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I've been tagged by @xxnashiraxx and love seeing their work pop up on my dash - thank you <3
The Soup du Jour is... smut! Plotless, pointless, porntacular, horny Emmrook smut.
We've got praise kinks, we've got flashing, we've got grinding, we've got trying-to-distract-this-poor-man-from-his-work, we've got Rook biting off more than she can chew when Emmrich calls her bluff. It is in this piece that I am (ultimately) going to make good on my threat of Emmrich reciting erotic poetry intimately into Rook's ear while he makes deeply passionate love to her, because that idea has lived rent-free in my head for days now and I need to manifest it. But first I need Rook to be a brat, and for Emmrich to... deal with that.
I was having doubts about this one because I am forever afraid of writing OOC, but honestly I'm just trying to chuck it in the fuck it bucket and have fun.
Tagging: @preciouslittlebhaalbae (you have TIME now MWAHAHAHA), @allofthebarks (don't hold out on me), @emmg (I know you're cooking đ)
Under the cut because it is â¨EXPLICITâ¨
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A funeral event where the prepared body of the deceased is reposed in the casket (open or closed) so that mourners may pay their respects, say their goodbyes, and grieve communally prior to the formal funeral service.
She knew exactly what she was doing when she pulled on the flimsy little camisole. She had very specific plans in mind when she slipped into the thin leggings that she knew were just a little too tight. There was a distinct reason she had chosen to completely forgo underthings.Â
She tied her thick hair into a low bun at the base of her skull so her neck was clearly visible⌠as was the somewhat faded love bite from their previous encounter - the one that made Lace turn beetroot when she laid eyes on it at breakfast. The one that prompted Taash to reach over the table with a congratulatory high five. Emmrich had coughed awkwardly and subtly adjusted his own collar, clearly hoping the marks Amina had left on his neck in return were concealed.
She padded barefoot down the hallway to the laboratory, stomach fluttering and turning on itself in a not unpleasant way with the sheer anticipation of being in his proximity again. She couldnât help but be drawn to him - his immense gravity could not be ignored; her need to be near him was insistent. She put little stock in the novelty of fate before Emmrich, but there was no doubt in her mind that there must have been some sort of cosmic ruling in which they were unwittingly sentenced by the stars to find one another. Her belly smouldered at the thought of such a thing⌠of such belonging.
She knocked gently on the door. âItâs me - may I come in?âÂ
She didnât have to wait for an answer, nor did she have to turn the knob herself: she heard a chair scuff over the flagstone, the muffled jingle of gold - a sound that set her heart racing more often than not these days - and the door was flung open. Emmrich stood in the threshold, beaming affectionately down at her.Â
âOf course, darling.â He took her hand and pulled her into the room, reaching over her shoulder to shut the door once she was inside. She might have been embarrassed that the sound of the lock clicking behind her made her breath catch solely due to its implication, but she was having a hard time feeling much of anything but barely restrained lust for the man in front of her.Â
He drew her in close with an arm around her waist, still holding her hand between them, massaging her palm with his thumb as he bowed his head to kiss her sweetly. Her knees went weak when his lips met hers and his familiar scent filled her nose, rendering her brain incapable of anything other than inwardly chanting the same base sentiment over and over for as long as the kiss lasted: Home! Home! Home! Home! Youâre home!
He straightened and looked at her, smiling as though he hadnât heard the hungry little moan that had slipped from her, nor perceived the way sheâd pressed as much of her body against him as she could during their embrace. âHow are you today?â He asked, genuinely interested - as always. He knew. Surely he knew that she was positively bursting with need for him.
âFine,â she breathed, returning the smile, watching as he started back towards the desk that was covered with books, inkpots, and parchment. âIâm well, thank you. Just thought Iâd come say hello, see what youâre up to.â Â
He pulled a chair over to the opposite side of the desk for her to sit on. She opted to remain standing instead, her eyes flitted over the pages of drying ink spread over the desk.Â
âMore letters home?â She waited until he was settled in his chair again, the quill back in his hand, and she bent at the waist to take a closer look at a recent anatomical drawing heâd completed. She could feel the cozy heat of the laboratory caress the exposed peaks of her breasts as the insubstantial shirt draped downward, offering a generous eyeful to anyone who might be sitting directly across from her.Â
Her eyes flicked up from the drawing when Emmrich didnât answer right away, a clever smile pulling at the corners of her mouth when she caught him red-handed; his eyes locked on the dainty swell of her breasts.Â
He came to his senses when he felt her eyes on him and he comprehended the coquettish smirk on her face. âYes.â He licked his lips. âYes. Maintaining alliships and channels of communication is vital as we draw closer to our confrontation with the gods.â He swallowed and smiled again as Amina straightened and rounded the desk, settling against the wood on his side now.
âA fine plan,â she concurred, leaning back on her hands, her very visible nipples more or less eye level for the handsome academic to admire. âI hope Iâm not distracting you: itâs so rare that I get a few hours to just relax these days.â She made a bit of a show of tilting her chin up and slowly rolling her head from side to side, stretching out the muscles of her neck and making sure Emmrich could see the soft plum-tinted bloom of colour heâd imparted on her skin as he sent her over the edge with his name on her lips, buried to the hilt between her legs as she clenched hard around him, her fingers curled tightly in his soft, thick hair. âYou are incredible, darling,â he had sighed against her tingling skin afterwards when they were little more than a tangled, panting heap of limbs. It had taken a good hour after that before she could walk againâŚ
Amina squirmed against the desk a little at the thought, aware of the burgeoning wetness that was accumulating at the juncture of her thighs.Â
Somehow Emmrich managed to maintain the discipline required to look back at the letter he was working on, his lips curling quaintly. âNot at all, my dear - quite the contrary in fact: Iâm so glad that youâre finally taking some time to look after yourself.â He dipped the quill, tapped it once, twice, and then brought it to the paper.
