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Tripping and falling
ep 18
Siiiiogghhhhhhhh. I just woke up to this, and the only thing I gotta say, is Alux is so autistic about that firebird.
I was right in saying that he loves fantasy creatures >:]
But everything else is just character and world building. Nice and cozy, like the tavern. But story progression wise, it doesn't give us *a lot*. It does give us some things, like adding character to deer and rocky (because they've been pretty neglected since introduction), and there is that one snippet of the Wisp and petro at the beginning. But like, the title of the episode seems off. Like the presentation first hand, and then the actual content don't line up, so I can only assume that the title and thumbnail are meant to foreshadow something bigger in ep 19 or 20.
My best prediction is that 19 is going to be Petro centric. And 20 is going to be the season finale with the honeybee festival, and some goes horribly wrong because of some sort of butterfly affect by Petro, kicking off season 2 with Alux having to now find out what's going on in cozen. (And of course the gang going along with him.)
#favremysabre#alux rising#i can't think of any analysis from this episode rn#i want to do one on tge ep#but ill have to look deeper#there is that anecdote from alux about how hes feeling and his new found powers being a bit uncontrollable rn soooooooo#theres also that!!!!!#but like yaknow this is a slowburn story#i might not even do character analysis i might do a narrative and media presentation analysis 🤔#the way ar tells its story is very interesting#It's like it juggles its characters and storylines interchangeably to show that this is all going on simultaneously#idk i just find that intriguing moght do that instead
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whats up with the sudden influx of chainshipping puppy plays in my inbox friends and pals
#thought last anon was a one off thing but when i look a little deeper its many of you LMFAOO#what prompted this. did something happen.#if i have free time ill indulge your requests#AKSHSKDKDKDK#asks
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hello hello! I hope you don't mind me dropping by but I just want to say I love your art so much, the way you draw vashwood is just so sweet and tender but can I just ramble about the way you draw Vash especially? More specifically, the way you draw his expressions when he's looking at Wolfwood???
I just LOVE the way you draw Vash's expression because the way you make him look at Wolfwood is so soft 😭😭😭. There's just something about it that's so tender, like whenever I look at Vash's expressions in your art I just think "that is genuinely someone who loves another person with all their heart" and it just mends and breaks my heart at once, you capture Vash's love for Wolfwood in ways I can't explain 👏
It's unbridled love mixed with the fear of hurting Wolfwood in their relationship. It's wanting to spill so much affection but holding back in fear of messing up. He looks at Wolfwood like he's longing for him so earnestly be it pre-relationship or even when they're already dating it's just so??? 💕💕💘💞💖💖💞💕
There's just something so tender and heart wrenching at the way Vash looks at Wolfwood in your art, it gets me really emotional and I hope you have a lovely day/night for real <33!!!
ouuuuu thank you so so much for your kind words and for taking the time to tell me this T_T !!! i'm glad my expressions for vash's longing gazes at wolfwood is well done enough to have this sort of response to it…
he's the kind of person that has to hold back in both words and touch when it comes to love, when it comes to wolfwood, but i think it's a difficult emotion to restrain, especially when wolfwood is kind enough to let it be.
ultimately, what they're allowed to have is the inevitable shared spaces during their travels, it's the other's physical presence, being next to wolfwood, being able to take him in through the way he simply exists. smelling smoke, seeing smoke, seeing the cigarette between his fingers, seeing the crosses littered across his person, the rosary snug around his neck, his scruff at his chin, messy bangs, messy hair, tired eyes, the canine that peeks when he speaks, and a voice carrying heavy words, but honest, and kind, and one vash could never get tired of hearing, like how he'd never be tired of just looking at wolfwood.
it's of gratitude, it's of sorrow, it's of grief, it's of love, praise, adoration, it's desperate and it's full of yearning. at first, it's a gaze he feels he has to be satisfied with until he's learned that he's allowed for more and at that point, when wolfwood has given him so much, how could he look at him in any other way?
in any case, i def like to make it known and parade around vash's deeeeeep deep deep feelings of love towards wolfwood, so i'm very happy to know i can express that clearly through his expression alone. i Also just love wolfwood so maybe the projection goes from the heart of the artist to the heart of the art.
i ended up collecting a few caps of his expressions just out of curiosity for myself :3 i have much to improve still, i'll keep on drawing vash's loving self until i can get the ultimate loving expression down!!
