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The only photo I managed to get before my night hit the gas pedal. (Which Subtronics also performed his and Tape B's John Summit remix liiiiveee oghhhhmyyyygaaqwwwd.
Night 2 went. It full sent. Those 2 tabs, also full sent (me on a tRIip). Philadelphia you have given me such a special and rare experience, Subtronics b2b Zeds Dead was my perfect last set for 2024. Ending it where it began for me: A Zeds Dead set while I'm peaking with nothing but love and gratitude for myself and the music and the man sharing this life with me. I can't believe this is my life.
ALSO this new Aaron Brooks jersey is about to become my new go to rave fit. Francis tried to bleed on it, but I handled it, and got a new pair of rave shorts out of it too. (Carmic year circle poping up again? Not Francis in December when she was supposed to be GONE by February...)
Lastly, I made it back to my hotel room safely and in enough time to pack AND SHOWER before I make the lengthy journey home. Hijinx24 is over.
#i appreciate you#if you read all of that#if not#i still appreciate you#me#my rave fit#end of 2024#festival life#this picture feels like a life time ago somehow#like. I'm not even that person anymore.#omg i cannot express how happy i am rn#that might be from the psychedelics#but its definitely from my heart#got wierd and sappy in the tags#oh fuck yeah!!!!!!!!#ian. hijinx. alone. 👀 he is having a bad time#Spotify
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figure skating set right now please. thanks
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#GUYS I AM PUTTING OFF WORKING ON MY COSPLAY SOMETHING STUPID. im tireddddd i like sleeepingggff i want to play and drawwwww#after work I literally ate a giant bowl of mac n cheese and climbed into bed. lifestyle choices of a 9 year old#anyways i want figure skaitng set. bad. PJSK HAS A WEIRDLY LOW NUMBER OF ACTUALLY WINTERY SETS... like 3. kind of.#i have some thumbnail sketches but im kind of stumped on composition for them. my idea was a nene focus set#(IF HER NEXT FOCUS ISNT PHANTOM OF THE OPERA THEMED INWILL DIE. BADLY. THEYRE GOING TO AN OPER AHOUSE. PLEADBR)#originally my idea was for nene to be biting a medal i was very sold on it bc i love nenes competitive side#however her outfit is so nice i want it to also be part of the art .. its heavily inspired by that one iconic eunsoo lim dress#from her somewhere in time program iirc. im really undatisfied with emus dress tbh my origimal idea was to give it a phoenix look#but a lot of the firebird/phoenix skating programs have very sleek dresses and i want emus to be fluffy. the balance is hard ..#and since i want her program song to be once upon a dream from sleeping beauty i swerved to make it look a bit like auroras ? but again#it definitely feels like the weakest of everybodys ... maybe i just love her too much and want her to look the best. sorry wxs.#tsukasas outfit is supposed to look like a shooting star. easy. program music moonlight sonata 3rd movement like from dazzling light. easy.#actually i like takahashi daisukes moonlight sonata program its a medley of the 1st and 3rd movement.. i think the calm at the beginning#is best. maybe smth like that.. for his card inhad him doing a haircutter spin but again. the outfits good i want the outfit visible. damn.#ruis the one im very set on even now. girl why are you so phantom of the opera.#it has a lot of beautiful programs to reference but the outfit i didnt really have any solid reference i kind of just balled#my main idea was to make it look a bit like both christine and the phantom.... gender Fluid.#my yapfest... i should be SEWING!!!!!!!!#despite my yapping im not that well versed in figure skating i cant really distinguish jumps i just like it . and medalist#i only do normal skating. bc i played hockey for like 7 years LOLLLL inlove skating though Heart.
