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Enaf is back?!
Yup, wanted to kind of, rewrite and make new ideas for it 👀
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Wee Hour Sex Tho(ugh)ts cw
it really is like. tragic 2 be celibate when you don't want 2 be but also you're prohibitively socially phobic and living in the middle of (not-)fucking nowhere (with yr parent no less so it's just like. eternal child headspace. not actualized. definitely not sexy) and also you've been punting on the question of what ""post""-covid social interaction even looks like but you probably have to resolve that for yrself before you can do things that usually involve putting yr bare face on someone else's bare face
and also you can't really fuck somebody without like. having 2 be a person. which. see soc anx, above, but also like. wtf gender do i think i'm prepared to perform in bed. most options feel variously fake. really just want to like. lie down and be naked with somebody who wouldn't be put off by any of the possibilities so i could just. play around. feel it out (literally). also really i want to have known them for like. years already so i'd have any hope of not just performing Terrified Frozen Polite Eager-to-Please But-Too-Nervous-To-Be-Interesting-or-Admirable. blegh. basically just like. too many impossible criteria.
but unfortunately rubbing one out by yrself is just. not actually that fun. or like. i've been appreciating the distant second person (the only second person i've got!!) but. by myself i shd say bc maybe it is for you! but for me it's like. half the time my body doesn't even wake up properly unless there's somebody else there. also half the time i get lonely and/or sad afterwards when i'm by myself. need a buddy. :(
in conclusion yeah predictably i have been entertaining some glory hole fantasies but like. extremely obvious that for many reasons that scenario only actually fits the bill in fantasyland.
#also i was like 'maybe writing it out will help' but like. turns out writing it out was no more satisfying than rubbing it out.#sometimes you really just gotta laff. like. it's so meta.#feelingsblogging#the psyche#like genuinely it's like. it's all such a hilariously pathetic little trap to be caught in. and in the scheme of things it's fine really!#but like. zoomed-in… the mouse does suffer. :/#unclear if it's any consolation that most of the time it forgets to notice that it is.#anyway this is such a fucking melodramatic post lmao. like i mean all of it but also i'm like. shaking my head wryly at myself abt it.#hashtag he was born with a gift of laughter and the sense that the world was mad.#(the one instance in which i include myself in the world!)
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me thinking about him every time i listened to the lyrics "i can't say that i can make you feel complete or free from your worry, but believe me when i tell you, babe, you'll never be lonely" vs him saying we had no emotional connection at all lmaoooo
#i am so delusional it's fine#being openly pathetic on tumblr dot com is my favorite hobby#i had this stupid list in my notes app that i made just for laughs but it was 'things [his name] likes' (and i had one for dislikes too)#and now i read it and i'm like 1) we definitely were close because how else would i know all that#and 2) i am so pathetic lmao#i made it as kind of a joke with myself because he has these topics he talks about over and over#mostly politics/how he hates capitalism and rich people#and how he wants to make art even if it's 'bad'#and music and the obscure bands he tries to make me listen to#and sometimes i'd kind of roll my eyes like we've had this conversation 40 times already. so i started writing those things down#he's got the memory of a fruit fly and he'd forget he'd already told me things sometimes#so yeah but now it's just this stupid testament to how much i cared about him and his interests
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I just notice that all the kings are like... really tall...
So... Could I request some headcanons about the kings with a smol MC (smolllll) are going for a walk, then MC tries to keep up with their long steps and said "Wait for me! I got little legs!!!". The king's reactions plssssss 😭😭 (sorryyyyy for the grammar ���)
They’re HUGE and perfect this way. PB didn't skimp on giving them growth steroids. And I'm talking about all their sizes. 38 cm… AHKEM back to the point. Poor Satan, he's the only one of reasonable size in human terms and suffers for it lmao Mocking him for it is my love language
Also, don't worry about your English, it's good! As long as we understand each other everything is fine. I'm not native english speaker myself.
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Satan will look at you over his shoulder. He walks quite fast and is always in front to protect you. Usually, he will slow down a bit, but he won't want to walk hand in hand with you unless you are in a safe place or someone else is in front of you. For safety. If he wants to tease you, he'll pretend he doesn't hear you down there (do you know how satisfied that makes him? Finally, someone shorter than him). Ah, if you need to get somewhere fast, be ready to be thrown over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes. And he really hope it pisses you off~
Mammon slows down immediately. His Master's words are his command. It will take him a while to learn to walk really slowly, he is huge, his one step is your three. “Maybe we can work on speeding you up, Master? Maybe I'll carry you in my arms? Sedan chair? Levitating shoes? What do you mean, such thing doesn't exist? We will invent it for you. Walking slower is enough? Alright, then be it.” Still, he likes the idea of carrying you the most, so be prepared that sometimes your walk will be in his arms.
Beelzebub will speed up, turn on his heel and walk backwards, teasing you in the process. “These poor little legs need some work out, what do you say to run with me~?” His taunts go in one ear and out the other because you wonder how he hasn't tripped yet. When he gets tired of teasing you, he will come over and wrap his arm around your waist. That way he won't forget to go at your pace (suuure, we all know that’s not the real reason).
Leviathan will stop in place. If you run into his back, expect a glance of contempt over his shoulder. "Pathetic." But despite his muttering to himself, he'll be the only one who remembers it. Always. You may not pay attention to it anymore, because from now on he will always walk at a pace that is not a problem for you. He will remember it and adjust his speed to you every time. After all, he's perfect, isn't he?
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Can I request something where eddie has a nightmare and reader comforts him? 👉👈
Fears of The Night
Eddie Munson X Reader
Word Count : 0.5k
Warnings : angst, not proofread, sad eddie, snappy eddie, talks of the upside down, scars, it’s just sad okay?
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Eddie used to love the night, used to hang out and play with his band all the time. Now it was the time he dreaded, when the sun went down.
In the darkness the nightmares came, the faint sound of flapping wings, the screeching, Dustin screaming for him to wake up.
