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HT stay on task challenge - failed for the fifteenth hundredth time
#alright wish to try to get back into Ninjago and see if it's still good has come back#I barely remember the show tbh#but I'm gonna go find out now#I do remember really liking Kai and Zane though#and like#I think I liked rock guy?#agh what's his name#Cole?#we'll find out#because I can't focus to safe my life#but it's worse than usual today
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im confident that part of The Stobin Bond™ comes from them having impeccable chemistry which means they would've probably gotten along really well even before the whole Russian torture thing BUT Robin still had a pretty strong grudge against him from highschool so she just really really doesn't want to
so imagine: Steve and Robin working one of their firsts shifts at scoops together. During a small break between customers Steve gets her attention. makes unbroken eye contact. holds up one of their little spoons, and says "poon". then immediately breaking into a goofy ass smile. maybe even a giggle. and robin is trying so so so hard to look unaffected. annoyed, ideally.
then later that night while Steve's on break or maybe went home, shes waiting for the inevitable rush when the latest movie lets out. She wanders up to the register. sees the "poon" again. and laughs
#i always have stobin thoughts while at work#its the food service effect i suppose#i also put effort into ~the prose~ today so im hoping its good#you don't really have to tell me if it is better than usual but please at least let me know if its worse#thank goodnight gay people#stranger things#steve harrington#robin buckley#stobin#platonic obviously#platonic with a capital p#platonic stobin#qpr stobin#pre qpr technically but it is the vibes methinks#platonic soulmates stobin#robin and steve#steve and robin#devon thinks sometimes
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While it doesn't specify that Jacobson says she has a prosthetic leg in the message, it also doesn't say that she didn't mention it. I think Mechi would accept anyone who reminds him of Yamka, no matter how temporary their stay might end up being.
Mechi, Jacobson, and Boop VS the Drainers (which are much bigger really, but I thought this was funnier)
Look at her go <3
Just as we sent Jacobson on her way, we got another message from a child in need! Well, we can't turn this one down either, so... Let's see our new brief acquaintance!
Oh no, she's adorable!!
I suppose it would be cruel to make a three-year-old walk that far. Into the transport pod she goes.
Randy, please. The joke is getting old now.
RANDY PLEASE
What secrets is this strange child hiding... What is he running from? I wonder...
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#rimworld#gracie plays#A Mechanitor's Message#art#my art#traditional art#rimworld art#unpolished art#slightly more polished art than usual#Today in Rimworld: “Mechi starts a daycare apparently”#nah#the daycare is at Arwell#hopefully the guys there appreciate kids#because they're getting a whole lot of them very quickly#Poor kids#must be a tough life for the little guys out here in the arid shrubland#made that much worse by the fact that their only help comes in the form of a very disgruntled mechanitor who obviously dislikes them#ah well#have a fantastic day everyone!! <3
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One of those art days. I GIVE UP (for today).
#this little doodle is literally the only good thing coming from my hand today#I WANNA draw and I've got ideas#but god each line coming out is worse than the previous one#you know those sessions? when you put the pen down#and you just know within the first stroke that it's a bad day?#where is that one accurate post about having good and bad art days#welp#let's try tomorrow again#usually a good night's sleep helps a lot#my posts#?
