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appalachy · 2 years ago

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Hmmm ok so after last night im like 99% sure im a lesbian and idk what to do abt it

#was kissing a guy and he fucking touched me everywhere im not gonna be too graphic so yea just imagine everywhere u know what i mean #had his tongue in my mouth and his hands on me and that didint do anything for me???????? i was even pretend moaning??????#bc i thought it was weird hes there molesting me and i dont feel a thing #he really wanted to leave everyone at the club and go back to my place but nah i was too scared for that lol #so anyways... what now 💀💀💀💀#i really need to make out with a girl i think #i dont know how this works i just know touching and kissing men does nothing for me #we ll see maybe kissing girls also does nothing but yea i gotta try it first #this is so stupid #ive first questioned myself when i was 15 i think and rn at least im finally like out there flirting and going out and testing everything #but its really scary still #last night was amazing tho #we were drinking all night till 6am #fukcing fooling arounf and being stupid right next to our dorms #i remember laying on the concrete outside with this girl and saying over and over that im not drinking anymore then taking a shot anywa loo

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skunkes · 10 days ago

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idk

#OH I ALSO FORGOT TO SAY i tried to draw the lip incompetence here...heart <3 #a doodley #there's something here abt like.#ok i think present day talon wouldn't shapeshift FOR anyone even if he did have the energy to do so #even before he began starving himself he wasn't a huge fan of shapeshifting #as he didn't want to lose his sense of self especially wrt his family and community and such #so i think here it isn't that he's doing it for smunker #more like he forgets about his changed eye color bc its not like he sees them as often as he sees his own hair #he does prefer his original dark brown eyes though so its more like oh shit i forgot yeah sure #we can give the hair a break ill humor you a bit #(also of course he gets to a point where he has enough energy to change most anything he wants #but the lavender eyes are important for me to make him look scary LMAO. i just really liked the thought of him liking his #hair so much that its the equivalent of older person dying their grey hair black ykwim...its endearing)#like he likes looking old but calls it when his hair starts falling out...he likes his hair to be its original black...idk!#there's still Something there he cares about

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dailyloopdeloop · 6 months ago

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DAY 71: shy

#codacheetah #isat #loop isat #isabeau isat #isat spoilers #i'll never get over loop being described as 'shy'. what a wonderful image #top one casual remarks from isabeau that cleaves loop's facade #like loop's personality is just a targeted missile to piss siffrin off. they're not at all confident and snarky #they're doing like the physical manifestation of winning an argument against yourself in the shower #second they see the party though Oopsies we're in scary territory. That's your family and they dont know it's you Oops #ok anyways ever since i saw that post i was like damn. this is just how i view loop in party postcanon #for as much as I think they SHOULD go explore around and be their own person for a while i think realistically they would not do that.#theyre going to go be a weird freak hovering around the party and refusing to socialize with anyone but siffrin and theyre gonna feel awful #(read: they're going to antagonize siffrin and it fails tremendously bc now The Rumor Come Out and siffrin knows what loop is doing.)#like loop as much as they can barely stand to even look at isabeau (for instance) i think their claws are sunk far too deep in.#onehats maybe the circumstances are different because there is a gap in understanding. there's no point forcing siffrin to confront the #obvious conclusion that loop is them (and thus siffrin's happy ending nails loop's coffin)#(THIS IS IGNORING TWOHATS PREREQS GOTTEN ONEHATS. BC THATS ITS OWN CAN OF WORMS)#but twohats. idk. for as much as it lets loop release some of their rage and process their feelings a bit. i think it might also be the pus #that makes loop consider their own existence as a person a bit more. theyre not a sponsor->corpse theyre just loop #theyre just somebody who wants desperately. they want to stay with them #theyre still siffrin. if also loop.#i think loop would force themself to reconnect with the party in the same vein as siffrin forcing himself to communicate more.#but of course having conviction and living an experience are not the same thing. so siffrin's going to flounder the emotional honesty thing #tremendously and loop's going to be. blair witching it in the corner.#hey i might have forgotten which post i was writing the tags under. oopsies #idk if these tags are comprehensible at all. i just really want to see loop fail upwards into friendship with everyone