#asks#thank you for sending this ahhh <333 long asks like these are always so so sweet thank u....#i think one of the most agonizing parts about drawing vash's expression is knowing that wolfwood is going to look at it and underestimate#the depths of just how much vash loves him - or he can acknowledge in a strained pained way that he's cared for#that his feelings towards vash are reciprocated in this sweet manner - but he can't allow himself to have it be deeper#u could say the same thing about vash's reaction towards wolfwood's loving gaze to him. but although ww is similar in vash to complications#when it comes to loving - i think ww knows better of when they're short on time and how he's only got so much time to indulge and plunge#into a short loving paradise with vash. maybe thats too confusing... naturally it doesnt have to be this deep either. vash just loves..#wolfwood just loves... they've both got so much heart and yet restrained due to the lives they have to lead - for the people they have to#protect..... they make me so Ill.
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hello!! i just want to tell you that your art is so goddamn scrumptious, you are literally feeding my xmen brainrot and I find myself smiling when i see your art come across my feed. I love how you draw charles, pretty privilege and post (lets be fr he's serving every time)
i hope you always have fantastic brainrot and id kiss your blessed hands for giving us the gift of cherik and charles xavier, you are literally an icon
hope you have a great day ahead of you and more!! you deserve it !!
well i'ma absolutely have a wonderful mornin after readin this AWWWW thank you so so much !!!! i haven't been postin xmen long, so it's been really heartwarmin seein the warm reception to my work in the wonderful tags people have been leavin on my posts- and especially gettin to answer the lovely asks y'all've been sendin in (❁´ ▽ `❁) !! im glad people also like my goofy text posts and esp quotes from my brother he really has no right being so funny at the most random times
i hope to be xmen posting a while: ive got at least 60 years worth of stuff to look through and ongoing, so i dont imagine my interest'll wane anytime soon :]] !!
#fave#snap chats#'xmen posting' is so generous ive been posting the same two freaks day in day out !!!!!!#my blog desc does not lie i am cherik posting near exclusively because these two have captivated my brain in such a diabolical manner#that doesnt mean i dont love the rest of the xmen cast ofc ..... its been fun getting back into this franchise more in depth this year#its funny honestly: i was more of an avengers kid growing up but like. by the SMALLEST technical margin#i Vaguely caught eps of 92 as a kid and i distinctly remember the 'real raven' scene from first class when i was a teen#because of course thats the one (1) scene i saw as a kid while channel surfing jELJEA like Hello mr lehnsherr. Your zesty turtleneck.#and mystique. hello. but it didnt really go any deeper than that ... until recently HIIIII#i missed the train like a mfer tho all Three of my friends had watched the xmen movies growing up but better late than never !!#i got into comics through my bro and he only really took me to see avengers movies and the like but avengers hasnt really. stuck with me#not in the way xmen has recently. maybe its cause im older idk i just find myself attached to it and more interested in it as a whole#BUT ENOUGH OF THAT PRATTLE thank you so much for the kind words !!! they really do mean a lot i'll cherish this ask forever#im very happy people like how i draw charles i love drawing him sm.... pretty privilege and post thats heinous vjlkjvALVJELKJ#BUT VERY TRUE HE'S ALWAYS HANDSOME THO i love me a bald mfer im so serious this is no game#dark phoenix gets my ire for having mcavoy be bald the whole time but then i have to deal with The Rest Of The Movie#he just looks so good .... i mean Granted but he just looks especially good ... do we catch my cold ... ill stop now ...#point is i look forward to drawing charles many more times in the future Bald Or Not with his ex by his side <3#i dont even wanna post this i just wanna keep readin it. and replyin to it vJEALKAEJKL BUT i must thank you ... so thank you !!!#i hope to continue makin the people happy with my silly postings :]]]
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oops! all wips
