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I know some things are for effect and not to be taken too seriously, but Fuuta takes 14 running strides when he attacks Es -- the interrogation room must be huge????
#milgram#maybe they do take place in the courtroom after all...#(genuinely i just think its for effect -- hearing him run and yell and build up suspense for a sec)#but its fun to seriously sometimes lol#rose rambles
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was talking w ree about lelouch's casual outfit and was like hold up but the cropped red jacket paired with a black tank is reminding me of something. and so,
#spoiler: its a hyeop outfit because of course it is#code geass#lelouch lamperouge#i love drawing things that will appeal to exactly 0 people#i mean that seriously though it's good to draw silly stuff just for fun#anyway i've only drawn lelouch twice (first time was a trad drawing that i don't think i posted anywhere and also can't because i mailed it#to ree and don't have it anymore) but i still need to figure out how i actually want to draw him#i'll draw him properly sometime and not just an absolute nonsense kpop crossover LOL.......#warning that if you do click through on the link the camera work is so bad so if you're likely to get nauseous maybe just don't lol
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i wish i had wings so i could fly out of the hospital caue i cant walk....smh guys NOT cool nerve system!!
dw.. ill go on an epic dragon quest to the dungeons and ghouls and get the secreb orb thatll turn u into a chimera or any other winged beast of your desire…. OR WE COULD GET YOU LEVITATION POWERS… wicked.. (PONDERING MY ORB)
#in all seriousness though i do hope you can leave sooner than later!#while its not the same i do get a ton of issues that affect me moving around and yeah this shit is NOT fun LOL#do hope ur stay at the hospital has been good (or not bad. at the very least) i know depending on where youre at sometimes it can suck
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hhhh talking about my writing was fun but 30 tags is not enough.. yes i have 3 major influences but i have minor ones too.. it is a lovechild of my favorite things.. writing is so fun and i have no self control or a concept of pacing myself i will sit there for 16 hours and get hit with every status effect but by god does it all just flow out of me. I've always been a music person yes but i also used to write a lot into early adulthood until The Incident™
but i am ready 2 jump back into it. i think comics are a great middle ground between the two mediums so i don't get As into writing bc i kind of started going crazy last time 🫡 i can take a more structured approach to it that forces me to pace myself and think about it differently. i love art.... i love making things i love knowing how to do things i love knowing how to play things i love having so many creative outlets, even if i don't do a lot of them regularly lol. it is enriching 😳 and nice to know that it's always there to come back to when u want.
#if u want the tea my imagination at the time was like i could space out and straight up just be another person POV doing every little#thing as if i were them for hours and the experience would come together without having to even think about it.#different times/places/contexts/conversations etc. forced 2 to to my mom's lil cult meetings for 2 hours twice a week#i would opt to do these imagination exercises instead to rly put myself in a character's perspective. every step‚ stumble‚#riding in a carriage together for the entirety from point A to B etc. WELL i was working on a horror anthology somewhere 18/19#(that had a small local following 🫶🏾) and it its concept was like the Twilight zone but a lot darker. it was called interdimensional#and the main recurring character never actually shows up in the story. they r an omnipresent god of death who exists everywhere but#exists outside of our realm‚ and it picks random people to reveal itself to as a symbol. it can be apparent or just in passing that#the entry's MC sees it in‚ it will appear on something somewhere and once it's brought up it's a cue to the reader that this person#has just been sent to an alternate reality that leads towards their inevitable death. for the character nothing ever changes immediately#but the different starts to creep its way in‚ as does death's approach at its crescendo but the path's i took to get there were 😨#and after enough entries i started to see the symbol irl and hallucinate some other stuff from my stories and it really scared me#and made me stop 🫡 but i think in retrospect i just went too hard on the imagination exercises and wished i tried cultivating it instead#give myself time to settle and get in control.. but alas‚ she has not written seriously since. to this day it still flows out of me if#i just sit down to do it‚ but i don't think I'm at risk of something like that happening again anymore :3 so yeah ♡ i am learning how to#draw and trying not 2 force it bc i want it to b fun as a little journey for me and i look forward to the day i can come back to actively#writing again too 🫶🏾 i miss it but i also want to b able to draw ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა#learn the hard thing first then do the stuff that comes naturally.... i also want to get back into music sometime but clearly i got a lot of#other stuff to work on 💀 i burnt myself out on it learning too many things and not having enough fun with it anymore‚#but i have a better healthier with art these days and i know it'll be great to come back to when I'm ready 😌💕#i have been considering getting an acoustic or bass guitar tho 🧐 the beauty of physical instruments.. they're just there ready 2 go..