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crazy how āgenocide is badā is a controversial take to some ppl these days
#not even just these days but its more apparent now#u can say hey i dont think innocent men women & children should die!#and then every 30 y/o harry potter stan rocks up in ur replies like#THIS POST MAKES ME FEEL UNSAFE#WHAT IF THAT BABY??? WAS A TERRORIST???#actually bizarre idk#like what happened to empathy??? being a decent human being???#idk#idk!#this might not be coherent im tired#but im just angry idk some of u are too old to be so fucking stupid#like itās genuinely appalling how much some of u lack basic empathy or common sense#im just#idk how u can see a country get bombed and thousands of lives be lost#and think hmmmmm. how can i make this about me#while safe at home thousands of miles away from the conflict#like ohhhh my god
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i should be more endlessly annoying about x knuckles
would people be annoyed if i rambled shit while rewatching the entirety of sonic x lol
maybe ill tag it all as something so people can filter it out if it's too annoying dvhfshfsgd
#im bad at being coherent but i wanna do an exhaustive analysis of x knuckles ok#i feel like i havent seen anyone do it ??#watch me get into making video essays specifically to make a several hour long analysis of game/x knuckles LOLLLL#and how up to a point in time they were one in the same#and watch me ramble about how many things about knuckles are only properly displayed in x which is so fucking frustrating .......#x knuckles is peak and i need more people to agree with me LOL#like yeah ik it kinda started the trend of him being reduced to a hothead but idk he was always impulsive and stubborn and quick to fight#and x still has plenty of knuckles' more chill introspective moments too. and he has SO many good examples of how much he cares about other#so much so that he gets so emotional and upset and angry .. ouhg hes just a sweet guy okay
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donāt fucking piss me off
#this just made me so unreasonably angry but im too tired to write a coherent response so im gonna complain instead#jude.txt
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Fuck Sweden as a nation for turning the woobification of our history and culture into one of our greatest exports, pretending to be wholesome and peaceful while profiting from conflicts elsewhere. For never having the fucking spine to take any stance ever and acting high and mighty for being "neutral", all while frothing at the mouth to get a piece of that colonial cake from the cool kids table where the superpowers are seated. For recognizing Palestine's sovereignty only to then consider a withdrawal of said recognition in response to the current genocide. For allowing islamophobia to get to the point it is now and then pointing fingers at jews as a whole. For giving less of a flying fuck about swedish jews during WW2 and until now, yet patting ourselves on the back and taking credit for heroic deeds done primarily by individuals.
I wish nothing but absolute hell and misery for Ulf Kristersson, who is even more spineless about his inaction than I thought possible. Who had nothing to say about the burnings of the torah and quran, only to claim that he stands for fighting antisemitism. Who puffed up his chest and was acting so tough about the things he would do once he became prime minister, only to hold up on none of his lofty promises in true conservative fashion. Both he and his lackeys (as well as their fanclubs of raging screaming bigots) deserve nothing but hurt and hell for continuing to destroy the lives of all marginalized groups in Sweden, all while shamelessly increasing their own salaries blatantly in the open, to then have the sheer and utter gut to declare that actively supporting genocide is within our best interests.
This country's audacity is one that only became possible because we sacrificed our neighbours safety for the sake of maintaining our own, because when your most recent war was in 1809 it's apparently not possible to even try and comprehend the horrors of modern warfare. That is, besides producing the tools for it to happen elsewhere.
#the complete disdain for compassion and humanity is abhorrent#not to mention incomprehensable#im sorry im all over the place bedridden cause bad pain day which makes me even more angry#because i want to strangle everyone in riksdagen with my bare hands#and like im sorry not to be a state hater or anything (sike) but how#and i mean HOW. can one claim that we know democracy#when the people who supposedly represent the rest of us#can just go ahead and do these types of things willy nilly as they please#how can we claim to have free will when the burdens of having to earn the right to life#by working to death and being left to die if we cant adapt to the system#and being actively drained too dry to dare take risks standing up#how can that ever be freedom?#seeing everything coming out of gaza in video audio images all of it#and feeling hopeless? powerless to do anything?#how is that NOT suppression? to break people down to the point they cant find the spirit to fight?#to cast other regular people as villains so that all energy is spent falling into bigotry?#social media is hell but its also one of our greatest tools now#its like being able to zoom out and see the greater overview of the stranglehold capitalism and colonialism has on the world#im not coherent at all and my thumbs are dying now i just#but sooner or later somethings gotta give re: the way our society is built as a whole globally
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Iāve been really struggling with not hating my art lately, no matter what I do to try and improve it, i feelā¦Like a mediocre nobody, as though i lost my entire essence ā¦it sets such a painful rift between everything i try to do with myself , with everything
#vent#art is the only thing I have that makes me feelā¦whole#like i exist#when i lose it ā i lose myself#i feel so gross and bitter falling into envy as well#wishing i could feel myself a worthy and respected artist among my peers but i just#i feel really bad#this blockage renders me useless because my art is theonly way i can communicate myself when language fails and im still nothing but a#socially withdrawn and overwhelmed idiot who cant even speak without laboring for hours just to utter something coherent#im angry at myself#what do i do now? succumb to silence once more? i cant allow that#i wish it wasnt so important to me. i wish i could make that separation but im not there in my current state of being#i feel bad for venting too despite knowing many look up to me#im so sorry#im not as good as i wish I could be#i wish i was#Iāll probably delete this laterā¦i cant let my self disdain sip out like that
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hi i just wanted to drop a ss of the comments i wrote on my notion page for captured ghosts because im about to reread and i think this fic deserves all the recognition in the world it slays so hard and you should know the absolute anxiety and simultaneous joy you caused me!!!
HI OH MY GOD ?!?!??!?!? thank you asufaudsf this is so so nice the joy THIS brought me?????????? immeasurable ty <3333
(ps theres a lot of thoughts in the tags w captured ghosts spoilers for those who may or may have not read my will byers gets haunted multichaptered fic!!)