“Eddie. Baby wake up.” He felt his body being shook, making him sit up with a gasp. His body was damp with sweat, his hair coming loose from one of the scrunchies he’d stole from Max.
“Hey it’s okay,” you said softly, knowing sometimes he didn’t always believe this was real. That he survived. That you were real.
With a shaky breath he dropped his head into his hands, rubbing his face. “You’re safe,” you spoke again.
“I just want it to go away,” his voice broke.
“And it will-“
“With time! I know!” He snapped as he cut you off. Staying quiet, you hummed.
You didn’t get upset when Eddie was like this, because you understood why. You had nightmares yourself, about the upside down, Eddie, Max.
He sighed, his scars moving on his skin, visible in the moonlight shining through the thin curtains. “Sorry, I’m sorry baby,” he spoke.
“Don’t apologise,” I said, pushing myself forward on the bed so my feet touched the floor. Eddie let his head rest on your shoulder, snuggling close.
“I didn’t mean to snap,” He mumbled into your neck. “I know.” Your hand went up to the loose scrunchie, freeing his hair from it. Running your fingers through his hair, scratching his scalp.
“I just … I keep having that dream, the bats and Dustin and you. God baby you.”
“I’m here,” Your arms wrapped around his middle, “We’re both here, both safe. And Wayne too.”
Humming, he nodded, trying to get as close as he physically could. “I want to forget it so bad, but even when I wake up I see these scars and I know it’s real.”
“I know, but you’re here now. You’re alive with me. I know that’s stupid to say but-“ Eddie cut you off again, “It not stupid, you’re one of the reasons I’m here now.”
“You’d be fine without me baby.” He shook his head, pulling away to look at you. “You know you’re the only one I let see these,” he motioned to his scars, “See me like this. Only person who helps me sleep.”
“You help me sleep too,” Kissing his scared shoulder I smiled. “I love you.”
“I love you too baby.”
“We can stay up for a while if you want?”
“No it’s okay, you’ve got work.”
“I can read to you?” you asked.
“Would you?”
“Of course.” Grabbing the worn copy of Lord of The Rings, you settled up the top of the bed.
Eddie came and lay on your chest, letting out a sigh of contentment. “I love you,” you spoke softly, rubbing your hand up and down his back.
His skin was uneven, some smooth some rough. The scar tissue could sometimes be sore, but you now knew where to avoid. The boy was almost purring.
“I love you so much Eds, I’m so glad you’re here with me.”
“Me too baby, I love you.”
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A/N : I know it’s short but sad Eddie makes me sad lmao. I hope you enjoyed 🫶🏻
Thank you so much for reading!
#stranger things#eddie munson#joe quinn#eddie munson imagine#stranger things imagine#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson x yn#eddie munson fluff#eddie stranger things#joe quinn imagine#eddie x y/n#eddie x fem!reader#eddie x you#eddie x reader#joesph quinn imagine#joseph quinn imagine#jospeh quinn#joesph quinn#joseph quinn#strsnger things#strangerthings#angst with a happy ending#eddie munson angst#loulou lemons
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miguel and grumpy! reader having a makeout sesh in the control room but then miles & gwen catches them—so they’re rly shocked bc they thought miguel and the grumpy! reader hated each other 😭😭
yes. yes. YES. thank you for the idea anon >:)) OK I HOPE THIS IS AS GOOD AS THE FIRST TWO LMAO......
(reblogs are greatly appreciated, it helps get my content out there! if you guys like what you see, please reblog it too <:D)
(part 1) (part 2)
summary: you had a little outburst in the control room, it kinda ended with a liability on your part, but it was nothing you couldn't fix. you just hadn't anticipated that miguel would come to visit you, see how you were doing, and... maybe feel your lips up a little with his own?
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"well, this is unexpected." went a husky voice that you knew quite well. you didn't turn around, you knew exactly who it was–and as willing as you'd be to hug him since now was the perfect opportunity, you were not in the mood for it right now. you didn't ask him what he meant by 'this' being unexpected, you merely focused on the repairs that had to be done in the control room.
miguel placed his hands on his hips as he watched you fix up the panels you took apart from the control room. he sighed as he approached you and ended up a few inches away from you. "now i'm not even gonna ask anymore if this was the result of a freak accident or an outburst, but seeing as how margo didn't wanna elaborate on what happened... i can only assume what happened here." he said as he placed a hand on your shoulder, and he felt you were extremely tense.
you sighed as you put down your tools and looked at him. you had a look of fury in your face, but when miguel looked back at you with concern and sympathy for you... your gaze softened a little, and became one of disappointment. "...i broke it, but i'm gonna fix it myself." you said as you looked back at the practically demolished control panel. you rubbed your eyes as you shook your head. "i'm sorry, it's just, everyone kept bothering me today, and i... i just wanna hit something. it feels right, but when it's all said and done, i just... i feel like i was being more of a bitch than i meant to be, y'know?" you explained with a soft voice, laced with regret and shame.
you had so much pent up anger and frustration, and the worst part of it all was that they were all directed at such small, meaningless things–or small, meaningless things in the eyes of others, others who would never understand how small mistakes can be so irksome when you try your hardest to seem so put together and knowledgeable about everything because you're in charge.
miguel put a finger under your chin and shushed you gently. "i get it. i get it, you... you sometimes come off stronger than you intend to. and you know what, that's fine. we're heroes, but... people tend to forget we're human, too. hell, we even forget ourselves we're human." he said as he cracked a small smile up at you as you still frowned a little to yourself, at the shame you felt over your outburst. "again... don't get mad for wanting to do what feels right, not when you had no intention of hurting anyone and, like you are now, more than willing to fix your mistake." he said as he held your hand in his own. you slowly smile a little and chuckled slightly at his comforting words. "got it, o'hara." you said as miguel grinned at you.
after a while, he was helping you the best he could at fixing up the control panel–helping you replace and patch up whatever was salvageable. miguel admitted to you, though, he wasn't the most specialized in the field of technology, but he was here if you ever needed anything. he did as you directed him, and in a few hours, you two were mostly done. all you needed help with was for miguel to hold something down as you were screwing it down, and he did so, but... he did it from behind you, now it's like he's caging you in his embrace.
