#but its late and im so tired of this
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Merlin getting injured while saving Camelot again (getting stabbed or shot, etc). But he hides it so Arthur won't ask questions, and he has to just grin through the pain until one of his stitches gets undone and he doesn't realize and passes out in Arthur's room. So Arthur comes back from training to find Merlin crumpled into a ball shivering and covered in blood.
#i think this would be a great oneshot idea#so much potential#i wanna write it#but its late#and im tired#bbc merlin#merlin x arthur#merthur#fic idea
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#kats personal#okay things wete going okay with them for a while but i feel like the cycles just started all over again#like i told them i wouldnt send anymore and they said yeah they respect that#but they asked again and said i was 'the only one who can help'#and i know realistically im provably not#but its late and im so tired of this#whats the use in debating it again#im trying to stabd my hround and tell them i wont sent anymore#but thats happened so many times and thry dtill ask#and as much as i dont want to believe they are#i feel like theyre fr raking advantage of me#and theyre keeping up this facade of like maintaining our relationship#which i really hope isnt a facade bc we wetr so close when we were younger#and then as we got older we droftted apart and noe i like#i reallywanna build that realationship again but its so hard#and i know me continuously sending him the money and and enabling the cycle is my problem and my fault#but im so scared of ruining the relationship#and idk what to do anymore#i feel like ive. ive knndq just failed myself and my counsellor?#i told her about it and we agreed i wojld tell him to stop if x happened#and i didnt when x happened but i did a few weeks ago bc it was getting so out of hand#and ueah he was like yeah okay thats fine#butbitd happening again and i just#god i wanna cry so bad im so tired of this#and i would hage even more if all of this is going towards partying and drugs or ehatever#which im mot even surprised if it is#but im denying it and denying the posddibility thags hes using and manipulating#bc to be frank that wojld just hurt way too much and im too scared of feeling that much hurt again#and this all sounds so stupid and sappy fuck#vut im. in really scared. of feeling that and of ehat feeljng that would do to me?
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when your sisters boyfriends monkey steals YOUR bf so true sokka....
GO READ @ssreeder `s LIAB RIGTH NOW BWEST FIC EVERRR
this is actually a (very very very) late Christmas gift so .... happy Christmas sree, i guess?? hope you like it !!!
#finally after 4 months... its done#im so so so sorry sree#but i told you i would do it and i did!!!#life just got really hard these months+ i had to get used to drawing on my laptop#abt that sorry if the colors looks weird#they look fine on this screen and the boom they are shit#ill get used to it#HAPPY LATE CHRISTMAS SREE !!!#LIAB fanart#liab#atla#zuko#sokka#zukka#avatar the last airbender#also#will i ever get tired of drawing the nice scenes forom liab?? never#watch me get the most of its fulff
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welcome back to our regularly scheduled monkies for pride everyone
bonuses of MK being tired of their bullshit;
#Monkie Kid#monkie kid spoilers#lmk spoilers#lmk s5 spoilers#shadowpeach#i literally cant even do every screenshot of them together in a scene like is usual cause there was just so goddamn much#the post would be too long#...also its late and im tired and i dont have screenshots of the other scenes right now
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sasuke wants his new year's kiss :kissing_heart:
#sasunaru#narusasu#naruto#sasuke#my art#my comic#round fox baby#naruto's boyfriend#JKHAJDFKASDFADF FUCKING HELL IM SO TIRED#ASDHAHAHAHAHA I BEEN WORKING ON THIS FO#WHAT??? 10 GODDAMN HOURS IM SO DONE IM SO TIRED#ok tbh its my fault for starting late i literally had 3 days off#AND I DID NOTHING ASJKDFHAHSDFADSF FUCKKK#it took an extra hour bC SASUKE#IDK HOW TO DRAW HIS FUCKIN HAIR#NOR HIS FACE WHYS HE SO HARD TO DRAW IM GONNA CRY#anyway hahaha HAPPY NEW YEAR BABES HAHAHAHAHA FUCK
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serene.
