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thank you sm for the tag @tempusfugitandallthatblog <3
are you named after anybody?
i think kinda after one of my great grand parents (but i’m genuinely not sure if it’s on purpose or just a coincidence)
when was the last time you cried?
uhmmmm probably like a few days ago about probably the stupidest shit. been in a “crying about dumb stuff” mood lately ahah
do you have kids?
omg nooooo haha not planning on either
do you use sarcasm a lot?
i think so altho less than i used to
what sports do you/have you played?
i used to do ballet for like maybe 10ish (?) years on and off because of moving. but i never got too into it so i didn’t get very good :/ i also used to do horse back riding when i was younger. but in general don’t really do much sport loll
what is the first thing you notice about other people?
hmm i think the way they talk and the way they carry/present themselves (their vibe ig lol). but also their face
what’s your eye colour?
brown :)
scary movies or happy endings?
really depends on my mood, i like both
any special talents?
uhmmmm coming up with the best (worst) dad jokes/puns ever… and idk if it counts as a talent but i’m double jointed in my shoulders so i like freaking people out that way ahah
where were you born?
sweden :)
what are your hobbies?
drawing/painting, reading, listening to music, hanging with my friends, ranting about life and talking for ages and ages haha, (and stargazing - don’t know much about constellations and such but just adore looking at the night sky:))
do you have any pets?
yess a dog and two cats. and i adore them so much. gonna miss them so much, especially my cats, when i start uni in like shiiit… 2ish months…
how tall are you?
about 173/174cm. think that’s about 5’8 ?
favourite subject in school?
it was def art. absolutely adored it. did a lot of oil painting, specifically portraiture! i used to love physics but then the final years came around and i grew to hate it. also had the worst teacher. sexist asshole
dream job?
smth in the animation industry.. smth along the lines of character design would be the dream. i just can’t imagine not doing something creative/artistic
tagging @cosmiconstellations @vini213 @thoseangrychairs @orangesandblues (no pressure ofc)
#thank uuu this was funn:))#but also spiralling into an existential crisis about starting uni and moving to a different country omg…#but it’s gonna be fine ahaha#anyway#i should go to bed…#games
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wait you said you did an animatic on your main blog! is that for traffic series’s, is it posted here?
Oh right yes I was meaning to mention this here!! Thank you ahaha
Okay so YES! I did do an animatic, it’s for Empires SMP! No it’s not posted here yet because I am kind of unsure about what do with it… Let me explain.
Over the summer I had to do a big project for school, and it was entirely self-directed with no supervision. That meant it had to be about something I’m Really Passionate About to make sure that it would actually get done. So naturally I chose Empires! I got in touch with Pixlriffs and got his permission to use his audio for a school project (he said yes, thank you Pix <3) and then, audio in hand, went nuts and roughly storyboarded out 8min of an animatic in a single night.
When getting the project approved I told the professor, “hi I am going to do an 8 minute full colour animatic in two months while taking a full course load of classes” and he said
So the plan became to begrudgingly take a 2-3 minute excerpt of the audio and just do that for the class. And I did! And it slapped!! Full colour, rendered paintings you know and love from floweroflaurelin, except they’re moving a little bit. And Pixlriffs is there talking.
I figured at the time that once the semester was over I would paint the other 6 minutes of the animatic on my own time!! How hard could that be, right?? Except Things Kept Happening With School, and once it was over I was moving to a new place and getting sick and Tango’s desk mat took priority, and suddenly it’s over a month later with Do Those Other Six Minutes still on my to-do list.
The real kicker was that one of the Things That Happened With School resulted in me not getting feedback on the project—the teacher wasn’t able to really look at it. I got a grade, but a series of ridiculous circumstances meant that all that work was only briefly glanced at and a grade hastily entered, which was frustrating and resulted in me resenting the project a bit, since I worked hard on something I loved and it got no appreciation at all.
I’d love to share it with people who would appreciate it, which is to say, other fans!! But the thing is—as much as I want it to be Done the way I intended when I storyboarded it out initially, I won’t have the time to paint those six minutes any time soon: Huevember is in a couple weeks, and that’s a big commitment! But in my mind it’s not a complete project unless it’s a Complete Project. So I’ll put the question to you:
So yeah let me know! I’m still pretty busy but either way I want to revisit the animatic, either to paint more frames or to get it prepped for posting (something I’m not sure how to do yet).
