#but i will heal anyway
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i wish suffering built art skills not character. my character is built enough
(ooh u wanna ignore tags so bad❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️)
#but i will heal anyway#no matter how many people i lose#eventually i will be okay#i have to believe or it will never come true#pardon me but none of my friends have time or energy to waste on me anymore#i have no one to talk to anymore#it feels like everyone left me again#i know its not true#but it feels like it#as soon as i respond they disappear for hours#it feels like some big joke#i wish it was#but itll go away anyway#life doesnt care and it delights in suffering#but my cat is soft#and my sister is funny#and tomorrow will be cold#but my body is still warm#and ill live to feel that coldness#because i love them#and ill keep loving them#and i feel so alone#but im not#and i believe it#because theyre here#and they love me too
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#i’ve been thinking abt that cringe post#i think the latent feelings behind ‘cringe’ are shame and sometimes envy/bitterness#same vibes as when six year olds say ‘those toys are for babies’ if they’ve been shamed for their age by older kids#anyway. i think part of the healing process is realizing that shame puts you at war with yourself bc part of yourself is a social being!#and that part of you wants community and acceptance (maybe love). shame is the absence of acceptance#unlearning shame means learning self-love and gaining the confidence to find your people#jerma#cw jerma#(someone asked me to tag lol)
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i love being predictable
#mak's art#fan art#sebastian solace#roblox#i dont play this game#Anyway cant wait to put this dude through a twink death healing arc like god intended who the hell sAID THAT
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Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!
(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)
#HEALED FIDDLEFORD HAS ME BOUNCING OFF THE FUCKING WALLS!!!!!!! GIVE THE MAN A BRIGHT HAPPY FUTURE!!! FUCK!!!!!#I don't know how i'm coming off right now#when i say that i've been super manic about them for the past week I really mean it#guys Idk but I think I might be fiddlestans number one fan#I liked this pairing before book of bill and after reading it it only solidified things#IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN A CRACK SHIP TO ME!!!!!!!!#fiddlestan#gravity falls#anyway this is supposed to be them the next summer#stan is working the shack to tutor soos for tourist season#fiddleford has changed while the twins were on the stan o war#STAN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL AT FIRST and they have a lot of shit to work through from their past before they can start making out dksjds#sketchbook#traditional art#pencil drawing#traditional drawing#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart
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teach me your ways potion master
#need to draw them as old mad scientists#anyway i dont know how. canon the games are#but mcgucket makes health potions in gnome gemulets#and he makes potions in the show and i just. don't see i brought up at all#and i think about it all of the time#i just think itd be fun if he made stan and ford his potion guinea pigs#oh and. half baked healing mcgucket design. we'll see where it goes.#okay im done no more exposition#gravity falls#old man mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#ford pines
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Fem!reader x 141
Honestly might be able to to something with the gross stuff I saw at the hardware store I used to work at (except make it hot and 141)
Imagine you're a cashier, the only one with early morning availability so you're there at 5:45am for the 6am start. It's always the worst kinds of contractors there: rude, tired, dirty, leering gazes and sexist comments
You're pretty sick of it, but you get paid a bit more than minimum wage and you're done by 11am so, you take it with a cheery smile and fast service
The 141 contracting company starts spending at your store. So much, in fact, that your manager personally takes you aside to mention just how much they do - nearly a million a year - and how no matter what, your job is to be nice and please them
Well, you can do that. You've dealt with crazy, awful old contractors screaming in your face about lumber prices at 6:30am more than once, heard them talking about your tit's or your ass right in front of you - you can handle it
Until the masked one comes in first and hes huge, dark hoodie and cargo pants hanging low on his hips. He hands you 3k in bills only there are bloodstains on them and he watches you closely the whole time you count them out
It's... not a first, but the look he gives you makes you shiver. Pale eyelashes, tall, intimidating
The second is nicer. Too nice, in fact. He charms you before you're even fully awake, and your shift goes by quickly thinking about that winning smile and the way he'd touched your fingers while he handed you a stack of bills... not to mention those soft brown eyes
The third is... intense, for 8am. He rolls on the balls of his feet, stares at you harder than the masked one. He offers to buy you a hot chocolate at the coffee shop next door and grins like you made a joke when you decline
Their boss is fucking dreamy. Even you have to admit it, trying not to look up at his mustached, frankly porno-esque face. He's huge, as tall as the others but thick, with a little pudge around his belly. He trudges in with thick workboots and a stained t shirt, pays for 24k worth of material with a lazy smile on his face like it's nothing
You might ask head cash to move you to the garden center after all...
