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On an agenda tonight…. shomob….
#shomob#shoumob#mobshou#I’ll return to my old ways#but it’s been on my mind#my art#mob psycho 100#mp100#shou suzuki#shigeo kageyama
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Something something Orin coming to Gortash as Durge to tell him that they’re gone because she wants to stick the knife in. Perhaps literally.
Something something he kisses her and she decides to see how it will pan out because she wants to know what this is, this bond between them
Something something he realises part way but doesn't stop because he wants to fool himself because he’s never touched his lover like this for fear of being destroyed
Something something she doesn’t either because it’s the first time she’s been touched with tenderness in her life
#I’m gonna tag this#dub con#to be safe#but it’s been on my mind#I’m a sucker for Gortash and Orin#enver Gortash#Orin the red
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i think that men should be given flowers more and i was thinking abt leaving flowers on kaeya’s desk as a silent confession, but of course he’s too smart and figures me out all too quickly
#risu’s rambles ☆#kaeya 𓆩☆𓆪#i’ve been drafting this out into fic form#but it’s been on my mind#especially with how much he looks out for others but not himself#i would cherish him sm :<
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ok don’t get me wrong i love that all the starter pokemon are in the s/v dlc but like where the fuck is cubone
#this is old news#but it’s been on my mind#pokemon#i’m not even playing rn i’m just looking at my cubone plushie and yearning#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon sv#the indigo disk#cubone my beloved#do i love having flygon again?#yes of course#but i haven’t had cubone since sun/moon??#i think??#and that was with alolan marowak#which is fine but not the same yknow
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I started journalling when I was 13, and going back to those notebooks it’s fascinating to watch how my faith changed. I had a feral but lively and beautiful relationship with God in my teens, but thanks to long-term trauma and a series of losses, by my early 20’s it had become this blind plea of “God will give me this. God will give me this. God will give me this.” Magical thinking at best, and very liberating to completely throw away when something other than what I thought I had wanted distracted me. By 30 I didn’t believe in God anymore.
So I spent about ten years in more or less worldly life as an atheist deeply critical of religion, feeling it was all a manipulative sham, until a car accident left me wondering like whoa wtf none of this makes sense to me.
And the funny thing is I returned to God the way I had left, first through a bunch of superstition and magic (actual, like, Golden Dawn and folk and voodoo magic) and then gradually listening to various mystics until C.S. Lewis explained Christianity to me in a way I’d never “gotten” it before. Sort of like finding myself back in confirmation classes as a kid. But I could taste it then - even just watching Canterbury Cathedral on Youtube - I could taste that warm exciting gorgeousness I’d experienced as a teen. So when I went back to actual church with some actual Christians I just sat there spellbound, God piecing our relationship back together, sometimes with winsome little stitches and sometimes with the most maddening, infuriating things that have ever happened to me.
And in the end, I received what I’d been praying for all those years ago, which was actually just permission to be myself. (Big surprise.)
But now I’m finding knowing the difference between life with God and life without God has been an indescribable gift, even if it is almost impossible to articulate most of the time. It’s like I was not even really here for a couple decades. Life was life and had its ups and downs but in comparison was like black and white tv vs color, or mono vs stereo sound. (And I am still only just beginning to see and hear again.) But as much as I had removed God, I was also removed from the full richness of life - a great deal because I was living primarily in my own head, believing there was nothing else.
I mention this because when something mentions healing requires an external source, like yes, it absolutely does, and that source is - not to sound spooky but - out there and waiting.
#religion#Christianity#the most infuriating thing I see about most Christianity#is neglecting the living relationship with God#there is no other reason for anything else#I’m still kind of riffing off yesterday#but it’s been on my mind
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to the ppl who complain abt artists drawing top surgery scars “inaccurately” you’re LAMEEE if i ever get top surgery i’m getting tattoos that make my scars look like that
#this is random#but it’s been on my mind#also what a shit thing to complain about#let people draw how they wanna draw!!#i think the scars are so neat and cool#why is m. why is my shit so saturated#my screen#cnp rants
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Anetra and Mirage as My Melody and Kuromi 💕
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and if i said a black brothers cow belles au
#listen idk if i’ve ever even seen this movie#but it’s been on my mind#spoiled black brothers and country boys james and remus#anyway
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Tonight I’m thinkin about and Good money I’d pay if you’d just know me and The taste of your lips is my idea of luxury and We could be the way forward and I know I'll pay for it and I like shiny things but I’d marry you with paper rings
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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this manatee looks like it’s in a skyrim loading screen
#lol good luck finding all of the photoshopped versions in the rb history. ‘manatee restored’ is still my favorite of all time#misc#I encourage anyone dyslexic to try rotating him in your mind. I can’t do that; which is why I’m asking you to.#also: a bunch of tags are surprised this isn’t ‘shopped#it’s the lighting. backlit by the sun (which is diffused through the water) but also forelit artificially#the artificial light - a flash pack or something - casts a hard shadow under the creatures arm#which normally wouldn’t be possible if backlit by the SUN; you’d see a less-hard/more-fragmented shadow above water#as light sources ‘compete’ in a sense - and since there aren’t any light sources which can outshine the literal sun#it looks a bit weird when the darkest shadow is being cast from any other origin point - which is what’s essentially happening here#I don’t know the mechanics of how light travels through water; but I know the effect is substantial even with relatively short distances#also: it’s been balanced and color corrected by the author of the photo - who made deliberate choices to bring out the full potential#so it’s not like it’s a fresh and untouched export#but the kind of ‘tacked on’ appearance of the creature is a result of the lighting conditions within the image
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Maybe I’m doing a lot but I don’t think it’s a lot to ask of my white friends to use their privilege and their voices and speak out a little more.
