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You know a character is overhated when people have to make up shit that didn't happen on order to justify that hatred.
"Caitlyn gassed the whole city of Zaun" wrong. She uses the grey as a weapon to incapacitate the chembarons in their hideouts, specifically. The montage SHOWS us this. She does this in a strike team she creates as a means to avoid an all out invasion led by the Noxian forces, which would have meant the deaths of several innocents. Even if the grey might have spread minutely to affect civilians, the chances are slim, and the grey is nothing more than factory smaug. Objectively, a handful of civilians breathing factory smaug for a brief amount of time is worlds better than numerous innocent people dying. Even in her rage, Caitlyn knows mercy.
And I guess these same people falsely overstating Caitlyn's actions don't want to talk about Jinx using gas bombs indiscriminately on the entirety of Piltover, intentionally harming innocent civilians. Or that her fishbones blast ALSO killed innocents.
No, I guess we only want to talk about the intentional harming of innocent people if it's Caitlyn doing it, and you have to outright lie about her intentions and the severity of which she acts in order to do so.
And the thing is, when you do shit like this, it makes it impossible to talk about other characters, like Jinx, their faults, their good and bad, without then making others assume that their character deserves hate the way you hate Caitlyn. I love Jinx. She's a fantastically written character. But I call out her actions and the way she harms others and you assume I'm calling her a bad character undeserving of an audience's love, right? The way you are with Caitlyn?
Arcane is supposed to be a show where we're able to discuss the spectrum of morality. And it's actually done phenomenally well, but people like you want to look at things in a very black and white way. You're looking at it on a class based system. If someone is from Piltover, no good deeds they do can be considered if they do something bad. If they're from Zaun, every evil thing they do must be defended in some way. Because privilege and oppression are the ultimate markers of good and evil to you. There's no complexity to be had there for you. People of privilege can't feel pain. Oppressed people can't cause pain.
It's narrow minded.
I love Arcane because we CAN discuss this complexity that exists. And I guess it makes sense why you hate season 2, because it made it impossible for you to stay with your narrow minded way of thinking.
#arcane#caitlyn kiramman#jinx#arcane jinx#jinx arcane#caitlyn arcane#arcane caitlyn#arcane league of legends#arcane analysis#arcane discussion#arcane discourse#fandom critical
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I truly love your agathrio x reader stories 💕, is there anyway to get a continuation after motherhood. To see what happens with Nicky and how they all manage to keep going on with their lives together or separate. Again really love your work❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Summary: The ritual of resurrection begins. Everything seems to be going smoothly, but will it last?
Enjoy it witches, and happy New Year <3
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Agatha slowly lifted her face from Nicky’s chest to look at you. Her eyes were so red and puffy, she struggled to see through. “Please, hurry– please–” the desperation in her tone shattered your already broken heart.
Swallowing, you nodded shakingly, “I-I’m doing it as fast as I can, Agatha.”
You haven’t let yourself grieve for a second, working restlessly instead, with your fingers tracing runes meant to bless your spell, and act as protection, too.
Your lover bit the inside of her cheek, glancing between you and Nicky. A whirlwind of thoughts going on inside her head. This was it, the moment of truth.
Rio had taken the boy, just as she had promised she would. Yet, even with the warning, the moment struck like a thief in the night. None of you were truly prepared for it, despite having known from the day he was born, Nicky was destined to die. When Rio reversed the incantation and her magic hurled you and Agatha back into your bodies, both of you fell into a heavy, dreamless, cursed sleep. It was during that span of time that Lady Death claimed your son, slipping away into the shadows before you could awaken.
You sniffled and wiped at your tear-streaked face with the back of your hand. You felt guilty, incredibly so. Had Nicky been scared? Had he tried to call out for you and Agatha, when Rio showed up? Had he cried? Only a couple of hours prior, when you met Rio, she had assured you that her intentions were to talk to you and Agatha only. Nicky didn’t have much longer to live, but she hadn’t shown up to take him away. That’s what she said. And like a fool, you’d believed her. How stupid had you been. Rio had had the audacity to meet your gaze and Agatha’s and feed you lies with such disarming ease that it made you want to double over and retch.
“I can’t believe she did that–” you choked on an angry sob. Agatha lifted her chin to meet your gaze. Big tears were streaming down your face without rest. There was dirt in your fingers as you scraped through the soil; some on your face too as you kept wiping at it. “Fuck— we knew it was meant to happen, but she said–” you exhaled shakingly and shook your head in disbelief. “She said she only wanted to talk. That she wouldn’t take him tonight.”
Agatha’s jaw tightened, a shadow passed through her once bright blue eyes. Her brows furrowed as she wondered if you hated Rio now, if you were capable of feeling such hatred for a woman that for centuries, you loved so deeply.
“She made her choice,” her voice came out in a low, raspy whisper.
Narrowing your eyes at her, your hands stilled on your knees. Chest rising and falling heavily, as if there wasn’t enough oxygen in your lungs.
“And I made mine. She is dead to me.”
You blinked away more tears, biting down on your trembling lip as you nodded to yourself. There was no justifying Rio’s actions, not this time. She had lied to you. She made you believe Nicky still had time, but instead, she took him away. And what’s worse, she deprived you and Agatha of the chance to stay with him, to hold him and tell him to not be afraid, because you’d have saved him. In the end, you’d have brought him back, despite Rio’s warning.
“What are these for?–” Agatha began, eyes trying to decipher the meaning of the runes, you so meticulously drew around her and Nicky. “It’s the first time you use runes to perform the ritual.”
You hummed with a nod, moving a strand of hair from your face. “You’re right. Consider this as a little upgrade,” despite the slight waver in your voice, it didn’t lack playful determination. “I mean to contact my lineage to gather as much power as possible,” you continued. Agatha’s brows furrowed. You meant ‘gather’ as in.. ‘take’? “Not that mine isn’t enough. But I’m not taking any chances tonight. I need all the help I can get.”
Agatha’s hands tightened around Nicky’s body, as she processed your words. In her eyes you spotted a silent warning, though. She knew better than anyone else what came with turning into a succubus. You weren’t one, but she was. And while she was used to the feeling, you weren’t. And that could be overwhelming if not handled wisely. Dangerous, too.