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its sonics turn! 👅
#sonadow#shadow takes his job very seriously#do not test a guy who has a 20 step skincare routine#sonic is definitely a scruffy little thing who damn near never brushes himself#shadow will make sure!!! that he is left shiny and smelling like freshly ironed laundry instead of dirt#idk there is something so....cute about this that i have never thought about before and i think shadow despite being a hybrid is#much better at doing things like this and less bashful compared to sonic who is just a stinky guy by default#he would be grumpy but very nurturing. i think it would give him a sense of calm to bond like this#sonics of course a little taken aback at his enthusiasm but its a pleasantly welcome surprise from someone like shadow esp#idk what level the relation between them would have to have progressed to for sth like this to even happen but yknow#simply. when he licc. it makes my heart melt#i almost cried drawing this.....i love shadow....#almost forgot to tag#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#my art
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quick "chip" sketch from ep 109
#wanted to draw him with gray skin hehe#this ep is a real throwback to the desire isle arc.... holes in hearts. chip is stone gray/dead. big fight with a boss and ghouls. mmmm#his neck is a little busy so ill definitely change it if i draw him like this again. but itll do for now its a sketch anyway#love the color pallett otherwise tho... very tasty looking#i think this is the fifth art with a black background i did in the last couple days but pffff who cares i love black backgrounds#OH also yes. no hole in his chest. pretty sure the heart was pulled from his throat anyway#doesn't make it better but haha yeah#jrwi riptide#jrwi chip#jrwi riptide spoilers#jrwi spoilers#riptide spoilers#my art#sketch
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Why do you always use that to piss me off? ...It makes me happy. We agreed that I'm in charge of the bars. But you come here all the time to watch me. How am I supposed to lead my people? Use your head, okay? Suit yourself. What's the matter? Chen Yi. Chen Yi! [...] Don't make me worry.
Chen Bowen as CHEN YI & Chiang Tien as AI DI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userspicy#userrain#uservid#pdribs#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#your honor i would like to remind you and the jury that ai di is faking drunk at this time#at the most he is a little tipsy and Definitely pretending to be asleep.#now your honor please observe in the fifth gif ai di slinging his other arm around chen yi's neck. while ''''''asleep''''''#as well as the way it slides back down chen yi's shoulder and how he clearly puts it back to get a better grip#and next your honor i would like to direct your attention to the last gif. and the way ai di's fingers curl when zherui says#'love and admiration are different'. not only do they curl but they pinch. do you see?#as you can see from this evidence he is very aware of the conversation and desperately in need of chen yi's affection and attention#.............and its better than the goddamn darcy hand flex in my Personal Opinion. act your fucking heart out diandian.#and NOW observe the caption. by combining the conversation where chen yi drove off angrily with the one where he comes back for ai di#you can see that the Real reason he was upset was bc ai di was pushing him away#& he came back for him anyway. he just wants to be close to ai di all his actions & feelings are ai di-centered even when the topic is cdy
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I think something that for me really sets aside Jack & Joker from other Thai dramas is its narrative structure. Thai dramas usually have a very simple narrative structure where things just keeps happening without a proper flow - I mean, something happens, it gets resolved, and then something new happen that keeps the story move; you know, all those little problems that aren't really all connected together (like, the main characters get together and then someone new appears that comes in between them; or it turns out that, idk, the family was homophobic all along, or that one of the characters actually had a complicated relationship with their family - things like these that are disconnected).
Maybe it's because Jack and Joker has a pretty solid and complicated plot, but something that I really love about it is the way everything that happens is connected, everything is a direct consequence of the characters' actions. It's like this since the first episode until the last one - the plot is brought forward by the characters' actions, everything they do has consequences on everything and everyone else. Like, Joke seeks Jack's forgiveness, so he wants to steal the ring for him, and he works with Tattoo and Hoy -> Tattoo steals the necklace which causes problems for everyone -> they need to steal the necklace back -> Jack meets Rose again, which causes everything else to happen, etc etc
Everything is connected. And I think it all comes back to one of the series' themes, which is that everything we do has consequence, that even if out intentions are good we can't predict what our actions will cause; that we live in a community and that we cannot think about ourselves only bc every time we do something that can end up influencing someone else's life. that we can't be selfish in a community.