#if youre thinking hmm i should read captured ghosts!! dont take it from me take it from tumblr user romainlettusdinnerparty :)#okokok so !!! authors thoughts#one of the biggest problems i have with media and especially in fics is when characters just have. the worlds most perfect inner dialogue#which clearly. bc they are fifteen years old. they will not be perfect they wont think coherent thoughts#human emotions are messy and indecipherable and ESP w the st characters someone who has gone thru as much as will has. hes gonna be angry !#i do my best to walk the line between good writing and realistic writing LMAO so im glad that came across :)))#ok abt joyce. this was less of a 'i think this is how joyce would be' and rlly just me being annoyed w my own mother tbh#i also wasnt a huge fan of her when i first wrote cg bc i thought she was way too paranoid over will and not caring much abt jonathan#so that is why shes Like that. im gonna be real i dont think id change it if i rewrote but i also dont think i wrote her fairly#and finally !!! im very sorry i lied about the rewrite. its not gonna happen bc i am so so swamped and i have nothing and i wrote it last y#but for the record will was supposed to be in the same sort of coma max was in and they were supposed to find each other and will#was going to promise max hed find her way out and then boom he was going to wake up there was going to be some jealousy w lucas and mike an#he makes it out alive max makes it out alive vecna doesnt fully leave etc etc. the end#anyways if youve read this far thank u and thank you for leaving this ask and this comment :))))) i havent gotten anything abt my fics in a#while tbh so knowing that like . They Still Exist and people still like them means so so much to me :')))) ok bye this was super long#overdue gets some asks#captured ghosts#happy chemical
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Fixing my dialog up
Blurgh
#speculation nation#itnl shit#the struggle of writing a new character is conceptualizing their Voice#gotta settle those sliding scales down#i had formality scale too formal i think. hes kind of formal but in a pretentious way. not a true formality.#a little bit stilted in speech. trying to intimidate. trying to seem like hes got the upper hand always#talking down to people. like theyre lesser than him.#seemingly unflappable. at least at this point in the story. just a bastard man with a bastard plan.#im cross referencing manga dialog rn. i wrote originally with the 98 anime dub voice in mind#which has some Vibes but is less concrete#im going for concrete now. gotta finalize this fucking dialog.#once i smooth it out then i can go tie up the end of the scene#and Then i start the formal overall edit sweep for general coherency and consistency#as well as looking for any minor mistakes i couldve missed in earlier editing sweeps#aka. my usual process lol#i am just squinting angry bitch annoyance at this fuckin bastard man. trying to figure out how he talks#it's kind of difficult to figure out the minor differences due to Things and how that would actually go into effect#what they dont tell u about writing is that it is so very hard actually. god damn.
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me walking into a "design lab" club and seeing 5 decision matrices in their "problem definition" pitch, with no HMW statement and no defined users, plus all the research is materials & life cycle
#YOURE TRYING TO SUBMIT TO A DESIGN COMPETITION !!!!!!! WHERE IS THE DESIGN#poor engineers . these sad thangs are stuck under a huge rock. im walking in seeing the rock like FUCK no#i had to google āangry cat earsā for this pose#goddddddd my ideas are too good to waste on people who arent locked in. sorry. everyone in my design classes is locked in i love them#i swear im not a hater i just. why didnt these guys not pick a competition. WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE A COMPETITION !!!!! JUST DO YOUR OWN#DESIGN PROJECT & MAKE A COHERENT TIMELINE THATS MORE CHILL UNTIL YOU DO SHIT GOOD.#YOU DONT JUMP INTO A FANCY ASS DESIGN COMP AND GO āteehee we dont have a unified vision!ā#MFER THAT IS THE WHOLE THING . THE UNIFIED VISION IS THE WHOLE COMPETITION. YOU WILL NOT WIN ON NOTHING ! !#sorry. sorry. i got insnae . i thought i found a fun chill place to do some extra design in person but nope ig not#d.txt
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i do not think ur work frustrations are nothing, the disrespect of not only not bothering to check how to spell ur name (which i can relate to, the amount of people i email for school with ky academic email of name@school and sign off with name to get a response like "hey [incorrect spelling]... blood boiling experience when it is private emails let alone some level of public post) but also not knowing ur position when u are it sounds like their senior is so rude and also mind boggling like if ur doing this in a group project in hs it's one rude thing but to do it at WORK ?? embarrassing for them and frustrating in the least i am sure for u, i am sorry u are being subjected to this this evening, i hope u have a very good sleep tonight in reparations from the universe
<3 egr
I feel so blessed I read your ask the MOMENT I got all comfy in bed so you know what darling I absolutely AM going to have very good sleep tonight!!! I am going to force it I s2g.
And yeah they're all interns still in undergrad. And I KNOW I'm not an Elder, I'm only 24 and only been graduated for 2ish years, but I've been here a year (they started this summer). *I* used to be an intern!!!! But I stayed and moved up in positions!! I work hard on things! I DID the grunt work of social media posting and long leads and short leads lists but NOW I mostly do editing! You know, that thing that interns don't see or do. So really, I think what bothers me the most is that all of a sudden there's this impression that I'm not doing enough, not doing important work, I don't really matter enough to fact-check my name or title. And for this to be a job I kept despite being in school AND having a full-time job because I LIKE being involved in editing and literature, it really bugs me I guess!!
I should really let this go but I just feel so. Oh it glares up so much anger in me. But I'll get over it and it's all gonna be fine. āØ
#one more second of being angry#they'll misspell my name but literally every time ive asked them to send me something or do something for me they have NEVER done it#like hey im doing the newsletter pls send me xyz#NOTHING i get NOTHING#like hi please do your job FULLY ive done your job and i know its annoying but also?? im doing stuff too#i take meetings for this job on my lunch break for my OTHER job#like please just DO what i ASK and SPELL MY NAME RIGHT#anyway anyway i lost mt train of coherent thought... so moving on#thank you love i appreciate you š#egr#asks#personal#okay wait also edit: i know this is incredibly unrelated but after i logged off from job number 1 today (but before i did this job)#i had to run an errand to the pharmacy and found out that the new medicine that has been helping my newly...#not discovered not diagnosed but like#someone for the first time in my life put some fucking pieces together and im finally get answer and some relief to this THING I've had#literally all my life#so the Medicine helping that?? giving me some relief and stability??#it costs almost $200#for THIRTY DAYS#yeah apparently my insurance with job number one is just fucking terrible#they offer NO aid to therapists#so getting that one-two punch today was just. oh so not joyful#but ill be okay!!!#ill be okay.
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Batboys Tickle Headcanons
A/N: FORGIVE ME BUT IāM GOING INSANE OVER THESE MFS JUST LET ME RANT IM SO NEW TO THE FANDOM THEYRE SO CUTESY LMAO. Again, this is purely on vibes, im so new to this fandom. Also itās 1 am this may or may not be coherent.
Warnings: Tickling (duh) but all SFW, cursing ig
Including: Damian, Tim, Jason, Dick, Bruce
Damian:
Youngest first lol
Lee:
Okay, so this kid hadnāt been tickled in his LIFE until coming to live with Bruce right
And I like to think the first time Bruce does it theyāre already decently comfortable with eachother, yknow??
And Damian is BAFFLED cause WTF is this??
