#but im not as crazy anymore
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continuing my trend of drawing sleeping zuko for my birthday [ids in alt]
bonus sketches below the cut bc i thought they were funny--
#zukka fanart#atla fanart#zukka#avatar the last airbender fanart#zuko#zuko fanart#sokka#sokka fanart#myart#i despise the colors but i can't look at it anymore. literally.#my eyes are so blurrry. they've gotten that way every time i've drawn this week im going crazy. it makes it impossible to work#atla#avatar
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Vent
#its weird#im definitely not as crazy about them as i used to be#but just getting compliments and attention and to hear they dont ignore me on purpose#gives me such relief#i really want them to look at me#to adore me#to want me#but im confused by my feelings rn#i am still in love i think#they still give me butterflies and i still get super hype to read anything they write#but im not as crazy anymore#its a good thing i think#they wont love me anyway so might as well chill out and let it fizzle#i want them and i want to feel love and i want to feel loved and i want someone to love me genuinely#but i dont want anyone else than them to do it#i feel gross thinking about being with someone else#it feels wrong somehow. uncomfortable#i want them to look at me and only me. i still get a tinge of jealousy thinking of how they flirt and treat other people the same rn#they have loads of people at their beck and call#ofc they do. theyre exceptional and brilliant#i still get a bit jealous tho. its embarrassing but its true. horrible. i dont like that.#i want them to be mine. i want them to want me. but its fizzling out and im jusy gonna end up being lonely#theyre wonderful#and have kept me on the hook for a long time. they keep giving me hope when i start to lose it.#its horrivle and i love them and i dont.#im tired#im so tired#my efforts have fallen on deaf ears. of course. they dont like me back so ofc they dont care#they see me as just some distant friend. i would love if they saw me as someone close to them atleast. but im not.#i still think about them all the time. i still keep imagining them when i jerk off or fall asleep
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TRUE BLU v.
Are you there? Say something.
the final chapter of true blu is now UP!!! it's hard to believe we've finally made it here ;u; when i set out to write this fic, there were plenty of times when i wanted to throw in the towel and call it quits...but im really glad i stuck to it :'3 im proud of this fic and all y'all's support made it possible !!
so here we are at last. as always, comments are appreciated <3
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 sniper#sniper tf2#illustration#digital art#artists on tumblr#vintage#fanfiction#fanfic#mine#my art#my writing#true blu#blu sniper#I CANT BELIEVE IT....#THATS CRAZY MAN IM SO HAPPY WE'RE FINISHED :')#dont get me wrong i loved updating it weekly but not during the holidays LMAO#das on me i couldnt wait anymore to post it#i wanted to show it off!!#aauauauuehghgh i hope this ending is satisfying i really do#thank u all for reading <3#also its very intentional that he doesnt have his class emblem here
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>p<
did a bit of a panel redraw, that's all
here's the original panel from x-men (2019-2021) Issue #4
#xmen#xmen fanart#xmen comics#erik lehnsherr#magneto#charles xavier#professor x#cherik#erik x charles#magneto x professor x#honestly i just didnt want to work on this anymore#two posts back to back?! that's crazy! this means im gonna die again in like a week#awaughhh magneto just give me one chance#pleaseeee one chance#ok im done now#my art#krakoa era#cherik fanart#ok now im done fr i just remembered more tags
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old sketch page thing that my friend convinced me to post here
#aloy horizon#aloy#hfw aloy#hzd aloy#horizon forbidden west fanart#horizon forbidden west#dotcircledotart#scars#just in case it’s a trigger for anyone#i do hc she is extremely scarred though ANYWAYYYSSS im crazy#i don’t like this anymore but whatever
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so sick and tired of the “jedi are an evil and abusive cult that steals children” as if half the reason they weren’t protecting these children is bc sith were out killing them or TURNING THEM INTO SITH. they weren’t even STEALING children to begin with I thought we all knew that was Palpatine’s game not Yoda’s.