(Also good news about Things Happening With School: I graduated yesterday!! Bachelors degree with honours, baby! Maybe now that school is behind me I can turn a new page where that project gets shared 😆)
#empires smp#pixlriffs#ask#anon#polls#it’s not the prof’s fault he couldn’t look at the animatic there was a LOT going on#but it was like well fine Now I’m Not Doing It >:(((#the thing is that I told Pixlriffs I’d share it! I don’t want to be a liar so I need to share it at some point#I’m so hype for huevember also!! I’m thinking of changing the colour wheel up so Red is later in the month#to accommodate the life series happening at the same time ahaha#I want those red paintings when they’re gonna count
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wilmon..save me...save me wilmon
#so uhhhhh#which moot not in the us is gonna be fine with me coming to live with them ahaha 🫠#hate it here!!!!!!!!#gripping onto wilmon so i dont lose my sanity
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maple leafs @ golden knights 22/2/24
#toronto maple leafs#max domi#simon benoit#mitch marner#auston matthews#rick's gifs#almost done posting my gifs y'all#only Just managed to stop crying#but who knows how long that's gonna last ahaha#im fine (lie)
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Walks up to the mic
Knowing that there are realities where fictional medias are the entire reality, and knowing that there are realities that make fictional concepts real, doesn't give you the excuse to be rudely media illiterate, or to say that something that someone drew was something they did in real life with 0 proof other than judgement. Fiction is fiction in this reality, in your DR it can be real, in this OR it is not. Alternate realities aren't an excuse to try and criminalize others over things they didn't do and would never do.
harassing others over fiction is never okay. and being aware of the infinite most definitely doesn't exempt you from that. if anything you should be much more open minded now that you've become so aware of the infinite. Censorship is an extremely slippery slope, and it's insulting as all hell to act like drawings are on the same level as Real Life issues that cause Real Life trauma.
Walks away.
#posting this makes me feel like im gonna end up like the “this is fine” dog meme suddenly but tbh i dont care#this needs to be said#flying.fish🌌#shiftblr#proship#i am only adding these two tags ahaha
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Hi Teri! I hope life has been treating you okay!
Aaaaah hello again, friend! (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)
It’s been an interesting week, to say the least! Personal blabs below the cut, since I don’t usually talk about myself this much ahaha.
Soooo grandma’s been a little (lotta) bit anxious, I’m afraid. Nothing bad is happening, in fact things have been quite good all things considered. Unfortunately my silly little brain doesn’t differentiate ‘excitement’ from ‘anxiety’ well, so even when good things happen I tend to, uh, Stan Marsh it a bit, if you catch my drift.
Not to go into a ton of detail, but I have a really cool job opportunity that’s guaranteed if I say the word. I have to, yah know, inform my current employer, which is scary enough as it is (though my boss knows I’ve been looking for work elsewhere) but I also take a bit to adjust to change, and this would be a very, very big change. I’m talking a total industry change, and the role I’d be moving into is a pretty important one.
I’m actually pumped to get to finally tell you goobers what I do for work currently in some greater detail, since I try not to reveal too much of myself until the time is right. Of course, I won’t be able to share much of anything about the job I may be stepping into, but that’s the nature of trying to maintain some online anonymity.
Anyway, I appreciate you checking in! I wasn’t going to say anything, but today is also actually my birthday, and I can’t say I’m super excited to be turning 29 (ᵕ—ᴗ—) BUT hearing from you and my other online goobers keeps me young, so thank you for reaching out!
Much love dude, I hope all is well for you as well! ♡
#ask asteria#I’m totally fine btw you guys please don’t worry about my goofy ass#anxiety comes and goes and I just have to push through it#can’t let fear get in the way of us doing things that will better our lives#aaaaanyway unrelated but I’ve also been deep into mouthwashing analysis (the game not the act lmao)#so that’s been fun and exciting and definitely not tapping into some fears of mine ahaha#aaaand I’ve been writing still!#this next one-shot is gonna be hard for some people to stomach#but it’s been really cathartic for me#so I hope the right people find and enjoy it#okay I’m done rambling#much love my friend mwah
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Kid Benji pretending to get captured (something I used to play alllll the time) got me thinking — in another, less painful life, which of the T$$ crew would be into whump? What type?
