#but im just too angry to be coherent
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pbpsbff Ā· 6 months ago
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crazy how ā€œgenocide is badā€ is a controversial take to some ppl these days
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aphantimes Ā· 4 months ago
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i should be more endlessly annoying about x knuckles
would people be annoyed if i rambled shit while rewatching the entirety of sonic x lol
maybe ill tag it all as something so people can filter it out if it's too annoying dvhfshfsgd
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judeiscariot Ā· 5 months ago
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donā€™t fucking piss me off
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nabaath-areng Ā· 1 year ago
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Fuck Sweden as a nation for turning the woobification of our history and culture into one of our greatest exports, pretending to be wholesome and peaceful while profiting from conflicts elsewhere. For never having the fucking spine to take any stance ever and acting high and mighty for being "neutral", all while frothing at the mouth to get a piece of that colonial cake from the cool kids table where the superpowers are seated. For recognizing Palestine's sovereignty only to then consider a withdrawal of said recognition in response to the current genocide. For allowing islamophobia to get to the point it is now and then pointing fingers at jews as a whole. For giving less of a flying fuck about swedish jews during WW2 and until now, yet patting ourselves on the back and taking credit for heroic deeds done primarily by individuals.
I wish nothing but absolute hell and misery for Ulf Kristersson, who is even more spineless about his inaction than I thought possible. Who had nothing to say about the burnings of the torah and quran, only to claim that he stands for fighting antisemitism. Who puffed up his chest and was acting so tough about the things he would do once he became prime minister, only to hold up on none of his lofty promises in true conservative fashion. Both he and his lackeys (as well as their fanclubs of raging screaming bigots) deserve nothing but hurt and hell for continuing to destroy the lives of all marginalized groups in Sweden, all while shamelessly increasing their own salaries blatantly in the open, to then have the sheer and utter gut to declare that actively supporting genocide is within our best interests.
This country's audacity is one that only became possible because we sacrificed our neighbours safety for the sake of maintaining our own, because when your most recent war was in 1809 it's apparently not possible to even try and comprehend the horrors of modern warfare. That is, besides producing the tools for it to happen elsewhere.
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ronkeyroo Ā· 2 years ago
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Iā€™ve been really struggling with not hating my art lately, no matter what I do to try and improve it, i feelā€¦Like a mediocre nobody, as though i lost my entire essence ā€¦it sets such a painful rift between everything i try to do with myself , with everything
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etchedstars Ā· 1 year ago
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hi i just wanted to drop a ss of the comments i wrote on my notion page for captured ghosts because im about to reread and i think this fic deserves all the recognition in the world it slays so hard and you should know the absolute anxiety and simultaneous joy you caused me!!!
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HI OH MY GOD ?!?!??!?!? thank you asufaudsf this is so so nice the joy THIS brought me?????????? immeasurable ty <3333
(ps theres a lot of thoughts in the tags w captured ghosts spoilers for those who may or may have not read my will byers gets haunted multichaptered fic!!)
#if youre thinking hmm i should read captured ghosts!! dont take it from me take it from tumblr user romainlettusdinnerparty :)#okokok so !!! authors thoughts#one of the biggest problems i have with media and especially in fics is when characters just have. the worlds most perfect inner dialogue#which clearly. bc they are fifteen years old. they will not be perfect they wont think coherent thoughts#human emotions are messy and indecipherable and ESP w the st characters someone who has gone thru as much as will has. hes gonna be angry !#i do my best to walk the line between good writing and realistic writing LMAO so im glad that came across :)))#ok abt joyce. this was less of a 'i think this is how joyce would be' and rlly just me being annoyed w my own mother tbh#i also wasnt a huge fan of her when i first wrote cg bc i thought she was way too paranoid over will and not caring much abt jonathan#so that is why shes Like that. im gonna be real i dont think id change it if i rewrote but i also dont think i wrote her fairly#and finally !!! im very sorry i lied about the rewrite. its not gonna happen bc i am so so swamped and i have nothing and i wrote it last y#but for the record will was supposed to be in the same sort of coma max was in and they were supposed to find each other and will#was going to promise max hed find her way out and then boom he was going to wake up there was going to be some jealousy w lucas and mike an#he makes it out alive max makes it out alive vecna doesnt fully leave etc etc. the end#anyways if youve read this far thank u and thank you for leaving this ask and this comment :))))) i havent gotten anything abt my fics in a#while tbh so knowing that like . They Still Exist and people still like them means so so much to me :')))) ok bye this was super long#overdue gets some asks#captured ghosts#happy chemical
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orcelito Ā· 1 year ago
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Fixing my dialog up
Blurgh
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catboybrain Ā· 3 months ago
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me walking into a "design lab" club and seeing 5 decision matrices in their "problem definition" pitch, with no HMW statement and no defined users, plus all the research is materials & life cycle
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weltonreject Ā· 2 years ago
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i do not think ur work frustrations are nothing, the disrespect of not only not bothering to check how to spell ur name (which i can relate to, the amount of people i email for school with ky academic email of name@school and sign off with name to get a response like "hey [incorrect spelling]... blood boiling experience when it is private emails let alone some level of public post) but also not knowing ur position when u are it sounds like their senior is so rude and also mind boggling like if ur doing this in a group project in hs it's one rude thing but to do it at WORK ?? embarrassing for them and frustrating in the least i am sure for u, i am sorry u are being subjected to this this evening, i hope u have a very good sleep tonight in reparations from the universe
<3 egr
I feel so blessed I read your ask the MOMENT I got all comfy in bed so you know what darling I absolutely AM going to have very good sleep tonight!!! I am going to force it I s2g.
And yeah they're all interns still in undergrad. And I KNOW I'm not an Elder, I'm only 24 and only been graduated for 2ish years, but I've been here a year (they started this summer). *I* used to be an intern!!!! But I stayed and moved up in positions!! I work hard on things! I DID the grunt work of social media posting and long leads and short leads lists but NOW I mostly do editing! You know, that thing that interns don't see or do. So really, I think what bothers me the most is that all of a sudden there's this impression that I'm not doing enough, not doing important work, I don't really matter enough to fact-check my name or title. And for this to be a job I kept despite being in school AND having a full-time job because I LIKE being involved in editing and literature, it really bugs me I guess!!