#dndads#1st img is morgan . tried to solidify the type of person that would marry glenn & jodie and its like#manic pixie dream girl meets wife under bedsheets. fun loving carefree extremely irresponsible i imagine shes as much a bad mom as glenn is#a bad dad#close family dinner for each day of the week#i imagine its very depressing cool for kids sad for adult/college life meals#i had like a pmv/animatic of tmbg erase to nicks everything but ill never finish it sadge!#comic in the middle i was gonna do like a immediately after the final where willys defeated and schools out for summer norm and scary run#into eachother while theyre walking home#and scary would ask whats wrong and normal would be like#well knowing that the entire world ended because of me has been sort of weighing#on me yeah“ and then scary would go ”normal...do you wish that *was* the reason?“ which would lead normal getting dumbstuck cuz she hits#the nail on the hammer. and then hes incredibly defensive and hes like uh b buh NO !!! MAYBE !!! and scary would share her experience#but itd make normal more resentful cuz hed be like well it all worked out for you in the end with you and your dad and you mom who all love#you. and then scary would get irked and start to call him out but then now that the bottles been uncorked his resentment would start#spilling out.#“you burned my house down! i thought it was *my* family that had the connection with the doodler ! but why- when- ”#and normal would be so frustrated and he couldnt get his words out and hed refuse to look at scary while she looks at him w/ the hardest#look of conflicted sympathy and pain#and all she could say would be stop comparing yourself to me and shed mean that in the most compassionate way possible and norm would just#be like i know#and then the bus would come and scary would have to go but shed look back and then be like “am i still coming over saturday to play#and him busy crying would just give a thumbs up#god now that i write this out maybe i will draw it i have a little bit of time left why not#to me i think scarys someone normal would have the easiest time being mean to#one because of his latent misogyny and this like unconscious superciliousness he holds towards her yet shes the one receiving the#validation he sorely craves and knowing if theres anyone he could talk to and whos understand what hes going through its her so though he#isnt able to be emotionally vulnerable or engage in a deeper level but he does feel comfortable enough to lash out at her#last pic is if nick woke up post doodlerized and found himself on cassandras couch (where the teens placed him) and shes there to greet him
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I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh
hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]
i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..
#snap chats#//twenty page google doc in the background// ignore that. it's mostly for comedic purposes#might also be my fault idk sorry about that. allegedly. idk ive had like three people tell me they started to ship them cause of me 🧍♂️#@mementoasts is another person who's drawn masadai and whose stuff i love and am inspod by .. i love their disneyland fic sm ...#there was another artist on twitter who posted a neat drawing of them but i cant remember who they were and i didnt bookmark it //screams//#recently there's been ANOTHER masadai artist ive started following on twitter - @wifekiryu. his account's n/s/f/w fyi before you go looking#he has a tumblr too @foxdies. i say cause i realized as much recently vjeaKLGJALKGJ#oh but I GUESS ill get deeper into why. /i/ personally ship masadai or whatever#first off they're opposing factions yet their character alignments Do Not Match their roles. stereotypically anyway#aoki who leads the 'surface' of society and is meant to be an admirable figure and someone 'just' when really. he sucks LMAO#though that's not atypical of politicians but just from a stereotypical This Is A Respectable Individual perspective of his role#daigo on the other hand leads the 'underbelly' of society- yk comprised of dangerous criminals and outcasts and whatnot#yet as we know him daigo's compassionate and considerate of his men- he doesnt treat them like tools like aoki does#if put in a room with the two daigo would be most people's choice of person to hang out with. probably open a trapdoor on aoki tbh#and i think thats really cool and epic i always love that kinda Subverting Expectations thing#theres also the fact they both started off like. edgy/angsty in the franchise and then brush up down the line#masato does a stronger 180. publicly. obviously but its still really funny they both have to get their act together#if you wanna talk about in-text reasons. there really is none LMAO I TELLS YOU masadai is pure crack#but if i wanted to pull a muscle reaching then there's daigo being on aoki's side while everyone else is on arakawa's during the funeral#im lying of course. mitsu was behind him. rgg tryna make me forget mitsu exist .... put him back in y8 ....#and ofc ichi joins that side to even out the seating but moving on another Goofy Reason is arakawa being like#'the chairman and my son are like p much the same age Surely he knows how he thinks :)'#and then i just think daigo being all smarmy about outsmarting aoki is really goofy and im choosing to interpret that as personal#they both also have issues with their dad. s. dad/s/. anyway.#tbh the google doc tag was a joke but i really could sit here and list every dumb reason why i think theyre funny together#like i started going over the tag limit so uhhhh yeah needless to say i have a lot of. dumb reasons 💀💀💀💀#one day ill use the main text for long rambles like this but todays not that day Point Is my imagination is rampant im afraid#so the short and sweet of it is I Think It's Funny. And They'd Be Terrible Together. Which Is Why It's Funny.#and the unfortunate part is anything i find funny i obsess over for a year so. //gestures to the mountain of bullshit thats my masadai tag/
