#but i really want to die today
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please keep your cats indoors
#i don't want to live in this reality#my parents lost the sweetest dearest baby cat i've met#i feel like i want to throw up but i haven't even been able to eat anything#i rarely say it bc i know it's not good for me#but i really want to die today#norka
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just wanted to draw Something Anything and ended up landing on my default "kamukura kisses with his eyes open and its weird"
#deadmaidart#danganronpa#nagito komaeda#izuru kamukura#kamukoma#sdr2#drae#udg#i be like hmm how should i draw kamukoma today and the options are like#kamukoma have weird moments of intimacy because theyre both really weird#kamukoma lounge together because god they must be bored#kamukoma want to die really badly#thats it
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i'm so casually/vaguely interested in good omens that i was sad about "season 3" basically just being a movie for about 10 minutes before i moved on. but i can't stop thinking that if people really cared that much about terry pratchett and his legacy, they might wonder if he would've even wanted a good omens seasons 2 or season 3... considering the book did not have a sequel and he literally had his hard drives destroyed with a steamroller as one of his last wishes when he died because he didn't want other people to capitalize on trying to complete and publish his unfinished novels... or they might also be more upset on terry's behalf that neil gaiman spent decades of friendship with him hiding what a rotten person he really was, and that if anyone or anything is damaging terry's legacy it's entirely neil's fault. also, terry's legacy consists of dozens upon dozens of other books that have nothing to do with that guy anyway!
#a post i saw the other day has been making me keep thinking about this#like iirc neil gaiman even called rob wilkins and tried to get him to save the hard drives but rob said no??#so it's admittedly a little wild to me that good omens kept going after they already covered the whole book in season 1#WHEN TERRY WANTED HIS UNFINISHED WORK TO DIE WITH HIM?? has neil ever addressed that??#or is the fact that they talked about vague ideas and outlines for continuing GO decades ago supposed to make it different??#like idk. maybe if terry pratchett were alive today he would've been cool with the show continuing#and um... maybe if he were alive it would've been better because you can really tell terry's voice is missing from season 2 ngl
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Despite my mixed feelings and sadness over Echo’s more official departure from the bad batch him being in stark white armor has made me more convinced than ever before that this is a new start for him. He’s probably not getting his bad batch armor back which leaves the door open for him to either acquire new armor or (what I think might be less likely) hang up his blaster for good and bow out of the fight after the clones are freed from Tantiss. The white armor is something we haven’t seen on him in a long time and each time he appears he ends up on a path different than what he was originally on.
The dominos were close to being tossed aside, headed away from the fight, before they changed and pulled together in the end. On Rishi he was facing an assignment with little chance of ever seeing combat only to be attacked by the separatists and thrust into the fight, joining the 501st which eventually leads him to becoming an ARC trooper. His capture and torture lands him in the Techno Union’s hands where his life is altered forever, leading him to choose a life with the batch at the end of that episode arc.
Each time Echo’s path changes he adapts, he finds where he fits and he throws himself into it. Giving him new armor is a chance to change his path yet again. Because, as Hunter said, Echo’s path is different. It always has been.
