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This is so incredibly cringe BUT I AM FREE!! And I know you'll understand me. RANDALL FROM MONSTERS INC (and university) IS TAKING OVER MY BRAINNNN. I FEAR HE IS MY TURBO. I NEED FANART SO BAD!!!! I'M LOSING MY MIND, THE FANDOM IS DEAD BUT I NEED IT TO REVIVE ITSELF JUST FOR ME! MAYBE THIS CAN BRING THE SLIGHTEST BIT MORE ATTENTION TO MY POOKIE RANDALL??? 🙏🙏🙏 I genuinely CANNOT stop thinking about him I'm so insane
I HEAR YOU ANON ‼️‼️‼️
DO YOU FEEL THAT 2013 TUMBLR COURSING THROUGH YOUR VEINS 🦎
Anyways ya I like Randall too. Hostile work environment pookie💜 LOL. also I think he has furry appeal. got that gecko taur in him. If i could I would un-banish him from hell (Florida 2001) and place him in your lap
BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD ON THE INTERNET 🌄
#🎨 art tag#ask#randall boggs#monsters inc#monsters university#movie#Monsters university fandom in 2013 i love you. everyone who got a randall body pillow i love u#I've also seen overlap with the wreck it ralph fandom <3#OH YEAH ALSO UNRELATED BUT I'VE ALSO SEEN ANCIENT OVERLAP OF BOTH TURBO AND RANDALL IN THE SPAMTON FANDOM#ALL THESE PEOPLE HAVE TO END UP SOMEWHERE YKNOW.#But for being one of the most beloved Pixar films of all time i still think its sad the Monster's Inc universe has a niche fandom at best#especially with how imaginative and groundbreaking of a franchise it is (can't say much about monsters at work lol)#I wouldn't say Disney is mishandling the property or anything#they're just being ... rather boring with it? Which might be worse.#but hey as long as they don't make a live action remake <3#THATS ACTUALLY REALLY SCARY I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT THAT.#Disney becomes more powerful with every rant video on a live actoin remake thats posted its like their scare energy except#its their rant tuber energy and they're evil and keep the rage canisters to fuel disneyworlds everywhere#furry
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#Tiny side ramble in the tags its what i do best#in the interview they mention charlie feeling way more like developed in s2 and I. if that’s really true iM SOOO happy and somehow#even more excited for it bc of that Because ive mentioned this before obviously ive always liked charlie#but like. im unable to really get into him the way i can do with pim. like there’s nearly Nothing about him that tells me anything about hi#character which AGAIN IVE SAID. IK THATS THE POINT and ur not even like. these aren’t even like designed to be blorbo type characters so-#-who cares BUT LIKE. I STILL WANT TO LIKE HIM AS MUCH AS I LIKE PIM YA KNOW#well not As much. he could never compare to pim in my personal mind#but yknow what imean. so im happy that probably means we’re getting more of him kinda in s2#Aauauuaau so excited#Also i still hate drawing him#never wont#smiling friends#pim pimling#charlie dompler#Dumb name … stupid guy…#💝#charpim is soo scary to actually tag like woah guys who said anything about all that.. hey now#odieart
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Thank you do much for all the amazing fanart!!! You're one of my favorite artists in this Fandom. All your pieces have so much story and personality packed into them, and the colours are always so evocative. Great work!
I can't stress enough how sweet this is to hear, thank you so much <3 that being said dear anon I am sorry your ask is being associated with my burden LOL
#i do really appreciate it i always find myself struggling to be happy with my colours so thats really nice to hear#anyways my burden-#dndadstuck#it comes back to haunt me for days on end recently we pinned down kernelsprites and mr kicksfield makes me laugh more than he should#the only thing he loves more than soccer is lasagna and he still HATES mondays - thanks for that Baba#lincoln li wilson#scary marlowe#hermie the unworthy#normal oak swallows garcia#if i draw at 5 am its either gonna be a fully fledged piece or a series of sketches i never know#dndads#my artwork
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[ cw: violence mention / death mention / ]
Will never stop thinking about how Leo, all alone in an endless void and being beaten again and again and again by the only other living thing around, still finds comfort in that space. The situation he was in was completely hopeless, and in any other circumstances he would not have escaped, at least not fast enough to save him from permanent (or even fatal) damage, be it physical or mental.
And yet, despite the bleakness of his situation, despite the agony and helplessness, all he needs is one glance at a crumbled photograph, one glance to remember his family, and that’s enough of a reason for him to smile.
