#but it depends on how much interest i can garner for them too

[mmriesoftvat]

I think I am going to make some temporary changes to this blog, mostly due to low muse/what people prefer and create a tier list so people know what to expect. This doesn't effect current drafts, only new threads going forward.

Main muses: Cyno, Kazuha, Albedo, Kami

Secondary: All yakshas, Yelan, Layla, Collei.

Request only: Childe, Andrius, Sucrose

[beifong-brainrot]

The Kuvira/Suyin parallels

So, this is piggybacking off my previous post about the Opal/Lin parallels, and to be honest I've always loved making this comparison, wince it's just so damn ironic and juicy.

Suyin and Kuvira are, of course, adversaries through a lot of the show, however, I think it's, mostly due to their similarities.

Both Kuvira and Suyin are, at their cores, leaders of their self made factions. Both also built said factions as coping mechanisms to the abandonment/neglect they experienced as children.

Both these characters garner the affection they lacked as children by having people depending on them. And also controlling said people. Suyin, by building a city and clan she was the matriarchal of. And closer to her, personally, keeping her family tight knit and her children isolated from the wider world and heavily dependent on her. As for Kuvira, it projecting her trauma onto a suffering nation and fashioning herself into being a hero of the people. Someone the people adored.

You don't really need to do a lot of mental gymnastics for this one. They were both isolated and lonely as kids, so they created environments where they were important and revered.

There's clear pressure from both these women for their "people" to conform to the rules they set. Suyin threatens Kuvira and Baatar Jr with banishment. One another occasion, she enables Korra's hunt for Aiwei, despite the obvious risk this endeavour would bring. While Kuvira's methods of control are more... barbaric? I'd call concentration camps barbaric but to each their own.

Suyin 🤝 Kuvira threatening poor earthbender himbos. God I wish that were me.😨���Haha who said that?

They're fiercely protective of their carefully crafted status quo, since it is, essentially, a coping mechanism. The further it falls apart, the further their own psyche does too.

Suyin's qorst nightmare is her family and city falling apart, while for Kuvira it is when her Empire crumbles.

They can become increasingly manic and desperate the more danger their 'works' are, tossing any moral code or even sanity out the window.

They'll grasp at any straws to protect what's theirs. Suyin pressured Korra into going into the Avatar state, despite Korra's clear discomfort. Kuvira, meanwhile, harnessed the energy of the spirit vines and laid waste to Republic City.

There both even willing to endanger their allies, even those closest to them. Suyin taking her youngest sons on a dangerous mission to try and kill Kuvira (someone they most likely knew as children) while Kuvira herself nearly murdered Baatar Jr, her fiancé and closest supporter, just for the chance of taking out Korra. Rip Beifong brothers you really are the true victims here.

This desperation is understandable... its all they have. Both Kuvira and Suyin grew up alone, feeling unloved by their families. This led them to acting out. Be it for attention or any other reason, they ended up being too much to handle for their parents

We all know about Suyin scarring Lin, right? And this being part of the reason Suyin was forced to leave her home and dropped off at her grandparents. I find it interesting that it is implied that Kuvira too severely injured her mother, perhaps this also being the catalyst for her being given away by her parents too.

Perhaps because Suyin's second chance was so good for her, she wished to extend one to a troubled young girl. I firmly believe she saw a lot of herself in Kuvira (for better or for worse). The line about "hurting someone in this family" easily made me think of what Suyin did to Lin and see that she regrets it and doesn't want Kuvira to go through the same.

Regret, however does not fix all and neither Kuvira, nor Suyin know how to atone for what they've done.

It seems hard for either of these characters to understand the hurt they've caused nor that their actions have consequences. However, Suyin and Kuvira are treated rather kindly by the narrative. We've seen planty of people talk about how Su is coddled by the show's writing. And Kuvira is treated with a similar gentle hand. Redemption is a muddy subject for me, however I will say that bothese very complex and fascinating characters were done extremely dirty by shallow writing.

However, I will finish this long silly ramble by saying that it is very in character for Su to forgive Kuvira, despite this possibly making her children uncomfortable.

A huge part of Suyin's ideology is believing in second chances. However it runs deeper than that. As stated before, her family is the most important thing in the world to her. And Kuvira is part of that family. It's not surprising that Su is hurriedly doing damage control on everything after B4 and everything that happened.

I find Kuvira and Suyin fascinating characters. Their trauma, their drive and the mild insanity with delusions of grandeur is what really pulls together these two tormentors of the Beifong family together for me. ❤️

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Also, on a side note. I find it very curious when people like one of these characters, but dislike the other, since they are so similair with their arcs and personalitywise. If you are a Kuvira stan and a Suyin hater or a Suyin stan and a Kuvira hater, could you clue me in a little on the thought process? Is it like. Just vibes? Or is it one of the small differences between Su and Kuvira that feels so jarring that it seperates them completely?

[aylabyu]

"ah, ahhh! ahnn! ugh, ugh-ah! ♡"

"baby, one more, hm?"

"n, no moooreee~♡♡"

"no, more? alright baby."

he gasped and twitched at your tight grip on his cock, more so with the rod in his dickhole.

"m-mommy, it hurts," he cried, grabbing weakly on your hand. intentionally or not, his trembling aided with his hand slightly moving your hold which caused tremors to his body.

"will you tap two times then?"

he bit his lips and stayed silent. he looked so pretty right now, you think to yourself. eyes filled with unshed tears, messy locks all over his face, and blazing skin that greatly contrasts his vision.

"baby, I need an answer. or do you want to be a brat like your brother over there?"

you turned your head to the red-haired man, who is now too tired to even say anything, but his cock says otherwise.

"hmm, darling, you look raring to go. come over here."

he looked up questioningly at your words, thinking if it was some sort of mirage that he was allowed to go to his mommy.

"must I repeat myself? if you do not come here the next time I breathe, I swear to all the archons I will fuck you in the plaza where everyone can see your creaming and loose ass."

he shivered at the idea, both with fear and excitement, but it must be done some other time. for now, pleasing you is of much greater importance. especially with how he can finally rub his arrogance in front of his brother.

he easily undid his restraints. proving how he could have made his way to you all this time, but he chose not to do that to obey your wishes. he walked rapidly, shaking every step with the metal rod basically living in his hole.

"ah, good boy. baby, lie down. darling, get on the bed," you ordered them, and in the next second, the two of them are in your desired positions.

"if only you were this fast in responding, you could have had more fun with mommy. alas, you were fucked crazy by yours truly. well anyway, it was time for my darling to have his sweet reward after being so good. so cute with his whimpers and whines and his dick spurting white cream every five seconds," you frowned at your baby, who was remorseful and searching your warmth, and then removed the rod from his hole.

you stood up and pushed your darling on top of the other man. you straddled the shaking red-haired man and slowly sat on his dick.

"m-mommy, the, the rod. it's still in-inside! ah, ah! ahh!!"

you paid no heed to his words, only bouncing on his leaking dick as a reply. you glanced at the man below you two and saw him gasping heavily with the barrage of stimulation on his cock that is being dragged with your current fucking companion's back.

"baby, no cumming. if you did come, you'll come until you came from your asshole. darling, tell me straight away if you feel his orgasm, okay?"

"uh-huh, m-mhm! I will! I will, mommy! mommy! ah-ahnn, ah, ugh, ahhh! ♡"

he nodded like his life depended on it and continued breathing for air as if the man below him doesn't need it more as there are two active bodies moving on top of him.

"remember, two taps. both of you," you see them nod and you accelerated your movements. you gyrate, hastened, and tightened up to feel hot cum stir inside your already-painted walls.

"ah! ah! m, mommy! the-the rod! I-I, ahnn! ugh, ugh!" your pretty, sobbing darling moaned out. you wanted to see if it would be possible for him to come with a rod stuck inside his hole, but you guess it'll be for some other time as it is his reward right now.

you slowly let his meat slip out from your weeping pussy, so sticky with your juices and your two fanatics' cream. you gripped the round end of the metal rod, moved it up and down to garner more pleasing reactions from your darling, and slip out the thin pole and shoved your cave once again to his now-free dick.

"ah!!! ah, ah! ah, ugh, agh!" his whimpers increased in volume, and for some reason, the man behind him too.

you have no interest in anything else other than making the men come, the one as his reward, and the other one cumming to make a punishment viable. after all, don't they just love their mommy's punishments? ♡

one, two, three thrusts later, you feel like a showerhead erupted inside you, inciting your own creaming and tightening up around the cock inside you, prolonging both of your orgasms. you laid down on his body with his instrument still inside you, still rock-hard, and peered down at the blue-haired man.

his mouth was wide open, drool leaking from both or almost all sides, and looked flushed.

"now, now. darling, did you remember my one and only instruction to you?"

"y-yes, mommy. to tell you right away if he cummed."