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People need to stop giving me sketchbooks this is getting out of hand
#i got three today#and ill probably get more tomorrow#im not even sure i have enough space for them tbh they might be stuck on my bedroom floor forever#rain world#rain world art#rw looks to the moon#rw sliver of straw#rw shipping#rw slivermoon#sliver.creations#sorry for the worse camera quality than usual i was kinda in a rush#family over and whatnot
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I'd hate to sound pretentious or smth but I was watching a vid talking about media literacy when it comes to booktok and this idea with those girlies that thinking/engaging with something critically isn't fun and the only way to have fun is to turn off your brain... I don't think VG suffers from this as much as a lot of booktok shite but in comparison to the other games it rly does feel like you're not meant to be paying attention or thinking about your actions (cough not like you get to chose any of your actions COUGH), or the implications of anything? and I'm not trying to say VG fans are stupid or smth cause I think many Want something to think about, but I feel like I've seen a lot of people have to reach very far or just straight up make shit up to engage with the game? (Other games aren't perfect but I was immersed with the games enough to stop and think about how my choice will affect xyz, that didn't happen in VG) There's nothing to chew on in VG basically ��
it's only pretentious if you don't mean it! but yeah i think there are a lot of parallels to be drawn here - i don't know how to say this without sounding like an annoying gamer bro, but now that gaming is more accessible, it feels like aaa companies do their best to cater to the widest possible demographic. market research probably shows that the majority of people don't want to be challenged or experience negative emotions, ask someone who plays games very casually whether they'd want to experience horrible consequences for picking evil actions in a game they'd probably say "um?? no? why would i want that?" but ask someone who plays a lot of rpgs and they'll probably at least understand the importance of those choices, even if they don't pick them personally. i don't think gaming is an old enough industry to have fully pinned down market research in the same way tv has - when you look at viewing figures, the most watched shows are soap operas and family sitcoms. that doesn't mean prestige tv doesn't have its place, it just means that the majority of people don't watch tv to experience the feelings shows like interview with the vampire want you to feel lol
dav doesn't actually ask any questions of the player. you're told what's wrong and what's right and not really asked to make any moral judgements. the bad guys that you kill are barely human so you don't feel bad about cutting them down (the antaam are dehumanised while the venatori are cartoon characters), the companion quests all end nicely no matter what choice you pick, the big act 1 choice is the closest you get to a negative consequence and it still feels very safe because you don't ever feel like you've done something wrong.
and yeah, it does feel like people writing analysis of vg are TRYING to chew on it, but so much of the enjoyment seems to be about coming up with your own fanon to play in a sandbox. which is fine. that's how i enjoy dai tbf. but it's sad to see after dao and da2, especially knowing how many other games there are that let you do this. SKYRIM is more complex than dav, and that's the game i always mention when talking about power fantasy sandboxes
the booktok stuff is kind of nuanced ofc, turn-your-brain-off rubbish has been available since the beginning of time and i feel like the real reason it's becoming more popular is self-publishing and people being more open about reading it on social media. i've written shitty 19th century porn and it was no better than whatever the mafia boss 50 shades ripoff writers are doing now. buuut also i think the way it spills out into other genres, and this increasing idea that fantasy/sci-fi should be about "escapism", is really fucking over people trying to get published while writing something complicated.
#ask#anonymous#imo it also doesnt help that bioware games are kind of 'fandom-y' and there seem to be a lot of people who dont play games normally but#are fans of da / me#the booktok thing is like... i also find these people really annoying but also if you want to a beach 20 years ago#and looked at what everyone was reading then compared it to today id bet the overall quality would be the same#like shitty crime thrillers that are churned out every few months. mills & boon. horrible scifi. definitely all things that have been#around for ages#usually i dont defend booktok because im a hater before anything else but in a way i think dav is worse than that#because it's entirellly corporate#ugh i wrote my dissertation on negative emotion and gender this summer. some of it really applies to dav but idk what will#happen to my brain if i reread it to recycle arguments and write a dav essay
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i’m genuinely wondering if the parallel here is intentional or not.
it’s such a good detail.
#i was going to spontaneously combust if i didn’t watch the search for spock today#because of the way twok ended#it’s the first time that with every movie it only gets better#usually the first movie is the best and it gets worse from there#but it was genuinely so good-#better than the two first imo#star trek#star trek iii: the search for spock#star trek amok time#amok time
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i think chronic fatigue syndrome or fibromyalgia are likely, bc vitamin deficiencies and thyroid issues were both ruled out. but i really don’t want to have either of those things. i want to be healthy.