Maybe that’s why his powers center around manipulating space - because no matter how much space is between them, no matter how dire his own situation may be, just the thought of his family, alive and okay, is enough to give Leo hope.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#the prison dimension is horrifying on its own#add in a monstrous being that towers over you and has vowed to ensure your suffering?#god I can’t imagine how scary that is#Mikey opening the portal was a miracle because if he hadn’t managed it there#it’s really up in the air what could have become of Leo#personally I subscribe by the theory that you straight up can’t die in the prison dimension#so it’s a prison in all ways#but the thought of a Leo who manages anyway who adapts and continues to have hope despite it all…#Leo saying he’s nothing without his family is a double edged sword really#because the thought of his family alone is all he needs to live. to hope.#to smile#nothing without them…but they’re EVERYTHING to him#and maybe he doesn’t realize it but…the feeling is mutual#one thing too is that hope that comforts Leo so much is not just that#should he think his family needs help - that hope can turn into determination#I’m unwell about this family#actually on my point of their powers - I truly do think the abilities tie in not only to their personalities#but to their relationship to family and love in general#kinda like love languages in a way#Mikey with his chains and time abilities values being around his family the most - he wants them to experience living in the moment togethe#Donnie is someone who is 100% a gift giver to show his love - his constructs are exactly that aren’t they? gifts of his mind#Raph is someone who willingly bears the weight of the shield - he protects his family like the best big brother possible#and Leo - he goes off on his own a lot but his mind is constantly on his family anyway#like a sailor at sea no matter how far he travels the compass always point in one direction - and for him that compass points home#even if he can’t make it back - it’s still there#and that’s enough
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nems from anemoia!tale by @bloobluee!! such a silly lad, bro radiates pure chill. not sure i quite got that here but he does look very dapper (and mildly scraped)
#I don't know tumblr tagging etiquette is this legal chat#tags still puzzle me#anemoiatale fanart#anemoiatale#as a librarian's apprentice this is such a real question#like I see these lost looking kids and I laugh internally bc they haven't seen the non-fic room#my librarians r wonderful tho super helpful their memory is scary good#the head librarian is perpetually amused and simultaneously so done its great#nems is so the challenge epic the musical coded for no reason#speaking of the nonfic room#the organisation is good but so fucking incomprehensible unless you have the data base up which is really only accessible to the librarians#100-150 <33 that's philo and psych#ok im done rambling#I still don't get tags but im using them as a ramble space which is fun
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What's cooler than a Javelina? I don't know but I think if you asked a Javelina they'd say nothing is cooler
#linocut#linocutting#printmaking#linocut print#javelina#peccary#desert life#wildlife#my art#really happy with this one still tbh#its been a hard sell locally since so many people are like 'no theyre scary' but i think theyre so cool
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panel redraws YAY ^_^ trying to figure out how to draw this guy............ some kinda messy sketches below cut

#its been like 2 days since I finished isat I'm so unbeliveably attached to siffrin already#actually scary how much I see myself in him#dare I say mySIF? how much I see mysif in him..... hehe...... like their name...............#still don't know how I want to draw siffrin :( still haven't gotten them down. seemingly simple character designs are always the worst to-#figure out how to draw for me. change one little detail oops not the character anymore#however I do know I like to make siffrins hair curlier in the front at least ^_^#because my hairs curly and when I haven't washed/brushed it in a while it gets really frizzy/straighter in the back and siffrins just like-#me fr so I will in fact project this detail onto him#and also swirly curly hair. fun to draw#I HAVE RAMBLED TOO LONG I love you siffrin with my heart and soul#in stars and time#isat#siffrin in stars and time#siffrin isat#squirrel art
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hm..... pomni taking peoples hand as a repeating image in the show..... happens in ep 1, with ragatha, its kinda evoked with her reaching for the final exit door, ep 2 is pretty blatant with it i dont need to say anything else on that, and in episode 3 the scene with kinger..... episode 4 doesnt have anything with this i dont think (i COULD technically say her raising her hand at the beginning of the ep but that is a MASSIVE stretch and doesnt fit with what the other instances seem to be representing. her waving at gummigoo MAYBE but the image just really isnt present in the episode, looking at it realistically) but im thinking about this...... cus i feel like its probably notable in the dream sequence in ep 2 that its her arm that gets all fucked up
