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“Love + Destiny = Crap”

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009 x clover knight

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Now kneel before me, peasants!

1# (Mixed Media Milgram - Muu Kusunoki as Riliane Lucifen d'Autriche)

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drawing milgram instead of working on finals (its so over for me)

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Miku: …You're still training? Ayame: Huh? Yeah. I mean, I'm not going to be an idol anymore. Miku: You won't? Ayame: I kind of gave up. But giving up on your dream doesn't mean giving up on your hobbies, right? Miku: …I suppose. I didn't have a lot of hobbies. Ayame: What about drawing and reading?  Miku: … I think… My biggest hobby… was traveling, sort of. Even if it's all the places I've already seen, I couldn't get enough of the feeling that I can go wherever I want. But here, we're trapped. Ayame: Hmm. So you do care about being “free”, Mi-kun. Perhaps, out of all of us, you can still be saved.

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Toa: Could you maintain my photo album for the time being? Remi: Huh? Toa: Because I don't go out so often anymore… Hm… I took the responsibility of keeping track of the events in prison with my photos, but I end up missing out on things the most. So, if you could, please, take photos instead of me. Remi: Wait, I can just let you out of your room more often! I'll accompany you so Echo-chan doesn't get concerned. You don't have to miss out on things. Toa: Not interested in it.  Remi: What? Toa: Going out of my cell. I'm not interested in it. Just take my camera.  Remi: Wait—!  Toa-kun…

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Saw the change in trauma responses and I think Kouta should be allowed to be aggressive a little bit instead of passive I was actually talking to Nott about Kouta and was like I don't like the fact that the only reason he seems okay with Kai helping him is because he's convinced himself that Kai is equal or lesser than him because she's not a full savior.

Ayame is still doing fantastic actually by pointing out the issues that could arise from this dynamic.

If I were to extend the benefit of the doubt I'd be like yeah makes sense for him not to want to be around someone that may constantly be looking down on or pitying him. I.E treating the role as more of a job and by extension him as nothing more than a something to work on. Yet I found the timeline between him and Ayame to display that passiveness of his well.

I couldn't help thinking if you have complaints about the system you can complain about it instead of just latching onto the one person who didn't neatly fit inside of it. You can just tell the saviors they're being kind of annoying and full of themselves about it. Pretty sure there are many who would agree. Like Toa.

What I mean is I get how under different circumstances Kouta may have been more direct but I think he should start throwing hands as a treat. Just a little let him fist fight somebody. He may not win but it might be just a little satisfying.

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au where tsumigrams have the same life circumstances but different trauma responses/ways to cope with these circumstances.

different trauma responses would also imply different temperaments etc. but i tried to keep their core personality traits as close to the original as i could, just adjusting them

detailed text notes under cut

Hiiro: She is probably the most changed in terms of preferences, lifestyle etc. because the circumstances that heavily influenced her were family circumstances. Because her personality was forming differently from the very childhood, the way her peers perceive and treat her would also change a lot, and that would also make her continue to form in a way very different from the original, and so on. She would still develop the same mindsets/approach to life and still have the same serious personality though.

Hotaru: Instead of dealing with that they're being excluded and trying to appear as least noticeable as possible to avoid abuse, they would overcompensate by being overly social. Just talk to everyone. Original Hotaru is already annoying Hiiro much enough but this one would annoy her soooo much they'd never shut up. Which doesn't mean they'd succeed in like, not being severely autistic and off-puting for the general society but they'd find at least some friends. They'd try to get into every school/university event and horribly fuck up everything because they're incapable of anything at all and go teehee oopsies daisies ^_^

Kai: If you think that original Kai is awful and cringe you now know she could be so much worse. Original Kai is insane but tries to hold it back and has moral ocd that restricts her this one just gives in to insanity and doesn't develop moral ocd strong enough to stop her. It's like I got a glimpse into the nightmare dimension I'm scared. Also she's feminine in this au because the original Kai tries to cope with having a boyish appearance by purposefully having a boyish fashion style, but this one tries to overcompensate by being very feminine with makeup and accessories and all.

