#but it hasnt set in yet | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

andi-o-geyser · 2 years ago

Text

haha guess who finally bit the bullet and watched The Solitary Clone. it was me. *cries*

#crying sobbing throwing things #i am physically ill and unable to cope with what i just watched #FULL mental braekdown #that episode is literally the epitome of grief #it just fiills you with this sense of complete helplessness and pain #and a deep grief of what has been lost #all the colour #all the love #any semblance of control camaraderie or family #its all just. gone #justice is gone peace is gone and light itself is disappearing into a sky tainted with the blood red colour that marks the fates of everyon #and this sense of grief is so deep and absolutely fucking profound in cody but so dulled #just like everything else about him #his armour his personality and his name: EVERYTHING has been brought back to a blank slate; the bare essentials of a shell of who he is #and crosshair is in such a position of tension where he feels that pain #we SEE him feel that grief #but it hasnt set in yet #at least not in a way where he can act on it #and there's an inherent sense of pain in that #knowing that he will have to suffer more before he hits a breaking point #in this terribly unfair world he has to suffer MORE #they ALL had to suffer more than they should have #beyond anything they deserved #i'm just. so sad #the clone wars #the bad batch #the bad batch spoilers #star wars #crosshair #tbb

1 note · View note

longelk · 11 months ago

Text

some more Inscryptions drawn as Flight Risings :)

part 1

#inscryption #flight rising #p03 #james cobb #pike mage #mycologists #my art #frfanart #listen. i think its kind of impossible to successfully convert p03 into a dragon but i did my best OK #im just surprised i tackled him before grimora bc i actually have a solid concept for her #if all goes well i want to make one more set of these #also yes james is in the dressing room he hasnt been born yet LOL. when im not lazy ill get him #fun fact he can not cast magick but amber can #they share a pearl :)#dragons

3K notes · View notes

qiu-yan · 4 months ago

Text

#mdzs #jiang cheng #wei wuxian #jin ling #presumably jiang cheng would have removed yanli from the YMJ website when she married out. and wei wuxian after the fake defection #but who knows. maybe he never got around to it. he told himself he'd do it asap but he never quite got around to it.#and now there's nothing else left.#anyways jin guangyao is tearing out his hair because jin ling's custody deal hasnt even been finalized yet #but jiang cheng is already acting like it's settled. why is jin rulan on your website sect leader jiang. he's our heir not yours #jiang cheng: read 5:55pm #also you know that jiang fengmian never once changed his aol email account even after everyone started using gmail #12-yo wei wuxian set it up for him. it's listed in YMJ's official contact info even though it's his personal email #and he never replies to emails.#yanyan polls

286 notes · View notes

haunted-xander · 6 months ago

Text

One thing I really love about Marcille is that despite her deep fear of outliving her loved ones, she never, never let's it get in the way of her making bonds and getting close to people. She loves deeply and strongly and she doesn't try to supress that! She embraces it wholeheartedly! Her friends are so important to her and she's not ashamed or scared of it!

Actually, out of all the characters, I'd say Marcille is one of the ones who care the most about bonds of friendship. She's angry at Namari for leaving after Falin got eaten and holds that grudge up until Namari helps defeat the Undine (and therefore having 'proven' herself). She's shocked and upset when Chilchuck explains his policy of payment and that he's not really here bc of friendship. She puts a lot of focus on the party being a Group Of Friends rather than a team of hired hands dedicated to the specific role(s) they are paid for. Which of course makes sense since she joined the party to begin with because of her friend! To her, the party has always been 'Falin and her brothers' friend group' rather than a hired party. (A little reminder: Marcille was the most recent member when the story starts. She never met the previous members who left so the team of Laios, Falin, Chilchuck, Namari and 'Shuro' is what she's always known it as.)

When she becomes dungeon lord, the thing that manages to snap her out of the Winged Lions grasp is the earnest care and love her party is showing her. Literally 'power of friendship'ed their way through the Lions hold and gave her her clarity of mind back.

And!!!! At the end of the feast right before they're about to attempt to revive Falin again, she says!!! this!!!!

She's ready to accept that Falin might not come back, even after everything. The entire story she's been running away from death, from having to outlive her loved ones (in this case: Falin). But here she is, ready to let her stay dead if this last attempt doesn't work.

And it's not giving up. It's realizing that she did all she could, and that it's okay. Because she still got to meet and be friends with Falin. That time with her might be just a speck in the length of life Marcille will have to live still, but it still happened and that's what matters.

It's not about escaping death; it's about cherising the moments before it.