She observed him in silence until he seemingly made peace with the fact that she was not going to sit on the chair heâd brought over for her, and instead pushed his own back slightly, pulling her down onto his lap where she perched gleefully, having gotten what she wanted.Â
âI must concede that you are somewhat distracting, so I will need your assistance in proofreading these before theyâre sent out - I do have an academic reputation to maintain, regardless of the beautiful woman on my knee.âÂ
âIs that so?â Amina purred, nuzzling into his neck, her lips barely ghosting over his skin that smelled organic and clean - crisp soap and freshly cut sage⌠a lingering hint of pipe tobacco and expensive brandy.Â
Oh yes, she was going to be one hell of a distractionâŚ
âShe sounds like a real piece of work, this woman. Itâs a marvel that you get anything done at all with her around.â She tilted her hips ever so slightly. Not enough for it to be claimed that she was trying to get a rise out of him, but enough so that the fingernails of his left hand dug into her side a little where he gripped her. A pleased smile took her lips at the feeling of him against her, already half hard: he could pretend to be aloof and composed all he liked, but she knew that there was only one possible outcome for this encounter.Â
âI was just having a similar thought, as it turns out,â he murmured, breath catching slightly when Amina ground against him more deliberately this time. âSheâs cornered me in my laboratory no fewer than three times this week, you see: my productivity has utterly plummeted.â
The way he whispered those words, his voice so sinful and cunningâŚ
âOh dearâŚâ Amina tutted. âWell we canât have that now, can we?â She moved to slide from his lap, fully prepared to at least pretend that she cared a whit about Emmrichâs âproductivity��� of late.Â
He held her fast though, keeping her on his lap with his hands and arms, and the sheer fact of his existence alone. She rewarded him with a satisfied hum and another agonizingly slow roll of her hips, suspecting that she was probably beginning to soak through her thin pants.
His hand dropped from her waist to her thigh and he palmed the expanse of hard muscle there, dragging his fingers towards her hip as he leaned forward and his hot breath washed over the sensitive shell of her ear, driving a small gasp from her as she flinched in his grasp: he had not been idly boasting during that dinner date about his anatomical prowess.
âI fear I wouldnât have it any other wayâŚâ he confided, those artful, nimble fingers of his straying to her waistband and slipping beneath it. He sharply inhaled through his teeth and uttered a soft âohâ when he found her waiting for him, slick and needy. There was a slight tremor in his voice when he said, âShe is intoxicating, you seeâŚâ
She moaned encouragingly as he swirled a finger through her, clearly enjoying the experience of her arousal alone: she could distinctly feel his hardness against her rear now.
Oh how she longed to ravish him - ride him to completion on this very chair, or on the floor perhaps. Maybe against one of the many bookshelves that lined the room - they had dallied against one the week before, her leg hitched up around his thin waist, pulling him deeper as he set a pace that stole her breath from her lungs and hit angles that caused her to see stars.Â
Or she could bend over the railing of the balcony upstairs and feign interest in the curious nature of their environs while he slammed into her over and over again, his fingers digging into the soft flesh of her hipsâŚÂ
Of course there had been the rather awkward instance a few days earlier where Manfred had wandered in on them both in a state of partial undress: Emmrichâs waistcoat hanging open, Amina dragging her hands through his hair, her own shirt piled in a careless heap on the floor nearby and Emmrichâs hand down her pants as she tried to kick off her high-heeled lilac slippers without removing her lips from his skin. Manfred had launched himself between the two of them with a consternated hiss, clearly interpreting their entanglement to mean they were fighting instead of well⌠the other thing. The following day, Emmrich gave his first in a series of many lectures to Manfred about the birds and the bees - and reiterated the invaluable virtue of always knocking before entering a room that might have someone else in it.
