#but like. I DONT EVEB LIKE SHIT LIKE THAT

[kokorozasumono]

[cowboy-robooty]

CONTEXT. THIS IS A SPINOFF MANGA WHERE ONE OF LE YAOI BOYS IN THE ORIGINAL MANGA HAD GERMANYS HAIRSTYLE, BUT IN THIS SPINOFF THAT FEATURES HIM AS A PARTICIPANT OF YAOI HE HAD A HAIRSTYLE CHANGE. THIS IS A PANNEL SHOWING THAT THE EDITOR REQUESTED THE HAIRSTYLE CHANGE. LITERALLY THEY SAID GERMANYS HAIRSTYLE IS TOO FUCKING UGLY FOR YAOI IM LOLING IM LOLING SO HARD GERMANY IS SO FUCKING UGLYYUWISIE AHAHAKOWKSOS HE IS SO UGLY HE IS SO FAILLLLLL AINT NOBODY LIKE BLONDE SLICKED BACK HAIR PLEASEEEE EVERYBODY FUCKING HATES IT. TOO UNFUCKABLE. AINT NOBODY BUYING A YAOI OFF DA SHELVES WITH A CUT THAT BAD PLEASEEEEEEEEEE

[nylwnder]

TRAINING CAMP STARTED YESTERDAY. LEAFS GAME ON SUNDAY. READ THROUGH A BUNCH OF MEDIA DUMP. I FEEL MYSELF COMING ALIVE.

[zapsoda]

"im gonna assume u havent read the manga" that is a reasonable assumption to make about any new fan given the recent influx of fans coming from the Anime

[lesbonoi]

its soo funny i would lose half the followers on my art blog if i posted my Real TFA opinions

[steampoweredskeleton]

I feel like I'm at a point in mental health where CBT is no longer very helpful. Like I know what most of my problems are. I do things to challenge myself and challenge my way of thinking whenever I can. I actively make decisions and change my behaviour to ensure things don't get worse BC I know my symptoms and what can make them worse.

So now talking to this therapist doesn't help BC they just tell me what I already know. And give me tasks that I already know I need to do.

We had an interesting one today where she was like "you need to be able to identify your emotions" and I was like "yes, I know, I try to break them down based on physical response BC I can't really read my emotions" to which she said "you need to be able to identify them, and not concentrate on the physical response". We went in this cycle for a few minutes, after which she said "can you read other people's emotions?". I, stupidly thinking that maybe she was getting it that I am autistic (I know it's on my chart) and can't do that, told her no.

My homework for this week is to make note of how I emotionally feel, not physically, and try to pay attention to the emotions of those around me.

So that's great. At this point I just need someone to help me plan my week so I can function better and THAT shit isn't available on the NHS!

[nomairuins]

so close to being done with one step in the larger step in the larger step of the spreadsheet.

i ran out of space in the tags so im continuing them under the cut bc i wasnt finished... and if you let me finish i would of finshed my santance

anyways i have some countries like. the borders r pretty close to irl countries and i have them in my notes as x country but other ones i split them into like. just smaller subregions of the continent based on irl like. regions. like i split africa into . Madagascar + East Africa + Central Africa + Southern Africa + Western Africa + Northern Africa and its referenced off of maps where those r like. the recognized regions (well. madagascar is usually just counted as either east or southern africa but yk). but idk... im worried its a shitty thing 2 do i just dont know what else 2 do with it. maybe i should just use an actual world map instead since im going more realistic with like. the time periods and stuff. IDK i just rly wanna avoid the shit the sims does so much where it lumps a bunch of cultures together like. the chinese world in ts3 world adventures having a torii gate for the icon. -_- yk. the map was kinda superfluous anyway and more judt a way to visualize where the worlds we have were distributed + also was mostly influenced by that one ts4 mod which takes that more simplistic approach but maybe i can just step away from that and just go more realism based Its just hard bc i dont wanna like. lose the more like. silly isnt quite the word (itis kind of but not fully) ig i mean i dont wanna lose the abstraction kind of thing the sims has. but like. I am auite literally making a spreadsheet to get rid of some of the abstraction the sims has so what am i on about. IDK i just have been thinking abt it a lot basically... like sims im already making shit up and locking the sims to like real world history stuff it only makes sense to like. do the same thing with The world and not have it be abstracted. so yes that was a lot of words to say i think im just gonna move to thinking of the sims as living on Basically earth. In my personal the sims palace that ive made up. this is not to say i personally think of the sims as tkaing place on earth or anything ive just decided to do like. Bc this whole thing is basically an au im making anyway like. taking ts3 sims and making them be from the 1950s thats already Not what the game is like. so ill just make it a Realworld sims au. ok yay 👍 thats all sorry for talking sm abt something so pointless and also for not using a SINGLE paragraph break im basically just writing in this like i write in the tags (stream of consciousness) but the tags have the benefit of being naturally split up so yes i dont think anybody is reading this far. when i was little and playing skyward sword for the first time roughly 7-8 years old i got to the like trial on skyloft and i got so scared i smashed the cd so that i wouldnt have to do it . and then i blamed my dog for it. and i did this even tho lamp had JUST started a skyward sword playthru which idk if i knew at the time but i do feel rly guilty abt it. but i was rly scared. ok thats all