"alright, the control panel's fixed." you said as you turned to face miguel, whose face was now centimeters away from your face. he didn't look like he had any desire nor intention to move out of the way, even when you repeated to him he didn't have to lean against you anymore. "i know," he said with a sly smirk as your lips instinctively parted for him as he moved himself closer and closer to your lips. "why... you really know how to make the best out of a crappy situation." you said, to which he responded with a chuckle. "i always do when it comes to you, so of course, mi vida." he said as he wrapped his arms around you, evoking slight gasps to leave your lips as miguel locked his lips with your own.
you two had each other's tongues mingle with one another, exploring the depths of each other's mouths for quite a while–with no plan of letting go of each other, what with you clinging on to miguel by wrapping your arms around his neck, and his grasp on your waist tightening. he sang praises to you in between kisses, intensifying each and every one after he pulled away ever so often.
you two wanted that moment to last forever... but it ended as quickly as it began, when you two heard slipping from outside the control room's slightly ajar door. whispering came from the hallway adjacent to the room, and you two let go of each other immediately.
"holy–was that... was that seriously them? and–"
"i thought he had no emotions..."
"did we enter the wrong earth, or are we seriously seeing the two most horrifying spiders of the world make out right here right now after... oh i think i'm gonna puke."
"why were they–and you–why are we–don't they rip each other's throats out...?"
"what are you guys whispering about?"
"peter!"
you sighed silently as you grinned up at miguel. "i don't feel like telling stacy, morales, or parker off today, and besides... we need the day off, right?" you asked miguel as you rubbed at the back of waist, eliciting small groans of agreement from him. he chuckled lowly as he placed his hands on your hips and stared deeply into your eyes with a smile.
"definitely." he responded to you as he planted his lips gently against yours again, feeling the smoothness and softness that were your lips; the heavenly feeling of your lips upon his was one he wanted to feel all the time. he didn't particularly care if anyone saw you two, though it did embarrass him a little... he figured it's finally time to come out with what this little arrangement you two have got going on.
tags !! @thecoolerdor @miguelswifey04 @binibinileonara @luvstarrstruck
#miguel o'hara#miguel o'hara x reader#miguel o'hara x you#miguel o'hara x y/n#miguel o'hara fluff#atsv#spiderman across the spiderverse#atsv fluff#atsv x reader#atsv x you#atsv x y/n#spiderman 2099#spiderman across the spiderverse fluff
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walk the line | two
SUMMARY — poe does his best to keep his word. you talk to general organa.
WORD COUNT — 2,441
WARNINGS — fluff, slight angst, mentions of grief & trauma
NOTES — okay this one turned out to just be straight up world building/backstory lmao
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As it turns out, Poe Dameron was good at sticking to his word. Over the next week, all he did was stick to you like glue, all bright smiles and dry jokes. It was irritating, but you’d quickly grown accustomed to it. It wasn’t difficult, all things considered, just mildly annoying. It wasn’t your first time around with a guy like him, with an ego bigger than Tatooine’s twin suns and the confidence of a Coruscant high roller. Still, there was something deeper there. He seemed… softer around you. More careful with his words, his actions.
Not to mention that infuriating warmth. Every second you were around him, you could feel it. The pull, the comfort, the familiarity of the feeling. You hated it. All it did was remind you of what you used to have, of the things you’ve lost.
He was nice enough though. After your conversation in the hangar, Poe led you to your quarters, showing you how to set a door code for yourself and the settings in the refresher. He handed you a datapad and showed you how to set it up as well, recommending that you head to the cantina early in the morning if you wanted to get the good caf instead of the reheated stuff. And when you mentioned that you didn’t know where the cantina was, he showed up that very morning with his BB model droid, barely containing his own laughter at your disgruntled face before leading the way for you.
His droid seemed to be a lot like him, but you’d warmed a lot faster to BB-8 than you did to Poe. BB often talked with you when you were around him — more so when Poe was around you. He chattered about people you didn’t know, gossip that you weren’t entirely interested in, but found yourself listening to nonetheless.
The adjustment from what you were used to on Tatooine was hard, but you managed as best as you were able. Freedom was a luxury where you were, something not easily afforded for you. Sometimes, when you would hear the door to your chambers seal shut, you would forget that you were the only one who had the code to open it again. That no one else could keep you there, dangle the promise of necessities over your head like a reward for good behaviour.
“You okay over there?” Poe’s voice came through as you picked at your food, drowning under the weight of your own mind.
“Hmm?” You hummed, the din of the cantina filling your ears. “Yeah. Fine. Just… tough night.”
Poe didn’t speak, but you could feel his eyes inspecting you as you dipped your head and properly dug into your breakfast. The cantina was usually packed this time of the morning, most members wanting to spend time with their friends before heading off to their duties, and your table was no different.
At every meal, Poe insisted you sit with Black Squadron. You didn’t know why, but you didn’t exactly question it, either. They were a good group of people, all of them good friends, and it was obvious that they’ve known each other for a while. Their chatter was easy going, always a constant stream of differing topics that switched without a hitch. And during every meal, you stayed silent, always sitting across from Poe — at his request, of course.
Breakfast passed normally, though today, Poe followed you back to your room. “What’s your plan for today?”
“I… I don’t know. I don’t really plan my days anymore.” You shrugged, stopping at your door. “Might just lock myself in here for the day.”
Poe nodded, his hands on his hips as he looked around. At his feet, BB-8 trilled happily, his suggestion making the both of you chuckle. “We could go for a ride, BB, except Leia would kill me for taking an unsanctioned flight.” He took a breath, looking away from his droid to meet your eyes. “Speaking of, I got a message from her on my datapad this morning. She said you haven’t talked to her yet?”
Oh. Your shoulders deflated as your eyes searched the ground for a way out of this conversation. “Yeah, I… I was supposed to talk with her. About whether or not I’m staying.”
“Are you?” Straight to the point, then.