She was snapped from her musing at the sublime sensation of Emmrichâs finger dragging along the ridges of her walls as he slid the digit inside of her. She let out a small gasp at the intrusion and reflexively clenched around it, hips rocking against his once more.Â
â... but I really must finish these letters.â There was a playful, coy edge to his voice as he slowly withdrew his finger and slowly pushed it back in. âThis striking woman of mine will need to exercise patience today, it seemsâŚâ
Something about being his striking woman in particular sent a jolt of arousal straight through her very soul. She could feel the cool metal of his rings against her feverish skin as he cupped her sex, his thumb brushing almost tauntingly over her aching clit.Â
âPlease, EmmrichâŚâ she whined, arching up into his touch, making her need plain.Â
The demonstration of manners earned her a second finger, but her lover did not deviate from his task as he leaned forward, dipped the quill, and began to write once more. âIn good time, my precious love,â he soothed. âTry to relax for the time being - I shanât take long.âÂ
âIt feels so good thoughâŚâÂ
âThatâs wonderful, darling - I want you to feel good.âÂ
She fell silent, the wind in the sails of her desire to argue stilling as she let her head fall against the back of the chair and closed her eyes, allowing herself to exist in the moment - holding on tight to every emphatic response of her nervous system as Emmrich touched her with a capable familiarity that suggested heâd touched her a thousand times before; the erotic symphony of the quill scratching over the parchment mingled with the sound of his fingers moving within her⌠her breathy moans⌠his many bangles shifting gently with each purposeful gestureâŚ
âYouâre doing so well,â he murmured eventually - she had lost track of time - kissing her shoulder before returning to the letter. He had to be nearly done, hadnât he? âSo good for me⌠my sweet AminaâŚâ
She whimpered at his words - the reverent praise tolling something deep within her that was starved and lonely. She writhed on his thigh as he placed tender kisses all over her cheek and crooked his fingers, stroking that euphoric place inside of her that made cognizant thought impossible and made her thighs tremble like sheâd been in the training hall all day. He took her apart slowly, casually⌠effortlessly, and before long she was fluttering around him, cheeks and lips flushed a delicate pink, staring down an orgasm that was about to be everyone in the buildingâs business - she could feel it: the deep fire in her belly roiling and twisting on itself, going taut, so tense and eager that one more touch could snap it, yielding the most decadent releaseâŚ
And then he was gone, the absence of his touch keenly felt as her walls flexed and tensed around the sudden nothingness.Â
She glowered at him, though her stomach flip-flopped enthusiastically as she watched him taste her on his slender fingers with a dignified poise she should have expected. âThat was cruel.â
âIs it cruel to strive to linger in a garden of untold majesty forever, even knowing forever is unobtainable?â He stroked those same fingers gently over her lips and she caught the tip of one between her teeth, flicking the very tip of her tongue over the fleshy pad of it. âI want to savour you, my dear.â He buried his nose in her hair and inhaled her scent. âLet me take my time.â
#wip whenever#wip#dragon age wip#dragon age#datv#da:tv#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard#veilguard#da4#dragon age fic#emmrich#emmrich volkarin#emmrook#emmrich x rook#rook x emmrich#emmrich romance#emmrich smut#amina ingellvar#this is an emmrich thirst post#v writes#he gives such brat tamer vibes i dunno#and amina isn't as such bratty but she's got such insane border collie energy that she just needs to like... slow down sometimes
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Living Dead Boy
rating: T | wc: 1.3k | cw: angst, fixation on death, survivor's guilt, ambiguous ending | tags: meta, prose poem, 2nd person, horror movie allusions, steve pov, steddie (technically)
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Notes: Sometimes, I think about how Steve was supposed to die in Season 1. ...A lot.
You are a character in a horror movie.Â
In fact, youâre a very specific character in a horror movie.Â
At best, you're eye candy, like Johnny Depp and his crop top in that movie you saw later, about nightmares and the guy with the blades on the end of his fingertips. A Nightmare onâŚsomething. Maple Street, is what it would be, if this was your life.Â
(You sure as shit hope thatâs not a thing, the part about dying in your dreams. Youâve had far too many nasty ones, since everything that happened, to get trapped inside them forever.)Â
But, at worst, youâreâŚwell.
Youâre Asshole Boyfriend #1. You know, the preppy guy. The popular guy. The guy whoâs a little bit dumb and a lot too douchey, who drinks too much and parties too hard and sleeps around.Â
The point is, youâre the wrong guy.
Certainly the wrong guy for the flinty eyed girl who makes it all the way to the final credits, the one with her backbone of steel. Sheâs a little virginal. And smart, way too smart for you. Intrepid and daring, sheâs gonna hack her way to the end, maybe swan off into the arms of Sensitive-Eyed Nerd Boyfriend #2, because, letâs face it. Heâs always deserved her more than you have, anyway.Â
That is, she will, at leastâŚif she isnât the only one to make it out of the story alive.
The point isâŚthe point is, your fate has already been foretold. Cacked off somewhere towards the end of the second act, hoisted by your own petard. If this were another movie, the more salacious ones they play down at the drive-in two towns over from Hawkins, maybe you would have kicked it caught in the act, the little death becoming the big one as you offer the Final Girl the ultimate betrayal.Â
Your horror movieâs a little classier than that, but that doesnât mean you wonât meet the same fate. Not after what you and your friends do to our heroine, spewing bile at her in big-spray painted letters for everybody to see.Â
You fucked it. Thereâll be no coming back, not after that. Youâll die, and all that will be left is a visceral satisfaction on the audienceâs part to see you go.
Because, letâs face itâŚyou had it coming, didnât you?Â
Itâs been said before. Not etched out in stone but typed out in ink. Thereâs no changing it.Â
Your storyâs already been written long ago.
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But then, at the end of the story, youâŚdonât die.
You were supposed to, you think. Youâre pretty sure, at least.
Thatâs how these things go. Right?
At least, thatâs what you picked up on, during the late night horror marathons you canât stop putting on after for their grim familiarity. A taste that follows you all the way to your job at Family Video, when your best friend and you watch them with dead-eyed fascination.Â
Itâs been prophesied, or whatever the hell the kids would say. Foreshadowed by all the shitty meathead boyfriends who came before you, your story sealed in their blood.Â
ExceptâŚyou donât.
You donât die.Â
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It's like you've been given this lifeâthis second chance that you were never even supposed to haveâand, the truth is, now you don't know what to do with it.
So, in the aftermath, you loiter and drift, lost without a real, clear sense of purpose.
At first, you and Nancyâbeautiful Nancy, the girl who always makes it out alive, who was always meant toâdance around each other, becauseâŚwell, because what else are you supposed to do? Youâre Nancy Wheeler's boyfriend. That's who you're supposed to be.Â
If you're not that, then.. what even are you?
â
Thatâs a great fucking question, one fate doesnât seem content to let go without giving you a pop quiz. After all, youâve seen this one beforeâŚAsshole Boyfriend #1 or Sensitive-Eyed Nerd #2. Who will she choose?
âŚWas it ever even really a question?Â
â
So, you arenât Nancy Wheelerâs boyfriend, and youâre not dead either.Â
But, you know what you are great at?
