#but im feeling better now :]
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No one in this house has normal priorities.
#windyart#challenger deep#talas#graves#certified no braincells moment#scribble comic#ok one more art post today. had a normal one#but im feeling better now#i love doing these interactions to show my ocs personalities interacting but these two are legit just 'weird nerd' and 'weird freak'#anyway yeah thank u for looking. gives u one of the bones as a souvenir <3
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i need to draw more yaoi yuri girlyaoi boyyuri etc......
#drawing characters interacting adn shit like Physically is so hard#hugging and leaning and carrying and pulling !!!! i need to do that more Thats such a struggle#last night fucked me up so bad i was tryna draw kissing from a reference and i just gave up the rest of the night#AND felt like shit today too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#but im feeling better now#i just need to practice that#my rambles#that and drawing necks lol#necks are surprisingly difficult
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wow. ok i. i finally took a look on jaiden animations and she's so fun?
#im watching her adhd video#i'll get to her ace video eventually#im excited#like very excited#that single video of her got me in a good mood actually#i was a bit “omg its sunday tomorrow it restarts all over again and i will have no time for a thing angel what are you doing#sitting idly not doing what you set for yourself what about your wips what about one of your school assignements#you are doing this to yourself now when it comes again and you have so much homework and research to do you won't be able to even sit for 1#you will be regretting this hour of not getting what you can done and getting that out of the way wont you"#but im feeling better now#(i was not that stressed guys its a joke)#(partially)#rambles
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grandmas hanging out
#dandadan#seiko ayase#turbo granny#grandma yuri...❤️#im alive i survived london except I got a horrible flu as soon as i came back but i feel better now
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Pega bottom surgery
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Yknow you would think if they wanted to stop our friendship they would just block me instead of unfriending me on everything. I don't wanna see ur shit anymore and I ain't gonna reach out.
#the vessel vents#im doing better than last night at the very least#it was a toxic friendship. mutually bad. and i cried when they said they didnt wanna be friends anymore#but im feeling better now#just having a rough one right now
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#i just ruined my own night with this#i was actually feeling slightly better and now im crying again JKHKJEHRGEHRGRG#solavellan#solas#veilguard spoilers#da:v spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#mine.txt#YOU ARE RIGHT HE DOES SEEM SO WISE AND KIND AND SAD AND HE DOES LOOK AT YOU LIKE YOU MATTER MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE AROUND YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!#im literally that amy adams screaming into a pillowcase gif right now
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sidelong
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#itafushi#fushiita#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#i havent drawn a dedicated itfs piece in so long im a fraud dont look at me......................#i offer u pining!yuuji content. as Penance.#i feel like its usually fushiguro emotionally repressed megumi who ppl draw/make content of looking Longingly @ yuuji#and like. for good reason i mean look at him#but i feel like hopelessly-in-love-w-his-best-friend yuuji is a comparatively slept on concept#or maybe im not looking in the right places idk man#fleeting glances and longing stares and I Should Tell Him I Can't Tell Him.....OUgh#anyway i like how the pendulum seems to have hard swung back in2 me using a bunch of red#i feel like my values r so much better now tho n like. god help me im having fun painting again what has happened#it never lasts long but for rn this is probably one of my favourite things ive drawn in a minute!!!#i love u contrast i love u random bits of red i love u harsh shadows and dramatic light sources#and it didnt even take me a week this time !!!!
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Some Fords! (and Martin K Blackwood is also there)
#Some Ford wips I'm working on! I'll probably post these all seperately later. I dunno yet. just wanted them out of brain jail#The TMA crossover drawings are inspired by a fic which I cannot find the name of right now BECAUSE AO3 is DOWN????#anyway I got more drawings for it I'll post all together later#also I haven't listened to protocals yet and I need to relisten to the og so I hope I remembered Martin's level of lonely avatarship lmao#Also I just think Ford would be a bit mean to himself. ESPECIALLY his immidiately post Fiddleford leaving self#conflicting thoughts of 'I cant risk changing the timeline' and#'I was a miserable self centered idiot and Im afraid I still am so I need to to put my younger self down to feel better'#Gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#gf fanart#fanart#fan art#my art#digital art#martin k blackwood#the magnus archives crossover#Edit: the fic was 'earth becomes sky in the most literal fashion'!!
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HADES + Thanzag (1/?) "Thought you could just get away from me, did you?"
#hades#hades game#thanatos#zagreus#thanzag#supergiant games#hadesedit#gamingedit#indieedit#my gifs#*thanzag#i feel like im a better gifmaker now than 5 years ago so i want to do it again
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Thinking about the fact that Mabel and Dipper didn't know they had two great uncles.
