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@vulpixisananimal sifstem art jumpscare!! more specifically i got bored and decided to mess around with sif and mal's outfits.
#my art#this is how I think theyd present themselves either in person or in headspace. the slouchers <3#sifs outfit is simple; the boots i always give them (but with star laces for funsies); loose sweater; simple pants#the pants are Meant to be jeans but isat doesnt Specifically Have Jeans so. theyre just Pants.#the sweater is slightly looser bc sif doesnt seem like a Form Fitting Clothes kinda guy to me but hes Trying to be more open#on particularly good days theyll roll the sleeves up or wear a sleeveless one methinks#even if everyone Knows abt the self-harm scars its hard to Look at them.#i also associate them being more open with them not wearing an eyepatch. esp bc hes the only one of the three to go without it#for mal (or 'ami' as i like to call it) i wanted smth reminiscent of a mourning outfit bc mal du pays means homesickness#and i picked 'ami' as a nickname bc ami means friend :] at least according to my basic translator. i dont speak french <3#ami's outfit being dark is also reminiscent of the inversion thing its got going on in canon.#ik the veil is starred in the original but i think ami would want the fewest reminders of home. on account of The Issues#(actually if i can come back to sifs laces sif also has issues with reminders of it bc of the memory loss but the shoelaces are His Choice—#—which gives them a form of control over it and they can keep it subtle or undo it if he wants. which makes it easier)#anyway. i put amis hair in an updo and smoothed the hat bc i think ami wants to be Unremarkable. Unknown. so it keeps its silhouette Simple#(it still keeps the pins. theres smth comforting abt them. they shine like stars and theyre not stars and theyre not Home. but theyre You.)#and i kept the long hair i gave loop. dont ask me why its so long when the canon hair is short. maybe their hair kept growing over the loop#OH and i drew ami in a side profile bc Silhouette and also bc i think itd make an effort to keep people away from its blind spot#andddd i think thats about it? plus i actually managed to keep this one within a reasonable timeframe.#if their hair changes lengths/the proportions change between drawings. no they dont 💛 peace and love and body craft#OH AND YOU FINALLY GET TO SEE WHAT I MEAN ABT SIFS BOOTS BC THESE ARE THE BOOTS I GAVE THEM ON MY REGULAR DESIGN ARENT THEY NEAT#i did actually try to give sif a different font but nothing Works for them like the pixel font. i cant explain it.#i think 'ami' would be a nickname that mira gives it. bc. shes Fantasy French. and its a sort of 'youre more than your yearning/loss' thing#me every time i think abt sifstem: yeah they just rotate in my head. nothing major#me every time i talk abt sifstem: oh hey im almost at tag limit again#au Good what can i say
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Say what you will about Martin's writing style (and I've said plenty) but I do think he's got the White Walkers' mythos worked out for a future book and IT WOULD HAVE BEEN SO NICE IF THE SHOWRUNNERS HAD DONE 1/100TH OF THAT WORK SETTING THEM UP
Gus: I am mad all over again that there was absolutely zero explanation given as to why/how the Night King operates or how his powers work or why he chose now to attack or ANYTHING ELSE
Gus: on the plus side it means I get to make up a whole subplot that, not to brag, I'm comfortable saying is at least as good as anything D&D could've made up IF THEY HAD EVER EVEN BOTHERED
Gus: but like - okay so craster's infant sons get sacrificed to the Night King, who them magics them into White Walkers as babies
Mardia: Yep yep
Gus: so does that mean there's a white walker nursery
Mardia: Omg
Gus: do they have to change diapers
Mardia: LOOOOOOOL
Gus: is there a white walker daycare center
Gus: how does the night king TEACH his lil adopted monster babies
Gus: is there like storytime around the - well not fire
Gus: does the Night King remember what it was like to sit around a fire?
Gus: does he miss being a human and all his rage at the spell the Children of the Forest put on him to kill the First Men has curdled his brain?
Gus: what was he DOING for like 8 millennia, just hanging out?
Gus: did he get really good at ice fishing?
Gus: DO THEY EAT?