"did he? if not, it would be quite impossible, no? he came within one thrust in his asshole with my fingers a while ago and you're telling me he didn't come all this time we were fucking?" you knitted your eyebrows when your darling broke eye contact with you. you went to your baby's eyes instead.

"hm? anything to say? or must I punish you both again?" you snapped your fingers twice, indicating you are near outrage. both men hesitated at the sounds, as they know that once you are truly furious, there would be no breaks nor any sort of mercy to their bodies, dick, and holes.

"m, mommy. I-"

"oh, forget it. stand up," you stood up from the now rock-hard dick, and were greeted with a surprise.

"well, there we have it. that's why the both of you didn't say anything. gosh, you two will be on a fantastic ride today!" you smiled at them, looking amused, but all of you know you are anything but near that word.

when you stood up, your darling didn't go up after you. how can he? his asshole was stuck on his brother's dick. white, watery cum was trailing downwards their thighs and onto the sheets, showcasing that the two have been joined for quite a long time already.

"it, it wasn't my fault! his cock suddenly slipped in and I can't tell it to you, mommy, since you were groaning so charmingly. I didn't want to interrupt you so-"

you plunged two fingers into your darling's mouth to shut him up. you grazed your other hand onto his pointed nipples, making him tighten on the dick he's attached with.

you heard both of them sob, and you say, "looking at it now, I haven't touched both my baby and darling's nipples ever since we started. hey, it's morning now. both of you have work today, right?"

the two of them looked at you blankly, thinking about what would you have them do when you mentioned work. in broad daylight. outside, with people surrounding them every breathing moment.

you removed your wet fingers and shoved them into your baby's mouth this time. you played with your darling's nipples while finger-fucking your baby's mouth.

"stand up, oh wait. make each other come first while I grab some things. there'll be some snapping and clamping this day."

[cringelordofchaos]

Common ADHD traits/experiences I've heard of !!

(I was gonna make a post about why I might be neurodivergent but I figured it'd be going a bit too personal. Also this is just easier)

(ADHD is much more nuanced and complex than I may make it appear in this post. A lot of ADHD people don't have a lot of these traits or have traits not mentioned here. For example there are three types of ADHD (inattentive, hyperactive and combined) and most inattentive adhders are not going to be hyperactive lol)

Warning: badly worded (I'm stupid that's my excuse). also I'll go on personal rants as to how some of these may apply to me (whilst I can reasonate with each point listed here I won't go on a rat on all of these)

Physical hyperactivity (inability to sit/stand still (I used to think this meant that people with ADHD were incapable of. Sitting down (while constantly fidgeting or not) for one whole class)(I was an idiot)(I still am)). (Just overall constant , movement (I might have it idk I'm ALWAYS

Excessive talking

Stimming, fidgeting, general and overall repetitive movements (such as flapping hands, pacing, clasping hands together, etc)

Low attention span regarding things that don't garner much interest to you

More likely to be autistic, have anxiety or depression (or generally have other diagnostic conditions)

Ability to Hyperfocus on specific things, at times out of their control

More likely to have a lower Performance in school that most people

Proneness to addiction

Rejection sensitive dysphoria/RSD (really sensitive and afraid to rejection or criticism or disapproval or stuff like that. I'm questioning if I have it and I'm pretty sure I do bc i would have a whole breakdown bc i accidentally had a bad unintentional thought about this cool person I didn't want to hate me)(it's complicated)

Emotional disregulation (easily irritable, excited, stressed, stronger emotions, more likely to lash out, etc)(people with this are usually described to be much more emotional)

restless leg syndrome (except it's permanent lol)

Lower memory spans regarding most things

Forgetting to fulfill basic needs (such as eating, drinking, showering, etc)

Women/AFAB people are more likely to be diagnosed with inattentive ADHD (this of course does not rucking mean afab people can't b hyperactive my god)

Mental hyperactivity (racing/constant/overlapping/repetitive thoughts or stuff like that)

Impulsivity (doing stuff without thinking them fully though or not knowing why)

Sensory issues (sensitivity to sensory output such as noise, brightness, etc)

Easily bored/underwhelmed/understimulated - more likely to want to seek constant dopamine (due to l

Easily overwhelmed (whether itd be due to aforementioned sensory issues, emotional disregulation, rsd or stuff like that)

More likely to be perceived as "childish" (from what I've heard obviously this and many other things listed here don't apply to everyone)

Executive dysfunction (can't do shit at all)(ok it's more complicated than that just Google it up or something)

Having Hyperfixations (things you're DEEPLY invested in for a period of time, it can be a few days, weeks, months, sometimes more than a year, depends rly)(I'm still questioning if I'm neurodivergent but like I'm pretty sure I was in a DEEP hyperfixation mode when it came to sonic for like. A YEAR. like I literally it was literally the only thing on my brain the only thing in my life. and I would get realllytyy excited about learning obscure information about it or infodumping and I would flap my hands bc of how excited and passionate I was Abt it)(man I miss the times when I was so passionate about stuff I liked it was so fun :(( )

Higher/lower levels of empathy (I've seen this moreso been brought up with discussions regarding autism but I've also seen it brought up with ADHD itself too)

Lower levels of dopamine

Impatience

More likely to be a maladaptive daydreamer

Its cause is usually heavily genetic (meaning if your family or a family member has ADHD, you are more likely to have ADHD yourself)

More likely to have insomniac/have general problems with sleep (I'm questioning ADHD. I'm writing this like... Five hours before I'm supposed to wake up for school. Great.)

There is also a higher relevance between ADHD and PTSD

If I missed something important let me know!! Also if you don't know some of he

This post is not meant to be used as a substitute for self nor professional diagnosis, though if you feel like you might have ADHD because of this post I recommend further research and conversations with trusted advisors such as parental figures or therapists/doctors (not me not listening to my own advice)(<- that was me regarding my latter advice)(I'm too scared to tell my parents about it man)(idk why)

Things to note:

ADHD is not just about little elementary school hyperactive white boys !!

There's a lot of things I mightve missed

Not everyone with ADHD has all these traits (obviously)

Some of these traits may be common due to the commonness of ADHD + autism overlap (idk though)

Apparently it's one of the most diagnosed forms of neurodivergence in kids (about 7-10% of kids in the USA are diagnosed with ADHD)(APPARENTLY idk)

There's more but I'm tired right now byeeee

[nshtn]

how well do you think wesker would get along with a s/o or friend with ASPD?

writing RE5 wesker and making him way more sociopathic than I normally pen him for the bit.

with ASPD? well, he has ASPD. severely. he's a psycho-sociopath - i fear this is one of the more effective passive ways to strip him bare when it comes to existing relationships, but it also makes him almost unrecognizable as the Wesker that is often presented to the audience. i also think he would overly-strip his own persona to chameleon their own until he's acting a degree of detached he doesn't even find himself.

kinda DDDNE below i'm ngl!

i think he would literally just be like "hey, what are positive reinforcements for you?" and then literally reward/punish them like they're an algorithm and not really a person. cut out the middleman of silly things like "overly-abundant lingual placations" and "social engineering in an attempt to garner a one-sided lovebombing relationship relative to interests". he's not fretting about reciprocation or communication too deeply. he'd probably drop a lot of his persona around them because there's no point, depending on the type and severity and the level of friendship that is shared.

probably likes to talk about deeper aspects of humanity he finds confusing with them. (issue: he's a know-it-all hotheaded egomaniac who is snobby & pompous) yes, he knows why people are programmed with disgust, but isn't it annoying? why must he fret in the trenches of 'reciprocal social warmth' so that his plan - benevolent in its' leanings (absolutely not) - may progress? why can his intention, the bigger picture, never serve as enough for most of this useless, ungrateful population?

he has to stem his brutal honesty when others speak. people twine their words around common idioms and metaphors, dancing around truths that mean nothing to him just to spare their own hide. it's difficult for him not to spring into a lecture when his scientists do something wrong that he could never. he has no empathy to spare for failure to incubate limited, unstable samples. must he do everything - must he teach everyone everything every time, or will they find insult in that, too? and doesn't his little friend find it difficult to participate in this annoying "dance"? it's draining.

i think he'd express less of his anger towards them specifically because, if their ASPD is severe, they're likely not even doing things to intentionally seek it (unless they're acting directly, inescapably incompetent - but he won't pull out the big book of ad homs; why do it if it is to no effect? he almost wishes they'd respond to his prodding so he'd have something to use, so used to the mask that going without feels itself a breed of foreign.) he automatically views them without the same level of malice as long as they don't harbor thrill-seeking in destruction or passive, extreme homicidality like Marcus.

he'd likely spring into deeply philosophical or scientific topics with them with very little to buffer between it, nixing the small talk that people are used to because it isn't optimal - ever the optimizer, to the point of mania - the kind of man who rounds a corner, spots them, and immediately breaks out into whatever problem he's run into with his own research with no buffer. hello, rubber ducky! of course, he expects the same from them, but he'll mind a lot less if they drudge through small talk, safety in the knowledge they find it as useless as he does when they're both public-facing. (the truth is that wesker does not mind the small talk when it's all about him, but...)

