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obsob · 8 months

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i am a being capable of immeasurable love and whimsy

#and also. am a ilittlel kitty :3 #mine #cats #brain empy. felt tip cats ONLY #we were promised snow today n then they decided actually :) rain all day for u #i bought new wool for a cardigan today im SO excited its gna be so colourful #i was going to do some sort of Thing on the back like a heart or something but im still too scared to do colour changing stuff #maybe....maybe next time #i think i will try a patter w like. an actual grid with it first rather than just rawdog it #bc i . do not know what im doing :3

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mellosghosts · 2 months

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that one the pacifier 2005 scene but it's laura annoying logan just a few days before he fucking dies

#logan 2017 #wolverine #x-23 #hope u dont mind that this is a bit ooc from the movie i just thought it was funny #i made this comic a looong time ago but i had my reasons to not post art in 2023... im sure other artists had the scare too....#tbh i still do but whatever man i just wanna post my silly drawings in peace <//3 #my art #ghostlydoodles #marvel #x men #logan howlett #logan #x-men #laura kinney #laura howlett #artists on tumblr

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chloesimaginationthings · 2 months

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Do you guys fuck with the FNAF books?…

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goryhorroor · 4 months

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horror sub-genres: children horror

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crashedsea · 1 year

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Sorry but it really does upset me sometimes seeing childrens/teens emotions just being boiled down to being a kid.

Like. For a lot of people the struggles theyre going through and even just emotional ones will effect them for the rest of their lives.

And at the same time I get it like theres stuff that seemed so important to me as a teen and that I grew out of and gained perspective on but also like... There was so much i was stuggling with that was very real and practical concerns and it just like all got dismissed.

And it just upsets me so much. Because I'm still carrying all that with me and its like I would watch people say well you'll grow out of it you'll get over it and I fucking havent that shit was real and just because i was a teenager doesnt mean I didnt know what I was feeling. And it hurts so bad too because so much of it I just didnt have the vocabulary/exprience/perspective to fully understand or explain what I was feeling but it didnt stop me from hurting. And that also gets dismissed.

#vent /#sorry :(#im always sorry. because im already guilty even if i didnt do anything. because im waiting for you to get angry at any moment.#so sorry i said sorry please dont be mad #i cant even articulate the ways my mother fucked me over and im still here and i still care about her and it wasnt even ''that bad'' enough #to justify why I'm so traumatized because i cant just explain it #i cant just make it make sense.#but the drop of a hat and im right back there.#and im still so fucking scared and i dont rhink i can do anything #you know im so scared pf nreaking dishes and glass #because she would scream at us as children if we did it #and i was really clumbsy #and it got the point where i would already break down sobbing if i broke anything #and so she stopped yelling #but im still scared.#i still try to catch them even if it means the shards are just gonna cut me #so where does that put us?#i cant even remember it all do you understand #i cant remember but im LIKE THIS #i almost posted to main then decided against it

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deathricedrawn · 2 months

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i'm ready to try

#This drawing is kind of personal to me #I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing #but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point #When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life #This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with #eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself #which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now #I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me #I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif #I think i'll be okay either way #either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like #i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off #so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude #AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp #empires smp s1 #empiresblr #esmp #geminitay #art #fanart #alice.art #mcyt #mcytblr #song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP

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poladraws · 7 months

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exercising

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #senshi of izganda #izutsumi #marcille donato #falin touden #i tried bouldering again and im still scared

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purble-sarah · 6 months

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will i ever finish this? idk but ive been slowly chipping away at it whenever i need to destress so it'll probably get done eventually

(edit from 1 month later: i completed the drawing here for anyone interested in seeing the final piece)

#work in progress so please dont steal #ye its the red hood ofc #i love him #also yes the lighting is unrealistic dont come at me #also ignore the rlly bad motorcycle i still havent properly sketched it and im scared to #idk what to tag this so pls reblog and let this reach my fellow red hood enthusiasts #my art #my fanart #red hood #dc red hood #dc jason todd #jason todd fanart #digital art #dc fanart #jason tood #dc batman #jason todd #jason todd red hood #batman comics

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celerydays · 1 year

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Princess and the Frog Turtle AU 🐢👑

#apparently it's been MORE THAN A YEAR??? since i've posted to tumblr?!?!#what up i guess #i'd forgotten i had a blog tbh #i made this art for the ML Once Upon zine uhhhh last year #also i have no idea what's going on with ml these days #i still need to watch the ENTIRETY of season 5 #and i don't even know what's going on with the movie stuff idk im scared man #my life update is that im now 30 flirty and thriving #mlb #mlb fanart #celdraws #celerydays #miraculous ladybug #miraculous fanart #alya cesaire #nino lahiffe

