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My first dog, my childhood pet, Lupus passed yesterday. He was 16, or 112 in dog years. A very very old man, especially for a dalmatian! He was born to be a family pet, he’s been with us through all 6 of our childhoods and a total of 4 toddlers, plus his own 11 puppies for a few very stressful months. He wasn’t very smart, couldn’t walk on hard wood floor or he would slip like bambi, would drip slobber on the floor if you were making anything in the kitchen, once nearly gave us carbon monoxide poisoning in his quest to get the sunday dinner roast chicken left of the back of the hob (he and our other dog who passed did in fact pick that chicken clean and we had to get fish and chips on the way back from the hospital after blood tests), and ultimately, was the perfect dog.
I remember the way he would climb on the sofa, stepping on me several times before settling down and sitting with me every night I couldn’t sleep. He would always be so excited to greet me when I came back to visit after I moved out. He had happy tail for like two years straight. He never barked or growled or bit even when my sister played dot to dot on him with felt tips in the 5 minutes she spent unsupervised, or when my other sister practically hung off his neck in a somewhat violent hug before she was pried off. He was kind of a wimp and our other dog who passed a couple of years ago was definitely in charge, and once when we tried them in separate beds, she kicked him out into the small one and he just tried to fit with no argument (the middle picture in the top row). He was so sweet and so stupid and he was the perfect dog. I miss him so much already, I miss him and Skylo, our other dalmatian who passed, and honestly I’m a little mad that he decided to die right now bc I have exams and a million other things and its kind of inconvenient but he always was - sometimes, he would just stand in your way until you had to move him yourself bc he had no idea he was in your way.
#its alright hes not in any pain now#but i wish i had a little more time#maybe this sounds a little weird but when I moved out 5yrs ago i think i missed my dogs more than my family?#because I could call my family and talk to all of them and still hang out with them like that#but obviously its not like i could stroke my dogs through a phone screen#and we hung out so much especially once i was out of school and so isolated even from my family#for a while i was basically nocturnal so i would come down at night and spend all night with those two#sometimes one dog on each side with both their heads in my lap#so i would lay down in a sort of s shape and one would sit behind my legs and one against my chest#honestly there were so many nights i really dont think i would have survived if i hadnt been trapped on the sofa by two massive sleeping#dalmatians who refused to be woken up ever#i miss them#it feels so weird to think that i dont have any dogs at home now#we had him for 16years#skylo for 13#moving out was what was best for me but i only get to go home a few times a year#and i didnt spend enough time with them#i regret that a lot. i wish id taken them out on longer walks and brought treats and snuck them onto the sofa again
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The Princess and Hero of the First Great Calamity
The orange snoot is very important to me….
#tloz#princess zelda#link#assumedly?#botw#totk#technically#loz redesigns round 2#the first great calamity#the ancient heroes aspect#the ancient hero’s aspect#art#my art#redesign#listen this is probably the one and only time ill draw something furry so if it looks a bit wonky i dont really care lmao#this is one of the few designs where im Under designing one of the characters#ie the heroes aspect is such a messy design#i went of the mural a little bit more for the coloring so a little more orangey red involved in his design#and also changing his face to look a little less offputting#and the greener looking eyes from the mural#the darker fur also helps the teal pop#but yes i made his armor a little less zonai-y and a tad more guardian inspired?#i didnt take away all the zonai vibes because he’s seemingly related to them somehow#i do wish we had a timeline for how long after rauru sealed ganon that this calamity happened#but oh well#but yeah uh zelda#vaguely based on sonia#thats pretty much all i have to say about her lmao#i used more neutrals on her dress to semi emulate the pure white of the mural#while also bringing in more of those sheikah tech colors
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satosugu from 2023 💔
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#satosugu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#my art#artists on tumblr#my little meow meows#i actually loved them A LOT and was so touched by their story#had them tiktok edits for breakfast lunch and dinner lmao#wish i had time to draw all my otps more <\3
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As partners