#space chatter#I’m sorry for rambling but I’m all jumbled in my head today#also pls don’t come into my replies talking about how he’s going to die#please#just leave that theory alone on this post#I really don’t want to hear about it#the bad batch#tbb echo#tbb spoilers#tbb season 3#echo bad batch#arc trooper echo#tbb season 3 spoilers
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little rant, came to the realization today that when I eventually get married my mom definitely will not go. I don’t know why that hurts as much as it does. I’ve always known, like I’ve known for years and thought that I internalized it, but it’s just becoming more of a reality. I’m not even close to her but wow it sucks :)
#me begging my parents to just not vote for Trump went about as well as one can expect#as someone who isn’t even a fan of Kamala but terrified at the idea of another Trump presidency#not even like with me in mind…but mainly my brother#how do you as a parent of a disabled child decide to vote for a man who said that all Americans with disabilities should just die#how do you look him in the eyes after and say that it was the right decision#like the homophobia I’m used to at this point and it’s painful but knowing that not even the ableist shit is enough to stop it#I’m just very sad and exhausted and as much as I wish I personally had different parents#I really wish my brother had parents that were able to put him first#I’ll probably delete later today I’m just so sad and it’s a very painful thing to be grieving as stupid as it may sound#it’s also 10x more challenging wanting to just cut them off forever but losing my brother in the process idk#I look at people with parents who are either not voting or voting blue and aren’t crazy homophobes and I wonder what that is like#like she won’t be there for dress fittings or anything and I’m not even like engaged but damn
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today's keiji is: keiji n sara if they were designed by me...... 2!! the sequel
#i actually drew the lines for this one months before the 'original' drawing but i. didn't like the way it looked for some reason........#but i remembered its existence today and thought it actually looked Alright so i colored it :) more of a prequel than a sequel#i like sara's bow. why'd i scrap that in the other drawing#your turn to die#yttd#keiji shinogi#sara chidouin#man the me from a few months ago REALLY wanted keiji to show more cleavage huh. well not like that's really changed#my art#daily keiji
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every time gold rush comes on i have to sit down and imagine the kevin day amv with intense accuracy. What must it be like to grow up that beautiful...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#everybody wants youuu everybody wonders what it would be like to love you....!!!!!!!!!!!#kandrew. and kevineil. and kevjean. and kevthea. AND DARE I SAY KEVRIKO#just patently kevin day song its really sickening its really so horrible#i dont like a gold rush i dont like anticipating my face in a red flush i dont like that anyone would die to feel your touchhh#(banging head against the wall) what must it be like to grow up that beautiful. what must it b#having a normal one today. good morning everypony#txt#kevin
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Something space themed for Meiko's 20th because there's meant to be a meteor shower visible where I live tonight
#unlabelled drawing tag#vocaloid#meiko#this took me all day and the sketch was like half of that time#i don't really like how this looks but it's my first full piece since my operation so it can look a bit whatever#i don't draw meiko as much as i should so the way i draw her might change in the future#btw she's wearing leggings because i didn't want her to get cold in space#also kidpix stamps i will be putting stupid stickers on my art until i die <3#re: the meteor shower i probably won't be able to see it because it's been raining today :(#anyway happy 20th meiko you deserve so much more than you get. i love you#id in alt text
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I read i think one of the most emotionally devastating fics of my life last night, and I'm still thinking about it...Seriously...what was the Author on..? Yeah i'm talking about YELLOW for Aokise and i honestly can't remember the last time a fanfiction has left me THIS emotionally devastated.. :'D
I've realized that theres ALOT lf hidden gems in the community, especially for Aokise but simply because the fandom was active a long time ago, it'll be hard for me to find them. But from a little bit of my investigation, KnB was really huge on Tumblr back in the day. So if some Aokise fan's still around, could i get some fic recs for them? As you can tell, i really like angst.. :')
#painful#this was so hard to read i really can't emphasize on this enough#aokise#aomine x kise#knb#kuroko no basket#aomine daiki#kise ryouta#like especially the way the author explored the themes of grieving and just.....i will die i think I'll just die from the sadness#i already felt like i wanted to run away and this just exasperated that feeling a whole lot more#luckily I'm finally going home today again so maybe i wont have to feel like this for too long#but who am i kidding I'll just find another fic to continue hurting my feelings#this is me we're talking about yknow how i like my ships
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you ever think about how william wisp has parents that love him
#got to watch some s1 ep16 on my lunch break today#catch me tearing up when his dad hugs him#i can just see it so clearly in my mind#and will is rambling about how he’s sorry he’s really sorry that he scared them it’s just that he was scared#he’s been so scared and he thought he was going to die and he was going to be fighting and he was with his friends#please give them a chance#but he just wanted to hear their voices#and they are just out there going on with their lives willing to drop everything to pick him up#reminds me of moving to college and hating your life with only study and no friends and thinking about killing yourself#and then your mom calls#idk just thinking about love and guilt#and the people who cried over will the first time#william wisp#jrwi pd#prime defenders
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day 9 - sirius and alice outfit swap!!