#there is something in here about how the 'tragic immortality' trope is done w/ her #in that the tragedy doesnt lie in the fact shes denying herself of bonds bc she knows theyre temporary #its the fact she refuses to and is 'setting herself up' for repeated losses #i have soooo many feelings about her whole deal #OH ALSO. i didnt mention it in the post itself bc its not the Point BUT #i love that despite her journey by all means being about accepting the losses she has and will experience #her goal hasnt changed #she still strives for a way to even out lifespans #her friends have promised to do all they can to live as long as is possible #just so she wont be alone for as long #in a way saying that her efforts werent in vain even if there isnt any direct results just yet. that it can be possible #ooough marcille. marcille. bbygirl i love u #marcille donato #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon spoilers #dunmeshi spoilers #like so many spoilers #xander rambles

190 notes · View notes

reegis · 11 months ago

Text

JUST GOT THE NEWS THAT MY APPLICATION GOT APPROVED SO GUESS WHOSE NOT GONNA BE HOMELESS

& with only 2 days to spare too lets fucking gooo

#now i just have to. actually move aaAAAAA #hasnt set in fr yet i feel like im dreaming???

182 notes · View notes

sualne · 6 months ago

Text

was checking my emails before going to bed only to find out my endocrinologist casually scheduled an appointment at long fucking last

#described in alt text #my art #he's wearing the agender fit from the transgender skins set i drew a few month back #was checking if anyone left a comment on me fic and found this out like okay. crying for a millions years thank you #idk why this is my celebratory doodle. last summer i restart my rewatch of op cause nothing was changing in my life no matter what i did #sent dozens and dozens of job applications but nothing. kept calling doc without ever getting an answer. so i figured i could spend #the foreseeable future watching one piece and hopefully i'll have an answer before im done! did Not happen! lol. had to wait longer. but no #ive got a job and will see my doc & finally be able to start transitionning. im even getting a tattoo. 〒▽〒 woaw #summer hasnt started yet but its already unimaginably better than last one

101 notes · View notes

nuzlight-mia · 11 days ago

Text

If yer a pokepasta askblog blease reblog this I want to collect 'em all. This includes related blogs like command blogs! As long as the readers can interact in some fashion~

Even if I'm already following you please feel free so others can see this too! (I follow from my main blog as this is a side blog)

#preferable if youre based on or post a pokepasta thats written #its linked in bio or pinned so i can easily access it #anyways thank yoouu #if yer a wip blog who hasnt set up fully yet you can also reblog or reply!#text #ooc #pokepasta #pokepasta askblog #pokepasta ask blog #thank you!!#i go to work here soon tjo

42 notes · View notes

aroaceleovaldez · 4 months ago

Text

i would like to say my ideal PJO adaptation (if i was being physically forced against my will to have to pick a live action adaptation over an animated one for some reason) would be a combo like writing of the musical + casting of the show + visuals of the movies

BUT the show actually does have the playwright for the musical as one of the major writers for like three episodes and that did nothing for it. so...

#pjo #riordanverse #pjo tv crit #i do love the casting for the musical lots and lots though #it was really good #i do also have some nitpicks for show casting but they're largely inconsequential #like majority i very much enjoy and think are cast well #i only have one i'd say im actually disappointed with and that's Poseidon. idk he just feels. bland??? does that make sense?#like idk maybe it's the costuming but im not getting Sea God *or* Fishing Dad from him #like i think i kinda see what they were going for and i saw some gifs of him in another show where he plays a pirate and its like #okay. *little* bit better. but idk im just not getting Poseidon from it #in general most of the immortals in the show dont feel very Immortal(tm) but thats definitely mostly just the writing/show itself #not any reflection of the casting #my only other two are i would have liked plus sized Clarisse. i am VERY sad we didnt get that #Dior is a VERY good Clarisse though so i'm not too upset about it. i like her Clarisse energy. the yelling is fantastic.#my most controversial pjo tv take is im still meh on Walker. like he's fine. but like he's kind of Just Fine to me so far #its probably mostly the writing being bad but he hasnt grown on me as Percy yet. i can tell he has the energy though in interviews n stuff #and the main trio dynamic in interviews and stuff is *very* good. i just wish the show writing was better #because the casting IS very good but they have so little to work with. you can really tell theyre trying their best #i like to joke the show would be better if they just set the cast loose in the woods doing in-character improv #like its clear basically all of them know their characters SUPER well. id watch 8 episodes of in the woods pjo cosplay improv.