#i hate star wars fans i truly do#they wanna pick apart the jedi like of course there are mistakes and wrong doings#bUT THE SITH ARE RIGHT THERE#trying to build the narrative that anakin was abused by the jedi is absolutely crazy when his actions and thoughts were all his own#and GROOMED by palpatine#the only reason people want to pin them as bad people is because yoda could call out anakin’s bad behavior#that and they didnt promote him to master right away because oh im the chosen one i should be#like you need to PROVE you are the chosen one and that you WILL bring balance to the force and NOT DESTROY IT#THATS FHE WHOLE PROPHECY#AND PEOPLE WONDER WHY THEY WERE CAREFUL WITH ANAKIN???#and then the oh well they make you supress feelings#nO#THEY#DONT#they make you surpress attachments so that if it comes DOWN to it you will save the many and not just risk it all to save the ONE#disney has done damage to the star wars community i swear#saw a tik tok comment section where they said the council is like the christian church#lost my MIND#well the jedi fit cult criteria!!#wow! star wars fans find out WHAT A GROUP OF RELIGION IS#LITERALLY ANY GROUP OF RELIGION CAN BE CALLED A CULT NOT EVERY CULT IS BAD#im sorry i cant stand it anymore#star wars#star wars tcw#auxxrat yap#jedi council#jedi#star wars legends
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when i say rosekiller is a toxic relationship, i NEVER mean that they're toxic to each other. they're toxic to people around them. recognise the difference.
#and it makes sense to me#you know im right#they drive people crazy#regulus doesn't even gaf anymore#sorry if this has been said before#rosekiller#barty crouch jr#barty crouch junior#evan rosier#regulus black#regulus and evan and barty
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OK JUST A LITTLE THING BECAUSE IM INSANE @cubbihue
Song: Plastic by Cheekface
#IDENTITY HORROR MY BELOVED#I want to watch him fall apart#I need him to explode#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#animation#animatic#art#digital art#fanart#body horror#I sent in an anon ask a bit ago about Chimmy being able to accidentally destroy himself if he realized what he was#and that idea makes me so so so crazy#The slow dawning horror that you arent yourself#followed by the horrific deterioration of your body as a direct result of your knowlege#like a punishment you cant undo#a horrible cycle of falling to pieces reinforcing this horrific reality and that horrific reality tearing you to pieces#you know now. you cant go back even if you want to#and the visual symbolism body horror of literally falling into pieces. AGHGhgh he's hollow in there just so you know#He could stick his whole arm in and not reach the back of his skull its just a dark pit completely hollow and unnatural#I like to think if you looked deep enough you could see stars#AUGHGH STRIPPING CHARACTERS OF THEIR HUMANITY MY BELOVED#removing even their basest comforts. Even their body isnt familiar to them anymore#Its this strange horrifying thing. What will it do next? Was it ever theirs? Should they be afraid?#and in my hands the answer will always be yes#Sorry Im going insane I love your au#I like characters who cling on to humanity that can never be theirs ♥
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obsessed w the doctor fully turning his back on clara after this statement (physically and emotionally cutting himself off) and, feeling unmoored, pulling the console lever to exert some kind of control over the situation. he then continues to put space between himself and clara only to spin around, having undone several jacket buttons, and specifically shows off the red lining interior—symbolic of his emotional vulnerability in this moment. he asks her what she thinks of him (as a person), disguising it as a question about the new outfit.
#ive had this one gathering dust in the drafts for months but the gifset i rbed earlier made me rmbr it#(also im doing a little s8 rewatch. as a treat)#this makes me fucking crazy every time i watch the episode. I need people to know#and i mean yes a part of this scene is to show off the new outfit but There's layers to it. as with everything to do w twelve and clara#and then right after this clara says she doesn’t think she knows him anymore#and peter capaldi delivers a facial expression so heartbroken it makes him look years younger. ykwim. he suddenly looks very fragile#anyway#dw#doctor who#clara oswald#twelfth doctor#twelveclara#12#clara#clara + dr#**
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Now what we're NOT about to do is bring down roxanne just raise to maxley. We're not doing it! Bc y'all LOVE to do it in every fuckin fandom and I'm not taking it this time!