You inhale, shrugging again. “I still don’t know. It’s nice here but… I haven’t been able to choose for myself in so long that I don’t know if I can. Make the decision, I mean.”
Poe’s brows cinched, and you watched them. The cogs turned in his head, and you knew he was trying to make sense of your words. To decipher the message behind them. You knew he wouldn’t figure it out, not unless you spelled it out for him. But you weren’t planning on doing that any time soon. “Well, if it’s any consolation, I think you should.”
And, damnit, there it was again. His soothing voice, peeling away the layers of your heart, feeling your guard fall away, warmth pouring from the dents and cracks he’s made at your walls. It seeped into the very soul of you, filling you with light and warmth and safety. You hated it.
Despite it, you smiled gently, nodding. “It does, surprisingly. But if I did, I don’t even know how I would help out around here.”
“You could be a mechanic,” Poe fired back, as though he was waiting for you to say it. “Or a pilot. I mean, building a TIE fighter from scratch and flying it two systems over… that’s some pretty good work, if you ask me.”
You chuckled, glancing at the floor before meeting Poe’s soft eyes, crinkling at the edges as he smiled at you. “Shouldn’t you be running a drill with the recruits or something?”
“I should be,” Poe confirmed, but he didn’t move.
“So?” You raised an inquisitive brow at him. “Aren’t you gonna go now?”
“Are you asking me to leave?”
You don’t respond right away, and Poe’s smile widens. You don’t even know why you were suddenly at a loss for words. Poe was practically a thorn in your side, saddling up beside you during every second of his free time, aside from when he went to spend time with his friends in the cantina before heading to bed. It was during that time that you headed out to the dark, lush forest he’d first found you in, just to get some peace.
“Okay, I actually do have to go, but why don’t you talk to Leia today?” Poe suggested. “Even if you don’t make up your mind, talking to her might help. Leia has a way of doing that to people.”
“Doing what?”
“Making you realise what you really want.” Poe’s voice was soft as he said it, like he knew exactly what he was talking about. You watched him inquisitively as he smiled once more, turning back down the hall with BB-8 on his tail.
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Despite the fact that you knew you weren’t ready to talk, you headed into your room and requested a meeting with General Organa. She’d responded almost immediately, requesting that you meet her in a small debriefing room.
With a knot tied tight in your gut, you headed that way, finding the room fairly quickly. If there was one thing you could credit Poe with, he was one hell of a tour guide. The gentle woosh of the door sliding to the side made your heart jump, revealing Leia.
From where she stood by the window, the General smiled over her shoulder at you before turning fully, gesturing to a small table. “It’s good to see you, Y/n. Sit.”
You did as told, your brain practically whirring on autopilot as you sat across from the woman, hands clasped on the table. It practically killed you to think about it. Here you were, sitting across from the woman who gave birth to your best friend. Who watched him grow, watched him turn into a monster, and failed to try and stop it — even if it hadn’t been her fault.
“So, Y/n, have you decided what you’re going to do yet?”
“No, General. Not yet.” You shook your head, cursing yourself at feeling so timid all of a sudden.
Leia smiled. “You can call me Leia for this meeting. After all, we’re here to talk about Lyxi, aren’t we?”
A ghost of a smile painted your lips as you gave her a small nod, and Leia’s own small smile widened in response.
“Is there anything in particular you wanted to ask me?” She said, leaving the invitation open for you — ask what you need. Whatever you want to know, you’ll know.
Taking a deep breath in, you scoured your mind. Over the years, you’d gathered thousands of questions about your mother — about your father. Your aunt would answer most of them, but she rarely ever touched upon the topic of your father, not even after you’d joined the Jedi.
“What was she like?”
“She was the bravest person I knew,” Leia started simply, a small chuckle escaping her. “She was skilled, calculated. Thought through all of her decisions, no matter how small. She led a lot of people into battle, and she kept them all alive, too.” Leia’s eyes glazed, and you could see the sheen of unshed tears building in them. “Courage ran through that woman’s veins. She’d been a diplomat when she joined us in the war, but she saved so many people. My brother included.”
Your mother knew Luke Skywalker?
“What do you mean?” You asked, eyebrows furrowed. “How did she save your brother?”
Leia chuckled, more mirth behind the sound than before. “He was a hopeless case when it came to her. Head over heels for her, too scared to do something about it. So she did it for him.” Leia paused for a moment, and when she began again, her words were coated in emotion, thick and difficult for her to form. “I’d never seen him so happy than when he was with her. Then, one day, she just… left. And neither of us saw her again.”
Your hands folded over themselves, tucking into your lap as you dropped your gaze. Crucial pieces of a puzzle you’d never been able to solve before had just been laid before you, your entire childhood slotting into perspective. It left you reeling, disbelieving of what General Organa had just told you. Before you could try to make any more sense of it, she spoke again.
“You’re hers, aren’t you?” Leia asked, her voice gentle, coaxing you to look back up at her with gleaming eyes. “You’re Lyxi’s daughter,”
The word slipped from your lips before you could stop it, quiet and breathless, the weight of it sinking deep into your’s and Leia’s chests like boulders. “She… I never knew her. She died not long after I was born. My aunt took me in.”
“I’m sorry for your loss,” Leia said, probably more for herself than anything. “She would’ve been a great mother.”
“Did she…” you paused, taking a shaking inhale before you continued, scared to broach the subject. “My mom, did she want kids? With your brother? With—”
“More than anything,” Leia answered, her voice strong and steady. It gave you all the comfort you needed. “They were married, you know. For a while. After she left, he was… well, Luke was nothing short of a wreck. He never moved on, I don’t think.”
You squinted at Leia, confused. “Do you know why she left?”
“They both wanted different things,” she said simply. “She wanted a family, and Luke wanted to restore the Jedi Order. He would’ve been happy with either, though. Having a family… it was something Luke wanted, too.”
You exhaled a shaking breath, the weight of Leia’s words hanging in the air. You could see it, the gleam in her eye, the one that told you everything she didn’t say. Before you knew it, you were staring at the table, blinking back tears before you looked back up at the woman, tucking your emotions away for later.