#jack and joker#jack and joker: u steal my heart#jack & joker#jack & joker: u steal my heart!#jack and joker the series#my posts#ive been thinking about this since i forst started watching it#the narrative structure is built so well#everything that happens in connected which means that everything makes sense#and thats so why the foreshadowing works so well#nothing happens in itself#nothing the characters do hasnno consequences#everything happens for a reason and everything can cause problems#this is what joke fails to see for most pf the shows#that everything he does even if he has the best intentions for jack#can cause problems for everyone else#it keeps happening since the first episode#its what happens when he steal Jack's ring from aran and when he steals the ring for boss#and its not only joke of course it goes for everyone else too#this series is so beautifully done in every aspect#and I've been studying a little about the theory of narrative structure for my original writing#so now im noticing so many details about it#anyway if you ever think i might be done talking about j&j then think again bc im most definitely not
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he's smarter than he looks! but he don't look so smart.
drew punk Jon a bit ago but found art n made final passes of it 2day :3(also some doodles...some more rough then others </3 :( )))
I really like!!! Having two versions of finished art just so I can do whatever I want with one n mess around x9!
that new(I think) that handsome devil album is rlly good
#ew jon#eddsworld jon#jon eddsworld#im so normal about him guys definitely#GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR my fave#Its funny as fuck the words in the art are lyrics from 'buddha was a rich boy' but ghe caption is from 'crooked hearts'#Only funny to me i should say...#Both songs are so good though that handsme devil enjoyers PLEASE go listen#anyways......#punk jon???? i guess more accurately alt but mostly punk#i kinda use every alt fashion term interchangably because im punk but i dony wanna be called a poser dimb fivk ididot#i only own like....a chain and a couple arm cuffs kill me!!!!#jon ew#im not tagging tom because hes only present in doodles and is literally unfinished#sighhh j love jon....jon eddswo....
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You'll be the death of me
#its been three years#pretty wild to think ive been around for two of them#the link in the description is to the anniversary animatic from last year#i still like it#but ive def grown since then lol#sps is definitely a series i keep close to my heart#im just a big fan of this sad old pirate captain#congrats on 3 years gb!#oc#art#originalcharacter#originalartwork#sketch#character design#good boy audios#goodboyaudios#gba space pirates saga#gba sps#gba yargwynn#gba arkov#gba paradise#audio rp#pali draws goodboyaudios
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NEED MORE OFFICE DOTTORE PLEAAAAADE HBAUBGUDUHFIBOND
i. note — he’s my guilty pleasure im sry i js CRAVE this mf twenny four/seven ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) </3 ii. includes — dottore, afab! reader but no gendered pronouns are used iii. cw — im rambling again heyyy what's new. office setting/modern au, dottore is kinda creepy, implied stalking, obsessive behaviour, their feelings are mutual but dottore comes off too strong and reader is a bit dense, mention of periods, drinking/alcohol, implied drugging (but nothing happens). this sounds bad but its tame he's just a weirdo with a crush and is weird about said crush Trust Me
thinking about office senior! dottore using his status in the company to butt in and work on projects that you’ve been assigned. him slowly but surely worming his way into your life ever since he got a taste of you, unable to let you just be a fling, a one-time thing. he just has to ruin you in every way
he would definitely be sooo aware of your steadily blooming crush on him and would use it against you to then tease you to hell and back. this man knows how to toy with people! he’ll most definitely toy with you!!!
lingering touches bordering on unprofessional but still friendly if you squint, going out of his way to ask your opinion on things during a crowded meeting n putting you on the spot, stepping into the elevator at the same time as you to trap you n initiate small talk……
of course said “small talk” is always… a little weird… when it’s with zandik. he doesn’t talk about the weather, stocks, or whatever mundane task you were working on right before you went on lunch break.
no, he’ll talk about things he shouldn’t know about you, things he’d only know if you told him about them, or things that are just a little too… personal? but maybe you’re being a little uptight. maybe you just… don’t remember telling him some things about yourself. it’s not like he’s talking about anything super outrageous or controversial anyways, it’s fine.