He tries to fight his way out of it for sure
But when he canāt itās one of the few times anyone gets to see him ACTUALLY acting like a kid
Heās throwing out threats left and right
ANGRYY lee. He doesnāt really mind it but his pride cannot handle it lmao
Iād say his worst spots are his armpits and sides. Little scratches on his neck get him FLUSTERED though cause he has to scrunch up his neck and make a face and agghh
Overall very angry
He can get away from it most times (baby assassin)
He might allow Bruce or Dick to get him on occasion though :3
Ler:
Okay so obviously he doesnāt have the size advantage
But he enjoys getting one in on his siblings
When he can heās a little shit
During training?
Nonchalant teaser
āHow unfortunate, youāve lost. Why are you smiling about that?ā (Completely kneading his opponentās nearest un-coverable spot)
āPff- Damian stahp-ā
āStop what? Iām not hurting youā
Not something seen often, but it is mean
And embarrassing, cause youāre getting overpowered by a child bro šš
Tim
Lee
Another neglected child smh
Heās not as foreign to it as Damian, but itās still prominent lmao
Heās been tickled briefly before once or twice sure
But longer than a few seconds??
He doesnāt know what to do with himself
Snorts
Craves affection, so he definitely brats his way into tickles often
If you tease him about that though he will die
Heās super duper sensitive, so if heās wrecked heās WRECKED, but light tickles make him flustered beyond belief
T-word teases also fuck him up
Has been tickled to sleep out of necessity because omg he NEEDS it
Also cheer up tickles cause he gets in his headddd
His laugh is so cute, it sounds like heās trying not to laugh even when heās cackling
Is not above begging. Begs often.
His worst spots are his knees and ribs
AGSHSHSH Dick has done the rib counting thing on him
āCome on, count with me. Youāre a genius, Timmy, canāt you count?ā
āBFFFAHAHA sHIT Dihick-ā (more concerned with covering his face than anything at this point)
āNo no, thatās not a number, letās start over. One ribā¦ā
Ler
Another one who I canāt think of many scenarios heād actually end up in that position
But I picture him as such a cute ler
Heās teasing, donāt get me wrong
But itās so soft, yknow?
Like sure, heāll wreck your shit
Heās AMAZING at figuring out bad spots
But his teases are like
āAw, that tickles? Does it really? Hm. Thatās sad.ā
āStop? Why? I havenāt seen you smile this much in forever!ā
AND IT IS SOFT WITH MALICIOUS INTENT
BUT IT IS SOFT
Jason Todd
Lee
ANOTHERRR ANGRY LEE
Not necessarily as irrational due to obvious slight maturity level differences between him and Damian
IF YOU CAN PIN THIS MAN DOWN
The curses are worth it
Pretends he HATESS it
But he does not :3
Heās too pussy to brat his way into tickles
But if heās in a mood heāll sit annoyingly close and justā¦ stretch his arms up. Ever so subtly.
Heāll deny his intentions to the second grave though
Heās a kicker
Gets pissed off at regular/mean teasing but
āAwww Jason, your laugh is so cuteā
āCmon, letās see that smileā
Any soft cooing and he is GONE
Yeah heās still throwing fuck youās around like rice at a wedding
But heās covering his red ass face too
Worst spots are his hips and stomach and that PISSES HIM OFF
Using words like belly or tummy to tease have him utterly broken
Ler
Mean mean mean mean
Mean ler
Instigator
Absolute little shit
Oh my god heās so teasy
No boundaries
āWow, youāre REALLY ticklish, huh? Especially right here in this spot, here. Mhm. Yeah, you are, look. Stop? No? Awww come on. We both know you wanted thisā
Will not be soft unless heās doing it for a purpose
Enjoyās wrecking Timās shit regularly
I cannot emphasize this enough: MEAN
He will not stop digging his fingers into the utter WORST spot until heās satisfied that his victim is about to die :3
And heāll tease them about it for WEEKS
Dick
Lee
TEEHEE TEEHEE
Heās the only mf on this list not embarrassed as fuck about tickling
He gets in a lee mood and EVERYONE knows
Giggly little bitch is silently begging for it
And he doesnāt even ask the ler to stop, he just lets it happen š
Like heās just laying there, no shame
He has to have a bad spot on his legs, specifically thighs
Honestly I think the only way heās blushing about it is if you tease him for NOT blushing about it
āAwww, you love this, huh? Look at that grin. Maybe Iāll just keep tickling forever, since youāre enjoying yourself so muchā
Ler
Big Brother Ler ā¢ļø
Designated cheer-up tickler
Heās definitely the softest teaser
All compliments and coochie coos
Unless youāve fuckin crossed him.
Cause he CAN get mean
Sweet tickles: āHmm, I love that smile. Youāre so cute when you giggle like that. Yeah I know it ticklesā
Revenge tickles: āSo what was it you were saying earlier? No say it. Go on.ā (going insane on the WORST spot imaginable) āWhat? Sorry I canāt hear over all the laughing. Damn youāre ticklish. Oh you donāt like that word? Hm. Tickle, tickle tickleā¦ā
His fingers are so fast and he IS more flexible than ANYONE and thereās no escaping, no moving. Just a big Dick Grayson Grin in your face.
#batfam tickle#batfamily#damian wayne#tim drake#jason todd#dick grayson#tickle#ticklish#tickling#batboys
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sad Edge head-cannony rambles
hey um uhhhh [Spoilers for the entirety of Sparks of Hope] and also TW: mentions of trauma ok thanks
Ok so im not really sure how to format this post, I just really wanted to talk about an important head-cannon of mine for Edge and I had so many ideas relating to it but no motivation to do any of them, like I started a short comic but don't want to finish it, so im just going to go on a weird ramble because that's all I know how to do.
Ive had a head-cannon for a while that Edge doesn't respond well to any sort of physical contact, like if somebody were to put a hand on her shoulder in a friendly manner she would interpret it as an attack and would punch them. Given that when she was created by Cursa she never had any kind of support group or friends she could really trust, its likely she's never been hugged before either, and even if she has been hugged during her spark-hunting days those people are long dead to her.
Edge has difficulties showing any kind of emotion given the circumstances of her creation, she was made to hunt sparks and nothing else. She was discouraged from feeling strong emotions as it could be a distraction from her task, and likely isn't used to showing her feelings. Not only that but the only people she had ever trusted turned their backs on her because she cared about the sparks, and was likely mocked and ridiculed for that sentiment.
