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pomefioredove · 2 days ago

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i had a dream about rook. ur the one i thought abt when i woke up.

basically, rook and i were close???? ig, he was being all romantic (idk how to word shit 😭) but he was basically offering to grant any of my wishes. i was like “ok” and said some things that i wanted like candy or something, and he’d summon them and give them to me! then i remembered i had a history test tomorrow that i didn’t study for, and i REALLY didn’t want to do it because i know for sure i’d fail. so i asked rook, “can u make it so that i dont have to take the history test tmrw?” and he was like “ok! :)”

cue next day, it’s the history test. for some odd reason, we had to take a school bus from our school to ig our testing site??? the building looked nice, had a sort of manmade river running through it and a bridge for it too. when all of a sudden, the sky turned dark and it instantly just fuckin started STORMING. like, flash flood type shit. literally the rivers were getting flooded, for some reason the bridges were drawback bridges even tho they were an arch and they drew it back. i was gonna call my dad to pick me up but there was no wifi and rain and wind’s just slapping my face, thunder and lightning’s rolling out EVERYWHERE. i think i ran back to my school but then i ran back to the testing center??? and while running, i see the little sparks of lightning just, conglomerating into fucking lightning balls and generally shocking everyone who was unfortunate to be close to them. i dont remember what happened after that, but basically the history test was canceled.

cue next day. i see rook. i was like, “??????? did you cause the thunderstorm yesterday???????” and he just smiled at me.

so yeah i had a dream rook became zeus incarnate so i wouldn’t have to take my history test.

okay canon. rook would literally do this and then give you that exact unsettling smile as a response

#*ੈ✩‧₊˚asks!

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orangerainforest · 1 year ago

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new ship to distract me from the possible ruin of roxchie (x)

#GOD THEY HAD SO MUCH POTENTIAL #AND THEY ALL JUST WENT DOWN THE DRAIN #truly genuinely believe the writers intended for them #to be paired up together from the very beginning #kasi all the pairings from the collab project #now have some sort of romantic plot except for them 😔#ANG GANDA SANA NG ARC NA 'TO #rich it girl bully x poor awkward shy introverted drug pusher 🤣#THE POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS FOR THEM 😭#kaso wala 😃#also !#a friend pointed out na #the fact na z's lolo is the drug pin king #and obet is one of the pushers #really shows na they have some sort of connection 😭#(now that they're showing z taking some medicinal #or whatever kind of drugs #there still might be some possibility for this ship to at least #have an open ending 😭)#but ig this is just wishful thinking 😭#hayst #ni-rush kasi nila i-end yung show e 🥲#senior high #zbet #zobet #daniela stranner #LOVE HER !#kyle echarri #zyra aguerro #obet santana

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lorax-devito · 2 months ago

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oh yay

just found a Noah hate post

I felt angry enough to screenshot it so enjoy losing faith in humanity ig (btw just to clarify I’m okay with ppl disagreeing with Noah’s beliefs but wishing on his death and sending threats to him is more than crossing a line,it’s so horrible and disgusting especially the homophobic and sa threats he gets)

(btw that’s my comment at the top defending him bc I got a little annoyed but yeah,this really annoyed me like where did ppls common sense and basic human empathy go???)

#noah schnapp #losing faith in humanity #why are we bringing his political beliefs into this now😭#I feel so bad for him #I hate that I have to share air with the same ppl who are saying they wish death or worse on a 19-20 year old #Even if it is a joke (which it’s doesn’t seem like it is) it’s crossing a line SENDING him threats not js joking about it in comments #Which once again I don’t think these are jokes but oh well ig I have faith in them #I’m guilty for saying I’ll kill the duffers but that’s obviously a joke this just seems like it’s not 😭😭#I never intended to become a Noah défense blog but here I am😭

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certifiedgrrrlkisser · 13 days ago

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hey its me

men and minors dni

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kuromi-hoemie · 5 months ago

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i am once again thinking about The Boy

not the movie lol

#give it up for day 13 #how has it just been 13 days since my first time seeing him in so long #🙈💕 i like how i haven't had A Crush in a sec and the last person it was on was him lol.#there's a lot of little stuff that's changed since then abt myself and between us ig but good lord i have never been more attracted to him #than i am now 😵‍💫😵‍💫 seeing him in sweats and a sleeveless turtleneck that first day has just had him in my head every day since #like HELP he's hot 😭 but then like... so am i omg (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) actually cleaning my place finally so i can have him over lol #i know I'm hot but at the same time i forget ykwim.. until i look in a mirror or see a picture and I'm like oh right i exist.#anyways ms ma'am is getting better at talking to her friends abt these kinds of things ʕ⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴥ⁠ꈍ⁠ʔ ♡⁠#i say that there's nothing I'd do for a lover that i wouldn't do for a friend and that i just love ppl fundamentally #and i know this is my true self‚ but I'm somewhat new to living that in practice and on purpose.#I'm a little clumsy i think but no one's seemed to mind 🙈💕 i am happy that I'm learning and i am happy to deepen my friendship #and i look forward to how much easier this will be to navigate a yr from now ^.^ I've been polyamorous for a year and a half ig #and i feel like I've found my comfort zone yk? :3 ♡⁠ what being polyamorous Means To Me #it's good to be here.. i look forward to the friends i will make after i move and i wish i was more forward w the boy sooner omg #but it's okay. he won't be Too far away it's just a bit of a trip. i wanna have him over a couple times before i leave tho and hopefully #many more at the next place ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა ♡⁠ but i will visit him too hehe his family's rly nice