#I've been doing mostly digital the past few years‚ when i was making music. it was also rly hard to when i was w my ex ૮ – ﻌ–ა#that's a whole other rant lol. but ugh digital is like u gotta set it up u gotta make space and then u gotta be in one spot the whole time#i just wanna lay in bed and vibe or something yfm.. walk around maybe idk. do something less structured.#maybe.. hm. hmmm 🧐#I'm going to guitar center lol c ya ✌🏾 getting a bass and amp and maybe a guitar too depending on the price
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Recent disney and pixar movies have felt like movies in the way that monster high movies feel like movies. And I don’t want anyone to see this and go “but at least monster high movies are good!” cuz, sure whatever I don’t care, just listen. What I’m saying is these recent disney movies are so forgettable and I don’t think it’s just because of the rise of streaming services fucking up how the films are marketed and viewed, they also feel unbelievably pointless. They feel like movies made around a plot that would be forced into a ten minute episode if it were a cartoon made by smaller creators rn. The plots are so simple I feel like a toddler like I feel like the stakes have gotten increasingly lower and everything is underwhelming. Toy story 4’s big conflict was woody needs to get the plastic spoon back to the little girl. Inside out 2 was the emotions needing to get back to headquarters while riley is just at hockey camp and they learn their lessons in five minutes. Encanto is just mirabelle talking to her family and then singing songs at her. Strange world was a very basic father/son relationship story with no real stakes. The main thing luca wants in luca is a vespa and the main thing mei wants in turning red is concert tickets. Not even gonna glance at wish or lightyear cuz like who watched those what are those movies even for. I can’t remember any of these movies and even the ones I liked are still underwhelming and I walked out of them trying to justify that to myself like “oh well not every movie has to have a crazy plot, sometimes they can be simple”. But it’s like. All their movies now. And the characters are uh, they’re okay in some of them I guess I dunno. And this isn’t even to say that the more beloved older disney movies never had simple plots cuz like look at Cinderella, half of that movie is just animals getting into shenanigans to fill time. But idk, it felt like people actually wanted to make that movie and put love and attention into it. Now these things are just disney pumping out vague emotions that might get them an award while coating everything with this “look at how much money we have” polish
#the klock keeps ticking#this isnt coherent at all im sooooo tired i havent slept good at all lately ughhh#i used monster high as an example but havent really made the comparison properly huh#basically mh movies are really just there to sell dolls and yeah sometimes the movies are fun#sometimes theyre about something cool even#but theyre also low quality made for tv movies that got pumped out a machine#and some of them are just really really bad#and even the ones that i like like friday night lights i mean its like core message is a pretty basic short thing about misogyny in sports#which is what youd expect from a low quality made for tv movie made to sell dolls#but disney is out here doing like the same writing in 2024 with their ungodly expensive animation#and its just like. seriously? this is seriously what you want?#to make shallow garbage with shiny paint a few times a year just so you can get more money and keep it up?#youre trash disney. utter fucking trash#this is brought to you by me watching inside out 2 for shits and feeling pretty much exactly how i expected to feel lol#i love how not gay riley is obsessed with a girl who is literally the Basic Cool Gay Love Interest#which is a whole other post honesty but its a drinking game for me at this point cuz thats the only gay character corporations know how to#write its just like. they are Cool and Nice and so so Cool and they literally never stop smiling for one second and they are Cool#and thats about it! and if you dont ship them with the quirky anxiety ridden gay youre an ungrateful faggot
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oh my how are you all still alive
#carloposting#roleplayeria#carlo concerns#ooc: seriously lmao this roleplaying is unhinged as hell sometimes ecks dee#part of the reason i got bored of it lol#like i dont mean to be a downer seriously but like a lot of the time its just drugs and crimes joke number 32#but like as long as you guys find it fun i guess??? lol?
