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this is just my opinion but i think any good media needs obsession behind it. it needs passion, the kind of passion that's no longer "gentle scented candle" and is now "oh shit the house caught on fire". it needs a creator that's biting the floorboards and gnawing the story off their skin. creators are supposed to be wild animals. they are supposed to want to tell a story with the ferocity of eating a good stone fruit while standing over the sink. the same protective, strange instinct as being 7 and making mud potions in pink teacups: you gotta get weird with it.
good media needs unhinged, googling-at-midnight kind of energy. it needs "what kind of seams are invented on this planet" energy and "im just gonna trust the audience to roll with me about this" energy. it needs one person (at least) screaming into the void with so much drive and energy that it forces the story to be real.
sometimes people are baffled when fanfic has some stunning jaw-dropping tattoo-it-on-you lines. and i'm like - well, i don't go here, but that makes sense to me. of fucking course people who have this amount of passion are going to create something good. they moved from a place of genuine love and enjoyment.
so yeah, duh! saturday cartoons have banger lines. random street art is sometimes the most precious heart-wrenching shit you've ever seen. someone singing on tiktok ends up creating your next favorite song. youtubers are giving us 5 hours of carefully researched content. all of this is the impossible equation to latestage capitalism. like, you can't force something to be good. AI cannot make it good. no amount of focus-group testing or market research. what makes a story worth listening to is that someone cares so much about telling it - through dance, art, music, whatever it takes - that they are just a little unhinged about it.
one time my friend told me he stayed up all night researching how many ways there are to peel an orange. he wrote me a poem that made me cry on public transportation. the love came through it like pith, you know? the words all came apart in my hands. it tasted like breakfast.
#warm up#writeblr#actually this is because again i don't go here#i don't read/write fanfic but i have nothing but respect for my troops#but i also have never played minecraft. im sorry. please ask me any question about pokemon tho i love that shit#anyway#out of some banal and thoughtless curiosity i watched the minecraft movie trailer#and again i know nothing about minecraft. i am aware im in an endangered population#but im watching this going: this is so fucking.... BAD#there is NO LOVE in it!#like if someone who has NO history in minecraft watches that and is like - ohhh this is soulless#WHO IS THE AUDIENCE????#ppl who love minecraft are gonna hate it!!!#at some point it's the ''mean girls musical movie'' problem --#some people will always hate the premise of what you're doing and some people will love it#make it for the ppl who love it#and usually that somewhat convinces the haters to like. chill enough to TRY it . bc it IS good#but when you try to make it for the haters..... nobody likes it. it doesn't have passion. energy. footwork#which is a small way of saying a big thing: if you love something. fucking make it and assume someone will love it too.#i love u . be brave . be bold. be in boston and come to my reading#where i wrote a really weird fucked up little book.#love u love u love u etc
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#bwark#pkmn leaks#can we stop labelling a bunch of devs as terrible for literally just writing mythology that didn't even make it inti the game and wasn't#supposed to be seen by the public#esp the people naming and shaming the person who wrote them like jesus christ there's literal doxxing going on rn can we be mature#and like i said last night we have our own fair share of fucked up fairy tales and folklore in the west#so this discussion is giving the vibes of ''anime is uniquely perverted unlike our pure and innocent western animation''#like why are we singling out japanese mythology here lmao#ofc you're allowed to be uncomfortable with the leaks. i am and im definitely glad they were scrapped. but can we also be mature about it#it literally is not as big or horrible on gamefreak's end as people are making it out to be#it was scrapped for a reason. it was too much for this video game for children. can we move on or are people gonna make the same unfunny#joke about it#ask to tag?
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a redraw of the first drawing i posted here to celebrate the fact that ive been in tumblr for more than a whole year posting my shit and havent deleted my blog in panic yippee \:D/ (mushy rant in tags)
#i realised too late that it has been more than a fuking year (august 9)#and for context: ive had 3 different intagram art accounts and i deleted all 3 of them a few months before creating them. anxiety amiright#here it has been so different bc people are so nice??? it has been a pretty plesant experience here w all of u really#im so glad to have found myself in such a wonderful part of the fandom and amazing mutuals that i never talk to bc im shit w texting#the atention has been overwhelming ngl. i have over 2000 followers which. holy fuck???#it doesnt feel like a real number and for my own sake im nnot gonna treat it as one#like i apreciate the support and ppl liking what i do but im not here to make number go big yk? im here to connect w other humans#and yall have been amazing humans ^^ thank u for all the wonderful tags and comments and the support overall#it has been so cool sharing my art and finding other artist whom i respect oh so very much. some of them even follow me back wtf#i hope to continue being here for as long as i can and keep growing as an artist and sharing that process with other without fear#also my amy redesign actually goes so hard idk why i forgot about it nxnfbcncb#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#amy rose#nov.aart#nov.junk
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TEASING SEASON 2 WITH THE CHARIOT RACE?? SEASON 2 YOU ARE ALREADY THE MOST PERCABETH SEASON TO EVER HAPPEN
ps: the budget increase is so clear to me. oh they are inVESTED
#me every time percyseries posts#how can i make this about percabeth???#YOU GUYS THE TEASER#IM GONNA PASS OUT#AND THERES MORE TOMORROW#THIS IS A VERY BIG WEEKEND FOR ANNOYING PEOPLE#IE ME#percy jackson#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson the lightning thief#pjo tv#percy series#annabeth chase#pjo tv show#percabeth#walker scobell#grover underwood#percy jackson sea of monsters#percy jackson series
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i found this in the games files, can anyone tell me who this is ?????