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todayisafridaynight · 7 months ago

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tl reminded me of daigo alone at the bar after mine's death its high time i go to bed now

#snap chats #sorry im a cowboy this week ig who the fuck says 'high time'. please get shot #at high noon ..... high time i was shot at high noon on my high horse ... or waht the fuck ever #anyway idc if i literally. make this post every mont its just amazing how im still not over it #dark ass dank ass lonely ass bar daigo sittin in . at least the bartender there .... hi friend .#he's an integral character to me in minedai lore i wish he had a name #he was the witness to minedai. i was gonna say he's the only one that can vouch it was real #but dawg lbr ... hamazaki fuckin knew what am I talkin about 😭😭 like he's dead too but 💀💀💀#BUT DATE FUCKIN KNEW DAWG still mental how this was.n ot at all a fucking secret #like yall think that was ever a thought whether they were Together together or not #just 'it could be troublesome if everyone knew how close i am with this guy' or something like that #meanwhile everyone and their third cousin's aware of the homosexual relations between the tojo chairman and his captain #A tier trope ..... ok im sleeping now lest i stay up all night thinking of minedai. again.#good night everyone i saw creepypasta on my dashboard some minutes ago and im concerned for the year im in

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francy-sketches · 7 months ago

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I'm gonna have to work on my final project non stop for like a month straight bc I procrastinated on it too much fuck my stupid baka life

#.txt #also I have to do a movie pitch for it bitch it's an amv with intentionally one dimensional characters 😭 tf do I even say about it #at least the characters are like. knockoff jaime and tommen so its almost like im drawing asoiaf fanart #unfortunately I've come to hate them. the knockoffs I mean #I wanna change the designs a bit so they dont resemble my blorbos as much. i think im gonna give the kid darker hair #ok well discount jaime just looks like him with 2 hands and a blue cape 💀and I cant change him atp #my worst mistake was giving him like. a solid metal skirt armor thing bc its a pain in the ass to animate #at the start of the year I had the most work done out of everyone how did this happen #its bc they started nitpicking the story and I kinda lost motivation to work on it lke this shit is stupid. and cringe #by they I mean the extra screenwriting teachers we had a couple lessons with which like. this is an animation course not a writing course #I'd get it if it was like. a full time school but we have 2 3 hour classes a week we dont have time for this shit man #ig my mistake was that my idea didn't start from the story it started from the song I wanted to make a cool music video for it #its not that the story is nonsensical or anything its just a very basic fairytale esque thing nothing groundbreaking #'but you're not SAYING anything with this' I'm not trying to omg just let me make my little amv :(#does everything need a plot twist or to subvert expectations is it not enough that it looks cool #there's a couple people who are worse off than me in terms of how much they've done but also theres a couple that are nearly done #looking at them like god I wish that were me.....#and also I think I accidentally overwrote a shot I worked on for 3 hours. killing myself #maybe I can restore a previous version but its on the school computer and the school is closed for a week so im not gonna know until then

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cimmers · 3 days ago

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I ordinarily try to reserve judgment, but right now I'm in my venting era. I don't like most elements about the outsiders musical. I like the visuals and the music, that's about it.

#I say this as someone who has a deathly fear of change #I literally think I'm one of the biggest stans of the book #I wish I liked the musical so bad 😭#I'm not attacking anyone who likes it I just need validation ig #the outsiders #the outsiders musical

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itsalwaysdark · 1 month ago

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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms

#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww #i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces #but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this #video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one #supposes the point of all of this but idk #its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no #anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when #the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein #like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale #i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to #me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to #refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i #was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing #game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking #regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have #shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i #come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking #to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond #which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the #i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed #with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this #and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have #like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i #dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti #off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh

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kuiinncedes · 5 months ago

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#up at 4 for no reason lollolololllllll #and my brain has decided to fixate on glowstick club show the moment of like #delaying our show start time and waiting to hear from someone abt if we could start #so i could tell our members when we were starting #and i have thought abt this show sm but i haven’t thought abt that moment lmfao ??????#why am i suddenly only thinking abt that #and also thinking abt the stage manager bc i don’t think we were great w her 😭😭😭#not that we were rude or bad or anything but just personally i feel like i was thinking abt a lot of stuff #ig probably understandably but after the show ppl said the stage manager was frustrated or like #wished we were more communicative #which also lowkey wasn’t my job necessarily bc we have a logistics chair for that #but she was working w the lighting person and lemme not start thinking abt that too bc illl also start feeling bad abt that LMAO #bro like the show was great why am i like brain pooping all over it rn #like tiny little moments that probably no one remembers lol #but aso i need to actually send a msg related to this show that i’ve been procrastinating to shit #abt videos from our show that still haven’t been uploaded that i put audio on and uploaded to drive #overthinking it bc i am not in like a pleadership position anymore so #what am i doing asking them if we can upload these vids soon LOL #but also i asked over a week ago and was ghosted 😭😭😭#so i rly gotta follow up lol ANYWAY #can i pls finish this bedtime fic and have my brain shut up and sleep lol #but also i just don’t want to sleep c:#jeanne talks

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f1owermoon · 3 months ago

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after all these years of just trying to accept my body the way it is there's still a part of me that thinks no one will ever love me bc of my physical appearance