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#tw: death#tw: irl death#tw: parent death#ok those tags will make sense in a moment but! cause I've been going back through my s/is lore it made think a lil deeper into her#relationship with o'b (true heat) n well the thought of them talking about kids came up#both o'b n myself irl have a genetic that can lead to terminal illness n cause my s/i is me she has it too#o'b carries a disease in his blood that killed his sister n mine can lead to terminal cancer not 100% but I'm more likely to possibly get it#over someone who doesn't have the same gene it's what killed my own dad irl#so i like the idea of both of them like bonding on that level knowing they both have like this *monster* inside them inside their genetics#n well its comforting to me to know he knows exactly how i feel irl#idk cause of the whole his ashes finally being ready for pick up thing it sorta opened old *wounds* n my fear of dying like he did#i know I'm gonna die someday everyone is but i don't wanna die the way he did#i think I'm venting uogihviyv not what i meant to do! I'm not looking for comfort! just brain werms went screwy lol#but i really like the idea of the two of them having a bonding moment over their fears n grief in a way that only people in that position#can#n it's comforting so ojghvihfiv#shut up rattie no one gives a shit lol
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Y'know considering that I actually like Marina & Florence + The Machine & quite a few Billie Eillish songs, I might actually like Lana Del Ray's music if I listened to it, but I also just categorically refuse to do so because by this point she's become so intertwined with some of the most insufferable views of "feminity" I've ever seen that I literally just cannot do it.
#also her music seems a bit slow and percussionless#and i'm a strong beat type of gal#her lyrics also just seem kind of meh but again that might just be because i've viewed them almost entirely#via snapshots given to me by people who frankly don't seem to be the sorts of fans who will dig deeper#than a superficial knowledge of a discography so. maybe some of her songs have lyrics i might vibe with.#sorry this post comes off so r/imnotlikeothergirls#but its not the embracement of feminity itself that's bad#it's this fetishsisation of feminity as defined by victimhood#filtered through this weird sexualisation of delicate waifs and chiffon and mental illness and suicide#in a way that would have given the pre-raphaelites a run for their money#combined with a glorification of the 'i hate men because they're inherently different from me because im a woman#but i also need men because im a woman'#as if that's everything womanhood is#it's also (dare i say it) a very affluent white teenager way of looking at it#and i say this as an affluent white female teenager#and as someone of that identity whose had legitimate struggles with anger issues & self-harm & suicidal ideation & fears of abandonment#i just *really* don't appreciate people sanitising and objectifying frankly very ugly parts of human suffering#sorry that was a WHOLE tangent but just. like. that's why i can't stand this lana del ray shit and its probably quite subjective#but there it is#tw vent
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I feel like actually making my own post instead of being annoying in the tags of someone elses
I feel like much of the fallout fandom has a very “my way or the high way” line of thinking. its either “this incredibly flawed faction is actually based for everything they do, no question” or “if you like this incredibly flawed faction for any reason and play their ending you are a terrible person”
but to truly understand a fallout faction in order to break down what makes it the way it is, you should play through their ending. even if your opinion on them doesnt change in the end. its important to know about how they work, how they think, what they do and have done.
because no matter which way of thinking you are, you get to see All Sides of the faction. the good and the bad. for instance legion fans will always say the ncr is bad because taxes and bullying local towns into joining their territories etc. but like. the legion commits daily cultural and Actual genocide. AND they have tribute, which is just their fancy word for legion taxes.