happy birthday sol <3
#num draws#sol posting#digital art#fanart#yandere vn#yandere#tkatb vn#the kid at the back sol#the kid at the back vn#tkatb#katb vn#tkatb sol#solivan brugmansia#sol brugmansia#monochrome shading ftw!!#ok yes im like two hours late#but i did it!#quick and easy sol doodle for the soul#but yeah happy birthday king#i love him sm my glorious king#i havent drawn him in a while im disgracing my username…#im so sorry sol ill do better fr 🙏#im tired.#if this looks ugly tmrw when i wake up im gonna be PISSED#its alr looking wonky to me GUH#whatever im done this is the final version
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Wait shit just thought of something
(If you're about to comment any of the other bats just know you are wrong)
#dc#dc comics#if your wondering why i picked these options#theyre just the ones that imo#would make for some good avatars#but really#i wanna see what everyone else thinks#as long as its not a bat theres no bad suggestions#im definitely missing some obvious options#but its late and im tired#so im hoping you guys can just remind me of the actual dc avatar
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Happy independence day, brought to you by your favourite autocrat
#this is definitely not a propaganda poster...(:#i saw a lot of ppl reblogging real old art of this uniform so ykw why not#i hope it looks good i didn't put in a lot of effort and im very tired. its 1 am here so technically a day late#but it's still he 29th elsewhere#anyway enjoy bye-bye xoxo#my art#cwilbur#dsmp fanart#fennec.art
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one small thing I like about the starless sea is the whole thing of like. even if you fuck up and miss opportunities and don't make the right choices wonderland will wait for you. maybe the magical adventure of a lifetime comes to you later, when you aren't a child anymore, and maybe that's for the better. magic as something that spans a lifetime. adventure and wonder as something that can drop into your life anytime, anywhere
#the starless sea#the whole thing of 'not yet.' u know!!! i could write so much about those two words but its late and im tired#i feel like this book was made especially for me every part of it appeals to me so much
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after seeing this post by the artist afkeii on instagram, i got inspired to write a poem... and then i drew something to make it into a zine...
the way i feel about romantic love is... complicated... but i've known i'm on the aromantic spectrum for over a year now ! yippiee !
if you'd like to have a physical copy, feel free to [download the print version here] , and check [how to put it together / make a 8-page zine here]
#zine#personal zine#art#aromantic#aromantic spectrum#my art#id in alt text#that was very... interesting to write and draw about#dont ask me how i feel about romantic love its too tiring to explain#(<- thats a lie- do ask me about it as much as you want i have so many thoughts on it. probs more questions than answers tbf tho)#also yeah the black ring on my middle finger and right hand is bcs im asexual too#but ive known im ace since i was 13 so i dont have nothing poetic to say about it cuz its been just a normal thing for me for so long lol#aight its getting late and i need to go sleep byeeee
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crazy things the bishops have done in my cult:
Leshy: got in a relationship with BAAL of all people (Seriously how do I break them UP)
Kallamar: had 2 abortions (he has the lustful trait so he's my guinea pig for whenever I need the egg yolk to make someone younger)
Heket: stole someone's wife (who had a kid)
Narinder: tried to kill my other spouse (It's a whole drama I'll talk about it later)
Shamura: took forever to give me their quest because they forgor (dangit grandpa)
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl bishops#the cult drama is REAL#idk I might delete this later#its late and im tired#narinder hates all my spouses its so funny#immediately became enemies with jalala after I married her#she is not safe
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sick(?)
#messyr#doodle#vent art#?? well not really! just skl#coping through drawing bc its what keeps me from rotting in bed#my body cant keep up fjdshzhl and i just feel worse every time i try to 'function' even as basic tasks it makes me want to throw up AAAAH#this artist does not KNOW how to take care of themselves help help help help fsdjxhf#how am i supposed to fkin tell my dad nor my relatives im just so- PHYSICALLY- and MENTALLY TIRED without it perceived as lazy or an excuse#same goes to my professors bc ive been missing out ALOT in school lately and my classmates are also probably wondering where the hell I am#( group activities etc etc i want to km s - I've failed TWO MAJOR SUBJECTS BC OF HOW IVE BEEN DOING-AAAAAAAAAH)#if not physically then its my noisy ass brain that spirals me into depressive episodes where I literally cant do jackshit about
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“It appears you've fallen asleep sitting up…”
@imagine-darksiders
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Holy fuck on a truck I’m done.
Chapter 13 of Cold Hands, Warm Heart always hits my heart in the best way, and I reread it just for the feels most times. I probably missed a few spots here and there but idfc. I’m happy with how it turned out, even with the pain meds making me loopy af.
I hope you enjoy this new piece Ellie!! I’m off to Nap Time™
Toodles~!
#darksiders fanfiction#darksiders fanart#darksiders death#reader#CHWH fanart#darksiders 2#darksiders alya#digital art#trash bin art#trash bin post#quackalacka ding dong#fan art#sfw#not a late night post for once#i am so tired#but its done#and im happy about it#im gonna sleep for a few years now#have fuuuuuun~
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most of you will not understand the agony of this outfit. but hey here's fantasy au Howdy!