[sacreblugh]

it's crazy how someone can go from being your bff and platonic soulmate just to have them confess that they actually are obsessed with you and were playing the long haul all these years just for a chance in your pants and then just have them treat you like you don't exist and like you were to blame for them manipulating and catishing you and just completely turning into an asshole the moment you realized how manipulative, superficial, and just incredibly mean they were to you because you wouldn't date them ♡

[steampunkedparm]

It's so ironic that the candle burning right now is citronella based

such a specific smell for such specific memories

sharing drinks in a place i hoped to in two years home

9 weeks of being able to faintly taste mike and orange cream

both bitter because it's not home

not-home housing an adoringly familiar face

it couldn't have gone to anyone better

i miss Home.

friday Saturday sunday off,

it feels like the universe is mocking me

friday night shower

an unknowing routine achingly familair

there is a hole

partially filled

because there is still fondess

there is still promise of tomorrows and soon to be's

but fuck.

i miss Home.

i miss sleepy sunday mornings amongst too big spiders and rocky wooden flooring

i miss the cheerful greetings and smell of dew

i miss the sticky heat that made your 3 layers stick

i miss the need to cry in the back because it's all too much too fast

inmiss the chatter

the drunks

the merriment and love

i miss the dead and the living melding between worlds with the twist of the faes hand

i miss the 4 way agreement of potatoes

i miss the sickly sweet tang of teriyaki meat

i miss the smell of my sisters perfume and the twirl of her skirts

i miss the robberies and hijinks galore

i miss the genuine fondess of neighbors next door or across the way

i miss the rainy days and ducks

i miss Home.

[lulladae]

YOU 🫵 stop throwing people that are like you under the bus to make you look cool in front of assholes who don't understand shit

[alexandrium]

me checking my baby's face for FAS features even tho I know for a fact I didn't drink any alcohol

[greenlanterns-light]

I find it so funny how lico and akira are both flirty girl likers and yet they are so different about it (so far at least from what I’ve noticed). Akira is fun and silly and goofy and lico is. well. Well,

[jack-owo-valentine]

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[imsogayyippee]

hi it's me tim wright luvr anon from earlier. what's ur fav tim moment....

KQBWKQBDNNZ I dont eveb KNOW.... I love like every time he shows up but ummm. he's so silly in entry 15 fidgeting w the paper n shit. ummmmmmmm. he looks so babygirl in entry 20 with that haircut <33. entry 57 makes me feek so bad for him :((( but then in entry 58 he's babygrirl. entry 59 is one of the best entries imo he did GOOD in that entry. entry 66 is.guh :(. entry 72 is another really good entry n yeah tim shows up so it counts. 75 + 77 :(. Then entry 84 GUUHHH he's so silly waking in the hallway sjdhsjhd. entry 86 god........ and then idk why but in entry 87 he's just so babygirl to me he's so pretty i love him

[grox]

I know its doomed to happen but I'm gonna be so sad if the new elder scrolls is too graphically intense for my little shithound computer you know skyim only needs 2gb of ram to function I lovr skyrim I dont eveb care if they do some legendary edition shit like release an ugly version and a pretty version please god

[chthonicillness]

i have to confess something. i dont find the brain cell jokes funny and i never did eveb before it became one of like five jokes the inhabitants of this website know. like its grating at this point. and people are way too comfortable saying rude shit too. if i dont knoe you and you tell me i have one brain cell i am going to hurt your feelings and any other part of you that you leave within reach