I should really let this go but I just feel so. Oh it glares up so much anger in me. But I'll get over it and it's all gonna be fine. āœØ
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justkiddingguys Ā· 8 months ago
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Batboys Tickle Headcanons
A/N: FORGIVE ME BUT Iā€™M GOING INSANE OVER THESE MFS JUST LET ME RANT IM SO NEW TO THE FANDOM THEYRE SO CUTESY LMAO. Again, this is purely on vibes, im so new to this fandom. Also itā€™s 1 am this may or may not be coherent.
Warnings: Tickling (duh) but all SFW, cursing ig
Including: Damian, Tim, Jason, Dick, Bruce
Damian:
Youngest first lol
Lee:
Okay, so this kid hadnā€™t been tickled in his LIFE until coming to live with Bruce right
And I like to think the first time Bruce does it theyā€™re already decently comfortable with eachother, yknow??
And Damian is BAFFLED cause WTF is this??
He tries to fight his way out of it for sure
But when he canā€™t itā€™s one of the few times anyone gets to see him ACTUALLY acting like a kid
Heā€™s throwing out threats left and right
ANGRYY lee. He doesnā€™t really mind it but his pride cannot handle it lmao
Iā€™d say his worst spots are his armpits and sides. Little scratches on his neck get him FLUSTERED though cause he has to scrunch up his neck and make a face and agghh
Overall very angry
He can get away from it most times (baby assassin)
He might allow Bruce or Dick to get him on occasion though :3
Ler:
Okay so obviously he doesnā€™t have the size advantage
But he enjoys getting one in on his siblings
When he can heā€™s a little shit
During training?
Nonchalant teaser
ā€œHow unfortunate, youā€™ve lost. Why are you smiling about that?ā€ (Completely kneading his opponentā€™s nearest un-coverable spot)
ā€œPff- Damian stahp-ā€œ
ā€œStop what? Iā€™m not hurting youā€
Not something seen often, but it is mean
And embarrassing, cause youā€™re getting overpowered by a child bro šŸ’€šŸ’€
Tim
Lee
Another neglected child smh
Heā€™s not as foreign to it as Damian, but itā€™s still prominent lmao
Heā€™s been tickled briefly before once or twice sure
But longer than a few seconds??
He doesnā€™t know what to do with himself
Snorts
Craves affection, so he definitely brats his way into tickles often
If you tease him about that though he will die
Heā€™s super duper sensitive, so if heā€™s wrecked heā€™s WRECKED, but light tickles make him flustered beyond belief
T-word teases also fuck him up
Has been tickled to sleep out of necessity because omg he NEEDS it
Also cheer up tickles cause he gets in his headddd
His laugh is so cute, it sounds like heā€™s trying not to laugh even when heā€™s cackling
Is not above begging. Begs often.
His worst spots are his knees and ribs
AGSHSHSH Dick has done the rib counting thing on him
ā€œCome on, count with me. Youā€™re a genius, Timmy, canā€™t you count?ā€
ā€œBFFFAHAHA sHIT Dihick-ā€œ (more concerned with covering his face than anything at this point)
ā€œNo no, thatā€™s not a number, letā€™s start over. One ribā€¦ā€
Ler
Another one who I canā€™t think of many scenarios heā€™d actually end up in that position
But I picture him as such a cute ler
Heā€™s teasing, donā€™t get me wrong
But itā€™s so soft, yknow?
Like sure, heā€™ll wreck your shit
Heā€™s AMAZING at figuring out bad spots
But his teases are like
ā€œAw, that tickles? Does it really? Hm. Thatā€™s sad.ā€
ā€œStop? Why? I havenā€™t seen you smile this much in forever!ā€
AND IT IS SOFT WITH MALICIOUS INTENT
BUT IT IS SOFT
Jason Todd
Lee
ANOTHERRR ANGRY LEE
Not necessarily as irrational due to obvious slight maturity level differences between him and Damian
IF YOU CAN PIN THIS MAN DOWN
The curses are worth it
Pretends he HATESS it
But he does not :3
Heā€™s too pussy to brat his way into tickles
But if heā€™s in a mood heā€™ll sit annoyingly close and justā€¦ stretch his arms up. Ever so subtly.
Heā€™ll deny his intentions to the second grave though
Heā€™s a kicker
Gets pissed off at regular/mean teasing but
ā€œAwww Jason, your laugh is so cuteā€
ā€œCmon, letā€™s see that smileā€
Any soft cooing and he is GONE
Yeah heā€™s still throwing fuck youā€™s around like rice at a wedding
But heā€™s covering his red ass face too
Worst spots are his hips and stomach and that PISSES HIM OFF
Using words like belly or tummy to tease have him utterly broken
Ler
Mean mean mean mean
Mean ler
Instigator
Absolute little shit
Oh my god heā€™s so teasy
No boundaries
ā€œWow, youā€™re REALLY ticklish, huh? Especially right here in this spot, here. Mhm. Yeah, you are, look. Stop? No? Awww come on. We both know you wanted thisā€
Will not be soft unless heā€™s doing it for a purpose
Enjoyā€™s wrecking Timā€™s shit regularly
I cannot emphasize this enough: MEAN
He will not stop digging his fingers into the utter WORST spot until heā€™s satisfied that his victim is about to die :3
And heā€™ll tease them about it for WEEKS
Dick
Lee
TEEHEE TEEHEE
Heā€™s the only mf on this list not embarrassed as fuck about tickling
He gets in a lee mood and EVERYONE knows
Giggly little bitch is silently begging for it
And he doesnā€™t even ask the ler to stop, he just lets it happen šŸ’€
Like heā€™s just laying there, no shame
He has to have a bad spot on his legs, specifically thighs
Honestly I think the only way heā€™s blushing about it is if you tease him for NOT blushing about it
ā€œAwww, you love this, huh? Look at that grin. Maybe Iā€™ll just keep tickling forever, since youā€™re enjoying yourself so muchā€
Ler
Big Brother Ler ā„¢ļø
Designated cheer-up tickler
Heā€™s definitely the softest teaser
All compliments and coochie coos
Unless youā€™ve fuckin crossed him.