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goonmypenis · 7 months

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i drew this like a month ago and i am TERRIFIED to post anything on here but ive been convinced

#joshua graham #edward sallow #sallowgraham #im so fucking scared to post man i think i might actually cry #fallout new vegas #fallout #fnv #caesar fnv #fucking wild this thing has become my magnum opus.#im miserable #everyday i rethink the actions ive taken that have lead me to the point i am in life now #i feel like this is to blame for most of the bad things that have happened to me in the past few months #my legacy is nikocado sallowgraham #and i dont think i can ever recover from that.#my life is ruined. i am an artist forever haunted by his past.#anyway i still let out a giggle everytime i see someone reblog this again #i take it back i NO LONGER giggle whenever i see someone reblog this.#i hate it. this thing is a MONSTER.

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skunkes · 2 months

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#a doodley #i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash #anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago #im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up #and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad #like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to #quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen #and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be #and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die #and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago #and your brothers that passed away #recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7 #the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad #said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then #i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was #like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry #im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible #i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad

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vurelly · 2 months

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how am i meant to ha wahoo yippee through life in these conditions

#vu talks shit #in this past week i have #gone to urgent care without insurance #paid about half my bills #been reminded that i still owe someone another near 200 for a trip i leave for in TWO DAYS #AND i paid for a rental space for something that i am ADMITTEDLY VERY HAPPY ABOUT BUT STILL SO BROKE NOW #and i have done ZERO grocery shopping #and im not sure i have the money to do grocery shopping right now #but im scared to look at my bank account after shelling out nearly 1k on everything else #AND i have to take my cat back to the vet soon cause she's starting to have asthma attacks again #i need to put everything new in my shop and put shit up for pre order cause i got charms im working on #but mAn i just #cannot afford the distractions rn #vent #AAAAAAAAAAUGH #i didnt wanna put that but i am stressing in the tags now

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gibberishquestion · 2 years

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#accidentally saved this file as beata maria.jpg btw. thats its name now.#dont hug me im scared #don't hug me i'm scared #dhmis #dhmis red guy #dhmis yellow guy #dhmis duck guy #some art that happened #still getting the hang of drawing them

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wormteeth2004 · 4 months

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my toxic trait is that people who hate bugs make me so incredibly mad and I'm always convinced there's absolutely no way people could find certain bugs scary and that they have to be exaggerating or joking or something. what do you mean you're scared of weevils. grow up.

#dont even get me started on the people scared of MOTHS #also i completely get not liking when a bug is crawling on u #i freak out when i feel crawling on me too #but thats bc it could be anything. if it was any animal crawling on me i wouldnt want that😭#its just surprising so i get it #BUT STILL MOTHS?#YOU'RE SCARED OF MOTHS?#next im gonna be hearing that bitches are scared of butterflies #God #bugs #insects #bugposting #tiktok #wormteeth talks #ramble

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suspicious-scarecrow · 5 months

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*spits on the ground*

#it's been a while #i still love these two #i drew this as quickly as possible i didn't even check for mistakes im sorry #dhmis #digital time #tony the clock #tony the talking clock #colin the computer #don't hug me i'm scared #mine #my art #doodles

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tubbytarchia · 7 months

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@mcyt-yuri-week Day 5, Rose/Thorns I never stop thinking about SL episode 8 never ever

#gempearl #pearlgem #shinyduo #shiny duo #trafficshipping #I tried to word it a few different ways but I feel like its still so easy to interpret this as negative but noo its positive #because the thorns here are referencing the scarlet persona that Pearl's embraced. being left with nothing but it - the thorns #But it's not that Gem likes her just for her scarlet persona. She likes her for her. Pearl's not just thorns #Gem doesnt really care about the “thorns” or the petalless rose stem. she cares about Pearl. She thinks Pearl's cool (thumbs up emoji)#Pearl changes into her scarlet fit like she has many times before with the purpose of scaring people & leaning into her feared witch thing #but Gem's just like “omg slayyy” and its the best. And to Pearl it's like whoag #Gem never saw how she changed. Never saw her be ostracized and the aftermath #But she thought that the Pearl she did see in SL was cool and so easily accepted her when Pearl herself though herself so unacceptable #she got love from the Mounders and BigB and that warms my heart but Gem being a newcomer immediately embracing Pearl is just #it hits different #whoa jimbo way too many tags hghghgh #mcytyuriweekvalentines #at first I thought about smth like “where the others saw thorns you saw a rose” but I thought it was more fitting this way #I guess you guys be the judge of that haha idk what Im saying #tubby art

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