Yeah they are 12 and at 12 I had a shotty understanding of my family tree- But really? Nobody brought up their great uncle? Stanley? Especially since they'll be staying with his twin brother, Stanford?
Shermie never went to Stan's fake funeral, which to me means the twos relationship was strained on some level. If Shermie is older that means his view of Stan was poisoned in some way, that even as kids they weren't close. If the Shermie is younger then he never even got to meet Stan and all he knew about him was how he failed his family. Hell, people probably barely mentioned Stanley TO Shermie.
The fact that Stan had become a black stain upon the Pines family name makes me so vividly upset. Stanley faked his death and the family just- seemingly decided to strike him from the record. To pretend he didn't existed to spare themselves the sadness and shame.
Stanford and Shermie Pines. The only children worth mentioning of Filbrick and Caryn Pines.
It was never Stanford that was lost to the world. It was Stanley, ever since he had to leave New Jersy- it was always him that had to be struck from the record. Change his name, change his state, change his affiliations, destroy the remains of ghost that was Stanley Pines. Kill him so the family doesn't bring him up, doesn't ask questions, stops asking "Stanford" about his twin.
I just keep thinking about the fact that since the day he made one single mistake all the way up until Ford walks out of that machine- Stanley Pines was killed and did not exist. And Stan himself had no one to blame, he had to play the part in his own demise- He is the only one who ever knew Stanley was alive and has been for decades.
He lives in the multitudes of every personality he's ever taken, all in the hope that he himself can stop being Stanley Pines.
#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#STANLEYYYYYY#STANLEY THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU STANLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#sharky rants#Just. Imagine the fucking shame you have to live with#the shame that you can never be yourself. That anything you were is unwanted and forgotten#The shame of just BEING- Of taking space of- of /breathing-/#Imagine the world; your friend; your family; your colleagues being so ashamed of having known you#that you feel more comfortable with a persona to present.#You feel more comfortable stealing the identity of someone you care for deeply if only to help#If only to feel capable for once. To feel like you belong- Like youre doing something good for once#Imagine the shame that brings you to be comfortable not being yourself for 40 years.#ALL CASE YOU BROKE ONE FUCKING PROJECT??????? COME ON#I mean- the deeprooted shame was started from earlier. He was 'the stupid twin“; 'the troublemaker”; “the cheat and thief”#This was a long time coming#But those werent MISTAKES- The one time he genuinely made a Mistake he lost everything#Like he really mattered so little to the people around him#and he cant really blame them.#My cousin is a genius. Hes smart and academically achieved since I was a baby.#The only thing I had that he didnt was my ability to draw. to be creative. The guy for the longest time had a better social life then me too#I used to get brought to tears seeing his accomplishments- seeing people praise him. The shame lived in me any time I had to see him#The shame that I was the black sheep of the family next to the golden standard for a son- for a student- for a friend.#when I was none of those things#And Im lucky he was my cousin- cause if he was my brother that would have haunted me EVERY DAY rather then once or twice a year#Im better with it now; Im more content with who I am- But trauma dump aside-#I very very very much understand Stans shame in being the stupid one. The unachieved one in a family full of achieved people#the shame thats angry at him for being better. at the family for treating him special. and most of all at yourself that you cant be better#its a visceral feeling that I sadly understand
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How did your meeting go with the surgeons?
it was memorable
#sci speaks#the sci files#im glad i've done all the research. i feel okay. i feel safe and confident. and the doctors have all been really kind and helpful.#lots of good vibes. and they're moving me through the system so quickly. i'm glad it'll be dealt with so soon.#feels so crazy that this has been going on. right under my skin. and it's all explained now and i feel so much more in control.#i know whats going on!! with my funky body!! no more unanswered questions!!#i feel really good these days. optimistic. i feel like i understand myself a lot more and it means i'm better to myself.#but you'll all have to be patient with me. please be patient with me like i've learnt to be patient with myself.
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part black mask practice page part redesign of minor elements that i wanted to do differently bc i draw them differently as is... leaning into, like, dark court jester opposed to joker. straight jacket belts. feeling encased in their suit. etc.