Cause he CAN get mean
Sweet tickles: ā€œHmm, I love that smile. Youā€™re so cute when you giggle like that. Yeah I know it ticklesā€
Revenge tickles: ā€œSo what was it you were saying earlier? No say it. Go on.ā€ (going insane on the WORST spot imaginable) ā€œWhat? Sorry I canā€™t hear over all the laughing. Damn youā€™re ticklish. Oh you donā€™t like that word? Hm. Tickle, tickle tickleā€¦ā€
His fingers are so fast and he IS more flexible than ANYONE and thereā€™s no escaping, no moving. Just a big Dick Grayson Grin in your face.
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gaypastabake Ā· 4 months ago
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sad Edge head-cannony rambles
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hey um uhhhh [Spoilers for the entirety of Sparks of Hope] and also TW: mentions of trauma ok thanks
Ok so im not really sure how to format this post, I just really wanted to talk about an important head-cannon of mine for Edge and I had so many ideas relating to it but no motivation to do any of them, like I started a short comic but don't want to finish it, so im just going to go on a weird ramble because that's all I know how to do.
Ive had a head-cannon for a while that Edge doesn't respond well to any sort of physical contact, like if somebody were to put a hand on her shoulder in a friendly manner she would interpret it as an attack and would punch them. Given that when she was created by Cursa she never had any kind of support group or friends she could really trust, its likely she's never been hugged before either, and even if she has been hugged during her spark-hunting days those people are long dead to her.
Edge has difficulties showing any kind of emotion given the circumstances of her creation, she was made to hunt sparks and nothing else. She was discouraged from feeling strong emotions as it could be a distraction from her task, and likely isn't used to showing her feelings. Not only that but the only people she had ever trusted turned their backs on her because she cared about the sparks, and was likely mocked and ridiculed for that sentiment.
In my personal head-cannon that's why Edge is so reserved and isolated from the rest of the Mario + Rabbids crew, because shes scared of putting herself in a situation where she appears emotionally vulnerable because of the incident with the spark hunters. In every cut-scene when everyone is on the WM-ARC she's always as far away from everyone else as possible, because she doesn't like getting close to people due to her own insecurities. She appears angry or indifferent all the time because she either doesn't know how to process or actively refuses to acknowledge her own thoughts and feelings, and is resorting to acting headstrong and annoyed
Something I wanted to write about in the Mario Rabbids fic I was planning is the possibility of Edge coming to terms with her emotional ineptitude and fears of getting close to people both emotionally and physically. I feel like in an instance where if she were in a relationship (platonic or romantic) with someone it would take her a while to get used to affection, she would get irrationally uncomfortable and stressed with physical contact and would likely try to ask for boundaries until she feels more comfortable putting herself in a vulnerable position. There's a scene ive planned in the fic where Edge finally feels comfortable and asks to cuddle, leading to her finally breaking down because she's never been used to real and genuine affection from another being.
guhhhhhhh there are allot of thoughts I have about her and if I think of any more head-cannons I will certainly talk about them without revealing too much of the plot for my fic.
I included the drawing because I felt this post would feel empty without it, especially since I tend to word vomit when talking about things I like. sorry if some of my thoughts are not coherent im not good at wording things.
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rowiewritesstuff Ā· 10 months ago
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Hello, may I ask for an Earthspark or TFP match-up, please?
My height is 5'3 (160cm). Im nonbinary and asexual, and I use any pronouns. I have brown, curly, short hair and green eyes. My skin is very pale, and I usually look pretty tired. I wear black clothes. Im a pretty calm and level-headed person. I really enjoy deep conservation, music, dancing, reading, and stargazing. I can read pretty much anything. I really like learning new things. Im sarcastic, and I like to tease my friends. I am extremely loyal to my friends, and I show my affection for them through gifts, quality time, and doing them favors. I tend to talk a lot about topics that I am interested in. I usually stay calm when people panic, (even if I'm screaming on the inside). Im trying to be as open-minded as possible to everyone, as long as they are doing the same thing to me. I love animals, especially raccoons. I think they are just adorable (I also have a cat and two dogs).
I have a pear-shaped body, but I'm also a little bit chubby. I have some scars on my arms and legs (mostly because I scratch my wounds when I'm stressed). Im anemic, which means that I get tired easily. Im also lactose intolerant. I often have random pains, but I don't know why. I also have an anxiety disorder (I bite my nails and lips a lot because of it). I would rather spend time indoors than outdoors, but I will not pass up an opportunity for a picnic :3.
I dislike loud noises and crowded places. I can't speak in front of a large group of people, and I have trouble making eye contact. I also hate when someone is bullied. I like spending time with someone when we both just do our stuff in one room. Im a pretty awkward person at first, but if I get close to you, I become more talkative and funny. People always tell me that when they first saw me, they thought I was intimidating. I often hum some music while doing something.
I think thats all. I apologize if this is chaotic. I never wrote a request. I hope it's not too much. Feel free to not write anything at all if you can't come up with anything <3.
Have a nice day and remember to take care of yourself!
Yandere TFP Megatron
Megatron is a cruel decepticon with a distaste for organics, so when he grabbed you into his servo he went to crush you right before Primeā€™s optics. He grinned viciously down at you, and your dead stare made him pause. Even the bravest of his kind looked more fearful than you.Ā 
Before he could even form a coherent thought, he had transformed around you and flown away. When he got back to the Nemesis he was angry with himself- but he didnā€™t realize that as he threw you to Knockout, ordering him to watch you.
