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ruri dragon is a series yes. the author went into hiatus for two years and theyre finally out of hiatus! :D its very exciting
I had heard the author went into hiatus and just kinda assumed it would be one of those things that never got picked up again, but boy am I happy to be proven wrong. Immediately after finding out I went and read all the available chapters and they were lovely as expected. Super excited to keep up with it!! Cannot wait to see whatever batshit powers she gets XD That and I want to see her dad in a full color spread author please i am on my hands and knees
#ruri dragon#i am a lover of dragons so its always nice to find more good dragon manga#im also a big fan of how the author portrays teens and school life#the casualness of it all really helps sell the slice of life angle#and it already has vibes of like#mythical creatures not really being well known but still a part of society?#like ruri and her classmates dont thibk dragons are real#but also very quickly adjust when they have proof that dragons are in fact real#and one of em is ruri's dad#including the adults around her#its a nice spin on things where usually a lot of focus would have been put into the whole#'how do i hide this/how do people deal with the knowledge of the supernatural existing'#sort of thing that i was more expecting#which tbf the oneshot is also very casual (one of the reasons i loved it) so i suppose i shouldnt be too surprised#but im very happy nonetheless
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mike prepares for the job interview
since u guys seem to really enjoy the recently-scooped michael ... here's some more ... but it's a prequel to the first post >:D
[ part 1 if you missed it <3 ]
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#my art#michael afton#fnaf art#fnaf mike#mike afton#fnaf michael afton#fnaf michael#fnaf id au#EXPLANATION:#this is very soon post-scoop so he is not quite super duper purple zombie man yet#he is still rotting <3#and so here he is more passable as a .... guy thats realllly not doing well .... or on drugs or something...#but human nonetheless#i am still working on the decomposition timeline ref but believe me i will be posting that bad boy once im happy with it#scheduled post
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WOOO!! Rough Henry design LMAO bonus mini comic thing, BC why not
Y'all try on your mates glasses too, right?
-- Notes under the cut --
- He never shaves his moustache LMAO he does his beard, tho.
- Along with William, he needs glasses to see, but his eyesight is dramatically worse then Wills LOL
- The design is like-- sorta a combo of Henry's Novel and Character files design BSBSVSVSV
- This is his work attire, he wears suitable clothes for engineering ofc
- His wife left 🫡 as to why is unknown. They never fought to the extent of her leaving, but she left Henry behind one day, and Charlie. Charlie constantly thinks about it, but all she and Henry know, is Henry's wife left on good terms.
- Henry was the one to sing "my grandfather's clock" to Charlie as she grew up. Charlie was so fixated over the song, she would hum or sing it whenever they passed a Grandfather clock at the shops. Eventually, Henry created a smaller then average grandfather clock as a gift. This is why it calms the puppet.
- Henry has a habit of getting stressed and frustrated if work isn't going the way he wants. He doesn't lash violently out but he does request quiet and loneliness if he gets too heated. He has a personal punching bag in his shed.
- He originally created Carnie which later was repurposed into Lefty.
- After Charlie's death, he fell into severe depression. He drank heavily and it wasn't until he was confronted by Michael again, that he started seeing a therapist. He is still on edge alot and suffers from his mental health.
-- Relationships --
William:
- His relationship with William is very close lol romantically involved? No clue. Maybe they are, maybe they aren't, I seriously haven't decided, just like I haven't decided with Mike and Jeremy lmao
- Henry is William's crutch. He feels jealousy toward him, but ultimately relies on him most of the time after his own wife left (on bad terms). Henry doesn't mind, though.
- William is considered family to Henry.
- He is also the one to discover Williams corpse inside springbonnie and decided to board up every single safe room. Yikesssssss
- Strangely, Springtrap doesn't act violent toward Henry. He stares just- silently. Watching.
Charlie:
- Loves his daughter more than anything in the world.
- He passionately encourages Charlie's path in wood work after discovering her love for wooden crafts like the aforementioned Grandfather clock and various types of Puppets. Sometimes, if supervised, Henry hands her a block of wood and tools and lets her craft away. She finds peace in wood calving and Henry's utterly joyful.