do they not feel an irk when they must relax their tension manually? do they find it difficult to pull the proper degree of smile that a situation demands - never too much, never too little? he will flat-out ask if he can imitate if they're really that good or find it easy - while he can certainly do it, he doesn't invest as much of himself as he reasonably should as a bioweapons manufacturer and continually sits on the splitting, guillotine's edge of the necessary imitation. he'll also learn the tics that represent the sign that their irritation is peeking through when they're with others and act as their wingman, swooping in to pull them away with the expectation they'd do the same for him.

probably keeps them around for Excella's invasions of personal space like they're a beacon of safety.

they talk about how natural he was afterwards - where he can improve, what was perfect, where irritation bubbled into the periphery. they will likely have picked up on the fact that he bathes in positive reinforcement and preens to it. honestly, they could probably defang him and have him under them if they play their cards right.

he'd definitely probe on how deeply it effects them - neurology intrigues him and is a cog in the grand machine of his research, and to learn about the finer parts is useful, especially if he might want to induce it in people who carry uroboros (what grand, irredeemably unreachable goals - to invade the brain will only result in severe irreversible cannibal disease). he would definitely seek the physical representations that underpin it, and would feel great interest in the difference between someone who was born with ASPD vs someone who developed it.

blue umbrella already knew how to make weapons out of the thick dough of the humanity they're initially presented with. he needs to know how to do it at the genetic level.

willing to experiment with eachothers lack of:

"did you hear about [x]? do you want to see the raw footage?"

"at what age did you realize you felt a separation?"

"have you had an f-MRI before?" ... "what about an EEG?"

definitely puts his hands on their shoulders, waist, or grabs their wrist occasionally in interactions, examining their face for the telltale signs of flush. display it, do it. give him something to work with, please.

treats them clinically, in an almost insulting way, simply the way he treats others stripped bare. over time, as the fascination pours and froths over, it becomes playful and natural.

as he gets to befriend them more closely he'd be willing to be indebted to them to provide them with what pushes their own personal goals forward. unfortunately, i think he'd always have a degree of his own personal separation because they're an uncontrollable variable who knows enough of his depth that they could fuck him over. he will always strive to put out the ward that that goes against their finer sensibilities.

i think he'd fear that being too truthful with them, especially about his own goals, would make for another birkin. at the same time, there's a draw to someone so similar or even worse than he is, especially if he can use them as a nearly-consensual canvas without much prodding.

if he can talk with them about topics that usually evoke disgust in others, this will be the ultimate springboard into the breaking dam of friendship into a warped intimacy.

kinda nsfw:

he'd definitely enjoy getting reactions out of them to an unhealthy level that becomes near-exponential as his interest breaks the dam - if they're a sadomasochist, they're in for a fucking ride.

what closeness and ultimate equality in standings would look like to him would be different than it would be for someone who lacks ASPD - would they like to test uroboros? he could do some gene edits to produce an artificial compatibility... this is, to him, one of the most intimate questions he could ask someone in this unique setting; it is like marriage, flipped on its' head from something done without a second thought to a ritualistic, hierophiliac art form. would you join him on his pedestal and ascend? do you want to become true equals?

[archivalofsins]

There's a few things that are influencing my decision to vote Kazui Innocent. His ability to possibly protect other prisoners is not one of those things though and I'm going to explain my reasons along with why that doesn't even factor into it one bit here.

This isn't really a theory but an explanation of my logic.

A lot of my reasoning is based on being an all or nothing type of person. One could call it my bias or aversion but the one thing I hate the most is hypocrites and I try not to be hypocritical myself. So, seeing people "go think of his poor wife" after just coming from everything I saw people saying about Mahiru's boyfriend-

Yeah, no, people can shove that. I'm not interested in being lectured by people who only have sympathy towards victims when it is convenient to them. Then rationalize that behavior by saying there was a difference in the seriousness of the relationship. Mahiru was only dating but Kazui got married. Oh, how scandalous.

I personally see no difference here since both things are still committed relationships. At the end of the day both were bad to their partners and that led to their deaths. This is just my personal bias but how serious the relationship was would not detract from the pain I would feel if someone I was in a relationship with cheated on or hurt me in any way.

Because regardless I put my trust in this person enough to call them my significant other or partner and how they behaved was a breach of that trust that led to me being hurt. Having someone come in and be like, well, it's not like you were married so it's not that bad would simply not make me feel better personally.

Simply tell me the real difference between these two images.

That garnered such wildly different responses.

I am on my knees begging but I've seen how this fandom reacts to things like that already, so I doubt I'll get an answer.

Overall, the lack of sympathy I've witnessed regarding the victims of other prisoners up until this point makes me rather suspicious of this sudden amount of concern for the victim's feelings. When I came on here saying I was about to be heartless everyone should have taken that as a sign. I meant that shit. I saw how Mahiru was doing and said this far before Cat even released.

So, this is in no means a brand-new perspective from me. Because of how I have personally seen other prisoner's victims discussed I simply do not want to go-

"Oh, yeah you're right the victim's feelings matter in this case actually. Those other six before this well those were different."

I didn't see anyone going oh how do you think Haruka's sister felt it's not her fault that their parents are like that, Shidou's patients, or the hat girl one more time to rub it in Futa's face. I can't go back to discussing Mu's victim because of all the shit I saw with that.

Yuno is exempt because people simply assumed her murder was abortion. It depends on the person, but I don't really see a victim there if that's all she did. However, no one was like come on think of her clients or even went back to reexamine that case after the third anniversary art reveal which seems to be the prisoners directly after their crimes.

So, I'm very much in the camp of that's not going to persuade me into voting him Guilty and I don't understand why it's been brought up as a point of concern here and nowhere else. Mahiru is currently sitting at a firm Innocent verdict and these two things are basically the same to me.

So, it's only fair from my point of view that he's Innocent too.

Outside of that I think reducing people voting Kazui Innocent as them simply wanting him to protect the prisoners is a lacking assessment.

Because personally I don't give a fuck if he protects these guys or not. I know that may sound super shocking, but I really don't. Everyone in Milgram is a murderer, they better figure it the fuck out themselves. I mean they figured out how to kill someone before so they can figure out how to defend themselves.

Plus, I'm in a pretty comfortable position because no one I'm really attached to is Guilty right now. People that really care about Mu and Haruka definitely should want Kazui Innocent because those two can't fucking fight. Haruka literally admits to only being able to kill things smaller than him and Mu had to get the jump on her victim and seems oblivious to hostility.

Both are sitting in the Guilty seat right now. So, if Kotoko is voted Innocent again and keeps playing by Milgram's rules she will jump them and not the other Innocent prisoners. Milgram's second trial commencement notice even alludes to this bias being an issue stating,

"Do remember, Milgram allows for sensibility, morality, ethics, legality, preference, taste, or sexual inclination as the basis for judgement. You have done just that in the first trial, and you have my gratitude. Now as we come to the second trial, I'm guessing a new basis for judgement has introduced itself in your mind. You are also human. You can't help but develop attachments to individual prisoners. If you find one Innocent another might be in danger. If you decide to judge one as Guilty it may prompt the other to go in a wholly unexpected direction. In this environment of swirling interests,

Profits

and Losses

Will you all be able to follow the metrics of your own values, and decide correctly Innocent or Guilty?"

This is the reason Kotoko is last because if enough people already have their favorite prisoner's safety secure and the ones that they dislike are guilty it's far more tempting to vote Kotoko Innocent instead of Guilty.

Gunsli, how can you feel so comfortable, be so calm despite Mikoto not going on trial yet? Couldn't you be interested in having Kazui Innocent to possibly protect him? If he's voted guilty again Kotoko said she'll kill him how can you be so calm?

Well, you see-

"When you got skin in the game, you stay in the game but you don't get a win unless you play in the game. Oh, you get love for it, you get hate for it but you get nothing if you wait for it."

I'm sitting so comfortable because I'm willing to do whatever it takes to be able to say,

"I wanted what I got."

If after everything I've written about Mikoto he's still Guilty well that seems like a him issue. I don't cast my votes on a maybe, but other people can. Hell, I'm even willing to bargain for it I'll vote Kotoko Innocent every day of the fucking three-month trial if Amane and Mikoto are innocent first and I think a lot of people feel similarly. To the very end of Milgram selfishly with no limits I want to do what I want to do regardless of how that makes me look.

It's really funny that a lot of the fandom is fretting over the idea of a video game, not recognizing the game has been on for a few years now.

If that outcome happens I'll be upset surely but at that point regular Mikoto is just gonna need to learn how to block, he might need to learn evade too, or to shove something against these lockless prison cell doors so no one can come in whenever they want. Either way he better figure it the fuck out. Because Kotoko may still jump people regardless of what her verdict is.