“I beg you to be careful, my love.”
You nodded, a gentle smile crossing your lips, as you reached out to cup her damp, pale cheek, “I’ll only take what they offer. Not a touch beyond that.”
She leaned into your touch and tried to reciprocate your smile.
She couldn’t shake off the fear caused by Rio’s words from earlier. If you pursued this pact, your life would be the one at the stake. And though she thought of you as one of the strongest witches ever encountered, one that could easily overcome any challenges thrown at you, a part of her still wondered if your power could ever outmatch Rio’s, or that of the Fates themselves. She took a silent vow, a witch vow, exactly on that full moon night, of which you knew nothing about, but in all honestly you didn’t need to. From that moment on, it was her job to make sure you would be protected from whatever curse or evil would come your way once the ritual was completed.
“Tell me about the passages,” she demanded, concern lacing her tone. “Everything. I need to know everything.”
Gently, you placed a hand behind Agatha’s neck, drawing her closer until the warmth of her skin and the familiar, comforting scent of her surrounded your senses. You breathed her in, then soothed the panicked frame of mind she was in, with a tender kiss on the tip of her nose.
“Here’s the plan,” you began, in a soft and calming tone. “You know, Nicky is part of us, but due to his unfortunate condition at birth, he never managed to develop any powers as he should have-”, you pointed out. Agatha’s lashes fluttered, as she mirrored your exact sense of guilt. “It was his right, as the son of witches to be born with magic, whether it came from me, you or…Rio.”
A pause followed. You bowed your head and glanced over at your son. When you reached out to touch his cheekbone, your breath hitched at how unnaturally cold it felt.
Your voice wavered, “I’m not going to just bring him back as a mortal. No, that wouldn’t be enough,” you angrily wiped at your eyes again. “That would have been enough once, but now–” a humourless scoff slipped from your lips. “Now I want more. More for him, for you and for me.”
Agatha held her breath as she listened to you. The way your demeanor had changed since your last encounter with Rio was something she imagined could happen to her but never to you. And that could only fuel her hatred for Rio for the things she did and how deeply they affected you.
“I’m done doing what it’s expected of me. My power is mine and mine alone to control. Nobody will dictate how I use it anymore. So, here’s what I’m gonna do– I’ll seal this ritual with blood magic, and when I’m done, Nicky will rise stronger than ever before.”
Agatha appeared conflicted, her gaze dropped to Nicky. You meant to perform a kind of magic among the most dangerous. She knew where you had read of it: the Darkhold, but she never thought your intention was that of using it for Nicky someday. If the spell succeeded, the child would inherit your power and the lifespan of a true witch. But all magic demanded a price, and the cost of this spell… even Agatha, with all her knowledge, couldn’t foresee it.
Your breath hitched, your chest tightened as you muttered, “please, tell me you’re okay with that–”
Agatha’s eyes met yours again. She exhaled softly through her nose, her shoulders easing ever so slightly. “I won’t tell you how to use your power. Not that I ever did,” she began, a faint glimmer of amusement flickering in her eyes, a spark you couldn’t help but mirror despite the tension. Her voice softened as she continued, a raw honesty breaking through. “All I want is you and Nicky by my side. Both healthy and happy and– if by doing this, I get that, so be it,” she reached for your hand, before squeezing it, while the other was still tangled in Nicky’s hair. “Save our son.”
You nodded quietly, then. Nothing would stop you now. Agatha’s blessing was all you needed So screw the Fates, and screw Rio,
Agatha’s eyes landed on you as you let go of her hand, to press both palms over the soil, fingertips scraping a bit, as if to grab onto something.
Taking in a long breath, you bowed your head and started your invocation.
I call upon Drusilla, Lysandra and Talìa, keepers of forbidden knowledge, and therefore hanged by the ignorant. I call upon Elara, Calysta and Fenra, whose visions guided their coven, and bend the veil between life and death.
The spirits of your ancestors channeled their energy, the earth beneath you trembling with their power, while a gentle wind swept through your hair. The silver hue of your magic mingled with the black of your sisters’, blending seamlessly as if it was meant to be. At that point, magic crawled out of your digits, flowing like a viscous substance towards the runes you carved in the dirt.
Agatha’s breath hitched, her arms instinctively tightening around Nicky.
The circle surrounding her flared to life, each rune glowing brighter as the names you summoned answered your plea. But her focus shifted when she noticed the glow wasn’t limited to the runes, you were glowing too.
“You look…” Agatha began, her voice barely above a whisper. “Gorgeous.”
Your eyes snapped open, and glazed down at your hands, then back at Agatha.
“Woah this… this feels good.” Flexing your fingers, you let out a breathless, almost disbelieving chuckle.
“Are you really okay?”
You scooted closer to them, nodding promptly. “Yeah– it feels like nothing can stop me now that I’ve got my sisters’ blessing,” you explained with a smile. “I can feel them. They– they want to help me save our son.”
Agatha reciprocated your smile. “What are you gonna do now?”
Glancing down at your son, your brows furrowed slightly, “I need to make a small cut over his palm.”
Agatha’s throat bobbed as she swallowed hard, her protective instincts flaring, as she guarded you. “Okay, yeah–”
“It’s gonna be over soon,” you reassured her.
She nodded her head, without adding another word.
You reached down, pulling the blade from its hidden sheath in your boot, its cool metal settling heavily in your right hand. Agatha gently lifted Nicky’s palm then, holding it steady despite her own shaking.
The knife felt impossibly heavy in your grip.
When the blade met his tender, unblemished skin, a sharp pain lanced through you, as though the cut was your own.
Agatha clenched her eyes shut, her shoulders trembling as new tears streaked her face, falling as quickly as Nicky’s fresh droplets of blood.
“Okay,” you sniffled, your voice cracking as you tutted as if Nicky could hear you. “Now it’s mama’s turn.”
Less gently, as if you wanted to punish yourself for what happened, you sliced your own palm, and hissed at the pain it unfolded.
Blood dripped from your wound, but along with it, there was something else too, your magic, both black and silver pouring down like summer rain. You took in a deep breath before pressing that same palm against Nicky’s injured one.