Being cannon fodder.Â
And, okay, soâŚmaybe, if someone looked at it too closely, they might accuse you of having a death wish of some sort.Â
ButâŚthat's not exactly right, is it? It canât be. Because why shouldn't you be the human shield? You were supposed to be dead already, and you know it, soâŚit just makes sense.Â
What other point is there to you?
â
The horrors keep coming backâŚthey never really die, right? Always gotta show up for the sequel.Â
And you keep stepping in front of them, because, like you already saidâŚnot much else you can do. Each and every time, you think this is it, youâve reached the end of the line. Fateâs finally gonna catch up with you, take back what it meant to at the start.Â
But somehow, against all oddsâŚyou keep coming out alive. No matter how many hits you take, how bloodied and battered you end the night. Youâre still standing.Â
â
The series has made it all the way to Upside Down Horrors Part 4. And, okay, so maybe you think about it every round, but this oneâŚ
Youâre pretty sure you were supposed to die. For real this time.
But he died in your place. Splayed out, bloody, in your shared pseudo-little brother's arms.Â
Thereâs no way it wasnât meant to be you.Â
Because, you and Eddie Munson, youâve got nothing in common, right? Fallen King of Hawkins High and the King of the Freaks, what could you possibly?Â
Except for all the things you do.Â
Heâs the mentor and reluctant babysitter of the party. The guy the kids look up to with stars in their eyes.Â
Just like you are.Â
He ran, that first time around, when the shit hit too close to home.Â
Just like you did.Â
A girl died in his house, and the guilt gnaws away at him, keeps him locked in a chokehold.Â
Just. Like. You.
Heâs even goofy and dramatic, makes his protests of your friendsâ reckless plans known with the same loud chorus of No, no, no as you do.Â
Hell, the parallels are so obvious, you were jealous of him, before. Afraid he was taking your place. Youâd barely managed to carve out a spot in the narrative for yourselfâyou sure as shit didnât need extra competition.
Now, youâre just glad to have somebody else on your side, for once.Â
And thereâs no way he doesnât make it out of this one alive, right? I mean, Revenge of the Nerds, thatâs all the rage. Guys like you get cut off at the knees, pay for your sins with humiliation or death while the audience cheers, vindicated at long last.Â
But geeky loner outsiders? They come out on top.Â
Itâs poetic justice, or some shit. Robin would know.
So, thatâs how you know it. That the narrative has slipped the tracks yet again.Â
Because the one time you werenât playing human shield, Munson gets the short end of the stick in your place?
It isnât right. It isnât fair.Â
The universe is just fucking with you, at this point, youâre sure of it. Eddie was never meant for this.
It was supposed to be you.Â
â
You canât even call yourself surprised, when the boy who died in your place claws his way out of his grave like a creature in an old black-and-white monster movie, craving blood and covered in ichor.
And the truth isâŚitâs so easy, from there. Youâve been waiting so long for this moment, and you didnât even know it until now.
So, when his wings wrap around your shoulders, you fall into Deathâs loving embrace like an old friend.Â
After allâŚyou were supposed to be dead for years now.
#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#stranger things#my writing#my things#my stuff#meta#prose poem#strap in folks this is a weird one#but it's lived in my head rent free for a while so#thought i'd finally get it together enough to put it out there
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Had the passing thought "what if Gaz had long hair" a few days ago and I just had to draw it
(Actually obsessed with 'hawked Gaz...)
#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod mw2#cod gaz#kyle gaz garrick#cod fanart#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty fanart#the top left one had me thinking of medieval AUs ive read where Gaz was a prince#but the bottom one... its gonna live rent free in my head for a while why does he look so good with a hawk
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Sigma for kokoasciâs 5k dtiys â¨
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#congrats again on 5k!! and thank you for hosting!! drawing sigma in this pose was a lot of fun#I havenât drawn Sigma in a while so I forgot how many fun possibilities the character design offers to play around with ^_^#koko5kdtiys#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd fanart#sigma#bsd sigma#bsd#my art#heavily inspired by my gfâs sigma cosplay especially when it comes to the way the hair is styled đŤś#and it was very fun doing pearls again! I need to do more outfits with pearl details again⌠also fancy Outfits in general#+ I was inspired by yomeiuâs bedazzled dead apple Dazai as well! that artwork lives in my head rent free!
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Nimbasa's Shining Star does it againâ¨
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#nimbasa trio#submas#gym leader elesa#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#elesa#ingo#emmet#conductorshipping#nimbasabattleshipping#subway boss kudari#subway boss nobori#kamitsure#thirdrailshipping#hello im back to serve some of that good foodđ˝ď¸#I AM SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG SKSHEKEJ#college continues to take a toll on my sanity but these three continue to live in my head rent free lol#Anyway have the subway bosses being Elesa's no.1 fans#we stan supportive and proud bfs#BW Elesa is collabing with a fashion company in Kalos#while B2W2 Elesa is collabing with one in Galarđ#i will be sharing some concept art of her full fits sometime soon tho#(also LEGEND OF KALOS BABY DJEJEKS)
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Happy 4 year anniversary, Persona 5 Royal!