It's even weirder to pretend Kazui is our only hope when it comes to defending the prisoners. Truthfully, they should all be evaluating ways to defend themselves after the incident anyhow. Especially since it's not like Kazui can be everywhere at once.

Furthermore, Kazui even expresses the possibility that he may be incapable of doing that on his own in his second voice drama.

Imposter Boulevard Kazui's Second Voice Drama

"That much is only natural. However… she really is strong, isn’t she? I mean, I’ve experienced some fights myself, but [going up against] a woman like her was a first."

Hm… Is she strong enough that even you can’t stop her from doing harm?

"Well, in cases like this, it’s generally the heavier person who ends up winning. After all, if she really does have proper killing intent, I can’t afford to let her injure anyone. It’s difficult, isn’t it."

Is that so…

"I was afraid that it’d come to this from the very beginning. There’s a lot of young kids here, too. It’d be hard for anyone to keep a decent mentality in a situation like this."

…You’re pretty rational.

"I wonder. Maybe it’s because I’m used to violence. Even so… I couldn’t make it for Shiina-chan. I feel responsible for [what happened to] her."

…

"Well, rest assured, though. As long as I can move, I’ll be protecting [the others]. After all, it’s pretty much just me who can fight her on equal terms."

Mikoto, too.

"Ah… yeah. Like back when he went out of control, right? I can’t quite read him, though… If both of them were to attack us, it’s possible that we’d suffer a total defeat."

A total defeat…?

"If that happens, this prison game would probably come to an end as well. All of that depends on your judgment, right, Warden-kun? Who will be forgiven by you and who won’t be…"

Then he stresses the importance of Es' verdicts when it comes to the safety of the prisoners literally asking,

"If at all possible, I would like you to choose a method that will not get any more people hurt. That’s what I’m saying."

So, you’re telling me to forgive you?

"(laughs) Oi, oi…! Don’t look at me like that."

I’m the Warden. If I forgive you, I forgive you. If I don’t, I don’t. There’s no other factors to it.

"(sighs) Wouldn’t it be okay? I mean, this situation with prisoners being hurt wasn’t what you wanted either, was it?"

…

"Just pretend that you’re looking at our sins, and make your judgment with the protection of the prisoners in mind. After all, nobody can read your mind – so that much craftiness would be fine, don’t you think?"

He's not just referring to himself but the other prisoners as well. Es assumes Kazui is asking to be voted Innocent but as it stands now we don't know how restraint will work for the second trial. If Prisoners that weren't voted guilty in trial one would be put under the first level of restraint or if it would jump to the second. Considering how Mu and Haruka are moving around I would assume it's the first level of restraint.

Meaning Kazui would more than likely still be able to move even if he were voted guilty. However, he does specifically say look at our sins, so he is referring to prisoners outside of himself as well while recommending this.

Something that people have literally already done with Shidou.

I know that I only voted Shidou Innocent so he could take care of the injured prisoners we have now and others in case another violent incident occurred. However, a similar thing happened there where people wanted to allude that Shidou being Innocent was bad for Kotoko.

The person I must state again who has jumped people, is in possession of numerous weapons, and can quite frankly protect her damn self.

That's not even going into the fact that Kazui to his continued admission was too slow to protect Mahiru. So, who's to say he wouldn't be too slow when it came to protecting someone else. I don't believe people are ignorant when it comes to this information.

He even brings up how if Mikoto and Kotoko attacked him at the same time he would lose. Something that has been implied as a possibility from the beginning.

20/07/01

Mikoto: Hey, hey, Koto-chan. I’ve been thinking this ever since I first heard your name, but don’t you think the names “Mikoto” and “Kotoko” kinda sound like siblings?

Kotoko: No.

Mikoto: Don’t say that! Let’s get along well from here on as the Koto-Koto combo!

Kotoko: I’m not doing that.

2022/12/15 (Kotoko’s Birthday)

Mikoto: Ah, Koto-chan. It's been a while. We were isolated for some time but, how are you doing? Lots of things happened, but for now let's get along. Here, it's your birthday right? I figured that no one would come celebrate it for you, so I came to wish you a happy birthday.

Kotoko: …What a carefree person you are. Someone as atrocious as you won't be forgiven next time too, surely. When that time comes, it'll be your last. Next time, I'll kill you.

Mikoto: Haah? Why don't you try it then, you lunatic. I'll crush anyone who tries to harm me…. I'll make sure to thoroughly beat you at your own game…!!

Kotoko: Hmph. The boundaries have gotten more blurred, it seems. Your existence itself is a crime. I will give you your punishment. This is MILGRAM's, Es', and also my own decision.

I can't speak for everyone all I can say is there are multiple other reasons that someone would want to personally vote Kazui Innocent. For me though I simply want to live with no regrets. So, I try to do what it is that I want in the areas of my life where that is possible. So, I'm gonna keep doing what I feel like.

[tamberlanecomic]

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[autumn-foxfire]

Ok, I think it’s irritating when fans blame another character for the author’s actions like hawks stans who blame endeavor for the direction in hawks’ writing when the real culprit is the person who wrote him that way. Maybe it’s a way to vent on an acceptable target, but as someone who likes hawks + endeavor (not ship) it just looks like another form of bashing.

It depends on how the criticism is delivered.

Talking about how Hawks character was being used to fluff up Enji's more than being a separate character with his own arc at one point isn't an attack on Enji's character, it's commentary on Hori's writing and how he's doing both characters a disservice in that situation.

However I do agree people can take it too far when venting their own frustration.

When I was following the manga, it was a point of frustration for me personally which I made posts about (which did garner disagreement which was interesting discussion to explore). My issue at the time was it felt like Hawks own existence was for Endeavor's benefit even though he had an interesting story that I wanted to see completed however it wasn't only Hawks who was suffering from this. Many of the students had that happen to them for the sake of Izuku too.

I know people felt like we were just complaining about Hawks giving Endeavor support and we're being unfair but at the time it really did feel like Hawks own story had been forgotten (or put on hold) for the sake of Enji's story.

I actually don't know much what is happening in the manga but from the lack of complaints in my ask box, it seems like Hori has moved away from doing that and/or it feels more naturally done.

[nohj3]

My hyper fixation as a child, (and still is? But I've since been trained to hide it better,) was humans. Specifically, emotional expression, personalities, social connections, behavioral analytics, etc.

And this netted me an interesting relationship with adults who acted like this. As they would often try to dismiss me as simply ignorant or too young to understand, and i would rebelliously retaliate by laying bare their secrets to them.

This was blunt, but effective. There was no faster way to have an adult respect my opinion, than look them in the eyes and tell them who they truly were. And if they continued to try to deny me my right to opinion, i would utilize The information i *couldn't possibly know* to psychologically break them down, until they were so far beneath me in the conversation they had no choice but to accept my words. You choose not to respect my right to thought, I will choose not to respect yours. A very childish problem solving method, but hey, i was a child.

I've since grown up a bit, and on some levels matured. Sometime around that magical age of not a kid anymore, but not yet an adult, i learned the much less damaging approach of the very words writ above. I opened with a respectful acknowledgment of their place, (while it's true I've experienced far more than me.), followed by a striking inarguable statement of humbling, (and you've especially experienced enough to know how much of this world you don't know, and how much you couldn't have known. You aren't omnipotent.),followed by a self inflation, (even if i know less than you, i do know *some* things.), soothed into a statement of statistical likelihood, (and it's really not that unlikely that some of what i know, falls into the category of things you *don't* know.), ending with a statement of caution. (So it would be rather foolish, even childishly arrogant, of you, to assume i know nothing you don't.)

Depending on the person in question the levels of ego stroking, degradation, self confidence, and affirmative speaking, would vary for maximum effect.

My hyper niche knowledge in humans, but not exactly other areas, often led me to situations of garnering The ear of others, without truly actually knowing the necessary knowledge they needed. So the weight of this responsibility spurned me to study. Study everything.

In this way i was perceived by adults as smart (i wasn't, i was merely autistic. My intelligence is fairly average.), mature (i wasn't. Still am not xD), And charismatic (i kinda am? If i try, and i rarely do, i could talk my way into anything. Lol). This... Wasn't a good thing. I sacrificed my right to childhood to be perceived with an equivalency of respectability. And even now, having not been considered a child in longer than i can count, i suffered for it.

Because whilst i succeeded in achieving equality, i did so by becoming them. Which i SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO DO. At least not so early... Apologies for my passion, but i Should have simply been respected as a human fucking being. Instead of being asked to work my ass off simply to be allowed a voice at the table.

I didn't achieve equality, i achieved self sacrifice. And accomplished nothing!! I hate the way children are treated!! Everyone talks for them!! Everyone acts like they're this precious... Object!!! That must be cradled And protected, not because of their humanity, but because of their LACK OF HUMANITY!!! Everyone decides everything for them!!! They don't get to choose, they simply have to endure the consequences of people who act like they know what's best for them!! And maybe they do, maybe they don't. But given everyone constantly fights over what is or isn't good for kids, statistically SOMEONE IS WRONG!! And therefore some kid SUFFERS!!