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Looking back, it's so funny that my family still sees my neurodivergence as more of a prayer issue than a neurological difference especially when I got very overwhelmed singing during praise and worship, but was still told to sing and dance so they definitely looked to their side and just saw this
#I'm autistic on the gay sex autism website. who would've guessed lol#but seriously tho its so funny looking back because I was so so autism#I'd stand and close my eyes so the lights and sounds didn't overwhelm me as much then I'd mostly sway and bounce in place#Sometimes I pre planned my exact movements ahead of time to make sure I didn't get in trouble for not praising#also I wrote an essays earlier about absurdity but it felt Off#like I was someone else trying to write in my style#a fun innuendo followed by TWs for safety and a hook intro#and a heart felt thing for ppl to take with them#it was 'The universe doesn't care about you but I do. I care so much'#but it felt preachy#it felt like I was trying to convert y'all to something via instagram influencer Canva-esque type essay#so I deleted it#I mean I saved my copy for my religious trauma coach but deleted the post here#so I might try again but I think I should look into why it felt ingenious with my therapist#ex christian#religious trauma#flashing lights#flashing gif
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my friend pisses me off soooooo bad
#i text her first to ask abt how her essay is going wish her luck 2 times and she doesnt even like the message or say anything she just#changes the topic and then leaves me on read. okay#plus shes been getting so weirdly paranoid that im talking shit abt her to other ppl just bc ive finally made some other friends that arent#her after 1.5 years of suffering alone at my uni#(which i seriously to be honest do just bc shes been getting on my nerves with a lot of things lately)#but like man . throughout the 1.5 years that weve been talking to each other we havent progressed enough to call each other by#our first names to get the other to turn around etc i dont think we r close enough for me to abandon the wonderful religious practice of#sometimes discussing the things that your 1 friend does that piss you off with your other friends but then still hanging out with them#not because youre some sort of irredeemably evil two faced motherfucker but because thats just a normal part of having social relationships#mp#like i get that insecurity sucks and its a shitty feeling etc but ive literally dealt with this my whole cringe embarrassing childhood &#teenage years LOL like as long as your friends still make a conscious decision to spend time with u & u have fun together#then i think you dont need to worry. which is what i do so#the sun will rise again tomorrow
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By the Dreaded Thing you mean killing off Gabriel? He isnt even in one pic... I'm seriously scared...
[reference to my post here]
That is indeed the Dreaded Thing.
There’s basically three viable options I can see:
1. the Dreaded Thing is happening.
2. Gabriel is hurt/visibly changed in some way that is a spoiler for something that occurs (and for some reason they care about not spoiling things for once - maybe cause it's the finale).
3. the promo team is full of Assholes.
Those are the only possible scenarios I see at this point lmao 🤣 and I’m okay with 2 out of 3. I will be pissed over the other… (and then get over it after processing my emotions after 1-2 business days probably. the same way I’ve compartmentalized everything else I have negative feelings about this season).
personally, I'm rooting for option #2. Frankly no one else should be in that damn hospital given the number of people that have already ended up there this season alone (and the Wyatt storyline will also still be going on at the same time I would assume)... BUT a situation in which Gabriel gets hurt and it forces him and Carlos to actually communicate could be fun to see. or if Gabriel got hurt protecting Carlos in some way even, that would be even more juicy to watch.
#anon answered#911ls spoilers & speculation#negativity discourse all the bad words#<- not really but tagging it for the people who are tired of the gabriel talk lol#tone really doesnt come across well via text i'm realizing cause like... people take me too seriously about 'negativity' sometimes#will i rage if gabriel dies? yeah i'll be mad and will hate it but its also just a tv show y'all#no need to take my silly little posts so seriously#sometimes its just fun to speculate and shit talk shows you love lmao
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yeah we've got a guy called Yearning but apparently the kid's bested him with the sheer amount of homesickness she feels.
#Lili has wanted to go home since. forever. for the longest time ''i wanna go home'' was our constant mantra and it still kinda is.#she misses home so badly sometimes it makes our chest physically ache. our little comet. we? she? remembers falling to earth?#might be exomemory. might be just a pretend story. she remembers streaking down with Ceres before our core shattered in the impact.#we somehow picked up the pieces. /were/ the pieces. patched ourselves with what was left and reformed into the 80% of a human being we are.#but Lili was there for when we were a star‚ the sole piece cradled by Ceres before he fragmented. and now she can't go back.#...she likes being human at least (like in this body with us). she and Whimsy and Juliet hold a lot of our romanticizing of the mundane.#humanity can be fun and wonderful and beautiful. she loves eating snacks and petting our cat and looking at jachi! she loves living.#but being human gets so... sad sometimes. difficult. and sometimes she's reminded of home. it's a pang of nostalgia that hits all of us-#because we're monoconcious. it isn't always so bad. it's been mild for a while actually. but when its bad‚ she asks us when she can go home#she wants us to come too‚ her family. she remembers to say please. she's been so good‚ can we go home now‚ please‚ please‚ please?#we know we can't‚ so /she/ knows she can't. but she tries anyway just in case one of us can miraculously change the answer.#is it sadder if she keeps asking or if she gives up hope?#ugh. well anyway we watched ponyo to cheer her up. it's her favorite movie and is basically our collective favorite as well now too hjglkj#Harlowe doesn't believe in what might be our exomemories. things like gods and fallen stars in our system causes half the denial really.#other systems can have them sure! but not us. we're just ''making up backstories'' for ''characters.'' y'know how it is with self-awareness#anyway i won't go into it lest we get into that kind of turmoil too lmao... ponyo watched!! it's really late but we might stay up longer.#(delaying the inevitable) not thinking about it ma'am! :) don't take this post too seriously. we're super peachy rn Distance isn't even-#too loud tonight. anyway maybe a drink? hot chocolate? can we have hot chocolate if we're still sick? who cares lol :3#the city and the sword#<- not exactly‚ but close enough. just wanted to keep this for reference. lili+core crashed in what is now the headspace garden by the way.