or the lyons chapter of the bos. they are nicer most of the time, they are more helpful than other chapters, but they still have GLARING issues. elder lyons is so focused on eliminating super mutants that it becomes an obsession that blinds him to the other ways he could help the capital wasteland. the fact that the bos wasnt interested in helping the people dying of thirst and radiation poisoning from the water until doctor li showed up and said james had done all the leg work for them. but even then lyons was hesitant, and only jumped into action when she said the enclave controlled the purifier now. and then STILL sends the lone wanderer for the geck with no backup unless the player actively seeks out star paladin cross.
you have to read into these things. blindly following a faction and ignoring their problems is why the old world was so shit leading up to the great war. the government cracked down on free thinking, unionizing was illegal and was considered literal treason. chinese americans were treated like shit and some were put into concentration camps. all the fear, all the propaganda, all the racism and hate and scummy corporations brought down the old world and left us with the wasteland we all know today.
and yet so many fans these games have somehow attracted completely miss that message and repeat the same line of thinking that blew the world up in 2077. its nuts. the whole franchise and its lesson. right over their heads. they are willing to ignore it because wow cool giant robot! wow cool guns that turn people to goop! wow based mummy man! wow cool ranger armor!
#wow thought dump#this is probably worded poorly in places#I am very sick right now and thinking about proofreading makes me feel more ill#anyways please fallout fandom#please please PLEASE look into the games and their factions#just a little deeper#I want to have intelligent conversations that dont end in me arguing with a racist#I am so tired of having to explain why fallout 1 2 and new vegas are littered with anti native bullshit#cw: racism#I am hesitant to put this in the main tag#uhhh#here goes nothing#fallout new vegas
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Subnautica is SO SCARY
#it’s terrifying#I haven’t seen a reaper yet#but I know where three of them are from watching playthroughs for years#and I’m SCARED#I went to look for life pod 19(?) which is like 1200 meters away#WITH MY SEAMOTH#forgot about the whole depth thing and that I can only go to 200 with it#and started losing my mind when it started breaking 😭#got back with 20 power and am definitely not going back for that til I have either the suit or can dive deeper#but good news is. got radiation suit. got the seamoth. got the laser cutter#just gotta stack up on food and water and ill be good to explore the aurora
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just had the worst hair cut experience :(
#not fandom related#personal log stardate#was rly dysphoric abt my hair so i booked an appointment online where you can basically get your hair cut immediately#booked a men's haircut. tried to be as masculine as possible when i went there. i did Not pass as a guy. they thought i was a woman#the whole time. when i wanted to pay the hairdresser was like 'you booked an appointment for a men's cut but you're a woman right?'#she asked that bc for woman the haircuts are more expensive and for men they're cheaper. like.#for a women's haircut you have to pay 20 € more lol. anyway i felt... not much tbh. i looked her in the eye and shook my head#to indicate no im not a woman and she rang me up for a men's cut#i don't feel all that much rn either it's just. looks like i don't pass. there's not much i can do.#i cant dress any more masculine my hair is short i use mens shampoo and deodorant#its probably my high voice. also im small. it might just be my ~vibe~ im a shy kinda person idk#guess i just have to wait for T to work its magic. so far nothing has rly happened#i actually had a cold and not a voice drop but i think ever since i /can/ speak a tiny bit deeper if i try#idk if my levels are good. my next appointment is in april so i just gotta be patient and wait#what's actually most bothersome abt today is that i couldn't play it cool. if this had happened to a cis guy and he would've been asked if#he's a woman he would've laughed it off or been offended and it would've been ridiculous to him. for me it was the worst come true and it#made me extremely insecure and i feel if i had just the confidence that a cis guy has it wouldn't have made me that uncomfortable and i#could've just brushed it off#anyway i gotta focus on my exams now anyway so ill just try to brush this experience off#the hairdresser wasnt even transphobic when i shook my head no im not a woman her eyes were sort of soft but calculating like she accepted#me i think but just the fact that it happened that i do Not pass that i Do have to out myself and can't just be myself w/o being questioned#hurts#also to my mutuals ive read your comments and messages i just havent had the energy to answer yet. i love you guys <3