We’re getting meta with it :-)
Benji is the most likely to be into it! He likes the more comfort-heavy stuff. He'd prefer "guys in distress" type situations where the actual bodily harm is minimal but there's a lot of fear and emotion. And as an adult who's been put into Situations, he'd 100% want to roleplay "I've been captured come save me" with a partner as a form of catharsis. (especially if in the aforementioned Situations he had to escape on his own)
Joy is not so much into whump, but she's a sucker for angst, and would also enjoy gore, but in a more "ooh cool" way than a whumperflies way
Jericho is not into whump, but if he were, he'd probably enjoy robot/android whump (he forms unspoken bonds with his own computers so it would pull at his heart a little more than average)
Hunter isn't into whump, but if he tried it out, he'd have a guilty pleasure with some of the more extreme "whumpee gets tortured and almost dies but gets saved by their friends at last minute" fics. He would also prefer nonhuman whumpees
Kaius isn't into whump aside from minor sickfic type stuff
Sahota might be a little into whump, but it isn't something he'd actively seek out. Back when he was running TTRPGs for friends he wasn't above throwing in heart and gut wrenching moments
#it's really funny how many people play 'captured' as kids lol#i never wanted to be the one captured but a lot of my friends (and sister) did#i was always happy to play rescuer ahaha#(playing superheroes) 'oh no! robots made of out specific weaknesses are fighting us and we're all losing our powers and passing out!'#me: 'ok all of you are but there isn't a robot for me so im fine'#(my thought process was always 'ALL of us can't be captured who's gonna get us out?')#hurt people hurt people#t$$ ask
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real life drama moment eye roll sams apparently struggling bc he wants to move out and is touring this building hes been eyeing but his roommates dont want him to but also apparently theres beef and he just 'doesnt want to be friends with those people anymore' and he was really vague about what that was all abt and his friend group and who he wanted to even still talk to. and well. not my circus not my monkeys....... but im gonna go ahead and keep my feet in two lanes here does that make me a shady bitch. girl i literally dk any details and thats fine but like. idk whatever..
#personally me and ur roommate r fine so gonna just chill there and also thank my fellow dyke they went on a trip with#just for being a lesbian hashtag dyke swag (we met once and high fived over this)#again not my business but all i know is that apparently some of them planned trips even to where hes from over break and didnt talk to him#abt it. and i was like well did any of you just talk about spring break at all and he was like no. so. okay.. and then he talked vaguely ab#doing so much for them to try and make them like him again and i was just like well once again#did anybody in this friend group ever just like have a direct conversation about anything ever. lowkey. i said it nicer than that#and the answer is pretty much no#like ok blames not fully on u ig but if we had unspoken beef and u were adjacently doing nice things idk that id. recognize that..?#esp just with. the busy-ness of sams life. not trying 2 be callous#idk in general that group just needs to fall apart once again why have u known each other since freshman year#go to like. therapy. also. ok im sorry to be bitching abt somebody thats kind of my friend i dont like feeling like a two faced bitch#thats the gemini in me i guess. ahaha everyone laugh. but whatever this is tumblr dot com. also like the fact that he approached this with#ugh.... im feeling Complex emotions... and i dont like it... :(. im gonna keep it real idk that thats very complex#ur just gonna have to talk to them. a general them. whoever. 'well whats the end goal of that' idk dude u have to figure that out hello#abby talks
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i just think i need to log off for tonight tbh
#oisin.txt#sorry to be cringey and vent post on tumblr but ahaha <3 it's getting scary again#sorry i just keep flip flopping between pure apathy and then fear over my own thoughts. i keep drafting my note in my head again#like it's fine i'm not gonna do anything i have no plan.#i'm just tired of feel like this and having nowhere to express it except for my fucking tumblr blog#anyway gn
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hey. im feeling sick to my stomach and just baaad and just awfuuullll and i wanna leeeaaavveeee :]] i dont have the power to get this guy fired or nothin. i dont even have the power to do anything more than go to the bathroom and take a breather. i hate that my coworker who seemed pretty tolerant is going along with the conversation. motherfucker. not even here……
#incoherent turtle noises#oh haha nothing much just a regular conversation that turned violently homophobic so hard that i startrd choking frm stress#i cant react. i cant react or i’d out myself. i thought i was fine here man. goddamnit.#i dont wanna say what he said. but it made me go ‘ahaha… oh. that was. you AGREED with them. oh i am no longer safe here.’#besides THAT though he also went on abt ‘satan ruining the Good family dynamic’ in his ohh so jolly voice#i am near panic in the bathroom rn. not quite. bcos i have my mints. im safe… he’s not gonna DO anything its just. words.#deeeply deeply homophobic words yes but. words. i cant leave my other coworker comes in at 5 today not 3.
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Bob Carrying Happy Jack Jack
#mr incredible#bob parr#jack jack parr#// tummy troubles 🥛#irony#bob: we're gonna get along just fine 'cause you don't ask any hard quetions#jack jack: ahaha!