While you were scared, you did like the quiet of this place. It was almost soothing.Ā 
Knockout peered down curiously at you. At your obvious exhaustion, he commented. ā€œIf I didnā€™t know better about your fleshies, Iā€™d say youā€™re half dead.ā€
You stared back up at him, not quite making eye contact. He noticed your avoidance, but said nothing as he scoffed and went back to working.Ā 
Megatron questioned himself as to why he brought you along, but he couldnā€™t put his finger on it. He ended up sitting you on a table in his room while he worked. You were mostly quiet, but your curiosity showed as you looked at his computer.Ā 
His booming voice asked what you were doing, and you covered your ears. Megatron wasnā€™t sure why he did it, but he lowered his voice and spoke again. ā€œWhat are you looking at?ā€Ā 
ā€œ....your screen. Sorry.ā€ You bit your nails nervously. Megatron turned away, silent.Ā 
It was weeks before he sat you on his shoulder. He didnā€™t speak, clearly unsure of how to communicate with you. For the first time in millions of years, he was truly unsure of himself.Ā 
When he did start talking to you, it was to teach you about his gladiatorial days. He spoke of how he started the revolution, and how he fought against the corruption of the senate.Ā 
Eventually you felt comfortable enough to ask questions with him, but you felt nothing but pity. He had been through so much. However, you also felt conflicted- the Autobots are your friends, but you feel like this war has no point anymore other than for Decepticons to get some sort of revenge.Ā 
You slowly began to chip away at Megatronā€™s cold spark, and he cared for you- even if he didnā€™t show it well. He loved the way you hummed softly your favorite songs, and how content you were to merely sit on his shoulder.Ā 
Megatron would often bring you to large forests so you could enjoy the nature he found you enjoyed.Ā 
One day, when Megatron was on a comm with Soundwave discussing something, you decided to take off. You wanted to be back with the autobots- not to say that you even hated Megatron after everything you had learned. You ran through the forest, getting turned around almost instantly.Ā 
Almost immediately, you were snatched up into the servos of a very furious mech. Megatron had a deep scowl on his face.Ā 
ā€œAfter I bestowed all of the knowledge I had upon you, did you really think Iā€™d let you go?ā€ Megaton squeezed you painfully tight. ā€œDonā€™t worry, worm. I wonā€™t make the same mistake with you twice.ā€
Megatron, secretly heartbroken that youā€™d try to leave after creating a bond, locked you in a cage hanging in his room- with no way to escape his clutches. You would never be allowed out unless Megatron was with you. His trust would be hard to earn back- maybe even take your lifetime.
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imrllytootiredforthis Ā· 2 years ago
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okay but what if... royalty au w soob where he's a crown prince who everyone believe is a hard dom in bed due to his status butšŸ¤­šŸ¤­little do they know how much of a slut he is the second you oh so slightly tighten your grip on his throat, how easy it is to make him cry and whimper after being edged for hours, how he himself admits to not being able to do anything without you and wanting to have you control his every movešŸ˜©šŸ˜©oh and not to mention how badly he needs you to use degrading words mixed w praise on him "what a cute little slut, are you sure u can fuck those girls like they imagine you to? i don't think this cock can be any use, what a pity though, all this size and all for nothing" šŸ¤ÆšŸ¤Æ
THIS WAS THE FIRST THING THAT CAME TO MY MIND WHEN I SAW TODAY'S WEVERSE PICS IM GONNA EXPLODE????
NO BC THAT WAS LIKE THE FIRST THING I SAW THIS MORNING TOO, and then i saw this and i wanted to reply but i had to leave the house and then was busy all dayšŸ˜­
but now i have time, so without further ado,
starting off, i cannot put into words how much i love it when everyone expects them to be the dom and everything but they're really just a whimpery lil puppy willing to do anything just to have you touch themšŸ˜©šŸ˜©
imagine being a courtier or one of the knights in his personal guard or smth and there's a party, all of the guests are all over him and you overhear a group of girls giggling and pointing to him, whispering about how he's probably so commanding in bed the same way he is normally
later on that night you're guarding outside his chambers but then begin to hear odd noises from inside.
almost like moaning? was he in pain? was he hurt?
you burst into the room to see that it's quite the opposite.
the pretty prince is strewn out across silk sheets, legs opened wide, palming over himself with his eyes clenched shut, breathy moans and whimpers slipping free from plush and bitten lips
he sees you and you expect him to be angry or at least ashamed of his actions, before he can even get a word out you're already apologizing and backing out of the room, despite how much you really don't want to
but he begs you not to.
begs you to come in and help him. to make him feel good and just take full control over him. to do anything you want to him-anything at all.
and it's not right...you shouldn't...but really, how can you turn down such a tempting offer?...from such a willing participant?
and so it becomes a personal challenge to prove the giggling whispering girls from earlier wrong
making the crown prince turn into a drooling, cross-eyed mess over those lavishly expensive silk sheets, edging him over and over until he can barely think straight, barely make out a coherent sentence
and then switching over to overstimulating him, making him cry with your filthy words and sinful touch, adoring and cruel and oh-so fucking mean in every best way
until there's not a single trace of this 'domineering' prince the people talk about, only a pretty little (well, not so little) mess just for you, all for you to corrupt and make into the perfectly cute little slut for you<3
jeez,šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø
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delimeful Ā· 1 year ago
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how easy you are to need (redux) (6)
warnings: PTSD, misunderstandings, panic attack/anxiety spiral, MASSIVE miscommunication moment this chapter, brief mentions of past death, lmk if im missing any!
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Despite having every intention of plotting escape, Virgil found himself spending the bulk of the next few days sound asleep.
Heā€™d suspected foul play, something slipped into the meals that they kept freely giving him, but there was nothing unnatural or forced about his rest.
His body and mind had been pushed to their limits, and he was simply exhausted.
The humans did their best not to disturb him, but he was restless, his mind always registering the wrongness of his surroundings and trying to drag him back into consciousness. He woke the moment one of them stepped into the room, no matter how brief or silent the intrusion.
He didnā€™t open his eyes or twitch when this happened, morbidly curious to see how they would behave if they thought he wasnā€™t aware and watching their every move. He laid there with his heart racing, listening keenly to catch the muffled steps and soft breathing, waiting for the inevitable moment that one of them approached.
They never did.
When he wasnā€™t sleeping, the humans held meals with him. Unperturbed by his stubborn silence, they would chatter on just as much as they had back when heā€™d taken refuge under their floorboards, the thread of conversation frequently derailed by quips and rambling anecdotes.