And they can do nothing about it. Nothing at all. They're powerless, not because they are kids, but because their intrinsic right to power as a human being is cruelly withheld from them. Becoming an adult isn't instant. It isnt them waking up one day, and magically they're adult now. It is a slow process over multiple years, And acting like they're not at least in some part or way already adult, is to look them in the eye and tell them what they know to be true about themselves is a lie.

So they fight, or they run. Either they unnaturally and unhealthily push themself screaming into adulthood, just to prove some part of them already was there, but in the process they deny the parts of themself that still held onto the whimsy of youth, or they bury these adult emotions and thoughts, obediently pretending they're nothing more than the mere cute little toys the first class citizens above them delusionally desire them to be.

I can't see a world where either of these outcomes lead to a positive epilogue of these kid's childhoods...

They're not objects, they're tiny people. And people have rights, or at least they're supposed to. Kids often don't. They're the primary class of citizens that legally are treated as a lesser form of humans. Being treated like they're everyone else's responsibility to be kept in their cage of innocence, so they don't accidentally discover adulthood sooner than their time, despite that their very instinctual being is trying to slowly become that very thing.

For the kids! For the kids! Protect the kids! Protect the kids! What if a kid was here? What if a kid saw this? What if a kid showed up? Sanitize everything!! They're so innocent and precious and unexposed to the world, we must keep them this way for as long as we can until we forcibly and unceremoniously kick them head first into the world and expect them to just be an adult now with 0 training or experience. And if they complain, they're an adult now! It's no longer our problem!!

Go fuck yourself.

No really. Go fuck yourself.

Kids are humans, And by god they deserve to be treated like humans.

it also made me very sad at one point one of the kids said her dad was being hateful towards drag queens and that he had a very skewed/incorrect view of what a drag queen was and wouldnt listen to her and told her she was “too naive” when she tried to explain

and i replied “if i remember correctly when youre at this age it seems adults will wave off any of your life experiences even if they lack their own because they refuse to see those younger than them as their own people” and EVERY SINGLE KID AT THE TABLE turned and said EXACTLY

and i was like. oh. so i wasnt alone in that. but also. i dont have to BE that. im not doing that. im listening and actually talking to them. i hope that there are older people in their life doing the same.

um. i dont know how to say. please listen to the children in your life. its true sometimes youll know better but, often times they have perspectives we may miss and dismissing them hurts everyone in the end. we have so much we can share and learn together.

[lostusagis]

@jiraipink asked:

From the munday questions meme!

8. What makes you stray away from canon material and base your character, in case of canon muse, on your own headcanons?

11. When do you think a ship is not fruitful for your muse development or enjoyable to write?

More Munday questions

Honestly, I'll have to be extremely unhappy with canon and how something ended up for a character to stray away from canon and use my own headcanons. Honestly, when it comes to Kamui the only part where I stray from canon really, is how Umibozu was forgiven. From what it seems, gintama completely glossed over the father/son issue. I don't like how it was done and can't see Kamui so easily getting over what Umibozu put him through. Umibozu didn't even fucking apologize c'mon. But I still use a lot of headcanons when it comes to the siblings since there wasn't as much done with them as I wish there was. Where's my Kamui/Kagura 2 year timeskip training arc flashback fuck you sorachi

For ships with Kamui I've become extremely picky on them because a lot of these ships I had were not good for his development nor were they even enjoyable. I don't want Kamui with a muse that their entire character revolves around their obsession for sex, for one Kamui would not be interested in someone like this, and this is literally what he assumes women only want when they hit on him anyway. It's not even that I dislike smut, I don't, I really enjoy it when it's with the right mun!!! But if all the fucking interactions are smut based I'm going to get sick of interacting with the muse. Same case for Kamui.

I think also.... something that wouldn't be good for his development is when a muse is too nice and agreeable. Okay, eventually this muse and Kamui can grow to be friendly with each other but I prefer when a muse doesn't take his shit. When they talk back to him. It really depends how though since Kamui doesn't like being blatantly disrespected and has injured people before because of this but if they're not just fragile and afraid then in the long run it'll lead to more interesting interactions, more likely to garner his interest, and hopefully lead to honesty since they're not afraid to tell him off when they're on more friendlier terms. I think this is the most satisfying type of ship for me when it comes to Kamui. When it comes to ships I DO want him to grow. I don't mind toxic ships sure, but only if stuff ends up that way gradually. But I would like for him to grow out of toxic behaviors in relationships if possible. If it's not I don't particularly mind as long as it's enjoyable though, it really depends if that makes sense.

[lucheng-shu]

If you're looking for a particular class, I always favoured Crystallography. It wasn’t a busy class, not even for overachievers like me, but I always found them so fascinating. Beautiful things, versatile as well, but of course we weren't permitted such luxuries when they weren't needed. Though, I suppose Onomancy would be far more of a typical lesson for one to study, or perhaps astrology would be more to your taste - to learn of my stars as I have yours. Most of my classes were more banal things though, even with the company of two of my peers, politics, languages and the like. I hope they're alright, despite it all.

One of the few things I have allowed myself here is a small knife made of a beautiful green stone, rippling, some type of arcane transmitter (alas the name evades me, though Aristaeus is what I have christened it as) Not that I've admitted it, but I hold it quite dear. Did you know that they emit a hum when an arcane charge is passing though? Low, but pleasant, and the tone changes depending on the crystal.

And it is a shame what was said to your friend, but I am sure she will not retaliate. It isn't in her nature to be so bold, but perhaps if you wished to comfort her let her indulge one of her own recipes. Or, if you have the time, ask her about her jewellery.

14.8.1065, 17:10

Thank you truly for the suggestions. I had my name read once long ago, I’m sure it would be wonderful to in turn be able to do it myself too. I’ll take all the classes I can. I’m sure you understand I’m not somebody to miss a chance of a lecture. Everything I can attend, I will be there for.

I do hope the students don’t mind too much. No matter what I do, my mere presence seems to garner the attention of others. I’ll see if I can talk to those teaching beforehand, just in case. If even for just a moment I can understand what it means to be here, I will be happy. Clear my mind, and become someone like the young fey listening intently.

My arcane focus isn’t crystalline in nature, so my familiarity with how such objects react to certain things is rusty. I’d love to know the intricacies, if you ever find time to list them. Sometimes I catch the fey talk about their interests. It’s easy to see the difference between conversations of necessity and when I manage to bargain just a little bit of themselves into the open. My young friend, she is the same. I’ll continue to push her to do as she wishes, even when it ends as it usually does.

[literategoblin]

6/52 "Idol Burning" by Rin Usami

“In the same way that a night of sleep put wrinkles in a bedsheet, just being alive took a toll.” A very interesting dive into idol culture, cancel culture, depression, and dependency. Rin Usami explores a world many have only glanced at, but some will be intimately familiar with in their own way. The main character Akari, is a superfan of an idol. She follows their every move, appearance, and interview even running a fan blog dedicated to them that has garnered a following of its own. The book starts with her finding out that Masaki, the idol she follows, has punched a fan. We follow her and her mental state on a downward spiral as she struggles to come to terms with the news, among other things. This books is short, and I mean short, the official page length coming in at around 144 pages. But the format of the book is tiny, in a full size the book would be even shorter. As such, you would expect things to move fast. But really, they don't. This books is more of a slow burn with gaps of time in between the chapters varying in length from a few days to a few months at one point. We come to find out very quickly that Akari is not competent outside of her idol fascination and the work she does to contribute to it. Some may find this a point of frustration, this book is far less of a journey than it is a character study. The plot is very, very loose. We are more so watching Akari as she tries to roll with the punches and realizations brought forward by the scandal and other things in her life. We watch how her relationship with her family is strained by her dependency on Masaki and the things she does out of obsession for him. I wish there were more to say without spoiling things, but it's hard to say much. this work has been divisive in my experience, some finding it an emotional, intimate exploration of depression and coping that hit right to home. While others find it a frustration "Nothing happens" book with a bumbling character with an outlandish hobby/obsession.

To me, the book was interesting. In many ways I could relate, but in others I just couldn't either due to culture or nature some parts of the book just failed to find their footing with me. The prose has its moments but as many times as it is sharp and cutting, it is dull, lost and rambling off on something that feels un-needed. All in all however, I can say that I recommend this book to someone with an open mind or with an interest in the culture. It's certainly something different, and with such a short length it wont eat into too much of your time. 3.5 out of 5. Much closer to a 4 than a 3. Idol burning has strong moments that truly grabbed me, but had just as many moments where it let go for just a little too long. Meandering until it finally got back on track.

