#but i still feel it

[ginkasei]

sorry but the intoxicating urge to drop everything, move, and start completely over

[forever-found-in-daydreams]

This. When Wendy cried like this, I felt it so deep down in my soul that I could barely breathe. Just watching her cry felt so visceral. Because that’s always been me.

It always feels like this is how I end up. Everyone’s always okay but me. How many times have I cried this violently as I missed out? Whether I ruined everyone else’s fun, or had to watch them go off to have fun without me… I’ve felt it all. Every time, I’m the one who has to stay home.

I don’t know if everyone else is always fine, or if they’re really good at masking their own problems, but it’s always mine that fuck me every time.

It can be an oddly specific event, and my body will find an even more oddly specific sickness to make sure I can’t do just that.

It sucks.

So that’s why when I saw Wendy cry like this, as she knew her friends were participating in the grand magic games without her, it felt no different than as if it was me laying in that bed.

[cat-doggy]

Oh god I'm so conflicted now aaaaa-

Can... can I still use she/her pronouns even though I'm a trans male?

edit: IM USING SHE/HER LETS FUCKING GOOOOOO/vpos

[tarnussy]

I'm still so angry and sad about not being able to show my so-called friends anything of this game via streaming bc they didn't care

which hits especially hard bc I sat through numerous hours of streams when some of them showcased me games I had 0 interest in but I thought I'd watch regardess bc I thought it'd be fun to see their excitement, and it was indeed fun despite me not caring for the game

hell, when I finally was able to get a laptop that would be able to run games, one of the main features when making my choice was to be able to stream elden ring on discord specifically and all the system requirements for that

it's been well over a year ago but I still am extremely angry about it, and I know it will keep bothering me for years

[nhaneh]

funny thing is I don't really have any interest in hoarding knowledge or resources for myself in any way, I'm just bad at publishing stuff because I feel like that'd require a bit more stringent quality control than what I might expect of something made largely for my own use.

sometimes I think maybe I should set up something like a google drive or a git or something to just throw my personal- and work-in-progress stuff for people who are interested, but I dunno what limits for space or bandwidth or anything are like.

like I'm sure some people would possibly find the ColorSet unpacker python script useful?? It kinda sucks through and I want to make a better version of it and maybe one that could work as a standalone executable instead? and possibly a packer counterpart to the unpacker?? But also I keep thinking like "would this even be useful to anyone lmao??"

in theory you could probably make some kind of art program plugin that does all of this for you - even the bit with loading actual colorset information into layered colorset pairs, but I mean that's a lot of effort and I still largely use a 20+ year old version of Paint Shop Pro myself so...

[robyn-i-guess]

liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell

[lemonbubble]

me, eating a pile of nuts, cheese, and apple: mmmm tasty

the medieval peasant in my head watching me eat: thou knowst what would MAKETH this meal? dried fruits.

me, getting out the raisins: god damn, etheldred, you are SO right

the medieval peasant in my head: yet thou art still not heeding mine words regarding the blasphemy

[shrubsparrow]

It's in the eye of the beholder

[mochasucculent]

Dumb thing that would not leave my brain

[tawnysoup]

Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3

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[holographings]

they got me. they fucking got me. jayvik nation hello

[straightlightyagami]

u ever see someone with extremely fucked up views (or actions) and think wowww if a couple of things in my life went the tiniest bit differently that would have been me

[lesbxdyke]

I could think of no better way to share the news than this!

So when I was 17, my cat went missing and I'd given up hope of ever seeing him again.

Until on Monday, 27th of May, 2024, my friend sent me a FB post asking 'isn't that your mother?' about the person named on the microchip.

Here he is! 16 years old, and found safe, twelve whole years after he went missing!

Yesterday (Tuesday the 28th of May, 2024) I went to the rescue that had him, and I reclaimed my boy, renaming him Artie! (He'd originally been called 'Cat' because my mother and I couldn't decide on a name)

He's home safe with me now, currently inhabiting my bathroom and purring up a storm every time someone goes in there!

I'll be doing slow introductions between him and my current cat to give them the best possible chance of living in harmony!

Here's some pictures of Artie once we let him out of the carrier:

[markwateneymemorialcrater]

Please note. The orange one is not included because A. He isn’t a billionaire. And B. Calling him obnoxious is too kind for him.

[qrowpilled]

hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

[cardo-de-comer]

10/10 - "all is gone, none is won"