâre in my sixth period physics class. Youâre MJ, right? Our teacher called you out for asking too many questions once,â You laughed as MJ blushed at your comment. Placing the change in your pocket, you still stared into MJâs hazel brown eyes as you spoke.
âOh, right! Yeah, I remember you too,â MJ rubbed the back of her neck embarrassingly, glancing down at the counter as she prayed that her face wasnât tomato red. She always had trouble speaking with insanely attractive people and this was the worst moment for her habits to kick in.
âWell, nice talking to you. I have to go home now but hopefully, Iâll see you tomorrow at school!â You tucked the two vinyls under your arm and waved as you left the shop. MJ waved back and for the rest of her shift, she couldnât stop thinking about your brilliant smile.
MJ was lucky that it rained the next day because as a result, everybody ate lunch in the cafeteria, filling up all the tables. Of course, she sat in a secluded section of the cafeteria so she didnât have to deal with any fights over space. But she was surprised when you walked up to her and asked to sit with her during lunch since all the tables were full.
You broke into a relieved smile when MJ nodded and you sat down next MJ. She had been reading a book about the theory of relativity and to break the awkward silence, you asked what type of books she liked to read. The conversation then moved from books to film adaptations of books and before you knew it, lunch was over.
The next day, there was no rain and the cafeteria wasnât crowded but you still sat with MJ. This time, you two talked about music and you learned about MJâs taste in music. She liked a variety of music and liked at least one artist from each time period.Â
One day, you decided that you wanted to listen to some new music so you asked MJ to make you a playlist of songs she liked. She spent all night crafting a perfect playlist of recommendations and when she watched you listen to it at lunch the following day, she was anxious to see if you liked it.Â
You absolutely loved it and it became a weekly tradition for MJ to make you a playlist with new songs. With each playlist, MJ got a little braver and added more love songs. She decided to take a leap of faith when she was making a playlist and named it âhidden messageâ. MJ chose her favorite songs and arranged them in order so that the first letter of each song put in together spelled âwill you go on a date with me?â
Instead of showing it to you at school like she usually did, MJ texted you the link to playlist and waited for your response. You usually always responded to her text messages quickly but this time, you didnât respond at all. MJ thought this meant that you were scared away by her but the next day, at school, she was surprised that you greeted her with a hug.
As you wrapped your arms around MJ, you whispered in her ear, âYes. Yes, I will.â
It was safe to say that MJâs choice of bringing you to a concert for you first date was one of the best decisions she had ever made in her life.
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Alone, Together | Chapter 30 | Morgan Rielly
A/N: We are officially in the thirties in terms of chapters...CAN YOU BELIEVE?! I canât. Let me know what you think of the chapter!
Bee looked at herself in the mirror, smoothing out her spaghetti strap dress striped with pink and green and navy. Â Sheâd curled her hair slightly and wore some bright coloured lipstick to reflect the great weather and the happy event: Aryneâs baby shower. Â She was having it at McLean House within the Estates of Sunnybrook, and Bee couldnât be more excited. Â Ashley had just had her own baby shower last weekend, so for a solid week, Bee was occupied with all things baby. Â She stood in front of the mirror in the bedroom and took a picture of her complete outfit, sending it to Ashley to make sure it was okay (who replied with emphatic and all-caps âHAWTâ and âWERK ITâ texts) before texting it to Morgan. Â
Before she was even able to grab her Chanel bag and make sure everything she needed was in there, her phone began to ring and Morganâs name flashed across the screen.
âYou look beautiful,â he said, not bothering with saying hello after she did. Â âYou have Aryneâs baby shower today, right?â
âYeah. Â And thank you. Â The dress looks good?â
âThe dress looks amazing,â he stressed. Â âYou know I think you look beautiful in everything.â
Bee couldnât help but blush. Â âWhat are you up to today? Â How was Andyâs birthday yesterday?â
âIt was fun! Â We played a round of golf in Whistler in the morning and then went to Blue Water CafĂŠ in Yaletown to have dinner. Â He got a little drunk off the wine,â Morgan laughed slightly. Â âHavenât seen him drunk in years.â
âDid he like my gift?â Bee asked hesitantly, referring to the coffee mug and tie she bought for him. Â Morgan had taken it to Vancouver with him already wrapped when he left. Â
âHe loved it. Â They missed you last night.â
âThey know Iâll be there at the end of July, right?â she asked, referring to the two week trip to Vancouver she and Morgan had planned for her two weeks vacation. Â They had decided on it before he left and had booked the tickets already. Â Bee was excited to go back.
âIâm keeping it a surprise from them,â he said. Â âHeâs coming back from the washroom right now. Â Iâll talk to you later okay?â
âOkay. Â Tell him I say hi,â she said. Â âI love you. Â And I miss you.â
âI love you and miss you too, Bumblebee. Â Have fun today. Â You look beautiful.â
Almost immediately after hanging up, her phone buzzed for a text from Ashley saying she was waiting out front. Â Bee rushed in packing some last minute things into her purse before strapping on her heels, grabbing her present, and meeting Ashley outside. Â She slid into the passengerâs seat and kissed her across the console. Â In the backseat, she saw Sydney Esiason quickly typing away on her phone before setting it down on her lap to smile at her. Â
âYou look adorable!â Ashley exclaimed as she drove away, taking another look at Bee in her dress. Â âSydney, you remember Bee McTavish?â
âOf course!  The one who works!â Sydney smiled from the backseat.  âItâsâŚTD Bank?â
âScotiabank,â Bee corrected her politely. Â âItâs nice to see you again Sydney. Â Howâs the wedding planning going?â
âAll done! Â Just a few weeks to go,â she smiled. Â âItâs too bad this one canât fly to the Hamptons to be there,â Sydney nodded her head towards Ashley in the front seat. Â âEveryone else is going to be there.â Â Morgan never received a wedding invitation, even though other members of the team had. Â Bee figured it was because he and Matt never became close during Mattâs time on the Leafs. Â Not that Bee cared â she had no idea who these people were besides her brief encounter with Sydney months ago during lunch with Aryne. Â
âI canât fly!â Ashley defended herself. Â âMy doctor said itâs way too risky.â
âI know, I know,â Sydney rolled her eyes playfully. Â âHow have you been, Bee? Â Howâs work?â
Bee couldnât help but notice the way Sydney kept saying the word âworkâ, but she tried not to think much of it. Â Bee wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt. Â âWork is great, actually,â Bee said. Â âIt keeps me busy, thatâs for sure. Â But I love the team I work with, so itâs all good.â
âI bet you wished you could have quit for the playoffs,â Sydney commented. Â âHow hard was it to travel to Boston with your work schedule?â
Bee tried not to make a face or furrow her brows. âI didnât go to Boston.â
âOh, you didnât?â Sydney asked. Â She seemed genuinely shocked that Bee couldnât travel, that she couldnât follow Morgan regardless of how important the game way. Â âHey Ash, where are we picking up Alannah?â
âJust at her hair salon on King. Â Weâll be there in like two minutes.â
Bee began to feel self-conscious.  Morgan had never expressed that any WAGs would ever travel with the team during the playoffs.  She assumed that the boys needed to stay focused, without distraction, and that significant others werenât allowed to travel with them.  Why did Sydney make it seem like it was so out of the ordinary that Bee didnât go?  Even if she could go, even if the significant others were allowed to travel with the teamâŚshe had work.  She had a job.  Responsibilities.  She couldnât just follow Morgan wherever he went because of hockey.  She had a life too, and a career she was building â one as important as his â and she didnât take that lightly.
