#but it didn’t hit me as hard as qsmp did

[wowieeitsisa]

If you told me I’d be slowly turning into a mcyt fan again I would have laughed at you, but the silly extremely silly multilingual server caught my attention

[sannylity]

Listen. We need to put emphasis and appreciate Charlie’s characterization of his QSMP character because holy shit, on top of being silly, today has provided so much depth to Q!Charlie as a whole.

It’s heart wrenching outside humor when you think about it.

“Your marriage is not strengthened by good nights, or good sex, it is tested by people like me, who come to cause problems.”

This dialogue to Roier puts Mariana’s cheating allegations into perspective. Whether it’s canon that he did or didn’t, it tells us how much Charlie has forgiven and given him a chance.

People like me, is such a heavy emphasis on his self-awareness that he is toxic and problematic and insanity. Subtle self-deprecating at its finest, just to emotionally scar us further.

Charlie always being a willing participant to cause problems on purpose is an effect of not having anything to lose anymore. Juanaflippa is gone, and he hasn’t seen Mariana in a while. He has been severely lonely and isolated since his exile, and he is numb to it that he “doesn’t feel anything”, according to what he told Foolish.

“Necesito amor.” [I need love.]

But that doesn’t mean he doesn’t need or want love. He desperately does, by all means necessary, even if it’s by being a willing participant to cause problems to others. He’ll take what he can get because he hasn’t moved on and won’t let go of his daughter being gone.

He did once believe that Mariana could fix him, I think he said this to Jaiden after the trial was over and done with. He believed this because Mariana is someone who can ground him and keep him from doing something incredibly stupid.

They ground each other. It’s evident during the funeral, with Mariana offering that they kill themselves and Charlie saying no, and then vice versa. It’s not a coincidence that he is more “tamed” when Mariana’s with him.

Things that happen when Charlie is by himself: makes a deal with Satan to get his daughter a gun, attempting to slaughter all the eggs, refuses to resurface back up in the mines during exile, suggesting the gegg idea to Quackity and executing it, and now this.

Without Mariana, Charlie is out there by himself, not knowing how to deal and handle his grief, his loneliness and isolation, his desperation for love.

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And to think none of this would’ve happened if Cellbit just kept his fucking mouth shut and didn’t remind him of their kiss LMAOOO

We can all say Charlie is being a menace, but y’all gotta be reminded that the man is a D&D player. He sprinkles such hard hitting dialogues in between the laughs.

Charlie is killing me with the potential angst he just brought to the table. I am going insane NSJDJSJDJS

[mad-c1oud]

dances around in your inbox. immi ironically makes ME insane, along with this was a home once (which i re read often LOL) because your world building and writing is so phenomenal. The way you capture charlies dynamics with other people and how he fights tooth and nail to keep up eggxile yet he just gets dragged unwillingly into the now pack bonded islanders. It goes without saying but my favorite dynamic is of Etoiles and Charlie. second place goes to him and baghera and then him and foolish. wait and him plus ALL the eggs. wait also him and-

maybe i just like ur writing

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ARE TOU TRYING TO MAKE ME CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dude don’t even get me started on twaho that fic started everything. I have, I have a lot of feelings about Charlie and his interactions with the other islanders and eggs. I just want him to get the healing arch he deserved and if that means rewriting canon and giving him a fuckinh greenhouse, I’m giving qsmp Slimecicle a fucking greenhouse

I’ll be honest though, didn’t have much planned out regarding word building besides the warpstone when I started writing it so don’t look too hard into inconsistencies in the beginning lmao. I also have to remind myself that what I say in immi about world building has not necessarily been said in twaho and I cannot assume you are all in my brain

I’m using this as an excuse to talk about the fic a lil more I like giving behind the scenes stuff hit you guys will like the next two chapters. Totally unrelated but the first Charlie and Étoiles thing I ever wrote was for this fic and yes, I did ship them at the time. Don’t read into the scene too hard and realize my glaring obvious interest in them smoochin

anyway twaho is my baybeeeeee and I need to get cracking at the next chap (a lot of sillies packed into<3)

[pyroy3]

LMAO I can’t take you seriously, your Wilbur diss post. You literally put a section titled “Why he can get away with it” HE DID NOT GET AWAY WITH IT. He lost how many followers again? How many of his “friends” have publicly denounced him or distanced himself from it? How often do people treat him like he’s satan incarnate?