In my personal head-cannon that's why Edge is so reserved and isolated from the rest of the Mario + Rabbids crew, because shes scared of putting herself in a situation where she appears emotionally vulnerable because of the incident with the spark hunters. In every cut-scene when everyone is on the WM-ARC she's always as far away from everyone else as possible, because she doesn't like getting close to people due to her own insecurities. She appears angry or indifferent all the time because she either doesn't know how to process or actively refuses to acknowledge her own thoughts and feelings, and is resorting to acting headstrong and annoyed
Something I wanted to write about in the Mario Rabbids fic I was planning is the possibility of Edge coming to terms with her emotional ineptitude and fears of getting close to people both emotionally and physically. I feel like in an instance where if she were in a relationship (platonic or romantic) with someone it would take her a while to get used to affection, she would get irrationally uncomfortable and stressed with physical contact and would likely try to ask for boundaries until she feels more comfortable putting herself in a vulnerable position. There's a scene ive planned in the fic where Edge finally feels comfortable and asks to cuddle, leading to her finally breaking down because she's never been used to real and genuine affection from another being.
guhhhhhhh there are allot of thoughts I have about her and if I think of any more head-cannons I will certainly talk about them without revealing too much of the plot for my fic.
I included the drawing because I felt this post would feel empty without it, especially since I tend to word vomit when talking about things I like. sorry if some of my thoughts are not coherent im not good at wording things.
#nearly cried writting this#godamn I need to stop getting so emotionally invested in fictional women#like how the hell did I get so attached to a rabbids character godamnit#mario rabbids sparks of hope#rabbid edge#mario + rabbids#mario and rabbids#mario rabbids#sparks of hope#rabbids#Lemon Sorbet Sunshine#rabbids fanfiction#mario rabbids fanfiction#art#edge rabbid#gooooooodddd how many fucking tags can I addddddddd
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Hello, may I ask for an Earthspark or TFP match-up, please?
My height is 5'3 (160cm). Im nonbinary and asexual, and I use any pronouns. I have brown, curly, short hair and green eyes. My skin is very pale, and I usually look pretty tired. I wear black clothes. Im a pretty calm and level-headed person. I really enjoy deep conservation, music, dancing, reading, and stargazing. I can read pretty much anything. I really like learning new things. Im sarcastic, and I like to tease my friends. I am extremely loyal to my friends, and I show my affection for them through gifts, quality time, and doing them favors. I tend to talk a lot about topics that I am interested in. I usually stay calm when people panic, (even if I'm screaming on the inside). Im trying to be as open-minded as possible to everyone, as long as they are doing the same thing to me. I love animals, especially raccoons. I think they are just adorable (I also have a cat and two dogs).
I have a pear-shaped body, but I'm also a little bit chubby. I have some scars on my arms and legs (mostly because I scratch my wounds when I'm stressed). Im anemic, which means that I get tired easily. Im also lactose intolerant. I often have random pains, but I don't know why. I also have an anxiety disorder (I bite my nails and lips a lot because of it). I would rather spend time indoors than outdoors, but I will not pass up an opportunity for a picnic :3.
I dislike loud noises and crowded places. I can't speak in front of a large group of people, and I have trouble making eye contact. I also hate when someone is bullied. I like spending time with someone when we both just do our stuff in one room. Im a pretty awkward person at first, but if I get close to you, I become more talkative and funny. People always tell me that when they first saw me, they thought I was intimidating. I often hum some music while doing something.
I think thats all. I apologize if this is chaotic. I never wrote a request. I hope it's not too much. Feel free to not write anything at all if you can't come up with anything <3.
Have a nice day and remember to take care of yourself!
Yandere TFP Megatron
Megatron is a cruel decepticon with a distaste for organics, so when he grabbed you into his servo he went to crush you right before Primeās optics. He grinned viciously down at you, and your dead stare made him pause. Even the bravest of his kind looked more fearful than you.Ā
Before he could even form a coherent thought, he had transformed around you and flown away. When he got back to the Nemesis he was angry with himself- but he didnāt realize that as he threw you to Knockout, ordering him to watch you.
While you were scared, you did like the quiet of this place. It was almost soothing.Ā
Knockout peered down curiously at you. At your obvious exhaustion, he commented. āIf I didnāt know better about your fleshies, Iād say youāre half dead.ā
You stared back up at him, not quite making eye contact. He noticed your avoidance, but said nothing as he scoffed and went back to working.Ā
Megatron questioned himself as to why he brought you along, but he couldnāt put his finger on it. He ended up sitting you on a table in his room while he worked. You were mostly quiet, but your curiosity showed as you looked at his computer.Ā
His booming voice asked what you were doing, and you covered your ears. Megatron wasnāt sure why he did it, but he lowered his voice and spoke again. āWhat are you looking at?āĀ
ā....your screen. Sorry.ā You bit your nails nervously. Megatron turned away, silent.Ā
It was weeks before he sat you on his shoulder. He didnāt speak, clearly unsure of how to communicate with you. For the first time in millions of years, he was truly unsure of himself.Ā
When he did start talking to you, it was to teach you about his gladiatorial days. He spoke of how he started the revolution, and how he fought against the corruption of the senate.Ā
Eventually you felt comfortable enough to ask questions with him, but you felt nothing but pity. He had been through so much. However, you also felt conflicted- the Autobots are your friends, but you feel like this war has no point anymore other than for Decepticons to get some sort of revenge.Ā
You slowly began to chip away at Megatronās cold spark, and he cared for you- even if he didnāt show it well. He loved the way you hummed softly your favorite songs, and how content you were to merely sit on his shoulder.Ā
Megatron would often bring you to large forests so you could enjoy the nature he found you enjoyed.Ā
One day, when Megatron was on a comm with Soundwave discussing something, you decided to take off. You wanted to be back with the autobots- not to say that you even hated Megatron after everything you had learned. You ran through the forest, getting turned around almost instantly.Ā
Almost immediately, you were snatched up into the servos of a very furious mech. Megatron had a deep scowl on his face.Ā
āAfter I bestowed all of the knowledge I had upon you, did you really think Iād let you go?ā Megaton squeezed you painfully tight. āDonāt worry, worm. I wonāt make the same mistake with you twice.ā
Megatron, secretly heartbroken that youād try to leave after creating a bond, locked you in a cage hanging in his room- with no way to escape his clutches. You would never be allowed out unless Megatron was with you. His trust would be hard to earn back- maybe even take your lifetime.
#yandere#yandere tfp#yandere tfp megatron#yandere megatron#yandere transformers#transformers#yandere transformers prime#transformers prime#megatron#tfp#tfp megatron
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okay but what if... royalty au w soob where he's a crown prince who everyone believe is a hard dom in bed due to his status butš¤š¤little do they know how much of a slut he is the second you oh so slightly tighten your grip on his throat, how easy it is to make him cry and whimper after being edged for hours, how he himself admits to not being able to do anything without you and wanting to have you control his every moveš©š©oh and not to mention how badly he needs you to use degrading words mixed w praise on him "what a cute little slut, are you sure u can fuck those girls like they imagine you to? i don't think this cock can be any use, what a pity though, all this size and all for nothing" š¤Æš¤Æ
THIS WAS THE FIRST THING THAT CAME TO MY MIND WHEN I SAW TODAY'S WEVERSE PICS IM GONNA EXPLODE????