Fili mi, redi ad me. Renuntia morti et vitam a me accipe. Repere ex tenebris et proditione. Ut magia sanguinis sit benedictio et non maledictio.
Agatha’s eyes snapped wide open the moment she realized something. Nicky’s lifeless form remained heavy in her arms, but something was changing.
His once cold body now felt warmer—
“Yes-” She breathed out. “I think it’s working. Keep going! Keep going!”
The air around him seemed to shift, a faint, gentle breeze stirring his long, tousled brown hair. Your breath quickened, your entire body tingled.
“He’s coming back to us,” you answered, his skin matching yours as it glowed. “I can feel him…,” you glanced down at him, hope flickering in your orbs.
Agatha watched you lower yourself, your lips brushing against the tip of his nose, then to each of his cheeks, no longer cold.
When you cupped his face, his mouth parted a bit, as if his lungs were claiming the first, second breath of air. You’d be the one giving him that. Nicky flinched in Agatha’s arms, the moment you -ever so gently- blew into his mouth, and then whispered one last spell.
Vitalum, vitalis.
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Present Time
“Impressing, isn’t it?” Teen asked as he guarded your side profile.
You nodded weakly, an expression of pure stupor settled on your face, as you kept your chin up in awe, “yeah, definitely.”
Agatha was a couple of steps ahead of you, her face unreadable, as she studied the trees, the leaves, and the path stretching before you. On a silver lining, you outrun the Salem Seven, and had an entire coven as back up just in case, they would show up again. Which was very likely, all things considered. The downside was that Agatha had still no magic and was probably going to be pretty grumpy for the time being.
“Is it how you remember it, Agatha?” Lilia asked her.
She looked at you, and then at the older witch, with a hum that sounded rather indecisive. A fake smile stretched on her lips. “More or less. Quite a bit chillier, though.”
“I can light a fire,” Alice suggested casually.
Agatha scrunched up her nose as first response. “No, we should get going. We can take a break further on.”
You dew closer, your fingers brushed against hers, “going where?”
“Well, down the Road, silly–” she quipped, her voice light, definitely fake. If you didn’t know Agatha, you might think she wasn’t worried at all—that she even had some grand plan to get over every trial. But you knew better.
Sighing, you cocked an eyebrow at her. “Yeah, silly me indeed.” You trailed off, with your fingers tapping playfully at her arm, you caught the way her tongue pressed against her cheek. A tell that she was trying to keep her nerves in check. So like Agatha.
Glancing around, you noted the others were too preoccupied with observing the surroundings to pay attention. Taking the chance, you gently pulled Agatha aside, against an ancient tree.
“Do you think this is really the Road?”
“How would I know that?” she snapped, though her tone was hushed. “It appeared out of nowhere–”
You flinched at her sharpness. You scoffed. “Well, I’m sorry if I’m worried,” you averted your gaze from her and crossed your arms over your chest, defensively.
Agatha sighed at the sight of you. Her gaze softened and a pout formed to her lips. “No, don’t apologize–” her arm draped around your middle. The movement unraveled you, your arms falling to your sides like thawing ice. You’d always melt for her, it wasn’t even a question. “I am sorry,” she said quietly, but sincerely, her head tilting to meet your eyes. “I shouldn’t have snapped. I’m worried too, but I cannot let it show…”
You followed her gaze as she motioned at the other witches with her eyes. “They think I have all the answers, that I know where this road leads and how to get them to the end in one piece. If we break the act now, it’ll all fall apart. We can’t let that happen.”
You nodded your head, exhaling softly. “You’re right–” a sheepish smile crossed your lips. “I freaked out for a minute, but I’m all good now. I promise.”
A hum slipped from your lover’s lips, both thoughtful and amused, as she pulled you closer. With her front pressed against hers, she brushed her lips to your forehead. Her eyes fell shut, as she inhaled in your scent, silently praying to whoever was listening to keep you safe. “It’s okay. None of us expected such a thing.”
If this was really the Witches’ Road, it meant that there was a trial waiting for each of them, and there was no guarantee of surviving. Agatha remembered Teen’s words, regarding the road. At its end– if you survive, the thing you most desire awaits for you. Such a simple premise: all you had to do was make it through. As if survival were child’s play. Agatha’s frustration clawed at her throat, threatening to erupt in a scream, but she swallowed it down and smiled instead.
“Don’t wander off.” Her thumb traced soothing circles against your side. “Stay close to me. Always.”
You chuckled to yourself, then clicked your tongue in a teasing way. “I should be the one saying that to you.”
She dropped her eyes, the angles of her lips curled down. You sighed, immediately regretting your wording choice. “Hey– you’ll get it back. One way or another. I’ll make sure of it.”
She nodded reluctantly, “I know. I just hate feeling this useless. ” Depending on other witches for her safety was a bitter pill to swallow. She didn’t mind you, obviously, considering all the things you went through, together.
Your eyes rolled dramatically, “you’re not useless, Aggie. Don’t say that.”
“Right now, I am,” her voice was laced with bitterness and annoyance.
You shook your head again and poked at her chest. “No,” you insisted. “Don’t make me blast you.”
An amused grin tugged at her lips. matching yours, “don’t threaten me with a good time, love.”
You chuckled again, Agatha’s fingers drummed over your hips teasingly, “you love it.”
“I love you ,” her answer was so prompt, it made your stomach flip. Hadn’t it been for her hands steading you, your knees would have given in.
You reached out, your fingers playing with the tips of her long curly hair. “I love you too,” you whispered, pressing a small, delicate kiss to the corner of her mouth.
“Are you two done with the flirting?” Jen asked, interrupting your moment.
Agatha rolled her eyes with a grunt.
You turned around, tongue darted over your lips as you tutted teasingly, “why, Kale? Feeling left out?” Agatha still had one arm wrapped around your waist. Her possessiveness was driving you wild. In the best way possible, obviously. However, this was absolutely the wrong place and the worst possible time for your thoughts to wander in that direction.
Jen’s face turned crimson, “Pfft- don’t be ridiculous!”