Gus: where the fuck do they get their snazzy outfits from
Gus: are there white walker tailors
Gus: what's the currency situation
Mardia: Lololololololol
Gus: I'M JUST SAYING
#game of thrones#game of thrones motherfuckers#is there a white walker barber? some of those dudes have cute lil' bobs that takes maintenance#how did they learn to ride horses if they were turned at birth#again is there some sort of montessori school for white walkers#also why does the Children of the Forests' (Children's? of the Forest?) spell work on ALL life?#like wouldn't you have gone to pretty great lengths to control scope creep on this zombie spell#there's literally a one-sentence explanation of 'we needed to defend ourselves from men' ok but the Night King kills BEARS#not to mention a pretty big dragon#IDK maybe it just the *general stuff* right now but I always disliked the Night King as an enemy#because it combines two pretty shitty tropes: 1) the remorseless implacable evil who can never be reasoned/empathized with#and 2) the evil that the persecuted minority sekretly devised themselves to disastrous ends#plus the show isn't smart enough to pick a lane#the night king could be just a force of nature like a tsunami#OR he could be an angry vengeful creature twisted by his own creation - an actual CHARACTER#instead he's just an ice nazi from some terrible video game of the early oughts who smirks as he kills people#anyway dm me for the 2k backstory on the creation of the Night King and his White Walkers#winky face
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i think growing up is just life repeatedly sucker punching you and saying bitch you thought things were gonna better lmao no you're so naive and stupid for having hope in 20 years the world will be flaming bag of garbage and no matter how hard you work you'll get eliminated at some point
#and then you just have to get up and keep living anyway because what else is there to do?#but man my heart keeps feeling heavier with every blow#2024 has literally been the worst year ever god personally too#like everytime i think it can't possibly get worse than this it does#i remember literally 9th jan i had such a horrible breakdown in an auto because the first friend i ever made#after school was leaving my work and therefore my life#9 days into the year. seriously. and i was so happy on 8th because it was my birthday#i don't know im trying hard to think okay this doesn't even affect me it's fine im privileged enough that even my own countrys politics#barely affects me#but just. india is already so behind in everything. if developed nations are doing shit like this then well#it will never get better right like who do we even strive to be#i want to get more into indian politics but my god. it's so horrifying and depressing all the time#like i remember resolving to follow politics closely few years ago and the first news#i read was about some minister talking about how girls skirts lengths IN SCHOOL is the reason boys do sa and boys will be boys etc etc#i know i could just follow business news stuff like that god knows it'll help in my field but it just. doesn't resonate with me doesn't#make me feel anything at all. like i so desperately want to care about ooh stock markets and how to grow your money etc etc#but when i think about being rich enough to invest idle money all i can think is sitting in my own home peacefully#drinking a glass of cold coffee and just being able to breathe freely because me and my sister used to joke in childhood#when dad went thru a coffee v bad for health phase and he wouldn't let us drink it so we would drink it very sneakily#at night when he was asleep or went out for an hour and make absolutely no noise while mixing the sugar. we said that we know#we'll* know we have achieved true freedom and happiness in life when we can peacefully drink cold coffee in the hall and not secretly#in the dead of night in our room#i don't even know what im talking about and my period is late again and nothing is working and my lazer focus#that i had built in the past few weeks is gone because suddenly im like what is the point????#i just don't understand how the fuck humans can fight over stupid fucking things like who is kissing who and who is doing what with their#body instead of focusing on collective issues like our planet is dying so fucking fast and every summer is getting impossibler to survive#i hate that the united states control the UN fuck this world fr man i hate being born in such horrible helpless times#like call me a kid or dumb or whatever but i cannot understand how MILLIONS of people do not#have sympathy for ppl around them and who don't care about the planet at all like how????? how did you grow up????#not trying to boast but this is so natural to me!!! didn't you make save water save earth posters in school!!! didn't anyone
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#dune#you have to admire the lengths they went to#but if you're gonna make a story about hairless pale thugs that invade a desert world to mine a resource they depend on for transportation#and the secret back room meddling of supposed allies to the native people#who intentionally radicalize their entire population thinking they can use that fervor to achieve their own goals#eventually leading to a massive religious war that grows beyond anyone's ability to control#you may as well commit to the metaphor