- He struggles to recognise the Puppet as his own daughter, and unknowingly put her through so much pain when being caught by Lefty. It was only after the capture did he find out that of course the puppet is possessed by his daughter 😭 he just thought it was possessed by a very vengeful ghost. He didn't know that ghost possesed Golden Freddy, and that's why he's not in FNAF Pizzaria Simulator :')
Michael:
- He's on edge around Mike. He reminds him too much of Will.
- After Crying Child and Elizabeth died, aswell as Charlie's murder and William disappearing (he got spring locked rip), Michael lived with Henry shortly before disappearing himself. (He went to the SL bunker.)
- Henry looks after post-scooped Michael.
- Henry doesn't anticipate Mike to be the one to work at the Pizzaria Sim location-- but he knows this is where he wants to be.
#i swear I've seen a design like this before and its bugging me#bc i dont wanna accidentally copy someone else WAA#nonetheless I'm VERY happy with the design!!! colours aren't super correct bc im very limited rn.#ill do a proper ref when i get a new laptop.#henry emily#william afton#fnaf#fnaf au#my fnaf au art#five nights at freddy's#five nights at freddy's au#my art#also reading through the notes again#uhhhh sorry if anyone else did this concept already#i just thought of em on the spot 😭#similarities are completely coincidental
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Character card for Clematis!
2021 version under the cut
#oughhh my baby#clematis has been my baby for like 3-4 years now i love you cleemis#i love you descarn. i love you clematis. i love you embodiments#i love lore#oh yea context for this pic#this is a character (intro) card i made for a lore server me and my partner have!#its usually a bit inactive bc the server doesn't have much too offer atm- and me and noah are pretty hesitant about revealing lore bc#yknow..... we want to eventually make a webcomic that doesnt have everything spoiled already dsbgfjds#but its a lore server nonetheless. and im very happy to have been able to make this piece for it!#posting descarn doodles and stuff there is fun n all but i love a good rendered lore based piece now and then#ANYWAYS sorry for yapping jbdss#normal tags now#art#digital art#painting#digital painting#oc#oc art#descarn
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this time last year i was probably sitting in the kitchen while my dad started making an early dinner of chicken bolognese trying not to get too nervous about the concert i'd be going to in a few hours
#the nyc concert was last year. LAST YEAR .#thats so insane like yeah that feels like a year ago but good god the insane amount of stuff that has happened since#but god i remember that day so well#it was cloudy and a little rainy in the morning which made me ough thinking it was a bad omen and wouldnt be as fun#and i remember going to library and printing out my silly letters (i should have just. not done that lol)#and on the DAY OF on the way back home from the library#i even bought a cropped black blazer specifically for my concert outfit. havent worn it since lmao#and my dad and i even watched a movie at lunch#a short movie but a movie nonetheless. lol and even then i was like oghh my gosh excitement and nervousness#and then the car service getting there i felt so fancy and as the drive started the clouds were magically dissipating#so that it was a nice clear evening when i got to the theatre#and then all the insanity of the show. god i cant believe it still after all this time. wowie#going to listen to a playlist of the show setlist im gonna get emotional now. guys........#one of my fave memories is how everyone started standing up as they went into so may we start so i was like ok are we all doing this#and stood up too and then stood for the entire rest of the concert. i think the first 3-5 rows were like that for the whole show#surreal and insane i was front row. those guys were REAL and CLOSE#i was also very excited to notice russells new shoes :) when i wasnt like awooga (how i was 99% of the time)#there was one so may we start jump that was well. yeah. front row baby#i think after latte i was like ok i cant film i gotta just vibe#religious experience doing the 'ah ah ah's during that. really interesting#ok im not gonna go through the whole show again but wowie one of my most insane nights. second only to hollywood bowl#wow what a fun year it was. just so many incredible moments#ok yay 💖 happy one year to all that. love those guys so much#spars#ok not actually done beaver o lindy was INSANE LIVE!!! AS WAS EVERYTHING ELSE. so fun ok now done for real
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i love following you. to be cringe is to be free. i hope you get ur huge skeleton bazonkas
[pictured: me accepting to be strange and so weird with it. free. big boobs too. not seen. currently. it's hard to tell but he's smiling. like this :) see? that's me. thank you.]