🙅🙅 PLEASE DO NOT USE MY DESIGNS WITHOUT PERMISSION 🙅🙅
#joke caption i made this#i was gonna make like an actual rig but Um .Im not smart#this stupid cookie has led me to places i wouldnt even go with a gun#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#crk#shadow milk cookie#blueberry milk cookie#my art#gif#animation#adobe animate#2024#i just noticed a big error in this but man i dont feel like going back to fix it wtv
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squeaky_toy_sound_effect.mp4
#im gonna end up giving half the hermits these animal noses bc they're too cute and fun they'll all look like goofy movie cast#its a sacrifice im willing to make tho#i wanna try to implement more fun and magical details and traits into my designs and not only base them on realism#god knows if something comes out of it#like. you know how in ancient mythology they mashed all the cool animals together in insane ways that make no sense? i wanna do that#about scar: idk if im gonna keep drawing him with this nose tbh. still haven't decided if i like it more than the normal one#might also come up with something else entirely too. that's always an option lol#like. maybe a more kitty nose? or ooh a big round lilo and stitch nose damn... really i should be drawing this and not typing whoops#hermitcraft#goodtimeswithscar#my art#sketch
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WHEEEEEE
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#i drew this insteabd of payong attention to class. Sorry.#And am posting it while i wait for the bus. I ha e sleey disease#SLEEPY.#emu otori from um . fortntie#Rhebusihesjehr THE BUS IS HERE BYYE#edit ok im back waiting for my transfer BROTHER. THE ANNIVIERYUAEYH it got me so fucked up prsk you crazy son of a gun#I THINK THE NEW OUTFITS ARE RLLY CUTE MIKU SOOOO KITTY#im almost done with all of my commsni dont think i will open them again this semester. or next. summer. Im sho tired#my assignments r fun but theyre like big. Theyrbe large#my prof said he was gonna make us make fur/sonas for an assignment hut didnt want to get fired. dont be a coward#proseka autism is killinng me i cant lie WHY IS DARKNESS FESTA TIERING SO FUCKING CRAZY#IVE NEVER EVER SEEN THE 10K CUTOFF REACH A MILLION POINTS ON EN. USUALLY WE SLACK SO HARD. COME ON#im so sleepy and have things to do please sotp it AND CURTAINCALL IM GONNA BE SICK I CANT TRHJNK ABOUT IT
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vent/comfort art to keep myself present during ptsd flashing
#actually im not gonna queue im just gonna post it now yahoo eat well#no context to what triggered him bc i didnt want to try going into stuff like that today#maybe leo got a bit hurt/lost and raph was in a sensitive spot#u can make up uir own thing#im tireed im gonna go to bed#this is ok to reblog btw#sunset duo#big comfort... snff...#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#my art#nordidia art
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hm
[pacing around the room like a grizzled, alcoholic detective] I think those two guys fucked
#the author is homophobic but he fucked up big time by making the gay celibate priests compelling. they will absolve each other.#blasphemy forever#sorry this week im hearing dyer and karras' scenes in audiobook and it's so much softer than i thought when i was just reading The Exorcist#this is for animatic purposes and what not#I’m gonna think of ‘we’ll absolve each other’ until the earth falls into the sun#the exorcist 1973#the exorcist by william peter blatty#damien karras#karrasdyer
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Miguel is Fine, Actually (Being Spider-Man's Just Toxic As Hell)
Before I watched ATSV I said that I would defend my man Miguel O'Hara's actions no matter what, because he's always valid and I support women's wrongs. I was joking, and I did not actually expect to start defending him on Tumblr.edu. But I'm seeing a lot of commentary that's super reductive, so I do want to bring up another perspective on his character.