“I want to stay.” Your voice was strong, stronger than you thought it would be. It gave you some of your confidence back.
Leia raised a brow at your declaration. “Are you sure?”
“I don’t… I don’t know yet.” You told her. “But I haven’t had much of a choice in this sort of thing lately. And I’ve decided… I don’t want to keep running. I can’t.”
Leia smiled, soft and warm, as she nodded. “Good. Running… Running is the easy way out. And it only tends to delay the inevitable.” With a deep breath, Leia looked down at her datapad, which had been switched off until now. “Commander Dameron told me you rebuilt an Old Empire TIE fighter from scratch, is that right?”
“Yes,” you nodded, “and I flew it from Tatooine.”
“Okay. Well, for now, I’d like to set you up as the Black Squadron mechanic to see how well you do. And if you’re comfortable with it, later on we can get you in the air.”
You smiled, nodding along. “That sounds nice, General. When do I start?”
“Tomorrow morning. I’ll alert Commander Dameron, he’ll walk you through training for the next few days.” Leia watched, almost knowingly, as your smile faltered. “Is there an issue? Perhaps you’d like to train with someone else,”
“No, General, Poe is— Poe is fine.”
Leia cleared her throat, linking her fingers as she focused her attention on you. The datapad lit her skin in a bluish glow, soaking her in artificial light. You couldn’t tell if it made her more intimidating or not. “If I may ask, Y/n, but what’s your relationship to Commander Dameron, exactly?”
For a moment, your heart twisted with shock, stopping for a moment before you focused on stabilising your heartbeat. Clearing your throat, you glanced down at the table as you spoke. “He’s a thorn in my side, General. Entertaining, sure. And… interesting, to say the least.”
“Ah, yes, the classic Poe Dameron charm.” Leia chuckled, leaning back in her chair. “Well, then, if you don’t have any other questions, you may go. I’ll send a transmission to Commander Dameron this evening to assist with rearranging his schedule.”
You thanked the General as you stood from your chair, heading for the door. Just as it opened with a satisfying woosh, a burst of air flowing over you, Leia called out to you.
“Welcome to the Resistance.” She smiled, and you couldn’t help but return it.
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I just couldn't get this scenario out of my head so I had to draw it lmao
(Oh and that bit at the bottom was 10 min so it wasn't too bad) But drawing his outer line was fine! I had fun drawing him! his design is actually really fun! it's just sad that looking at him for longer periods hurts and it so sucks because pink and yellow are actually one of my favorite color combos, womp womp for me ig
(Oh another note for some odd reason I can look at other peeps art of him for longer periods of time but not my own it's strange but hey I'm not complaining)
But anyway I won't say I'll be drawing Nyx a lot but maybe sometimes I will, whatever works best for me and to make sure I don't hurt myself while doing something fun. anyway this is getting kind long so I'm going to stop here. Don't forget to drink water, take breaks, and have a awesome day/night.
⭐Frog⭐
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Bus stop part 7
Adam Faulkner-Stanheight x F!reader
Check masterlist for m!reader version! (If it's not up, send me an ask to remind me!! I always forget to post them lmao)
Warnings: none, just pure fluff
Summary: just a little glimpse into life living with Adam
Y/n and Adam had been living together for about a month now, and despite the stress of the move, life couldn't be better. The pair now resided in a cosy apartment in a clean, safe, and friendly part of the city. The rent was a little higher than their old places, but with rent being split between the two of them, it was manageable. The walls were covered in an array of posters, artwork (some thrifted, some painted by Adam), and of course, plenty of framed photographs that Adam had taken. While putting up these pictures Adam had remarked over and over again that this made it feel like a "real home." In his childhood home, family portraits were pretty much unheard of, so it was a non negotiable that a picture of Adam, y/n and their new family member- a black cat named Frank- took pride of place on the small mantle in the living room.
Days in this new home would often start with the smell of coffee and toast, but on weekends y/n would sometimes spoil Adam with pancakes and crispy bacon drenched in syrup. This was the case on a particular lazy Saturday morning.
"Adammmmm" y/n whispered from the doorway to the bedroom.
The sleeping Adam responded with a grunt, and a mumbled "five more minutes," before pulling the covers over his head"
"Fine, I guess I'll just have to give all your pancakes to Frank"
That got his attention.
As if he were a sleeper cell, only activated by the word "pancakes" Adam shot out of bed, rubbing his sleepy eyes.
He looked ever so cute in black boxers and a baggy band tshirt, his hair elegantly tousled and his sharp nose twitching at the smell of breakfast.
"Come on, sweetpea," y/n smiled lovingly, holding out a hand for him to take.
Adam took more than a hand, opting instead to hug y/n's waist and lean his tired head on her shoulder.
"You are literally my dream woman" he mumbled, and y/n could hear the smile in his voice.
"If I'd known pancakes were gonna illicit a response like that, I would have made them the first day I met you" y/n chuckled, hugging Adam back and kissing his cheek.
The pair made their way to the beat up sofa in the front room. It was the same one from Adam's old apartment, the same one they'd shared their first kiss on. It was falling apart and needed patching up on a regular basis, but it was too special to throw out. Curled up on the sofa, drinking hot coffee and inhaling their pancakes at lightning speed, Adam and y/n (and Frank the cat) channel surfed all morning. It was a perfectly uneventful day, and after all the chaos that Adam had been through, it was moments like this, the beauty and joy in pure monotony, that just solidified to him how perfect life could really be.
A/n sorry this took so long! I sorta lost my creative spark over the last few weeks due to some mental health issues, but I'm starting to feel like myself again, so hopefully more fics will be out soon! I've got a bunch in the drafts that I've been working on :^)) I know this was short but I hope you enjoyed!
#adam stanheight x reader#adam faulkner stanheight#adam saw#saw adam#adam faulkner#adam faulkner x reader#adam stanheight#adam faulkner stanheight x reader#saw 2004#saw#fluff#x you#x reader#x f!reader#x yn#saw franchise#sawposting#leigh whannell#saw blog
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hi I'm back again already lol, bc u really ought to know all the great things about ttsbc that I was too lazy to write out last time lmao.