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5hrignold · 8 months ago

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this is all i got

#Tiny side ramble in the tags its what i do best #in the interview they mention charlie feeling way more like developed in s2 and I. if that’s really true iM SOOO happy and somehow #even more excited for it bc of that Because ive mentioned this before obviously ive always liked charlie #but like. im unable to really get into him the way i can do with pim. like there’s nearly Nothing about him that tells me anything about hi #character which AGAIN IVE SAID. IK THATS THE POINT and ur not even like. these aren’t even like designed to be blorbo type characters so-#-who cares BUT LIKE. I STILL WANT TO LIKE HIM AS MUCH AS I LIKE PIM YA KNOW #well not As much. he could never compare to pim in my personal mind #but yknow what imean. so im happy that probably means we’re getting more of him kinda in s2 #Aauauuaau so excited #Also i still hate drawing him #never wont #smiling friends #pim pimling #charlie dompler #Dumb name … stupid guy…#💝#charpim is soo scary to actually tag like woah guys who said anything about all that.. hey now #odieart

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macksartblock · 6 months ago

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Thank you do much for all the amazing fanart!!! You're one of my favorite artists in this Fandom. All your pieces have so much story and personality packed into them, and the colours are always so evocative. Great work!

I can't stress enough how sweet this is to hear, thank you so much <3 that being said dear anon I am sorry your ask is being associated with my burden LOL

#i do really appreciate it i always find myself struggling to be happy with my colours so thats really nice to hear #anyways my burden-#dndadstuck #it comes back to haunt me for days on end recently we pinned down kernelsprites and mr kicksfield makes me laugh more than he should #the only thing he loves more than soccer is lasagna and he still HATES mondays - thanks for that Baba #lincoln li wilson #scary marlowe #hermie the unworthy #normal oak swallows garcia #if i draw at 5 am its either gonna be a fully fledged piece or a series of sketches i never know #dndads #my artwork

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turtleblogatlast · 7 months ago

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[ cw: violence mention / death mention / ]

Will never stop thinking about how Leo, all alone in an endless void and being beaten again and again and again by the only other living thing around, still finds comfort in that space. The situation he was in was completely hopeless, and in any other circumstances he would not have escaped, at least not fast enough to save him from permanent (or even fatal) damage, be it physical or mental.

And yet, despite the bleakness of his situation, despite the agony and helplessness, all he needs is one glance at a crumbled photograph, one glance to remember his family, and that’s enough of a reason for him to smile.

Maybe that’s why his powers center around manipulating space - because no matter how much space is between them, no matter how dire his own situation may be, just the thought of his family, alive and okay, is enough to give Leo hope.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #the prison dimension is horrifying on its own #add in a monstrous being that towers over you and has vowed to ensure your suffering?#god I can’t imagine how scary that is #Mikey opening the portal was a miracle because if he hadn’t managed it there #it’s really up in the air what could have become of Leo #personally I subscribe by the theory that you straight up can’t die in the prison dimension #so it’s a prison in all ways #but the thought of a Leo who manages anyway who adapts and continues to have hope despite it all…#Leo saying he’s nothing without his family is a double edged sword really #because the thought of his family alone is all he needs to live. to hope.#to smile #nothing without them…but they’re EVERYTHING to him #and maybe he doesn’t realize it but…the feeling is mutual #one thing too is that hope that comforts Leo so much is not just that #should he think his family needs help - that hope can turn into determination #I’m unwell about this family #actually on my point of their powers - I truly do think the abilities tie in not only to their personalities #but to their relationship to family and love in general #kinda like love languages in a way #Mikey with his chains and time abilities values being around his family the most - he wants them to experience living in the moment togethe #Donnie is someone who is 100% a gift giver to show his love - his constructs are exactly that aren’t they? gifts of his mind #Raph is someone who willingly bears the weight of the shield - he protects his family like the best big brother possible #and Leo - he goes off on his own a lot but his mind is constantly on his family anyway #like a sailor at sea no matter how far he travels the compass always point in one direction - and for him that compass points home #even if he can’t make it back - it’s still there #and that’s enough