Miguel wasn't acting against the spirit of Spider-Man, or what being Spider-Man means. Miguel isn't meant to represent the antithesis of Spider-Man. Miles is the antithesis of Spider-Man. Miguel represents Spider-Man taken to its extreme.
Think about Miguel's actions from his perspective. If you were a hero who genuinely, legitimately, 100%, no doubt about it, believed that somebody is going to make a selfish decision that will destroy an entire universe and put the entire multiverse at severe risk - if you had an over-burdened sense of responsibility and believed in doing the right thing no matter what - you would also chase down the kid and put him in baby jail to try and prevent it. He believed that he was saving the multiverse, and that Miles was putting it in danger for selfish reasons. Which is completely unforgivable to him, because selfishness is what he hates the most. And then he goes completely out of pocket and starts beefing with a 15yo lmfaooo he's such a dick.
But why did Miguel believe that? Why did he believe that Miles choosing himself and his own happiness over the well-being of others was the worst possible thing? Why did he believe that tragedy was inevitable in their lives, and that without tragedy Spider-Man can't exist?
Because he's Spider-Man.
Peter Parker was once a fifteen year old who chose his own happiness over protecting others. It was the greatest regret of his life and he never forgave himself. Peter's ethos means that he will put himself last every time, and that he will sacrifice anything and everything in his life - his relationships, his health, his future - to protecting and helping others. Peter dropped out of college because it interfered with Spider-Man. He destroyed his own future for Spider-Man. He ruins friendships and romantic relationships because Spider-Man was more important. If Peter ever tries to protect himself and his own happiness, then he's a bad person.
That is intrinsic to Peter. Peter would not be Peter without it. A story that is not defined by Peter's unhappiness is not a Spider-Man story. If Peter doesn't make himself miserable, then he's just not Peter.
That is a Spider-Man story: that not only is tragedy inevitable, that if you don't allow yourself to be defined by your tragedy then you're a bad person. If you don't suffer, then you're a bad person. If you ever put anything above Spider-Man, then you're killing Uncle Ben all over again. Miguel isn't the only one that believes this - as we saw, every Spider-Man buys into what he's saying. There's no Spider-Man without these beliefs.
Miguel attempted to find his own happiness, and he was punished in the most extreme way. He got Uncle Ben'd x10000. He tried to be happy, and it literally destroyed his entire universe. It's the Spider-narrative taken to the extreme. Of course Miguel believes all of this. Of course he believes this so firmly. He's Spider-Man. That's his story. And the one time Miguel tried to fight against that story, he was punished. And like any Spider-Man, he'll slavishly obey that narrative no matter the evil it creates and perpetuates. Because if he doesn't, the narrative will punish him. The narrative will always punish him. It's a Spider-Man story.
I don't think the universal constant between Spider-Mans, the thing that makes them Spider-Man, is tragedy. I think it's the fact that they never forgive themselves. And Miguel is what that viewpoint creates. He doesn't believe this things because he's an awful, mean person. He believes them because he's a hero. He's a good person who hates himself.
Across the Spider-verse isn't really a Spider-Man story. It's a story about Spider-Man stories. Miguel's right: if this was a Spider-Man story, then Miles acting selfishly really would destroy the universe. But Miles' story isn't interested in punishing him. It pushes back against Peter's narrative that unhappiness is inevitable and that you have to suffer to be a good person. It says that sometimes we do the right thing from love and not fear, and that Peter's way of thinking is ultimately super toxic and unhappy. ITSV was about Miles deciding that he didn't need to be Peter Parker, that all he needed to be was Miles, and ATSV is about how being Peter Parker isn't such a good thing. Miguel shows that. Whatever toxic and unhealthy beliefs he holds - they're the exact same beliefs that any Spider-Man holds. He's a dick, but I don't think he's any more awful a person than Peter is.
TL;DR: Miguel isn't a bad person, he just has Spider-Man brainrot.
#across the spider-verse#atsv#atsv spoilers#across the spider-verse spoilers#across the spiderverse#across the spider verse#miguel o'hara#atsv meta#source: i recognized an embarassing amount of those cameos#im also seeing a lot of ppl make a lot of assumptions about what miguel was injecting and why#we dunno guys! im not gonna suppose anything#I just think that Miguel and Miles are great foils#and that what makes them interesting as foils#is the fact that they're both good people who want to do the right thing#miguel shows how that gets twisted#to the point where you beef with a 15yo sometimes which is still so funny#im a big spidey 2099 fan#which I love bc it is NOTHING like spiderman and yet it's such a good spiderman story#but talking about comics migs is useless bc he has 0 in common with atsv migs#but there is a lot of VERY cool stuff to say about how#the sm2099 comic has nothing to do with spiderman at all whatsoever extremely pointedly#but its still a wonderful spiderman story that finds its own way#tbh it was kind of a breath of fresh air to read a spider-man story that wasn't about spider-man for once#and that was just about miguel#anyway stan women's wrongs#miguel o hara#miguel ohara#my writing
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they say there's a beast up in the mountains... have you seen it?