Also! totally fine that ur not doing skizzpulse, you should write what inspires/motivates you (personally very motivated by them xD I've written ~90k words of skizzpulse myself rip)
Anyways, good things! You! you're the good things! I honestly can't remember when I last sent an ask in for the lil guys, so I'm just gonna say something I loved about each of their recent arcs.
First, Treebark. There's been so many identity reveals but I think this has been my favorite thus far. Ren going all protective boyfriend and fighting over Martyn was SO GOOD, plus soft kisses and they can just hold hands now without Ren being afraid he'll figure it out. Also loved Martyn seducing his entire family while being terrified out of his mind by big dog people with knives, like, I'd be a little out of it too. but the fam doesn't even notice but Ren did and is all supportive and comforts him, offers to take him home. I love how well they can read each other, like they're just in tune. they're soulmates, your honor. and, AND this means we can have double dates where they all know now! so excited :)))))
Zedango. this is what started me reading your stuff (the first fic I ever wrote was actually my own tt zedango ficlet, btw. that feels like an eternity ago now) I love how they've simultaneously progressed and devolved into slightly unhealthy relationship territory. something about not everything being perfect all the time just adds so much depth and realism to their relationship, as well as keeping the plot tense without feeling like you're making up problems just to have something to write about. AND THEN Tango doing the blazeborn courtship rituals was just so aaaaaaaa (THEY"RE SO ADORBSABLEEE) Tango setting aside his disgust with his claws to take care of Zed even tho its uncomfortable for him, and then Zed recognizing that and having all the warm fuzzy fondness for his bf was so sweet. Doc's notes about the rituals were on point, with how he reassures Tango that they're normal, healthy things and saying he's always open to having a conversation about it. (tho, i doubt Tango's ever taken him up on that offer lmao)
The other fic that's been in my head is ur most recent one, Handshakes and Headaches. I highly doubt we'll get a cub reveal in this next chapter, but ig we'll see soon enough. I loved how Cub just knew instantly that Grian was a hybrid and was just going in spirals putting it together that he was cuteguy, then him coming to the wrong conclusion about whether Scar knew, too, was just perfect. Tho, if he did think Scar knew and was cool with it, I wonder what he'd do first? Tell Scar his own secret, guess Grian's secret in front of them? I feel like he would think the safe thing would be to confront Scar about Grian being Cuteguy, and then if/when Scar admits it and says he's cool with it, Cub would feel safe(r) revealing his own identity. Maybe not right away, but sometime. Also, that would mean everyone in Hot Cave knows about hybrids and undercity, so he wouldn't have to glamor while he works (tho, that would also require revealing to Zed... they don't seem super close, but it's kinda obvious that Zed's chill w/ the undercity people, considering he's dating Tango and Cub knows that).
Also! now that Hypno knows G and Scar are safe, I really wanna see him revealing to Scar and Scar being all supportive and stuff :)))) Hypno wasn't someone I knew I needed in this world, but I'd die for him now. (ALSO the casual mention that his scales are dry and flaky rather than smooth and taken care of??? Hello?????? Someone get him some proper self-care ASAP, maybe take him swimming at a private pool or something idk. I feel like the moment Scar knows, he's going to be on it with the cookies and love and support. so excited hehehe)
anyways, I'm probably forgetting something, but whatever. I'll be back with more art soon (maybe I draw Hypno, since I've never done that before and electric eel hybrid sounds cool. Actually, I've decided, I'm gonna do it now. remind me what that looks like pls? or I go reread, whichever happens faster lol)
Ok that's all, have a good day!
I LOVE THE RAMBLESSSSS
Petition to get Hypno a private pool 😆
I'm so glad you love the slightly unhealthy but also very loving Zedango situation we have going on!
I LOVED YOUR TT ZEDANGO FIC! I'M STILL WAITING FOR THE SEQUEL!!!! 😭 /j you don't have to write one if you don't wanna BUT KNOW THAT I LOVED IT!
Ren being a protective boyfriend is all I need sometimes! It's just good fun! Thank you so much for telling all about everything!!!
I would actually LOVE to see how you would design Hypno if you do feel like drawing him! That sounds amazing! Electric Eel hybrid time!!!! 💖
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"Someone should really clean those floor buttons..."
[ OOC ]
hey freaks, welcome to the lampert regretevator blog. i'm finally getting around to making a funky scuffed little intro post to pin, so feel free to join me below the cut to read a whole bunch of nonsense
WHERE AM I? WHAT IS THIS?
okay first of all, calm down
This is an ask/RP blog based off of Lampert from the Roblox game Regretevator. Though, keep in mind it won't be 100% canon, and will both be sprinkled with my own headcanons and also occasionally out of character for Lampert because, shockingly, I am not Lampert Real Life™ and do not know how he would react to everything. I try my best though.
Lampert uses primarily he/him pronouns, but sometimes I sprinkle in some he/they in there. as a treat
I'll try my best to respond to asks with drawings, although I am very fragile old man and am decaying with each passing second so sometimes it is difficult for me to get myself to draw
(i am sixteen years old) (i also have a very shit memory and will forget that i have asks to answer whoopsies) (i may be 16 but i feel like my bones are going to fold in on themselves like a lawn chair and wither away at any given moment constantly)
i'll try to remember to tag asks as #lampertasks and non-asks as #lampposts (haha get it) or #ooc if i'm talking to YOU. (im get you.)