NO BC THAT WAS LIKE THE FIRST THING I SAW THIS MORNING TOO, and then i saw this and i wanted to reply but i had to leave the house and then was busy all dayš
but now i have time, so without further ado,
starting off, i cannot put into words how much i love it when everyone expects them to be the dom and everything but they're really just a whimpery lil puppy willing to do anything just to have you touch themš©š©
imagine being a courtier or one of the knights in his personal guard or smth and there's a party, all of the guests are all over him and you overhear a group of girls giggling and pointing to him, whispering about how he's probably so commanding in bed the same way he is normally
later on that night you're guarding outside his chambers but then begin to hear odd noises from inside.
almost like moaning? was he in pain? was he hurt?
you burst into the room to see that it's quite the opposite.
the pretty prince is strewn out across silk sheets, legs opened wide, palming over himself with his eyes clenched shut, breathy moans and whimpers slipping free from plush and bitten lips
he sees you and you expect him to be angry or at least ashamed of his actions, before he can even get a word out you're already apologizing and backing out of the room, despite how much you really don't want to
but he begs you not to.
begs you to come in and help him. to make him feel good and just take full control over him. to do anything you want to him-anything at all.
and it's not right...you shouldn't...but really, how can you turn down such a tempting offer?...from such a willing participant?
and so it becomes a personal challenge to prove the giggling whispering girls from earlier wrong
making the crown prince turn into a drooling, cross-eyed mess over those lavishly expensive silk sheets, edging him over and over until he can barely think straight, barely make out a coherent sentence
and then switching over to overstimulating him, making him cry with your filthy words and sinful touch, adoring and cruel and oh-so fucking mean in every best way
until there's not a single trace of this 'domineering' prince the people talk about, only a pretty little (well, not so little) mess just for you, all for you to corrupt and make into the perfectly cute little slut for you<3
jeez,š®āšØ
#inboxš#sub soobin#sub txt#txt hard thoughts#txt smut#soobin smut#hard thoughts#soobin x reader#d7dream#ideasš
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how easy you are to need (redux) (6)
warnings: PTSD, misunderstandings, panic attack/anxiety spiral, MASSIVE miscommunication moment this chapter, brief mentions of past death, lmk if im missing any!
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Despite having every intention of plotting escape, Virgil found himself spending the bulk of the next few days sound asleep.
Heād suspected foul play, something slipped into the meals that they kept freely giving him, but there was nothing unnatural or forced about his rest.
His body and mind had been pushed to their limits, and he was simply exhausted.
The humans did their best not to disturb him, but he was restless, his mind always registering the wrongness of his surroundings and trying to drag him back into consciousness. He woke the moment one of them stepped into the room, no matter how brief or silent the intrusion.
He didnāt open his eyes or twitch when this happened, morbidly curious to see how they would behave if they thought he wasnāt aware and watching their every move. He laid there with his heart racing, listening keenly to catch the muffled steps and soft breathing, waiting for the inevitable moment that one of them approached.
They never did.
When he wasnāt sleeping, the humans held meals with him. Unperturbed by his stubborn silence, they would chatter on just as much as they had back when heād taken refuge under their floorboards, the thread of conversation frequently derailed by quips and rambling anecdotes.
He thought he had figured it out after that first night, between the food heād assumed was drugged and the sting of the silverware in his gripā not pure silver, but close enough to burn.
But heād only felt more and more clear-headed as time passed, and the moment one of them had noticed his fingers spasming around a fork, theyād all kicked up a fuss and instantly swapped the silver utensils out for carefully carved wooden ones.
As though that wasnāt enough, Logan continued to check on his wounds with precise regularity, and despite the fear that rose in Virgil whenever the scent of medical supplies filled the air, the human never took so much as a hair from his head.
His care seemed designed to be as painless as possible, from the way he carefully instructed Virgil through each step of administering treatment to the damp, oven-warm cloth he would press against bandages to keep scabs from tearing free when the padding was changed.
It was bizarre, and Virgil didnāt know how to handle it.
He could see why they would want to keep his wounds clean and uninfected. It made sense; they wanted him all healed up by the full moon, not sickly and delirious in the grips of a fever.
That didnāt explain the rest of it. The meals, the sleep, the way they listened.
The way restraints still hadnāt appeared, even as he slowly but surely regained his strength.
They might have called his bluff, somehow realized that he was too weak (too attached) to turn his teeth against them, but any hunter worth their blade knew better than to rely on such an uncertain assumption.
Especially not when he could potentially do so much damage, placed in the soft, unguarded center of their home.
There was nothing to gain. His body would serve its purpose to them whether it had spent the last few weeks on a silk cushion or a stone cell floor. Why would they risk it?
Once heād successfully spent most of the day awake, and even shuffled through the house without tearing any stitches, they seemed to deem him well enough to hold a coherent conversation.
(Heād actually been trying to count all the potential exits, maybe even see what sort of lodestone Logan was using for the ward. When Patton had caught him slinking around, he hadnāt seemed suspicious or angry at all, only overwhelmingly enthusiastic about his health improving.
He also hadnāt seemed at all wary about stumbling upon the unrestrained captive that had taken him hostage the last time they were alone, because of course he hadnāt. How had these idiots even survived this long?)
āDid you like the meatloaf?ā Patton asked him, over halfway through his own meal. The three of them tended to occasionally neglect their dishes in favor of rambling conversation or spirited arguments, so Virgil was almost always done well before them.
They also tended to not ask him such direct questions, and Virgil blinked in silent surprise for a moment, waiting for him to realize his mistake.
Instead, Patton let the silence stretch, unperturbed, for long enough that Virgil finally gave a half-hearted shrug.
āHis plate speaks for itself, does it not?ā Roman jumped in eagerly, tilting his head towards the empty space where the meatloaf hadā very brieflyā sat.
Virgil resisted the urge to snort, shifting in mild discomfort at becoming the topic of conversation. They could have put basically anything edible on his plate and gotten the same result. He knew better than to turn down food.
āDishware canāt speak,ā Logan informed him blandly. āOr consume and judge the quality of food, for that matter.ā
Virgil felt a flare of amusement at the look on Romanās face, and the words slipped out without thought. āHeās got you there.ā
Three pairs of eyes flicked over at the barely-audible statement, and he only barely resisted the urge to shrink back. Surprisingly, none of them seemed mad, although Roman was visibly torn between surprised delight and dismay.