[thejadedking]

Was it wrong to hope that Sebastian would stay true to his word? That he wouldn't one day follow in similar footsteps to the kindred and lose all energy to make even the slightest difference. Maybe the male would be different, he was alive, he wasn't trapped in a single moment for the rest of his days while his insides twisted and turned more and more with every passing century.

Galeb didn't have much hope when it came to most things, but maybe he could have hope for the mage.

Though there was one thing that quickly stood out to him, garnering an instant and sharp reaction. "Should anyone dare, I will tear out their throat." It was almost a surprise to himself how quickly and easily those words fell between his lips at the mere thought of someone seeking to harm the mage, or worse. It was a reaction spared only for those who would betray him or betray those he was loyal to. Though maybe Sebastian had been added to the latter category without the kindred even realising it.

If he did act on it, it would surely spur on a war, particularly if they realised what had stood in their way. No, he was too old and too weary for all the ins and outs of the politics behind it all. Not that he'd ever shared much interest in any form of politics to begin with.

What came first above all? His loyalty to the Camarilla or to someone he cared for?

"That depends." The Ventrue calmly uttered, settling back a little from the moment of tension that had coursed through him. "There are rules..." He'd said those same words before when faced with the possibility of change. "If we don't follow them, there will be chaos." Line for line it came out, repeating it over and over again as though it was programmed into him at this point. Yet for a moment, he dared to think for himself, his grip of Sebastian's knee tightening without noticing. "But yes..." He finally admitted, letting out a heavy and defeated sigh. "The same can be said of the Camarilla. I have seen... changes, but few and far between." The fact that he was no longer ordered to hunt thin bloods being the main one. "We are immortals... change doesn't come easy to us. If at all." The last few years had simply proven that. "We don't trust easily. Not even our own. To trust another? An enemy? At this stage, it seems impossible." Said the creature who was unwittingly the main reason that others had accepted the current Prince, Hazel Iversen, all because Galeb had approved and they respected and trusted his decision.

For all the things they had in common, they were fundamentally different. Galeb, being so old and tired, had already submitted to the way things were. Sebastián was still feisty, still rebellious and willing to change things. Would he eventually become so submissive to the status quo as well? The mage wondered... Perhaps, but until that happened, he would continue defying everything he thought obsolete and wrong.

There was an ever growing feeling of intimacy between them, strengthened by the honesty in which they were revealing their thoughts and perspectives. Sebastián didn't fail to notice how willingly Galeb received his caresses, and so he grew a little bolder, letting his hand roam over the other's arm too.

"I'm not a dumb optimist, I've thought about it too," he replied, his voice but a whisper as his eyes saddened a little bit. Of course he knew change wasn't easy, nothing in his life had ever been. He had been met with resistance and judgement far too often within the very Order of Hermes, but that did nothing but reaffirm his resolve.

"-- Right now The Order is more harmful than good... If it can't be changed, then most likely my efforts will destroy it. Or destroy me. I've made a few enemies within the most conservative of my peers and they're not above trying to kill me."

Not the happiest of thoughts, but his voice remained warm and gentle. He found it hard to let it ruin his mood when he felt so comfortable sitting there, close enough to Galeb that he could easily caress his chest over his shirt, right where his unbeating heart should be.

"But wouldn't it be nice to live in a world where our kinds aren't mortal enemies all the time? Aren't there things in the Camarilla you'd like to be different?"

[levi-supreme]

A- Z Headcanons of Erwin Smith

Characters: Erwin Smith feat. small mentions of Mike and Levi.

Genre: Modern!au with tiny references to the snk canon if you can see it

Warnings: SFW, fluff. Some suggestive content.

A/N: Happy Birthday Commander (big tits) Erwin Smith!!!!! I wrote him a smutty fic for his birthday last year, so I shall give him something more family-friendly and relatable xD

Also, this one is dedicated to my bestie/sister-in-law Mrs Mia Smith @ack3rlady <333 these are highly inspired by our daily conversations about our husbands so I hope you'll like it 💖

Check out my other modern au!Erwin headcanons here!

A: Attention

Erwin is really attentive and pays a lot of attention to small details. He's the kind of person who remembers a lot of small details, and will hardly forget his schedules and plans.

However, due to his attention to detail, some people might find that Erwin is nitpicking too much. People might also think that Erwin is micromanaging too much as he wants everything to be perfect and in order.

B: Behaviour

Erwin is always calm and collected no matter the situation. He is always polite to people younger than him and respectful to those older than him as well.

Erwin is always the most grounded in his circle of friends, and people tend to depend on him due to how knowledgeable he is too. Erwin is very sensible and intelligent, and hardly does anything that would harm his image.

C: Career

With Erwin'a charisma and great leadership, he would do well in organisations that requires discipline and order, such as the military, the police, or the navy. He would be a very persuasive and charismatic leader who leads with knowledge and compassion.

I can also foresee Erwin doing really well in a political career. He is extremely persuasive and charming, and he can easily garner support from the general public and citizens as well. Likewise, he would also stand firm in his beliefs and work for the rights of the people.

Erwin would also do well in the corporate world, such as opening up his own business, working as a financial advisor, or a fund manager. He makes daring moves and investments, and even though they might be risky, Erwin's wit always bring the organisation he is working for to new heights.

D: Dating

I think Erwin would be someone who enjoys going on classic dates like in the good olden days; a dinner and dance, a late night movie at the outdoor cinema, a walk in the park. He loves spending quality and undisturbed time with his lover, and he loves diverting all his attention to them.

However! Erwin finds thrill and excitement in other kinds of dates too; arcade dates, shopping dates, beach dates, hiking dates just to name a few. As long as he's with his lover, anywhere would always be the perfect date.

E: Energy level

Erwin's mood is always calm and relaxed, so he doesn't have random bursts of energy. He's always on-the-go, and he is always doing something.

Erwin hardly has mood swings as well, unless he is too stressed up at work. Erwin does not really like surprises and impromptu occasions, and he prefers having a plan than to work on spontaneous bursts of energy. Therefore, Erwin would also behave as such, and he is always predictable and easy to go along with.

F: Fashion

I feel that Erwin would have a preference for long sleeve shirts, knitwear, and sweaters. He would like to wear light coloured clothing too. Colours like khaki, beige, ivory, and mother-of-pearl would look very nice on him. Baby blue and sky blue would complement his eyes too.

His wardrobe has a large variety of business suits, formal wear, and also more casual button-ups and tailored trousers. Erwin's wardrobe is more colourful during the spring and summer.

I also feel that Erwin is the kind of person who collects watches, and he has many watches for different suits and occasions.

G: Games

I don't think Erwin plays a lot of games, and he isn't interested in them as well. However, he might just give in to peer pressure and join Levi and Mike on games like Counter Strike and Call of Duty.

Erwin would probably enjoy playing card games like Blackjack and Poker, and somehow he manages to bluff really well. He would also enjoy strategy games like chess, shogi, go (wei qi), and reversi.

H: Hobbies

Other than reading and chess, I think Erwin would enjoy exercising a lot. He does a mix of aerobic and anaerobic activities, and running is his favourite. He usually goes to the gym with Mike and Levi where they would help to spot one another while at the weight machines.

I think Erwin would secretly enjoy crocheting too. It's hard to see Erwin sitting down for hours crocheting something, but Erwin is really good with his hands. He sometimes crochets gifts for his lover too.

I: Interior

I can foresee Erwin's house to be really wide and spacious, with not too many decorative items and furniture. Erwin would have paintings hung on the wall, and there would be bookshelves around the house too.

Erwin's bedroom is really simple, with a single bed, a small armchair by the window accompanied by a floor lamp. Erwin spends most of his time in his study/home office, where he would spend the most effort to maintain as well.

His home office would be bright and well-lit, with bookshelves by the wall too. Erwin has a preference for white lights and he loves opening his window during the day too.

J: Jealousy

Erwin would definitely not be a jealous lover, for he trusts his partner wholeheartedly. He doesn't worry if his partner is going out with friends of the opposite sex, as long as he knows where they're going.

However, Erwin can be a little possessive, especially if he sees someone hitting on his partner. He would switch from a calm demeanour and become a little stern, exerting dominance over the other party so that they know his partner's taken.

K: Kinks

You can't deny this, but Erwin definitely has a size kink. He finds his smaller-sized partner really desirable, and he loves how protective he can get over his partner.

Also, Erwin really loves holding his partner by their waist. The subtle act of putting his hand around their waist, or on the small of their back while walking makes him feel really 'manly', and he can be protective of his lover too.

During sex, Erwin would be a really gentle and sweet lover, always making sure his partner is feeling good. However, he definitely has his rougher moments too. Erwin would enjoy taking his partner from the rear, and he would get so turned on whenever he pulls his partner up by the hair or limbs so that he can take a good look at their blissful face.