WHO ARE YOU?
heya, i'm ray, the owner of this blog, i do not have a main blog and you have no proof, nor will you find it. if i. um. if i had one, i mean. which i dont. don't go look for it. because you. wont. find anything. um. yeah
i am genderfluid and use all pronouns, i am the master of pronouns, the pronoun wizard one could say, simply refer to me. full stop
please do not sex me i am a minor (i yearn i yearn i yearn for the tunnels the coal the coal the mines i yearn i yearn for black lung i yearn please put me in the mines please give me a pickaxe i am mentally stable and can be trusted with big sharp objects)
do not sex lampert either. you cannot fuck the lamp i forbid it
if you try i will lock you in the Dungeon for seven thousand years
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?
as i already mentioned, do not try and fuck lampert or you will face the consequences, lampert may be an adult but i am not
sex jokes are fine though. to a point. just dont be creepy. be funny or Die (/hj)
i have no opinions on shipping content, i will probably not take it seriously and will shitpost with most of it. i mean of course i have regretevator ships i enjoy, like come on im a tumblr user what do you expect from me, but i doubt i'll insert them into this blog unless it's for The Funny (or if it's my partner's Unpleasant blog. but that also classifies as being for The Funny)
i'm totally cool with roleplay asks from other RP blogs, canon or OCs, and will respond in-character. i mean like, this blog is connected with three other regretevator RP blogs so i don't see why not
aforementioned three other regretevator blogs:
@displeazinggradient
@sk8tr1101
@detectivebive
WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WITH ME? ARE YOU GOING TO HURT ME?
yeah lmao
#regretevator#lampposts#regretevator lampert#regretevator rp blog#ask blog#pinned intro#you are not safe
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Isekaing into genshin is fine and all, but it’ll literally be a nightmare
You’re isekaied into genshin, and you essentially just wake up in a unknown land, with no money, no proper clothes, no house, no weapon to your name. and the worst part? People sometimes forget that the world of Teyvat has its own language. (skipping the fact of language barrier doesn't necessarily make a isekai fic bad, I've just seen a very minimal amount of fics acknowledge it) Me personally? theres gonna be a whole lot of panic breakdowns and crying. which means, you're basically running wild without any way to even talk to people without seeming suspicious (who tf is this stranger, speaking a language that no ones ever heard before?) Visions? powers? Lmao. Sure, you MAY have a chance of having the same privileges' of cycling through the elements just like the traveler, but then again, you’re not exactly a celestial being like them. And speaking of the traveller, as far as my genshin lore knowledge goes, they’re the ONLY shot you’ve got at potentially returning back home. (seeing your fav characters is really neat, but homesickness would probably make you crumble in a few weeks) Easy peasy task for you. hunt down the traveller and fall to your knees and beg them to help you out. Maybe even take a side quest to search for Nahida for any more potential help. God forbid the fatui find out that theres another descender (you). Y’know what. Maybe I WILL write out a realistically accurate isekai. I sure don’t see much of those. And fuck you readers, im gonna write in myself as the omnipresent narrator who’s gonna be a voice inside your head. The funniest part? I’m gonna make the reader use “Yin” as their fake name in genshin. Why? cause you’re gonna get a chance to be y/n of course.
#genshin#genshin impact#genshin isekai#genshin impact isekai#isekai#genshin fanfic#fanfiction#fatui harbingers#jean#lisa#amber#noelle#barbara#diluc#childe#alhaitham#kaveh#zhongli#scaramouche#venti#raiden shogun#ayaka#ayato#itto#tighnari#dehya#xiao#ganyu#hutao#➳❥ Rumoured rants
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Oh the bodymerge is such a cool idea!! Big tail!!! I love him does his tail wag when he's happy?? Do you have any idea for any other bodymerges? Like with Reno or Naru perhaps? 👀 <- Narureno anon
BIG TAIL!!! I have been thinking and talking about this AU so much sometimes i forget it's not canon skdjfhsdf It should definitely wag when he's happy!! even though I still like to think that 10 has more control of the tail while hoshina keeps more control over his own body even in this body fuckery sort of way i've put them together now . So i think the tail is always very expressive just because 10 mostly uses it for expressing himself lmao he should also use it to hug his boyfriends <3 How did you know the endgoal is to have half kaiju boyfriends naruhoshireno skdjfhskfjh i definitely do have thoughts even though I still haven't figured out how i want to do the whole merge thing with them from a design perspective! but i'm excited to get there hehehe very tempted to give narumi some additional eyes ,,,, It's just so fun to think about everyone getting very concerned after they find out what happened to hoshi10 so ofc all the other numbers weapons users get flooded with medical exams to make sure this doesn't happen again but they're all still fine and nothing happens for a whiiile so people are slowly calming down again and coming to the conclusion this was just a hoshi10 thing because 10 was a weird kind of suit in the first place ksjdfhsf but it's just taking narureno a little longer to get there bc their suits aren't sentient 👀👀👀👀 want them to slowly start noticing the suit almost feeling sticky when they try to take it off ,,, maybe some weird skin discolorations that they pass off as bruises for a while but they're not bruises 👀👀👀 Hope they come to hoshina a little panicked like oh no it's happening to me as well KSJDHFSJFHSFH big thoughts I'll stop myself here but yes ,,, so many thoughts bouncing around my head Also gotta credit @acystreia for some of these thoughts because this has been happening in the DMs and i can't tell who came up with what at this point lmao
#answered#ask me things about this au at your own risk i will talk too much about it KJSDHFKSJ#BUT TY FOR ASKING i have big plans for narureno i just need to figure them out hhhhh#want them to look so cool when i'm done with them#i think i'll smack an eye on narumi's forehead i think that would be sexy#he looks all normal and pretty but then he puts his hair back and bam#another eye#gotta draw it tho and see if it actually looks sexy skdjfhs
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You know, as obsessed I am with shipping, in the end I think I'm quite casual about it. If it's canon then big win to me; if it's not then it's fine. It's the author's decision and if I want I can always make headcanons and AUs. It's not that serious to me and it won't change anything much either way.
Until recently when I realize there is a single exception: Shanks/Makino. It's not even my main ship or one that I like to yap about nonstop. For illustration, that ship is like a mountain 200 km away from me: I probably won't look at it everyday or even be able too, depending on my position, but I know it's there.
I've always considered Shanks and Makino are secretly together and her baby is his. It's burned in the back of my head like it's a fact and sometimes I forget they are not canon (...yet...). And one day I asked myself what would happen if they are not, apparently, together like I've believed.