#CREDIT TO @JAEFOX IN THE CPM DISCORD SERVER FOR THE BASE!!!!#finished reskinning / lightly editing jae's fantastic model into fern in like. idunno. two hours? fun lil project on my weekend#the little wings are from the essentials mod. the big wings are part of the model. this was achieved with custom player models mod!#oc: fern#dragon#minecraft#custom player models#CPM mod#my art#furred dragon#fursona#gifs#im gonna make it so that ppl without the mod see its human form instead :3c
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el bestias
#my art#in stars and time#isat#i need to get my big huge drawing ideas out so bad .. AGHHHH!!!#i promise soon i want to like desperately but im so doodleful#also sometimes i draw characters as animals welcome to my blog where i draw human characters as animals frequently…#siffrin is a stoat isa is a border collie and odile is a corsac fox :)#also i have the others. loop = pine marten#bonnie = somali kitten#and mirabelle = american fuzzy lop#i put too much thought into these things sometimes….🌹but it’s soooo fun#i was gonna make siffrin a cat at first because well. u know why. but i thought bonnie would fit too. they got cat eyes
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this was actually for @doomspiral ‘s mini ruspru week but I’m. very.. slow… o)-(
#combined the gothic and friction prompts#doom if you’re seeing this I’m so sorry TwT#I tried my best#if I work on this any longer it’s gonna get worse#but I still feel like it’s so unfinished#oughhhh#the artist’s struggle#ruspru#rupru#hws russia#hws prussia#aph russia#aph prussia#hetalia#hetalia fanart#digital art#my art#fanart#digital illustration#illustration#im a big fan of Gil being completely nonchalant about people who are insanely obsessive about him#absolutely obsessed with that white lacy thing of an outfit I put him in#I don’t even know or care if it counts as gothic that Victorian babydoll babygirl lingerie core to me#words that don’t even make sense
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best friendisms
bonus <3
#do you think they have heart-shaped bff locket necklaces#barnaby has a picture of wally in his. wally's has a picture of an apple#no one told him he was supposed to put a pic of barnaby in it </3 tragic </3#now if you all will excuse me im gonna go eat tylenol cereal and also shove my head through the wall#they make me Unwell <3#Supremely Unwell <3#theyre!!! theyre besties!!! they are best friends!!! holy shit!!!#sniffling sobbing wailing crawling on the ceiling etc etc#what a time to be alive... to be able to Appreciate them....#big guy & his lil buddy.... OUAAWOOOOOOOOOOO AGHHHHH OUGHHHHHHHH#i think about barnaby and wally. i take minecraft damage#my healthbar has been dangerously low lately <3#scribble garnish#welcome home#barnaby b beagle#wally darling#welcome home puppet show#sobbing vfx. glass breaking vfx. car crash vfx. banshee wailing vfx-#if anything happens to them i will#Enjoy It Greatly!!!#i will! it would hurt So Fucking Much but id have a great time!#anyway drawing this took ten years off my life. at first i scribbled barnaby's paw Backwards#so i had to completely change half of it#and just. sigh. i Was gonna color it but it took more energy than i thought it would#and really! who has the Energy these days!!! certainly not me!#there are still Mistakes but yk.... whatever... its fine perfection is an impossible achievement anyway <3
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i think she should wear more sporty outfits/be allowed to be more casual. born an athlete, forced to be a princess etc.
#sonic the hedgehog#blaze the cat#inspired by: going thru her official outfits on the wiki the other day.#im not a big Outfits person but if girlie is gonna have outfits... well i wanted to make more but im too tired rn. take these#mmkart#hogs tag
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#BJBDLGJKNDFNFJDNGK#i never noticed frank hand new charlie off to dennis ntil last night so i had to put this together#im a big fan of den's tiddy grab of th charles mannequin before readjusting to his shoulder#iasip#always sunny#charden#chardennis#charlie kelly#dennis reynolds#screencap#mac & charlie die: part 2#the gang makes paddy's great again#shitpost#do toy story rules apply to these types of creations cuz den sex doll nd charlie mannequin would fuck insane#we're gonna hav demented sex right#new charlie#new dennis
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