He thought he had figured it out after that first night, between the food heā€™d assumed was drugged and the sting of the silverware in his gripā€” not pure silver, but close enough to burn.
But heā€™d only felt more and more clear-headed as time passed, and the moment one of them had noticed his fingers spasming around a fork, theyā€™d all kicked up a fuss and instantly swapped the silver utensils out for carefully carved wooden ones.
As though that wasnā€™t enough, Logan continued to check on his wounds with precise regularity, and despite the fear that rose in Virgil whenever the scent of medical supplies filled the air, the human never took so much as a hair from his head.
His care seemed designed to be as painless as possible, from the way he carefully instructed Virgil through each step of administering treatment to the damp, oven-warm cloth he would press against bandages to keep scabs from tearing free when the padding was changed.
It was bizarre, and Virgil didnā€™t know how to handle it.
He could see why they would want to keep his wounds clean and uninfected. It made sense; they wanted him all healed up by the full moon, not sickly and delirious in the grips of a fever.
That didnā€™t explain the rest of it. The meals, the sleep, the way they listened.
The way restraints still hadnā€™t appeared, even as he slowly but surely regained his strength.
They might have called his bluff, somehow realized that he was too weak (too attached) to turn his teeth against them, but any hunter worth their blade knew better than to rely on such an uncertain assumption.
Especially not when he could potentially do so much damage, placed in the soft, unguarded center of their home.
There was nothing to gain. His body would serve its purpose to them whether it had spent the last few weeks on a silk cushion or a stone cell floor. Why would they risk it?
Once heā€™d successfully spent most of the day awake, and even shuffled through the house without tearing any stitches, they seemed to deem him well enough to hold a coherent conversation.
(Heā€™d actually been trying to count all the potential exits, maybe even see what sort of lodestone Logan was using for the ward. When Patton had caught him slinking around, he hadnā€™t seemed suspicious or angry at all, only overwhelmingly enthusiastic about his health improving.
He also hadnā€™t seemed at all wary about stumbling upon the unrestrained captive that had taken him hostage the last time they were alone, because of course he hadnā€™t. How had these idiots even survived this long?)
ā€œDid you like the meatloaf?ā€ Patton asked him, over halfway through his own meal. The three of them tended to occasionally neglect their dishes in favor of rambling conversation or spirited arguments, so Virgil was almost always done well before them.
They also tended to not ask him such direct questions, and Virgil blinked in silent surprise for a moment, waiting for him to realize his mistake.
Instead, Patton let the silence stretch, unperturbed, for long enough that Virgil finally gave a half-hearted shrug.
ā€œHis plate speaks for itself, does it not?ā€ Roman jumped in eagerly, tilting his head towards the empty space where the meatloaf hadā€“ very brieflyā€“ sat.
Virgil resisted the urge to snort, shifting in mild discomfort at becoming the topic of conversation. They could have put basically anything edible on his plate and gotten the same result. He knew better than to turn down food.
ā€œDishware canā€™t speak,ā€ Logan informed him blandly. ā€œOr consume and judge the quality of food, for that matter.ā€
Virgil felt a flare of amusement at the look on Romanā€™s face, and the words slipped out without thought. ā€œHeā€™s got you there.ā€
Three pairs of eyes flicked over at the barely-audible statement, and he only barely resisted the urge to shrink back. Surprisingly, none of them seemed mad, although Roman was visibly torn between surprised delight and dismay.
ā€œWell, I thought it was just loaf-ly,ā€ said Patton, because he was the funniest one there. Virgilā€™s lips twitched as Roman settled fully into dismay with a groan.
ā€œMust you mock me?ā€ Logan asked with a longsuffering air.
ā€œYour recipe was delicious!ā€ Patton continued. ā€œIā€™d love to meat the ones who made it!ā€
Roman groaned louder.
ā€œYouā€™ve already met my family?ā€ Logan replied, confused. ā€œMy motherā€“ ah. You were engaging in more juvenile wordplay. More the fool I.ā€
ā€œI pan do this all day!ā€ Patton paused, and then shrugged. ā€œThat one would have worked better if it was still in the baking pan.ā€
Roman cleared his throat.
ā€œWow, Specs, I didnā€™t know this was your familyā€™s recipe,ā€ he said, his words just a little too over-exaggerated. ā€œAre they going to come to visit any time soon?ā€
Virgil kept his gaze on his cleared plate, trying to force down the sickening lurch in his stomach. More humans. Just what he needed.
Logan hummed. ā€œAt this point in the season, I imagine theyā€™re very busy with the farm. If they do decide to visit, they will let me know well in advance. And yours?ā€
ā€œItā€™s been a while since Iā€™ve gotten a letter.ā€ Romanā€™s expression soured. ā€œNot that it matters. If he decides to visit, heā€™ll let me know about five seconds before he kicks the door in. Probably by screaming at the top of his lungs.ā€
Despite all the irritation in his expression, there was worry hidden there, too. Virgil was also feeling worried, admittedly for entirely different reasons.
(For some people, hunting was the sort of thing that ran in the family.)
ā€œAt least his visits are alwaysā€¦ exciting!ā€ Patton tried, sounding a little uncertain himself. ā€œWhat about you, Mister Wolf?ā€
The words registered a beat late, and Virgilā€™s head jerked up enough to see that they were all looking at him, again. ā€œWhat?ā€
ā€œI know youā€™ll only be here for a little bit, but I know I always worry when my loved ones are injured, especially if I canā€™t be by their side,ā€ Patton elaborated. ā€œShould we be on the lookout for any potential visitors?ā€
Understanding hit Virgil like a fever, his blood running cold for a moment before spiking into an unbearable furious heat.
So that was why. He should have known.
ā€œYou wonā€™t find anyone out there,ā€ he forced through grit teeth. A low growl had started vibrating in his chest, and he relished in the way the three of them went taut at the noise. ā€œThereā€™s no one to find. If there was, I would never give them up. No matter what.ā€
Maybe he should have lied, pretended that there was a reason for them to keep treating him with this targeted kindness. Lead them on with stories about a pack that didnā€™t actually exist, make them believe he was nothing more than a naive idiot, act as though he didnā€™t have a single clue as to what they were trying to do. It would probably have made escaping easier.