#it’s worse today than usual bc of stress. like impossible to ignore.#i was able to shower and eat a good sized meal and clean the kitchen but then i had to lie back down
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Happy birthday tartaglia
#tartaglia#childe genshin#genshin art#genshin impact#genshin#childe#art#i was go8ng to have capitaru art for today too but i am not doing welll#in fact i am probably a few issues away from killing myself#especially in this political climate#but thats normal for me its just exponentially worse than usual#anyway its his birthday
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(im hoping the embed works BUT) hi! i made a collage a while ago using random pinterest pictures & canva based on your royal trio long winter.. capturing mainly the happy moments of course. ("let's have fun while the world burns. i guess.") i like the idea of ren buying a camera for them to use regularly. akechi detests the idea, sumi warms up to it. i just thought i would share it since u might appreciate it! of course random pinterest photos never capture characters's faces/environments accurately but.. its the delusion that counts. tumblr seems to ruin the quality but i attached the drive link for hopefully better viewing too ^^ have a lovely day
ohmy god I LITERALLY STARTED CRYING THE SECOND I SAW THIS JUST NOW HOLY FUCK GODDDD GOD GOD GOD GOD THANKYOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANY KOYU THANK YOU YHTANK YOU how many times cna i say thank u. Many. but not enough. my god. im sorry AGH MY christmas eve was so dire and i know christmas day is not gonna be much better so thsi!! AGH!!! AGHHJGWEKFHTJ@#)(*%#@)(()#@)# ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD CONDENSED INTO ONE IMAGE THANK YOU THANKYOU THANK YOU MY ROYALTRIO!!??!?! MY ROYALTRIO LONG WINTER?!?!?! iim legitimately going to thrwo up ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ;-; this is. EVERYTHING. to me. im so serious. ahhhh hahhjsdhfsaAHHAHHH IM GONNA DIVE INTO TRAFFIC THIS IS AMAZING THE LIL CAPTIONS. THE DIFF HANDWRITING. THE OVERLAP OF THE PHOTOS AGH everyhtgn is making me emtotional.. thank you so much ;-; best chrismas present of mylife im gonna explode into 120002012489128492 pieces i want this to be buried with me.mygod. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. THANK YOU SO SOSDOFGDSFSDOOSOSO MUCH
edit: theres no telling when this weather will get better :') i cried. I fukcking cried
#cele answers#lilypadding#omg im worse than usual at expressing HOW FUCKIGN HAPPY I AM but ia m so happy i . AHHHGHH#THANK YOU!!! SO SO SO SO SOSOSOSO SOSO SOOSOSOOSOSOOS SOOS SOSOOSO MUCH#FUACKKSDGJWER@#()$()#@!$(!@)()#)(@()@#()3290523590#long winter#royal trio#save#cele treasures#<- new tag. For my treasure hoard#THANK YOU SO MCUH AGAIN I HOPE YOU HAVE THE LOVELIEST CRHRISTMAS EVER#is this tmi ive been crying my eyes out like 20 separate times today and agh. eeeee. IM HAPPY NOW. WOAOHGHWHH explde#THANK YOU SO MUCH AAA
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kujou sara: you think you're smarter than everyone else.
heizou: i don't think i’m smarter than everyone else. i know i am.
#guys me and a friend were messing around trying to do showcases today#and heizou hit a fuck 258k OUT OF NOWHERE😭😭😭listen for me thats huge i know ppl be hitting 1mil n shit but like#the highest crit ive ever had was heizou with 180k#this was fucking random as hell bc the team comp was like worse than my usual team idek#anyways#fun facts for you#sad thing: i was not recording because bro has 49.5 CR and i didnt expect him to exceed the normal range like that#we tried 5 more times and bro did not want to crit😀#blessings from the anemo archon barsibitos#inazuma hotshots#kujou sara#heizou#shikanoin heizou#incorrect genshin impact quotes#incorrect genshin#genshin impact#incorrect quotes#incorrect genshin quotes#genshin impact incorrect quotes
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@randomfoggytiger please drop the fic name and also @baronessblixen I dare you to write the fic please you are an amazing writer or somebody else pleaseee or recommend fics like that
Also sorry for the bad grammar English it’s not my first language
@randomfoggytiger will have to drop the fic name cause I don't recall writing this at all 😂 your grammar is amazing, anon. English is not my first language either!
#lovely anons#in my defense i feel really sick today#so my memory is even worse than usual#we're also still looking for a writer!#what if everything was just a bad dream?
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Current mood: Gil-Galad son of Maglor and some poor Silvan woman who had no idea that this handsome guy with a beautiful voice was a kinslaying prince, and when she learned about that (by pure chance) she showed him the door, but she was already married and pregnant.
