#but jay :’(

[the0retically]

I don’t think I’ll ever get over Jay Ferin

She joined Chip while undercover in order to find out what happened to her sister and give information to RAFT, destroying pirates from the inside

But she got to know Chip, she got to know Gillion. Gillion who had this grand destiny but still traveled with them and seemed, at points, like he hated the path he had to follow. Chip who wanted nothing more than to find Arlin and be free. Travel the world and have a simple life with nothing surprising happening. Chip even said after Lizzie tried to get them to fight with her against the navy that he wanted to just find a place away from it all and him, Jay, and Gillion could enjoy a simple life

Jay started to see that you don’t have to follow the path in front of you if you don’t enjoy it and she could want a quiet life. She could want a life that was hers, no one else’s

She was a traitor. She was terrified to go against her family. Maybe even felt like it was a betrayal to Ava if she did. In the BLOCK she was ready to leave immediately as soon as her dad said so because she couldn’t go against him and she didn’t want her friends to be hurt. In her mind that was the best case scenario. Leave them behind and go back to where she “belonged”

She never wanted to go against her family, but she gained a new one, a better one, and how could she hurt them any more than she already has?

[rozeliyawashereyall]

Some Korey drawings, disorders, coping mechanisms, and relationship with Jay.

TW: Jay, terrible coping mechanism, dubious consent(?) in Jay's section, injuries.

Disorder

I've mentioned her Hypomania and face blindness a few times, mostly her face blindness. But not what her BPD

Face blindness, or, Prosopagnosia, is a condition where you have difficulty recognising people's faces. There is no treatment, but there are things you can do to help you recognise people. But it's especially harder for Korey since she's almost blind in her left eye due to the fire incident.

She resorted to drawing the people she meets in her scrapbook so she wouldn't forget them.

Now to Korey's bpd and mania.

I'd like to put out- not all manic people have the same type of episodes, some are more dangerous some are more "lenient" this is just how it is for my character from past experiences with manic people and research.

She mainly experiences Hypomania (symptom of bipolar disorder, but can also be a symptom of other mental health conditions.) rather than full blown manic episodes. Although hypomania is not as severe as mania, it can also be dangerous and have negative effects on a person's overall well-being. One study found that people were more likely to engage in risky behavior during hypomanic episodes.

(The reason why she now has a buzzcut, is because in a manic state, she cut off her hair, but they were lucky enough that it didn't look bad)

It's pretty obvious Korey is very very reckless and hyperactive, and while it all mostly were desperate attempts for her parents attention, a lot of them did spiral into episodes, very dangerous ones. Korey's episodes would also result in her not sleeping for days. Most of the reason for her sudden energy is because of her mania, but there are times it's fuelled by adrenaline instead <- you can tell when she's having an episode when she's paranoid and not sleeping

There are days where her episodes are more depressive rather than manic. And she is the complete opposite of her natural optimistic self. Staying in her room in surprising silence. Barely eating or talking.

There's also a few times where her episodes get a bit.. too extreme to handle and end up hurting herself, or snapping at someone, and holy shit does Korey have a creative vocabulary when they snap. (She immediately starts apologizing when she snaps out of it)

Safe to say, she overthinks a LOT. Almost everything others do but never shows it, masking her disorder symptoms. Varen's usually the one who helps her get through these thoughts, being the greatest older brother he is.

She's a very troubled person, but they're trying their damn best to be a good friend to the bugs and the boys.

Coping

Her coping mechanisms at first was just "endure the pain, it'll go away soon" which.. isn't really a coping mechanism, but it helped her hold on, kinda.

It's a little healthier now, actually talking to someone about her feelings rather than bottling them up so it can result in an episode- but there are days where Korey would just, go into an abandoned house and absolutely destroy everything in sight, treating it like a rage room but also severely hurting her hands in the process.

There are times where they'd spend the entire night there, screaming and destroying everything in the process. Glass, wood, metal, doesn't matter, if it's in her way she's destroying it.

It's best not to bother them when she's like this, just let her take out her anger on objects rather than people..

Her go-to person to rant to is normally Raine or Esther ( @willowve01 and @asmrbrainrot ) or Calix if she's feeling brave ( @pinkcocopuff-aqualoid )

Though when she finally decides to talk about her feelings, their voice is almost completely gone from all the crying and screaming they did back at the abandoned building.

Jay Akeins. (He/They)

First! The Akeins family are all Rex followers, very few are Nixintes. Jay is one of the few family members.

Most followers of Nix are very welcoming and kind to everyone. But not Jay, definitely not Jay.

Because, boy, oh boy, is this a toxic relationship.

Jay and Korey met when they were both about 8 years old. Jay, with no family to actually care about and teach them, immediately got attached to Korey. Who wouldn't when they're the only one who showed you affection?

Jay's family is very, very close to the Adiels <- them and the Akeins have a long history together. They were visiting the Adiels with his family before seeing Korey in the yard, playing by herself. So he approached her. And his obsession started a year later from there. She actually did not like Jay at all when they were younger, but Korey was basically forced to be nice to him as kids by her parents, and it unfortunately grew into a habit that developed into whatever they have going on because it's definitely not a friendship.

Now, manipulation is a long-running theme in the Akeins family, even with the kids. Jay, noticing Korey starting to branch out with other people to befriend, along with his growing feelings thwords her, started using the manipulation to his advantage.

There were little to no boundaries in this friendship. Whenever Korey would express discomfort, they'd basically manipulate her into thinking she's overreacting, slowly mending Korey to how he wants her to be.