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i have such high expectations for series things because aru sekai series itself has so much thought & detail & care put into it. it might read as nonsense at first but the more u pay attention the more context u get the more everything starts to click & make sense. a very fun way to use a medium to tell a story. theres a lot of other vocasong series but the dedication to minute details & throwing context in the background of mvs while otherwise being relatively simple mvs & just the constant tying things together theres just SO much to aru sekai series as a whole & individually & to see marshall maximizer get reduced to "fun currently popular voca song" does make me sad. its not an easy series to get into but also u are missing out on so much
#aru sekai series#'teehee its a banger about the demon core experiment' ur understanding is very surface level#unfortunately even that is deeper than what i see a lot of people look into it. fine. whatever.#its not even really about that but sure fine whatever#series wise maximizer is about knowing devoting urself too entirely to a cause#turns u into more of a tool than a person#and as per series terms only those who still have their own free will get to continue & try to correct the problem#so she knows of this fact & she is seeing it happen in real time that people she works with#are dying permanently and she knows if shes not careful thats her fate as well#'nante koto da! shindeshimau!' yeah were not talking about a dangerous experiment killing u#its more so that ur getting too caught up in it & when u die u get no second chances & what u have been doing means nothing#ill get more into it when i answer rottel's ask but like. yeah
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uh oh the post-psych mood crash
#i accidentally misled her into thinking things were much better w harming than they are also :/#like some on my ankle were visible and she asked if they were all about that depth and whatnot and i didn't look closely and said yeah#but that's not true most of them are significantly deeper and some would heal better if theyd got stitches but it was in the realm of 'coul#get stitches or could simply Not' and so i chose Not ofc. like it just means they won't heal as neatly but who cares it's messed up enough#already. anyway! everything is fine and i bought a nice blue nail polish so ill probably have nice pretty nails this evening or so#gonna work on some art. maybe crochet more pumpkin. and write more of the Fun Story im having fun with#and more of vaniah's! i was talking through a scene earlier and actually started crying like anneka does#personal#tw sh#also there is a very pretty skirt for cheap at kmart and so i need to figure out a goal for myself for self-improvement and if i reach that#goal i get to get a skirt. that or some other that i find pretty. honestly i really want a sunflower skirt. but i haven't figured out a goa#any suggestions?
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my voice started changing SO fast on T like the first changes i noticed were around three weeks and now it's been like six-ish weeks on 0.3 (a pretty low dose) and my voice is noticably deeper and cracking when i try to pitch it too high. really wasn't expecting this to happen for like a year im really pleased :)
#it's very on and off though like one day ill sound totally normal#another one ill be much deeper and unable to pitch up and have a bit of a sore throat#but it's consistently happening to where im sure its the T and ppl are noticing the change#by probably next year i think i will sound like a man consistently. very happy!!!#a side effect is that i sound gay as hell and i imagine this will create some new problems for me bc usually when i pass i look gay#to people. i am aware of this because i live in Hell and people make sure to let me know of my faggotry#but eh it's basically either gay guy or butch to those people so it's not like a significant change in QOL wrt homophobia#my prescription is also gonna be out in two or so weeks and then i can go back and ask to raise it again yipee#i prolly need to do blood testing first tho bc PCOS makes me require more monitoring
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Okay god forbid this option but if it's smth, it's smth
Have u considered going to the states to get top surgery ? I know it would be expensive and I do not know the logistics of it all but maybe look into it ? I apologize if I am being stupid but it just sucks to hear how bad it is in NZ, and although it's not better in America - we do have more top surgeons available
I have no clue tbh, I considered it before but couldn't really find resources on it, whereas Thailand has way more information on the process and ig success stories of ppl getting their surgeries done. I can only imagine going to the US for this would be super convoluted and tricky lmao but I could be wrong.