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Looking his very best, as much as he can anyhow (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#The Captain#The theme of this set is ZEX's hair! So I guess Max's hair really lol#But double really it's ZEX's hair because Max would never let this happen to his hair lol poor abused hair haha#Cute floofy ZEX is cute and floofy <3#He can't control the hair - no hair bones here unfortunately lol - but at least there's something around his head eh?#Max with a buzz cut! Ah!!! The problem is I love him no matter what so I think he looks cute literally anyhow haha#S'cold! As if ZEX wasn't already sensitive haha - he gets a buzz cut and is just ''?????'' the whole time#And then someone pets his hair and it upgrades to ''?!?!?!?!?!'' haha#Weird to not have anything in his peripherals too :0 Always /some/thing to the sides of his head!#I think he looks quite silly in the third one lol - I would say I drew his hair too short but it's actually more accurate isn't it#Max's hair is like chin/shoulder-length! I just can't help myself haha long flowing hair is so fun and pretty <3#No he's beautiful however I stand by it#ZEX with slightly damp but not actually clean hair haha of course it feels strange! Not just water in there!#Actually drawing his green ends for a change haha ♪ And the grey in his hair! ;; ZEEEX weh#You can just barely see I tried to use one of my skin-tone pencils from the Crayola set but it doesn't scan the best :P#Or apply the best honestly lol they're quite hard pencils - I'm used to a softer formula like the yellow and green there! Very soft and nice#Yaaay Captain hehe <3 This is what you get for trusting someone untrustworthy ZEX lol#Okay but the way I reacted to reading there was Yarn tied in his hair I had a Normal reaction and I'm Fine about it lol#I made it red for Funsies and no other reason lol - really it's just the pen I (still) always have on hand haha#There's some in my blue as well! Just not as obviously lol - no wait that's one of his colours too just ignore that <3#ZEX is adorable ♪ The alien not understanding human traditions and culture trope is so lovely on him#And honestly the Captain is a very good sport hehe <3 He takes a lot in stride! Good for him
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Hug attack! ^.^
I'm looking through my asks right now and realizing I have so many unanswered ones from you and I feel bad because the conversational context for lots of them has long passed but I felt like I should answer one at least to say I do see them and I love that you're sending them and sorry that I rarely get around to answering but I do still read them! Anyways since this was a hug attack it feels appropriate to return it at random, so. Surprise return hug attack!!! *Tackles you affectionately*
#asks#I know I'm always saying that my brain is so full of words#and it is but they aren't always going in a direction I can control for anything useful. like answering asks#that first sentence is unwieldy in length but eh I don't feel like editing#beloved mutual <3#this also goes out to anybody who's sent me an ask I never answered. I love you all. sorry I suck at answering but I see them all :)#it made me smile scrolling through them all just now :)
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also also it just made SENSE that Davy relied on her too much to be able to see her romantically. When he talks about how if she’d been more mindful of herself and less of him than he might have been able to see it but her perfectly maintained composure and her cheerful stability and her ability to put all of her own feelings aside to aid and counsel him—-there wasn’t any room for romance there. it’s not until the crack at the end, where her control starts breaking down and she starts crying that he suddenly realizes that she could actually need HIM and that makes him able to step in and tell her what she needs to hear.
#Dickens doesn’t understand Agnes 100% or know how to treat her perfectly fairly#she’s got some of that perfectly virtuous to the point of unreality aura about her bc of dickens portrayal#But also that plays into who she actually is!!!!#someone who will keep total control and will use gentleness and kindness and calm good sense as a bit of a defense mechanism I think#like I think that reads true to me#and so Davy’s not actually stupid for being kept at arm’s length for so long and allowing himself to be#because she didn’t 100% let him#and can’t until he pushes her to share the secret#that’s been weighing her down and it’s just that she loves him!#Like I just. Love her so much actually. Because she took her heartbreak and buried it so deep and said no one will ever know#and then Davy’s sensitivity and perception even in his stupidity is what can see past that. Can FEEL that. Can say Agnes no.#you have to tell me what’s wrong#david copperfield
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#Introduction#This article will discover How Commercial Outdoor Entrance Mats Can Improve Safety. In industrial environments#retaining costs under control and visitor and worker safety paramount are crucial issues. Strategically setting outdoor entrance mats is on#Understanding the Diversity of Commercial Outdoor Entrance Mats#There are numerous types of business outdoor entrance mats#each made to fit unique situations and necessities. Options starting from absorbent mats that take in moisture to scraper mats that success#weather#and foot traffic quantity are only a few of the factors to recollect even as choosing the correct mat.