āWell, I thought it was just loaf-ly,ā said Patton, because he was the funniest one there. Virgilās lips twitched as Roman settled fully into dismay with a groan.
āMust you mock me?ā Logan asked with a longsuffering air.
āYour recipe was delicious!ā Patton continued. āIād love to meat the ones who made it!ā
Roman groaned louder.
āYouāve already met my family?ā Logan replied, confused. āMy motherā ah. You were engaging in more juvenile wordplay. More the fool I.ā
āI pan do this all day!ā Patton paused, and then shrugged. āThat one would have worked better if it was still in the baking pan.ā
Roman cleared his throat.
āWow, Specs, I didnāt know this was your familyās recipe,ā he said, his words just a little too over-exaggerated. āAre they going to come to visit any time soon?ā
Virgil kept his gaze on his cleared plate, trying to force down the sickening lurch in his stomach. More humans. Just what he needed.
Logan hummed. āAt this point in the season, I imagine theyāre very busy with the farm. If they do decide to visit, they will let me know well in advance. And yours?ā
āItās been a while since Iāve gotten a letter.ā Romanās expression soured. āNot that it matters. If he decides to visit, heāll let me know about five seconds before he kicks the door in. Probably by screaming at the top of his lungs.ā
Despite all the irritation in his expression, there was worry hidden there, too. Virgil was also feeling worried, admittedly for entirely different reasons.
(For some people, hunting was the sort of thing that ran in the family.)
āAt least his visits are alwaysā¦ exciting!ā Patton tried, sounding a little uncertain himself. āWhat about you, Mister Wolf?ā
The words registered a beat late, and Virgilās head jerked up enough to see that they were all looking at him, again. āWhat?ā
āI know youāll only be here for a little bit, but I know I always worry when my loved ones are injured, especially if I canāt be by their side,ā Patton elaborated. āShould we be on the lookout for any potential visitors?ā
Understanding hit Virgil like a fever, his blood running cold for a moment before spiking into an unbearable furious heat.
So that was why. He should have known.
āYou wonāt find anyone out there,ā he forced through grit teeth. A low growl had started vibrating in his chest, and he relished in the way the three of them went taut at the noise. āThereās no one to find. If there was, I would never give them up. No matter what.ā
Maybe he should have lied, pretended that there was a reason for them to keep treating him with this targeted kindness. Lead them on with stories about a pack that didnāt actually exist, make them believe he was nothing more than a naive idiot, act as though he didnāt have a single clue as to what they were trying to do. It would probably have made escaping easier.
It didnāt matter. Anger had overtaken fear, sharp and fire-bright, and now all he wanted to do was burn. They could do whatever they wanted to him, use the stick now that the carrot had so miserably failed, and it still wouldnāt ever be enough to make him give up a pack. Not to a fate as cruel as this.
Movement caught his eye, and his head snapped up with teeth bared, a snarl at the tip of his tongue as he braced for an attackā
The humans had retreated.
āWeāll leave you be,ā Logan said, and Virgil realized that at some point, heād corralled the other two out of the room and into the hall; he could see Pattonās arm around Romanās shoulder, the two of them casting worried looks back as they shuffled away. āWe didnāt mean any offense. Please call on me if you need anything.ā
When Virgil only stared, his growl still rumbling from deep within him, Logan nodded once and slid the divider door into place, his footsteps retreating shortly after.
The dishes had been left where they were. Virgilās plate was shattered, the ceramic pieces laying heavy on his lap. It was quiet.
Theyād left him alone. By now, they had to know baiting him wouldnāt work. And still, theyād given him space, backed off instead of pushing on with other, more painful tactics. It didnāt make any sense.
Unless they had some other way of getting what they wanted.
Virgil curled in on himself, his growl cutting off as panic doused him. Logan knew enough about spellcraft to make potions, to set wards, to locate leylines. If they knew something Virgil didnāt, if they knew enough about magic to twist it to their own ends, and if they knew a way to find other wolves through him without his participationā if they knew about packbonds, and had a way to reveal hisā¦
So what? He didnāt have a pack, not anymore. He didnāt have a pack. He didnāt, except.
Did any packbond count? Even ones that had only existed for a day?
The thought sent icy nausea through him, and he gripped a shard of the ceramic hard enough to break skin, his breath coming too-quick and catching in his throat.
No, no, no. He couldnāt panic. He couldnāt afford to pass out, not when he didnāt know what they might do to him while he was under. Who they might find.
Unfortunately, knowing he had to stop panicking and actually calming down were two entirely different things.
Black spots dotted his vision, and he passed out between one frantic inhale and the next.
ā
He woke to something touching his shoulder, and ingrained reflexes had him snapping a hand out, lips curling up to bare teeth.
āOh!ā a voice exclaimed quietly, and Virgil froze.
It took a few blinks to make out Pattonās form in the dark. He had the human by the wrist, his claws pricking at skin, but he seemed more sheepish than anything.
There was a blanket slipping off his shoulder, one that hadnāt been there before.
The sight of it sent a miserable curl of guilt through him, one that was quickly dampened by the memory of what had happened before heād passed out.
His hand sprang open as he scanned the room for the other two, desperately straining his senses for any trace of magecraft that had been performed on his person, only to come up empty on both counts.
It was only Patton, standing there in the dark with his hands clasped tightly.
There was a beat of silence, in which all he could think about was that one ephemeral, damning packbond, and everything heād do to keep it undiscovered.
If he could just convince them to settle for one. For him. He could behave, he would swear it, he would begā
āIām sorry,ā Patton said, which was so surprising that it practically stole the voice from his throat. āI didnāt mean to hurt you, asking that sort of thing at dinner.ā
āDidnāt mean to hurtā him? How stupid did he think Virgil was? Or worse, how cruel?
āHow would you feel,ā he forced out, āif Iād asked you that. And it was your pack.ā
The words were hardly more than a rough whisper, but Patton reeled back as though struck.
āI know,ā he replied after a moment, his voice thicker now. āI know. We werenātā It wasnāt meant to bring back painful memories. I swear. We only wanted to know if there was anyone missing you, and we didnāt think about how you would feel ifā¦ if there wasnāt. Weā I, of all people, should have known better.ā
Virgilās brow furrowed as he listened, a small spark of hope flaring to life in him. It sounded likeā¦ like Patton had taken him at his word.
Was it possible that he had a chance, after all?
āYeah, well. I should have known youād ask,ā he said, trying to keep his voice under control. āStill, it doesnāt change my answer.ā
Patton inhaled, his words coming out slightly wobbly. āYou really donāt have anyone? Itāsā¦ Itās just you?ā
Virgil swallowed, aware that he was walking into the trap of his own volition. Once there was nothing else to drag from him, there was no reason for them to keep treating him like this.