#141 x reader#simon riley x reader#kyle garrick x reader#johnny mactavish x reader#john price x reader#based on a true story only i wanted to kms when i worked at that store#genuinely contractors are the worst most disgusting kinds of men#so this is healing <3#imagining a nice contractor#lmao#i used to work 6 - 11 am#also this is so lazy#pls forgive me for how lZy it is#lazy*#idk#hehe#drgnfly writes#im trying to use my brain its so hard#anyway john takes u out on a date makes them all jealous#or maybe gaz charms ur pants off#U PICK
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Hi I'm still alive btw have some disciple ver. bingyuan
found little binghe in the woodshed with a ruined hand :(
#I am Gludgenbell and you'll never see me draw the same design twice apparently#literally the next drawing to finish is a different version of shen yuan#also I am a believer that sy would totally heal people left and right if he found out how to do it#he's a protector hes a mother hes a defender#yes I did read sy qian cao fics again and I think theyre RIGHT HE WOULD HEAL YOU#if you happen to be a problematic man in pidw anyway#okay real tag time lol#art#my art#<- i always forget this tag smh#digital art#svsss#scum villian self saving system#bingyuan#luo binghe#shen yuan
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Fellas is it gay to tenderly hold another mans hands in yours
#i still think its rly funny that strange has no healing capabilities. DOCTOR IS LITERALLY IN HIS NAME#also hav yall seen the new sanctum map im gonna throw up#THE PORTRAIT OF STRANGE HUGGING BATSS IM GONNA BE ILLLLL HE LOOKS SO HAPPYY AWHHGHHH#AND WONG TOO??? PLAYABLE WHEN NETEASEEEE#anyways i cant play when it comes out which makes me so sad n gives me sm FOMO bc AUGHH I WANNA PLAY IT SO BADDD#unfortunately my trip to freedom land is poorly timed#🥲🥲#doctor strange#marvel#stephen strange#marvel fanart#dr strange#loki#strangefrost#marvel rivals#loki laufeyson
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different eras
#dc comics#red hood#jason todd#dc robin#fanart#drew this for that one chromakopia trend on tik tok#the grave is supposed to be funny#personal lil hc that the explosion scars never got healed by the lazarus pit#bc of superboy prime punching the universe and jason comin back to life since he was never “supposed” to die from it#soo lazarus pit just doesnt heal em bc it was never meant to happen anyway#aka i convenient scar explanation#my art
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thinking about Nico adjusting to letting himself miss and long for the people he loves. based on these bits from the sun and the star:
" As Nico and Will followed the trogs, he thought about how much he missed Hazel. He was learning to make peace with that feeling. It was okay for him to miss people because that meant he wanted them around in his life. That idea was *very* new for him- he was used to either pushing people away or watching them recoil from his presence." *
" That was the most surreal thing of all... Was he happy? Nico wasn't very familiar with the sensation, but he couldn't deny that he felt wonderful in Will's presence. He even longed for the son of Apollo when they were apart. A funny thing had happened as the two grew closer: Nico suddenly understood all those cheesy, sappy love songs he'd always hated."
#its just. i like that they included that in the book yk. the fact that he prepared a certain distance between everyone#and thus isnt used to missing anyone#so its strange for him#this is probably set somewhere pre tsats just because i like to think it was one of the times he found himself missing and longing.#but it was one of the first times he actually allowed himself to feel that way.#took the feeling and held it instead of banishing it away#also yes letting himself unmask a bit#i like to think he just gets wayyy more expressive with his hands the more he heals#that and he unmasks more!!! more openly stimming!! more special interest rambles!!#just oughh.#anyways this was a huge comic to colour#big fuck you to tumblr who made posting soooo much harder#fuck u and ur updates tumblr#solangelo#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackon and the olympians#nico di angelo#will solace#the sun and the star#trials of apollo#they borrow clothes from eachother its real in my head okay#nico canonally bought will a stupid shirt as a joke tho and i love that for them
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kinda like this is what im saying
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 medic#medic tf2#doodle#digital art#mine#my art#medic#yannow...yannow what i mean#anyway whenever i come back from spawn and i hear my teammates spamming medic#i just answer with the incoming voicelines#i sincerely hope they understand that means im on my way ready to bash their skulls in#with healing
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The art of the sleeping sapphic
#this is my all time favorite trope#the intimacy of it all#not even about the clothes or lack thereof#it's just getting to see these couples finally rest and find comfort in each other#and ultimately that sleep is the most solitary of acts but the romance and trust of doing it together#also because I was watching affair and thinking about how sleep is such an important part of their trauma and ultimately healing#maybe I do another deep dive into that#but anyways it brought me back to juliantina#because I wanted to frame that first image#and that image from Gap was one that I loved#also this is absolutely the pipeline that I think a lot of us went down#amar a muerte#juliantina#barbarena#gap the series#monsam#freenbecky#affair the series#wanpleng#lmsy#thai gl#gl series
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As you all step out, what do you see? (episode 111 spoiler:)
#critical role#cr spoilers#cr lb#ygifs#mighty nein#IIIIIIIIIIIIIIII CRY#HOLDS!!!! THEM!!!!! CLOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#bells hells spending TOO long trying to pose hot while mighty nein are squinting in the distance like who are these losers.... THEY'RE SO#matt punctuating the hopscotching god narrative with pairing m9 with bh like can you remember to save the world now lets find out#i need fjord and cad talking with orym about the wild mother#i need yasha mentioning being the avatar of the storm lord and imogen’s hair static FLUFFS#fearne trying to pull beauyasha while veth tries to pull a fresh adviced ‘’don’t fuck everyone’’ braius#dorian and fjord having a Talk#anyway m9 can heal bh send tweet
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(fengqing 🏹⚔️)
qing-er will NOT kiss it better this time!!! to teach him a lesson !!!
#fengqing#moko art#tgcf#i shaded the colours but it looked really bad#today i offer u a little outfit for qing-er...tomorrow?...well...#qing-er's kisses have infinite healing powers but only on a-xin#anyways i was thinking about fx taking all those arrows thru his chest at mount tonglu like... 🧐🧐🧐 what if
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heart shaped ♡ cr. namuspromised
#jungkook#jeon jungkook#jeongguk#jungkookedit#bts#btsedit#btsgif#gif#userkelli#usersky#annietrack#userdimple#raplineuser#rjshope#tuserandi#useremmeline#underbetelgeuse#usermaggie#dailybts#i'm NOTHING without this baby star candy's love#btw i wish this clip was posted more often like it was a few years ago... look how healing it is....... anyway i miss him :(
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I’m yours!
On & on & on,
I’m yours
#i think this would heal them (and me)#let them be happy#been busy with uni stuff so this is all i’ve got#anyway caption from the song on & on & on by caamp#the locked tomb#tlt#tlt fanart#art#gideon nav#illustration#digital art#kiriona gaia#griddlehark#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon the ninth#nona the ninth spoilers#nona the ninth
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