When Alannah got in the car, the girls settled into a comfortable conversation â Ashley, Alannah, and Sydney more so, with Bee contributing every now and then â as Ashley made her way towards the Don Valley Parkway, the highway sheâd need to take to get to the northern part of the city. Â As she turned on to Queen Street, driving through Moss Park on the east side of Toronto, Bee felt a sense of familiarity. Â Despite her circumstances now, she would never forget where she came from. Â These were the streets she grew up with â the streets that raised her, to an extent. Â The schools she attended. Â The apartment buildings she lived in. Â The parks she wandered through when â
âI donât think I remember driving through this part of town! Â Ghettoooo!â Sydney giggled jovially from the backseat. Â âWe heard so much about it when Matt wanted to go to that trendy restaurant but we never ended up coming âcause I convinced him not to.â
A shiver ran up Beeâs spine at Sydneyâs comment.  Yeah, it was the ghetto.  It was one of the most depraved areas of Toronto.  Public housing buildings dominated the neighbourhood.  May families were low-income or relied on public assistance â like Bee and her mother had been.  There were a lot of homeless shelters â many that Bee stayed in at some point in her young life.  Bee was torn up at how out of touch Sydney made herself seem with that comment, so completely unaware of the area despite living in Toronto for two yearsâŚBee didnât know if it was a shock to her, or if she expected it. Â
And the fact that she had called it the ghetto with the tone of voice that she did. Â Like it was a joke. Â
Bee was quiet as they pulled up to a light. Â She looked towards Ashley in the driverâs seat before pointing to a building across from them that very much looked like public housing. Â âYou see that building over there?â she asked. Â Ashley nodded her head, and Bee looked in the rear-view mirror to see Sydney and Alannah from the backseat looking as well. Â âI used to live there.â
Bee could see Sydneyâs body stiffed in the backseat. Â âOhmygod, you used to live here?â
âYeah,â Bee nodded her head, trying to handle this with as much grace and maturity as she could even though Sydney had said what she said. Â âI grew up around here. Â Iâve lived in a couple of the buildings.â
âWell thank God you got out, huh?â
Bee bit her tongue so she wasnât snippy. Â âYeah. Â Thank God.â
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âOh my God Bee, your dress is sooooo cute!â Aryne exclaimed as she waddled over excitedly towards Bee with her arms stretched out, giving her a giant hug as she always did. Â âAnd your lipstick! Â That colour! Â I feel like Nigel from the Devil Wears Prada â my job here is done.â
Bee couldnât help but giggle as she hugged Aryne back. Â âYouâll always be my fairy godmother, Aryne.â
âGood. Â Come on. Â Let me introduce you to my mom and some of my cousins.â
After a flurry of introductions, polite handshakes, small-talk, fruity drinks and some canapĂŠs, Bee let Aryne greet the next batch of guests who arrived as she re-joined Ashley, Alannah, and Sydney. Â Monique and Christina had joined, and Bee made sure to greet them. Â âThat dress looks so cute on you, Bee!â Christina smiled as she went in for the hug. Â
âThank you! Â God, I think I should wear it more often! Â Iâve been getting so many compliments,â she giggled. Â âI fell in love with the colours of the stripes.â
âIt does look great,â Sydney agreed. Â âIt's good you chose vertical stripes. They're slimming which is why it looks so great on you. Horizontal stripes are a big no no."
Beeâs breath hitched in her throat. Â Monique said something immediately after that made them switch subjects, but Bee was still stuck on the comment. Â She wished she wasnât. Â She wished she could let it go and not care about it, but she couldnât. Â It was like her Instagram DMs had taken a human form and she couldnât get away. Â In front of her was a walking, talking embodiment of everything those girls wanted her to be, everything they thought Bee should be, and everything that she so clearly wasnât. Â Sydney didnât need to wear anything that was slimming because she was already slim. Â She didnât need to think about what would look good and what clothes would flatter her body because everything would look good â with her blonde hair, perfectly plumped lips, cheekbones to die for, skin as clear as the sky, she looked like a fucking model.
Bee tried not to let it get the best of her as the baby shower went on. Â Everybody sat at their designated seats and munched on Caesar salad, a choice of either salmon filet or mushroom ravioli, and a peach and blueberry crumble. Â They played games, guessed the gender, and opened presents to much oohing and awing over how tiny everything was. Â Aryne seemed to appreciate Beeâs gift of a plush elephant and small collection of books to add to the babyâs library. Â
As the ladies ate their dessert, from beside Bee, Alannah nudged her gently. Â âLucy texted me, told me you got a good deal on yoga pants. Â Lululemon?â she asked, forking some crumble into her mouth.