Kouta: As you may see nothing changes that much but well really nothing changes that much. The original Kouta's problem is that he has horrible problems with suppressed anger and being a suck up this one just fights people unprompted. He's more aggressive not in the sense of being angry (Kouta is always angry no matter the universe) but in the sense that in the original he's very passive. He probably occassionally touches grass instead of absent-mindedly scrolling through social media forever. Still has severe depression which is not very good because while the original Kouta lays in bed and stares into the ceiling all the time, this one can easily find enough physical energy to like, [redacted]

Ririka is here but no comments for her because people don't know her original personality either I guess... (although it's not like I'm hiding it) But she's basically just way more shy/detached/passive than in the original while still desperate for attention and thinking that one person should fulfill all of her needs forever (stopping here because I can't drop ririkai lore)

Remi: I gave her shorter hair because Kai got her hairstyle/hair length so I kind of swapped them. Her personality reminds me of the original Kai too. She'd be more self-isolating and self-victimizing than the original Remi while still having an awful savior complex. "My occupation is being a caretaker they don't even pay me for it"

Ayame: She would be more cheerful and genuinely idol-like in personality. She would also try to get validation/attention through social groups rather than close relationships. As in she'd actively maintain her social media accounts, do streams etc. and have a pretty solid fanbase. She'd enjoy people having parasocial relationships with her but flee when anyone wants to an actual emotional connection.

Chise: You can tell from the design but she'd be pretty similar to Remi, not so upbeat though. The original Chise self-isolates further in response to her peers excluding her, but this one would try to appear as "one of you" and overcompensate by being too social like Hotaru. However, the thing is that Chise's personality is naturally pretty reserved and like, judgemental, so sooner or later she'd get annoyed with everyone and cut off all the social connections that she made, and then repeat this forever. She would also still have her superiority complex and generally view relationships as some sort of transactions or temporary contracts rather than feel genuine interest in the people around her.

Echo: Worst girlloser. I'm not sure how much I can elaborate on because I'm not sure how much you people have grasped from Echo's lore. I'll just say she'd be chronically online and very hard to communicate with in real life. She would probably also be much more dependent/clinging to those she managed to get close to while the original Echo is more avoidant.

Toa: He'd be very self-isolating, defensive and trying to numb his feelings as much as possible. Toa's worst fear is being left alone with himself but while in the original he tries to be around people all the time, in this au he tries to get control of his anxiety by cutting off all contact with people. He would still do nothing but serve others but only particular type of people who have no one else to rely on like outsiders/bullying victims. He would also still be somewhat caring but in a very tough love way as in he would be the one to kick Miku drawing on the floor in that one kaimiku timeline.

Miku: He would be a proper boy diligent student but honestly I think he'd end up in exactly the same circumstances sooner or later. He's heavily influenced by family circumstances that I don't think allow him to choose any other path in life. Maybe he would be just less bratty and not jump to doing "bad" things to get attention.

Would they still commit the same crime?

Hotaru: Hmm I'd say it's possible but this kind of crime would be not my first choice for them. The life circumstances of them & their victim would be too different. Even if they do the same crime, their motive would be pretty different too.

Hiiro: Yes, some circumstances would be different which could influence the voting too, but I can imagine a crime that'd be similar in pretty much everything.

Kai: Yes definitely and she'd commit more crimes on top of that. God bless.

Kouta: Yes.

Remi: Yes.

Ayame: Yes, though I think the circumstances would be kind of different in a way that her crime would lose a bit of its meaning. So maybe I'd rather come up with something else but I can't think of anything at the moment.

Chise: Yes but I think her crime could appear a bit more justified.

Toa: It's possible but I can't say there's a high chance of it happening, and his motive would be different either way. He would still commit crimes just different ones.