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fauvester · 3 months ago

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au where the el tigre tiger spirit is an ancient and sort of prehistoric spirit in the wildest reaches of the ghost zone, and the belt allows it to like... 1/4 possess someone (just giving them some extra powers [including retractible chain hands?? ghosts, idk] without affecting their personality)

#el tigre #nicktoons unite #as a result of this El Tigre is very hard to possess. theres already someone in there. get your own meat puppet skulker #mannys still 100% susceptible to overshadowing lol its a nontransferable skill #man i just think danny n manny should get an Explore the ghost zone episode #maybe precipitated by the belt not working.. manny grappling with the possibility that he may never be able to be El Tigre again...#or manny getting 100% possessed channeling the tiger spirit..something that existed millennia before good and evil..super powerful but fera #but also if normal El Tigre possession gives you just like a scoch of tiger spirit. like youve had a single shot of whiskey #el tigre is just a little more intense focused and scary than manny.. not enough to really notice unless you pay attention #also i had literally nothing else i wanted to work on so i put hours of sauce into this while staying up for work OTL #i wayyyy overdid it lol i shouldve quit an hour ago. so it goes #please admire my badly drawn tiger and excruciatingly drawn stripes... please clap

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dawnthefluffyduck · 5 months ago

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Crazy issues that come up when a character is written a little too well

#yay story time comic nobody asked for #funnily enough i will NEVER play undertale on the computer because of this #my first exposure to undertale was jacksepticeye and i am glad i didn't opt to play the game myself at the time #flowey closing the game and then the broken start up cutscene was bad enough just WATCHING it #and i STILL have to watch that chara thing at the end with a far distance from my screen and the volume down #not because of the scary face but because of the violin noise that sounds like its a repeating tone rather than a loop #and then of course the window hopping around #am also very glad i was spoiled about the spamton mercy win before i tried it myself #am slightly worried about future deltarune chapters but at least now i'm anticipating it #anyway remember when i tagged that one post ''i'm scared of computers and it's a monkey's fault''#now you know :3 #i really wanted this done on thursday #and apparently dawn's brain says friday doesn't happen until after i fall asleep #so now i am awake and it is 4:30 and i hear birds chirping so nighty night #((or good morning))#yay comic :D i was right this did help a lot with getting some program familiarity #it's not the greatest paneling in the world but it's good for now #idk if i should really tag him or not #but uh #spamton #deltarune #spamton enjoyers i am so sorry #i am terrified of him only because he does his job in the story very well

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pacing-er · 5 months ago

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I can't believe Mashita's canon reaction to Fan Service Yashiki was "You'd look better if you smiled more 😏" He calls Yashiki creepy all the time but he's making advances like a creepy male coworker XD

#my book arrived its so cool #i really love all the extra scenes and interactions they added in #the emotional scenes hit much harder bc you actually get to see the characters visually emote #the scene where yashiki puts the lipstick on Hanahiko 🥺 the way he holds them is so tender my heart #also cant confirm yet what the dialogue is but i THINK they made it so during Yashiki's identity crisis after banshee says he met him before #that yashiki has a conversation with Mashita there and he helps him calm down whereas yashiki kept all that to himself in the game #so many little changes that i adore #also the monsters were still super scary and you got to see their designs from more than one angle #10/10 #death mark #spirit hunter #kazuo yashiki #satoru mashita #yashiki x mashita #yashita #death mark manga