âOld Navy, actu--â
âAre you looking for a studio?â Sydney imposed on the conversation. Â Bee looked at her across the table. Â âI used to go to Moksha Yoga on King for hot yoga. Â And Jessica recommended this amazing personal trainer who works out of a gym on Adelaide. Â If you tell them my name, theyâll definitely help you with everything you need done.â
âSydney,â Alannah stressed. Â So it wasnât just Bee who was picking up on these things. Â Alannah had been listening for a long time too and, well, hell â Alannah was a lawyer. Â Reading between the lines on every single little thing said was practically her job. Â âIâm just asking about a deal on yoga pants.â
âDo I look like I need to be helped? Do I look like I need everything done?â Bee wanted to desperately to ask, but decided to hold her tongue. Â
âListen, we can all tone up a bit,â Sydney shrugged her shoulders.  âLike, Iâm taking a boxing class right now to tone up before the wedding.  Weâve had to take in the dress a bit more and my seamstress sort of hates me for it, butâŚitâs my wedding!  I need to look my best, right?  You understand, Alannah,â she tried to play it off, smiling and giggled and making it into a joke.  âWe all want to look good on our wedding day!  Those are photos weâre going to have forever.â
âI get what youâre saying, Syd. Â I just wouldnât advertise gyms or personal trainers to people unless they explicitly ask for it,â Alannah said. Â
âI donât think Bee is offended, Alannah,â Sydney said as if it was the most ridiculous notion in the world. Â Bee was highly offended. Â âShe knows how long and stressful the wedding planning has been.â
âShe does?â Alannah asked.
âI do?â Bee asked, speaking for the first time in the entire conversation.
âOf course you do!  Remember when we first met at lunch?  I mentioned the second dress and the flower wall and the veil,â she said.  Bee looked at her wide-eyed, shocked that Sydney would assume Bee would remember any detail about her wedding when she, nor her boyfriend, were even invited in the first place.  âIt was like, after the All-Star Break. When I was in town for my dress fitting on Valentineâs Day,â Sydney said.  âI know you and Morgan were in Vancouver around that time, but you must remember.â
The fact that Sydney remembered, or even knew, that Morgan and Bee were in Vancouver during the All-Star Break was one thing â she must have seen the stolen pictures reposted on NHL WAG Instagram accounts. Â But at the mention of said All-Star Break, Alannah got physically uncomfortable. Â âSyd--â
âIâm sorry, I just remember that we met. Â I donât remember the details. Â I must have forgotten about it,â Bee shrugged her shoulders, trying to drop it.
âHow could you forget?â Sydney pressured. Â
âSydney --â
âBecause my mother died during the All-Star Break in January,â Bee revealed as calmly as she could, biting her tongue and looking Sydney dead in the eye, watching her squirm in her seat, the discomfort and the realization finally dawning on her. Â âNow can we drop it?â
A loud clink of a glass. Â Everybody settling down and silencing themselves. Â Aryne standing up from her spot at the head of the table, a giant smile on her face as she started her speech thanking everyone for coming and for all their gifts. Â Polite rounds of applause as she thanked her mom and her mother-in-law for hosting. Â Another polite round of applause when she finished her speech. Â A strained smile on Sydneyâs face as she listened and clapped along. Â Side-eyes from Alannah, watching the space between Bee and Sydney, before focusing back on Aryne. Â
âIâll be right back,â Bee said to Alannah as she stood up from her seat, making her way towards the bathrooms. Â Noticing that it was empty when she entered, Bee took a few seconds to look at herself in the mirror. Â The dress did look nice, and it did look cute on her, but because there were spaghetti straps, there was some underarm flab that the other girls didnât have. Â If she was strategic, her hair could conceal it. Â Bee wondered if thatâs what set Sydney off. Â
Bee was only human.  There was only so much negativity she could take until she began to wonder if the words that constantly followed her around were true.  She knew she wasnât perfect â far from it â but she didnât need her imperfections and insecurities pointed out to her at literally every given moment of the day.  The Instagram DMs were a part of her life at this point â sheâd never be able to get rid of them, and she made her peace with that long ago.  They didnât affect her as much, mostly because these girls didnât know her, or Morgan, or anything to do with her life.  But to hear similar comments coming from the mouth of someone in a similar situation, someone who knows this world and who has been in it for a whileâŚit was different.  Bee was taking her comments to heart, even though she knew she shouldnât be.  It was a rare moment of weakness for her â a moment of weakness she tried to desperately to overcome when it was anonymous random messages. Â
But in that moment of weakness, her thoughts and impulses got the best of her. Â She could only be so strong. Â She was only normal. Â She remembered what those girls said to her in the bathrooms at Scotiabank Arena and opened a new tab on her phone. Â âtumblr puckbunny Sydney esiason cassieâ she typed the random array of words quickly into the search bar, the first link giving her exactly what she wanted. Â An anonymous ask sending in screenshots of a Valentineâs Day post on someoneâs profile and a comment thread below. Â The original comment on Instagram read âFangirls in Toronto didnât like Syd bc she called them out on their bullshit. Â The amount of girls trying to hook up with players there is ridiculous. Â They have no shame. Â So many succeed bc the guys are young and dumb. Â Theyâre all work as waitresses or bottle girls at clubs.â Â
Innocent enough, Bee thought. Â She was intrigued to know that Sydney had apparently called girls out. Â When the whole mess happened with Morgan, Bee distinctly remembered Steve Keogh telling her not to engage. Â She wouldnât have put it past Sydney to not listen to him.