Agatha’s amusement flickered away, the moment you slipped out of her grasp. “Hey!” she snapped, her tone halfway between a scold and a whine.
You shot her a cheeky grin and winked. “Before you two start another round of bickering, I suggest we get moving.”
Without waiting for a response, you strode up the Road, taking the lead as the other witches exchanged glances before trailing after you.
Agatha hesitated for only a moment, before quickening her pace to catch up and be next to you. Leaning in close, her breath tickled your ear as she whispered, “What part of ‘stay close to me’ wasn’t clear?”
You glanced at her with playful affection, “feeling clingy, Aggie?”
“Clingy?” She scoffed, blowing a raspberry. “What’s that? I’m not clingy.”
A soft laugh slipped from your lips that only served to quicken Agatha’s heartbeat. “I’m protecting you. There’s a difference,” she insisted, matter of factly.
You rolled your tongue, before adding, “protect me all you want, my love. And oh, while you’re at it, don’t forget to hold my hand.”
Agatha rolled her eyes, but the blush creeping up her neck betrayed her. With a huff that was far too soft to be genuine, she grabbed your hand and squeezed it tightly, “only because it makes Jen uncomfortable.”
You nodded, unconvinced. “It’s surely the only reason,” you hummed, with a smile.
#agatha all along#wlw#agatha harkness x rio vidal#agatha harkness x reader#agathario x reader#witches' road#ahs references#kathryn hahn x reader#kathryn hahn#AAA
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Memez’s theory and analysis ramble #1:
I’ve been thinking about TPOT 15 for a while so I’ll just dump my thoughts here.
Heavy spoilers for the episode below:
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So to start with Two thinks Gaty legitimately doesn’t exist anymore due to the timelines shifting.
I theorise that this move by One was specifically just to get to Two’s head, he’s been shown to mask and have false positivity at times in the past.
They were only really balanced out by Gaty giving them a safe space to talk about things, now that they think she doesn’t exist reality is fully hitting them and they feel alone.
My prediction Two is either going to be heavily depressed, mask or have someone else host next episode.
(Side note but I feel like this is less a case of One wanting Twos power and more pettiness for something that happened in the past.)
The other thing I want to talk about is Pencil, this scene in particular.
This scene is probably one of the most important scenes in relation to her and probably my favourite scene in the episode.
It shows so much, what I’ve been able to analyse is over the 6 years in the exit Pencil has overthought her mistakes that lead her in there to the point of depression which turned into self deprecation.
She desperately wants to fix things and for things to go back to the way they were, for her mistakes to not exist anymore and for her to still have a friend group.
She tried redeeming herself in the exit by being a leader there but ultimately felt like a failure for not being the “heroic leader to save the day.”.
All the exit did for her was make her mental health worse, by now she associates the exit with getting eliminated in general due to trauma so she’s fixating on winning by any means necessary.
In that way “I can’t go back there” has a double meaning, she can’t go back to the exit for her sanity and she can’t go back to her older era of her life as much as she wants to.
My theory on why Golf Ball looked scared is it wasn’t because of Pencil herself, it was because in that moment she realised what Pencil could be capable of doing with time travel in the equation.
She’s the one who could have caused by far the most damage to the timeline in TPOT 15.
And yet with all that you can’t really fully justify her actions, it’s amazing writing and I really want to see where they go with it.
Sooooooo yea, that was the ramble so thanks for reading ^_^!
#Pencil tpot#pencil bfdi#osc#object show community#object shows#osc community#Bfdi#bfb#Tpot#Two tpot#Gaty tpot#golfball bfdi#theory#essay#Spoilers
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As someone who just had a baby half a year ago, I cannot imagine MC running and doing all this so far along omg lol, she’s built entirely different ig!
But I’m curious about her headspace. I was in an abusive relationship for months upon months and regardless of the abuse, I was aware that he loved me in his own twisted way. What is stopping MC from believing it? I have a psych degree so I just wanna get your perspective because realistically to her it should now be obvious he does love her and that he does love the baby, but in MC’s perspective she always thinks “as if he actually cares” or “as if he’s actually being genuine” regardless of the fact that he kidnapped her and such. We know from Sylus’ perspective that he is genuine. Her acknowledging he loves her wouldn’t be stockholm syndrome, she wouldn’t need to reciprocate. So basically I’m asking you like (if it’s not a spoiler), why is she so reluctant to believe his love when it’s so blatantly clear?
First I just wanna say it’s cool as shit someone with a psyche degree is reading His Watchful Eye!! If you have any other thoughts or questions I would love to answer them!!
In my head she wasn’t really running that well, even just walking with a belly can be very awkward and difficult, but being so pumped with adrenaline helped her out a little 😆
Now to answer your question…Reader’s reluctance to fully believe Yan!Sylus’s love comes down to how impossible it feels to reconcile his actions with the concept of love. To her, love is supposed to mean trust, respect, and freedom—all of which Yan!Sylus has repeatedly violated. While she might recognize the care and affection he shows in his own twisted way, she resists letting herself believe it’s genuine. A part of her assumes that completely trusting him would only leave her more vulnerable, or worse, complicit in justifying his actions.
That said, her resistance isn’t entirely logical. There’s something deeper, something she refuses to fully confront. Despite everything Yan!Sylus has done, his words, his actions, and even his obsessive devotion have managed to carve their way into her thoughts. Reader doesn’t want to admit it—not even to herself—but there’s a part of her that feels drawn to him, and that scares her more than anything else.
This internal conflict is key to her headspace. On the surface, her doubts seem rooted in logic: how could someone who has hurt her so deeply truly love her? But underneath, her denial could also be a way of protecting herself from the terrifying truth that she might actually feel something for him too. She can’t allow herself to believe it, because acknowledging even a sliver of those feelings would mean crossing a line she doesn’t know if she could ever come back from.
Ultimately, the dynamic between Reader and Yan!Sylus is driven by this tension. Yan!Sylus’s love is real, but Reader—despite her growing, unspoken attachment—clings to her defiance. Clings to her freedom. She doesn’t want him to invade her mind too, because acknowledging her growing attachment would mean he has succeeded in taking everything from her. It’s not just about whether Sylus actually loves her—it’s about whether she can allow herself to see his actions as anything but control, and whether admitting her own feelings would mean losing the last shred of her freedom.