#ask#anon#sorry thats clanker <- he knew all along#thank you. clanker amen. 🙏#i got another ask similar to this one. and i hope this fits as a reply for both. see? 2 clanker.#one clanker for both asks. one ask unposted but nonetheless seen. clanker :)#cant get two of him on anyone elses blog. sorry! thats the bricks. breaks. whatever.#clanker aside. (i know. its hard to put him aside. hes big huge. sorry. bear with me. ahh. thats me screaming because the bear.)#CLANKER aside. ahem. thank you though anon#im not sour about the previous ask. but i very much appreciate the validation asks either way#clanker happy too :) see? big smile. always.#sorry if this wasnt the answer you expected. but thats okay. pointing at him. clanker. see?#thank you for the ask anon :) clanker blessings be with you
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Yakuza Reincarnation (July 19, 2019 - Present) 4 Years / 11 Volumes
#yakuza reincarnation#sanaria ryuu lundberg#nagamasa ryumatsu#my edits#i may have started reading in april2020 but crazy nonetheless that it's already been four years. im happy the series is still ongoing!#i love everything about it very much! the story keeps my attention/the side characters are fun&lovable/the protagonist has become one#of my favorites ever/even the artwork is great & the volume covers are a perfect example! so despite me always preferring b&w i had to show#off this beautiful badass with color for once aahaha.. so hopefully it all looks alright because i actually really love how these came out.#oh& OF COURSE i realized the anniversary the day after! so was gonna be late regardless but starting&finishing this in a few days aint bad.
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I hope you have a wonderful day, you're one of my top 5 blogs <3
AAAGH I MISSED THIS ASK tyty that means so much to me weeps weeps <:-)
#asks#anon#i think because i consider myself a very kinda boring person irl#when people send me stuff like this i cant help but feel honored#like me?? the quiet crow that just draws in the corner??#idk idk its silly but asks like this mean a ton#im doing better to think higher of myself but shrugs it takes time#nonetheless tytyty sorry for rambling here in the tags ;_____; it just means a ton to me#im so glad my silly behaviors make people happy
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lesbian pride flag version under the cut because every time i enter the saw tag i get hit with lesbian amanda posts
#why is the quality on this awful :(#ive done 3 new things making this im not over the moon with the end result but im happy nonetheless#saw 2004#amanda young#saw (2004)#amanda saw#shes very silly to me i like to rotate her in my mind#i probably need an art tag
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i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that
#like oh....you think im one of them...bestie no im freshly 23 and im happy i made it this far i dont wanna go back#sometimes i hate being 5'2 with a small frame you have to be very careful and kinda vet everyone you interact with#idk there's a complex discussion to be had. i am someone who has went through what they fetishize and i know a lot of girls in that#community have too. so i worry a lot if if my behaviors and preferences accidentally align with that community in ways i don't realize#bc trauma will always reveal itself. idfk. when i was 20 i got in a relationship with a man who was 30 because i misheard him and thought#he was 24. i thought he was okay until we were at this giftshop and he wanted to get me something but as giftshops are super expensive#i mentioned i could fit in childrens clothes and it saves me a lot of money ($60 shoes are $30 for kids) and tbh fit my frame better#so he was “prove it” so i did and mf said “THATS HOT” ??????????? BITCH#my style wasn't even feminine in the slightest at the time 😑 it feels like a curse to have this kind of trauma then never outgrow this body#believe me ik how trauma changes your brain but how#as a woman#can you ever be apart of that community? why do you allow this to continue and not persecute these men for existing?#you're inherently enabling it and saying its okay this happened to you and its okay that other adults can hurt other kids#when my rapist got put in prison i screamed i yelled i sang i danced my friends set off FIREWORKS for me#when he got out i cried more than i ever have. i moved STATES (not the sole rzn but nonetheless) not that i was in the one he was in prison#in anyways but i was so fucking petrified he'd find me again. its embarrassing but i started sleeping with a chastity belt again.#i made more phone calls i ever have in my life to people who have and will get their hands dirty#i understand the self hatred those girls have. i understand the girls who sleep with everyone to take some of their power back.#i even understand the girls who want to get raped if they got assaulted but it never felt like enough for the pain they're experiencing#but please stay the fuck away from me. as someone who has tried to heal and wants every man like that erased from earth.#do not give them an ounce of attention. ostracize them like they're meant to be. leave it to god for their karma they will be dealt with#reckon with your pain and make sure it never happens to anyone else. only the harmed can make the greatest teachers#tbh bro i am disgusted with myself at all that those are the kinda vibes i put out.#what are you supposed to do as a woman when feminity is equalized with infantilism? i think its tone deaf and misguided whem girls are like#i dress this way to contradict societies views!!! babes its a whole cultural issue that requires reviewing and reforming#you are not doing anything revolutionary by wearing frilly skirts and saying im not like them bc they see you and ur automatically boxed in#i dress how i want and say what i want but i know as a individual im not the beacon of a groundbreaking movement#singularily flipping society on its head. dress how you want but be aware of the connotations. you're living in this society here and now#there's consequences that may not be in your favor and youll be assumed to have values that dont align with you and it may break your heart
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ive only followed u for a few months i think but ur genuinely one of my fave ppl on here!! u have such a wonderful presence on my dash and like in general u seem so cool and nice!