But then, Sydneyâs response to the comment: Â âGirls in Toronto love to pretend to work only to quit when the playoffs come aroundâ
Bee locked her phone as an automatic reaction because she couldnât believe the words sheâd just read. Â She unlocked her phone again. Â She read over the comments and noticed the answer written by the owner of the blog. Â âThatâs definitely about Cassie, anon. Â Donât know where u get off thinking itâs about Moâs girl just bc that other anon sent in proof Bee got a job at Scotiabank. Â Everybody knows Cassie is a wannabe model and only got hired by that modelling agency bc her dad is friends with the owner. Â Cassie doesnât work and comes from money but wants to be a âmodelâ and âinfluencerâ bc sheâs barely literate.â
Bee felt like flushing her phone down the toilet. Â She felt like burying it in one of the flowerbeds outside so she could never see it again. Â She felt like taking the streetcar all the way down to Lake Ontario, attaching concrete blocks to her phone, and tossing it into the lake. Â âGirls in Toronto love to pretend to workâ repeated over and over in her head. Â
She couldnât do this. Â She didnât want to engage. Â Not today, at Aryneâs baby shower. Â Not ever. Â
She exited the stall, flattening out her dress and putting her phone back into her Chanel bag before the door opened again out of the corner of her eye. Â âHey,â Sydneyâs voice shocked her momentarily. Â Bee watched as she entered the washroom clutching her bag, letting the door close behind her. Â âAre you alright?â
Bee had held her tongue for most of the afternoon.  She had tried to remain calm and quiet, stoic, and unbothered.  But she couldnât anymore.  Not after Alannah heard it too.  And now, with the two of them alone in a bathroom, she was finally going to use her voice.  âIs thereâŚI mean, is there a reason why you hate me so much?â
âWhat?â Sydney asked.
âAll youâve done today is insult me in every way possible.â
âWell I didnât mean to.â
âBut you kept doing it!â Bee stressed.  âEvery conversation weâve had today, I felt like you were trying to undermine me somehow or make me feel like complete shit.  And likeâŚlisten,â Bee took a deep breath.  âI donât need you to like me.  Quite frankly, I donât care if you do.  You donât mean anything to me and I donât know you.  But you need to at least respect me.  And you werenât even doing that.â
âI was trying to help you--â
âHow? Â By insinuating I was fat and needed to lose weight?â Bee demanded. Â âBy making me feel bad for having a career away from hockey?â
âListen, I think you misunderstood--â
âDonât take me for a fucking idiot, Sydney,â Bee spat, not even bothering to hold back the venom in her voice, looking her dead in the eye. It shut Sydney up really quick. âIâm sure you already know what comments I get regularly from girls in Toronto. Itâs white noise at this point for how many I get. Every. Single. Day. Youâve been in this world for much longer than I have and you should know better. I really donât need those types of comments from you too.â
There was a moment of silence between the two women as Sydney lowered her eyes and looked at the floor.  Bee couldnât help but cross her arms over her chest, waiting for a reply.  âListenâŚâ Sydney began finally.  âIâm sorry if you were offended--â
âI am offended.â
âWell Iâm sorry,â she stressed, her voice more firm this time. Â âItâs just a really stressful time right now and I guess I said some things that were misconstrued. Â You donât understand because you arenât getting married or planning a wedding.â
Bee couldnât help but roll her eyes. Â If a half-assed apology and some lame excuse were all she was going to get from her, then so be it. Â She would have to accept it. Â She wanted to end the conversation right there because she didnât want to hear Sydney blame it on anything besides her sour attitude. Â âIâm sure youâre going to have a beautiful wedding and youâre going to look absolutely stunning, because you are. Â You just donât need to insult other people, whether consciously or unconsciously, in order to do that.â
Bee made her way past Sydney, opening the door to the washroom and re-joining the baby shower. Â By this point, the wait staff was clearing the dessert dishes from the table. Â She settled into her seat, eating the last of her crumble. Â Alannah looked at her wide-eyed. Â âIs everything okay?â she asked.
âJust donât say anything to Aryne,â Bee implored, and Alannah nodded her head. Â
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âLETâS GO RAPTORS!â Bee shouted along with the rest of the fans, clapping and smiling as she looked between the jumbotron and the action on the court to see what was going on. Â Basketball was easier to understand than hockey for most things (although fouls still confused her â they could be called for the slightest of things, whereas in hockey it often seemed you needed to guillotine a guy to get a penalty called), so she was able to pick it up quicker. Â The energy inside of Scotiabank Arena was different than a Leaf game, that was for sure. Â The buzz that the Raptors could bring a championship to Toronto fed that feeling. Â
Bee sat with Morgan, munching on the last of their popcorn. Â So many of the boys â Naz, Patrick, Travis, Zach, Mitch, Connor, and Trevor â and their significant others were there cheering on the Raptors from an executive suite and the accompanying seats. Â Morgan had the free t-shirt they were given wrapped around his neck, and Bee had hers around her neck as well, not wanting to cover the brand new Raptors jersey Morgan bought for her when they got to the arena. Â
âAre you liking it so far, Bee?â Naz asked her as Morgan escaped to the washroom in between plays. Â
âIâm loving it,â she smiled. Â âNo offence but itâs so much easier to understand than hockey.â
âYeah, I get it,â Naz smiled. Â âI think it helps that they might fucking do this tonight. Â The city is going to go apeshit.â
âIf they do, we have to be out there with them,â she said. Â âI think the last time people partied in the streets for a championship was when Team Canada won the gold medal in Vancouver, right?â she mused. Â âBut I was only fifteen then. Â Couldnât exactly party.â
âEven then. Â It was Team Canada, but it wasnât a Toronto team,â he said. Â âItâs gonna be nuts. Â And if we win it at home it makes it that much sweeter.â
As the play resumed, Morgan still hadnât made it back to his seat. Â Bee and Naz watched intently as the Raptors began a play that ended up in a pretty awesome shot by Kyle Lowry. Â Though Bee was focused on watching, she noticed Naz look behind him out of the corner of her eye and yell âHurry up bro!â. Â After a few more back and forths, Kawhi Leonard shot an incredible three-pointer, giving the Raptors the lead. Â Everybody went crazy â Bee and Naz stood up from their seats, throwing their hands up in the air. Â Bee looked to her right to see Morgan doing the same, an excited smile on his face before he went in to give Naz a giant hug. Â They began jumping together with excitement and Bee couldnât help but laugh â they looked like little boys, especially Morgan with his backwards cap on. Â He managed to shuffle past Naz and hug her too, squeezing her tightly and lifting her up off the ground. Â After he set her down, he kept his arms around her as he kissed her. Â
âTheyâre gonna do it! Â Theyâre really gonna do it!â he screamed.