#tadc#i need to look thru all these and note which of her hands it is these happen w...#i ALSO still need to make my color theory and my door theory#well... less of a theory#more me overanalyzing specific repeated images in the show for possible motifs HAHA#its not really theories... but it is fun!#also my color thing has to do w the idea that diff colors in the show represent different things#i think red blue and green in particular are EXTREMELY important#it feels intentional that the only of the main cast with green as a constant in their design is caine and gummigoo...#and now that i think abt it caines blue eye lines up with ragathas button eye#PLUS . pomnis eyes being red and blue...#i think blue has to do w the game and green has to do w... smth?#i gotta think on it more#and the door thing is that like#i feel like doors are a repeating image in the show too#all the diff doors pomni opens trying to find caine. the exit doors. the bedroom doors (and pomni opening hers to ragatha).#the normal and scary doors. the gate to the dumbwaiter. the door out of the hall of the damned. the door to zoobles room#the front door of spudsys. (the lack of doors in wherever it is jax goes). the door out of caines office#theres probably a case for the portals to the adventures being related butttt waves hand#look doors are normal in fiction doors are a normal thing but LOOK. if youre gonna spend the whole pilot talking about doors#and then make it a big component of ep 3#im gonna get suspicious that youre using it as a symbol for smth ok....#(or repeatedly showing visuals of pomnis hand reaching other ppls hands)#(maybe the hole to the basement too but thatsss more of a stretch. but its certainly an entryway)#(smth smth its not shown visually in ep 4 because it happens more explictitly than in other eps. maybe?)#(...or maybe ep 3 was supposed to be the last usage of that imagery buuuut i dont think so i think itll come back... eventually. maybe ep 9#the door to spudsys gets a special shoutout bc like#i feel like the show is very obviously doing some things when it shows pomni behind it as it gets closed#something something. gummigoo is content and can 'leave' and she cant and shes accepting that#i mean i think shes given up on going home by this ep so i feel like its more of like. a letting go of gummigoo
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finally finished fantasy high junior year and of course my brain had to, against my will, start making an au for the npmd guys. it's so bad that i literally had to doodle some of them
this au is still very much in its infancy and might probably stay there, but i had some ideas for these guys. richie is also included in this au, i'm still working out the kinks for his design
but essentially it would start with the six main characters starting their freshman year at some adventuring academy and after some event, are forced to be in a party together for the rest of the year. they all really don't like each other at the beginning, but eventually grow closer as they uncover the evils that have taken root in hatchetfield (this is just the vague synopsis)
steph is a high elf sorcerer, grace is an aasimar cleric, ruth is a half orc bard, pete is a firbolg wizard, max is a tiefling barbarian, and, honestly, still kinda struggling with what richie would be, for now, he's an air genasi rogue (very much could change) [below are their basic designs, which turned out not too bad]

i'll put more of my idea below the cut, but this au may not be really fleshed out completely anytime soon, gotta a lot of wips with little time on my hands. but check it out if you're interested (and, this is probably a long shot, but if you have ideas for richie, i would love them!! please)
Just to be very clear, this is a DND au, specifically an au of Fantasy High which is a Dimension 20 show that I love very dearly. A lot of the worldbuilding would be heavily based on that world (so I use some terms that are from fantasy high throughout this, but I think it's still very understandable if you haven't watched any of it. But if you don't know a lot about DND, this may not make the most sense) But, I still have Hatchetfield twists and this is mainly my own story I'm coming up with, there's inspirations, but still mostly my own.
I'm, first of all, imagining that Hatchetfield is much like Elmville and exists in Spyre as some modern town. So all kinds of species and magic exist in this world. Most of the people are raised up as adventurers like any DND world.
So, basicially the big bad would be the lords in black. They would operate as gods that are in the same pantheon and pretty much share power with each other. Wiggly would operate as the leader, but they are equal in regards to strength. The one being keeping them in check and preventing them from taking over the world is Webby. They once existed in the same pantheon before Webby left. She and her few remaining followers aim to counter their ploys.
The Lords would give anything to eliminate Webby, but as long as she has followers that remember her name and believe in her, she remains a God. They are constantly trying to hunt down followers of Webby, but they are far too elusive.