The only boundary Korey managed to put was them staying as friends and only that. But unfortunately, that didn't stop Jay from slowly breaking it. Eventually it did get to a point where they kissed (kinda forced?? But also not really??). Korey did make sure they stayed as friends after that. Refusing to bring it up and even ignoring whenever Jay asked.

In Jay's mind, they were destined to be together! To live happily ever after~ and his family fully encouraged this delusional dream of his. (He would NOT like Calix) The difference between him and a lot of other obsessive people, is that he's very aware of his actions, and he doesn't feel guilty.

Speaking of encouraging...Jay fully encouraged and enabled Korey's manic thoughts. And for those who somehow don't know, this is a seriously bad thing.

Jay hates Korey's siblings actually, seeing them as only an obstacle to get rid of. He scares Noah the most (how dare you). Thankfully, Esra caught him and was THIS 🤏 close to beating Jay's ass if Korey hadn't walked in.

They tried to convince Korey that her brothers were the ones at fault, but it was in vain as she didn't believe him. Korey unfortunately ended up forgiving Jay despite her brother's protests.

He and Korey attacked by a violent tiger halfblood at 14, Jay was brutally killed, Korey managed to survive.

They still haunt her. Even in death he won't leave her alone.

Korey's experience with Jay taught her that you can say no, and if they don't listen, you have the right to punch them.

Alive!Jay AU

He's basically the embodiment of the "red means I love you" song

Jay hates, and I mean they HATE the other bugs and the gator boys. Has tried multiple times to get Korey to leave them and stay with him and only him. All of his attempts have failed so far.

The baby bugs are not safe from his glare. He would never act on his thoughts though, can't risk Korey hating him (more than she already kinda does).

He occasionally gets chased by Quartz ( @aspenm00n ) and Everlynn yelling insults at him

(Korey actually has weekly sessions with the bugs and boys where they list all the reasons why Korey should break their friendship up)

He still hates Esra and Noah. Lynn has had to stand up for Noah many times, before also being brought to tears by Jay (how FUCKING dare you) This was one of the very few times where Noah actually snapped at someone, putting on a brave face and defending the little gal. Thankfully Esra was around and got Lynn and Noah out of this situation...before ripping into Jay.

^ This event is important, because it's where Korey started to lose trust in Jay

Safe to say, the bleeding heart trio were not happy after learning what happened.

He will pull every trick in the book to piss off one of the bugs.. specifically Raine and Varen ( @keyaartz ). He will get on every nerve, he will mention family, past experiences, anything to anger them— and use the situation against them to make them seem like the villain in the situation.

But out of everyone, he especially hates Calix because of his relationship with Korey. They intimidate him the most.

Varen has actually attacked Jay once when they first met–

Raine has had to resist attacking him too many times

And Korey is very close to beating his ass her damn self

Drawings~

Like zoinks dude, this seems like obsession rather than a crush—

[jaynopoly]

If you leave him alone in a room too long he’ll explode

[2facehusband]

literally just cum inside me and don’t pull out. and just when i think we're done, you should start moving again, growling and panting into my neck, rutting into me like an animal. drag my hips up so you can get a better angle to fuck into and maybe you snarl god, fuck, your cunt as you cum again, shuddering the whole way. by the time you’re done with me my hole is dripping and im almost crying into the bed with how good it all feels

[kcsplace]

Top Gun Silliness

[madamshogunassassin]

[mythweaverarts]

Ok ok but this is Telemachus

And this is Odysseus

Right?

Edit: Tumblr wtf where did my reblogs go

Edit edit: fixed!

[caleohateclub]

"When's your tramp of a mother gonna choose a new husband?"

[boimgfrog]

Boyfriend called me like "hey....I think I saw a spoiler for delicious in dungeon.." and I was like aww that sucks what was it? Thinking it was like laios being king or something, and this boy says, "yeah, apparently chilchuck like...is in love with senshi?" And I hate to say it I really do but I laughed in that man's face until I couldn't breathe

[omg-snakes]

My perfect thick idiot son, Calvin, who has never done anything wrong in his entire life except today when I let him climb my young redbud tree and he went to the highest branch and wedged himself in the crook of it and wouldn't budge and he's so big I was afraid that he might break the branch so I had to get a stepladder and get him down while the neighborhood jays that come by for peanuts whenever they see me in the yard freaked out and sat screaming on the fence to warn me that there's a snake very near me because I'm obviously too stupid to see it and clearly in mortal peril.

[fact-dogsarehappiness]

Another reason why I’m a firm believer in letting Bruce get old is because the idea of him looking and his dark haired children without his glasses on and genuinely not being able to tell them apart is unparalleled

[i-know-how-my-story-ends]

God I'm a sucker for characters who are so utterly loyal to someone that they're completely unhinged. Characters who have no moral compass except their overwhelming devotion to whoever they've chosen to listen to. That's the good shit

[2facehusband]

“you talk about blowjobs a lot” yeah cause like imagine cock in your mouth. down your throat. someone murmuring good boy, that’s it, you were made for this, weren’t you? made to take my cock so well while you sit there in a haze of pleasure, just letting yourself be used. someone fucking your mouth real slow, one hand in your hair to control the pace (which is almost torturously slow, they want to take their time). and when they finally, finally speed up they say, breathless, i’m gonna cum, darling, take it, take it all and you whimper as best as you can with your mouth so full and maybe they laugh, just a little breathless chuckle at how eager you are. and then they’re moaning and burying themselves in your mouth and cumming down your throat and they don’t let you up until they’re finished. fuckin of course i talk about it

[pnwander]

steller's jay

[yuumei-art]

Stargazer~ Inspired by the Steller's Jays that have been nesting under my roof <3

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