#but im still excited

[lilacjunimo]

new neighborssss

[liverpool-enjoyer]

GUESS WHO FINALLY GOT IN THE OR!!!

IVE BEEN WANTING TO DO OR NURSING FOR AGES SO THIS IS MCHUGE!!

[rainydaygt]

Hello, G/T tumblr. I come bearing a gift.

[imobsessed123]

I am physically about to die from happiness I am SCREAMING rn

[hyukalyptus]

guys i cannot WAIT to post this soob fic :D

[nicistrying]

Sunday 20th October

Slept til 8.30.. wanted more but Maggie was not having it. So I got up and did some housework and got myself dressed. We went "to look at" a car - meaning we test drove it and bought it lmao we pick it up Wednesday all being well 🤞 I've taken an early finish so I can go play in it 😂

Came home and prepped about half of the pumpkin from carving the other night - made a batch of soup, and a pumpkin loaf. The loaf is a little burnt on top bc it took so long to cook through but I'm still glad I made it! Still like 4kg of pumpkin to use up lmao so planning to make more of everything for brother & sister in law as they drove us down to the farm to pick them and hosted us for carving.

[edmundo-noches-buckley]

You guys I'm so excited, I just got my first anon hate for posting BuckTommy AND Buddie. It's like I'm being ushered into an exclusive club!

Wake up, bestie! New hate just dropped and we must consult!

[spoopyandtired]

p e r c e i v e 👁

[anotherpapercut]

I get to take a class on the history and culture of hip hop and I'm like hyperventilating with excitement reading the syllabus

[bluebellhairpin]

The Gentleman series coming in MARCH. THE GENTLEMAN. SERIES. MARCH.

[belleono]

I just got an A03 account!!! I want to practice some writing alongside with drawing so I'm super excited!!!!! My first story I'm gonna do TGED!!!!

[cottoncandysprite]

Finally got a new laptop with crazy color quality, I'm about to become unstoppable

[maaaxx]

im trying to finish outlining cots and telling yall my train of thought might help me finish this so here that is.

This is also the first time you guys are getting any idea of what is actually going on in this story so have fun.

It takes like 5 chapters (not including the prologue) for things to actually start going somewhere. I dont know if thats normal pacing or not but oh well.

The difference between Sokka and Katara in this half (ish) of the story is so funny because theyre both experiencing the opposite sides of the teenage experience. Kataras out here rebelling (against who??? not even she knows), and Sokkas going through the beginning stages of gifted child burnout but like on crack.

Azulas a lot more better off in this fic than in canon because her and Zuko get to have a lot better relationship. Theyre not extremely close, because there is still some tension but not nearly to the extreme as canon. They just have a normal sibling relationship or close to it. She gets to be the well rounded and overall stable one. She deserves it. Everyone else at one point or another is going to be pretty distraught. Azulas just watching the world burn. and we love her for that.

So far all four of Zuko, Azula, Sokka, and Katara have atleast one pov in each chapter. And the difference between these is so funny because you have Sokka, who is worried about everything and anything and is like the mom of the group trying to keep his children in line, Katara's out there doing the dumbest shit she can think of on impulse, Zuko's trying to fight 10 people at once at any given chapter and Azula's just... watching.

Direct quotes from some of the outlines of azulas povs include, "Azulas really confused at everyone", "Azula's scheming", "Azula's interrogating and also scheming", "Azula's being a girlboss" Pretty much Azulas just taking everything in and laughing at everyone elses problems.

I love Azula in this fic.

Zuko's getting himself into trouble. This boy really just needs to shut the fuck up and life will overall just be a whole lot easier for him.

Most of the oc's from this fic are the more minor ones from ihiap. So far I think they've only been mentioned once or twice. But there are also some new ones and one of the new ones should be pretty familiar because its like, if two of my other ihiap ocs had a baby and you change the font a tad bit, you get this dude.

This dude is going to be the one to save Zuko from getting himself murdered because he wont stop running his mouth. This guy is the type that usually really soft and kind and quiet but at one point he just has to go "it's not that zuko's a horrible person, he's just really fucking stupid" and everyone else in the situation just goes "Oh yeah that makes sense thanks for clearing that up"

Katara and Sokkas relationship kind of replaces Zuko and Azulas for the strained sibling relationship in this fic. This is because Sokka a few times has to do something that majorly goes against Kataras strong morals but he has to do it to save her but he doesnt tell her that and it creates a lot of tension.

Zuko getting himself captured by making dumb decisions while Kataras trying to be his braincell 🤝 Katara completely abandoning any and all responsibility, actively putting a target on her back, after Sokka had to mansplain manipulate manwhore his way into some semblance of control to keep her from being tortured and starved 🤝 Sokka making the most impulsive and not well thought out decisions possible while Azula is constantly covering him and fixing the mistakes hes making in order to keep Katara and Zuko from getting killed.

I think that Sokka and Azulas relationship is a lot more simular to canon Katara and Sokkas relationship than cots Sokka and Katara. Because like,, while canon Sokka and Kataras bond is the whole "we're siblings, we grew up with eachother, we've always been by eachothers side' thing going on, that got a little bit interupted in cots. Mean while Azula and Sokka both have this 'I have this overwhelming weight resting on my shoulders and it's caused me to have to do horrible things to protect either myself or my loved ones and my sibling doesn't underdstand the entirety of that' solidarity in one another that allows them to have a really close relationship.

This story has so much going on right now because all four of the characters that im trying to keep track of all have very different goals and drives and plots. And it's going to be a while before they start to overlap.

I really love writing Azula and Ursas relationship because canon gives you so little that you can interpret it in so many different ways. Like if you put a little bit of work in you can turn it into every single mother-daughter issues dynamic in the book.

Thats all for now I'll add onto this when I feel like mentioning something else.

[fruixtii]

Have a blessed Ramadan!

thank you!!!

[opt1gan]

:)

[james-p-sullivan]

the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????

i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.

so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.