But they didnât. Â After a last minute surge, the final score was 106-105 for the Golden State Warriors. Â Another heartbreak. Â The series was 3-2, and the Raptors would be heading back to California. Â Despite the loss, everybody seemed in generally good spirits, given the score. Â Considering it was so close, and considering the Raptors were still up a game, there was a major hunch that the Raptors would end the series next game, in Golden Stateâs arena. Â
âSo what did you think?â Morgan asked as they got into his car in the Scotiabank Arena parking lot. Â âYour first basketball game. Â Sorry they lost.â
Bee snorted. Â There was no reason for him to apologize. Â He wasnât even on the team. Â âIt was a blast, Morgan. Â Iâm going to have to write a thank you note to Kyle and Masai for the tickets.â
âYou donât have to do that,â he said absent-mindedly.
âOf course I do. Â Itâs polite,â she countered. Â âTickets for this game were going for thousands of dollars. Â And we were in a private box with catering. Â It would be impolite not to.â
âOkay, okay,â he smiled, grabbing her hand across the console as they drove out of the parking garage. Â âYou look cute in that jersey.â
She smirked as she gave him some side-eye. Â âOh yeah? Â How so?â
Morgan shrugged her shoulders. Â âI donât know. Â You just do.â
âDo you prefer a Raptors jersey on me or a Leafs jersey?â she asked.
Morgan gave her a look, causing her to giggle. Â âI think you know the answer to that question,â he said, his voice low. Â âNever saw the number 44 look so good, thatâs for sure.â
âYouâre lucky blue goes with my eyes better than red does,â she said, giving him a wink. Â âI think blue is my colour.â
âOh, blue is definitely your colour.â
***
âCome up baby. Â Come up,â Bee cooed as she patted on the couch. Â Bruce looked up at her, meowing as he finally jumped up. Â âHi baby! Â Hi Brucey,â she scratched underneath his chin. Â âYou wanna come cuddle with us?â
Instead of cuddling into Bee like he usually did, Bruce began to climb on top of Morgan, exploring and even falling off of him before jumping back on. Â Morgan watched with an amused look on his face despite being focused on the hockey analysts on TV just moments ago. Â He had decided he wanted to watch the Stanley Cup Final game â Boston versus St. Louis â if only because his old friend and teammate Tyler Bozak was playing on St. Louis now and Morgan wanted him â and only him â to win. Â He made that abundantly clear. Â He only wanted âBozieâ to win.
Bee knew there were going to be a lot of emotions that night. Â She knew they would be thinking that it could have been Morgan and the Leafs in this position, so she made sure to prepare accordingly â extra buttery popcorn, chocolate chip cookies, and Sweet Chili Heat Doritos were already in bowls in front of them on their coffee table, just in case. Â And because she knew he would need it, she designated herself to be the big spoon. Â As they cuddled on the couch, Morgan laid his head on her chest instead of the other way around, like it usually was. Â She was already running her fingers through his hair gently as he had watched the pre-show.
âHeâs definitely his motherâs son,â he commented as Bruce meowed, participating in a delicate balancing act of walking along Morganâs legs. Â
Bee gave him a playful side-eye. Â âIs that supposed to be a compliment or an insult?â she asked.
âYou decide,â he winked. Â Bruce meowed again. Â âHe definitely has Springsteenâs voice, thatâs for sure,â Morgan giggled.
âHe wants the world to know he has something to say,â Bee said. Â âDonât you, Brucey?â Â Another meow as he walked back up Morganâs legs, causing them both to laugh. Â âCome cuddle, Brucey. Â Give us a concert another time,â she patted the spot on the couch in front of her again.
âMaybe heâs trying to say he wants St. Louis to win,â Morgan mused.
âMaybe heâs telling Nick Kypreos to shut up,â Bee mused as well, garnering a snort from Morgan. Â âThen heâd really be his motherâs son.â
âYouâre something else, Briony McTavish,â he said, leaning his head up to kiss her before snuggling it into her chest again. Â He let out a content sigh as he continued to watch the analysts speak. Â âI love this,â he said quietly, almost a whisper.
âYou love what?â
âThis. Â Us being like this. Â Me, you, Bruce,â Morgan said as he scratched Bruceâs ears.
Bee couldnât help but smile. Â âMe too.â
The game was decent. Â Boston lost, which Bee was happy about, and Tyler Bozak won the Stanley Cup, which Morgan was happy about. Â Bee got to watch Brad Marchand cry â a true highlight â and Morgan texted Tylerâs wife Molly a congratulations message, though he was sure she wouldnât be checking her phone for hours. Â As they watched the presentation of the Conn Smythe Trophy to Ryan OâReilly and the official presentation of the Stanley Cup to the St. Louis Blues, Morgan didnât take his eyes off the screen. Â Bee made sure she kept running her fingers through his hair. Â She made sure that her body was as close to his as possible, that his hand keeping warm between her thighs was held on to. Â
As they watched each of the players scream in pure elation as they hoisted the Stanley Cup, Bee placed a gentle kiss on Morganâs forehead. Â âThatâll be you and the boys one day,â she whispered against his skin.
âI know,â he said softly, not taking his eyes off the screen. Â âOne day. Â And youâll be out on the ice with me.â
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The normal individual invests more energy watching recordings online than perusing content or taking a gander at pictures. Truth be told, video represented 73% of all online traffic in 2016âimplying that when somebody's on the web, there's a high likelihood they're viewing a video.
It's the simplest and most well known sort of substance to expend in light of the fact that: an) it's such a great amount of simpler to watch a video about, state, a Photoshop method than read about it, and b) it's the most dominant and adaptable medium to impart a message and draw in a group of people (second to live correspondence).
In spite of every one of these advantages that accompany pushing video content on the web, it's less focused to appropriate than content and picture. This is on the grounds that creation recordings is usually scary to the normal individual, despite the fact that it isn't that frightening.
In this blog entry, we'll experience eight useful video tips to kick you off on making recordings as a total amateur. Before the part of the arrangement, have the option to begin consolidating recordings into your organization's substance promoting procedure or even make an additional income stream by adapting recordings.