It didnā€™t matter. Anger had overtaken fear, sharp and fire-bright, and now all he wanted to do was burn. They could do whatever they wanted to him, use the stick now that the carrot had so miserably failed, and it still wouldnā€™t ever be enough to make him give up a pack. Not to a fate as cruel as this.
Movement caught his eye, and his head snapped up with teeth bared, a snarl at the tip of his tongue as he braced for an attackā€“
The humans had retreated.
ā€œWeā€™ll leave you be,ā€ Logan said, and Virgil realized that at some point, heā€™d corralled the other two out of the room and into the hall; he could see Pattonā€™s arm around Romanā€™s shoulder, the two of them casting worried looks back as they shuffled away. ā€œWe didnā€™t mean any offense. Please call on me if you need anything.ā€
When Virgil only stared, his growl still rumbling from deep within him, Logan nodded once and slid the divider door into place, his footsteps retreating shortly after.
The dishes had been left where they were. Virgilā€™s plate was shattered, the ceramic pieces laying heavy on his lap. It was quiet.
Theyā€™d left him alone. By now, they had to know baiting him wouldnā€™t work. And still, theyā€™d given him space, backed off instead of pushing on with other, more painful tactics. It didnā€™t make any sense.
Unless they had some other way of getting what they wanted.
Virgil curled in on himself, his growl cutting off as panic doused him. Logan knew enough about spellcraft to make potions, to set wards, to locate leylines. If they knew something Virgil didnā€™t, if they knew enough about magic to twist it to their own ends, and if they knew a way to find other wolves through him without his participationā€“ if they knew about packbonds, and had a way to reveal hisā€¦
So what? He didnā€™t have a pack, not anymore. He didnā€™t have a pack. He didnā€™t, except.
Did any packbond count? Even ones that had only existed for a day?
The thought sent icy nausea through him, and he gripped a shard of the ceramic hard enough to break skin, his breath coming too-quick and catching in his throat.
No, no, no. He couldnā€™t panic. He couldnā€™t afford to pass out, not when he didnā€™t know what they might do to him while he was under. Who they might find.
Unfortunately, knowing he had to stop panicking and actually calming down were two entirely different things.
Black spots dotted his vision, and he passed out between one frantic inhale and the next.
ā€”
He woke to something touching his shoulder, and ingrained reflexes had him snapping a hand out, lips curling up to bare teeth.
ā€œOh!ā€ a voice exclaimed quietly, and Virgil froze.
It took a few blinks to make out Pattonā€™s form in the dark. He had the human by the wrist, his claws pricking at skin, but he seemed more sheepish than anything.
There was a blanket slipping off his shoulder, one that hadnā€™t been there before.
The sight of it sent a miserable curl of guilt through him, one that was quickly dampened by the memory of what had happened before heā€™d passed out.
His hand sprang open as he scanned the room for the other two, desperately straining his senses for any trace of magecraft that had been performed on his person, only to come up empty on both counts.
It was only Patton, standing there in the dark with his hands clasped tightly.
There was a beat of silence, in which all he could think about was that one ephemeral, damning packbond, and everything heā€™d do to keep it undiscovered.
If he could just convince them to settle for one. For him. He could behave, he would swear it, he would begā€“
ā€œIā€™m sorry,ā€ Patton said, which was so surprising that it practically stole the voice from his throat. ā€œI didnā€™t mean to hurt you, asking that sort of thing at dinner.ā€
ā€˜Didnā€™t mean to hurtā€™ him? How stupid did he think Virgil was? Or worse, how cruel?
ā€œHow would you feel,ā€ he forced out, ā€œif Iā€™d asked you that. And it was your pack.ā€
The words were hardly more than a rough whisper, but Patton reeled back as though struck.
ā€œI know,ā€ he replied after a moment, his voice thicker now. ā€œI know. We werenā€™tā€“ It wasnā€™t meant to bring back painful memories. I swear. We only wanted to know if there was anyone missing you, and we didnā€™t think about how you would feel ifā€¦ if there wasnā€™t. Weā€“ I, of all people, should have known better.ā€
Virgilā€™s brow furrowed as he listened, a small spark of hope flaring to life in him. It sounded likeā€¦ like Patton had taken him at his word.
Was it possible that he had a chance, after all?
ā€œYeah, well. I should have known youā€™d ask,ā€ he said, trying to keep his voice under control. ā€œStill, it doesnā€™t change my answer.ā€
Patton inhaled, his words coming out slightly wobbly. ā€œYou really donā€™t have anyone? Itā€™sā€¦ Itā€™s just you?ā€
Virgil swallowed, aware that he was walking into the trap of his own volition. Once there was nothing else to drag from him, there was no reason for them to keep treating him like this.
ā€œYeah. Itā€™s just me.ā€
Patton exhaled, slow and shaky, and reached out for Virgilā€™s hands. His face was hardly visible in the low light, but he was moving slow enough for there to be a question in the motion. Trying to see if he would cooperate?
Restraints right away, then.
Well. Heā€™d promised himself he wouldnā€™t fight if it would keep them from tracking down the only good thing left in his past.
He held his hands out and braced himself for the burn of silver.
Instead, he felt two warm points of pressure against his palms. Patton was holding his hands firmly but harmlessly, in a grip that Virgil could break away from with a twitch. He was rubbing small circles on the side of Virgilā€™s hands with his little dull-edged thumbs.
It was a soothing gesture. A gentle one.
Virgil stared dumbly down at the shapeless mass their hands formed in the dark.
ā€œWhy?ā€ he asked, unable as always to keep himself from looking the gift horse in the mouth. ā€œWhy are you treating me like this? You have to know this isnā€™t necessary.ā€
Patton withdrew slightly, seeming almost startled.
ā€œIā€™m not doing it because itā€™s necessary, kiddo. Iā€™m doing it because I want to. Because it seems like maybe you need it.ā€
ā€œYou donā€™t even know me,ā€ Virgil replied, his hands twitching the slightest amount. They were beginning to tingle with that strange warm sensation that heā€™d felt when Logan had carried him.