The answer to that is like if said mountain earlier turns out to be a giant sticker then it catches fire and leaves nothing behind. It'd be exactly as world-altering for me lmao
#one piece#shanks x makino#random saying#im still casual but everything will be different at that point#just saying lol
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Tumblr user soggy-fishsticks I demand to hear ur thoughts about the remnants of sephiroth (holds mic in front of you)
WHAAAA 🤯🤯🤯 HEY AVOCADOE
I've honestly been learning more about them from your posts LMAO, and I wanna watch Advent Children soooo bad but I have to either pay for it or try to find some other way to watch it ☹️💔 (I'm lazy)
I see a lot of aus about Sephiroth and the remnants- like him actually taking care of them for one reason or another, and it's like YES ik realistically he'd be a deadbeat BUT IN MY WORLD HE LOVES THEM VERY MUCH AND WOULD BE A POSITIVE AND CARING FIGURE IN THEIR LIVES 💔💔😡😡😡 *starts sobbing*
Honestly, I've been thinking about writing some sort of fic for ff7 which I've never done before!!! I actually have my first ever draft for one collecting dust in one of my writing apps, half-finished lol 😅😅 Which was mostly created bc I had so many ideas in my head and was like "fine....I'll do it myself 👿👿🐺🐺" but I've never posted anything like that before bc im scaredddd and I keep forgetting about it 💀
Sometime soon I might also make an animation about the remnants. We'll see :P
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! MINORS, HOMO/TRANSPHOBES, TERFS/RADFEM, PRO-ANA, DETRANS/MISGENDER KINK, STRAIGHT MEN, STRAIGHT WOMEN & LESBIAN ONLY BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT !
!! WARNING !! this blog will contain hardcore kinks. please don't scroll through my blog if you are sensitive to these things, prioritize yourself.
hello, my name is casey! iam an 18 y/o, 5'4, south-east asian trans boy (he/him exclusively) that is going to be running this tumblr blog! im a bottom switch, which means that i prefer to be the one getting penetrated, but i can be both dom and/or sub while doing so.
taken emoji anons: 🗝️ || 🚂 || 🧸 || 🍅 || 👁️ || 🐺 || 🐦 || 🏹 || 🥀 || 🍡 || 🎸 || 👑🖤 ||
what i will be posting: mainly kinky text posts, nsfw art of myself, and sometimes ill show off my body in a nice outfit when im feeling more confident!
rules & info:
if you cross my boundaries 3 times, i will block you, no exceptions. depending on the severity of the crossing, i might block you instantly with no second chances.
if your blog makes me uncomfortable or i get a bad feeling from it, im blocking you.
sexting and roleplaying with me in my dms is allowed, but i will not send photos to you in dms! i dont feel comfortable doing that. so only strictly texting! i am fine with people sending me videos and photos though, but it depends on what you'll send me.
atleast say hi before chatting me, had someone say "worthless cunt" as their first dm and i blocked them lmao, its not hot to me. greeting me first would be nice.
if you are going to sext and/or rp with me, please keep my kink and no-no lists in mind, i have boundaries too.
only those that arent women and arent exclusively attracted to only women are allowed to sext with me. sorry to the women out there who wanted to, but im not attracted to you... but im sure you're still very pretty, and theres many other people who'd want to chat with you!
what to call my genitals: cock, dick, boy cunt, cunt, cunny, boypussy, bunny pussy, wet hole, front hole, little/small/tight hole, needy hole, bunny hole! (please dont call it a vagina, clit or just "pussy" by itself. only calling it a "pussy" without my preferred additions is something i can excuse sometimes, but i dont like it. vagina and clit will get u straight up blocked.)
what to call my chest area: chest. thats it. if you call it tits, boobs, or anything like that i will block you. even if you say "boy tits" or "man boobs" you are still getting blocked. its either you only refer to it as a chest or you never refer to it at all.
inbox and asks are always open! please send me threats of what you'll do to me if you find me, what you want to do to me, and if you got off to anything i post 💜
my kinks: cnc, somno, teacher/student, power imbalance/dynamic, roleplaying, voice kink, degrading and/or praising me, dry humping/grinding, humiliation, free use, gangbang, overstim, edging, orgasm control/denial, impact play, begging, namecalling, pet play, watersports, monsterfucking, tentacles, breeding (no preg, makes me dysphoric), creampie (also no preg, same reason), cum dump, bondage, shibari, being punished, manhandling, size kink, treating me like your toy, making me into a sex slave, being protective/possessive, dumbification, claiming, jealous/angry sex, rough sex, and teasing. (theres prob alot more but theres so many that i forget lol)
kinks that are hard no's: feet, knife/gunplay, feeder/feedee, ed, choking, scat, vomit, age play, misgendering kink, detrans kink, calling me any term mainly used for women (good girl, queen, princess, babygirl, using she/her for me), drug play, bioessentialism, pregnancy, forced feminization, and gore.
things i like being called: baby boy, bunny boy, little bunny, little boy, cunt boy, bunny, bun bun
tags: #casey ★ grumbling for little (often nsfw) text posts/rambles/thoughts that i dont think are interesting enough to be in other tags, #casey ★ mumbling for text posts, #casey ★ answering for ask posts, #casey ★ doodling for drawings, #casey ★ peeking for body pictures, #casey ★ speaking for important announcements/posts, and #casey ★ sharing for reblogs!
also! this is all a fantasy, i do not actually want this to happen to me. consent and safety is very important in kink, sex and bdsm. i do not condone these actions being done unconsensually.
thats all! i hope my blog can make your dicks throb 💜
#casey ★ grumbling#casey ★ mumbling#casey ★ answering#casey ★ doodling#casey ★ peeking#casey ★ speaking#casey ★ sharing#gay ns/fw#ftm nsft#mlm ftm#mlm ns/fw#mlm nsft#ftm sub#ftm bottom#ftm cnc#ftm somno#gay nsft#trans nsft#trans sub#trans bottom#t4t ns/fw#ftm t4t#t4t nsft#queer nsft#queer ns/fw#bd/sm community
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