#it’s 2025 guys we can sleep with robots! congrats Jayce you can live your dream#HAPPY NEW YEAR!!#starting the 2025 with yaoi#I think about this scene multiple times a week#there was so much happening in act 3 I think we as a society brushed over this fight scene a little too quickly 😭#I wish each episode was released weekly instead of in chunks 😔#ngl Mel and Jayce should’ve had one more conversation before he got turned into cosmic dust#actually I think a lot of characters should’ve talked before the finale 😭#well you can’t win ‘em all ig#my art#art#digital art#fanart#illustration#procreate#haliai art#arcane#jayvik#jayce talis#mel medarda#viktor arcane
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My brain malfunctioned and I was digging in MTMTE the whole day, forgot to blink, kicked pillow 8 times and was talking with my reflection 6 times
Ended up with 60+ screenshots of nerds being socially awkward/abnormal/straightforward because we use books to talk, not people, silly, cool or sweet, or just facts ahah






























#Man I remembered again how much I love Mega and Rodimus duo I wonder how they would react to each other#If they met as their younger versions untouched by war#Swerve literally can quote every of Blurr's races#Cried again when Ratchet left his words are some poetry that doesn't need to sound like one#Whirl Cyclonus and Tailgate ? EHEHEH#Scavengers are unhinged hobos ahaha#I want to put them in one story with Sixshot and Terrorcons#NICKEL MY SWEET GIRL#Looked at Sunder and thought of how damn well he would look if to make him even more and scarier#First Aid acting immediately and giving orders what to do in emergency situation? Yes please#Functions is universe with their “you are our eyes” plot twist YESSS#Functionists giving Rung a fake wheel to make at least a little sense of him and call him ornament? Pfffht#SWERVE IS SO F**KING COOL WITH THIS WHOLE HOLOMATTER ABILITY#Yeah no I hate Getaway.#Senator Shockwave giving an order to stop forced change of brain until two in charge agree on this?#And this way saving Megatron#Whirl saving Megatron because functionists are WORSE#Functionists invented empurata and all universities#Trailbracker... Would have loved to see more of him and Rodimus. His attempt to save him hit hard#Rung having a claustrophobia? Matter of fact I saw no angst of him that I would have found angsty XDD Somehow him getting forgotten#is the worst I saw#Necrobot is a crush. Hear me out he is a crush and very cool. I wish he had more time with Nightbeat.
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another attack! this one for crabsbeverage.
#my art#art fight#artfight#artfight 2024#anthro#furry#i loooove this artist their stuff is really so unique and makes me kinda queasy and unsettled to look at sometimes#very unreal and oddly atmospheric#anyway i'm once again humbled by the attacks i've gotten - really so grateful. i could get emotional#i wish i could revenge everyone i wish i had all the time in the world to draw ocs. my one calling in life#i'm having a little break right now. gonna play some animal crossing and maybe do some more attacks an hour or so before bed
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#04 girl/boy next door!
Jayce just moved in and wants to meet his neighbours :)
i was expecting it to be the easiest one but for some reason it was super hard?? i guess its bc i have no idea how tf to draw the angle jayce is in lol he looks kinda creepy in this one, i didnt know what to do with the eye 😭
(no ref image today guys)
#meljay#goldenforge#onlymeljay#meljaymicrofics#tries bubble braids on mel saw a picture and thought of her right way#my cute pookie jayce#literally had to search “jayce talis back shot” no kidding#maybe a bit younger version of them? like idk very in the beginning of the show like the first time they meet#this one a little simple i wish i had put more details
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Happy 6th Anniversary to this detail that made me emotional.
#it’s like… terrible and touching at the same time#imagine being stuck with someone for seven years and living everything together#going through all the emotions and hardships and relying on each other#this relationship was built on very unhealthy bases but it must still be very very strong#at this point I guess they exchange one look and can basically read each other’s mind#so I love these gestures of mutual acknowledgment here#I know they couldn’t do much with the judge as a character but#I wish the connection they have with joseph had played a bigger role in the story#especially at the end I think#it’s been said before but I agree that they should have taken that final decision and not the captain#for many reasons it would have made a lot more sense#anyway#I choked up a little when I saw this#far cry new dawn#joseph seed#the judge#far cry new dawn spoilers#also this is when the game peaked for me#not this interaction specifically but this point in the story#then it all went downhill from there...#gifs I made
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Hey I wanted to ask, one time you said you disliked the then-current drafts of 'not sorry for loving you' because of the calypso representation in them, so what do you think of the final product?