ā€œI know that you protected my partners,ā€ Patton replied steadily. ā€œI know that you probably saved my life, and got hurt something awful in the process. Is it so strange that Iā€™d want to comfort you?ā€
Virgil paused.
Thatā€™s right. Heā€™d saved them.
It wasnā€™t that heā€™d forgotten, it was just that he hadnā€™t expected it to matter. The moment theyā€™d realized what he was, his fate had been sealed. To humans, shifters were dangerous and valuable, and so they couldnā€™t be allowed to live.
Even his humans knew it. Why else would he be here, locked behind wards to wait for the full moon?
It was a necessity, but that didnā€™t change who they were. Heā€™d spent all this time bracing for a blow, waiting for the cruelty and malice that heā€™d experienced at the hands of humans before. Yet it hadnā€™t come.
Maybe it wasnā€™t coming at all.
ā€œYou want meā€¦ to be comfortable,ā€ he tried, the words strange on his tongue.
ā€œOf course!ā€ Patton replied. ā€œItā€™s the least we can do to repay you.ā€
Virgil nodded slowly, finally grasping the shape of the puzzle that had been placed before him.
Back when he was a pup, his pack had run across a solitary wolf, badly wounded. There was nothing they could do to save her, but the pack stopped anyway. Theyā€™d curled up around her, shared what meat they had from the morningā€™s hunt, and invited her to sing when dusk fell. For the handful of hours sheā€™d had left, sheā€™d been one of theirs.
His humans had their own sense of honor. They couldnā€™t afford to let him live, but it was thanks to him that their small pack hadnā€™t been torn to shreds. This gentleness, the way they held meals with him and offered him conversation and tended his wounds, it was their way of showing gratitude.
He could trust it would stay.
ā€œOkay,ā€ he said. ā€œOkay.ā€
Until the full moon rose again, he was one of theirs.
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Back at it again with the gay Francis request šŸ«¶
Can I get a Francis Wilkerson x male reader where he falls for a skater boy with anger issues? Maybe pre-military school??? Or they can just meet during military school whatever makes more sense. But like reader is just the classic early 2000s baggy pants, drinks mtn dew, video game addicted, but he's also very stubborn with a mean streak.
Reader just like "im going to punch you in the face if you keep talking to me-"
Francis: "-ok but THEN can we make out?"
Francis Wilkerson With an Angry Skater Boy Headcanons
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Request Something!
A/N: idk anything about skateboarding whoops, donā€™t let your friends pierce you unless theyā€™re a professional
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You probably met before Francis was sent to military school
The two of you were either in the same friend group or ran in similar crowds
When Francis sees you for the first time, heā€™s probably thinking ā€œwow, heā€™s hotā€
He thinks he means it in an ā€œi wanna be himā€ kind of way
Which is a bit true
But itā€™s more in an ā€œi wanna be with himā€ way
Francis saw you first, sitting at a table with some of his friends and some other kids he didnā€™t know. You were playing with a wheel on your skateboard, spinning it absentmindedly while Richie talked about something no one else really cared about.
He sat down in the only available seat at the table, which was right across from you. He gave a half-hearted greeting to everyone, too busy glancing at you every few seconds to pay attention to anyone else.
Eventually, you felt his gaze. You looked up, seeing that he was already looking at you. Francisā€™ eyes widened in a panic, but he couldnā€™t help but look away. However, the slightly angry expression growing on your face made him wish heā€™d stop staring at you.
ā€œWhat are you looking at?ā€ you asked in a hiss, hands now gripping your skateboard and back straightening up. Francis tried to stammer out a response, but it was nothing coherent.
ā€œY/n, chill.ā€ Richie laughed, looking at you with his usual half-lidded eyes. ā€œFrancis is cool, man, donā€™t worry.ā€
Francis nodded quickly, hoping that that along with Richieā€™s statement would cool you off a bit.
And it seemingly did. After giving the blonde a onceover, which felt more like a glare to him, you relaxed back into your slouched position.
Despite your somewhat coarse personality, Francis still wanted to hang out with you
He doesnā€™t know how he did it, but you start to warm up to him
By warming up, it mainly meant you not glaring at him every time he got near you
Soon enough, the two of you were hanging out regularly
ā€œOn your right.ā€ You muttered, focused on the violent game that you had on the TV. Francis had come over to your place after school, mainly to get away from his mom, so you thought youā€™d pass the time by playing the new shooting game you got.
Francis was barely playing. Instead, he kept glancing over at you every few seconds. There was something about the way you got heated so easily that got him excited.Ā 
ā€œDude, you just died.ā€ You laughed at him, and Francisā€™ eyes snapped to the screen to see that he was, in fact, killed. He sighed and tossed his controller on the bed, acting like he was annoyed when it really just gave him more of an excuse to check out your room. And you.
Keeping the controller steady on your leg, you played with one hand while the other grabbed your half-empty soda can. Francis watched as you chugged the remaining Mountain Dew, crushed the can, and threw it toward the trash can in the corner.Ā 
ā€œStop staring, or Iā€™ll punch you,ā€ you said, catching Francisā€™ stare out of the corner of your eye before focusing back on the game.
ā€œYeah, right.ā€ In quick response, you hit Francis in the shoulder. ā€œOw!ā€
The two of you like to get up to trouble
Graffiti some walls, smoke some weed, usual teenage troublemaker stuff
One night, while Francis was at your house, he told you about a little lecture his mom had given him
And how it made him want to do the complete opposite of what she told him
ā€œYou sure about this?ā€ you asked, not really sounding concerned as you cleaned off the sewing needle you had taken from a random junk drawer. ā€œLois is totally gonna send you to military school.ā€
ā€œFuck it,ā€ Francis said with a shrug, playing with the jewelry that he brought with him.Ā 
ā€œOkay then.ā€ You shrugged, going over to your bed. You pushed Francis to lie down and sat beside him, staring down at him. ā€œDonā€™t get pissed if I fuck it up though.ā€
ā€œKiss for good luck?ā€ Francis laughed lightly. Even though it sounded like a joke, he was slightly serious. You thought about it for a moment. You supposed there were worse people to kiss.