But, there still remains a chance for the Lords to stop Webby once and for all and purge the world of her followers. There is a prophecy. (I don't have the exact wording yet) Essentially it claims that one of the Lords' devotees will have a child that is imbued with Webby's powers at birth. On the first blood moon after their fifteenth birthday, the child has the choice to devote themselves to the Lords or be sacrificed in the Lords' names. Either way, the Lords will finally be given the power to strike down Webby for good. With the child, they'll have an edge over Webby that they can capitalize on. The child devoting themselves would be making a warlock pact and sacrificing is sacrificing. Until this child is born, the Lords wait.
The devotees are, of course, the Church of the Starry Children. They are devoted to the entire pantheon. I'm still debating the exact people involved, but the Youngs, the Monroes, and Solomon Lauter are for sure there. They operate in secrecy, also waiting for this child to be born. In the meantime they try to gain higher up positions within the town so they can aid in the taking over the world when it occurs. Solomon is the mayor.
As another avenue for the Lords to gain more power, they gain individual followings. They do this by tricking their followings into believing they are some different god. The heads of these individual churches know who the real god is, but no one else. The corruption runs deep in Hatchetfield.
One of the centerpieces of Hatchetfield is the adventuring academy (place holder name is Blim's Battling Academy) ((Jeff Blim would be the principal)). This is a place that acts as the highschool where young adventurers learn how to succeed in their chosen class.
The character at the heart of the story, that's at the center of it all, is Stephanie Lauter. She is a High Elf, like her father, and she was born as a Divine Soul (chaos affinity) Sorcerer (as the nepo baby she is). She is the child from the prophecy, but does not know about it and doesn't know what her father really does. She's had that white streak in her hair since birth. She is not thrilled to be going to school and being forced to join a party. She has that same rebellious spark from the musical and hates authority just as much. She has some grasp on her abilities, but knows very little of why she was given these powers and from who. Though she won't admit it, she wants more of an understanding and she doesn't often feel worthy of these powers because she did nothing to earn them. She's disliked her father ever since her mother vanished without a trace one day and he refused to tell her what happened. (That was due to some Nibbly stuff)
The next important character is Grace Chasity. She was born as an aasimar to human parents. She was seen as a blessing to them. Her celestial heritage shows through her white hair and white freckles. She was raised in Blinky's pretend church (I still need a name for what Grace believes it to be.) She is a Domain of Order Cleric. She believes that following her deity is the best way to go and has some superiority complex because of it. She does have one secret though, that her parents have always urged her to keep hidden. She is a fallen aasimar which means that her divine energy manifests as a necrotic shroud and through skeletal, flightless wings that appear on her back. (This occurs when they were touched by dark powers in their youth which was Blinky in her case, but Modify Memory was used on her, so she doesn't remember it) She fully believes this darkness is who she is and will do anything to cover that up.
Another character that is pretty fleshed out is Max Jägerman. He is a red tiefling that was born to his human father and tiefling mother. Max also lost his mother to something when he was younger. He is a Path of the Zealot Barbarian. After Max's mom vanished, his father turned mean and distant. The only path to gain his attention was through worshipping his deity (Wiggly). Max himself doesn't have as much understanding or faith in this God, kept in the dark a lot. He only does it to appease his father and that is so strong he gets the same effects as if he was worshipping the deity directly. When he rages he gets a little radiant damage bonus to his attacks. He is still the same asshole from the musical, like he seriously sucks and is a massive bully (honestly, kinda like Ragh before his redemption arc), but he didn't go to middle school with any of the characters. (The plot hinges on the fact that none of them really know each other.) He is, of course, a major player on the blood rush team (this world's version of football)
For the nerdy trio I have less fleshed out ideas, I also want them to have a tie to the cult, but I still need more time to think on it.
Ruth is a Half Orc, born to half orcs (her tusks are kinda supposed to like the head gear she wore, though I might still give her head gear). She's never felt compelled to use her natural given strength and instead finds that her passion points more to theater and learning to be a bard. She still is very anxious, so her Charisma is not the best and therefore she's not a very good bard yet. She is a College of Spirits Bard. She's not the best with persuading others and her connection to spirits further ostracizes her. She doesn't have the best control over the spirits she conjures. Her arc would be about gaining the confidence to be a true bard and to step into her potential. There could be a possible Pokey connection too.
Pete is a firbolg, like the rest of his family. He is a a Chronurgy (time manipulation magic) Wizard (this is from the Explorer's Guide to Wildmount, so Critical Role, but I think I'm still going to go with it because it fits him too well). He has no idea where these time manipulation powers have come from, they're sometimes out of his control. He likes to keep his head down in his studies, to be invisible. He is still reeling from the disappearance of his brother, who vanished without a trace, he also had shown some Chronurgy abilities before he was gone. He sometimes pokes around and look for answers, but nothing has come up yet. He doesn't have a good feeling about it. (Tinky would be Pete's connection).
