#but i shouldnt

[anadorablekiwi]

Oh joy

Once again hungry at 11pm :/

[httpiastri]

jackieeee did you see the new pic of charles and chiara??? 🥺🥺

i almost couldn't see it because i was crying over the cuteness too much 😭 (that makes no sense but shush)

[numberonemisandrist]

THINKING about culture and history and how culture changes throughout history into something our ancestors wouldn’t be able to recognize and something we can’t imagine living without, but it’s fine, because we don’t have to, we live only in our present, we have the culture and the growth we are familiar with and nothing else. but NATIONS can’t. the nations have to live with these changes and accept and reconcile with them in order to keep going, keep being one with their people.

Anyways all this to say, I’m imagining sick and twisted thoughts about America experiencing the radical shift from the fat=good mentality we had in the 16th-20th~ centuries to the fat=evil mentality we’ve had since.

The first time England tells her she could stand to lose a few pounds, it glues her to the floor, she freezes. The moment burns itself into her brain, worming its way into deep recesses she didn’t even know about. Even today, a hundred years later, she can still see the memory play out in front of her, clear as day. It haunts her every waking moment at times because

When did it change? When did it suddenly become wrong for her to look fed and strong and powerful? When did everything change, and what was she doing that she didn’t even notice?

And she spends decades fighting for that sense of control back, thinking that if she can just keep herself thin, keep herself how her people want, she’ll never be caught off guard again, she’ll never look around and realize everything is different and she has no clue what to do about it.

[tiredflowercrown]

Wanna take a nap

[aturinfortheworse]

having the stupidest possible problem with my ergonomic mouse where i keep hurting my hand/wrist because i've developed a stim of picking my mouse up and putting it down again every time i go to use it. and believe it or not, you are not meant to pick up your mouse with the same hand position that you use it. that, actually, is quite tiring for your hand muscles. they're not usually responsible for picking stuff up.

[sparklyoats]

What do i make for dinner tonight?🤔

[tonberry-yoda]

okay, i feel really bad about this, but i am going to delete some of the requests in my inbox

i really want to be motivated to write and i just dont want to write a lot of these. it is nothing against the requests, it's just a lot if that makes sense and i really want to open up my requests soon, but do it better in the future and not have like a million of them float in and feel unmotivated to do them. it's a little overbearing whenever i open my inbox.

i want what i write for you to be good and i want it to have the work that all of my current writings have, you guys deserve that.

if you loved your idea a lot, feel free to re ask it when i open requests fully again.

i was just figuring out tumblr and now i feel like ive done it, so i want to do it right for me and for you guys!

i want to get to these, but my typing fingers wont let me!!

ill let you all know when requests open back up, but it may be a bit for full requests to be back!

you can still join this event though!

thank you all for understanding and im sorry again!

sending love and hugs to you all! goodnight! <333

you can check what i kept in my pinned post

[amygdalae]

he can infodump so deep inside me I'll have trivia running down my leg

[seagiri]

7 minutes in heaven

[unforth]

Actually I love voting for the lesser evil. It's less evil. I support that whole heartedly.

[bananonbinary]

also worth noting that "abusive" doesn't actually mean "irredeemable" either.

there's a lot of people that have done things in the past that were bad, because they weren't taught any better, or they were in an overall toxic situation where EVERYONE was shitty (like a cult), or they were just at an especially low point and hurt others for it.

you don't have to forgive them. you don't have to ever speak to them again. you can be angry with them until you die if you want.

but society cannot function if we don't allow them to move on. to change their behavior and fuck off somewhere else and build meaningful relationships without bothering you again. we need a path for people to change, or nothing ever will.

[ququoquaw]

feeling quite cold.

[djlandrover]

[sirfetchd]

by the way irt boycotting sanrio the fact that they had stores open in "Israel" in 2011 is no longer particularly relevant (theyre closed), the important thing is that their products (specifically the plushies) are made by jazwares which has a wildly zionist ceo

so rather than a sanrio boycott it's a jazwares boycott which applies to a lot of popular plushes: sanrio, pokemon, squishmallows, etc.

[ghostlynimbus]

someone stop me from making a conlang