ā€œSure.ā€ You said with a shrug. Leaning over Francis, you pecked him on the lips quickly. ā€œNo homo.ā€Ā 
ā€œWhaā€¦ā€ Your actions put Francis in a daze, so he didnā€™t register you putting the needle to his nose as you pulled your face away from his. In a flash, the needle was through his left nostril. ā€œOw!ā€
ā€œDonā€™t be a pussy, Francis.ā€
The two of you fell silent as you put some of the jewelry through the hole you had just made. Francis played with his hands, looking up at you as you hovered over him.
ā€œKeep looking at me like that, and Iā€™ll hit you,ā€ you murmured, your threat losing some of the usual seriousness you carried. Francis laughed.
ā€œIf I let you pierce something else, can I get another kiss?ā€
ā€œ...Fine.ā€
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Platonic spider x male reader who is kinda like experimental reader except he has black tattoos all around his body and long at hair that reaches his back and stuff, reader has adapted nicely and has a life style like the navi but stays in solitude trying to use the materials in pandora to become as advanced as the stuff on earth, and until spider comes along they both get attached since there is no other humans and teaches spider how to play chess and tells stories of Norse mythology (I really like them :))
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After living with Spider for several months, you were just like his father. He had thought of telling you about his father's thing, that he is a clone and so on, but he never found the right moment.
Right now Spider was observing how Kiri was taking care of Lo'ak's wounds, he got a huge kick in the ass, anyway, Lo'ak.
- Do you want some kisses on the wounds? - the human approaches the Na'vi turning his head. The blue being simply replies with a - Fuck u man, I fell down because you told me to go to the right, was it an evil plan to dislocate my neck? - Kiri rolls her eyes at her brother's assumptions, which were not very coherent. Spider simply played along and they continued to argue. Until Kiri decided to make the conversation more interesting.
- Spider. - the boy looks at Kiri, Lo'ak just keeps quiet. - When do you plan to tell you-know-who about your father? - Spider tensed and looked to the side.
- Don't know. I never find the time to tell him, I just don't know how he's going to take itā€¦ - Spider looks at the ground, Kiri and Lo'ak look at him already knowing what to answer.
- Y/N is the most understanding and intelligent person you can find, do you really think he won't understand you? -
- Mmh. I wish Dad was like that with usā€¦ - Lo'ak whispered quietly, Kiri and Spider remained silent.
- I'll see what I doā€¦ - he changes the subject quickly, he'll figure out what to do on the way, after all they are right, why would you get angry or upset? - Anyway, Y/N has taught me how to play chess. And wow, it's really hard to beat him. He's too smart. - sits just the brothers and they listen, the Sullys love to hear Spider when he talks about you, his eyes sparkle and he's always smiling, they're glad to know you make him so happy.
- What's the game about? - Kiri asks with a smile and Lo'ak while still in his bubble.
- It's a board with squares. Each opponent has eight pieces and it's about eliminating the other's pieces. His pieces are fromā€¦ Mmh - shit, names of cultures, he always has trouble remembering the names. - Ah! Yes! Basque, Basque pieces. I like those, they're shaped like humans. He also has the Nordic chess ones butā€¦ it's harder. - Lo'ak looks at Spider with an annoyed look on his face. - I'm learning! - Spider pushes Lo'ak's shoulder, just like Kiri he just laughs. Spider had so many things to comment on, he almost forgot the most important thing. Your advanced technology projects with Pandora's natural materials. - Mmh. Do you guys know if any of Pandora's materials have the ability to produce energy? Like humans do? - Kiri and Lo'ak looked thoughtfully at the human. They knew about your projects and wanted to help you, so sometimes they indirectly ask their grandmother and parents about powerful materials, then tell Spider and he tells you. - We'll ask Dad later. - Spider got up and said goodbye. The brothers said goodbye and looked at each other, they understood each other at once, they know you will appreciate Spider's honesty.
Spider, on the other hand, was nervous, he started sweating and didn't know whether to tell you. By the time he realized it, he had arrived at your sweet abode. There you were, sitting there waiting, reading a book, next to the chessboard. You looked at him with a warm smile, he was happy to see you glad and sat down across from you. You started the game, Spider was concentrated from the beginning but little by little he got more and more distracted, he looked so worried that he was sweating. That's when you stopped. - Spider. Are you okay, little one? - you ask him and put your hand on his arm, Spider just looked at you static. His hands were sweating and he was stuttering.
- I-I have to tell you somethingā€¦ I should have told you when we first met, butā€¦ it's hard, it's hard even for me to accept. - You answered with a nod and sat down next to him. - My real father is Quarich Miles. My real name is Miles Socorro. Spider is the nickname I got from the Sullys. I'm sorry to tell you now and ruin the moment, but- - you cut him off. It didn't matter to you, it was shocking that he was the son of the most psychopathic person in Pandora, but Spider surely isn't like that. You knew he would never be like him.
- It's all right. I don't care, I'm still going to love you. Because you are my boy. Miles or not Miles, you are who you decide to be. - You tousled his dreadlocks and Spider hugged you with all his strength, he was thanking Eywa for sending you into his life.
The day went by, you were in your hammock with a small blanket. You told him stories of the Vikings, Spider listened and ran his fingers over your black tattoos.
- Freya is the one you like the most? - Spider asked tracing the tattoos.
- That's right. - Spider asked "why?" - She was manifested by humans because she brought regeneration and freedom, as well as fertility, love, lust and beauty. - Spider looked at you with encouragement to keep talking, so you did. - She has wavy golden hair and brown eyes, her skin is as white as snow and she also moved around with a chariot pulled by two big cats: Trjegul and Bygul. She also had a boar, Hildisvini, which acted as a protective talisman in wars. She was a warrior and in her palace, in Asgard, she sheltered half of the soldiers fallen in combat.
- It's very you, that's why you like her so much. - The young boy chuckled under his breath and yawned. - Nowā€¦ let's go to sleep, I'm exhausted. - You nodded and cuddled together, until you both fell asleep.
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