And for Richie, I still need to think of his basic arc, I really don't know yet. For now, he's an Air Genasi and a Scout Rogue, but that is not set in stone. I think he would definitely be a rogue, but he could be a phantom rogue and have that connection to Ruth with the spirit stuff. Again, would love other opinions!
So, basically the main plot is them having a Bad Kids situation where they all get detention or miss out on choosing a party and they're all forced to be in a party together. There are a lot of contentions in the beginning, but they begin to unfold the mystery of the church of the starry children and the prophecy Steph's in. They get closer as they share their insecurities and help each other grow from them. The ending would be them facing down the cult and stop Steph from playing her role in the prophecy. (The loophole is that Steph has the choice, she's not forced to make a choice. She still has the option to opt out and stop them from gaining her power.) I also have Grace discovering the origins of her religion and choosing to change deities. Right now, she changes domains to the Tempest Domain (basically going from order to the natural chaos of storms because Grace is more unhinged than not and she should be free to have that chaos) Pete finds out where Ted went, Tinky got him, and where his abilities stem from (i think he would eventually switch classes to multiclass artificer, but that would probably happen sometime later). Max faces off with his dad and learns the truth about his deity. Ultimately will stand against him and start the process of finding another source for his rage (most likely Path of the Totem Warrior and choosing the wolf as his totem spirit)
The only ship I currently have is Steph/Grace, from what I set up, it's kinda the obvious choice. They have contentions because Grace is struggling with being a fallen aasimar and Steph, who did nothing for her powers, automatically having this divine energy. Something that was not given to Grace regarding her heritage when all she does is maintain faith. And that hits a sore spot for Steph because she deep down doesn't believe she deserves it either, but has it regardless. She wishes she had the choice for her class, that she wasn't stuck, and hates that Grace had the option and chose that. That's what I have so far (Grace also has those contentions with Max because of his faith and how, despite the fact he's a tielfing and asshole, he's still gifted something radiant, but these two will just be friends) More ships may be added, but who knows
This is what I have so far, I may continue with this and may even write it one day, but not in the near future at all. I want to make each of the storylines more equal, it seems like I have a lot of focus on some but that's only because those ideas came pretty easily first. Steph is the heart, but I want more balance and more plot given to the nerdy trio. Again, if you have an idea for Richie (Please) or any other ideas for this, I'd love to hear it!!! And, thank you for reading it to this point, I ended up having a lot more than I thought!!
#hatchetfield#grace chasity#max jagerman#ruth fleming#peter spankoffski#stephanie lauter#richie lipschitz#npmd au#npmd#pip’s rambles#this kinda got out of hand#i really love dnd and this was a great way to combine all of my obsession!!#i even don't hate my drawings that much#Even tried to color them a little#i really need to stop with these new ideas and focus on the ones in front of me#also first time drawing pete ruth and max!#can’t believe it took so long#lautity#its still so scary posting drawings and my au idea ahhh
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the vore community has been, and will continue to be a place that is unsafe for both minors and victims of any form of abuse or grooming suffered within it. people have proven time and time again that they will refuse to acknowledge or in fact, violently defend abusers for any reason they can cook up because they do not want to face the consequences of doing so- all people want to do is consume vore content thoughtlessly and if ignoring their favorite artist's grooming allegations means they can do it, then so be it. ignorance is bliss- that's why so many blogs around here are still firmly in the "i don't care who interacts with me!!" boat if it means they don't have to think about it. believe it or not, you have to think about your actions in a kink space even if you don't see it as one.
you can't just excuse away the harm you're enabling with "i didn't know," or "i don't want to talk about that, i just wanna vibe and look at pictures of people eating each other!" that is still enabling, that is still causing harm, and that's just proving to hurt people that there's no one they can trust and when it comes down to it, no one will stick up for them when they open up about the things they've suffered. it's always the victims who are wrong for standing up for themselves or calling attention to people that have been or are still doing harm (especially if they aren't cordial and nonthreatening in the way they talk about it, even though they have every right to be upset), because there's no way your favorite artist could do something bad! their art is too good! their writing is too well-done to be made by someone bad! so it must be them who's wrong, because the abuser said so and the victim was mean! why don't we all attack the victim for daring to open up and nitpick how they did it, because surely that is what prevents people from being hurt! ignore how nobody's actually done any of these things, btw (and if they did, they get ignored immediately).
at worst, these people are callous and cruel and are abusers themselves. at best, these people are enabling harm to be perpetuated because they don't want to acknowledge it. or they're too scared to be dogpiled too, or whatever other reason there is. this culture this community fosters needs to die out or people will continue to be used and abused.
this blog will never come off hiatus. not while this place and people i used to admire and trust continue to prove themselves to be the kinds of people that will justify the sexual abuse i endured for years in this community.