That moment in the nursery where she says, “Sometimes I wonder what things would be like if we had met under normal circumstances,” is so telling. She doesn’t say it outright, but it shows how much space he’s carved in her mind, how he’s managed to break through the walls she’s built.
I wanted her to struggle with the concept of actually liking someone that hurt you, as I felt that was most realistic to the human experience. Let me know what you think :3
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Ok finished red dead for real. Now time to be very normal about it
#rdr2#I can be normal about it#I prommy#I wish everything big wasn’t spoiled for me though#kind of took a lot of the oomph out#still insane though#just I was like#alright this is it#the thing I know is gonna happen is about to happen#glad micah got his in the end though#I’m sooooo happy for John and Abigale#I think their date was really sweet#and I don’t get why people hate her for acting the way she does#I mean#I know why#it’s misogyny#but like she’s so justified in her feelings and actions#to her John has died like 3 times#she doesn’t want to lose him again and again
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↠ Tim & Lucy ↳ 2x10 - The Dark Side
#chenford#chenfordedit#the rookie#therookieedit#tim x lucy#jesuis-assez edits: chenford season 2#jesuis-assez edits: chenford#jesuis-assez edits: chenford scenes 2x10#I really didn't want to gif a single frame of Caleb. But I did want to gif this scene. So sacrifices had to be made 🤣#Absolute INSANE behavior Tim. INSANE! and yet justified given how much of a piece of sh-- Caleb turned out to be. He had creepy vibes#from the get go. It's interesting how Tim said that Lucy hesitated with Caleb.#The only hesitancy (and frustration) I detect is this conversation taking place while Tim is there and Lucy being very aware of that.#And Tim at the end handing her the paper. Lucy observing how he's acting and how quickly he shifted into protective mode. Tim standing#there with a part of him not feeling right about this whole thing & later projecting that as Lucy being the one who didn't.#He was overwhelmed by his guilt and in such anguish. Just falling apart at the thought of losing her because he gave her advice#as a friend and not as her training officer. Something awful happening to someone else. To Lucy... collecting more guilt#and piling it on top of all the other times that happened. That someone suffered because of 'his actions'#Neither Tim or Lucy saw this sadistic monster coming. And Tim may not have suspected him...#But there was something about Caleb and that interaction that had Tim stepping into that role of the fierce protector.#And Tim isn't only emitting protective energy here...🟢 * Puts a green circle there and doesn't elaborate * Yaass queen give us nothing 🤣#The green circle of jealousy and Tim is standing inside of it.#But he's also coming across as distrustful of Caleb's intentions which is not alarming as they're in the midst of the chaos#surrounding a serial killer. It's rather expected to be that way. It's how Tim said he should've known. He should've suspected him.#He's a cop. And yet he started interrogating like a cop would & as if he were a suspect. Asking for a last name. What he does for a living.#He behaved in that way for a reason. So something definitely felt off but the need to be Lucy's friend in that moment#that he encouraged her to go out with him came before his instinct to be a cop or even her T.O .#In other words... He prioritized Lucy and what he thought she needed. He shifted the focus from the case onto her by#suggesting she focus on something else. And when she was taken... that focus on her became heightened by the gravity of the situation.#+ The EYE CONTACT. Tim & Lucy having their own private moment. The silent communication between them while Caleb rambles on#in the background about something unimportant. I have so much more to say but I've reached my tag limit 🤣*whispers with feeling* f**k..
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Nya has the best writing out of anyone in skybound an I will not hear otherwise
(this is just a rant but I will finish my argument with evidence soon but I was feeling like yelling at phone)
Just watched a video completely butchering her character.
I’m fuming about Nya’s treatment in general like RRRRR SHE IS LIKE THE BEST WRITTEN. Most people I see talk about her never tried to see Nya’s motivation.
And because she’s grumpy and won’t take bullshit treatment. And a large part of the audience Treat her like she’s a brat for it like…
Her ark against all odds is great. The only reason so many people don’t get that is ALL because of the awful framing and them focusing on Jay at all the wrong times I PROMISE YOU.
The audience is made to focus on Jay’s feelings in moments that should’ve been about her.
Nya always thought she would end up with Jay like she said later on. She always loved him She wasn’t trying to hurt or play with his feelings but she had bigger problems, and she simply didn’t want to be dating him. Because she hated how that would make her be perceived. Which was the issues that she overcame by the end.
She is frustrated by way she’s perceived by the city. They only see her as her gender. A self insert of sorts. (There’s a scene about it first ep subtle but boils my blood) Not a person. She HATES IT.
BRRRR
Nya has A lot more going on like it was never her Job to walk on eggshells around Jays feelings. She was having a lot harder of a time that first episode but more screen time was dedicated to Jays moping about her.
Just AAA ggghg
LIKE EVERYONE REWATCH SKYBOUND AND FOCUS ON NYA Specifically. Ignore how much the narrative drags you to look at Jay. I swear Nya’s struggle is shockingly the most well written bit
#I’ll be back with my evidence when I am more coherent#Oli rant#but here’s this for now#I watched something and I had to rant#her ark is so misunderstood and it’s entirely the fault of the framing#like the scene where the talk show host ask some basic questions and fully invades her space at focuses on JAY?#like she is leaning away in that scene I do not care about Jay’s feelings right now SIR back the fuck up#and there’s many more times where the FOCUS SHOULD BE ON HER#but Skyboud sure tries really hard to care Nya#skybound slander#oli’s skybound insanity#ninjago skybound#ninjago#ninjago jay#ninjago nya#nya jiang#nya ninjago#nya smith#ninjago thoughts#Oli Shrieks#like I love Skybound Jay but come on#that guy was not Justified in his actions#Nya is actually right in every argument S6 And I’m dead serious
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Also I feel like I have to say this but FUCK Toy Story 4. Awful movie, bad execution, poor excuse for a sequel.