As for your “proof” don’t put words in Tommy’s mouth. If he or anyone else that saw and edited that video not think it was abuse or wrong to do then you shouldn’t use it. For all you know Wilbur did apologize and it was just edited that way because it was “funny”. Do NOT use Tommy, he has yet to speak on this. For for the bitting one again, it could’ve been for the content, it could’ve not been. For me it’s hard to tell with Tommy. Wait until he decides to say something.

Using a dead man, really?! But like why add the second bit? unless you have proof of Technodad saying it, or have a clip or screenshot or something to prove he actually said that it’s just relying on your own word. And if he did say that. Keep in mind, the apple hit the arm Techno’s had surgery on and he’s Techno’s father, who wouldn’t have done the same. But ya I agree he shouldn’t have done that, regardless.

For the songs Wilbur was cheated on. Wilbur has had poor mental health. Wilbur himself said NOT to put him on a pedestal. Could it be that maybe he thinks he’s the problem? Maybe things people have said to him that hurt and stuck with him leading him to believe that he’s was the issue? Who knows.

Niki had actually talked about Wilbur positively in cases where no one would have known if she herself had not brought it up, she was genuinely sad when he wouldn’t be making it to an event of the QSMP. Throughout many of her videos and stream, she appears happy and genuinely unbothered by him.

For Minx, Wilbur was drunk and he did apologize for freaking out. No one at that party agreed with Minx’s actions and all thought she was in the wrong.

As for Alice, yea she gives nothing substantial. Maybe she threw up and her clothes were dirty? Maybe Wilbur made a joke that she retold out of context? Maybe he didn’t do anything and she took them off herself? I don’t know. All we have is only what she said. She offered no proof that any of this actually happened. And she had posted under that post a link to her page for people to send her money.

I’m not talking about Shubble as that would take too long.

I will read this post if you send it off anon

if your pretty wittwe handsome minecwaft youtuber is so worth defending, you should atleast be proud of it

[spoofaloofa]

ooooo (not including years for anonymity purposes but this is in order)

-> FNAF was the first fandom I joined. Basic ik 😔 I never actually got really into it so if you ask me about the lore I will not be able to tell you 90% of it.

-> Okay I didn’t start doing fandom stuff online until about 2 months ago but I learned of its existence around this time so I’m gonna pop Descendants here. GOD I remember being so hyped for D3 and going to watch it with my squad of friends as a leaving party for one of them 😭 Night Falls, Its Goin’ Down, Chillin’ like a Villain and Whats My Name still hit hard. They have earned their spot in my musical playlist. (Also, I am proud to say I have been a Jaylos shipper since the womb. Although only recently did I consider Jarrlos. Back then I didn’t know polyamory existed)

-> BTS was a hell of a journey. Actually I don’t even know if this counts because I never interacted with the fandom online I just did a whole bunch of stuff to do with it with a small circle of friends.

-> Same with BTS, I never did anything online to do with Warrior Cats until way later in my life. So I ain’t sure if this counts but yeah Warrior Cats was a MASSIVE part of my life for ages omg. They could never make me hate you Hollyleaf

-> I didn’t play my first proper Pokemon game until maybe… 6 years ago? Before that I played Pokemon Legends (the fangame that came before Legends Arceus, which funnily enough also focused on Arceus) to DEATH. My Typhlosion was like level 112. It was insane. And I remember fixating on getting a 3Ds to play my first real pokemon game (Which would be Pokemon Sun) for SO LONG it was like the No.1 thing that mattered. I remember coming out of a SURGERY and immediately thinking and talking about Pokemon Sun to my parents. It was crazy. And when I finally got it it DID NOT DISAPPOINT AT ALL. Still my favourite Pokemon game of all time <3

-> MHA …yeah. I actually dk how well the fandom is doing these days but when I was in it it was. Undesirable to say the least.

-> Harry Potter. Okay this is a really problematic series but I still enjoy the story 😭 This is probably where I REALLY started getting deep into fandom culture. Quotev my beloved. You’re a real one for having 12 billion “YOUR HOGWARTS STORY *LONG RESULTS*” quizzes. Love ya (Past me was so real for being a Fred and George fan since the beginning of time. Am ashamed to say I had a Draco Malfoy phase though.)