#for anyone unaware the Morgana one is supposed to be about Joker going to Hawaii & leaving him behind#also the image of yusuke getting so hungry that he tries to take a bite out of Annâs salt lamp lives in my head rent free#havenât made any memes in a while LOL unfortunately the persona 5 disease is terminal so Iâm back again. Iâve accepted thereâs no escape#persona#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#mine#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#goro akechi#p5 morgana#sumire yoshizawa#kasumi yoshizawa#sae nijima#sojiro sakura#futaba sakura#ann takamaki#yusuke kitagawa#makoto nijima#haru okumura#ryuji sakamoto#akeshu#shuake#and I snuck in a tiny bit of#ryuharu#hehehe
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See you later space cowboyâŚ
Cowboy bebop but itâs Boothill
Every time I see people call Boothill space cowboy, my brain goes ââŚhuh.â
#boothill#honkai star rail#hsr fanart#hsr boothill#cowboy bebop#spike spiegel#weâve been watching cowboy bebop so#lives in my head rent free#very loose draw-over while Iâm between pieces :)#>art
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a shorter blurb because i'm so tired rn but i would be happy to see others expound on this
laying in a flower field with arlecchino, beyond the walls of the court. it's you, of course, who had taken her hand, twined your fingers together, and pulled her off into a boat. the laughter and amusement that springs from your attempts to steer the little vessel, until arle kisses your cheek and mans the controls to sail where you wish to go.
you find a verdant field, wildflowers growing. she thinks it's a little too bright for her but when she's with you she doesn't mind, not at all. she lays with you, the grass and buds tickling her palms and her cheek; the sun is eclipsed by the shadow of you, most pleasant. her thumb trails across your cheek, and her heart hums. just for you.
you lean down to kiss her, anywhere on her sweet countenance, but purposely evading her mouth, to her mild disdain. still, she relishes every touch, and the softest of curves lilt on her lips; your kisses are sweet as honey, peppering all over. you trap her in your arms, and there is nowhere else to go.
"my love. arle," you murmur, and there is nowhere else she would rather be: with you, bringing her into the gentle sun, loving her in the daylit dew of the morn. no one else could make the day as kind to her as you do.
#đ chuca rambles#arlecchino#arlecchino x reader#m'sorry this is shorter than my usual stuff#i'm in class ahdjfhw AND I'M SO... tired#but i wanted to get this out of my head#give arlecchino all the kisses!!! while laying in a flower field with her!!!#arle really lives rent free in my head
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I come bearing some little offerings for the neighboring fandom <3
#atlas.art#artists on tumblr#jacksepticeye#jacksepticegos#jse egos#chase brody#jackieboy man#marvin the magnificent#henrik von schneeplestein#dr schneeplestein#I needed something to doodle while i got used to using ibis again since I haven't used it in like five months#so i drew these guys :]#I am once again claiming 'I don't go here' while it becomes increasingly obvious that my proximity to this fandom#is in fact slowly drawing me in like gravity. and they do in fact live in my head rent free a little bit
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"you're pretty," sirius says lazily, his fingers tangled in remus' curls; he doesn't know how to respond to that.
he doesn't think he's pretty. his nose is too big and crooked, his eyebrows are too thick, his face is uneven; his mouth and eyes are too big for his face, he has acne scars and of course, the ones he hates. he never was pretty, not even as a child, and he never wished to be. he considered beauty subjective, but it was a truth that he wasn't beautiful.
however, when he's with sirius, he can't help but feel so. he's with sirius, who makes everything seem so beautiful; sirius, who's as imperfect as he is. neither of them is perfect; and maybe that was important, maybe that was what made them who they were, that they saw the beauty in what they considered ugly, that they loved the "unlovable".
they're sitting on the floor of the ruins of the castle in remus' hometown, sirius' back pressed against the wall, remus' head in his lap. he looks up and he meets grey eyes and a straight nose, and he smiles. he sits up; they're at approximately the same level now, and amber blends into silver, and that, that, the place where remus ends and sirius begins and the place where neither knows who exactly is who, that is beautiful.
"you're pretty, too, sirius." he needn't have said that; it was one of those all-known truths, the ones written in books, the one that stars know, too.
sirius hums, and kisses him. he's beautiful; they both are.
#this is based off of my own insecurities!! not me being vulnerable on tumblr đ¤#anyways!!! wolfstar guys#i actually haven't written them in a while!! but they do live in my head rent free actually#i love them so much (i am not normal about them)#sirius black#remus lupin#wolfstar#wolfstar fluff#my writing
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redraw of a doodle i never got to finish abt mk's beanie origin (bcs i thought it was so cute.... i never got to finish it idk why)
mk little beanie thief?! more plausible than you think! (noah let her keep the beanie and bought himself a new one...)
#my art#total drama#tdi 2023#td mk#total drama mk#tdi mk#alenoah gay dads au#td noah#total drama noah#tdi noah#tdi#total drama island#artists on tumblr#i drew this while listening to the dndads finale yesterday so. yeah#little mk lives in my head rent free shes so silly#i think she wld be around 3-5 years old in this one
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Small low quality doodle of Themâ˘ď¸ because I miss my boys and they help cure all stress
#bnha#best jeanist#edgeshot#eclairâs art#hakamada tsunagu#kamihara shinya#edgejeanist#edgeshot x best jeanist#I am very sleepy#I miss them so much#they live in my head rent free and yet I still miss them how is that possible idk#with 79 aus almost all centered around them active in brain 24/7 how do I miss em idek lol#but I havenât doodled them in a while and have been thinking about so many headcanons and UA years#<3#I need to practice drawing my teenage jeanist bc he looks so different to how I usually draw him
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it's probably for the best that john never introduced them,, nothing would have gotten done in that warehouse
#i dont really have anything else to say- i thought i was soo funny while drawing this but now have no relevant witty comment so ..here u go#also- the version of saw where they met after larry's game lives rent free in my head. they would be such good frenemes..#saw fanart#saw fandom#saw franchise#mark hoffman#lawrence gordon#hoffdon#3dshipping#quote is from arrested development -shout out to will arnett's incredibly sexy voice#saw posting#saw#saw art#hoffman#dr gordon#olly art
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The idea of characters from other stories winding up in SVSSS has been stuck in my head for a while but I'm not gonna write abt it lmao so here's what's been rattling around in the ole noggin:
Toph:
Toph would be a genuine menace
Specifically on poor Liu Qingge, who hasn't the slightest clue how he wound up with yet another student
Earthbending should not be possible here. Earthbending is NOT possible here.