#they stopped animating several of the toys like TOYS. they completely lost track of what made the first 3 films so charming#which was the fact that woody runs like a puppet and the barbies move like they can’t bend their legs (because they can’t)#and just in general everyone moves awkwardly. they completely fucked it up. bo peep used to move like she was on wheels#why is she now an action girl?? they made her look COMPLETELY different. i think they heard strong female character and assumed#they had to make bo a karate kicking badass. my girl was a badass when she was a solid fucking doll who had basically no movement#in her bottom half#woody would never have abandoned a kid; buzz’s weird psychic inner voice was lazy writing#they utilised the humans WAY too much for my liking. it’s TOY story not story of bonnie’s family#they had the toys break rules near constantly. they didn’t have a good villain#they didn’t use hamm or potato head or jessie or bullseye or rex anywhere near enough#whyyyyyy bring on extra comedy relief characters when YOU HAVE HAMM RIGHT THERE#i feel like the writers didn’t want to bother writing funny sarcasm and wordplay for hamm or just didn’t trust gen alpha kids to understand#it; so they brought in key and peele to do slapstick instead. which is fine but like. the supporting cast literally MADE TS2&3#why are you not utilising them. is it to justify paying the actors less? because they only got a couple of lines each#there was no good villain. the ventriloquist dummies were creepy and had potential and i honestly thought gabby was going to be the next#lotso; but no one had the guts to go through with it#there was no one to hold a candle to sid or al or lotso or even zurg#i honest to god feel like i could’ve written a better movie. i know someone will pop up like ‘but you didn’t!!’#yeah because i’m not getting paid by fucking disney. if you want a screenplay i’ll write one girl#just don’t act like this film was good. it was boring and the writing was lazy#personal
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There's a lot about discussion of hdwr that baffles me (not all discussion to be clear, because i do think there's a lot of good discussion about hdwr. But equally so are there the ones that make you wonder if you're reading the same story) and I think one that is especially annoying is the constant infantilization of miwa as this passive eternal victim. It drives me up a wall because this is quite literally an issue she's struggled with within the text of the story! She had an arc about how she dislikes how people treat her this way like towards the beginning of the story! And like even ignoring that, this story is about like nuanced and realistic portrayals of being in relationships and learning how to navigate them and so it's like what's the point if you're going to immediately reduce the characters to "the victim" and "the victimizers?" Is that even interesting? Is that a useful lens to look at interpersonal relationships?
#how do we relationship#hdwr#this is about the poll in the subreddit but i also saw similar comments (mostly about sae) on the website i was initially reading hdwr#i dunno like i'm like miwa fan numero uno so like i get ardently defending her but in my opinion#part of what makes these characters interesting is that all of them are extremely flawed in ways that can negatively feedback on each other#miwa has also done bad things to the other characters and been bad for them as well#i do think miwa repeatedly trying to turn being fwb with sae into a second chance despite sae clearly saying no#and repeatedly breaking sae's boundaries during that time was bad and shitty of her#i do think her avoiding tamaki and trying to supress her feelings despite that not being what tamaki asked for or wanted was bad andimmature#i do think that while miwa was under no obligation to say it to her i do think miwa's inability to tell sae that she loved her#even while asking to get back together was undeniably bad for sae as someone who had insecurities about being loved#personally these things are not unfortunate irredeemable aspects of her character#nor do they justify or excuse what happens to her#but instead characterize her as being inexperienced with romance and having strong feelings she isn't always able to completely express#or understand fully. this is an aspect of her character that is relateable and understandable to me#i find it hard to say that if i was in her position i wouldn't make the same mistakes as her#and like this is just one aspect of miwa's character. she of course has more than this which is why i am miwa fan numero uno but also#the same is true for like all of the main cast#they have depth and flaws that are relateable and realistic. even if you don't like a character's actions they're internally consistent#within not only the character themselves and the context of what they've been through but also the narrative itself i feel#which is why i like this story#so it feels unfortunate to flatten that all into who hurt who more or who is innocent and who is evil or whatever#like yes i obviously do think what sae did in like volume 5 was bad i also think what she did in vol 1-4 were also various shades of bad too#yes i do think what tamaki did in 103 was obviously bad#i mean ch. 119 and ch. 120 most likely are about exploring the consequences that has had on miwa#i just don't think it's useful interesting or even correct to look at those events as 'bad people doing bad things'#also while not related to miwa i think people who treat yuria and sae's relationship this way also baffle me i cannot understand it#channel 3
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Do y'all think after Ellie got the chance to participate in JJ's life that she thought a little deeper about Joel's choices?
Do y'all think that she watched the baby giggle at his toys and contemplated burning the entire world down for him? That she realized she would gladly tear through entire armies separating him and her if he was in danger, greater good be damned?
Do you think she'd recall back to the hands that carded gently through her hair, sweaty from night terrors on their way back to Jackson, and feel the echo of Joel's expression on her own face when she looked down at JJ sleeping in his crib?
Do you think she forgave him, even just a little, right then and there?
#moony is sad posting#because i'm sorry but she had to have had some kind of come to jesus like...oh. i get it.#Her anger was justified but so were his actions and I'll die on that hill#tlou spoilers#tlou part 2#tlou#so anyway i finished the games and i have feelings talk to me about them
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I'm... kind of confused about this? Like Ignatz is basically saying the only way for people to move forward is by continuing to fight and destroy? That's a pretty awful message in general, but coming from Ignatz it just feels weird. It sounds like he's just accepted war and that it's just... something that happens so we should shrug it off and move on?
I know this game tends to have very strong pro-war/pro-invasion messages which is already really gross to me, but it went from being annoying and icky to just making me feel disgusted. Also, Ignatz of all people shouldn't just shrug his shoulders and be like well that's just the way of things, I guess! There's an active war going on so it makes sense that towns could be rebuilt and destroyed again. It doesn't mean just give up on it.
Also really doesn't feel like an Ignatz thing to say.
