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guess im reading tsc again
#my posts#liveblogging tsc#tsc spoilers#4th reread like 3 pages in and its still so fucking heartwrenching#i dont know what it is about the writing#i guess its just that its gotten better?#more descriptive? or smth#but im constantly on the verge of tears#AND THEN HE SAYS HES WORKED THROUGH WORSE#jesus fucking christ#aftg
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Nagumo Shoma I Sun☀️& Moon🌑
KISS X KISS X KISS: Love ii Shower (2023) AT 25:00 IN AKASAKA (2024)
#kiss x kiss x kiss#kiss x kiss x kiss love ii shower#at 25:00 in akasaka#25 ji akasaka de#jdrama#jdramasource#userrlaura#uservix#userlera#userharu#userfaiza#moonlightsdream#asiandramanet#asiandramasource#nagumo shoma#which one do you prefer? both! both are good#he's slaying both looks#also the difference in attitude: kazuma is confident in everything he does and naoki seems to be on the verge of tears constantly#im obsessed with him if you can't tell#and i love how much these both characters contrast each other hence.... sun and moon#mywork
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guys I'm literally so close to where they filmed the first hunger games and my heart cannot handle it
#MY HEART IS EXPLODING#i feel like im constantly on the verge of tears?#josh hutcherson was literally HERE#and I can't take it#everytime i see a tree im like#is this the one katniss climbed#its almost too much to bear#the hunger games#peeta mellark#peeta#katniss#katniss everdeen#katniss and peeta#everlark#thg
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instant mood cure
#ok but im being 100% serious#this was my actual experience today at work today#had an emotional crisis in the bathroom. like I was sitting on the verge of tears the entire time and just having an awful time#and then boom! hurricane came on and suddenly im doing alright. im being serious it just cured it#this silly little song constantly makes me happy no matter the situation#idk what kinda magic they put in that songs but it just makes me go :D#omg Johnnie hi#dani speaks#lord huron#strange trails#johnnie redmayne
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Back from my week long break, and had a blast of a time, but not feeling too refreshed.
First off, apparently now I have insomnia. And I can't decide if it's a symptom of my mental unwelless, or if I'm feeling like shit because I can't sleep. I want to cry.
It's like, even before my vacation I could feel the desperate need for vacation, and I was so permanently exhausted that it started to scare me, but now that I had a week off, I feel like I rested just enough to realise how burnt out I really was (am)
I am so damn tired from having to dig myself out of this mental pit again and again
And I just want to have a good night's sleep...
#i am constantly on the verge of tears#and I questioned my career choice several times this past week#because why do i have to feel this tired#and why do i have to witness all this suffering#and i can't even put it into words how low i feel now#and it scares me because i honestly love my job#and most of the time im so content that i can't believe i get to live my dream job#but then i crash sometimes#and it's awful#i don't want to feel like this#personal#vent#might delete later
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Do you guys ever just feel your psyche breaking
#maybe im just overstimulated#4 months with no break from my family and i feel like im going to strangle someone#i cant fucking wait for college#like yeah boohoo im going to be sad and all#but fuck#between the yelling#the transphobic comments#the bodily noises#and the smells#its activity making me insane#and they wonder why im always on here#i know smells and bodily noises cant be helped but oh my god when my dad burps every 5 seconds i actually have to go outside#and the smell of weed#i actually wanted to smoke before i turned 18#but now the smell of weed makes me sick#like i get my roomate might also have some of these#like she might talk constantly#or burp a lot#or smell like shit#but i haven't been living with her for my entire life#and the constant bitching about other women from my mom#i hate how i come from such a agro family#and she has the audacity to call me sociopathic#and they wonder why i have depression#and they wonder why i have severe anxiety#and they wonder why i have suicidal thoughts#im on the verge of tears because the noise around me just never fucking stops#and they wonder why i need music on always#tw rant#tw mental health
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do you ever become so obsessed with someone else's OC as if theyve had their own series or some shit that it's not even funny
#im actually foaming at the mouth#i dont think they have tumblr but monmeon9 on insta. solon has my heart#they look like theyre constantly on the verge of tears and for that i am absolutely smitten#artists on tumblr#art#ocs#oc#oc stuff
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it’s crazy the fanfiction slowburn plots that develop in your head when you are extremely single….something as small as “this guy at work heard and responded to me saying something that no one else in the group acknowledged” is suddenly the equivalent of a hand hold in an Austen novel or some shit like that
#text#I’m suddenly like ‘omg this is just like fleabag and the priest’#every guy here is married or has a gf and i am like. ‘constantly on the verge of tears’ single#it sucks to be single so bad#cause im like wow i just witness the very sparse amount of attractive and/or funny men around me and have to live with the fact#that i can’t reap the rewards of a relationship with a guy like that!!!!#😭😭😭#but I will. one day
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why is anxiety so fucking inescapable and utterly ruinous
#i have always been able to live with my depression. it sucks but it is absolutely nothing compared to the crushing weight of anxiety#im on the verge of a panic attack like almost 24/7. constantly on the edge of tears and hyperventilation
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Finish Kamen Rider OOO before any rewatch of other series.