#Commercial Outdoor Entrance Mats#Enhanced Safety with Commercial Outdoor Entrance Mats#The primary purpose of outside entrance mats is to improve safety by using reducing the threat of journeys#falls#and slips. This matting drastically decrease the hazard of mishaps by using imparting an extra traction-rich floor#particularly in damp or slick circumstances. They also keep footwear from being tracked interior and developing problems by collecting mois#How Commercial Outdoor Entrance Mats Reduce Maintenance Costs#Over time#you may store quite a little cash on protection by investing in great outdoor front mats. These mats protect indoor flooring surfaces from#increasing their durability and decreasing the want for common cleaning. By doing this#exertion fees are decreased and the demand for expensive cleaning resources and gear is reduced as nicely.#Factors to Consider When Choosing Commercial Outdoor Entrance Mats#When deciding on access mats for commercial locations#there are a few matters to not forget. These include elements together with placement and length to guarantee top-of-the-line insurance and#sturdiness to face up to sturdy foot visitors and awful weather#and customization selections to meet branding specifications.#Installation and Maintenance Tips#To maximize the use and durability of outside entrance mats#proper installation and maintenance are crucial. By using the counseled installation techniques#you could lessen the hazard of journeys and falls by ensuring the mats are firmly and flatly hooked up. Moreover#frequent upkeep and cleansing#such as vacuuming
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Fan video for the episode "Arabesque" from the 80s TV show Beauty and the Beast
#beauty and the beast 80s#{this video shows some important parts of the ep and the description the poster wrote is useful for those who haven't seen it at all}#{this episode was one of the rougher ones for me for sure}#{because there are no two ways about it... vincent definitely assaulted lisa}#{and it was so out of character for him but it also fit so well with these instincts he sometimes can't control}#{this was one of those times where you couldn't quite feel as sorry for him as you wanted to because... nah dude what you did was wrong}#{but at the same time it was such a deviance from his normal behavior}#{and lisa's behavior was odd as well}#{she seemed to like vincent's attention and to keep him interested but didn't have the same feelings for him and kept him at arm's length}#{which was kindof cruel to keep stringing him along}#{then she came back years later as if nothing had happened and everything was the same between them while he's actively keeping distance}#{i honestly found that as uncomfortable as what he did to her}#{lisa was a weird chick for me i dunno heh}#{but regardless... the way vincent internalized this incident and let it define him as a person for so many years was heartbreaking}#{the way he steps back away from lisa in that one scene starting at 2:24... ugh my heart... he's trying so hard not to repeat his past}#{i love that healing moment when he's finally telling catherine about this shame he's held for years}#{and she responds with no fear and no judgement... just encouragement and love... kissing his hands that he feels can give only pain}#{and she says “these are *my* hands” as she holds his in hers... MY HEART}#{an emotional rollercoaster this ep was heh}
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Fun Rebels tag drinking game: Take a shot for every Thrawn simp wringing their hands about the show possibly portraying their favorite asshole fascist as a bad guy, gasp shock and horrors!
#thrawn can have sympathetic motivations a likable characterization and understandable motives and STILL be an unredeemable villain guys#having good reasons for doing the terrible things does not in fact justify or absolve you of doing said terrible things#you cannot work for the empire for any length of time and not eventually become complicit in their atrocities#at which point if you are *actually* a Good Person... you leave#not stick around hoping to get yourself into a better position of power so that you can control the galaxy *better* than the other guys#dunking on the blue bastard#taking out the rebels tag trash#and zahn is on thin ice for his characterization of thrawn in the new books fyi
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i just wasn't made for these times was kind of the realest song ever like i've been trying to find the people that i won't leave behind they say i got brains but they ain't doin me no good i wish they could etc etc
#reality of my brain i am very frightened to have people close to me do not do that that is so scary! but also be as close as possible!#please leave me alone because being close is very scary but please dont go. but im going to leave anyways bc im terrified#to have you any closer to me than an arm's length! then you'd really know me! and im too scared to ever let someone see me fully!#i find all parts of myself quite ugly and scary and i dont want you to see any of it and yet it will spill out anyways!!!#static.soundz#when i cannot create a distance i can control i am very frightened!!!!!!!!! i am working on it but i must acknowledge it is so scary!!!!!!!!#i have to leave first before a person can ever leave me! i hate when ppl leave me but at the same time i must go bc what if they leave!!!#< that is to say all of this isnt true and i dont need to do this but i have been operating on this mindset for years unfortunately
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exene talking about the state of the world. the good stuff starts at eight minutes. or you can just read the transcript complete with the usual errors that accompany robot transcribed speech (the irony of which is not lost on me). maybe it's not about transhumanism and living forever (or maybe it is who knows), but there's definitely an agenda of surveillance and control at work which is designed to keep the powerful in power. cash rules everything around me and you will own nothing etc. the future is worse.