please don't mention any spoilers past ashe's + wilardo's scenario, i haven't finished wh (·•᷄_•᷅ )
#yttd#your turn to die#yttd spoilers#witch's heart#witch's heart spoilers#alice yabusame#sirius gibson#notyoinara art#alice yabusame art marathon 2024#VERY LATE AGAIN sorry.....really wasnt feeling it today#i think i might be able to catch up within the next few days ^_^#<- may age poorly#i hc that sirius always feels really cold#<- self projection#i want to finish wh so badly but this guy was made in a lab specifically for me#i'd have to trade alice autism for sirius autism and i have too many ideas for that rn
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June pt. 13
#Lesbians???? In my indie RPG????? More likely than you think.#Litte energy today...#Undertale is really important to me and looking at this tag it seems it is for other people too.#This game poisoned me into looking into every game I play with meta-narrative glasses (even when the story doesn't intend that)#So in a sense it “worked” on me lol.#Alphys might be my second favorite character and I'm really happy that with time people started to give her some credit.#Can't say the same for Undyne but I still really like her.#Alphys's head is fun to draw. She's a little ananas to me.#Undyne's expressions too.#Originally I wanted to draw Undyne carrying the entire lab with alphys sticking her head out of the door.#I'll draw it someday.#And if I won't... IDK I might die lol#Drew the lion lady too (like I said before)#art#june art#utdr#undertale
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//today, today, is one of those days, stuck between yesterday and tomorrow//
#i really want to make a whole animatic to today today by jack stauber bc its just so paul coded#alas i shall settle for a paul doodle for now#not doing anything cool w the colours this time this was just a line art thing bc i love line art#oh paul you will never leave my brain i will be drawing you until the day i die#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#petscop#paul leskowitz#still fighting the uphill battle of getting my friends to watch petscop. need to trap them in a room and force them to watch it-#clockwork orange style.......
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thjey should invent somebody i can share all my thoughts to. also pills that will make u stop bursting into tears at any second
#talkys#i made the appointment today but the timing is weird. everything keeps making me cry and i dont know why#everything keeps making me feel really bad. and its clouding my judgement and my Wants and Needs#i dont know. i dont know. i feel bad. its meant to be a good thing and good things are happening ! but i keep feeling bad#the death phobia and radiating sadness around loved ones has been so horrific this past week#along with the fear im disappointing everyone. i know my life is mine but it doesnt feel good to feel ur hurting someone u love#with a decision you're making. idk#i keep getting sad! i keep getting scared something bad is going to happen soon...!!!!#anatola howard this sandwich is good i dont want to die this sandwich is good i dont want to die
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can't get over martyn's adamant "it wasn't betrayal if it was requested" like.... this is the second time he's been asked to kill someone he's laid down his loyalty for. if anything it's proof of his loyalty that he went through with it because he didn't want to. both instances he pushed back on until he was eventually convinced like my guy has had to go through that TWICE
#i don't have an ending statement im just emo abt life!martyn today#limited life#mean gills#3rd life#dogwarts#meraki post#it's canon apparently that they remember the previous life games which. oughhh poor martyn#poor everyone really#scott's death did benefit him this time what with the rules of this specific game but if i remember correctly that wasn't really thought of#but scott was like 'if i have to die i want it to benefit my ally which is a whole other post lmao#anyway. sorry for the ramble
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I am on my period. I crave death.
#Really dude eight days is excessive#Why can’t she just send an email#Not pregnant yippee#I don’t even want kids why must my gay ass suffer#This is like day 5 I think#And my stomach HURTS#AND I HAVE THEATRE TODAY#IM GONNA DIE#Rahhhhr#I am not a happy camper right now#How can I seize the day in these conditions
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