Toph invents earthbending here.
In fact, she only gets stronger. Because the cultivation aspects of the world means she's got even more qi and knows more about how to use it beyond earthbending.
She can now use qi itself to "see" (sensing others' qi, using it to sense movement, etc.) Not just earthbending
Lqg wants nothing to do with any more disciples. Especially not ones as annoying as yang yixuan
He gets a gremlin even more annoying than yang yixuan
He lies awake at night, regretting saving her life that one time on a hunt and kickstarting her path of being a Problem
Specifically, he saves her life one night while she's out trying to remaster earthbending, inspiring her to become a cultivator
She runs away from her noble family and their arranged marriage and stifling life that they've planned out for her and heads straight to Cang Qiong's Bai Zhan peak the first chance she gets
Refuses to take no for an answer, thus growing to become lqg's #1 menace
He both blesses and curses the day she was born
Lqg would sooner die than admit she's basically his other baby sister/daughter figure
Will outright refuse to fly on her sword When asked how she'll get around, the earth goddamn MOVES UNDER HER FEET and she causes several earthquake/mole monster sightings with these shenanigans
Is banned from this move
Begins to tunnel underground instead
She could arguably fly on her sword just fine, sensing the qi around her to navigate and shit, but it's harder and definitely uncomfortable and brings back bad memories of that one time in the volcano with Aang and Sokka
Luo Binghe wants her dead
She probably never gets strong enough to 1v1 him and win but she's definitely strong enough to become a genuine challenge
Especially when she reinvents metalbending
Rides for her shizun ong
Would probably fight lbh for lqg's honor after the SQQ corpse situation (he did not ask her to do this)
Aang:
The angel of Qing Jing peak fr
Or that monastery but we don't hear enough about them tbh
Has legitimately no idea how he got here, maybe too scared to question it actually
Like, did he really fuck up and end up getting ripped out of the avatar cycle orrrr????
Decides some things are better left unknown
The only struggle he really has is not being bald anymore
Honestly???? Might still shave his head and just stick to a wig
Would inevitably get caught or ALMOST caught and eventually gets used to growing it out (would probably become the inventor of extensions or wig glue though lmao)
Would make the spoiled qing jing disciples better just by being around them tbh
Star student probably, would be a menace in a cute way
One of the few men allowed on Xian Shu (for visits/messages)
Would probably befriend demons ngl
Loves flying on his sword
Prefers his staff though, and eventually figures out how to make/get someone to make one for him
No one knows how he does the air scooter. They are scared.
No one asks about the tattoos either.
Or how he's controlling all these fucking elements.
He doesn't have an avatar state anymore, but that doesn't seem to stop him from being wildly more dangerous than anyone expected
Possibly unlocks permanent cultivation-blocking? Like sealing off your core
Demons don't take note
Until he learns how to do the same for demonic cores
Exorcist Aang
Possibly becomes a rogue/wandering cultivator
Wandering rogue exorcist Aang????
He's either a god descended upon the earth or a heavenly demon in disguise, according to critics
He thinks it's all silly
Until he meditates too hard and communes with a god or something who tells him they may or may not have bargained to snatch his corner of the avatars soul for a reason
Uh oh
Sokka:
Does not know how he managed to get spiritual energy or cultivate
Actively chooses not to think too much about it
The head disciple of An Ding đ
Absolutely salty about it
Shang Qinghua is endlessly grateful though
Does not know what to make of the long hair thing; probably tries to keep his hair in a half-pony still, as an ode to the water tribe
I've seen some fics where Qiong Ding is headcannoned as the bureaucratic peak; in this case, he might be able to sweet talk his way in if fate and Yue Qingyuan is kind enough
Either way he's grateful he gets to do sword stuff again
Especially now that he can FLY on them?!
He hasn't completely forgotten his skills, so he's got a whole different style no one's seen before and it's Weirdly Good Actually
He finally works his cultivation up enough to get his personal sword
Then he finally gets to summon his and he cries
It's space sword
No one knows what the fuck to make of this weird ass sword but he doesn't care, it's his and he loves it
Known as the best ever manager of An Ding peak
Katara:
Would have one (1) argument with her brother and march up to Xian Shu
Frequent visitor of Qing Jing and Qian Cao
Mu Qingfang mourns every day that she didn't choose the medicine peak
Katara maintains that she's too ready to beat some ass to ever be a full doctor and vow to do no harm
Never quite learns to be comfy with a sword but can still handle her own
During the demon invasion on Cang Qiong (assuming she's there at the time), she bloodbends Hualing right off the mountain
The demons do NOT stick around
The cultivators are too scared to ask her what the fuck that was but they're nicer to her than before
The xian shu peak gains a fearsome reputation of possibly teaching blood magic
No One gets how she does the waterbending stuff. Outsiders assume it's some Xian Shu ancient secret technique. Or she's related to Mobei Jun. Real members know Kataras just Like This.
Keeps the hair loopies. No matter what people say.
Wears a blue necklace similar to her mother's heirloom; a gift from her shizun probably
Genuinely enjoys the sisterhood on Xian Shu. It reminds her of the better days of her home, before the southern raiders came back
Zuko:
Could've chosen from several peaks, but chooses Bai Zhan
Something about the bamboo on Qing Jing reminds him of his uncle though, so he likes to visit. But not for too long. It hurts.