53 notes · View notes

waybackbands · 6 months ago

Text

The Blood Brothers playing at the First Unitarian Church in Philadelphia, PA February 13th, 2003 ©Broken Image

#The Blood Brothers #Jordan Blilie #Johnny Whitney #Morgan Henderson #Mark Gajadhar #Cody Votolato #sasscore #2003 #anyways. perused to ensure im not encroaching on any bb posters territory and just posting a set thats already up #so im p sure this one hasnt been posted yet #sorry to their archive if this was queued </3 #also the site said this was 18th but according to setlist fm that was fireside bowl but this is undeniably the church #i can spot that wood paneling a mile away #so the site dates are probably upload dates

69 notes · View notes

trebuchet151 · 2 months ago

Text

This is jumping the queue bc some really cool people reblogged my last post of Corey and they escaped containment.

Updated sidestep design perpetual WIP

Sidestep days vs retribution. They're slowly reacquiring their self expression. Next book will probably be the full return of the scene/punk look

Bonus Corey sans most of their clothing to show off their tattoos under the cut. CW for healed SH scars

Yes that is Ortega's bedroom yes I half assed it. I drew this background in my car at work when it was like 110 degrees idgaf

#listen. i was a teenager in 2013. that sidestep outfit design is 99% shit i owned and wore lmao #corey is all my middle school angst condensed into one character #PLEASE zoom in theres so many tiny details in the outfits and the backgrounds i love drawing that shit #scavenger hunt: the lighting themed jewelry. the secondhand ipod anathema gifted them. the doodles on their shoes.#definitely think ortega kept some of sidesteps things after they died. they were besties #no chance sides didnt leave anything of theirs at ortega's place #ortega kept coreys ipod and battle jacket #hasnt given the battle jacket back yet though just the ipod #corey also plays guitar #themmy taught them and the rangers got them their 1st guitar as a joint xmas gift . Obv ortega held onto that too #throwing yourself into edgy aesthetics and musicianship works in place of therapy in a pinch. i would know #finally broke out of my “cant write music” block by projecting too hard onto corey. maybe ill post my music on here eventually idk #my art #fallen hero #fallen hero rebirth #fallen hero retribution #sidestep #corey rook #the uncanny valley look to their face wasnt deliberate but it does suit them so its fine #giant blue eyes and creepy big smile my beautiful unsettling baby #me and corey got two settings: horrendous rbf and eldritch nightmare grin #hand drawing that linkin park shirt instead of just pulling a design from the internet was a labor of love #you bet your ass corey and I are fuckin stoked about their new album #put The Emptiness Machine in their playlist immediately after finding out it exists #this character is very dear to me if that werent clear by the massive wall of tags #if you read this far thanks babes i love you <3

33 notes · View notes

jewishdragon · 2 years ago

Text

I love that Howl's response to Sophie and Michael taking a day-trip to stalk him and use the 7 league boots his response is "You shouldnt have used those boots they are prototypes and way to big its unsafe what's your shoe size I'll make you a pair"

like his response to having his car driven without his permission is "hey dont do that it's old and broken let me buy you a new car"

#this is like halfway through the book too #howl hasnt shown any kind of affection to sophie yet #so this feels like the first instance of him just being recklessly kind to her #she uses big prototype magic boots to stalk him #and his only concern is that she should have used her own personal set of boots #hmc #hmc book #howls moving castle

751 notes · View notes

androgynouspenguinexpert · 7 months ago

Text

congruent of d'deridahn

#redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #art #illustration #redacted vega #redacted carpe deus #carpe deus #back to factory settings baby!!!!!!!!#yall are in my house now so im telling you about design choices #vega being first out the oven makes him a very special boy so he gets white horns instead of red #his hair is white and longer because he hasnt had the chance to learn what a haircut is yet #i just think its neat when inhuman 'holy' characters have white as a key colour #his eyes are red like d'deridahn's and they eventually fade to gold #in my heart all d(a)emons started with solid scleras and irises in their respective colour #but the more they embraced (*) humanity the more their eyes shifted to match human ones #par exemple if vega didnt have a death grip on his identity his eyes would probably be normal golden brown ones #his scars (which he kept to be scary and unsettle people because he could 100% just heal them) are gone #and he's got d'deridahn's face markings #huh?#oh yeah the bathroom is upstairs and to the left

50 notes · View notes

jazzy-art-time · 3 months ago

Text

👶 as a child!

The boys as kids!!! Eden was losing the level too many times so he gave it to his brother to try and finish for him. They tended to have buzz cuts a lot as a kid, done by Wem. He didn't like it when their hair got too long as a kid so he would buzz it. Also both got their ears pierced at a early age, literally to be able to tell them apart. Despite them actively having different markings that tell them apart... Wem was just lazy.

ask prompt sent by Inaris-Pokemon-world! Thank you!!