#speakin words#v0re#soft vore#safe vore#extreme cuddling#g/t#g/t community#vore community#since this is largely on the gt side but i enjoy gt vore stuff too#its just. wow. i come on here for my lurk and see a friend of mine getting harassed for DOING THE RIGHT THING and platforming someones stor#you people will do anything to keep eating up that abusers content. to keep talking to that kid as a 30 yo. to keep ignoring it all#its disappointing and frankly scary and its why i dont feel safe here anymore#my ex doesnt use tumblr anymore but if he did and i made a callout im certain people would defend him#or write it off as drama they dont want to get involved in so they refuse to show support or quote unquote pick sides#time doesnt heal all wounds surprisingly! a victims testimony doesnt go bad like some of yall think it does#and even then people act like its the abusers life being ruined by someone rightfully calling out their bad behavior...what about the victi#when it comes down to it people act holier than thou and talk down the victims until they dont want to speak anymore#so much for supporting victims of abuse right. not when their abusers are people you like#i still have over a thousand followers here i want to use my platform to call attention to this#and then let this blog die. i am tired of yall i really am
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longlegs fucking sucked 😭
#talkys#sorry for movie opinions post#i didnt know anything abt it going in other than serial killer and Mystery and i was soooooo so interested and enthralled#for a good chunk bc wow i like the framing the pacing the shots!#and then it gets to a point where its like oh...!#and then 📉📉📉📉↘️↘️↘️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️#like how did that movie feel like 3 hrs long#all that build up for the most eyerolly unsatisfying payoff#do u guys think its possible for horror movies to be Satisfying anymore?#saying dis as someone not as acquainted with the genre#we were talking about how like hereditary was Good but it wasn't...Scary....but its fine bc it was good#idek what im saying anymore but we regret seeing it we shouldve gone with our parents to bingo 😭💔#the main character rocked though...so awesome will graham#so extremely funny seeing ppl being like ''ummm sorry ur someone who thinks horror movies need to be jumpscares and dont like psychological#horror :/'' this was NOT psychological horror. it was a really interesting like Mystery for a good chunk and then at that Certain Point its#like oh. horror movie version of the ''and then he woke up'' cop-out to me. how boring. what a boring conclusion#not worth the whole previous hour of Good#i will say the shots of the hooded figure with the eyes unnerved me tho i had to look away 😭#MY SISTER LITERALLY FELL ASLEEP LMAO but at that point i was still very interested and hopeful#and then.
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I REALLY wanna ask in the sfth discords qna if the boys still have the flowers I gave them but like I don't wanna seem annoying but there was just so many people (my parents especially) that said they would hate it and throw it away and what not and my anxiety is getting to me because I'm like "shit what if they hate it and they don't want it, WHAT IF THEY THREW IT AWAY??" like AJs flower was damaged when I gave it to him so like idk but I know they didn't hate it since they posed with the flowers and what not BUT THE THOUGHT STILL PLAYS IN MY MIND LIKE WHAT IF THEY THINK I WAS WEIRD FOR THAT IDK GUYS
#im just really anxious and scared i completely fucked EVERYTHJNG up#im just glad this panic is WAY after sept so it didnt ruin the experience i got#BUT ITS STILL SCARY LIKE WHAT IF THEY THINK IM WEIRD OR SMTH#WHAT IF THEY THREW IT AWAY BECAUSE THEY HATED IT#im really anxious guys im just being overdramatic but its just IFKWODJWKDJEN IDKKK#shoot from the hip#sfth#sfthpost#shootimpro#sfth luke#luke manning#sfth sam#alexander jeremy#tom mayo#sfth aj#sfth tom#sam russell
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I can't believe Mashita's canon reaction to Fan Service Yashiki was "You'd look better if you smiled more 😏" He calls Yashiki creepy all the time but he's making advances like a creepy male coworker XD
#my book arrived its so cool#i really love all the extra scenes and interactions they added in#the emotional scenes hit much harder bc you actually get to see the characters visually emote#the scene where yashiki puts the lipstick on Hanahiko 🥺 the way he holds them is so tender my heart#also cant confirm yet what the dialogue is but i THINK they made it so during Yashiki's identity crisis after banshee says he met him before#that yashiki has a conversation with Mashita there and he helps him calm down whereas yashiki kept all that to himself in the game#so many little changes that i adore#also the monsters were still super scary and you got to see their designs from more than one angle#10/10#death mark#spirit hunter#kazuo yashiki#satoru mashita#yashiki x mashita#yashita#death mark manga
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thinking about how sick and cool and awesome archie werehog is again
my friend archie werehog ^