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artifact farming for lyney and fischl is going about as well as expected (which is to say, terribly)
#tre plays#genshin impact#some characters get built so incredibly quickly and easily#(wanderer. itto. xiao)#(alhaitham's artifacts are still kind of bad tbh but overall his hyperbloom team is my best comp yet so idc)#and then others are like. wtf everything is terrible this is gonna take 24392423478 years#(i'm a razor main at heart and recently got eula too but the pale flame domain has decided that we are mortal enemies)#(gladiator's finale has been pretty nice to me though thank god)#but i keep getting DEF pieces from the fontaine artifact domain and like???? please stop????? TT_TT#i'm not trying to rebuild albedo here!!!! he has 4pc husk with 2600 def and a 1:2 crit ratio!!!! he is fine!!!!#give me the atk pieces i am BEGGING YOU GDI#fischl has been waiting YEARS for a proper build#and now that the opportunity is finally here it is. not working LMFAO#(i did get a double crit feather with on the lyney set just now but it keeps rolling into HP AHAHA HELP (weeping))#so uh. yeah. RIP me i guess XP
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lost my 50/50 to bailu and had to make the decision to put robin or boothill at risk to get aven. yeah i deserved this i was one of those people who didn't like him till 2.1 BDJBFJFHJF
#clai speaks#now i'm gonna go back to sleep bc i was stupid and set an alarm for 3am to do this HKSHDJJF#only on america server bc my friends all agreed to play on it#hate it here i want my early banners back AUGHHH#i also didnt prefarm bc the original plan was to save for robin if i lost but i'm stupid and i like him too much#anyway its fine i will simply win 50/50 on robin or boothill its not like i'll lose it THAT many times ahaha. ha. haha.
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>__>
#talk#i think i'm gonna drop all but one course this semester in order to get properly medicated#+ catch up on some Essential Life Skills that i'm missing (that most people learned in their teens ahaha)#i've gamed it out. given it ample consideration. i'd rather ruin my semester plans than ruin my overall gpa#esp. since i have to maintain a certain number to transfer out of here lmao. if that wasn't the case it'd be 'Cs get degrees babey B)'#some people can make it through college with unmedicated/unaccommodated adhd. but not me! i suck at this!!#have also learned that i actually... miss? in-person classes? at our little downtown campus??#online classes were nice in theory but Once Again My Friends Were Right. some things should not be taken online#... man. i'm still trying to justify this to myself. the guilt of 'failing again' is eating at me#but so is trying to deal with this fuckass [subject redacted] class. worst subject + no office hours + prof won't email me back + L#+ no late work allowed. my prof last semester was right when she said i should pick someone w/ a lax late work policy lmao#... mmm. well! well well well.#my sleep schedule is so fucked. i need a passport. i want to draw again. meds. whatever. it'll be fine
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KI IS TINY KI IS TINY
#personal#What’s that? Fandom doesn’t think so LOLL#LIKE I GIVE A FUCK FANDOM WHO I GOT EM ALL BLOCKED#GENETICS AHA LOLL ON FICTIONAL CHARS OH SHIT LEMME GO DO A DNA TEST ON THIS NOT REAL CHAR REAL FAST#BUT FINE GENETICS WELL THEN WHAT ABOUT ALL THE FUCKING TORTURE KI WENT THROUGH#People can also say needle man had it the worse all they want but Ki is the heir this kid was put through so much 🥲 I refuse to believe his#his growth would be stunted so much if we’re gonna use real world logic#Experiences? MY OWN#ADERALL AHAHA they tried that on me as a teen like around Ki’s age and I did not each as much as I should#Naturally I have a high metabolism but even thennn I was even more a stick than I usually am and I def could’ve grown more than I did#SO YEAH NOT EATING ENOUGH FOOD WHEN YOU ARE AT A CRITCAL POINT OF YOUR GROWING#CUTE LITTLE MUNCHKIN KI ONLY IN THIS HOUSE 😤😤😤😤😤
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What people without anxiety don't understand is that I'm constantly walking around feeling like I'm in mortal peril, and sometimes the feelings are right
#and cause theyre right u cant even go like haha ur just paranoid nothings ever happened cause u were aware of the bad fucking vibes™️#its not paranoia if theyre really out to get you#my little brain and its little mental illnesses#anxiety#mental illness#mental health#paranoia#paranoid#ugh#depression#what its like to have anxiety#this shit is genuinely fucked#and some people actually have the GALL to be like but ahaha anxiety isnt even a mental illness everyone has it haha#if ur one of those people get fucked#to the others who do understand the perils of this#its gonna be okay besties#we're gonna be fine#one day we'll have a nice house in the woods away from everything that has the possibility of fucking us over#and honestly if u see me walking around in public esp in the throes and/or post anxiety attack like. you gotta know how hard im trying#im constantly like#so proud babe#so proud#yall should be too#besties i see you and here for it
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