#google has helpfully flagged this as a 'conspiracy theory' which let me know it was definitely worth paying attention to#sometimes a conspiracy theory turns out to be flatearth-tier but anything those in control are putting effort into discrediting#concerns me and makes me look deeper. if they're going to the effort to control the discourse there's something there that#threatens them. anything google calls a conspiracy theory is worth a closer look. it often means someone has gotten too close to the truth.#she's brave to be talking about this shit they basically cancelled her and forced her to apologize for talking about how they want#to take our guns and the media is lying to you and stirring up fear so they can get away with passing gun control#like wtf leftists should be all about gun rights. a disarmed population is totally at the mercy of the state's authority#it's not very punk to surrender entirely to regimes in power and let the only people with guns be the police#like c'mon guys we need guns. and it's like drugs. they exist anyway. better they do so in broad daylight than in the shadows#they let adam curits talk about this stuff for some reason and no one calls him a conspiracy theorist idk why but there's a reason#i guess his stuff is not a threat to them bc it's dense and heady and seven hours long so the masses will never absorb it#ex punk rocker yelling about new world order in plain language monologues of digestible length is a much bigger threat#i swear there are secretly fifty people in control of everything and their entire aim is to make sure it stays that way no matter what#but it's really gross how obvious it's getting like the whole system just funnels money straight to the top and they don't even care#about hiding it anymore they're just doing it out in open and denying objective reality with confidence it's too much sometimes#i swear i can feel my grasp on reality deteriorating. it's as if there were a loud buzzing in the out of doors that was getting#louder every day and nobody ever said anything to acknowledge that it was real nobody talked about hearing the buzzing but it just#keeps getting louder and i'm finally like wtf is with this buzzing and everyone gets mad at me for shouting over their netflix show#that they weren't really enjoying in the first place. like no one is happy in the modern world. why can't we talk about why without#turning against each other. that's why doug saying 'maybe we're all the same' is such a big deal to me. anyone who is trying to unite us#is doing important work. that trump supporter is not the enemy. they are the victim just like you.
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he’s annoying, i don’t like him (he hasn’t given me as much attention lately)
#im fighting for my life out here#i feel so childish and annoying. like rationally ik i can’t have his undivided attention. but that doesn’t mean i don’t want it sometimes🥺#i think what actually is happening is that im worrying he’s about to ghost#i feel bad thinking that though. bc he seems like a very honest and mature person? with how he talks abt things i don’t think he would rly#ghost me after talking for this amount of time. but ya never can tell…. every time we don’t talk as much for a few days i get very nervous#and it’s weirdly quite difficult to push that worry out of my head. and then i get annoyed with myself for worrying about it to begin with#like i can’t control what he does so why worry about his hypothetical actions? i’ll deal w the consequences of them if or when they occur.#if we stop talking i’ll feel sad and i’ll miss him for a bit and then i’ll get over it. that’s all. it’s not that bad.#but anyway my point is we good#sometimes idk if id truly feel That sad. i think it depends how it ends.#or maybe i just don’t think anyone can hurt my feelings as much as the first person to hurt my feelings in a specific way#like you experience a loss or betrayal or grief - whatever - the first time and it’s all encompassing. it feels like it could genuinely kill#you it hurts so bad. and every subsequent loss or betrayal or grief you experience just isn’t the same? you barely flinch#maybe it’s because you learn to process those emotions better or maybe it’s keeping things at arm’s length as a protective measure#that means nothing hurts as much as the first thing#idk#this became a silly ramble#im just very attached to him and i miss him when he’s busy but also don’t want to ask too much for fear of being a nuisance or rejected :)#ykwim?#i miss him a lot
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so you live on the hot fire planet right? so realistically you're pretty hot (literally)? so being naked in "normal" temperatures would maybe kill you, or at least burn something/someone else, right?