#The relationship between Roxanne and Max was cute. We don't need to drag her down to justify our ship!#all we know is that they liked each other. thats it#crazy explanations for why they're not together in the second movie. it's been 5 years + highschool#of course they're not together anymore but we dont need to knock it#what im trying to say is that that both ships can and should coexist within the context of the timeline without dragging the other#a goofy movie#goofy movie#extremely goofy movie#maxley#max x bradley#max x roxanne#Disney#media#lgbtq+#stop fuckin overing women to put your gay ship ahead
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beer & apologies
(buddie) (722 words) (7x04 coda)
It’s late, later than any reasonable person would show up on a friend’s doorstep, but Buck’s got this bright, warm feeling in his chest and all he wants to do is apologize so he can share it. For a split second he thinks about knocking, but that feels a little too much like going backwards. Instead, he lets himself in and hangs his key on the hook.
“Eddie,” he calls quietly into the still house.
“Kitchen.” The reply is soft, easy, like Eddie was expecting him.
Buck steps into the room and holds up the beer he brought.
Eddie looks up at him and grins, soft and warm in the glow of the lamplight. “What’s that for?”
“This is ‘sorry for acting like a teenager and spraining your ankle’ beer,” Buck says, scrubbing a hand through his hair. “Seriously, I’m sorry.”
Eddie sighs and pushes an empty chair back from the table with his foot, gesturing for Buck to sit. “I’m sorry too,” he says.
“No, no, you don’t—" Buck starts.
“Yeah, I do,” Eddie interrupts with a wry grin. “You should definitely be sorry-er, though, so I’ll take the beer.”
Buck snorts and sits, setting the six pack on the table between them.
“We didn’t—well, I didn’t…”
“I know,” Buck says. “I was just—”
“I know,” Eddie says softly.
A few, quiet moments pass, and it’s comfortable, exactly what Buck was missing the last couple of days.
“Hey,” Eddie says suddenly, sitting up a little straighter, “at least now I know why you always said no to basketball.” He smiles, loose and just a tiny bit mischievous.
Buck splutters. “What? No! I wasn’t that bad,” he protests.
Eddie lifts his injured ankle and raises an eyebrow.
“Okay, well maybe, but—”
“Uh-uh,” Eddie says, “no buts. You haven many talents, Buck, but basketball isn’t one of them.”
Buck ducks his head and grins. “Maybe I’ll get Tommy to teach me, then I can beat you without playing dirty.” Saying Tommy’s name out loud gives birth to a few giddy butterflies in his stomach.
“You two make up?” Eddie asks.
“Yeah,” Buck says. “He uh—texted me.” The butterflies turn to little rocks.
“Good,” Eddie says, “that’s good.” He grabs a beer and twists the top off. “I really think you guys will get along, if you give him a chance.”
“We, um. Yeah. We probably will.” Buck grabs a beer of his own and stares at the label.
He doesn’t—he didn’t mean to lie. It just kind of… came out. Which, it’s Eddie. Buck knows he could tell him exactly what happened, right now, and it’d be fine. It’d be completely fine because it’s Eddie and he knows Eddie would be cool about it, probably even happy for him! But when he goes to open his mouth it just. Doesn’t.
“How’s—uh. How’s Marisol?” he asks instead, tripping over his words.
Eddie shrugs. “She’s fine, same as always. Apparently Christopher got her to play Fortnite, which, according to him, was a disaster.”
Buck laughs, shaking his head. “That kid,” he says softly.
“That kid,” Eddie agrees. He takes another swig of beer and sits back.
“Hey, wait,” Buck says suddenly. He lurches forward and snags the bottle out of Eddie’s hand. “You can’t have this, you’re on pain killers.”
“It’s my apology beer!” Eddie protests.
“Nope, two sips is plenty. I can’t hurt your ankle and your liver on the same day.”
“It’s after midnight, it’s tomorrow,” Eddie pouts. “Give it.” He makes a halfhearted attempt to grab it back, but Buck holds the beer aloft.
“Nuh-uh, absolutely not,” Buck says. “You can drink your apology beer this weekend.”
“My apology beer is going to be flat and stale,” Eddie replies, unimpressed.
Buck rolls his eyes. “I’ll buy you a new apology beer, alright?”
“Promises, promises.”
“I will!”
“Yeah, yeah,” Eddie laughs. “You better. Want to bring it over on Saturday? We can watch the game.”
Buck’s grin falters a little bit, even as that warm feeling bubbles up in his chest all over again. “I uh- can’t, sorry.”