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yes. i know. he looks like a gunslinger. but I think it'd be funny if Howdy shows up and he minorly tweaks the genre simply by Existing! plus, he has to make himself useful beyond being a traveling salesman - he doesn't have a scrap of magic in him! so! alchemist gunslinger!
due to much of this "final" outfit design being Miguel's (@indigopoptart <3 thanks for your help homeslice <3) influence, i have less to say than usual! i'll talk about the things i Kept from the first terrible, terrible draft!
i wanted him to have full-coverage gloves because One, gloves fuck, & Two, shooting gloves! plus, he regularly works with dangerous materials! gotta keep his hands as safe as possible! speaking of his guns, they were a Ton of fun to draw. i wanted to make them ornate... Howdy seems like he'd enjoy nice things? fancy stuff perhaps? anyway the guns have his tavern "logo" on them!
the "second safety" mentioned triggers a magic-oriented mechanism that allows him to piece the guns together! they "unfold" into a big ol clusterfuck of a powerhouse weapon! unfortunately, using this immediately breaks the guns and they have to be repaired, so it's a "break glass in case of emergency" ace up the Neighborhood's sleeve!
i like to imagine that his bandolier, while cool, stresses everyone out a little bit. each bullet is full of pressurized weaponized magic. If they break while on the bandolier, well! Howdy would probably be very much Royally Fucked! i also drew the bullets too large here, so imagine that there's a lot more than shown and they're a lot smaller. I didn't realize this mistake until right now! oopsies!
i want to keep elements of the canon outfits in these fantasy ones. hence why his vest is striped and blue, he's still got the reddish brown pants, and! why his cloak clasp is shaped like a tie! and why the inside of his cloak resembles his apron!
i like to think that Howdy got his magic pack by swindling some poor soul out of it! when the buckles are undone, it unfolds into a vendor stand that looks Much different than the tiny scribble provided! said scribble is there to ah... what's the word. Demonstrate? get the point across? it's actually quite a nice stall! he has space to sell, and a workbench to tinker on! the pockets on the bag actually do function as pockets, though.
#'why does he have a ponytail' yeah i dont have an excuse for that one#im projecting my mullet & mullet-esque hairstyle loving self i suppose!#he's just like me now....#< nah im jesting! my back floof isnt nearly that long!#anyway howdy my absolute beloved <3#hes so funny. i love thinking about him#in general but also this is an au post! thinking about That!#i love it when he comes along on adventures#everyone is having downtime and he's on the side of the road handling volatile materials and bothering passersby#its a good thing he's coordinated! probably!#he's coordinated right? ehhhh i have faith that he is#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#ohhhh i should draw him with his hood up...#OHHHH I SHOULD DRAW A LIL FANTASY AU RAINY DAY THING#< i say this as if i have the energy!#its been low lately... very low...#i love being tired and drained for literally no reason!
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"We are not the easiest opponent for everybody else, let's put it that way."
#the quote i think is a ref to carlos and the penalty haha so had to add it#ah also this interview kinda confirmed what i was thinking earlier#about him keeping expectations low and taking any kind of success as a win#even if that means a few points#very pragmatic yknow#he said h'd be happy w being in the lower top 10#WHAT IF IM NOT HAPPY W THAT FERNANDO? WHAT IF I WANT YOU TO ASPIRE TO GREATER HEIGHTS#but nah im happy as long as its in the points but....id be happier if it was top 3-#nah bcs he had me getting excited over a p5 the other race#but honestly very nice and comforting to see him so happy all the time#also god im so tired and its so late and i still feel ill so the cuteness aggression hes giving me is insane#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#we do a little bit of f1#2024 chinese gp
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some of the less nice thoughts about being aroace
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closeups on my favorite panels
bonus: adios
#doodles#kingdom hearts#roxas#axel#olette#aromantic#asexual#aroace#do i tag pence. hes in the background of one panel#ehhhh sorry pence no tag for you#also not tagging soriku and namixi#i mean by the logic of 'theyre in one panel so i wont tag them' i also shouldnt tag axel but. he has dialogue so#anyways i have a very irrational love of olette whenever i need a random side character in a kh comic? olette#i think she uses webmd. anyways im done talking about olette#so let me clarify about this comic#im aroace. this is all just things ive thought before#im not saying in any way these thoughts are real. theyre just thoughts#thats why it ends with 'but there isnt. its just me.' there IS nothing wrong with being aroace. even if it feels like it sometimes#im not trying to send a message im just trying to express a feeling ive had for a while#anyways. the aroace community is super positive and i like that. but not everything i feel about it is that positive#sometimes it feels like im missing something yknow#this comic seems like its about roxas. but its about me. congrats youve been fooled#drafted something similar to this for aro week but didnt finish it in time so this is spiritually part of asaw 2024#btw sorry im not posting as many drawings lately#schools kinda stressful im pretty tired and busy most the time#i am throwing this drawing to you like a slab of meat to a pack of hungry dogs. take this meager ration in these trying times#alright i think thats it bye now
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