#then again you can telepathically control lava so who knows#you being a firime#the idea's been in my head for a while so might as well make art of it#i've got a bunch of little thoughts/headcanons about firimes and firim#they've invented lava-based generators powered by their lava control#which are highly desirable if a bit inconvenient to install on ships made for lower-temperature beings#and require a firime to operate of course#they can't see color and have relatively poor vision (there's color on the suit because it was created in conjunction with other species#and the brightness of them is different enough to be distinguished without color)#their arms are prehensile through their entire length and are highly sensitive (they can actually taste through the tips)#there is a significant hotted population on firim. there is not a significant firime pouplation on hotted#because the lack of fully molten rock makes it rather unsuitable#jeljellians are lava-ish enough for firime lava control to work on them#ok that's enough i need to put the actual tag tags#meteos#art#firim#digital art
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Fuck it I'm in a bad mood here's some of the things I didn't tell my psychiatrist bc every time I started to she looked really freaked out and concerned
#rant#I'm not only what you can see#there's so much more to myself than what i look like physically#i just sometimes feel like im not the person you think i am but one of the others#it sounds so fucked up but that's what i feel sometimes#sometimes I'm me but a little bit to the left#or a fish eye view of me from slightly above#sometimes people speak to my body while I'm watching from a little bit farther away#ik that that's most likely from disassociation#but yeah#i don't recognize my face in the mirror most of the times#ik that the person looking back is me bc ik what color and length my hair is and how my eyes look#but sometimes it looks so warped i get scared bc i can't understand why i look so different than before#I'm scared that someday i might hurt someone#that i won't be able to control my thoughts#when i took 3x times my medication i felt like an invisible human form was moving my body while i watched from a few feet back#i felt nothing#i wasn't concerned bc i didn't feel like my body was mine so i let it happen bc i wanted to see what was going to happen#i have nearly 2 years of my life that i almost completely don't remember#i managed to make friends and idk how bc i just can't remember#apparently i used to be really mean and bitchy#i believe in ghosts and nothing people say will make me change my mind#i know that the “paranormal experiences '' i had as a kid were just hallucinations but i can't help myself#i know that the voices were hallucinations and what i saw wes also a visual glitch#i can't stop the magical thinking#i tryed#but my life makes so much sense with it#when i sed that during a psychotic episode a thing was wearing my mother's face and skin was following me around and wanted to kill me#i think i made the part were i was holding a knife up so i can feel better about myself#i sometimes pretend that i feel sorry for my actions bc my psychiatrist looks worried if i don't and ahe continues with the convo until i
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i’m gonna sound like an awful person but oh my god my dads dog is so much fucking work all the time
#personal#my mom and i are trying to find a home for her#id love to keep her bc my dad loved her so much but like he couldn’t care for her and my mom and i definitely can’t#my dad spoiled her rotten she went out any time she gave an indication she wanted out#or just cause my dad wanted to#so now she’s used to going out all the time for super long lengths of times#and my dad always gave her so much attention they hung out 24/7 with no break#so now she cries and cries and cries#you can feed her take her out take her for a walk try and play or pet her and she’ll just cry#and it’s not like it’s 24/7 but it’s damn near and i can’t get mad at her bc she’s a dog#but god after a shitty ten hour walking her and getting her dinner set up#she’ll just be crying the second i sit anywhere#it’s like keeping movement on youtube so the auto play doesn’t start bc if i start standing for 3 second she’s CRYING#brushing my teeth throwing trash out washing dishes shes just crying#like not she’s sad she’s just whining for attention although probably sad too#and it’s so hard to get anything done. and it’s like i spent my time revolving around my dad i’m not doing it again for a fucking dog#i just need to lay down but god she just cries. you sit she cries you stand she cries you lay down she cries#the worst is when you close ur door and she keep crying bc sweetie I HAVE A JOB#and sometimes after a shower i don’t want to repet her she’s stinky!#and she’s a dog she can’t control any of this but i can’t do anything without her crying for attention#and i can never eat anymore without her crying at my door#i’m just tired and she’s so needy and it’s not her fault but i’m gonna lose it
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