my brain isn't even doing good enough to watch the owl house fam if I decided to watch OOO in this mental state my brain would ooze out of my ears
#Im EXTREMELY stressed and tired#i cant focus on new things that i know i would enjoy if i wasnt constantly feeling on the verge of tears#rewatching things ive already seen is the easiest way to kinda keep me grounded#which is why im on my 3984243rd rewatch of downton abbey
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it's been one of those days again
#i swear to god idk what's wrong with me#i just constantly feel like I'm on the verge of tears now???#and I'm so sober? and it's been long enough that I'm not withdrawing#i can't blame pms#i just feel like shit All The Time?#im literally sitting in my car having a nervous breakdown#I'm anxious for the first time in years#more days than not i feel like crying and i don't know why#im literally such a piss poor therapist i don't even have the insight to understand or work myself out#let alone others#i just. wish i knew what was going on#and today was supposed to be really nice!#i don't remember the last time I felt genuine happiness it's like#at least not since july. maybe august#idk#mine#music#Spotify
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#im very very against crying because it just makes my head hurt and my face ugly#but because im so against crying i havent been able to sleep in months because#i keep having dreams of myself violently sobbing but i have to be super chill about everything#im not allowed to cry im the only one who doesnt cry thats the value i offer to my dying brother#is that im the only person not visibly mourning him yet#i almost cried at the doctor because they asked me how many siblings i had#its so fucking stupid i know#and i feel so bad like i abandoned him but he was slipping farther and farther every day it was horrible having to arrange hospice for him#then he agreed to the third surgery he never wanted to have but insurance didnt cover it#but 3 days later the surgeon did it out of pocket and now hes on new chemo but im still not with him#i ran away and gave my room to his mother so she could be with her dying son and i could catch a break#but it doesnt feel like a break im still constantly on the verge of tears and even though he chose to spend his last months with me#i chose to high tail it to another state because i couldnt stand the sight of him#he wouldnt let me take care of him anyways because im his baby sister 19 years younger than him and its a pride/shame thing i get it#whatever im done now i will always have video games
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#my neck hurts and theres so much fucking tension on the back of my head i feel like im being put through a compressor#i dont wanna go back to bed but i feel sick and im tired and im sad and while i did sleep for a few hours really badly cause my body sucks#it didnt really fix anything#i feel so fucked up today. mentally and physically exhausted and on the verge of tears constantly#idk fam im just not feeling it today. being awake and alive i mean#ugh#night is an absolute mess on main
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no one told me that going back home after technically moving out would be so horrible and difficult :)
#i feel like i constantly have a headache and i am constantly fighting with my mom :)#and in the verge of tears!! what’s that all about!!!#happy holidays etc etc#what’s funny is a see them all the time but still the majority of my week is alone#so im kinda surprised at how i feel now lol jdjfhfb
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Everyone knowing Steve as a brilliant tactician and this logic driven man with a plan yet Bucky gets his memories back from a museum on this man and has to contend with the fact that Steve Rogers is actually the dumbest, most reckless motherfucker ever and no one is ever gonna believe him
#Movies#i like the first captain america movie more than i remembered but Steve Rogers is truly a blonde at heart#his hearts in the right place but once emotions get involved he just stops thinking#'yeah sure ill be a guinea pig for your unprecedented science project im gonna die either way -#either winters gonna do me in or im gonna finally lie my way illegally into the army'#he repeatedly storms a heavily fortified nazi base. multiple times! and he goes first each time!!#yeah hes very courageous but very dumb. i know buckys just constantly on the verge of tearing his hair out over his sht
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Nearly every month I reach a mental breakdown point bc of work
I just need a job where I can work from home, not need a degree for, and not interact with customers. My head and heart can't take it.
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