You can see the visual synopsis of this post underneath or skirt ahead to peruse a nitty gritty clarification of each pragmatic video tip.
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1 Plan your video content.
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In all honesty, the substance of your video matters much more than its quality.
This shouldn't imply that quality isn't significantâit sure is! However, on the off chance that you needed to give one angle more consideration, time and vitality, it would design your substance appropriately.
To design your substance, consider the accompanying three video tips:
1. Blueprint your objective
What are you hoping to accomplish with your video? Is it true that you are attempting to make individuals snicker? Is it accurate to say that you are attempting to get them to visit your site? Is it true that you are advancing your item? Showing them something new? Characterize your objective before proceeding onward.
2. Recognize your intended interest group
You can't in any way, shape or form target everybody on the planet, since then who are you truly conversing with? Not having an unmistakable vision of your optimal watcher gatherings will bring about a weakened message inside your video content. Your group of spectators will decide the manner in which you compose your content, the manner in which you shoot your video and the manner in which you alter it. It will likewise figure out where you appropriate your recordings relying upon where your primary group of spectators hangs out on the web. Consider who you need to see this, and after that consider where on the web they more often than not "hang out" so you can know to disseminate it later.
3. Utilize the intensity of feelings
Feelings are what drive watchers to finish your suggestion to take action, regardless of whether that is buying in to your channel, sharing your video or purchasing your item. It's been demonstrated again and again that feelings activated by substance are what drive the inspirations to help through with CTAs. Peruse up on approaches to trigger passionate response through recordings to normally allure your group of spectators to elevate your image to other people.
2 Pick the correct foundation.
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The foundation for your video ought to never be an idea in retrospect. It'll help recount to your story, send your message and add to your image. It will likewise influence the nature of your video.
The foundation you pick will rely upon the sort of video you're creating, your objectives and your group of spectators. The fundamental two sorts are:
Genuine Backgrounds
These incorporate a genuine domain, for example, an office, a parlor or an open air area. A few people consider this to be as the most effortless on the grounds that you get the opportunity to work with what you have. Simply ensure it's not diverting, untidy, or has whatever doesn't add to the story, message or brand.
Phony Backgrounds
These foundations incorporate green screens, shades, or papers. Phony foundations are incredible for consistency. Green screens are explicitly incredible in light of the fact that they enable you to supplant your real foundation with anything you need. Be that as it may, they are difficult to set up and work with, and aren't suggested for fledgling video makers.
Whichever foundation type you choose to go with, ensure you intentionally pick the hues that compliment the frontal areaâparticularly the subject you're shooting. You need to make certain the hues in the edge are agreeable: neither conflicting into an appalling blemish, nor so dull that it makes watchers nod off.
3 You don't have to purchase a costly, new camera (for the time being).
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Try not to stretch too hard about which camcorder to utilize, particularly in case you're first beginning.
While you may feel constrained to spend a great deal of cash on an amazing camcorder, it's truly a bit much in the start of your video-production vocation when you don't know whether this is something you will keep doing. Finding a not too bad camera to shoot quality recordings isn't hard nowadays. You presumably know somebody with a camera you could obtain, or you likely as of now make them lie around some place in your home (*hint your cell phone!*).
For instance, this music video was shot altogether with an iPhone X:
Eminent quality, isn't that so? Use it to further your potential benefit while you make sense of your video making attempt. This will likewise put your camera needs into point of view for when you're prepared to purchase another one so you can stay away from a superfluously costly buy.
So for the present, use what you have.
4 Avoid utilizing your camera's mic.
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The sound of your video can represent the moment of truth your substance, and there are a couple of straightforward things that you can do to spare the respectability of your video's sound quality.
The most ideal approach to catch sound from your subject is to utilize any amplifier other than your camera's worked in mic. Utilizing an outside devoted sound recorder is the least complex and most solid approach to catch sound. Despite the fact that it's not the part of the bargain on the off chance that you need to utilize your camera's mic, you ought to in the end get a different one.
Regardless of whether the mouthpiece you choose to utilize is regarding the matter's body or on a blast, ensure that it's properly put. In the event that it's appended to garments, put it in a spot where it grabs all the correct sounds (the individual's voice), however doesn't get different sounds from gems, texture scouring or substantial relaxing. In case you're utilizing a blast, ensure it's nearby enough to the subject to get their voice, yet in addition make certain it's out of the casing.
Prior to shooting, consistently test the sound to ensure you have the majority of the above set up accurately. For somebody with no earlier sound understanding, that is normally the best way to ensure you're taking care of business.
5 Use regular lighting
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Video creation lighting is an entire framework that requires more hardware than I'm certain you have right now.
The uplifting news is regular lighting really works best in photography and shooting, and is the most ensured path for you to nail the lighting in your recordings.
It's ideal to shoot outside on a shady day, or during the brilliant hour (an hour after dawn or an hour prior to nightfall). In those three conditions, the normal light is so delicate and true to life that it won't make your subject squint, and no brutal light will hit their face.
What in the event that it downpours? For sure in the event that you need your shoot to be inside? Normal light is as yet your most solid option. Pick a room that gets a great deal of regular light through enormous or various windows. You would then be able to include extra wellsprings of light like roof lighting, table lights, etc to include more brilliance if necessary. Play and test the light with the subject's situation to perceive what looks best in video. Regardless, ensure the subject isn't confronting the window straightforwardly or too intently, in light of the fact that that could wash out your whole shot.
Once more, play with it!
6 Film in little fragments.
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Books âReadâ in 2019
I am going to rank these by how much i enjoyed them vs. any actual literary quality. often well written books arenât always the most entertaining books.
Note: i listen to many of these books at work, which is why i am able to go through so many of them in a year.
List from 2017 List from 2018
------- My Favs of the Year ----
Novels from The First Law:
Best Served Cold (#1), The Heroes(#3), Red Country(#4), Sharp Ends(#5).