#tolkien#silmarillion#tolkien legendarium#silm#maglor#gil galad#random silm#poor woman#normally i like Maglor but I guess today I hc him worse than usually#i mean kinslaying is bad anyway#but typically i don't see him deceiving someone who loves him#i was just thinking gil galad sin of Maglor because Maglor was married at some point#but who was the mother and why is she never mentioned
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cleaned for 9 hours today, half of which was dedicated Just to a 5x2 foot space beside the bed that has been my Disaster Area for Literal Years. motivation being that i just got back from three weeks at my mom's house, which is VERY well-kept and organized, and that meant i could See Clutter for the first time in ages. i wanted to fix some shit before the ADHD blindness set back in.
accomplishments:
discovered a literal 5 years worth of dust in some corners. oops
found a Scary Biohazard (mold pillow. millow, if u will. it has now been disposed of.)
took out 4 forty-gallon bags of trash
took out 3 forty-gallon bags of recycling
found 8 months worth of one medication
and 4 months worth of another
and 9 months worth of a medication i no longer take and should dispose of
plus so many old steroids
and painkillers
and inhalers
and anti-nausea meds so i could keep down all the meds i used to be on
also found 3 years worth of saved birthday and christmas cards
and 8 books i'd forgotten i had down there
and several sets of gel pens
and 3 beautiful unused journals
and 2 delightful unused coloring books
and all the art of mine that fell off the walls months ago
found houses for everything i don't want Right Next To Me At All Times
reorganized everything on my bedside table
made notes for shelving and containers i need to get tomorrow
did 2 loads of dishes
decluttered the kitchen
fully unpacked from my trip
became less insane.
the apartment is not Clean yet because it is filled with corners and piles that will be their own little four-hour projects. but my bed space is clean for the first time since 2020 and we have clean dishes and all the trash bins are empty so it's now a lot easier to pick up after ourselves.
Nine Hours.
i'm gonna. go take a Very Hot Bath.
#i also started my period today so my autoimmune symptoms are worse than usual.#but you know what'll make my health a lot better? not sleeping directly next to Millow.#(i didnt know it was moldy it's just been sitting against the wall for 2-3 years. i pulled it away from said wall and went AH. AUGH)#autoimmune tag#tangentially
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Can we kill everyone who doesn't know that both attacking teams are on the same side in tricolor
#its been worse today than usual#literally got killed by the other attackers RIGHT BEFORE I SECURED THE ULTRA SIGNAL#dumbasses genuinely#splatoon 3#tricolor turf war
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it’s like. i love being trans. and also if there was a loving god he wouldn’t do this to me
#usually my mental illness is emotional Nothingness. when i take wellbutrin i can feel again!#and when the wellbutrin loses efficacy i keep the feeling but lose the good ones so i just unlock Regular Depression. which fucking Sucks#and a couple weeks ago i ran out of t gel and it is a controlled substance so they wouldn’t give me my refill until the full 60 days were up#which meant i had to be off t for like a week. and i was so so hopeful that it wouldn’t do anything to me.#but it restarted my cycle so i’m bleeding rn. and it is so fucking awful#it Hurts and it feels Humiliating and Wrong#cramps and stomach issues And dysphoria and bleeding. nothing more evil to do to me right now#and it’s worse cause i was done with that. i literally GOT RID OF IT. I PUT THE WORK IN. I WAS FREE.#but i couldn’t have my medicine and now i no longer control my own body. horrifying. so horrifying#wore a kind of ill fitting binder today too and it kickstarted Other dysphoria on the drive home so. messed up rn.#i just want to be able to live my life man. i want to have a body that looks and functions like me#and can feel things and do things#and doesn’t subject me to hurt in multiple multiple ways. that would be really cool.#genuinely it does not fucking matter if god loves me. cause if this is what i go through when he loves me#then i don’t want his fucking love.#i hope god kills himself actually#i want to wake up and just be able to put a shirt on and leave the house. can you imagine a fucking world#gonna try nd sleep for like five minutes and then go to dinner with my mom. i can be okay. i can be stronger than my struggles#i just need to be really fucking angry with god.#great time to be reading paradise lost#valentine notes
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