#DCB Three Hopes Run#I'll be honest I have very low opinions of people when I see them say shit like#Edelgard is in the right and it she was justified to invade territories#if there was provocation/she was attacked by another territory first I'd get it#but I can't sympathize with the concept in general of attacking another nation that has nothing to do with you#it feels absolutely disgusting and seeing people actually DEFEND that is extremely concerning about their real life values#especially when she's very open about how the purpose of it is conquest and not actually the Church#and no nobody can use the Faerghus sheltering refugees as an excuse bc she attacks them in both games#and they didn't shelter the Church at all outside CF. in Hopes it's just a reason the writers needed to be able to#make it so the game had a similar story to Houses and to give a reason so the war still happened#Faerghus was quite literally minding its own business and growing at an astoundingly fast pace#and suddenly they have to decide whose side to take in a war? they didn't want to go to war but they were forced#and Ignatz here basically shrugging his shoulders figuring it's just a way of life to be at war is... not a good message#people who initiate war do it for their own political and territorial gain and that's true of this story too#it's not a question of whether or not it was Edelgard's goal bc she just outright SAYS it is#like... she's not hiding it? she's not trying to dodge the fact? and like again you can like her character as a fictional character#but it would be like if I said I love Ashnard and bc of that I agreed with his goals ideals and values and that#he was justified in attacking Crimea and torturing laguz. he's a really cool character and I love what he brings to the story#but there's a fine line between finding a fictional character interesting/fascinating#and outright defending their actions and basically saying conquest is okay as long as you tell people it's for another reason#i.e. Edelgard gave the propaganda about ''for the people'' but that wasn't her goal. if it WAS#she'd be contacting Dimitri in those two years like hey I see you guys are making strides in your politics mind giving us some advice#if her goal was for the people she would've spent those two years for the people and fixing shit not preparing for war#it just... really leaves a sick feeling for me that people legitimately believe her violence is justified and that here Ignatz is basically#saying that war is just a thing we all should just accept. like... how is war the only way for humans to move forward???#the one good thing Twitter does is that it tries to at least give sympathies to attacked nations#if this game was real you'd be seeing ''Faerghus attacked'' ''Faerghus invaded'' ''pray for Faerghus'' all over Twitter lmao#like if this was never a fictional story and if it was just real life there would have been only support on social media
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#also. also. shes like “i hope i was a better friend once you reframed it as 'im upset because youve been a really shitty person towards mw#for months - before that i thought it was because you were sad i probably didnt have feelings for you#(in which case of course my actions would have been totally justified). anyway after that i became a totally good and reliable friend“#when what she did since i framed it that way was (1) ghost me for 3 months (2) met up and immediately said she needed space (after one#conversation since the summer) (3) broke up with me under the most inconvenient conditions when im totally isolated from all of my friends#and during a long drive where im forced to be around her for hours to a camp where she is my only means of leaving#good friend behavior????#she always seems so thoughtful and phrases everything in a way that makes sense in the moment. but sometimes i wonder if she ever thinks#about other people at all#it feels like she wants all of these experiences and connections but only while theyre convenient and exciting and new. and what i thought#was a meaningful connection was maybe like a collectable trinket? or i dont know maybe. a fun experiment so she could learn more about#herself. framing every time she hurt me as a lesson she was learning about Relationships#ughhhhh I'm not a fucking educational tool#“i want to do all the same things exactly but not call it a relationship. and i have a crush on you but i dont like you enough. and i dont#want to ever date anyone and i dont want to be in relationships but of course im not going to break up with my boyfriend“#im so fucking done
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really fun letting all of my favorite shows take turns being the "i can't think about it i can't think about it i can't think about it!!" bingewatch during finals season/associated crunch times. they're being inducted into a society
#so i watched s1 of the funny ballet show. AGAIN like i think this has literally happened in this context before#'oh man i have so much to do for today and i can't skip woahh' (watches 4.3 hours of ducky content)#not the only unproductive thing i did this weekend. there were several#anyway gonna keep this brief for obvious reasons but gahhh i love the funny ballet show#idk how i keep forgetting how cute ahiru is. like her slapstick in the first few eps is way more prominent#and i just like it!!!! shes a silly goose!!!!!!!(duck) and i like her very much she's great#rue's stepping into kraehe's shoes (literally) For Real On Purpose stemming from wanting things to stay the same forever. aughh#like mytho's her one escape from it all he's the one thing/person she feels safe with#and to stick to something stagnant and loveless just so she can have someone to project those feelings onto who won't leave is. gahhhh#i also always forget how much i love rue like. YOU'RE GONNA BE OKAY#i wish mytho changed more with each shard but it's always fun to see how the prev episode's shard affects the next when it happens#which is decently often#early fakir's comedically evil toxic bf thing is still shocking to me. they turn him around so fast and it starts when mytho regains fear#imo. once mytho can Undeniably Suffer the negative effects of fakir's treatment he can't quite bring himself to do it#fakir resorting to these awful authoritarian abusive ways of keeping mytho under his control bc he's desperate and scared and overwhelmed#is like. augh hes so interesting to me. night and day swap though it's crazy how much work those like 4 episodes before akt 12 do for him#anyway. i love it it's great it's always great. comfort show indeed + i gotta get back to work now + bye#no but fakir doubles and quadruples down on never budging on his treatment of mytho bc again hes scared but also i think it's a little like#he suppresses all his feelings so he doesn't lose control over mytho and justifies it with mytho's lack of feeling#when he tells mytho to forget about it and that emotions are useless and stupid he's talking to himself too y'know#i think there's a squishy sentimental part of him he tried very hard to crush out of himself to better protect mytho (from himself + tutu#+ the raven etc) and once it's clear (though not immediately) that mytho has feeling and a will to regain his heart he starts helping him#he embodies warped devotion and loyalty as much as rue and similarly to tutu. fakir and rue devalue their own and mytho's feelings#while ahiru only devalues her own. her brand of self sacrifice is something to be challenged and overcome in the same way#but shes able to start all this because she cares about what mytho's feelings Would/Could be > what they currently are (nothing)#ANYWAY. good show. i forgot about the greenscreened in/obvious live action effect fire/fog in a couple episodes that was funny
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Yet another beautiful day to have the Maxwel tag blocked (can't see half of the posts in the Wendy tags)