#steve harvey voice YES!!!!!!! KILL !!!!!!!!!#im really picky when it comes to more violent takes on werehog#because it often feels like people kinda miss the point of the story in their attempts to make the whole thing more angsty/scary#like they forget that its still sonic not his evil dark side .#but archie is definitely a good example of how to do it right in my opinion#only complaint is that i kind of wish that they didnt have his issues wiht the form be resolved as quickly as they were#considering how long the buildup to that first transformation was#but i also get it . they had to make him get it together quickly so they could move on with the story
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hiii cool drawing person!! I uh saw that you kind of do requests? So I was wondering if I could request a little doodle of Yesod hugging Netzach.. I feel like Netzach goes through so much hell that he'd need that, and Yesod would like to give affection to someone considering his uh. . . prior need to delete a bunch of information and pretend that no one who died existed you know ? Plus snake.. haha good at squeezing. and he's chest height, how stupid <3 thank you so much for making so many people's days with your art and your thoughts oh my god your thoughts. i love how you dissect these little freaks 🥺



hi neat anonymous sender!! thank you so much for your words!!! im so glad that i can bring some sort of joy and happiness even if it is small. and that my thoughts and writings are well received still. i am still in a bit of a shock that people like and read them even with the passing time. . . i hope youre okay with these doodles! thank you for sending this in
#library of ruina#netzach#netzach lor#yesod#yesod lor#intimacy. i suppose romantic? what ever is wanted. regardless of what the affection could be categorized as its still affection#mister viper. looked briefly into it so i dont know the particulars but it seems that venomous snakes dont really curl around their prey#considering the toxins would immobilize with out a need to go ahead and hold them down. not to say that they Dont curl but constriction is#more typically thought of as pythons or boas. mister boa. hehehe.#netz is typically just happy to be in the presence of or around those he likes. see carmen for example. so physical grounded touch to affirm#the fact of proximity and. i guess realness? would be nice i think. ability to wait and still stay by the side i guess. he has a thing with#expecting or thinking things to leave. not as much anymore and being more brave or fearless inspite of that preconceived notion but still#i cant quite articulate it the way i want it but its the general idea resigned acceptance now turning to budding change yet still there#which is why it can be scary. or had seemed pointless to go ahead and fight against an inevitable. so just a kind of physical reassurance#and patience and staying is nice. for yesod its to where i wanted him to typically be drawn w his arms on the outside isntead of boxed in?#a thing w restriction. if youre hugged and your arms are on the inside you lose that mobility and ability to move. feels like it would be a#comfort thing to just be able to have the arms in a position that can move even if logically it is alright and a safe environment#i wanted netzs hold to be there and present still but kind of lazy? dual nature of have it more limp or lax bc its netz but also bc it would#have it to where it wouldnt be confining. but still embracing. sort of thing#also w the sheets. based a little off my own experiences? remind of it. when overstimulated or just in HELL mentally sheets and blankets#feel like they tangle and bind and serve to distress than anything positive. so yk. duality of man. weighted blanket to be encased in a#cacoon or no sheets at all to be free and able to move. but yeah. main idea. also then realized that id have to draw more bc of that#[cent miscellaneous]#there was more but they were Too Sketchy... tis okay. suprised i was able to get anything done rn in the first place even if small#... i never thought abt it i guess these are kinda requests. i mean thats chill and fun but like. huh
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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest
#not art#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit#kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it#until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it#until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her#but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs#she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying#probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone#lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear#Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked#but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now#yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc#man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet#and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out#lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help#it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around#but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever#its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous#its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot#yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry#doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it#ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking
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