Hummm I mean tbh, it didn't change much from the drafts so my opinion remains largely the same haha. I think it could be an interesting attempt at manipulation? But my issue is specifically with the line "I love you. But not the way that you want me to." I saw some people say it could be him trying to placate her, but the thing is he leaves Immediately after, which would make trying to placate her not very useful. It's almost like a last word kind of thing? But it's crazy work for your last words to your captor to be I Love You
#wolfy tedtalks#i do also have issues with the whole trapped on an island thing#because i dooont think thats backed up by any evidence#it just serves to make her more sympathatic#but even if you take that into account the whole “she doesnt know how to love” argument falls apart a little bit when you remember he's been#trapped there for 7 years. she had time and she didnt learn at all#the rest of the song im honestly kinda fine with. i wish it leaned a Little more into the manipulative aspect but alas
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#Ingo#submas#the other side of the coin || ooc#I've been thinking about him lately. i wish i had more time#he was a delight#figured i might as well post this. as a treat#sneasel#shes there too <3 little missy
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been thinking about the differences between SASASAP and ISAT lately. because looking just at ISAT and the two hats ending, you'd think loop went through the exact same house as our siffrin, but looking at SASASAP, it's different. it's mixed up. it's obviously a condensed prototype.
but. that doesn't have to mean it's a different universe entirely.
maybe that's just what happens after a thousand loops.
the house warped in act 5. siffrin lost their shit and the house got changed and corrupted, far past its baseline king uncanniness. so it wouldn't be too out-of-the-question for it to be able to warp in more subtle ways as well, due to a more subtle breakdown.
like a jpeg uploaded and downloaded a thousand times, siffrin changed, and the loops changed. over a thousand loops of efficiency, the house got more efficient. rooms combining. items moving. data compressing. and of course, run in a changed house, the script changed as well. it did so slowly, one bit at a time, over a thousand loops of zoned-out half-listening – and by the time siffrin would have noticed each difference, they were already used to it. (and in the moments that they did look at a room that was less familiar than it should be and realize that they had no idea where to find the key, well. that's just classic siffrin, isn't it.)
through sheer repetition, siffrin was corrupted, and the loops and the house along with them. all purpose lost, all signals distorted, until finally they couldn't recognize the meaning in any of it. it was all noise and despair.
so they made a wish. and the loop restarted. not just a reboot, but something more complete.
the data was backed up onto a star – a guide, a warning, a reference – and the loops were factory reset. and for the first time in a thousand loops, siffrin woke up to a clear mind and the crisp sound of birdsong.
#but NO MATTER HOW FAR LOOP WALKED they would STILL BE MADE OUT OF MUD!!!#sorry i love writing metaphors about loop i guess#here's a couple i had to cut. for cohesion. :#you ever sing along to a song so many times you could sing it in your sleep? you no longer use the same kind of music player that you first#listened to it on. but you still sing it in the shower and tap it onto your steering wheel and whistle it in the rain#and then one day you re-find the original on another platform and realize that somewhere along the line you'd started getting it wrong?#it was a little like that.#siffrin changed and the house changed and the script changed. one board of the deck and one thread of the sail at a time.#until one day that wreck of thesues could no longer recognize himself and made a wish.#in stars and time#isat loop#loop#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sasasap#anyway. thinking of it this way makes it make a lot more sense to me why loop can't get magicked back to their old timeline#it doesn't exist. not any more than any of siffrin's 108 failed loops do.#siffrin is siffrin is siffrin#thoughts#thoughts about loop#thoughts about worldbuilding
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I love re-watching VODs from the early days of QSMP because I'll stumble across moments or interactions I've never noticed before, like Tilin giving Bobby a flower after they fought.
...And Tilin immediately trying to punch Bobby off a ledge after he throws away her flower. 😅
#Roier#Bobby#Tilin#April 10 2024#Quackity is also there. Telling Tilin to join him for drinks#The first month was such a wild ride I MISS IT#I wish I had more time to VOD watch#These two were my favorite Eggs at the beginning of QSMP#And to some extent Bobby is STILL my favorite Egg#Even now#Look at his little feet... I miss his itty bitty cute little patas...#Patitas de cheto...