L: Love language

Erwin is someone who wouldn't hesitate to spend his money on his lover. No, he doesn't necessarily splurge, but he loves pampering his lover with purchases. If his partner sees something they really like, Erwin would buy it. Erwin would also pay for meals and desserts, for the groceries, for dates, and anything that involves finances. Erwin wouldn't let his lover spend a single cent.

Erwin would also enjoy spending undisturbed time with his lover too. I feel that Erwin would sometimes be too engrossed in work that he forgets to separate work and personal time, so he would really appreciate spending quality time with his beloved. Even though it's activities like watching tv, cooking, or even doing chores, he appreciates all the little moments spent together with his lover.

Erwin would be so good at giving his lover words of affirmation! He loves singing praises of his lover, and he loves encouraging his lover with his words too.

M: Marriage

Erwin would look forward to married life so much. To him, it's more than being lawfully wedded under the law. Getting married means a commitment to spend their lives together, and a decision to be devoted to his lover for the rest of his life. It is also a promise to be by each other's side, supporting each other in everything in life.

Erwin would have an elaborate wedding proposal; he would enlist the help of his friends to make the occasion perfect. He would probably bring his lover to a place with sentimental value; like the place the went on their very first date.

N: Nicknames

Erwin would love nicknames such as 'sweetheart', 'dear', 'darling', and 'love'. They're simple, heartfelt, and not too cheesy as well.

Erwin would probably be embarrassed if you call him names with a slight tease, like 'babe', 'handsome', or 'hot stuff'.

Erwin probably got nasty nicknames in school because of his thick prominent eyebrows, but he definitely doesn't mind them. He even thinks they're funny (Mike called him Eyebrows, Levi called him Shitty Brows).

O: Outbursts

Erwin would be pretty well-natured and doesn't have much of a bad temper, but do not make him angry! He would flare up and shout at the top of his voice when he's angry, and his anger would last a long time as well.

Erwin also does not like to be challenged, therefore he does not appreciate being questioned about his choices and actions. He would be irritated if someone showed him any doubt towards his decisions and abilities.

P: Parenting style

Erwin would be the father who always tries to educate and be there for his children, just like how his father had been there for him when he was younger. Erwin would be the role model in his children's lives, showing them all the right examples and teaching them the right values and morals.

Erwin would also have his fair share of being a fun parent without forgetting about education. He loves bringing his children to the museum, science centre, planetarium etc for them to learn and expand their knowledge while also having fun.

Erwin wouldn't have preferences for a daughter or son as well, but I feel that he might be sliiiiiiightly biased to having an elder son and a younger daughter.

Q: Quirks

Erwin would unfortunately be a snorer, a very loud one too. He's constantly working and always busy, and he snores really loudly. Sometimes he even scares himself with how loud he sounds too.

I feel that Erwin would also tend to rub his eyes a lot too, because of how dry they always are. He knows it's a bad habit, but he can't help it. He carries eye drops around with him all the time.

For some reason I feel that Erwin prefers eating white meat opposed to red meat, so you'll see him enjoying chicken and fish more than others. However, he definitely wouldn't say no to a nice steak! Erwin's favourite fish is codfish, and he likes eating seafood like shrimps too.

R: Romance

Erwin is 10/10 a very romantic lover! He would remember the dates of anniversaries and birthdays at the tip of his finger, and he would plan for these celebrations way ahead too.

Erwin would pamper his lover just the way they love and want without asking for anything in return. He would be a very devoted and loving partner as well.

During sex, I feel that Erwin would pay a lot more attention on the foreplay and build up than the actual sex. He loves to pleasure and slowly prepare his partner, and he loves making his lover feel good as well. Erwin would prefer to be the dominant one in bed, but he wouldn't oppose to switching things up once in a while too.

S: Sweets

Erwin wouldn't enjoy sweet stuff too much, but he definitely enjoys eating baked goods like cupcakes, muffins, cookies, cakes, and doughnuts. Erwin loves taking his coffee black, and it goes well when he's eating a sweet treat as well.

He would probably avoid treats like caramel popcorn, candy floss, lollipops, hard candy, or anything that has too much sugar. Erwin would also dislike anything with whipped cream as well.

T: Television

Erwin probably doesn't watch much tv, but he enjoys watching shows like Breaking Bad, Prison Break, Sherlock, and The Crown. He would also enjoy shows that are educational, like the history channels and BBC.

Erwin would prefer DC to Marvel, and he probably has a secret collection of DVDs of DC movies that no one knows about.

U: Unwind

Erwin loves to read as a form of unwinding. Magazines, bibliographies, self-help books, fiction anything! Erwin also enjoys reading the newspaper, and prefers hard copies of them than digital copies.

He also likes exercising and sweating it out. Erwin prefers aerobic activities that gets his heart pumping, like running, swimming, and cycling. Erwin usually runs about 5km to 8km each time he's out for a run.

V: Vacation

I feel that Erwin would enjoy visiting somewhere warm and sunny even though he doesn't really like the heat. Erwin loves listening to the waves, and loves being near the sea too. He would enjoy visiting countries in South East Asia, such as the Philippines, Indonesia, Thailand, Malaysia, or Singapore.

Erwin probably grew up in the city, therefore he would love visiting countries that have a slower-paced of living as well. He would enjoy strolling around the city, visiting historical sites and learning about the country's history, study their architecture, and learn about the cultures of the people there.

W: Weather

Erwin loves the summer! He would enjoy getting a little tan, and he loves wearing thinner shirts during the hotter days as well. He does complain about the heat occasionally, but he loves the longer summer nights.

Erwin also likes it when its windy. He loves seeing the leaves sway with the breeze, and he loves the feeling of the wind through his hair as well.

X: XOXO

Kisses with Erwin are always deep and passionate. Erwin loves kissing his lover, and he always has to kiss his lover goodbye before leaving for work.

Erwin loves cupping his lover's cheeks with his hands while they kiss, and he definitely wouldn't object to a little more tongue too. However, he wouldn't be that affectionate in public!

Erwin's hugs are really warm and comforting given how big his build is. Erwin also loves enveloping his lover in a tight hug. Whenever his lover is in a bad mood, Erwin's hugs would definitely make everything better.

Y: Yearning

Erwin wouldn't be too affected if his lover had to leave him for a while, be it an overseas work trip, or a short getaway. Erwin would constantly be in contact with his lover, making sure they're having their meals and getting enough sleep. He would constantly send them messages, and video call each other every night too.

Erwin keeps the house neat and tidy during his lover's absence, and he would want them to returning to a clean and tidy home. Erwin would reach the airport early to wait for their return, and welcome them with a big hug.

Z: Zodiac

Erwin is born on 14 October, making him a Libra. Libras are known to be very charismatic individuals, and are always the spotlight in any occasion. Libra men are also extremely charming, and you would definitely find yourself become attracted to Erwin the first time you see him.

Libras, however, are rather vain, and pay a lot of attention to their appearance. Libras might also find it hard to settle down in a relationship, as they prefer to socialise and widen their circle.

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I don’t think I’ve seen what you’re describing but if you find it pls reblog cause I’m very interested 👀👀👀

And if you did dream it up pls tell us more lol. It kinda reminds me of an anime I used to watch that I can’t remember the name of

Oof guess I did dream it up since no one really knows what I’m talking about hchdfe

So, the pact marks themselves hurt when first put on (mainly for the human since they technically are being branded for their demon.) and though the ‘wound’ is sensitive for a bit after the pact mark is first placed.

The pact mark is often checked by your demon partner who gives it kisses nearly everyday (they don’t know you don’t get the same pleasure from it as they do.) you mistook it as them just being affectionate.

Touching their pact mark or your own garner the same reactions, they try to avoid letting you touch theirs as it is more…sensitive than yours is. Then can feel pleasure from both pact marks, you don’t need to be with them for them to feel pleasure from it. You could just trace a finger over the marking over and over, and your demon is shaking in place trying to keep their composure as you talk to them.

The pleasure it gives them is really strong, if you continue for long enough, they will cum. Demons obviously learn about this at a young age (before they are ‘allowed’ to make pacts.) and just think humans know too.

You could also hurt them by digging your nails into/bitting into the mark on either of you. People just think you’re nipping/scratching at the marking because it’s itchy while your partner is stiff as a board and on edge over what you might do next.

Pain isn’t as strong as pleasure when messing with the pact marks, though the pain is never explicitly explained (bc your partner refused to elaborate) but it’s enough to make a full grown demon bend to their knees, you’ve gotten them to beg every other time you punish them!

The pact marks only feel pleasure/pain between you two, though your demon is alerted if your pact mark is being touched by someone else (it tends to leave them feeling disgusted over the fact someone they don’t know is touching you so ‘intimately’, or at least your demon thinks it’s intimate) unless you both are close to the person they will be upset and act semi aggressively towards the person.

The mark gives different pleasure/pain depending what you do, pinch it? Your demon ends up jerking and glaring at you. Give it a slap? They instantly jump like they were actually hurt. Massage it? They practically go boneless (only if you two are alone) and tend to be a moaning mess. Lick it? Your demon it shuddering over it, they might even end up grinding against something to help relive themself.