A Little Hatred (#2) (Age of Madness, sequel to The First Law)
I read âThe First Law Trilogyâ about a year or two ago and finally got around to reading the rest of the books, just in time for a new series taking place in the same world to start up (Age of Madness) and now i am waiting like everybody else for the next two books to come out in 2020 and 2021. A Little Hatred shouldnât be read as a stand alone, a lot of what goes on is dependent mainly on knowledge from the first trilogy and in The Heroes, then bits and pieces from Best Served Cold and Red Country. So much of your enjoyment of each book is based on what youâve learned in other ones (character development or seemingly useless information being not so useless later).
Age of Legend (Book 4, Legend of the First Empire)
This is more-or-less an âaftermathâ book where the main characters are still reeling about what happened in the previous book and are trying to make plans for what they are going to do next. I still like the characters and the world/setting it takes place in.
House of Assassins (Saga of the Forgotten Warrior, Book 2)
Iâve been waiting for the next book in this series to come out the second i finished the first book in the series. It is one of those Science fiction in the disguise of Fantasy settings and I am on the edge of my seat waiting to see how that plot/revelation comes out (I am certain that the location the story takes place is Earth, more specifically around Asia/India, but in a post-invasion apocalypse setting where nobody remembers anything prior to the invasion). I also really like how much of a badass Ashok is... i have a thing for emotionally stunted badass characters, especially when their flaws are held up to a mirror and have real consequences.
R. R. Haywoodâs Worldship Humility & Extinct (Extracted, Book 3)
I love the way Haywood writes characters and dialog. I was at-first iffy about WSH, but was won over after i warmed up to the new characters.
Shades of Magic Trilogy (A Darker Shade of Magic, A Gathering of Shadows, A Conjuring of Shadows)
Solid multi-verse and magic system world. Well-written characters, some minor nitpicks on plot points, but can be easily ignored. LGBTQ rep, the gays donât stay buried.
âDonât you have enough [knives]?â âYou can never have too many.â [me, every time: LOL]
One of the few times when a character deserves a redemption arc, doesnât really get one, dies, and i am perfectly fine with it because it is done well.
Assassinâs Fate (Fitz and the Fool, Book 3)
I read this one in book-book form, but i already knew most of the emotionally painful parts of the book by spoiling it to myself when it first came out a couple years ago. The main appeal is the inner monologues of the two main characters, even if like 50% of this trilogy is basically spending weeks/months trying to go from Point A to Point B, when many other books would have glossed over the details of travel.. but you can really feel the stress as they dwell in their thoughts and struggles.
Madeline Millerâs The Song of Achilles & Circe
Re-Imagining of the Iliad and The Odyssey. Focusing not on the characters of Achilles or Odysseus, but on Petroclus (Achillesâ lover) and Circe the sea nymph witch that Odysseus had an affair and child with.
The Spear of the Stars (Cycle of Galand, Book 5)
Still love Dante and Bleys... This is where they really get into the meat of world building and solving the mysteries of the Arawn Cycle (the book/bible) and peel back the layers of their reality.
Dust (Silo Book 3)
A great ending to a good series, it answers whether or not humanity can or has survived what had caused them to be locked away in the silos.
Blackthorn and Grim (Dreamerâs Pool, Tower of Thorns, Den of Wolves)
I like the premise of the books, the two main characters first seeking out revenge, but end up wanting to become better people due to magic shenanigans.... One part Fantasy, One Part Mystery, One Part Lovestory.
The Dispatcher (Audible Free Book)Â
I want a whole series based off this novella. It is John Scalzi so he can write a good story. I had previously read Androidâs Dream by him, which it didnât make it into my top-10 that year, but was still decent, even if the subject matter was a bit gross... The Dispatcher world is a Sci-Fi Noir, not quite Cyberpunk, where people donât die by anything other than natural causes. The Dispatcherâs job is to kill people before something goes does wrong and the person âresetsâ to when they where safe and sound.
---- this is the âAbove Averageâ Zone ----
All the Pretty Horses & Blood Meridian: Or the Evening Redness in the West
The master of bleak and depressing fiction. if regular Dark Fiction isnât enough for you.... there is Cormac McCarthy books. Get use to the âpurple proseâ that fills up pages with no dialog.
The Golem and the Jinni
Supernatural world of the far past dealing with Edwardian New York and Immigration. It not only is a âfish out of waterâ story of the two main characters trying to fit in with society but they are among communities that are also new to America and trying to find their own place in the world. There are love subplots but most of those kind of fizzle out.
The Axe and the Throne: Bounds of Redemption Vol. 1.
âDiscount First Lawâ book... it is lacking the dark humor that made TFL series far more entertaining. This was also the book that was prefaced by warning people about how grim and dark the setting was... Hahahaha. I still found it entertaining none the less, and hope the rest would show up on audible soon.
Black Snow, White Crow (Audible Free Book)Â
Another one of those short stories that should have a larger saga to its name. Fantasy Industrial Punk. It has the whole equality role reversal thing going on, it isnât done quite as well as Left Hand of Darkness (but that book leaned onto the boring side of things).
Stephen Kingâs IT, Pet Semetary, and Carrie
Itâs Stephen King. Classic King. Not much else to say.
Watership Down
Depressing Rabbit Book. Though I did like all the stories and mythology the rabbits had.
Bloody Acquisitions (Fred the Vampire Accountant, Book 3)
A series that is always fun to listen to. I wish the audio books were cheaper because they are rather short.
Lethal White (Cormoran Strike, Book 4)
shuddup, i donât care if it is Rowling... i have a low-key crush on Cormoran.... he just hits that big-burly tragic-backstory man-shaped soft-spot of mine. These stories are also her âfor adultsâ writings so... expect more racism and garbage values.
The Eye of the World (Book 1, Wheel of Time)
Classic set up to a long running series, though i am reluctant to go further as the middling books in this series are said to drag out the story too much.... Itâs not as self-centered as Wizardâs First Rule and the characters are more relatable and stick to their fantasy tropes. This is the âmoldâ that other modern fantasy try to subvert by going âdarker and edgier.â
The Exorcist
If you like the movie, read the book. There is a lot of back story that the movie wasnât able to adapt.
---- This is the âAVERAGE, but Still Goodâ Zone ---
The Iliad and The Odyssey
Classics. I am still on the hunt for an unabridged version of Jason and the Argonauts story. I also have Virgilâs Aeneid in my wishlist to get too soon.