“What, you got a hot date or something?” Eddie asks with a laugh.
Buck takes a long swallow from the beer he stole from Eddie. “Yeah, something,” he says with a hollow laugh.
He feels like a liar.
#i have returned and i come bearing fic#i straight up don't remember my tagging system so#oh well#911#911 abc#911fic#buddie#buddiefic#911 spoilers#abbie writes#its a coda friends you know what im about#also i'm gonna revive the tag list tomorrow so sorry in advance to anyone who sees this and then gets a crazy late tag!!#or doesn't want them anymore lol
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remember when the marauders fandom was actually about the marauders and lily/marlene/dorcas/mary? about jily and wolfstar? and not bigoted ass slytherins these new fans get they pussy wet for? go ahead and mention regulus, barty, rosier, mulciber or any other bg bigot again- see what happens…..
#like SHUT UPPPPPPPP I DONT CARE ABOUT REGULUSSSSSS#like I cannot escape them bruh#I can’t even go into a Sirius or james edit without him being mentioned SHUT UPPPPPPPP#and no app respects filtering and blocking anymore so I still see the shit#sirius black#the marauders#remus lupin#lily evans#james potter#jily#wolfstar#anti regulus black#anti death eaters#IM TAGGGINY CORRECTLY LOOK#the fact that anti death eaters is a fucking tag is crazy they have Pro posts????
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Draw Merlin looking up challenge: FAILED
#drew that first one while watching the season finale of The Fall with Colin !!#watched that entire show just for him im crazy#loved the relationship between him and Gillian’s character though wish there was more of that because I do love a good cop romance !#can’t believe they gave me another older woman detective with the charming younger man detective again (mare of Easttown)#I didn’t realise I needed to see that again !!#anyway my bad#back to business#Merlin#Merlin Fanart#Colin Morgan#Colin Morgan Fanart#Digital Art#kr_yoongi#also forgive me I work full time and can’t draw when I like anymore so I’m rusty </3
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AND WHAT IF I CRY RIGHT NOW....................
(Transcript under the cut)
Jimmy: Basically, if someone, Lizzie, or anyone asks him (Joel) to do something and he doesn't want to do it, he doesn't do it. If I ask him to do it, like hang or something, he's always like "Yeah!! Sure let's do it man!!!" — and Lizzie always gets so annoyed? So for example if Lizzie is like, "Hey Joel! You wanna like, play some games tonight?" He goes "Aww nahh I think I got that thing I'm doing bla bla bla bla" and I'd go "Hey Joel you around tonight? wanna hang out play some games or something?" He goes "Yeah!! I think I could with you!! Sure!!!" and like, we're�� *shrugs* and when I say he's my babe y'know what I'm saying? He my babe. I'm the one person in this world to convince him to do stuff and hang out. I am the secret weapon.
#smallidarity#empiresshipping#is this even shipping anymore?#half of my account is clips. Smallidarity cannot be any less self-explanatory.#IM CRAZY BTW!! SKJDHDHSGGGRGRGRGRGGR#I HATE THEM SO MUCH.... I miss their blocky characters roleplaying gay men#anyways yeah im planning to get my diagnosis sometime this year#clip clops
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i think its time for a kamen rider wizard rewatch i need some hope in my life rn
#kamen rider wizard#souma haruto#kr wizard#kamen rider fanart#luca art#ms paint#daily doodle#kamen rider
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nobody knows how happy i am that despite how it was aired almost 3 years ago already, kinnporsche fanfics are STILL being written!! usually fandoms nowadays die off so quickly
(i could rant about this forever, but i feel like id just be reiterating what everyone else says)
ive noticed in the bl fandom especially that since theres SO many shows, and its such a broad selection, people move on quickly and theres not really a sub-fandom of sorts for every show, therefore theres a lack of really Anything besides source material… So seeing that the kinnporsche fandom is still somewhat thriving is insanely relieving! I finally dont feel like the only person stuck in the past due to being fixated on it still!!
#on a side note#i hate when people make you feel like youre cringe for liking something#specifically something that was popular a while ago#everyones dopamine receptors are fried and we cant enjoy anything anymore without jumping into something new#idk man#i think im crazy#kpts#kinnporsche#vegaspete#kinnporsche the series
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