#goro akechi#dork art#love bm so much....#made a ppst ages ago on twt abt how nice it is to see a lot of bm art now in different ways#vs i feel u only rlly got some angsty bm engine room art back in the day n it used to make me sad#not that im any better but i need to draw fluffy akcs in general lol
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HEYY I'M ACTUALLY ALIVE AND IVE TOTALLY BEEN ALIVE SO HERES MY FAVORITE THING EVER DRAWN TODAY:
Now excuse me while i sleep until 5pm because the sun IS rising and i AM so tired
#sally face#sal fisher#sallyface#sal fisher fanart#sallyface fanart#sally face fanart#i just saw a tag that said the sf fandom OVERLOOKS lore. what fandom does that person live in#it better not have been my own tag 😭#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#sketch#emo sal fisher#2000's nostalgia#2000's aesthetic#mirror picss lol#haircut#blue hair and probably no pronouns (in the queer way)#illustration#rendering#oh boy im so excited about this one#i've been drawing like all yeat btw i just forgot my blog existed#YEAR*#im not fixing that#i feel like a fanart big boy now drawing cool fanart that actually looks accurate#the body and arms could be better tho :/#oh well!!!#hehehe
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simon taking care of you when you get your wisdom teeth taken out. of course he’s your driver, anxiously waiting in the lobby, shaking his right leg nearly the entire time. he shoots out of his seat when your nurse calls out, “simon? they’re ready.”
“are they okay? how did it go?” he’s immediately following her down the hall to your room, nearly stepping on the back of her shoes to get to you.
when he walks in you’re still coming to, shivering slightly as the other nurse is filling your cheeks with gauze. your bottom lip is dripping blood, but before he can wipe it the nurse does, giving him a small smile. “doc said they did great, i’ll go get their aftercare packet and give you guys the run down of the healing process,” the nurse says, giving your hand a little pat before heading out.
“how you feelin’, baby?” he asks, voice low to not frighten you. he slips off his coat and lays it across your chair, loving the way you automatically cuddle closer to it, inhaling his cologne.
your voice is small, as speaking with wads of gauze in your cheeks isn’t the easiest, “i feel fine. it felt like it took 2 seconds to me, being put to sleep was so weird.”
his large hand grabs yours from his coat, pulling it to his mouth so he can plant soft kisses along the skin. kissing your palm, the length of your finger and to the tips. “y’ did fucking amazing love. took that like a champ, m’ so proud of you.”
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yes i got all 4 of my wisdom teeth removed this morning yes this is extremely self indulgent and yes im writing this on my phone with a huge ass ice pack on my face to help the swelling
#ill write more when i feel better tmr#as of now im dying from my left cheek#.wbm#ghost x reader#simon riley x reader#simon ghost riley x reader
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hehe ghost-turbo haunting felix au
turbo is connected to the last piece of his code in the whole arcade - a trophy he gifted to felix in mid 80s as a symbol of him genuinely caring about their relationships on par with being the best racer. felix also gave him one of his medals and both kept their gifts next to other rewards, but when roadblasters and turbotime were unplugged, the medal was gone with everything else
now, after burning in cola-lava turbo is basically dead, but scraps of his code still were intertwined with the trophy (after all, it was his first winner's cup, but felix never knew about it), giving turbo an opportunity to exist as a shadow incapable of interacting with anything and anyone besides felix, who kept the trophy even after the roadblasters incident
also I went crazy in tags, feel free to check them out
#turbo#turbotastic#fix it felix jr#80s boyfriends#hammertastic#headcanon about them exchanging their trophies isn't mine but i loved it A LOT#and “darling” is turbo making fun of how felix was calling him in 80s#this hc about “doll” and “darling” pet names also is not mine but i adore it#turbo here is a complete freak who just stays around felix most of the time even when felix has moments with calhoun#and felix is an ass who keeps secrets from everyone bc he doesn't want his dirt to come out#he's ashamed of his previous relationship with turbo and doesn't want anyone to know any details#and calhoun to just know about it#this just gets worse and worse#they also didn't actually break up and were still technically dating when turbo went gamejumping#and he's mad af at felix because he's the reason ppl in the acrade made a boogeyman out of turbo and he couldn't come back#like imagine your bf says to you what you are better than others think of you#and then behind your (presumably dead) back tells everyone that you're just an egocentric maniac#i believe turbo has other reasons why he gamejumped (besides jealousy which took place but wasn't the most important reason)#and felix is an unreliable narrator#so yeah turbo HATES his ass#(but still would-) no im not making it suggestive#anyway i hc that turbo had put A LOT of emotions in this relationship even tho he's bad at this#he tried his best with felix but they were just making each other worse#and turbo while feeling betrayed never really moved on (yes even after 25 years he's PATHETIC)#and felix is just full of regret about everything but he won't admit his mistakes in his relationship with turbo#bc “well he turned out to be a bad person so that automatically makes me in the right about everything”#but felix had made a lot of bad decisions while dating turbo and was just classically ignorant about a ton of things#sorry about this random ass essay in tags i'm done for now#wreck it ralph#wir
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