-> Okay I am not making myself look any better with the X-Men (And Marvel in general). Peter Maximoff my beloved ily ily ily augeuegehhsjrb. Also Loki. What kind of user on tumblr would I be if I didn’t like Loki

-> HERE IT COMES….. Lord of the Rings. BUT I NEVER READ THE BOOKS. Am I a fake fan 😔 /j And what kind of self respecting soul would I be if I didn’t absolutely fold for Thranduil. BSHSHSHSJ IM SORRY I SEE LEE PACE AND I CRUMBLE TO BITS

-> The QSMP. I have no clue how I managed to do this without knowing any of the DSMP lore????? I mean I never really learned the lore of the QSMP anyways I just liked the characters 😭 If you somehow can find my old shadowbanned acc you’ll see some Foolish/Badboy doodles

-> And here it is folks, the grand entrance of the beloved: Octonauts! The very thing that brought me to Tumblr. I was getting into marine biology and I caught myself thinking of this show again and I thought “Ykw? Lets rewatch it. For nostalgia purposes” and then boom I have an emotional attachment to a pirate cat and his green rabbit friend. Its insane. This fandom is one of the best I have ever had the pleasure of being in. Everyone here is so sweet and talented and although there are few of us there is still so much content???? Its so insane y’all are dedicated frfr.

-> I think it was around this time when I started watching every single Wes Anderson movie I could get my hands on. Does this count as a fandom???? 😭

-> Phighting got me back into Roblox no doubt about that. But idk what even happened to make me stop playing I think I just. Lost interest 😭

-> GRISHAVERSE. I love this series to death words cannot explain how much I adore this series. Its such a masterpiece I love the absolutely insane amounts of symbolism in this that is tucked into corners of the book like literally everywhere no matter where you look. Its insane. Leigh is a wizard. Countless nights spent going “Just one more chapter” only to get an insane plot twist thrown at me. And then before I know it the book is finished 😭 Also I am 100% head over heels for Jesper Fahey and Nikolai Lantsov there is no two ways about it

-> I was pretty into One Piece for a while. I never actually got that far into it tho (Episode 50 around?) I practically spoiled the entire series for myself though so 😭 But Sanji ily bbg you’re still my favourite chef character like. ever.

oh dear god

-> LOST has absolutely taken over my life. And I’m not even done with the series 😭 Im on season 3 rn and my god this show is fken brilliant. My mum introduced it to me when I asked her what the weirdest thing she’s ever watched was (I think I know what she means now) and I just. Absolutely fell flat on the floor because the pilot episodes are so fking good its so insane???? They instantly draw you in its crazy. The amount of times I have finished watching an episode with my jaw on the floor is not okay. I honestly cannot imagine watching this when it first aired because I think I would lose my mind waiting for the next episode 😭 Every single main character has a very special slot in the brain because they are all so. So very cool (Or maybe they are little weirdos. Which is good too) oh I physically need to hug Desmond Hume by the way I love that man so much aurguageuaguageuahgehdg,,, So far I’ve transmitted the Lost virus to one (1) other person (my best friend) so far and she’s losing her mind over Locke and Sawyer. She’s a real one for that. Another friend told me that if I watch Book of Mormon and ATLA I shall be repaid in Lost watching which is a hell of a deal. Oh also my homeroom teacher heard me talking about Lost and he was so shocked that I knew what it was and when he asked me for my favourite character and I answered with Desmond his face immediately turned into complete unsurprise (is that a word?) and he said very slowly and critically “Of course you like the Scottish man, you patriot”

-> I’ve lately been really into musical theatre, but my favourite has GOT to be Newsies. Every SINGLE one of the songs are bangers and all the characters are amazing. Special shoutout to Racetrack Higgins and Katherine Pulitzer my beloveds.

okay I’ll shut up now 😭

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Okay, i'm finally posting this

: ✦ What fandoms were most influential in you throughout your life?

((For me:))

🌙-2013

• PowerPuff Girls

• Bendy and the Ink Machine

• FNAF HS

• Eddsworld

• Hamilton

• Invasor Zim

• Henry Stickmin

• Cookie Run Kingdom

• Los Pilines/un SMP mas

✨-2024

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