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rubber-glovs · 1 month ago

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I REALLY wanna ask in the sfth discords qna if the boys still have the flowers I gave them but like I don't wanna seem annoying but there was just so many people (my parents especially) that said they would hate it and throw it away and what not and my anxiety is getting to me because I'm like "shit what if they hate it and they don't want it, WHAT IF THEY THREW IT AWAY??" like AJs flower was damaged when I gave it to him so like idk but I know they didn't hate it since they posed with the flowers and what not BUT THE THOUGHT STILL PLAYS IN MY MIND LIKE WHAT IF THEY THINK I WAS WEIRD FOR THAT IDK GUYS

#im just really anxious and scared i completely fucked EVERYTHJNG up #im just glad this panic is WAY after sept so it didnt ruin the experience i got #BUT ITS STILL SCARY LIKE WHAT IF THEY THINK IM WEIRD OR SMTH #WHAT IF THEY THREW IT AWAY BECAUSE THEY HATED IT #im really anxious guys im just being overdramatic but its just IFKWODJWKDJEN IDKKK #shoot from the hip #sfth #sfthpost #shootimpro #sfth luke #luke manning #sfth sam #alexander jeremy #tom mayo #sfth aj #sfth tom #sam russell

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bacchuschucklefuck · 6 months ago

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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest

#not art #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit #kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it #until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it #until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her #but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs #she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying #probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone #lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear #Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked #but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now #yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc #man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet #and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out #lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help #it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around #but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever #its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous #its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot #yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry #doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it #ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking

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skunkes · 4 months ago

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longlegs fucking sucked 😭

#talkys #sorry for movie opinions post #i didnt know anything abt it going in other than serial killer and Mystery and i was soooooo so interested and enthralled #for a good chunk bc wow i like the framing the pacing the shots!#and then it gets to a point where its like oh...!#and then 📉📉📉📉↘️↘️↘️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️#like how did that movie feel like 3 hrs long #all that build up for the most eyerolly unsatisfying payoff #do u guys think its possible for horror movies to be Satisfying anymore?#saying dis as someone not as acquainted with the genre #we were talking about how like hereditary was Good but it wasn't...Scary....but its fine bc it was good #idek what im saying anymore but we regret seeing it we shouldve gone with our parents to bingo 😭💔#the main character rocked though...so awesome will graham #so extremely funny seeing ppl being like ''ummm sorry ur someone who thinks horror movies need to be jumpscares and dont like psychological #horror :/'' this was NOT psychological horror. it was a really interesting like Mystery for a good chunk and then at that Certain Point its #like oh. horror movie version of the ''and then he woke up'' cop-out to me. how boring. what a boring conclusion #not worth the whole previous hour of Good #i will say the shots of the hooded figure with the eyes unnerved me tho i had to look away 😭#MY SISTER LITERALLY FELL ASLEEP LMAO but at that point i was still very interested and hopeful #and then.

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sonknuxadow · 4 months ago

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thinking about how sick and cool and awesome archie werehog is again

my friend archie werehog ^

#steve harvey voice YES!!!!!!! KILL !!!!!!!!!#im really picky when it comes to more violent takes on werehog #because it often feels like people kinda miss the point of the story in their attempts to make the whole thing more angsty/scary #like they forget that its still sonic not his evil dark side .#but archie is definitely a good example of how to do it right in my opinion #only complaint is that i kind of wish that they didnt have his issues wiht the form be resolved as quickly as they were #considering how long the buildup to that first transformation was #but i also get it . they had to make him get it together quickly so they could move on with the story

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karokawwo · 12 days ago

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ik insulting religion is a huge no no but I really find it so scary how christianity can poison people so easily. how people can become so unsympathetic, so hateful, and so stubborn in this awful mentality. but it's alright because all this animosity is in the name of our almighty God, who loves us but despises them, apparently

#girls who i thought to be friends are becoming so hateful under this religion #its scary #its heartbreaking #i find myself trusting people i thought to be awful #well.. he's still kind of. not good. but at least he has common sense yk #once you start going down the christianity pipeline this sense of superiority starts manifesting #and suddenly you think you know better than everyone #its really upsetting to watch it happen to the people i love

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wormy-worm · 1 year ago

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