Isn't really bothered by the long hair thing; while cutting hair isn't forbidden in the fire nation, long hair is common practice, especially for nobles
Keeps the standard topknot until Toph calls it ugly
And then he remembers toph cannot see his topknot
Starts doing ponytails anyway
Also a star student of Bai Zhan, especially after he busts out the firebending forms
Yet another nuisance for poor lqg
He and Toph are the only two that can keep up with each other
Known as the Twin Stars of Bai Zhan
Aka the Twin Headaches of Liu Qingge
Has a small red birthmark near his eye, on the side that used to be burned
The fact that there isn't a massive burn is mildly uncomfortable to him at first. Doesn't feel like himself
Again, No One knows how all these kids with weird qi abilities are coming from
They're beginning to suspect they're all part demon
Neither he nor Toph ever defeat the demon heritage allegations
Especially not with the way they fight. And allegedly have a Past that no one else knows about
Would also fight Binghe for his Shizuns honor
Weirdly chill for Bai Zhan actually
Has probably made leaps and bounds from his avatar hunting days already
Most expect him to have gone to a quieter peak, it's baffling
Until he beats the shit outta somebody
And then goes back to being gentle and chill and forgiving
He wonders if uncle Iroh is watching over him here too
He can only hope his uncle is still proud of him, wherever he might be
Lqg isn't his uncle, but he's still a kind presence that Zuko looks up to a little, even if the guy is a little too punchy
Thus takes it upon himself to ride or die for him
One of the few dual wielders around
His curved blades are also a source of curiosity for the others
But he's good with them so no one complains
In a bingliushen situation, Zuko, Toph, and YYX are feral protective gremlins that somehow make things better AND worse for the development of the bingliushen courtship process lmao
I'll probably make more at some point but that's all for now. If someone wants to make a fic of these PLEASE let me know, link me I'm desperate
#atla#svsss#scum villian self saving system#avatar the last airbender#drabble#no bc this was living in my head RENT FREE#toph being best bai zhan disciple ong#can you tell i love lqg?#i love lqg#i ship bingliushen so hard ngl#especially where lqg is so oblivious to the 2 dumbasses trying to reel him in#while also simultaneously pining over them like an idiot#svsss crossovers#honestly theyd be needlessly protective around ANYONE who wants to date lqg tbh
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Angsty Boostle AU that lives in my head!
Okay so everything preflashpoint stays +/- the same except Booster blames himself for Teds death because he thinks that if he wasn't friends with Ted the league would have treated him more seriously and would help him with Max's situation when he came to them for help.
So when the timeline resets Booster who remembers everything (including all that happened in Booster Gold vol.2) tries to stay away from him even though he's still madly in love with his former best friend. Ted on the other hand doesn't remember much from before so he only knows that they used to be teammates.
Ted joins the Justice League as one of the main members, while Booster is more of a "in case of emergency, sometimes visits the watchtower if he's needed member". So they interact from time to time on the job, but Boost always either avoids him or acts like a jerk. And Ted has no idea why this guy has a problem with him and why does some other superheroes give him weird glances every time they interact.
Meanwhile Booster continues his job as "the greatest hero you've never heard of" joggling superheroing and photoshoots with secretly raising Rani (14y) and Rip (1,5y) and trying to keep a current timeline safe alongside Michelle. Rip Hunter is still active but keeps his distance from them for obvious reasons.
There is more (including big Rani section) if anyone's interested...
#booster gold#michael jon carter#blue beetle#ted kord#boostle#rani carter#rip hunter#michelle carter#it's been living in my head rent free for a while now#so here it is
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Last year I wrote a story about a streamer who shrinks based on chat donations. I meant it as a one shot, but guysâŚ. GUYSSSSS.
I think about this story âs universe a lot. I have lore notes just collecting dust and I need to share it or I might go absolutely mad XD Made these visuals charts to get the basics across but if youâre interested in my lore and semantic ramblings, feel free to read below the cut.
Consider this my unofficial pitch bible for Down Played.
General premise: Monica Diaz is Twitch streamer with steadily growing fan base. Her tag is MiniMushroom and her aesthetic is cottage core. She loves all things magical and tiny, especially toadstool mushrooms, thatâs the image most associated with her âbrand.â Sheâs approached by a mysterious benefactor who has developed technology specifically for Monica to test and utilize for her streams. Itâs called Byte-Syzed Tech and it connects to a userâs twitch stream and based on the userâs preferences, gives the audience the ability to change the userâs height. The one shot I wrote takes place during Monicaâs first live use of Byte-Syzed tech on stream. If I were to develop this into a full story Iâd probably go back a bit and start around when Monica is first approached about using Byte-Syzed tech then continue to follow Monica adjusting to using Byte-Syzed more often. How she deals with the size change on camera, off camera, how her social and personal life are affected, all that good stuff. I think it would like a slice of life feel good kinda story.
Characters:
- Monica - Main character and primary user of Byte-Syzed tech. Surprisingly enough, sheâs actually a law school grad who probably would have put her degree to use if she didnât accidentally gain a massive following on twitch. Funny how life works out. She stands at 6â4 and always was fascinated with the idea of being small (Basically, sheâs a g/t nerd who doesnât know what g/t is) so being gifted Byte-Syzed and being able to use it on stream is kinda a dream come true.
- Kim - Monicaâs girlfriend, roommate, and stream moderator. Kim and Monica were high school sweethearts but drifted apart in college due to personal matters in Kimâs life including having to drop out of college. Kim and Monica rekindled their relationship a few years later and Kim cites Monica and her encouragement as a big reason why sheâs been able to get her life back together. Sheâs currently back in college working on getting her degree in Mathematics.