But yeah it blows here haha, there were more resources in the big cities prior, like groups to help crowd fund for people's surgeries, the public waitlist that's government funded, 2 other surgeons ect. But those don't exist anymore and they had to close the public waitlist because people have been waiting on it for almost a decade. They increased the fund to get through the list faster but they maybe fufill about 9-13 ish surgeries a year, there's 400 or so people on the list ☠️
#it's vileeeee it makes me so mad#but anyway. ill see if i can look into it deeper. id be curious to know if anyone from here's managed to get surgery in the US without like#yknow having moved there
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I don't know much about poinsettias, but this article on davesgarden has some care tips! There's more than one article on the site, just search "poinsettia" in the search bar. Davesgarden is a pretty good resource for plant care for any plant tbh, because if an article gets something wrong there WILL be people in the comments arguing about it lmao, and often comments on articles or on plant pages offer more insight. It's where I learned to first care for succulents.
Anyway, from the little research I just did, the most likely reason for your poinsettias "dying" is that they're actually deciduous plants and enter a period of dormancy right after Christmas, so they'll drop their leaves and flowers and look like they're dying but it's just like any deciduous tree shedding their leaves for winter. Also, in the wild they actually grow as small trees.
If you already know about dormancy and you're talking about your plants actually dying-dying, then another reason could be 1. they don't have enough drainage, 2. they're in the wrong soil. I'm grouping them together because they're both related to the potting medium. MOST LIKELY, the reason is drainage. Just repot them in a pot with drainage holes. I'm guessing if you just take off the fancy wrapper they're sold in, the pot that they came in probably will have drainage holes, they were just trapped by fancy wrapping paper. Poinsettias don't like too much water, and, much like orchids, they need adequate drainage. Too much sitting water in their pots = bad. They will rot.
And in terms of soil... I've mentioned before that most potting soil is actually peat, but their natural environment is in dry tropical forests in mexico, clinging to sheer cliff faces. Think the walls of the Grand Canyon. Because I always go Too Deep with these things, I found the original paper that used genetic sequencing to trace cultivated poinsettias to a specific population in Northern Guerrero, Mexico. Which, btw, is actually an outlier in terms of wild poinsettia populations, because that region is much further inland. Most wild poinsettias grow on the coast. Anyway. I'm getting sidetracked. What I mean to say is: their wild environment is not in wetlands, which peat is great at mimicking, because peat is made in wetlands. Normal potting soil might be too dense + hold too much water, especially if you live in a humid environment. They like being consistently moist, but they hate being wet.
Luckily, this is easy to fix. Just get a bag of perlite (look up gardening centres/greenhouses near you if you don't know where to get perlite) and mix some in with your soil. You can mix in compost and sand if you want to get fancy but that's for the people who like making their own dirt. If you're like "that is way too complicated", congrats on being normal, and also, just get the perlite. The rest is unnecessary.
Though, tbh, with adequate drainage I doubt you'll even need to add perlite? Peat is pretty good at "moist, but not soggy" as long as it's not waterlogged. If you water your plants with a saucer under the pot, dump out the extra water after 10 minutes, or water from the bottom. But, again, the most likely reason is that your plant is just going dormant. Leave them alone until mid spring and give them less water than usual and they should perk back up :) April is when leaves start coming back I think? But don't quote me on this. I know April and August are the best months to prune them, and spring pruning is usually timed when trees and shrubs first start budding, so.
I started with succulents like everyone else but tbh orchids are rapidly becoming my plant blorbos. Everyone takes care of them wrong and it's not your FAULT because the care instructions that come with them are!! Incorrect!!! If you do what they say then your orchid will die!!!! If you give them the right environment they're SO easy. They're such easy plants to grow. They have been UNFAIRLY SLANDERED by a MISINFORMATION campaign. They don't deserve this.
#me: ill give a short answer#me:#oops.#the orchid post#i did not need to dig up a genetic analysis of poinsettia origins for this#but also that type of stuff helps if you are deep into Plant Lore™ because the first step to taking care of a plant is mimicking its natural#environment and the first step to mimicking its natural environment is figuring out what it actually is#and sometimes in order to do that you have to dig a bit deeper#like for example i could've stopped at 'wild population grows along cliffs on coastlines“#but as we saw that is INCORRECT because cultivated poinsettias actually come from an inland population#which means they need less water than you would assume if you only gave a perfunctory look at their wild range#thx for sending me down that rabbit hole person i don't know. that was much more pleasant than focusing on my migraine
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