“eating instant noodles every day for dinner isn’t good for you, it’s most likely the reason why you get such bad cramps during your cycle. i would recommend adding some leafy greens to your servings at the very least, or some tofu to help with your iron intake.”
what a weirdo…. but hey, he’s kinda right, maybe you should eat more balanced meals so you don’t keel over anytime soon.
office senior! dottore also often does creepy things but in a nice way? if that makes sense?
for example, when the team is brought out for drinks to celebrate another successful project, he’ll make sure to be the only one sitting next to you. you’ll be squished against the wall and his shoulder, beer in hand, your cheeks burning from the alcohol and the proximity between you two
he’ll keep an eye on you and your alcohol tolerance, but not in the way you think he will. he’ll encourage you to drink more, “you seem tense. here, here’s a refill” he’d say in that smooth voice of his. “oh? you’re stumbling on your words, are your nerves still acting up? have my drink.”
and once you get to the point where you’re leaning over the table, head resting on your arms, only then will he start to actually take care of you.
he’ll place one hand on your back, rubbing soothing circles to help ground you from your dizziness. scold you for drinking so much, all while everyone else at the table glances at you with concern (or as much concern as other drunk and tipsy coworkers can muster)
“you shouldn’t have drank so much if you knew your alcohol tolerance was this poor.”
and the shadow of a smile on his face will turn into something more sinister when you frantically get up to rush to the bathroom. you immediately stumble to the floor, dizzy and disoriented. too dizzy and disoriented.
he’ll catch you before you fall as coworkers express their concern for you, only then noticing how bad your state had gotten now that face-planting directly onto the tatami floor of the bar was a feasible outcome
a chorus of surprised “woah!”’s and “are you okay?” ring out, conversations growing quieter as everyone stares at the stoic, scary superior holding up the rookie that got completely plastered at a work event. some are silently judging, but most are ogling zandik
your cubicle neighbor and work buddy gets up from her seat, stumbling on her way to help you stand up. though she had indulged you in gossip about him before, something about him holding your suspiciously drunk body up made alarm bells ring in her head.
“i’ll take them home,” he declares, voice colder than ice. no one really notices the hostility in his tone, too tipsy themselves to notice zandik’s obvious favouritism towards you. “enjoy the rest of your night.”
...and he diligently brings you to your flat, catching you before you stumble on your feet and trip over nothing. the trip was a struggle for the both of you, though more so for you than for him considering he had anticipated this outcome. maybe next time he should reconsider before giving you so much to drink.
#ill never be able to properly portray just How Badly i need this man#if eeaao has taught me anything its that theres a universe out there where im getting plowed by him DAILY#and even though i wish it were the Me in This universe#thats. good enough i guess#hey siri how do i lucid dream#asking for a friend#definitely for a friend#i didnt proofread this either i just spat it out#but it came from my heart. so#୧ ‧₊˚orderup!#genshin x reader#dottore x reader#genshin x you#dottore x you#il dottore x you#dottore x afab reader#cw drugging#cw drinking#cw stalking#cw dark content#just in case
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for the ask game... 🎩 :3c?
Oughhhh my brain…. theres so many vague ones from my childhood that I have to remember… oh, I’ve got one that definitely put me through a wringer of emotions I didn’t understand at the time fjhdkshfd
The Green Death from the first How to Train Your Dragon book!! (Fun fact it was and might still be my favorite book series of all time. I definitely have fond memories of it.) The Green Death also one of the guys that changed my brain chemistry forever (Giant threatening dragon. Giant monster. Oof)
There’s no pictures of him I can find 😭 but there were illustrations in the book. He’s a Seadragonus Giganticus Maximus, and he’s so large you never get a full body illustration of the guy, only his eye, his teeth or a talon… brhhh
For context the Green Death washed up on Berk. The Berkians tried to do a war cry to scare it away but he basically scoffs at it and proceeds to roar the bones out of their skin and they couldn’t figure out what to do. So Hiccup, someone who can speak Dragonese, goes up to talk with him on his own to try to persuade him away with words.