Miku: Unless he falls into the same lifestyle that he has in the original, no. His life circumstances are too different. Maybe a similar crime but with completely different circumstances.

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I'm watching Ranma 1/2 and honestly this girl is what Mahiru is like to me,

You wouldn't pick on a little baby would you? You bullies that would make you cowards.

Huh well she isn't wrong-

A millisecond later

Yeah girl get them kill.

Weaponize being weak to and the intrinsic biases against women to your advantage and then end them- Do it. It's never not funny. I love characters like this.

Azusa Shiratori is great. Me each time I see this type of personality depicted in media yeah you know what fuck it you can get away with anything actually. Do it you're so funny and great for this.

Also Star and I are watching it together and she said Mahiru talking to Kazui about martial arts be like-

20/06/19

Kazui: By the way…… thanks, Shina-chan. You keep going around and talking to people to make sure the mood never gets too sour, right? It’s a big help. We’re all in here together, after all. If a fight broke out the whole group could fall apart.

Mahiru: ……eh? Huh~? Ah, no, I’m just talking to people because I personally want to talk. All the kids are so cute, so I can’t help but want to fuss over them! A fight, huh… But if that ever happened, then you’ll definitely be a big help, right~? Since you’re so big! And buff!

Kazui: Ahh, no. I mean, I’ll do what I can. Based on appearance, as long as nobody has a weapon, I think I can probably get everyone under control…… No, we should just hope that nothing like that ever happens.

Mahiru: You know, I quite like watching martial arts, actually. I don’t really get it, but it looks super cool. Hi-yah! Hi-yah!

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HAPPY (belated) KOTOKO DAY!!!!!! my beautiful cancelled wife

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Was recommended a pretty interesting video today mostly interesting in regards to Mu. What's It Like Being Mixed Race in Japan?| Wasian vs. Blasian. Then got reminded oh yeah hafu the thing Es calls Mu within her first voice drama is a derogatory term depending on the context. Es and Jackalope using derogatory outdated language about stuff.

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AITA for trying to spread my faith in a prison that has wrongfully convicted me?

(cw cults, abuse)

I (12F) was arrested and convicted of murder even though my actions were completely in line with my faith. Nevertheless, the teenage prison guard (15X) decided that I need to reflect on my actions, which manifested in a very mentally distressing manner.

A few other prisoners were subject to that torment as well. They were also beaten to near-death by a fellow prisoner (20F) who was granted leniency. Then another prisoner (29M) tended to their wounds with forbidden medical practices.

I went around trying to convince the injured prisoners and the doctor to change their ways and convert to my faith. The doctor accused me of throwing a tantrum and dismissed my words. Fortunately, one of the others (20M) has joined my side and is helping me spread the faith.

When the warden interrogated me to see if I had atoned for my actions, I once again insisted I had done nothing wrong. They insulted my faith, and I attempted to strike them with scissors and failed. In one last-ditch effort to convince them to see reason, I warned them about the evil doctor and threatened to intervene, and they slapped me.

AITA?

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Outfits part 2! Part 1 is here

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I am in time of course. Ah, tied guilti Kotoko

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sigh

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drew this as quickly as i could

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Ayame: Hm. Kouta-kun.  I thought you would be more reluctant to allow others to take care of you. Kouta: Is that so… Ayame: Because you've always stayed on the sidelines. I got this impression. Well, you must be enjoying being special now. Kouta: … Stop… exaggerating it. I just thought that I don't want to let Warden choose who would be interrogating me. I mean, Kai-san doesn't even have all the rights of a Savior, so nothing changes for me. Ayame: Ah. Right. Your Savior is defective. Must be hard, Kouta-kun. Best case scenario, defective tools simply do not work, but they might also harm you. I consider you a good friend of mine. So, please be careful with that. Well, I'll have my leave. Kouta: … Wasn't her voice… much higher than that?