- The Twitch Team- Moni hosts solo streams but also very often collabs with three of her online friends. Ariel (@Lifeisthebubbles), a Vtuber who is the only one Moni has met in person. Corey (@McDonuts) an NB asmrist on youtube who started streaming games for fun. And Phin (@UrguyPhin) Corey's bf and the competitive gamer of the four. All three of them were streaming with Monica when she first used Byte-Syzed and have since gotten used to pausing their games so an ever shrinking Monica can adjust her set up.
- The Benefactors- Keeping their (Plural, there are two of them) exact identity to myself for the time being, but basically theyâre mad scientists with the best intentions. Their antics have garnered attention across the internet as they have created and gifted inventions to up and coming online creators that seem to defy all laws of physics. Anti Gravity chambers, a literal money tree, a mask the morphs the wearerâs face, and now the Byte-Syzed size changing tech. Despite their inventions going viral, their identities have remained hidden. So what is their deal? Theyâre just big fans of these creators and for lack of drawing skills have gifted them weird inventions instead. Nerds⌠Due to the nature of Byte-Syzed and the possible effects it can have on the human body, Monica and Kim remain in close contact with them.
How Byte-Syzed Works in Universe: This I wrote tons of notes about when I first thought of the idea. Byte-Syzed can be divided into three key components; The program, the arm band monitor, and the sync suit.
The Program is installed on the userâs computer and connects directly to the arm band monitor and sync suit. The program has user friendly set up that allows the user to input the direction of height change (Shrink or Grow), The minimum or maximum height change, How height change occurs (By views, chat commands, donations, etc.), and rate of height change (How much height is gained or lost with each instance of viewer interaction.) EX: If height is based on donations, the user can set it up so they lose 1 inch for every 10 dollars donated. They can set the minimum height to 6 inches, so once theyâve received enough donations that they have shrunk down to 6 inches, Byte-Syzed will hold at that height. More donations may come in after, but the height will remain at 6 inches for the duration of the stream.)
The Arm Band Monitor, is the device the physically changes the userâs height after connecting to the Byte-Syzed Program. It also monitors and displayâs the userâs current height and vitals. All data collected from the arm band will then be saved and can be referenced later if the band is connected to the computer. The arm band must be kept on at all times during active use and active reset of Byte-Syzed. Active use is the time in which Byte-Syzed is being used in a stream and the userâs height is actively changing. Active reset refers to time after the stream has ended and the user is either set at their new current height or in the process of returning to their normal height. After a stream has ended the user will remain at their changed height until they press the reset button on the monitor. Once the reset button is active, the user will return to their normal height at 1.5 times the amount of time it took to change to their current changed height. EX: A user has finished a stream that was 4 hours. They hit the reset button which will return them to normal over the course of 6 hours. (4x1.5=6) This only applies for time Byte-Syzed was in use, not how long a size change occurred. EX: If the userâs stream was 4 hours, but they reached their minimum height in 3 hours, the reset function will account for the 4 hours the stream lasted. This is a safety procedure to reduce stress on the userâs body. Note: If the reset button is not pressed, the user will remain at their changed height for a period of 12 hours. After 12 hours, the reset function will kick in automatically.
The Synchronized Suit or Sync Suit is directly connected to the Byte-Syzed program and will grow and shrink with the user at the same rate as the user. Normal clothing can be worn above it but they will not change size with the user, only the sync suit. The sync suit Monica received came with the suit, shoes, and a headset with a built in microphone to keep audio input even over the course of her size changing. More sync suits are in the process of being designed and produced, with the goal of making sync suits that resemble everyday clothing like t shirts or skirts.
Fun Story Ideas:
- Origin story. How Monica met the benefactors and was gifted Byte-Syzed, her and Kimâs gripes about using it, actually going through with it and the pros and cons she noticed, the end of her first size changing stream and dealing with being tiny in her own room and her girlfriendâs hands. Etc etc
- Monica finished a late night stream using byte Syzed and forgets to press reset when she goes to sleep so instead of growing back over the course of the night she wakes up at her tiny size. After realizing her mistake she begins the growth process but now has to do it while attempting to do her regular day time activities.
- Monica is approached by a doll company to collaborate on a new doll based on her, only issue, their studio is several hours away and they want her to model at both her full height and at the height of the dolls. After some consideration Monica and Kim decide to take a road trip to the studio and use Byte Syzed at the studio under Kimâs careful supervision. What could go wrong?
- Months have passed and Kim and Monica have grown well adjusted to the major size difference between them after Monica finishes a byte syze stream, however curiosity has gotten the best of her and Kim wonders what it would be like to be the tiny one for a change.
If you have read this far, you have my eternal gratitude. Thanks for reading this far, I really hope you liked it XD Maybe if time and motivation allows I can flesh the story out.
#didnât get into it in the main text but#With Monica I really wanted to have a plus size character#My friend downsizedclab made a post about it a loooooong time ago and it really stuck with me#we totally deserve to have more body diversity in g/t stories#any ways#I love Moni so much#sheâs been living in my head rent free for a while#and the semantics of how this tech works#Iâve had that written out before I wrote the initial one shot#in fact the original plan for the one shot included seeing Monica and Kim actually input the info into the program#but it was just basically 3 pages of characters doing math and filling out a form#Iâm pretty sure yâall donât want to read that#so I just jumped to fun size changing stuff#but I did write Monicaâs shrinking to keep in line with the math I laid out for her#itâs all consistent#g/t#giant/tiny#gt#giant tiny#g/t fluff#g/t art#mighty draws#Down Played#Monica#Kim#g/t artist#gt artist#g/t writing#gt writing#mighty writes
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