Phillipa Gregoryâs Plantagonate Novels (The Lady of the Rivers, The Red Queen, White Queen, The Kingmakerâs Daughter)
Sometimes it is like reading the same book 5x in a row. other times you end up not liking the previous protagonist in a book you just finished reading because of how the current protagonist sees them from their POV.
Return of the King (Lord of the Rings, Book 3)
Read the other books last year and didnât get around to this one for a few months.
Something Wicked This Way Comes
Fuck... Iâm a janitor... why canât i afford a house?  If you liked Stephen Kingâs âITâ go back and read this book.
Alien Franchise Dramatizations: Alien: Sea of Sorrows, Alien: The Cold Forge (Audible Free Book) Alien III (Audible Free Book)
I donât mind that they all are done with a full cast. Though often I end up wanting to find the actual book and listen to them with just one narrator and descriptions.
The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe (Narnia, Book 1)
I would like to get the rest of the books in this series, but for books that are only 5-7 hours long they want 20$ a book for them. It needs to go into an omnibus.
Stephen Fryâs Victorian Secrets (Audible Free Book)
Itâs Stephen Fry... heâs funny and a good narrator.
Wizardâs First Rule (Book 1, Sword of Truth)
I donât like Richard. He started off alright, but even before he got tortured 2/3rds into the book, i was starting to dislike his personality. Other than that, the side characters and world are solid, but it was like taking an R-rated movie and cutting it down for TV. There is somethings that are vaguely described when i am use to harder fiction like ASoIaF, The First Law, Dresden, and McCarthy books actually describing those things.
Halloween (2018, movie novel)
Like I said when i first read the book, it wouldâve benefited by a second re-write before being published. But, i like the movie and so I liked the book.
Don Quixote
Another classic read. I did find it hilarious that the Author spent a good chunk of the second book complaining about Fanfiction of his own book... in the 1600â˛s.
The Princess Diarist
I listened this book instead of going to see TROS. worth it.
Smoke Gets in Your eyes: And other Lessons from the Crematorium
Non-Fiction, If you want to know the ins and outs of the funeral business and get told in an informative yet non-clinical way with lots of tidbits and history facts tossed in as well as a semi-autobiographical account of the Authorâs life.
--- These Books are âAlrightâ ---
Frank L. Baumâs Wizard of Oz books
I ligit got into an argument with a 70yo man in a comic book shop about how Canon the other Oz books were post Baumâs death. He was looking for Oz comic books and I brought up reading the first 14 books, and heâs like âThereâs over 100 of themâ and i was all âbut all those are written by somebody else.â and he got all âthey are still canon...âÂ
The Hunchback of Notre Dame
If you want to know about the In//cel ideology in a classic literary form, this fits the bill. So much man pain.
A Christmas Carol (Tim Curry) (Audible Free Book)
Tim Curry, guys.....
The Poetic Edda (Norse God Mythology)
I listened this book twice. I bought two Edda books thinking Iâd get some extra content, but no... same book just different production teams and readers. Returned the one with the worst translation.
Treasure Island (Audible Free Book, dramatization)
I need to read the actual book sometime, but i did like the cast and thought they did a good job.
Wally Roux, Quantum Mechanic (Audible Free Book)
A YA coming of age story about diversity and acceptance... with wacky science fiction.Â
Carmilla (Audible Free Book, dramatization)
The vampire before Dracula. Victorian Lesbian love story.
Even Tree Nymphs get the Blues (Audible Free Book)
A novella from one of those âlove on the Bayouâ romance series with supernatural creatures. Could practically take place in the same world of either True Blood, Dresden, or Fred the Vampire Accountant.
Mystwick School of Musicraft (Audible Free Book)
Harry Potter lite. For 10yo girls.
A Grown-upâs Guide to Dinosaurs (Audible Free Book)
I like dinosaurs.
Rivals! Frenemies Who Changed the World (Audible Free Book, Dramatization)
Interesting way on telling us about the Fossil Wars and Puma vs. Adidas.
True-Crime from Audible: Body of Proof (Audible Free Book), Â Midnight Son (Audible Free Book), The Demon Next Door (Audible Free Book), Killer By Nature (Audible Free Book)
Why is True-Crime or YA fiction the only halfway-decent things Audible is giving us? But yeah, these are basically the type of reporting that the two journalists from Halloween were trying to do. Where they go around and gather up information about semi-famous cases and present it in a Podcast-like format.
---- Meh... ---
Camp Red Moon (Audible Free Book)
Wouldâve been better if they were actually written by R. L. Stein.
More Bedtime Stories for Cynics (Audible Free Book)
No... half of these arenât written very well.
The Darkwater Bride (Audible Free Book, Dramatization)
The setting is nice, but it is far too .... Soap Opera Dramatic.
Junk (Audible Free Book)
A cross between Alien Invasion and Zombie outbreak, read by John Waters and written as if it was a bad version of a Philip K. Dick Novel.
Rip Off!! (Audible Free Book)
Most of them are duds and boring. I donât even remember half of them without having to look them up. The two that stood out the most for me where the âOther Darren/Bewitchedâ and the âDark and Stormy Nightâ stories, the rest were rather garbled.
--- Garbage... ---
Dodge and Twist (Audible Free Book, Dramatization)
No, you are not being edgy or kool.
Unread:
Siege Tactics (Spells, Swords, & Stealth. Book 4)
Triumphant (Genesis Fleet, Book 3)
Earthsea (Tehanu and Tales from Earthsea, i am going to re-listen to the first three before i get to these)
Into the Wilds (Warriors, Book 1)
Pout Neuf (Audible Free Book)
House of Teeth (Audible Free Book)
Viva Durant and the Secret of the Silver Buttons (Audible Free Book)
The Other Boleyn Girl (Phillipa Gregory)
#the first law#legend of the first empire#saga of the forgotten warrior#realm of the elderlings#a darker shade of magic#the song of achilles#john scalzi#r. r. haywood#Cycle of Galand#blackthorn and grim#myu reads#long post
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