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diversity win your spam emails are queer
#deltarune#spamton#swatch#art#doodles#pansexual#lgbt#bigshot spamton#stupid joke ive had sitting in my head for months whjbfghbjdfg. artist brain override gay brain (me too). good for him though!!#me refilling my printer ink tanks: omg my printer is pan... soooo coool....#and dont forget that he owned the mettaton dress of transgenderism either. arguably this has the trans flag colors too#wait theres a car joke here also. TransAm? more like TransPan. haha nice#+ his glasses fit the theme so Bonus Spam + i changed my 90s swat a little again#they're just gonna be different every time i draw them. for funsies. and thats fine. i havent even posted 90s queen yet SMFH !!!!!#there's something to be said about metaphors in their 90s fashion choices. something something more colorful design back then#something something not hiding their eyes yet something something Learned A Lesson....#you could read that a certain way. or perhaps not#obligatory 'my swatch uses they them' tag#obligatory 'fine to tag as ship if you want idc' tag#obligatory 'oh god i swear im trying so hard to draw and post more' tag#i saw a tag on a post from like 2019 that said 'man i only posted 9 times last month!' and im like. god. i wish i could post 9 times a#month Now???? honey you had a big storm comin#i just keep starting things i dont have the energy to finish. except for a silly gay color profile joke apparently#im sure the Smoke Smell goes reeeal good with the Dumpster Smell btw.
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Silly little comic I made.
#the burnt lettuce part is probably true tbh#van kleiss just seems like the kind of guy who would smell like burnt lettuce#even after he’s no longer literal dirt just figurative dirt#rex actually does regrow limbs he’s like a freaky little mechanical axolotl boy#i wish we’d gotten to see what rex regrowing a limb actually looks like in the show and not just in the comic#it probably would’ve looked really cool and i want to see it#van kleiss probably learned that rex could regrow limbs by nefarious means and rex probably doesn’t remember it#which is probably for the best that man has traumatised him enough#i honestly didn’t mean to have van kleiss deciding to be a dick by giving an answer to noah and not rex#but i didn’t want to just have him stand there in the background because that’s boring#and it somehow fits the pettiness of who he gives information to willingly because it’s not rex and it almost never is#every time i watch the show noah and rex become even more boyfriends to me#also i think noah deserves to get in a dig at vk every once in awhile#like van kleiss did almost have him killed and he had to see van kleiss stabbing rex in the first episode#and van kleiss turned him into an evo once so like#yeah he should get to roast him sometimes#sarcastic unhinged trans noah my beloved#generator rex#generator rex fanart#genrex#genrex fanart#rex salazar#noah nixon#van kleiss#noex#theaxolotlart
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I beat Veilguard.
It's 4am. I'm a mess. I'm in tears.
#datv spoilers#the moment that completely broke me#''Ich entlasse Euch aus meinen Diensten''#Ar lasa mala revas#you are free#and so am I.. I feel like I've ascended from Solavellan Hell to Solavellan Heaven after ten flippin years#I think an embrace would have hit me even harder than a kiss at the end.. but it was just done so beautifully#I've always had one wish for Solas' story regardless of all the speculation and theories made over the years#and that was for him to find peace#so these are mostly tears of joy#I'm too overwhelmed to find the right words now#this game had many glaring problems to me but I still had a great time and there are many things to love#and maybe I mourn the potential of what could have been#the Veil still being up is.... very unexpected to say the least?#but Act 3 was incredible and god did that ending hit all the right spots for me#it's so strange to say ''goodbye'' to a character that you've been thinking about for so long#but I'm so thankful to have closure now#my heart is full#you know what's crazy?#right after that final cutscene ended I saw that it had actually started to snow outside for the first time this season#snow symbolizes purity or something right?#and that just made me think of how Solas used to envy Sera for her purity of purpose that he lacked#I like to think he regained it now#thinking about a little Wisdom spirit#hmm#I don't think I can sleep now#I think I'll just watch the snow a little more
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surprisingly back with more phos doodles wOOOOOO
#ray art#houseki no kuni#land of the lustrous#hnk#hnk phos#phosphophyllite#post winter phos...#i really wish we could've seen more of antarc and phos duo i adored their interactions in what little time they had together#feel like they could've blossomed into a sweet friendship as they worked together more :((#in another universe antarc was never taken away and the two continued to patrol winters together time to time....#post winter phos just makes me so sad man#they had to go through the pain of losing a partner for the first time and you can tell just how deeply that affected them throughout the#rest of the story#and i just#hnngghbjkjkkk#even with the loss of their legs phos still maintained their spunkiness and innocence#but after the loss of their arms in that winter...#man#its so quietly heartbreaking to realize that there truly wasnt any going back after that winter for phos#they couldnt go back to being that naive and innocent gem they once were
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