He proceeds to have a really tense chapter where the dragon wakes up from his nap and repeatedly, casually threatens his life, speaking about the different ways he could kill/eat him, his eye is taller than a human,
One scene is when he talks about how he’d go about deboning a human and a giant claw lands on the cliff Hiccup’s standing on.
And then later on through plot reasons the dragon becomes enraged at Hiccup in particular and ignores every other human running away from him to pursue him specifically
Needless to say the chapter where Hiccup talks with the Green Death was kid me’s favorite. I kept rereading it. And I was like “why do I really like this part.” LMAO
#there is one that is Definitely the oldest and maybe my first but also. im so embarrassed by it fjdksfgdhgd#anyway that contributed to me wanting to be kidnapped by a dragon#i read all 12 books i read when they were still coming out#i love both httyd book and movie#but the books are closer to my heart#i mean. its been over a decade since i first read that book. and that scene is Burnt into my brain#yet another early development of monster loving ksdjfddfg i love being adult#looking back and going. ‘ooohhhh so thats what it was’#so funny to think how much that scene impacted my monster loving writing#ask game#ask#hear me out game#the whole series is fantastic and i was hooked in every single one of them#when a new giant dragon showed up i always go wow. hello#but green death is my favorite#definitely recommend. the movie’s far removed from the books so if you’re a movie watcher you’ll basically be blind going in which is fun!
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l'amica geniale // little women
#this deserves its own post#l'amica geniale#little women#otp: diagram of the door opening#otp: your heart understood mine#letters from stephanie*#ferranteposting#I HAVE NOTHING TO GIVE YOU JO -> IT!!!!!!! DOESN'T!!!!! MATTER!!!!!#wanted to add those screencaps but it's Too Much for me so if anyone wants to do it you are definitely encouraged.#mine 🧫#anyways i am literally blogging right now because people who raised me were like this. whatever it's fine.#not that you couldn't do without my blogging but you get the point
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Paul’s shirtless story pics of him 🤍.
bestie i-
upper back & shoulder muscles are literally my weakness. i can't look at these pics and be sane, it just doesn't work like that. i freak out every time i remember them
#its SO HOT#oh my goooooodddddd#i love back muscles so much#and his are so freaking defined its insane#oh how good it would be#feeling the muscles underneath my touch :( his soft skin and the rough lines of muscles and#goddddd massaging his shoulders 😭😭😭 pressing my thumbs into them and hearing him groan from the pressure release#im screaming#i was actually at the gym doing upper back/shoulders when angie sent me these#like i had already seen them but it was so early in the morning (right? or am i hallucinating?) that i barely even reacted#but when i saw them again at the gym…. definitely was some good inspiration to do even better and do more sets 😁😁#hes the goal#asks!#anon!#white heart anon!#🤍!
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AELSWITH & ALFRED (being SO Married and SO cute 🥺🥰) IN 2x02
#the last kingdom#sevenkingsmustdie#I'm back#I am (mostly) recovered from illness and work has (mostly) calmed down#your honor I love them#they are everything to me#its missing them hours#who am I kidding#I am ALWAYS missing them#and I am always thinking about them#I love them so much#they are everything#they mean so much to me#g o d#the way they look at each other#the way they are so comfortable here and the way alfred is so cute with her#my HEART#he loves her so much#they start this scene with no space between them#literally LEANING against each other#the way the SECOND she starts to move away from him he immediately lets her know that he's joking#because she moved away and they weren't touching anymore#the way she literally is leaning into him in the last gif#the way there is ZERO space between them#they are the definition of married and in love#god#g o ddddddd#I rest my case#they are it#they are the only couple
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let's meet again
#kingdom hearts#kh#kingdom hearts dark road#khdr#xehanort#young xehanort#baldr#xehabaldr#quadratum au#my art#kh art#(shaking you by the shoulders) BALDR IN QUADRATUM!!!!!!!!!#and he gets a ponytail because. well look at him#idr who i saw say 'i knew he had bakura vibes' when the finale dropped but i was definitely channeling that here#i've been resisting the urge to ramble abt baldr in the tags. because. i am insane#but. BUT#i dont think that there's a meaningful difference between baldr and darkness. like i think 'possessed' baldr IS baldr#and that he's always been Like That. but i also think it's a mask#like he is cruel because of hatred and anger but also because of grief. and also because he's miserable and -#- because he needs to feel like he deserves it. deserves to be miserable#like it's about punishing himself. that's what it is at its core. he is vile and so he will act vile#but it's an act. he's putting on a show. it's a performance#'i win. you lose. the end'#so he tries to drag xehanort into the performance by goading him into being hurt and angry and vengeful towards him (like he deserves)#but the second xehanort refuses to play along the facade comes crashing down#all that to say. i remembered this bit of dialogue from days and felt like drawing something self indulgent. again#happy valentines day to unwell people <3
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Everyone look at how cute the dr stone ed tarot cards are ....