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Olivia Broussard. Oghghhghhhhhhhhhhdjdhjsgsmshsnd*explodes💥💥💥💥💥💥*
#rat rambles#oni posting#I miss herrrrrrrr#shes literally the character of all time#rip to my brief period of trying to engage with different oni communities god damn does no one give a single shit abt this games story#like even if there are lore discussions its all just gameplay discussion still because no one takes the story seriously#its all just about fun trivia to most ppl which is fine but like its also miserable being one of very very few people who like. genuinely#adores the actual story and the characters in it.#like oni has such a good story and some of my favorite characters from anything ever and no one gives a shitttttt#again I get it and it's not a crime for ppl to not engage with the story but its still rly saddening to me#especially since oni has like. one of my favorite stories of all time.#it just makes it hard to talk abt it sometimes when I know Im already playing thousands of steps ahead of ppl by having aus and stuff lol#but despite everything I still rotate these fuckers in my head regularly I just also have other things going on in there rn#I still need my doomed toxic yuri fix tho so theyll persist until I somehow invent sif odile doomed toxic yuri or smth
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I feel like I don't make serious enough or creative enough art to talk about creating anything
#late night feels. whatever#i dont know when im gonna feel comfortable calling myself an actual artist but it isnt now#i love drawing its really fun for me. most of the time.#but i am not like. someone anyone can take seriously#and honeslty thats fine#but sometimes i have thoughts on. making stuff. and i never share em because im afraid of sounding out of place#or something#whatever the fuck i dont know what im saying#i really wish i made better stuff. but thats not even really true most of the time#the stupid stuff is fine i just wish i. seemed better. i guess lol#???? very confusing#everyone ignore this one#bad post terrible post !!#vent#<- SHORE. I GUESS.
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#talked to her a little bit more about her confusing behavior#esp her relationship w this one person and how it confuses me when its a more group setting#and lo and behold this solved nothing lol#she was like we are close i dont know how to make u feel that#and i was like i do feel it when we are one on one but when we are in group settings i dont feel close to you at all#wasnt very clear at all with my feelings though but more or less listed off things that she had done that unintentionally had hurt me#or just made things feel kind of confusing#like if we are close then why xyz thing#i feel like i never see her if xyz person doesnt come to me first cuz she'll follow her around right#i did straight up ask her if they were just friends or smth more and if she had feelings for her#and she was like yeah just friends (which idk for me just cuz i asked doesnt mean she has to respond to me honestly)#(so taking it with a grain of salt)#and i was like yeah man ur relationship w this one person cuz u give her so much attention like i never know how to itneract#sometimes if eel guilty for taking her away from u when i talk to her cuz u kinda just shut down#and dotn talk to anyone and she was jokingly like yeah go sit in a corner and i was liek DUDE LITERALLY YEAH?#and then also times when her attention on xyz person has left me feeling left out#and i think its so funny this girl was like i literally didnt know i interact with xyz person in that way cuz i dont think abt it#cuz if i start thinking then i start overthinking and thats nto fun#which is T RUE BUT LIKE ALSO#idk how can one person be that dense like her and xyz person literally won a dynamic duo award thing#ppl were like 'dont separate those two they cant live without each other' LIKE BRUH ARE U SERIOUSLY TAHT DENSE?#and then also the whole shes not a great texter but how shes literally always on the phone texting someone it feels like so for me its hard#to really accept that sometimes like but then she had said earlier like her friends from undergrad just straight up call her so yeah maybe#i guess but also idk man#also times when she had promised to do smth and then didnt follow through on that hurting bc i take ppl by their word
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kinning isn't enough anymore, i have to assign kins for my kins
#kin stuff#like seriously sometimes i just like assigning them its fun#like “oh kiku honda is a shinnie lol”#...OKAY LISTEN HE WOULD BE#HE TOTALLY WOULD#i'm his dog pochi actually so i know for sureeeee for sure for sureeeeeee
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it's not building character, it's building the picture of the character!
“22 episodes gave more room for character building” were none of you there?? That was NOT what they were doing!!
#lol#but nah seriously#yes its all filler yes most of it is nonsense that doesnt matter#sometimes they are not even canon!#but damn wheres your love for the characters#is it canon that whatever the fuck character spent an afternoon at the mall? no!#but was it fun? yeah!#it may not build the character as in it changes the character as a person#plus! the nice thing about them is if you do not like them they are Skippable#itd be nice to have them for the people who may enjoy them :)
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