āYeah. Itās just me.ā
Patton exhaled, slow and shaky, and reached out for Virgilās hands. His face was hardly visible in the low light, but he was moving slow enough for there to be a question in the motion. Trying to see if he would cooperate?
Restraints right away, then.
Well. Heād promised himself he wouldnāt fight if it would keep them from tracking down the only good thing left in his past.
He held his hands out and braced himself for the burn of silver.
Instead, he felt two warm points of pressure against his palms. Patton was holding his hands firmly but harmlessly, in a grip that Virgil could break away from with a twitch. He was rubbing small circles on the side of Virgilās hands with his little dull-edged thumbs.
It was a soothing gesture. A gentle one.
Virgil stared dumbly down at the shapeless mass their hands formed in the dark.
āWhy?ā he asked, unable as always to keep himself from looking the gift horse in the mouth. āWhy are you treating me like this? You have to know this isnāt necessary.ā
Patton withdrew slightly, seeming almost startled.
āIām not doing it because itās necessary, kiddo. Iām doing it because I want to. Because it seems like maybe you need it.ā
āYou donāt even know me,ā Virgil replied, his hands twitching the slightest amount. They were beginning to tingle with that strange warm sensation that heād felt when Logan had carried him.
āI know that you protected my partners,ā Patton replied steadily. āI know that you probably saved my life, and got hurt something awful in the process. Is it so strange that Iād want to comfort you?ā
Virgil paused.
Thatās right. Heād saved them.
It wasnāt that heād forgotten, it was just that he hadnāt expected it to matter. The moment theyād realized what he was, his fate had been sealed. To humans, shifters were dangerous and valuable, and so they couldnāt be allowed to live.
Even his humans knew it. Why else would he be here, locked behind wards to wait for the full moon?
It was a necessity, but that didnāt change who they were. Heād spent all this time bracing for a blow, waiting for the cruelty and malice that heād experienced at the hands of humans before. Yet it hadnāt come.
Maybe it wasnāt coming at all.
āYou want meā¦ to be comfortable,ā he tried, the words strange on his tongue.
āOf course!ā Patton replied. āItās the least we can do to repay you.ā
Virgil nodded slowly, finally grasping the shape of the puzzle that had been placed before him.
Back when he was a pup, his pack had run across a solitary wolf, badly wounded. There was nothing they could do to save her, but the pack stopped anyway. Theyād curled up around her, shared what meat they had from the morningās hunt, and invited her to sing when dusk fell. For the handful of hours sheād had left, sheād been one of theirs.
His humans had their own sense of honor. They couldnāt afford to let him live, but it was thanks to him that their small pack hadnāt been torn to shreds. This gentleness, the way they held meals with him and offered him conversation and tended his wounds, it was their way of showing gratitude.
He could trust it would stay.
āOkay,ā he said. āOkay.ā
Until the full moon rose again, he was one of theirs.
#sanders sides fic#werewolf au#heyatn#heyatnr#how easy you are to need#ts virgil#ts patton#ts roman#ts logan#my writing#writing
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Back at it again with the gay Francis request š«¶
Can I get a Francis Wilkerson x male reader where he falls for a skater boy with anger issues? Maybe pre-military school??? Or they can just meet during military school whatever makes more sense. But like reader is just the classic early 2000s baggy pants, drinks mtn dew, video game addicted, but he's also very stubborn with a mean streak.
Reader just like "im going to punch you in the face if you keep talking to me-"
Francis: "-ok but THEN can we make out?"
Francis Wilkerson With an Angry Skater Boy Headcanons
Masterlist
Request Something!
A/N: idk anything about skateboarding whoops, donāt let your friends pierce you unless theyāre a professional
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You probably met before Francis was sent to military school
The two of you were either in the same friend group or ran in similar crowds
When Francis sees you for the first time, heās probably thinking āwow, heās hotā
He thinks he means it in an āi wanna be himā kind of way
Which is a bit true
But itās more in an āi wanna be with himā way
Francis saw you first, sitting at a table with some of his friends and some other kids he didnāt know. You were playing with a wheel on your skateboard, spinning it absentmindedly while Richie talked about something no one else really cared about.
He sat down in the only available seat at the table, which was right across from you. He gave a half-hearted greeting to everyone, too busy glancing at you every few seconds to pay attention to anyone else.
Eventually, you felt his gaze. You looked up, seeing that he was already looking at you. Francisā eyes widened in a panic, but he couldnāt help but look away. However, the slightly angry expression growing on your face made him wish heād stop staring at you.
āWhat are you looking at?ā you asked in a hiss, hands now gripping your skateboard and back straightening up. Francis tried to stammer out a response, but it was nothing coherent.
āY/n, chill.ā Richie laughed, looking at you with his usual half-lidded eyes. āFrancis is cool, man, donāt worry.ā
Francis nodded quickly, hoping that that along with Richieās statement would cool you off a bit.
And it seemingly did. After giving the blonde a onceover, which felt more like a glare to him, you relaxed back into your slouched position.
Despite your somewhat coarse personality, Francis still wanted to hang out with you
He doesnāt know how he did it, but you start to warm up to him
By warming up, it mainly meant you not glaring at him every time he got near you
Soon enough, the two of you were hanging out regularly
āOn your right.ā You muttered, focused on the violent game that you had on the TV. Francis had come over to your place after school, mainly to get away from his mom, so you thought youād pass the time by playing the new shooting game you got.
Francis was barely playing. Instead, he kept glancing over at you every few seconds. There was something about the way you got heated so easily that got him excited.Ā
āDude, you just died.ā You laughed at him, and Francisā eyes snapped to the screen to see that he was, in fact, killed. He sighed and tossed his controller on the bed, acting like he was annoyed when it really just gave him more of an excuse to check out your room. And you.
Keeping the controller steady on your leg, you played with one hand while the other grabbed your half-empty soda can. Francis watched as you chugged the remaining Mountain Dew, crushed the can, and threw it toward the trash can in the corner.Ā
āStop staring, or Iāll punch you,ā you said, catching Francisā stare out of the corner of your eye before focusing back on the game.
āYeah, right.ā In quick response, you hit Francis in the shoulder. āOw!ā
The two of you like to get up to trouble
Graffiti some walls, smoke some weed, usual teenage troublemaker stuff
One night, while Francis was at your house, he told you about a little lecture his mom had given him
And how it made him want to do the complete opposite of what she told him
āYou sure about this?ā you asked, not really sounding concerned as you cleaned off the sewing needle you had taken from a random junk drawer. āLois is totally gonna send you to military school.ā
āFuck it,ā Francis said with a shrug, playing with the jewelry that he brought with him.Ā
āOkay then.ā You shrugged, going over to your bed. You pushed Francis to lie down and sat beside him, staring down at him. āDonāt get pissed if I fuck it up though.ā
āKiss for good luck?ā Francis laughed lightly. Even though it sounded like a joke, he was slightly serious. You thought about it for a moment. You supposed there were worse people to kiss.