#Dcst#its funny also because i thought tsukasa would definitely get strength but i also thought he might get justice but then he got the world ..#also because the earliest versions of strength featured someone breaking a stone pillar which i thought was so funny and on the nose#in my heart i still believe in hanged man tsukasa though because of his everything. just everything about him#when will we get empress xeno and judgement stanley ... i think they also changed gen from the magician to the hermit in the full spread#the test tubes for senkus temperance imagery makes me smile and its literally the perfect card for him.... masters of our own fate.....#i really dont know what card i would have given ukyo though he plays such a difficult to define role in the series. hes yellow#the fool is another perfect fucking pick for chrome self explanatory. and emperor is also very ryusui...#i was looking through the pentacles suit and ryusui would make such a good ace of pentacles too...#ughhh its so cute that they gave kohaku strength because shes a lioness... i thought they were gonna give her some dumb shit like empress#because shes a girl but this works so well.... and they made suika the star too in the full spread...#OH THE HANGED MAN WOULD BE BYAKUYA do you like this idea ? even though i wanted him to be the hierophant#it doesnt matter because i know nothing about tarot. and besides none of these cards matter in the face of the fucking best card ever#the taiyuzu lovers card ... like genuinely nothing else means anything after i saw that .....#ill post it on its own later because its actually the best one
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WAIT BIG BRAINED THOUGHT:
Sam does smth stupid hoping Dean won't find out.
Someone rats Sam out to Dean.
Sam gets in trouble and a lecture from Dean (bc Dean is a parent and he is Sam's parent I will not accept criticism on this matter).
Later, Sam makes a group chat consisting of everyone who could have told on him to Dean and just sends this video:
#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#dean winchester is sam winchester's parent#and i will be accepting NO criticism on this matter!!!!#dean raised sam and in my heart i just know that its smth they dont really talk abt but they both 100% know and acknowledge it#and sam (the annoying little brother/kid) that he is to dean definitely calls dean 'mom' sometimes especially when hes being a little shit#but sam also loves his big brother and appreciates everything deans done and given up for him#so every year dean gets a pie and a little homemade card on mother's day and father's day from sam#when they were younger sam would give dean the card and actually say 'happy mother's/father's day dean' but once theyre older sam starts#sneaking the pie and card into dean's room or leaving them somewhere he knows dean will find them and neither of them say anything but dean#always gives sam a soft smile and usually a hug too before they continue w/ their day like its any other#the year dean spends w/ lisa and ben while sam's in hell/running around soulless ben makes dean a father's day card and dean gets all teary#and thanks him but then later when hes alone he just breaks down sobbing bc it just remimds him that sammy is gone#even when sam was at stanford and not really talking to dean he still sent dean a short message (text email voicemail whatever) on mother's#and father's day but now hes gone and dean wont even get that#btw dean def saves all of the cards sam's made him over the years and once theyre in the bunker he keeps them all in a special box that he#hides under his bed and he'll pull it out and look through them when hes having a bad day alongside the box of pictures <3#i did not mean to go insane in the tags here but oh well#enjoy my silly post and unhinged rambling ig
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