i rly rly love ur art too u have such a gorgeous style it actually motivates me to keep trying w my own art!!! one of ur pieces that i keep thinking abt is the one where its like. a dark forest and theres a hand reaching out towards u w an apple and the caption is "The meadow only bears pears but she still lovingly picks them for you. Won't you give her the doubt? She is still your wife." like idk why but its literally so cool and it gives me so many ideas of my own that i wanna draw some day
IM SO SORRY THAT THIS IS SO LONG and perhaps a little Cringe feel free to ignore it if u want to but yea i hope ur well and if not i hope u feel well soon bc u deserve it <3333 giving u an apple 🍎
UWWAAAHHHAHW GOSH .....
#asks#OUGH OUGH OUGH#thank u for the apply 🍎...#agh!!!!! this makes me very happy .#im so glad u like the apple drawing... the premise was a little silly .. & theres like a big apple in da dark of that drawing#nonetheless... tysm for da kind words .h eart explodes
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Raiju the kaiju: category IV, and number 1 in my heart
#pacific rim#pacrim#kaiju#raiju#raiju pacrim#raiju pacific rim#chicken scratch#this took so long <3 but im really happy with it!! i think i couldve done better with the lighting but im very tired rn glfglskdjfg#nonetheless im happy with how he looks#i love raiju sm <3 people dont talk about him enough#also the pacrim wiki has no choice but to use it/its pronouns for him bc we dont really have a canon gender (or sex-- since its a creature)#i use he/him for him because to me hes just a little boy fdglfdskjldg#anyway goodnight im going to lie down now i think#if youve read this far please know that i hope you have a lovely rest of your day/night!! ^w^
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idk how lighting works so i was just guessing. anyways at one point he steals one of the heart shards just so he can keep it away from tutu. but he gives it back later dont worry
#i was thinking it would be the shard with mythos curiosity bc that particular shard would ask him some Uncomfortable Questions#ehich im into#but i would have to change a pretty substantial plotpoint i think to make that work so idk#gold crown wonderland#peter pan#<- only tagged for personal organization i will cry if this gets picked up at large i think. happy cry. but nonetheless#guys who act as secondary/tertiary antagonists to the plot for a very brief period but at the end of the day are still good at heart#compelling to me#silarts#almost forgot my own art tag lmfao
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holy fucking shit swing dancing is so so so so fun
#there was a live jazz band…#and like a thousand older couples who were SO GGOOD AT DANCING#it made me so happy. i wanna be like that when im older#went w my bestie and we absolutely killed it (we are very inexperienced but had a good time nonetheless)#andi talks
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finally going back to therapy soon!!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳
#unfortunately it might have to be with a new therapist bc mine had a baby a few months ago and has a very busy schedule#but im happy nonetheless#cami.txt
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oh snap i should probably post this today huh
2022 art chart
#my art#artists on tumblr#art summary 2022#not a TON of improvement from january to december but i think im finally happy with where my art is nonetheless#very glad i didnt pursue art as a career cause i can just dick around with my art however i want#ive focused on expressive art for a long time because thats what I LIKE in art styles#and i feel like ive come really far over the years in that regard#and im very happy about that#no self deprecation we LIVE LIKE MEN#if you read all these tags uhh kudos#and thank you all#for the overwhelming response on the belly drum bitch post#i love you all
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