āSure.ā You said with a shrug. Leaning over Francis, you pecked him on the lips quickly. āNo homo.āĀ
āWhaā¦ā Your actions put Francis in a daze, so he didnāt register you putting the needle to his nose as you pulled your face away from his. In a flash, the needle was through his left nostril. āOw!ā
āDonāt be a pussy, Francis.ā
The two of you fell silent as you put some of the jewelry through the hole you had just made. Francis played with his hands, looking up at you as you hovered over him.
āKeep looking at me like that, and Iāll hit you,ā you murmured, your threat losing some of the usual seriousness you carried. Francis laughed.
āIf I let you pierce something else, can I get another kiss?ā
ā...Fine.ā
#agaypanic#francis wilkerson headcanons#francis wilkerson#francis wilkerson x reader#francis wilkerson x male reader#malcolm in the middle#malcolm in the middle x reader
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Platonic spider x male reader who is kinda like experimental reader except he has black tattoos all around his body and long at hair that reaches his back and stuff, reader has adapted nicely and has a life style like the navi but stays in solitude trying to use the materials in pandora to become as advanced as the stuff on earth, and until spider comes along they both get attached since there is no other humans and teaches spider how to play chess and tells stories of Norse mythology (I really like them :))
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IM SO SORRY FOR TAKING FOREVER!!! I went with school on a trip for a week and later on, I had lots of exams, homeworks and projects. So I apologise again, and I hope you like it. ā”
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After living with Spider for several months, you were just like his father. He had thought of telling you about his father's thing, that he is a clone and so on, but he never found the right moment.
Right now Spider was observing how Kiri was taking care of Lo'ak's wounds, he got a huge kick in the ass, anyway, Lo'ak.
- Do you want some kisses on the wounds? - the human approaches the Na'vi turning his head. The blue being simply replies with a - Fuck u man, I fell down because you told me to go to the right, was it an evil plan to dislocate my neck? - Kiri rolls her eyes at her brother's assumptions, which were not very coherent. Spider simply played along and they continued to argue. Until Kiri decided to make the conversation more interesting.
- Spider. - the boy looks at Kiri, Lo'ak just keeps quiet. - When do you plan to tell you-know-who about your father? - Spider tensed and looked to the side.
- Don't know. I never find the time to tell him, I just don't know how he's going to take itā¦ - Spider looks at the ground, Kiri and Lo'ak look at him already knowing what to answer.
- Y/N is the most understanding and intelligent person you can find, do you really think he won't understand you? -
- Mmh. I wish Dad was like that with usā¦ - Lo'ak whispered quietly, Kiri and Spider remained silent.
- I'll see what I doā¦ - he changes the subject quickly, he'll figure out what to do on the way, after all they are right, why would you get angry or upset? - Anyway, Y/N has taught me how to play chess. And wow, it's really hard to beat him. He's too smart. - sits just the brothers and they listen, the Sullys love to hear Spider when he talks about you, his eyes sparkle and he's always smiling, they're glad to know you make him so happy.
- What's the game about? - Kiri asks with a smile and Lo'ak while still in his bubble.
- It's a board with squares. Each opponent has eight pieces and it's about eliminating the other's pieces. His pieces are fromā¦ Mmh - shit, names of cultures, he always has trouble remembering the names. - Ah! Yes! Basque, Basque pieces. I like those, they're shaped like humans. He also has the Nordic chess ones butā¦ it's harder. - Lo'ak looks at Spider with an annoyed look on his face. - I'm learning! - Spider pushes Lo'ak's shoulder, just like Kiri he just laughs. Spider had so many things to comment on, he almost forgot the most important thing. Your advanced technology projects with Pandora's natural materials. - Mmh. Do you guys know if any of Pandora's materials have the ability to produce energy? Like humans do? - Kiri and Lo'ak looked thoughtfully at the human. They knew about your projects and wanted to help you, so sometimes they indirectly ask their grandmother and parents about powerful materials, then tell Spider and he tells you. - We'll ask Dad later. - Spider got up and said goodbye. The brothers said goodbye and looked at each other, they understood each other at once, they know you will appreciate Spider's honesty.
Spider, on the other hand, was nervous, he started sweating and didn't know whether to tell you. By the time he realized it, he had arrived at your sweet abode. There you were, sitting there waiting, reading a book, next to the chessboard. You looked at him with a warm smile, he was happy to see you glad and sat down across from you. You started the game, Spider was concentrated from the beginning but little by little he got more and more distracted, he looked so worried that he was sweating. That's when you stopped. - Spider. Are you okay, little one? - you ask him and put your hand on his arm, Spider just looked at you static. His hands were sweating and he was stuttering.
- I-I have to tell you somethingā¦ I should have told you when we first met, butā¦ it's hard, it's hard even for me to accept. - You answered with a nod and sat down next to him. - My real father is Quarich Miles. My real name is Miles Socorro. Spider is the nickname I got from the Sullys. I'm sorry to tell you now and ruin the moment, but- - you cut him off. It didn't matter to you, it was shocking that he was the son of the most psychopathic person in Pandora, but Spider surely isn't like that. You knew he would never be like him.
- It's all right. I don't care, I'm still going to love you. Because you are my boy. Miles or not Miles, you are who you decide to be. - You tousled his dreadlocks and Spider hugged you with all his strength, he was thanking Eywa for sending you into his life.
The day went by, you were in your hammock with a small blanket. You told him stories of the Vikings, Spider listened and ran his fingers over your black tattoos.
- Freya is the one you like the most? - Spider asked tracing the tattoos.
- That's right. - Spider asked "why?" - She was manifested by humans because she brought regeneration and freedom, as well as fertility, love, lust and beauty. - Spider looked at you with encouragement to keep talking, so you did. - She has wavy golden hair and brown eyes, her skin is as white as snow and she also moved around with a chariot pulled by two big cats: Trjegul and Bygul. She also had a boar, Hildisvini, which acted as a protective talisman in wars. She was a warrior and in her palace, in Asgard, she sheltered half of the soldiers fallen in combat.
- It's very you, that's why you like her so much. - The young boy chuckled under his breath and yawned. - Nowā¦ let's go to sleep, I'm exhausted. - You nodded and cuddled together, until you both fell asleep.
#avatar#avatar x reader#spider avatar#avatar twow#spider soccoro sully#spider socorro#avatar 2#avatar the way of water#avatar x male reader#avatar x human reader
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