This has been going around in my head because, as the election draws closer I’m seriously worried for the outcome.
Just him running has people being loud and bold to be racist as shit and it’ll be worse if he’s actually elected.
I remember that scene in Ginny and Georgia, where Ginny walked out of her English class because of her racist ass teacher.
And Max could only see the Ginny’s outburst as rebellious and hyped it up, she wasn’t really seeing Ginny in that moment.
And Ginny said she was upset because English is her favorite subject and max is being so immature about it and asks what she wants to do. Ginny finally says ‘I don’t know Max, you’re in the class, you see it. Why do I always have to be the one to say something’
And I think about that a lot. And btw, that show is realllly good at pin pointing what being the only colored person is like in high school, so much that happens in that show with Ginny I relate to so well.
And the best thing about this example is that, Max is a lesbian. But she only sees things from her pov she doesn’t look at anyone elses because she doesn’t care to. But she’s also a deeply caring person, and she starts to learn how to really see the people she cares about.
I usually try not to let the shit the media says get to me but I swear it’s harder and harder to ignore everyday and especially when there possibility of it becoming more than just seeing in the media. When ppl start to get more even more bold and take it to the streets.
Racism has always been around, but yeah I’m scared of how much worse it’s going to get. So when I think about that, I really don’t want my white friends to just sit idly by while we get insulted everyday. I want them to be as angry as I am. I wanna trust that when someone is being racist towards me, you’re not gonna try and tell me I’m overreacting. You’re not gonna try and appease them. You’re not gonna be afraid to speak out.
#ooc. // 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬#maybe this is silly#but it’s been on my mind#and with that fucking rally yesterday#I’m just so#heated and sad#like ppl can just get away with saying that shit on tv#knowing FULL well what it was meant to do#being APPROVED to be said#like
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Feeling incredibly sick and angry about everything. I’ll go about my day and try to be normal and then it just ambushes me and honestly the only people keeping me sane rn are the Arabs who’ve voiced similar experiences and are staying the course and being vocal despite all the attempts to basically blame everything that’s wrong with this country on us
#Particularly my Arab mutuals like they have been such a godsend#If not for the like minded individuals I’ve met through this app I would’ve gone fucking insane
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marina abramović for GQ germany
#i've been losing my mind over this all morning....when i was young i was playing with invisible beings and shadows......#marina abramovic#it's actually a pretty interesting (if shallow) interview i love how she refuses to choose between the female artists they ask about#op
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Must be a Sugondese joke.
#dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#laios touden#senshi#Looks like I won't be able to post this on dungeon meshi thursday so instead I will have a fun past/future conversation#This is wednesday me who has not seen the episode yet but I have such a strong feeling that it is going to be extremely special.#*This* fight is what the first arc has been building up to and it has *so* many incredible moments.#We're going to see the chilchuck knife throw! The leg sacrifice! The bones!#Watch them ramp up the quality this episode and go wild with the frantic action of 'oh god our plan is going to shit'.#Hello. Me of the future who just watched the episode.#I knew it was going to be good but that...that blew my mind completely. My high expectations were beyond met. My god.#I'm just speechless at how well they handled everything. The leg. The tension. That ENDING.#If you have not already: PLEASE watch Dungeon Meshi.
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doing my duty of drawing skeleton falin
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#laios touden#laius thorden#marcille donato#falin touden#farlyn thorden#laius touden#laios thorden#falin thorden#farlyn touden#tw blood#tw skeleton#tw death#tryina keep all those in mind HJAWJKJKSFD#my art#drew these a while ago but i forgot to post oops#this post has been scheduled in advance! bc i like my 8 pm schedule
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