If you have multiple pacts, they can ‘overlap’ in a sense that because the demons are ‘sharing’ a human, they can actually give each other pain/pleasure by playing with the other demon’s pact mark on your body. They can’t maki it work on the other demons body, only yours as your the human that has ‘bonded’ them.

With the ‘pact orders they can’t fulfill’ here’s a few examples. Ordering things like ‘please me however you think I want to be pleased.’ The punishment/reward isn’t given until you tell them if you like/dislike what they are doing. You could of course lie and make the pact do which ever you want.

The pact will act accordingly if you let it, meaning if you’re happy with your demon, it will reward them, if you’re mad at them, it punishes them. It’s always a nice way to let them know how you feel.

When giving an order, you can decide rather or not the pact will actually reward/punish them, however, you don’t need to say it allowed. The pact goes with your intentions, it won’t tell your demon wether or not they will be punished/rewarded. This is meant to force the demon to better comply since if they resist they don’t they might get punished.

Demons just want to please their Master, right?

With the punishment/reward situation, it’s much stronger on the ‘punishment’ end. The pleasure they get from the reward is dopamine, it basically just gives them a happiness boost. With the punishment, it hurts, but not severely. It’s like their entire body just got burned/electrocuted in an instant, it leaves no damage to the body as it’s a ‘phantom’ pain. The punishment also forces them to feel more…stressed? Anxious? Scared?

It sort of…gives them a painful surprise before striking fear into them and making the nervous/scared. It’s very brief since it’s intense for the demon, it’s highly recommended to use punishments sparingly as over using it can cause anxiety episodes/panic attack and you really don’t want to hurt them like that.

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anon asked: Im sorry, I don't know if you're open, if you aren't then feel free to ignore this :")

But if you are, this might be a random idea but can i get Diluc, Xiao and Childe's reaction when they learn that their GN! S/O has a natural skill to train slimes? I just think the vision of an adventurer reader constantly being followed by a small group of slime or them using them as pillows when they camp out is just too cute TwT

*:･ﾟ✧ this request is so cute hnnn i remember playing slime rancher a whole lot so this request makes me so happy <3

diluc x gn!reader, xiao x gn!reader, childe x gn!reader

tw: none

✧ Diluc Ragnvindr

• It was at your camp when Diluc found out about your natural affinity to garner slimes.

• Both of you just finished exterminating Abyss Mages in Windrise so you two ventured back to the Dawn Winery. The bad part is that it was nighttime, so you and Diluc had to make camp. It wasn't rare for you two to camp out, but it was the first few times that you and Diluc camped out together.

• You two act like an old-married couple but in the wilderness. Diluc fixes up the tent and prepares the ingredients while you start cooking. As much as you wanted Diluc to cook his signature steak, you settled for a hearty stew. Sometimes, if Diluc is feeling lighthearted, he wraps his arm around your waist and kisses your temple.

• These were the moments that you treasured. You know Diluc had a tough time showing emotion and you were proud of him for taking the step forward. The fact that you have his arms around you is also a bonus, though.

• You two enjoyed the moment together, feeling his warmth as you spooned his food into his bowl, you heard the rustling of grass. Diluc tensed, summoning his claymore as he placed himself in front of you. You appreciated the sight of his crimson hair and broad back if not for the fact that the monsters that showed up were mere slimes.

• You giggled when you heard Diluc's sharp sigh through his nose. You set down the bowls and touched Diluc's shoulder. "Let me handle this."

• He watches you in mild interest, watching you go near the slimes. He nearly stepped in when the three slimes are hopping closer but he froze when he sees you pet the slimes like they were dogs. The three little Dendro slimes cuddled up to you like puppies at you cooed at them.

• Diluc watched, flabbergasted at the sight. You looked so... in your element that he wondered if you did this normally. It was only a few conversations about slime training that you did do this normally and that you actually owned a ranch with a lot of slimes that you corralled by yourself.

• He's honestly impressed by how efficient your ranch is. Each slime is corralled depending on their element and the secretions that they emit are all sold to the people who need it, more specifically Albedo who never seems to not run out on slime excretions. Your entire ranch is perfect that he can't help but be proud of how much you accomplished.

• If you allow it, he also commissions you to get slime secretions specific for his drinks. He would be remiss not to use these slimes to the fullest advantage. Of course, he pays you always in full whenever he does and you giggle when Diluc gives you a knowing look when people compliment his newest concoction.

• If you roped in Diluc in ranching, he'd be a walking stick. He'd be so frozen on the spot that you had to bite your lip to prevent saliva from going everywhere when you laugh. It was funny to see the man use a vacuum only for the Geo slimes to hit his face. You're always there to bandage his scratched face and the excuse towards people and Kaeya is that he got stuck fighting a finicky Abyss Mage.

• But Kaeya ain't gonna let the image of a Geo slime slamming itself onto his brother's face go anytime soon.

✧ Xiao

• He found out when he was chasing off demon-possessed monsters.

• It was any normal night where Xiao has to purge the evil in the land of Liyue. Some Hilichurls, some Mitachurls, even the run-of-the-mill treasure hoarders causing too much trouble, Xiao continued on. During this night, he was busy chasing the last remaining Hilichurl, using his Anemo powers to keep up with it. He was at a much closer distance now, his arm tensing as he readied to plunge the monster--

• Plop plop! The sound of cryo slimes bouncing up towards the Hilichurl. In a comedic twist of fate, the slimes started clumping up to the monster, leaving it a shivery cold mess at it stopped itself from how cold it was. Xiao gently lowered himself on the ground, looking at the sight with a blank stare.

• Hearing the sound of footsteps, he brandished his spear, eyes flitting over to the perpetrator before it turned out to be you. You were holding a geo slime in your arms as more slimes followed you like puppies. Your eyes widened at the appearance of Xiao with his brandished spear and a Hilichurl getting cuddled to hypothermia by your cryo slimes.

��� "Hi, honey?"

• It took you an hour, the first few minutes are you trying to pry Xiao from killing the slimes when they got too close to you, to show Xiao that you have a natural affinity to train slimes. You showed him your ranch and all of the slimes that you've trained so far. Xiao was like a confused cat, eyes widening at each new addition to your ranch. He has to confess on how obscure this talent was, even for mortal standards.

• Still, it puts his mind at ease when he knows that you're safe with a bunch of slimes at your side. Even with their soft bodies and brainless... brains, Xiao knows that they'll at least be a distraction for you to run away.

• But still, to see you so content with a dendro slime as a pillow, watching your relaxed smile... He wishes he had more to his thighs to allow you to sleep on him instead. He grits his teeth every time he has to look at your sleeping form, with a slime underneath your head looking just as content as you are.

✧ Childe

• Out of everyone here, I think Childe would be the least surprised considering at some point, his younger siblings tried to ranch slimes only to end up frozen and sitting next to the fireplace. After a stern lecture from both his parents and older siblings, he can't help but think that whoever would do the same thing would be way too idiotic--

• Oh wait, you do it? Childe thinks it's the cutest thing in the world! Disregard the admonished stares of his younger siblings, saying that he was a simp hypocrite. He loves it and you!

• He enjoys watching you tend to the slimes like they were your own kids. He's like a little kid, watching his older sibling do something cool. If you were able to squint, you could see a little bit of a glimmer shining in Childe's eyes as you teach him how to take care of the slimes.

• Regardless, he's an excellent student. He picks up on how to take care of slimes fast to the point that he could've been your permanent helper. He handles all the heavy lifting, such as moving heavy toys for the slimes to play with, the feed that slimes needed, lifting you up in the air and twirling you around like you two are newlyweds (honestly, the image of you two settling down in a slime farm seems like the best thing Childe could think of).

• If possible, he asks if you can expand your ranch towards Snezhnaya where his siblings can watch you work. He can practically see his younger siblings' faces as you taught them how to care of slimes amidst the freezing weather. Even when Childe has to walk off the jabs that they've done to his side for falling in love with a slime rancher, he's still thinking on what ring to get.

• Remember that he's a family man and he wants to settle down at some point. Sure, he has an insatiable bloodlust but when you came along, the hunger for violence dwindled down. Each time he sees you regard slimes like they were your own children, each time you slap slime secretion on his face to instigate a play fight, each time you kiss him when he comes back from his mission; all of those things made him remember that he wasn't Tartaglia or Childe. He was Ajax, with a light in his eyes and a bunch of slime children to wrangle.

• Of course, he's still a child at heart, so if he sees you getting comfy with a slime pillow, bet he's gonna yank that slime from under you and replace it with his thighs. His thighs are packin', at least better than Xiao's, and you can feel them tense if you run your fingers over them.

• This is why you lose precious sleep and have Childe do all your chores for you. And no he gets no payment in kisses.