#rat rambles#starve posting#maxwell posters have lost any semblance of tolerance from me ages ago Ive yet to meet a maxwell fan who's just like a normal person#and to clarify I actually do like maxwel as I am the number one just some asshole whos in too deep enjoyer#but dear god are ppl just absolutely incapable of being normal abt this man and everyone around him#and even beyond that ppl just do not get this man like please he is indeed interesting but not because of some 'retconed redemption'#like pls we can live in a world where he is not an irridemable monster and is in fact just some guy while also still being a flawed person#like the fact that he is so deeply flawed in ways that he never actually properly adressed and challenged is the interesting thing to me#like look at me. he went through horrible shit he didnt deserve. that didnt inherently make him a better or worse person#it just made him a more miserable person#and he didnt escape because of some change of heart or character development#and afterwards he teamed up with wilson because of necessity#I do think on some level he genuinely cares abt the other survivors and he does have genuine regret for how things turned out#but again those things dont inherently mean he moved past the flaws that got him here it just means he has the ability to recognize that#shit sucks and that he wish none of it happened#its why encore is one of my favorite animations from a character perspective because it shows some juicy charlie and maxwell stuff#mainly it shows both that charlie has not forgiven his ass and is manipulating him and that maxwell is still susceptible to it#which isnt a sigh of them rolling back development it's just a sign that maxwell is easy to manipulate with the right cards#which adds up considering his past and his present very well in my opinion#this is a man whos historically always ran away from his problems and is always on the hunt for a sense of control#and charlie tapped into both that and his ever present guilt#its in fact very unsurprising and not out of place for him to fall for that sort of manipulation#and it also makes for a great set up for the inevitable betrayal from charlie as maxwell is hit by the harsh reality of his situation#and that whole situation would lead to some yummy tasty parallels when charlie inevitably gets betrayed herself (I hope)#the ways charlie and maxwel are so similar yet so different facinates me deeply I love how much charlie doesnt realize shes kinda fucked#I want her to be betrayed so hard and left in the dust with no ground to stand on I want the rug pulled out from under her feet#her composition comes from her confidence in the necessity of her actions and the moral superiority she feels over maxwell#so having her sense of superiority be revoked would make for a super fascinating dynamic as she tries to justify the situation in her head#I wanna see her siral and then maybe change her pronouns idk
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while im sharing my ahit hot takes, i also wanna add that i think ppl give Mu a little too much slack
like yeah, she IS a child, she WAS traumatized and had her home essentially colonized for no reason. its implied her family was killed and she spend at least a solid year completely alone, homeless, and scared
but like she also used time pieces to reverse the world 4 billion years back and killed everyone she thought was "bad" based on a short description they gave of their own life (if they were lucky enough to even get to the throne room and not die from the lava inside the castle). ppl act like the entire cast were horrible people for telling her to go away when she literally destroyed the earth???? like no one in ahit is a good person guys theyre all assholes lmao
#no ones redeemed in that game theyre all still acting in their own self interest#but the thing that CHANGED about them is that theyre willing to cooperate with each other even if its for selfish reasons#like idk! i do thing that mu deserves people who'll help her get better and be safe. but i also think that people acting like she was--#--justified completely missed the point#ive had a lot of time to think about this. and if you think shes justified i want you to ask yourself why#i think its easy for people to adopt a very black and white mentality#its easy. i know it is. i do it too a lot and its something i need to work on#but the entire point of the game is that like. no one is GOOD. no one is absolved from blame here in any bad thing that happens#even if they had reasons for their actions it doesnt make their actions ok#and like. idk. im probably thinking too deep about this#no ones gonna read these tags#and i love Mu a lot!!!! dont get me wrong shes literally one of my fav characters!!!#but she did like. fucked up things#maybe im very jewish but the only thing that marks a good person to me is them KNOWING they did bad things and WANTING to change#no atonement. none of that#anyways if i think about this for any longer then im probably gonna revert back to being the worst person on the planet#so if you read all of this good for you. feel free to add your two cents in whether or not you agree with me
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Started thinking about the Amanda Waller + Ben Turner relationship again.... fuck, I'm gonna need a minute
#I JUST- SHDIAUDJSHDSHEYEYRYRYRY guys. guys#i know none of you see my vision and thats okay. i will make you see my vision. i will force you to see my vision. i will-#like jesus fucking christ oh my god. its so interesting and gives me so many emotions and just!!!#i know im not making sense bc none of my moots are sui sq fans and also like half of the content fucking me up specifically here is in my#head because i cant stop thinking about my absolute power fix it au but like!!!!!!!#also the fact i have a fix it for a comic that isnt out yet is so funny to me. its literally fucking real though. god knows we need it#may my own content carry me through the dark times (extreme villain waller arc)#anyways this fucks me up so bad you dont even know. someday ill actually explain it#dc hire me to write a suicide squad ongoing PLEASE. i could do it so good it would be so fucking good dc PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭#also like this isnt me shipping them btw. like 110% not that. just to clarify.#i wouldnt even call it a friendship bc like. theyre not friends really. he has the most equal dynamic with her i would say but it still isnt#equal. shes v much his boss even though they have an understanding and respect there#like she believes and trusts in him much more than anybody really even himself. like she sees the good man and the leader even when he#doesnt. but she isnt nice about it. and there is a lot of conflict between them when there needs to be#like as much as ben is “wallers man”--the team leader she wanted from the beginning before rick flagg pushed his way in#ben i would say is still a very moral person even when lost and unsure of himself and his goodness (which is like one of his main things)#like i feel like while amanda can lean very into a “the ends justify the means” mindset in her worse moments and do bad things to get#herself out of a corner ben has like a deep and meaningful understanding of how the choices of your methods and how you act can weigh on you#like even though he was brainwashed and whatnot (thats still the story right? i cant remember) he holds a lot of guilt and baggage over his#actions and i think is able to temper amanda's worse tendencies in terms of that by calling her out when he recognizes that behavior#idk. i just really think that amanda waller and the suicide squad as a whole has lost its way without a more moral authority presence there.#like someone who can call her out and keep them more on track. which i really thing ben is and could be#i just very much am interested in their dynamic and how that would look like as equals and how i think they could help each other.#which ofc is what my wip is about and revolves around#blah#sui sq
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